#capitalism is being a bitch to me rn
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y'know i DO dream of labor actually. just not this shit
#i think ive talked about this already but like. i would do so many jobs if they let me do irregular hours and i wasnt#forced to work/work consistently under threat of death#and i would do even more if college was free and i could get certified for more difficult/intensive jobs#if i didnt have to dump all my money and years of debt into one career path/field i would fucking love to fly cargo planes on weekends#if i were able to explore shit instead of being exhausted all the damn time i would do so many necessary tasks for society.#i would go be a plumber if doing so didnt make it harder for me to pursue college#i would sort shit i would stock shelves i would clean up trash in public parks#i cant do all of that consistently because the idea of doing any of those things in a 9-5 makes me wanna gut myself but like.#let me microdose necessary menial labor. i would fucking do it#and i KNOW im not the only one#and allowing these things to be more flexible would make repetitive stress/exhaustion based injuries less common#some of the longterm health problems associated with things like trucking or factory work would be diminished if they weren't always doing#the same shit over and over again#having a moment rn sorry. kill capitalism#i am not the only one and i think a lotta people would agree if they were given a fucking break#and even if you wanted to only do one job like. go crazy thats important too#I WOULD DO FUCKING SOUND DESIGN BITCH
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imma just pop in here and say that kpop groups have been going to american music festivals since the 2010s, why is it only a problem now? and i mean, ateez isn't even headlining, so i lowkey feel like yall are making this out to be a wayyy bigger deal than it is. like, it's giving possessive, its giving delusional. and not like "delulu" but "Delusional." capital D. kpop has been getting popularized in the US since psy came out with gangnam style, and then even more so in 2017 when BTS dropped DNA. like it or not, kpop is a very popular genre in the united states, and a large amount of companies revenue at this point comes from ticket and album sales in the states. also, calling the girls at coachella "bandwagoning blind basic bitches" isn't the serve you think it is, bc guess what? at this point, kpop is basic bitch music. and it has been since like, 2018. and that's okay. you will live!
you're missing the context like i'm over here on earth and you're in the next galaxy because
a. don't talk to me about hallyu wave, i've been here since 2009 so you sit your dumb cowardly ass back down and stop shitting in my ask box
b. you're missing the whole point and you not asking context or explanation and just jumping into conclusion says A LOT about your comprehension skill
c. i didn't aim that title at anyone in particular it was just me being dramatic but hey you seem to be triggered so i guess you feel like a bandwagoning POTENTIAL blind basic bitch and i feel sorry for you, do think of yourself a bit more highly mkay dumbass?
d. no kpop is not basic bitch music but maybe to you because you are a basic bitch like look at you so fucking creative hiding behind anon trying to go off but failing like pls you sound like my 12 year old little brother trying to justify his bad grades like go off, loser, waste more time and energy, this is fucking entertaining for me like seeing a muppet get angry lmao
e. kpop is popular everywhere, just because the us had FINALLY catch the fuck up doesn't make it special, okay karen ? there are us kpop fans who have been around since the time suju members could bend down without their backs cracking but rn industries in the us just wanna use kpop as money printing machines rather than actually welcoming the culture and that's how business works, i know, but doesn't mean i have to like it and i can comment on it
f. i don't have any problem per se, i just have opinions like yours but mine is not infringing on other people's spaces and i actually have a point
#pls#if you wanna converse with me#at least have a point#this bitch is squatting in my blog#like a loser#it's so funny#very sasaeng adjacent#and very defensive#typical#dumbass loser#i pity this bitch#anyone wanna donate to get this squatting rat shit some common sense ????#smt answer#anon 15
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Y'all ready for my hilariously candid unpopular UMK ranking!
Obligatory preferace that I'm just an opinionated bitch. This selection is overall really strong and I'm very much excited for the live show. I think a lot of these songs will make or break during the live. I also think there is an odd disparity in the obvious budget and set quiality for the 7 music videos. Almost like they had a different line-up and some songs were last minute replacements.
I also did not factor in whether a song would do well in eurovision at all because frankly rn I do not care.
This ranking will also probably change so like who cares, I'm ready to enjoy a great liveshow full of people who give a shit about their art.
Ok, here we go!
7. Vox Populi - Mikael Gabriel
The general sound of this one is fun and easy. Good filler or backgroud music. Like if it came on in shuffle I probably wouldn't skip it. However, the lyrics are like really bad. Especially in context of the seeming general opinion of this man I am seeing. Also, this man is strategically pandering and a. Its not working, b. No on seems to have noticed. The use of Matti and that obviously käärijä influenced face in the music video smacked me on first watch. He is capitalizing and I'm very curious to see what he does with the live. Not excited, just curious.
6. Dancing with Demons - Cyan Kicks
I liked Hurricane better. There its been said. I do enjoy listening to this but I forget about it a lot. It also took me until basically now to kinda remember what it sounds like. Meanwhile I can still think of the Hurricane chorus 2 years later having not listened to it since UMK 2022. I do think Cyan Kicks has a really good fun sound, I just don't vibe with this song all that much.
Also, this bears no weight on my opinion of either song. But I need to call out the hypocrisy I've been seeing online. I've seen so many people comment that they don't like the amount of autotune Sexmane uses in Mania and then go on to say how much Dancing with Demons showcases Susanna's voice. Like...... there is so much autotune on Dancing with Demons. It will not sound like that live. And that's fine, its clearly an artistic choice that fits with their musical style, like Sexmane. But pls just sit with that for a bit before complaining about the, frankly much less, autotune in a rap song. Tangent rant over.
5. Kuori Moi - Sini Sabotage
This is where my ranking will probably swap a lot. This song is really catchy and I ingeneral like this type of music. I call it chill sex. This is also a very fun unserious song and video played straight, and I appreciate that. I am worried about something with vocals this chill live. They're good vocals, but very intentionally monotone and if the staging isn't engaging it might fall flat. This song is mostly at 5th place because I dont have anything bad to say about it, but it doesn't stand out quite as much as some of the others. I adored her interview tho.
4. Paskana - Sara Siipola
This is a great power ballad while still being upbeat. It doesn't drag. The vocals are great. The music video is great even while being very simple. The lyrics and message are really really good too. This song gets stuck in my head a lot and I think it is, on a technical level, the stongest song this year. I really hope the staging supports the song but with how raw and peeled back the vibe of the song is it will be difficult to make staging that is engaging without being distracting.
3. No Rules! - Windows95Man
Pure unashamed 90s nostalgia schlock. This is very much the type of trashy eurodance I enjoy, so home run for me. I think the staging will be very fun, but maybe too much. Or it will be organized chaos like Portion Boys last year. Speaking of, this is definitely this years silly fan fave that will be well received but probably not win, a la Portion Boys and Teflon Brothers. For being trashy eurodance, I do think it is construced very well. It flows and it actually written well, its bad on purpose and it is successful. Is it the most original or masterful, no. It is very enjoyable and fun and low pressure, yes.
2. MANIA - Sexmane
This one gets stuck in my head the most. Good beat, good flow. I really like the sound of the chorus, including the auto tune. The lyrics hold more than I think comes across initially and you can tell Sexmane really connects with this song the way his voice delivers even in the studio version. This is the song that I'm most excited to see live because I wanna know what kind of staging he pulls out. Side note: I think it's really funny that the brother called Sexmane is less sexual musically than the one just called Isaac.
1. Glow - Jesse Markin
This is just a really phenomenally written and positive song. It is really nice to have some good classic rap at a competition like UMK. The flow is impeccable with his rapping too. There's a lot of American artists who can't write that well in english. The message of this song is really uplifting without feeling hollow because it recognizes you gotta actually work at being in a good place. Jessie is someone who knows exactly who he is as an artist and person and that translates into the song. Also Alpaca!
I think the the songs that have the biggest chance of winning are Paskana, Dancing with Demons, and No Rules!
But truly I have no clue how this will go. This is a very evenly matched line-up both in quality and fan reception. The live perfomances will 100% decide the outcome.
#places 5-1 were all genuinely difficult to decide on#UMK delivers quality every time#umk 2024#umk24#I do really hope they keep UMK going no matter the fate of eurovision#i think competitions like this are so good and important just to showcase the talent in your own country#i mean theres a reason sanremo and festivali i këngës have been going for so long#long post#I have opinions apperently and I didn't realize how many until I wrote this#if anyone wants a full rant on my opinion of autotune as a plague in modern music in general let me know#i do not have an issue really with how its used in any of the UMK songs#its just an overall gripe I have with today music
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💋this one is a fuck coworkers, my first one ever!
My coworker has been pissing me tf off lately bc anything I say, no matter how normal or neutral, she’ll turn around and respond with “you’re so negative!!” Like I admit, I am prone to negativity, which is why I come on here to rant and get it out, but to scold me liek a child for doing something you also do yourself, all the time, is beyond fucking ridiculous.
Some context: my coworkers lost the keys the other day when I was off work (willing to bet it was actually this girl in particular bc she’s lost them before, the leaders just never found out), and because of that, fhe leaders are now making us keep the keys and security magnet on our person rather than keeping them in our cabinet in the store. This is incredibly frustrating bc of that stupid magnet, it sticks to EVERYTHING. The keys that are attached to that magnet are used to open metal drawers, so it’s a giant pain in the ass to do our pulls when you’re having to pry the industrial grade magnet off of the drawer every. Fucking. Time. Our checkout counter is also made of metal, and if you stand too close to it, the magnet sticks, and it’s so strong that if you try just stepping away, it will actually pull that cabinet open. When the leader who made this decision was talking to me, I explained to him how frustrating this was going to be. He mentioned that me and the other girl I talked about above are the only ones who complained about it. So clearly I’m not the only “negative Nancy” here.
Cut to a few days later, I’m standing at the counter with this coworker. A lady walks in past us, I greet her, she ignores me/doesn’t hear me. I just say “oh well, she ain’t hear,” and go back to my stuff at the counter. Then my keys stick to the cabinet again and I’m like “damn it.” Neither of these things did I say angry or annoyed. Literally just talking like normal. But after I got my keys unstuck, my coworker was like “you’re just so much! Can you just chill? You’re ruining the vibe etc etc” and I’m just over here like where the hell is this coming from, it’s not even that deep lol??? And like I said earlier, as far as hating our jobs goes, she’s the only other person that can compete with me, so don’t bitch at me for “being negative” when you’re not exactly a ray of sunshine yourself.
She’s also just kind of shit in general. Doesn’t get much done, doesn’t try. Which is fine you do you fuck capitalism, but again don’t tell me all I do is sit here and mope when I’m busting my ass getting shit done. At least I can complain AND perform well, meanwhile you only do the former. Like when she first started me and my other coworker rly didn’t like her bc she’d never clear out her carts and then just pawn them off on us.
She’s also kind of racist towards me? Idek. I’m mixed Mexican and white, and I’m like medium complexioned. I’m the only one on our team that doesn’t speak Spanish though. And she always says rude things ti me about me being white. I mentioned one time “damn my cheeks look rly red rn” and this bitch literally goes “did you forget you’re WHITE?” Like yes actually thanks for that MUCH needed reminder. I’m also not JUST white but thanks for trying to put me down over my ethnicity, something I literally cannot control. She’s also teased me for not speaking Spanish, again calling me white. Like girl, not every Mexican family passes down Spanish to their kids. That is a real thing that happens and all of this bs you keep gearing toward me just makes you sound ignorant af. And anytime we have a Spanish speaking or Mexican customer that is rude to us (not mildly, I’m talking absurdly fucking rude) she tries to minimize my feelings by saying “oh that’s just Mexican culture, you wouldn’t understand.” Actually bitch I do understand. Mexican culture means sometimes you can be a little loud, blunt, or direct, but never straight up rude. And either way, someone’s culture is not an excuse to be a total dick to someone, I don’t care where you come from. And I’m also smart enough to know when someone is being blunt because they’re not from here vs when they’re just being an asshole. Just tired of this girl trying to put me down and minimize me in every which way. This job is hard enough and our clientele are already awful, so I don’t need any extra grief from the people that are literally supposed to be on my team.
@staff I HATE the new text editor!
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the "i'm just a 30 yro teenager uwu" trend going on rn is so fking cringe and it makes me so unbelievably angry. can you stupid bitches grow up already and stop embarrassing me as a person who is regularly infantilized due to my height, voice, appearance, and the decision to be childless... i have not spent the last 10+ yrs of my life fighting for people to take me seriously as an intelligent human being for this tradwife ~i'm just a girl~ pilled absolute bullshit to set me back again
the way it feels like ppl just collectively gave up on progressive feminism compared to 10-15 yrs ago + the way gender essentialism is a canary in the coal mine for capital f Fascism has me so tired. i have read too many books about the collapse of the weimar republic to feel good and fine about this.
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just finished Warrior Nun season 2 and i am Not Okay. it was so!! good!! i'm dropping some unsolicited and completely unorganized thoughts & spoilers below the cut:
(also pls lmk me ur thoughts!!! i love talking about shows + such hehe)
hearing Mother Superion say "fuck"?? tbh one of the highlights of the finale
the dick donut was such a nice touch. the way Mother Superion shamelessly started chowing down on it too?? love that woman. she's one of my favorite characters
"Eurotrash Jesus" - Michael Salvius . best quote in the entire show
i was genuinely shocked that Duretti was killed. obvi Warrior Nun doesn't shy away from killing characters but DAMN
CAMILA. CAMILA IS MY BABY AND I WILL PROTECT HER AT ALL COSTS
ngl i didn't trust Yasmine at first. i thought she was like triple-conning them
i also love that she's a terrible driver. it's a really funny albeit impractical trait for an OCS nun
when Lilith killed Michael??? HOLY SHIT MAN. Ava screamed and fell to her knees and my jaw DROPPED
THE KISS!!!!! THE KISS THE KISS THE KISS OH MY GOD THE K I S S !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
me rn bc of Ava & Beatrice kissing:
Warrior Nun really said #bi pride!!! and then made Ava literally go to another realm
call me a bitch but it seemed like Ava was crying and whimpering for a really long time in front of Adriel and Lilith oops
^^ that's not me being a hater!!! and logically it makes sense bc her entire plan to save the world went to shit and her friend was killed right in front of her and all that but given the context of all the other shit that's gone down in the show,,,,
idk maybe i'm reading into it too much. but so are you if you've read this far so welcome to the club babes <3
i hope Jillian is doing okay. yes she did Bad Things is season 1 but she was just trying to save her son. and now that mf literally got his heart ripped out and is Dead with a capital D. anyways hope she's doing alright in that absolutely gorgeous compound of a home she has
i miss (Shotgun) Mary but appreciate how the writers used the grief as a driving force to unite the sisters
i'll probably (definitely) have more thoughts later
PLS SEND ME ASKS AND TALK TO ME ABOUT THIS SHOW XOXO
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okay it’s tumblr followers gossip night b/c like i need to get this off my CHEST also i do not want to do my work rn SO WE’RE CHATTING. guys okay okay okay i am a choir kid right and like here’s the thing... i’m the weakest link. not b/c i’m a bad singer like i’m pretty decent most days and very experienced w/ being in a choir my weak linking comes from the fact that like i hate literally EVERYONE in my class. like i’m not crazy annoying about it but people know that i’m always a little pissed basically and like okay okay okay here’s the thing picture like a room of 40-50 of the most obnoxious people ever THAT’S A HIGH SCHOOL CHOIR! it’s like. i have the worstttt sensory overloading issues so it’s like every time i’m in there i want to kill myself and it doesn’t help that everyone has the worst fucking sense of humor ever like. there’s this absolute like capital b Bitch that is the most annoying motherfucker i’ve ever had to meet and it sucks because she’s so like pretty and talented too so like we could have had it all except she forgot my name once and was sooooooo weird about it and i was like okay. okay so we’re doing THIS but THEN! she ran for a choir position and she was like “i have this talent for making anyone like me like i can do that” and i literally HAD to laugh like i was sitting there shoulders shaking b/c i was like who let her in here. literally this is the most bitchy most snide most annoying person you could not pay me a million dollars to like her ANYWAY they all think they’re the saving graces of the choir like sections will rise and fall by their hand and it’s like um. here’s the thing though. you’re so deeply unlikable and you know that and that’s why you act like you’re so much better than everyone else b/c you know you’re not and that kills you. you don’t care for anybody else except your handful of friends and you exclude people and gossip and say mean shit to people’s faces and you do that constantly UM anyway i voted against everyone in that cluster that i could xx
#nightmare.personal#DON'T REBLOG#suicide joke tw#suicide tw#suicide joke#ask to tag#LIKE SORRY FOR THE RANT BUT LIKE. U DO NOT UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH I HATE THESE PEOPLE.#like i know im such a hypocrite but its like. ok this is the thing right#i cannotttttt with people who hate themselves but then act like they're better than everyone else#and have an attitude its like OKAY. i can tell who between you and me actually has reason to like themselves and its not you <3#literallllysydsfhtydfghgfyrg its so fuckkkigng awfulll
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watching stargirl: frenemies episode 11
- the caption for jordan said jason??? what???
- how does the cgi look worse this time it’s the same fucking shots
- the jsa hug 🥺🥺🥺🥺
- huge kuwasa from legends season 3 vibes rn
- so has he just. been in the sewers. what the fuck.
- NOT THEM DYING RIGHT UNDER THEIR GYM
- not the shot of the mask 😭😭😭
- slyvester and pat look and are acting like gay dads rn
- OH MY GOD BARB/PAT/SLYVESTER HAS PEG/BJ/HAWKEYE VIBES
- artemis looks so worried i’m sad
- i refuse to feel sympathy for the mahkents (minus cameron) i’m mad at them rn
- oooh that shot of cameron…. please tell me there is patricide coming my way
- i want cameron’s jacket. this is the third time this has happened.
- he’s lying he honored her with murder and repressing his gayness
- ok but hunter and niel are doing a really good job rn
- this bitch is lying
- also sofus is suspicious and i am living for it
- awww it’s the jsa girl group <3
- rick tyler stop being depressed and unstable in the woods we have shit to do!!!!
- y’all we need to let stella do more and also i’m crying
- pat’s face…. that was his boyfriend
- barbara’s face…. that was her girlfriend
- i want her to punch jordan SO fucking bad
- also the way she’s just so resigned to him being back…..
- if not cameron, barbara or artemis should be the one to kill jordan
- this bitch just keeps lying and being a creep can he leave please
- actually i’m finally on board with slyvester can he please do that to jordan
- the simple mobile dude and the capital one banking dude look the same
- if i had a nickel for every time one of pat’s boyfriends was killed by icicle i’d have two nickels which isn’t a lot but it’s sad that it happened twice
- because your dad’s a bitch cameron
- courtney do not think about it.
- and now they’re kissing. great.
- mike i’m so sorry this is a really anxious time for you rn and you clearly don’t feel safe
- nobody locks their damn doors in this town. couldn’t be me
- oh she has ulterior motives
- this is so creepy jordan shut the fuck up
- hmmm he’s less wet now….. suspicious
- A BARBARA/ARTEMIS SCENE FINALLY
- also i’m crying again these people are too good of actors
- finally a courtney/slyvester fight
- slyvester that’s manipulation
- yeah yeah they’re working together we already knew that
- that was a stupid promo we already knew that the whole staff chowing thing was going to happen they’ve been leading up to it all season i want to know where rick is
- but also. courtney’s stupid pout finally returns
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What's on ya page? I've never bought of but I'd love to buy yours!!!
rn my of is anything i posted on there like 2 years ago, quite a few pics n vids of just me lol. i’ve casually been adding things from my camera roll plus a new video but im not like actively going out of my way to create content for it hahah.
the best way i can explain my approach is that i am a bipolar woman who experiences periods of hypersexuality. i also have a lot of trauma after being brutally assaulted (this why i stay side-eyeing you cnc ass bitches bc you think you want someone to use your body and play out r*pe fantasies until it actually happens to you without consent and then your entire life is fucked up!!!!!!! YOU BITCHES ARE WEIRD!!!) so instead of pouring my energy into actually sleeping with people who aren’t for me, i capitalize off of it and make a few hundred dollars here and there.
it’s not my primary source of income and i’m not at all dependent on it. just a place for me to share my beautiful body and use the profits to buy oui’d or whatever makes me happy 😝
#idk how long i’ll do it for but i’m single and sexy and really good at taking pics of myself sooo#also i ordered new toys today bc i have been feral lmfao so i hope those satiate me and if they do perhaps you’ll see. idk tho! 🥸#answered
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Work. A job.
I legit don't be having the patience for co-workers and their stoopid ass work drama...I DON'T GET PAID FOR THAT. So I don't care.
Like I explained to mother that the purpose of life is not work...like you work cause you need to eat. But I promise you the second my fear of death turns into an infatuation, I'm not trying to maintain this meat suit. So be real, how much does it matter? Especially if every single religion or culture is just gonna emphasize the whole 'spiritual being in a mortal body' thing.
So, no. I don't care about your work drama. I'm not whispering about your pay. I'm not hiding your crimes, alleged or otherwise, nor am I outright snitching. You leave me be, I'll leave you be. You create a problem, I'm the problem solver. But not for your emotional moments. I would be a gahdamn therapist if I wanted to deal with the emotional baggage of others. Folks not even capable of picking me up, fuck I look like doing it AT WORK, where capitalism has reduced us to numbers. Like dawg, I'm not putting passion into these brief moments that do nothing for me if I can't eat.
NOTE: I don't like being told bout feelings being hurt cause Imma do something about it. Work, however, is different. I wouldn't know folks if I wasn't here and trust when I say that I'm doing what is convenient rn. I'm not stuck here, I spent years changing vocations just to gain experience and be a fucking monster in this rigged ass system. So your tears at work baffle me cause I LITERALLY DON'T NEED THIS, I WILL GO HOME. Stop letting this bitch ass customers get to you when they NEED YOU TO DO SOMETHING FOR THEM. Ain't no boss pay me well enough to suck the company's dick REGARDLESS of whatever "contract" I sign (fake ass piece of paper in a fake ass social world full of folks who can't even process common courtesy but wanna try to hold me to some standard as if humanity is some perfect beast...I can barely name a woman who doesn't have a SA story...the same way I can't think of too many people who haven't been emotionally manipulated or abused. I'm not a fucking sap. A liar, sure. But I wasn't born yesterday, so that take up with God and the other folks lying to you.)
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Midnights is awful I was literally paralyzed after finishing it for the first time I’ve gone through such a bad experience when it comes to Taylor swift album it was unbelievable
ok this weirdly makes me feel so much better cause I am personally a hater 95% of the time and I love to be a fun ruiner and a bitch lol but I was like "maybe I'm being too hard on it maybe it's actually good" but no I can not believe she went into the studio did all that and was like "yup sounds good, release it". Like why are the drums so fucking tinny??? everything sounds like it was recorded on an iphone notes app in a wind tunnel. Like I am convinced this was her trying to capitalize on the sound of reputation to get her back on top of the pop scene but like, WHY? it's so fucking bad I can not believe I dislike it this much.
And don't even get me started on the writing. How is it that there are songs she wrote at 15 that sound better than some of the tracks on midnights. I mean seriously????? I am just utterly dazed at this experience.
anyway if you wanna dm me off anon to talk more about midnights feel free but rn I feel like this
#wren talks too much#letters addressed to the fire#SHE WROTE CRUEL SUMMER 3 YEARS AGO!!!!!! HOW DID WE GET TO THIS POINT!!!!!1#anonymous#midnights spoilers
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okay so i just don’t know anymore. need therapy and been just thinking. rn im 21 and just graduated from college. tough four years. but im struggling to adjust to not being in school and feel like im not thinking big enough. little ambition but idk i have plans in the fall and I’ll be busy w a new opportunity. i just wanna keep winning like yumeko. or idk if i should take this time to focus on other things like improving my health, having fun and relaxing. in my ideal world id wanna work 2 jobs ideally one being Sephora and the other bartending but i would equally benefit from working from another makeup store or a nice clothing store like Nordstrom or urban outfitters two of which i applied to. i also hit up my old job target which reminded me of my old ting 😭. but idk i feel so far from control and things are not working out in my favor but i could be wrong and maybe these rejections will prove to offer future benefits such as me working at a better store or getting more money or a better opportunity. i love makeup. it’s self expression, a complement to an outfit, beauty. i made an ig page solely dedicated to makeup. i plan out looks and take pictures and videos. this week imma do a rainbow under eye and then cheetah/leopard print and pink zebra maybe green and then but for makeup my goal is to get more traction on my page, set trends, capitalize off it through brand deals and sponsors, get free makeup and learn how to do makeup professionally, do peoples makeup and serve looks. okay so that involves me doing my makeup more, posting consistently, researching techniques, trying diff products and applying to jobs with makeup. i can also start blogging about makeup too. I’m also thinking about getting my bartenders license during this gap of time. Im horny asl and i can’t wait to get some rump. i love missionary and freaky shit. love getting my pussy ate and trying new shit. im getting back to my thickness. trying to be a curvy bitch in a body car ( g wagon). but yeah i wanna be a bad bitch 😍 serve looks and always be on point. be iced out and fly and an it girl. but yeah ik this nigga w good dick and he’s an aquarius and a lil disrespectful so idk if i should i think one last time and then that’s it. he’s said he’s sorry and all but idk if im being fooled out the pussy. but does it matter if we fuck and most likely how would that make me feel? why am i so intent on leveling up everything in my life but not in my sex or romantic life. dealing w the same bs, im not having it ! it’s also me too, i be acting crazy and not standing up. not respecting myself and shit so am i getting what im putting out ? let’s think more about our dream nigga or gf and think of ways i want to prepare to receive them. anyway. health i need to get better at that too. i want to eat a better diet, walk everyday and maybe smoke less but it’s always tricky i feel like smoking does wanders for my mental health. writing too and maybe it’s about rewards and courage. limiting smoking to 3-4 times a week instead of everyday. but let’s see drinking more water and im invited to interview at club Pilates which would also be a good opportunity for me. maybe Pilates will help me find peace and myself. or is that me expecting too much out of a job ? ive been getting so irritated lately. little things are pissing me off. but let’s see trading rn is going well but I’m still practicing and need to develop a better strategy and research more. need 4-5 streams of income to pay off my credit cards and live my soft life. but i like learning new things and being in certain spaces that promote growth:
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Talk about how the mighty have fallen. Anto used to kinda be the homie in the pirate days of sims 2. But ya’ll really glamorized buying wholesale into capitalism. I’m all for earning a living for your work. I have seen so many creators who I’d be more than willing to support if I had the funds to, and I encourage my friends who do to do so. But not only do you technically not actually own any of your CC (EA does because they’re monsters), but you’re not actually supposed to make profit from it (which I kinda disagree with tbh for a number of reasons). The early access model that became wildly popular here I think is great, or just making your post on Patron in general so people can see a direct avenue to support creators on. But I’m never gonna support completely private content creators, which is fine, it’s not for me.
What I will openly rally AGAINST is putting ANY KIND OF SPYWARE on CC. It’s incredibly invasive and violates a user’s right to privacy/expectations of privacy. That’s illegal hoe, I hope someone slaps you with a class action lawsuit faster than you can add a swatch. You already made you’re money and you’re just being petty because you’re a dumb bitch. People pirating your shit were NEVER going to pay you, you were never going to earn from them, but you’re so damn outta touch you don’t even know that. This is straight up elitist prick behavior. Someone remove the spyware and bring back patreon must be destroyed. THAT I will give money to even tho I’m broke af rn, and I don’t even want your janky hi poly shit, I just wanna piss ya’ll off. Also how dare you disrespect your paying customers, imagine if you bought a cupcake and you got banned from kroger because they saw you share half of it with a friend. This is stupid af. These people are paying for access to your CC, regardless of you TOU they are legally allowed to share it because you’re not actually the sole owner of the CC, every person that uses it in game owns it.
1. If someone sells you a product (CC) with spyware (trackers, downloaders, etc) in it, THEY ARE VIOLATING YOUR RIGHT TO PRIVACY AND YOU CAN SUE THEM FROM ANYWHERE BECAUSE IT WAS NOT DISCLOSED.
2. Fuck all of these people. They’re not your friends, they’re not your senpais or whatever it is kids say these days, they’re using you. You are a number and a profit margin, not a person. This is commercial artwork now. No more emotionally invested in you than a McDonald’s happy meal smile. They are literally spying on ALL of you because some people shared their work which has not cost them anything because the people it’s shared to wouldn’t have subscribed anyway.
3. Unsubscribe from any patreon known to be doing this, openly boycott them, blast them anywhere and everywhere, report them to patreon.
I’m gonna go back to making shit I never post now. Fuck all this shit.
edit: This isn’t drama, it’s dangerous and disrespectful.
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hs3 spoilers - first listen through thoughts
okay so. literally just stream of consciousness as i listened. these are out of order from how i listened bc i'm messy.
daydream the start of this reminds me of a bollywood song lmao. wtffff love me like you pay me AAA OK paid for it. something to dream about aw this is a really sweet song. not sure what the fuck was going on with that line at the start though had me thinking it was another fuck beards song. HUH what if it's like. a commentary on celebrity - we (fan's) pay for it and ask for all of their (celebs') love, parasocial relationships a thing to dream about ect, also how 1d was marketed to be dream bf's. hm i like that interp gonna roll it around in my head some more.
just keep driving GOD. it's about the miscommunication or the lack of communication we want to push it aside and just keep driving, the thingy about clouds withheld dark stuff AAA again not communicating. defenseless say's hi. it's also capital W wierd sir what is this your shopping list? fr tho feels like the beauty papers video ad? i'm sure there's some hyper specific connection for each one can't wait for the fbi larries to find them.
sattellite AFJDSF about isolation and it's affects and wanting to be there for someone even when you physically can't and distances growing between people and overcoming those because they always end being pulled to each other. spaces an this are very distant cousins. Vibes are amazing sonically very cool
daylight kitchen mention harry astrology bitch confirmed blue bird GOOD GOD? again always being there with/for someone even when you physically can't like. babe we get it. bicycles again? YOU ARE THE ANTIDOTE. but also that thingy about cocoa (?) idk what that's about, cut out my middle (butterfly???) you don't have time for me forced to be apart bc of other obligations? and missing someone basically? mildly confused by the exact lyrics but the vibes 10/10 and the chorus is again so sweet and so so soft i love it.
little freak hlbluegreeners. kitchen again. it's about the COMMITTED RELATIONSHIP SHIT SJFKF. adore u vibes in that you don't need anything from them just content to think about/adore them TRACK SUIT PONYTALE MAKE FUN OF ME RED WINE AND A GINGER ALE. birthmark i'm confused? feet first line that's very too young of u. yes ankle broke joke.
love of my life news = media narratives/ scrutiny they aint a fan of it. who tf is johnny. GOD THIS IS GORGEOUS, HOME 1D lost till u find it. didn't want to leave him behind. okay dunno where ur lying when you fly vs little freak. coordinates very cryptic sir. love love love this song he sounds so good his voice is so rich it's a thick comforter being wrapped around you
late night Sexy intro TRUMPETS share a single bed :) CHANGE ALWAYS YOU literally thee louis parallels CHANGE AGAIN gimme a call, THE AMOUNT OF TIMES HE WANTS TO BE THERE FOR HIS PERSON. EVERY OTHER SONG. i love this song there's nothing left to say reminds me of sleepovers with a friend and saying the things you can only say in the safety of night like dreams and hopes and plans and confessions. and also about being gay what more do you want.
cinema ugh. this feels. blatantly stunty and in a album Full of love songs it's the only really sexualized one idk. i'm sure someone with a big enough brain will find some sort of non stunt interp which i'd love to hear
boyfriends i mean i've already talked about it love the joni vibes and half a world away lyrics and i'm sticking to my original interpretation
grape juice wow a bop from the start. also Loud whispering harold. hideaway from the rest of the world hmm. kinda confused about i got over it, what is it? something old and red idek hat this is but. long term relationships and also bc my mind is prisoned rn red ofmd fabric thingy :) paid more than i did back then? there's Something here i just can't grab it rn. what is 'it'?? i'd assume the obv answer is love but that doesn't rlly fit with the prior lines. so you need the person even though it's getting harder to do so/costs you more. GARDEN PLACES WE'D BEEN say this is about gemma i dare you. I DARE YOU. i'm so old and wise mumbles. grape juice blues hmm drunk reminiscing, dunno precisely what's the deal but it's a bop
mathilde made me cry. anyway it's about the found family, the terror of leaving it behind in search of something better. okay this song really hits for various reasons. and like yes found family is so often inherently queer but this just even more obvious. yah maybe i;m projecting but it really feels like so much of the advice i see older queer folk give younger ones. hmm bring sun to the darkest days hmmm. lights up. i'm crying again. tea and toast nice domestic. you don't have to go home it's about making a home you want and belong to when the one you came from wasn't truly a home to begin with. start a family that will always show you love could this be any more clear. mathilde bc it's like matilda?
sushi restaurant green eyes hm, is it about him? no? egg i think there was one other egg mention. was this a fic or was there a thing about hl getting ice cream and one of the orders was with flakes? idk. i'm hungery why so much food? blue bubblegum. go broke?? i don't knoww. oh the just a little taste cause i love you babe Vibes. OH GOD it reminda me of oh i really hate you right now i hate my brain. green tea. sorry why so much blue green imagery Why. scoobadoobydoobboopboo!!! i'm not gonna get lost i'm not gonna go broke OHH was there first someone speaking to him? abt artistic integrity vision? eat the stars i approve. Oh yet another commentary on celeb culture? like literally a taste of the high life people are insatiable ect ect. i don't really think so but maybe?
ok obv don't take this too seriously even in terms of how i interpreted stuff it was just whatever popped into my head and it's like. 3:30 am now. kinda feel like doing some analysis on some more of these so we'll see.
#it's now 7 ish in the morning thank god i didn't post this last night because there were loads of spelling errors.#hs3#mine#lyric analysis
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if you're still taking requests for pride month, maybe one with reader questioning whether she's bi or pan, or maybe even telling him she's thinking about not using any labels at all? i'm struggling rn and wish i had a peter ✋🏼 the one you wrote with bi!peter is so cute ❤❤
A/n: Aww of course anon! I’m really liking these pride requests and I’m more than happy to write them. Just know that it’s okay if you’re struggling, it can be really confusing. I’m here for anyone if they need a chat ❤️
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Warnings: mentions of sexuality and being confused/questioning, some light angst and tears but lots of fluff.
You paced back and forth, taking deep breaths as thoughts whirled around in your mind. Your calm playlist played through your speakers in hopes it would change your mood but the anxiety persevered. Only the sound of your phone ringing was enough to break you out of your mind prison.
Upon seeing the familiar dorky face on screen you felt a bit calmer and the anxiety seemed to pause for just a moment when you heard your boyfriends voice coming through the phone.
"Hi Petey." You did your best to sound like your normal self but you should have known better than to try anything around the person who knew you better than yourself.
"What's wrong angel?"
"Noth-"
"Nuh uh don't even try. I can tell something's wrong and I can see you're listening to the playlist you listen to when you need to be calm on Spotify."
You knew Peter was giving one of those knowing looks even though you were on the phone and the thought made you smile.
Peter was not only your boyfriend but your best friend in the entire world, he was the one you most wanted to talk to right now and yet you felt scared. The truth was that you didn't know what you sexuality was and you had been questioning it for longer than you wanted to admit.
You'd had crushes on girls and boys before but you wondered if you were just thinking something was there when it wasn't. It was the same with celebrities and fictional characters, back in middle school you had a crush on both Vanessa and Troy. And then sometimes it was just one or the other or no one at all.
Life was confusing but the one thing you knew for sure was that you loved Peter Parker and you wanted to talk to him about what was going on in your head.
"Can you come over?"
As soon as you said those words Peter was already agreeing and hanging up the phone, most likely grabbing his bag and some snacks to bring you.
You tried to rehearse how you would put your disorganised thoughts into words, even attempting to write them down but nothing seemed right. You thought about telling Peter it was nothing and to not worry about coming over but even if you didn't talk, you still needed a famous Parker cuddle.
The familiar tap tap sounded on your window and you giggled as you turned to see Peter's face pressed against it, making a funny face. You opened it and kissed his cheek, he smiled as bright as the sun that shone down on him as he climbed inside.
"I brought chocolates and gummies."
You smiled wide and stole a kiss, tasting the sweetness already on Peter's lips. He'd already dug into the bag of gummies.
"Thief."
"Hey I brought them! Technically you're the thief." Peter took another and ate it as he sat back on your bed, opening his arms which you fell into easily. You let out a happy sigh and smiled as he held you tight. Every confusing thought and worry felt none existent, replaced only with safety and warmth as you listened to his heartbeat.
Peter knew just what to do when you were feeling down. He grabbed your fluffiest blanket and wrapped it around the both of you as his fingers ran through your hair. He always waited for you to tell him what was wrong if you wanted to, he never pushed or pried, just listened.
"I don't know who I am." You sniffled against his chest as you buried yourself into his t-shirt. He paused in surprise at your words and gently lifted your head so he could wipe away your tears.
"What do you mean angel?" He asked softly, no judgement in his voice, just love and curiosity.
You sat up a little straighter and took a deep breath, Peter delicately brushing your hair behind your ear as he encouraged you to continue. Whatever it was he could tell it was worrying you.
"I-I don't know who I am. I think I like girls and boys but sometimes I only like one or the other. Other times I don't think I like anyone and it's just so confusing." You scrunched your face up, wanting to hide away as you finally put your thoughts into words.
Peter nodded along as he listened and played with your hair in a comforting way. Your heart was racing as you met his gaze, it relaxed only slightly as you still saw the same love and admiration in his soft brown eyes as always.
"I think I might be bi or maybe Pan. Is that okay?"
You looked back down at your hands as you spoke, holding your breath and closing your eyes as you waited for his response. You had read online about some people worrying that their partner would cheat on them as soon as they came out. Peter gave a soft chuckle and pecked your lips, catching you by surprise.
"Princess, you don't have to ask me if it's okay. I love you no matter what and I love you for you. You're still my angel." He smiled at you with so much love pouring from every word that you felt the tears start to fall down your cheeks again.
"Really?"
Peter nodded and held your face in his hands, pecking your lips several times with a smile. "Really really."
You giggled and let out the breath you had been holding for what felt like forever as you snuggled back into Peter's arms. No matter what was going on in your head or how confused you were, you could always rely that Peter would be there to help you through it and give you cuddles whenever you needed them.
"I love you Petey."
"I love you too Princess."
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DMP SEASON 4 EPISODE 9 OUT OF CONTEXT SPOILERS
okay so like. i’m GENUINELY sorry that i haven’t been updating this blog a lot outside of ooc spoilers. genuinely my sense of time rn is so messed up that i think i’m updating it semi-frequently then realize i only did one round of quotes before a new episode drops lol. didn’t even do anything for last episode my sense of time is just utterly fucked. so sorry hahaha i can’t promise i’ll try to remember things but. i still love this blog i’m just drifting outside of space and time atm
spoilers ahead as normal but honestly this episode was so chill and vibin you could PROBABLY read this update without watching and wouldn’t be majorly spoiled for much. ngl this is one of my fav ooc spoilers because not much super intense happened so i was able to capture most of the shenanigans through memes
-charlie, probably (made by pip for space game. Saved it in advance knowing it was spoilers for this episode lol)
I’m pretty sure tasting the colour pink is just peptol bismol
Charlie has reached a new low 2 episodes after the pizza image, somehow
“Despite all my rage i am still just a rat in a cage” -thorin
Alex’s nickname on the fanserver sure is real awkward now
Charlie is a weeb. next up, the sky is blue
I mean. If YOU gained god powers don’t tell me you WOULDN’T watch every anime in existence
The biggest tonal dissonance between the art and the music i’ve ever seen
-art by cam
Cant believe zephi is cg’s friend from work
NO TEARS. ONLY YOGA
My therapist: calm voice CG isn’t real he can’t hurt you. Calm voice CG:
Even the void is not immune to capitalism
COMPETITIVE YOGA
GAY PANIC TIME, THE FRIEND FROM WORK HAS ARRIVED
Vinny is phoenix wright
Junior is denied playing with dogs by virtue of not being in the show. Shame.
Thorin being left alone with zephi, this could only end well. Just look how minerva ended up!
Vinny straight up admits he’s willing to kill a dog
“Ezra, yay or nay about val’s area”
Miss Charlie steal yo girl
“I fucked your girl shitlips” -charlie, probably
Maybe ONE day the space jam scenario will see the light of day
Welcome to FUCK IT
The local mall cryptid returns at last
Two legends make a triumphant return: junior no last name and the gazebo
Junior nolastname can legally swear
Chuck.
How dare you make me sad over one piece jokes
Just Starbucks
After months of CG and grace being the best goddamn dynamic in the show despite it being ENTIRELY noncanon they GET TO FUCKING INTERACT IN THE SHOW
Alex’s hyena laugh my beloved
Paul blart flesh mall
Do not investigate the meat
Yugo wasn’t dead, he was just put in gay baby jail for a nap
-cam
ALEX BE DROPPIN HOT BARS THO
Tommathan
Hailey gets struck by the apollo ball
Yknow. A proposal. As a friend. She put a ring on it. As a friend.
Tommy and angalena h*ld h*nds
Sometimes ur just so depressed you dont realize ur girlfriend proposed to you in a romantic way
Perhaps, just once, the girls will not be fighting
TACTICAL STEALTH EZRA
“It’s like i’m a WEBSERIES CHARACTER” -hailey looks directly at the camera
DAD TIME
Dads havin a good dad talk. I’m just vibin to this music
“The surrealism of it made me nearly scream”
Daily reminder that percy blackwood punched a kid at sunday school
Things gettin spicy in this mattress store ;)
Val averts thine eyes, at the disappointment of the fans
TOES TIME
Kingdom hearts called, it wants its belts back
Dmp would be instantly solved if junior hadnt been demoted to mall cryptid. Bitch been on screen for like 5 minutes and he’s goin full cinemasins on CG’s ass
Jesus canon to dmp
Junior decided to test god, he fucks around and finds out
CG throwing a temper tantrum and ripping apart his dolls like an angy 5 year old
(bitch), CG edition
THAT’S IT YOU’RE GOING TO SPENCERS
Eternal gazebo time
HOLY SHIT???? People go to malls to SHOP???
oh wow! [eldritch screeching] my favourite pokemon!!!
HAIR SWOOSH GANG
Oh noooooooo my two favs are talking whatever will i dooooooooooo
Yall are really just gonna shove doc’s corpse into a pretzel box huh
Charlie just progresses more and more into being comically small and sad
Rip the mall announcer, lost to the parking lot. We barely knew you
Charlie is a basic bitch, we been knew
Yeahhhh no cg sure as hell aint human. No human being would reasonably wear THAT
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