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bluiex · 9 months

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hi uh. It’s 2 am, I got back from my side job two hours ago, I was planning on sleeping early BUT 🌸🐚🌹 was on some conspiracy thingies has me up, and telling about which characters like what kinda of people depending on cannon ships and our favourite ships(I love/p her but please…) So while I’m sleeping, she’s writing this with my ideas thrown in.

SCOTT pulls blonde men.

3rd life obvi flower husbands

Last life flower husbands(hinted), (one sided for now)mean gills, (one sided for now)Tango/Scott(WHATS THEIR SHIP NAME???) (-🌺🪸🥀)

Double life really hits Scott hard cause he could’ve at least flirted with Jim but now that he can’t he’s sulking. Flower husbands, (hinted) flower ranchers(-🌺🪸🥀)

Limited life I think we all know the mean gills(Martyn totally had a crush on Scott the whole time but now that he could he immediately tries to get closer to him), Flower ranchers(angst cause flower husbands angst, and Jimmy totally cried to Tango about how he messed up -🌺🪸🥀)

JIMMY pulls teal haired men.

Scott obvi, ESMP2 Scott let his demons out and flirted worth every man in a 279.58 mile radius

decked out Tango(that has him being icy like ESMP1 Scott) came through the portal and they were definitely flirting. Can’t tell me other wise.

MARTYN pulls non humans

3rd life, him and Ren were something else(they totally fucked at least once.) Ren? Werewolf.

Last life, him and Mumbo were definitely flirting. Mumbo Jumbo? Definitely a vampire, just a very awkward and kinda “UUUUHHHHH- what’s was I meant to do to get blood again?” Vibe(auto correct calls him Jumbo Jumbo)(-🌺🪸🥀)

Double life, Martyn was trying to win back Cleo. Cleo? A zombie.

Limited life, MEAN GILLS FOR LIFE BABY!(They mean very much to) Scott? Definitely a mermaid or siren. Which ever has sharper teeth. (-🌺🪸🥀)

TANGO, we aren’t sure what he pulls cause we’re still learning about how to write the hermits so we take them one at a time to ensure we know how they act and what makes them them. We haven’t reach tango yet so like- help us out?

-written by 🌸🐚🌹, storyline ideas by 🌺🪸🥀!! Okie byie!!

SO TRUE FOR SCOTT (he is like, all my comfort characters are blonde, i got a thing for blondes💀) but IDK- I dont think they have a ship name, id imagine something like majortango cuz thatd be super silly

Martyn do be pulling all the nonhuman LMAO

TANGO- tango gets all the "smol beans" for a lack of better term cuz ykno, we got Jimmy whos just so sad in the life games LOL always dying first and trying his hardest to appear tough

#bluie gets an ask poggers #long post

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blueeandyellowmakesgreen · 1 year

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ykno. id excuse the lip glances, heart to hearts, in sync head turns and gay tension as something platonic bc surpriseeee its not the first time men were written with homoerotic energy that was totally not meant to be romantic!!!! whatever fine. whatever boys will be boys right i am fully accepting that-will is literally canonically in love with mike are you fucking kidding m

#byler

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goatpaste · 2 years

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If you had ANYONE other than the JoJo be the protagonist in each part who would it be?

Hmmm

I think Jonathan's fine as the protag for p1 I really don't think there's many others that fit the bill for specifically what they were going for in that part....

P2? My Joseph, move over canon Joseph im replacing you with my improved better written p2 joseph. But if anything Ig the pillar men, I love them they shoulda gotten to live lol. Fuck the hamon users

P3 jotaro is fine, while bland it feels purposeful when pair with the rest of his character in later parts. But like polnereff truly does play the main character of p3 anyways so ykno

P4, I don't think I could switch josuke for the world I love him so much. But I will say kochi feels very similar to Pol in that he takes a very front of stage type of character. Doing a lot of the fights and having some very important and serious character development and introducing the acts concept so good.

P5? 100% I'd replace giorno with Trish. I've said thus a 100 times but Trish would have been way more compelling for the main character. Like you remove giorno from the plot and hardly anything changes. But the story is about Trish, she should have had a much more forward roll in being apart of the plot, like yes she is there and a driving factor. But she should have gotten to do way more...

And I've only watched 4 eps of stone ocean do I don't have anything to say there

Really in the end I think mostly beside p5. No matter what I feel about the main jojo. They do FIT and mold and work the plot the best a lot of the time. Each guy truly feels built like a heart for each part if that makes sense and isn't cringe sounding?

#to that last note iv been thinking about that specfically a lot #but in terms of the part art #like the art of the part can be whatever and even ill think its ugly #but almost always i think so specficqlly the main jojo looks MADE for that part #they look good and fitting #everyone else may look fucked up but the main jojo is made for where they have been placed in their story ig?

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clownmoontoon · 3 years

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Been thinking of watching darkwing duck because it seems cool from the posts I've seen on your blog but I was wondering something, is he an actual hero or an actor? I only know very little from the ducktales reboot and I think the reboot implied it was all a show but I was wondering if that's true or not :P

Y ES ITS SO GOOD SDLKJKLD I HIGHLY UNDERESTIMATED THIS SHOW AND ITS CHARACTERS AND IM EATING ALL MY DUCK HATER WORDS THIS SHOW IS GREAT!!!!

is he an actual hero? YES!!! DEBATABLE??? ID SAY HES MORALLY GRAY SDLKKJLD BUT HE LOVES IT WHEN PPL THINK HES A HERO he rlly wants to be mysterious also

(( idiot .. basard man...i love hi m, look at that face,, gOD ))

is he an actor? NO!! THIS IS HIS LIFE its kinda a parody of batman (darkwing) and gotham (st. canard) but with toons (as in roger rabbit-esque shenanigans)

hes got his own joker, poison ivy and various other familiar-ish, villain-y toons that have ZERO of the sex appeal of their inspirations, and ALL of the insanity and anxiety ITS GREAT batman WISHES his show was as entertaining as darkwing’s

(( idiot basard man... men, part two electric (and water and grass and clown, ykno the 4 main pokemon types) boogaloo ))

in fact id go as far as saying all the main characters (villains included) are morally gray save for gizmo duck (hes just 100% a gold hearted hero) and negaduck (black hearted asshole with a chainsaw..i love hIM)

the ducktales reboot wanted darkwing to make sense in the world they set up and they made the exceptionally creative ITS A TV SHOW IN THIS UNIVERSE idea to bring it in without having to redo everything

(( meme courtesy of @trashiny-draws <3 ))

i havent seen the new ducktales yet (or the old one THEYRE BOTH ON MY LIST) howeVER a friend showed me the NEGA TWIST ep and from what i can tell ducktales 2017 has the characters written a bit more realistically and less “toony” than the original series

while darkwing (original) is like FULL TOON

its def not for everyone bUT IF UR A FAN (LIKE ME) OF MORALLY GRAY CHAOTIC BASTARDS (SOME WITH RLLY GOOD HEARTS) THIS SHOW MIGHT BE RIGHT UP UR ALLEY

lmao me recommending shows like

also also THE FOUND FAMILY??? that was SEVERELY MISSING from the reboot eps and its prACTICALLY MY FAVE THING in the original series, i understand its kinda hard to fit in but im hoping with the actual darkwing reboot they bring that in ;;

like yeah its a batman parody but with everything batman severely lacks (just my opinion pls dont @ me batman fans SDLKJKLD), instead of going back to his ~mansion~ when hes in civilian clothes, darkwing goes to a regular house to be a “regular” SINGLE dad with his adopted daughter and live in husband sidekick

ALSO P SURE HE CREATED HIS CIVILIAN IDENTITY AND BOUGHT A HOUSE JUST SO HE COULD ADOPT HER, HE ADORES HER AND EVERY TIME HE GOES DAD WITH HER IM LIKE

I DEFY U TO WATCH THE PILOT AND NOT GO SOF FOR THESE TWO IVE NEVER SEEN A RELATIONSHIP LIKE THERES IN ANYTHING AND ITS SUCH A GREAT TROPE

“chaotic bastard adopts chaotic child no one wants bc this is the ONE KID he is like oh no i love her, my child now ALSO HES A SUPER HERO”

ASDLJKkljd anYWAYS YA I RECOMMEND IT GO WATCH DARKWING DUCK

DID I MENTION SHORT KING RIGHTS???

also this show is EXTREMELY gay coded like dont @ me but CMON

this reminds me of how i thought the fandom was just excited about ships w the yakuza games but surely none of the stuff i saw in fan art actually happened in canon bUT NO THEY ARE JUST RLLY LIKE THIS AND ITS BEEN LIKE THIS W THE DARKWING ART IVE SEEN im like “oh thats funny and rlly gay” AND THEN IT TURNS OUT TO BE FAN ART OF AN ACTUAL SCENE SLKDJLKD

THIS POST LONG AF ALREADY SO ILL JUST END IT SAYING THAT IF U GONNA WATCH U SHOULD WATCH THE PRODUCTION ORDER!! not the order it aired on tv!!

u can find the production order on the darkwing wiki! <3

me: DARKWING > BATMAN

batman fans:

#darkwing duck #darkwing #gosalyn mallard #drake mallard #quackerjack #jacky #megavolt #megs #liquidator #bushroot #ducktales #ducktales 2017 #clown honks #moonime #AUHGHGH I LOVE IT SM #HAHAHAHSDLKJKJSKLDf

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dienamights · 3 years

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1 BESTIE HOW U DOIN IM SORRY I WASNT ON TODAY!

2 please oh my god

So not to slam anyone right? They’re enjoying themselves and I’m totally on board with that /gen but..

I’m so exhausted bestie, I’m so tired. We get it babes you want your coochie pounded but like- oh my god I’m so tired of how some fans don’t act like??? Nbs exist or gay men exist??? Ykno? Like so many damn writers are so exclusive??? And it s not like people who are like ‘I’m really bad at writing men or nb reader!’ I understand that but there’s some who genuinely just are actually down right exclusive. I’m so tired of reading shit that’s just targeted towards female readers it’s giving me a headache. And when you specify x male reader in the search so much of it are written by women who are fetishizing mlm and rely solely on the idea of reader being a dom, it’s exhausting and I’m tired- I just want to read something I feel represented and not feel unwanted in the simping community.. I’m so tired babes

And to note none of this is targeted towards you! I can’t even begin to express my gratitude on how supportive you’ve been with my advocating for the gay men who just wanna bottom 🙏🙏

Waaaah I’m doin well! Better w you here ranting 😔💗 sinefkisnddoix its okayyyy, how are you!?

Oh! Alright, I might not understand how you feel exactly, but! I totally understand why you would feel this way!

I do put the blame on myself too cause I haven’t indulged in writing w male or at least gn reader even though it has been on my to do list, since I’ve never written anything about it I kept deleting drafts where I didn’t like how I portrayed the reader. And even though you’re saying that, some people might think that regardless, so please know I am not purposely excluding anyone and I am terribly sorry if anyone did feel like I am, I am practicing on my own to be able to put out content that feels as inclusive as it gets💗

But, I know it feels frustrating and I’m so sorry you feel excluded or even unwanted that must suck, but you’re more than welcome to simp here with me and i’ll try my best to help you with that!

Aaaah I don’t know what else to say! Again, sorry this is happening to you love and I hope it works out and you find someone who does your representation justice! ily kisses 🥺💗💗💗💗💗

#✎ femboy anon 🦋#✎ library feedback 📫#nsosuwjdosjnd im sorry if this isnt what ur expecting an answer aaaaaaaah #but i totally support u 100% and u know that!

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padfootastic · 2 years

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Do you think fandom can be sexist towards female characters?

I see the Jegulus fandom wanting to write Lily completely out of the picture and wolfstar people generally hate Tonks.

oof. i have…a very rambly, very long answer to this bc i don’t think it’s a simple yes/no so i’ll put this under a cut for people to skip if they wanna, yeah?

so, straight off the bat, im not a fan of using pejorative labels for writers in general but particularly for fanfic authors. for one, we don’t know who’s writing behind the screen + what their motivations/inspirations/intentions are. two, everyone writes for a different reason. perhaps someone is venting, or projecting, or using it as a therapeutic release; often it’s lifted straight out of their own life. so i try not to judge the text in front of me based on stuff like that. (this leeway could also be because i used to read a lot of bashing fics where the majority of them are women, i think, and often with the flimsiest, most irrelevant reasons that are straight out of the Sexism Handbook of Traditional Patriarchy too so maybe i just started rationalising it for myself? idk)

second, i think it’s pretty well known that the majority of fandom is some combination of women/queer/neurodivergent/POC etc etc. so applying the lens of ‘critiquing mainstream media produced by cishet men’ doesn’t…really work here, i don’t think. the way we would analyse sexism in say, marvel or disney won’t (shouldn’t?) be the same as how we do it for fandom imo.

that being said, it’s still entirely possible for certain ‘problematic’ tropes/ideas to be prolific, right? this is where the sexism u mentioned comes in. i prefer to use symptomatic language here so saying ‘xyz has sexist/x-phobic elements’ instead of an absolute ‘the work/author is sexist/x-phobic’ because i don’t think the latter is either useful or accurate. when it comes to this, there’s one really important thing i look for here. is the author aware of what they’re writing? (which is a whole other issue tbh, complete w why i feel more comfortable around darkfic authors but let’s not go there rn lol) because a lot of the authors who write out lily or tonks in these ships do so knowingly bc it’s the only way for their plot to exist/evolve. sure, you can have an amicable resolution but will it provide the conflict u need? will it make for good entertainment? will it lead to 3D characters?

stories often need an antagonist and is it unfortunate that women often end up filling the role? sure. absolutely. i’d argue that one of the reasons we have so many mlm ships compared to wlw is because of mainstream media giving us better written men more often than not. and i think it’s totally fine to feel angry/frustrated/upset about that, especially when it carries over into fandom which is supposed to be a fun, inclusive, safe space. i get really frustrated at a lot of wolfstar discourse that entirely ignores the possibility of bisexuality. the vehement insistence that that a certain character can’t be with a woman bc they’re queer, for example, rubs me the wrong way and i think what you’re mentioning is something similar too. but, i always stop myself from assuming malicious intent on the author/fic’s part bc just because they write/believe something in fiction doesn’t make it true, ykno? and i can always step back and go look for something else that’s more to my liking.

and i think every creator would have something like this in their works tbh. i certainly do. i know for a fact that the way i’ve written lily in shovel talk and the patronus fic isn’t exactly favourable to her—even though i’ve tried to be neutral, she has definitely come out looking worse than the others and i admit that that’s on me. i wanted a certain dynamic & characterisation for james & sirius and this was the way to achieve it. people are allowed to dislike that. but they must also acknowledge that i’m allowed to write her that way.

i think, more often than not, we end up looking at this in simplistic binaries. ‘i like this -> good -> allowed to exist’ or ‘i don’t like this -> bad -> shouldn’t exist.’ i’m…not a fan of that. my opinion is we should advocate for more mindfulness within our writing but allowing writers to craft their stories the way they want (bc ultimately fic is supposed to simple and fun and not something you agonise over). and this is all interlinked, right? because the moment we say ‘ok. this might be portraying women in an icky manner, i don’t like it but the author can do that bc it’s a piece of fiction’ then u open the gates for more responsible reading & writing. authors would feel comfortable tagging their works with this, they can discuss it openly w/o being worried about reproach or ‘being cancelled’ and readers can make a more informed decision. but if you go in guns blazing with ‘ugh this fandom is so sexist, look at how it’s treating its women’ then you’ve pretty much killed all possibility for dialogue and improvement and that’s not helping anyone.

this kind of also ties in with my previous point about having differing standards for mainstream vs niche mediums of art. fanfiction authors are often, ironically enough, held to higher standards than published/paid creators which is interesting bc u can argue that their work doesn’t even have the kind of social impact that mainstream media does.

anyway. i’ve gone off on enough tangents here lol but i think i’ll end it with this: yes, women definitely come off worse in certain spaces, especially when they have to compete with mlm ships but i think that’s a conscious decision that authors take within the bounds of the material they have. as long as they are conscious of the fact/acknowledge it, i think likening it to sexism isn’t fair because u can’t have a story without plot devices, uncomfortable as they might be. if you see a pattern in someone’s stories of women being constantly shunted aside negatively, then i think u can take note of it and avoid it. maybe have a conversation with the author if they’re willing to talk about their creative choices. i feel like that’s the most u can do when it comes to online writing where u have no idea who’s on the other side of the screen.

#fandom wank #just in case #i’ve actually thought about this a lot tbh #partly bc of my own reading habits (present + past)#partly bc it crops up as ‘discourse’ far too often for my peace of mind #and i tend to stay out of it bc i don’t like the way in which unfolds #it feels too cult-like for me most of the time #and everything is always taken in bad faith #but yeah. it doesn’t mean i don’t have Thoughts™️ on it #(when do i not lol)#i hope ive managed to explain things decently here?#if there’s anything that’s…off then hey dialogue is always welcome #as long as everyone treats it in good faith and doesn’t attack anyone personally #i edited this 3 times to cut down on useless stuff and i still feel like i’m just rambling aimlessly here smh #not having an absolute answer was a deliberate choice and not me waffling about #bc i don’t think u can just narrow it down to a yes or no #but that’s just me #i know some people have stronger opinions on either side #which is totally valid tbh #it’s everyone’s individual experience that forms their view #and mine caused me to arrive at this #i can also acknowledge i’m often in a headspace to be able to take this sort of neutral/good faith approach #bc i don’t rly have triggers or squicks #that’s not the case for everyone so some would feel more strongly about this #so having a variety of opinions comes in handy here #pen’s asks

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aiden-gd · 2 years

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Chapter V

"Hi." He greeted me with his eyes locking mine for some two seconds which snapped somewhere else when I didn't look away. I mean, it's awkward. No matter how many years we spent in high-school, we spent as much as that, away from each other. So, even if he was a just childhood friend, and a crush(lowkey), well that makes it even worse. And the other fact, that we're both men.

"Hey". I greeted back. "So what's up?"

"Ykno,.......we...our team, ... uhh should we call something to eat first?"

"Oh, sure. What do you... want to have?"

"Uhh, I think I should be the one asking you that question."

"Hm??? Ah my bad. "

"So what do you wanna have? Sou?" He then gave me a big smirk plastered on his face. I can't deny it. His face could still be in the 1st in my weakness list. He's extraordinarily beautiful.

Calm down, Sou. Calm down. I looked away from his gaze to avoid any weird gesture.

"What?" He asked.

"No, nothing. I just .... I was thinking that you haven't changed at all", I shifted my eyes on the menu to pick something we both can have.

"Hm? Really?" He chuckled and held his head down. I looked at him with his strange actions. He raised his face," And how have I not changed?"

....I snapped my eyes at the menu again....

.................Ah. I tried hard to act normal but my heart started beating like a march drum. I need to change the subject. My ears also seemed to be in the rush to make it so obvious.

"Um, excuse me?"

"Hi Sir, may I help you?"

"Can we get a pot roast chicken and pork? And-....and.. two beers?"

"Yes sir, please, kindly wait for some minutes."

"Mmhm, so..Ryu why did you want to meet?" I changed the subject to avoid any dangerous discovery.

"Hmm?" His face came closer with his tone that sounded teasy enough , his palm on his chin, almost covering his whole lips. I looked at the menu again. Felt as if this menu must be definitely God sent to save me today.

"Oh, I .......uh..wanted to start a school?...uh football school for the uhhh, .....under? poverty-"

"Below poverty line." I corrected him. I don't understand why he's stuttering when he could just tease people like an inborn talent.

"Uh yes, that. And I wanted you be a member?"

"........oh membe- member? Me? Why- wait, so you didn't contact me bc you wanted me to write an article?"

"Article?? Why article?"

"?" I paused in disbelief. I literally gave him a card some days before with my everything written there. I shut my eyes closed .

But then again there's no way he'd have that checked thoroughly.

"Oh. You write articles, I forgot, haha." He pulled out his phone and as he laughed he looked at it like he's cheating something. I looked at him and the phone back again.

"Yes, we kinda need a manager for them. So I suggested I wanted you, as my friend to become a manager for them."

"Me ? like...me? I don't even...." I can't tell him that I don't exactly like the idea either bc I literally joined the club in high-school but it was only to spend some time with him.

"Ryu, I don't have interest in football anymore. Like ... ykno and I'm still working". Self employment/work from home 90% but still.

"We'll pay you well." He was looking at his phone again.

"Are you reading it out from there?"

"Huh, nuhn-o. I mean ehmm.."

"No, It's okay. Is it urgent? I mean I can find someone from you." Jun has a lot of friends. I'm an introvert. But Jun can help tho..

"No! You have to join."

"Huh? But I told you I don't-"

"I still remember how you hit two goals out of three in the finals, 12 grade. And that was nationals, remember?"

Hah, my boy, I just wanted to look cool in front of you back then and that was my sole motivation . Now I don't wanna risk my everyday schedule with perfect rest and perfect work. And I'm not even a teenager anymore who'd risk everything for a crush's attention.

"Ryu. I-"

"One. million."

"What?"

"Monthly"

"What?- No!-"

"1.25?" It's tempting enough. I mean it's twice my maximum pay.

"Ryu-"

"1.50....million." I took a long deep breath.

"Ryu, it's not about the money. I just don't have the time. "

" Sou, it won't take much of your time. I just need only like an hour or two everyday. "

"......."

"Sou! Please. I need you there."

I paused. I wonder if it's my imagination but his face, looked so sad. Somehow I feel like I've heard the same words from him back in those days I used to be with him but I can't recall it properly.

"Sou, I've .....always wanted to do this with you. You.....you know that."

I know thatt........ Do I? I can't remember anything at all but somehow I felt too guilty with how he has spoken to me.

"Alright. Fine." His face brightened . I couldn't seem to understand this situation either. But I can't help but feel at fault.

"But I need 3/7 days off."

"Done."

"And like you've said it'll only be 1-2 hours."

"1-2 hours."

"And give me some advice on how to work with the kids."

"Don't worry. I'll be always with you."

"Hmm.." He'll be always with me. He- w-wha..,"Y-you'll what?"

"I'll be there with you. I mean I'm gonna be the coach anyway."

"Oh. That's.....a relief." I don't think so.

The waiter brought out our food. And we dined like until we're satisfied. I somehow consumed more alcohol that I originally planned. I felt kinda sad. This reunion with Suzuki Ryutaro, my old classmate, my childhood friend and my crush, seemed like a dream. A flashback of traffic lights,blood and screaming tires struck my head and I scowled my face. I felt kinda tipsy and sad. I opened my eyes and saw him again, there, like a king, in front of me. I had a powerful urge to stop time right now. It almost felt as if, we're having a moment as a couple. Two men in love. In the midst of the crowd seated here, making their own memories, the only thing that's magically clear in my eyes is only him. The alcohol has reeked my emotions out of me, I started to wonder what would it feel like to be his lover.

I chuckled with the thought that just lingered in my mind.

"My bad. I'm just getting a bit tipsy. Sorry. " I apologized for my weird behavior but he's gotta be blamed for it. He's the reason for all my delusional thoughts. So he might as well pay for it.

I smiled again. This time I covered my face with my palm and unconsciously smirked my way to him. Pay for it. If I asked him to pay for it, how will he make up for it? I must be crazy having all these thoughts when the predator is right there in front of me.

"Sou, what's on your little mind that you keep smiling like that?" He asked. Well you, what else. This is dangerous.

"My apologies. I think I'll need to head out first. I'm about to get knocked out. Haha." I didn't mean to laugh, man this. is. not. me. I'm getting secondhand embarrassment. No, first? I don't know. I really need to get out of here. My ears are burning.

"Why? Stop being too formal with me. And don't apologize.I'm enjoying quite the scene. I've never seen you like this."

"Well that just gave more reason to leave faster. But you-" I paused, "You better call me." I said it boldly like a sassy married lady.

He widened his eyes with amusement, "I sure will. Anything you say." I stood up laughing at his response. He stood up as well. I'm pretty sure I'm gonna regret this when I'm sober. Why did I even drink that much? I didn't even have any reason to. What a bad coincidence. Hoo. I felt tipsy and dizzy. My eyes started becoming heavy. Thank God I only have to take a taxi home. It'd be hectic if I had brought my own vehicle.

Suddenly I felt my wrist tugged backwards, I looked behind me the handsome face shone at my face one last time. I don't understand why God remembered me today, but I'm glad. His face, too close. I feel like licking it right now. Might as well pepper it with kisses. It's a shame I can't do anything about it. Now...... What the fuck am I thinking?

"Why are you staring at my lips?" He smirked.

"What is it? Let go. You're not a kid anymore. " I said it blatantly.

"I'll drop you home. You can't go like that"

"Huh?? No thanks. I can take care of myself. " I slurred and I am aware that I did.

"I will drop you home, Sou. I'm not gonna listen to you. Look at yourself. "

"Huh. You're so stubborn. " Although I'm happy too tho, but I can't ever say that. Can I?

I sighed but I let him lead me anyway. He puts my one arm over his shoulder and his arm on my waist. I am still half sober because I'm quite aware of everything like how I'm reacting to his every little gesture.

After I sat down on the passenger seat, I lied like an unconscious cat looking at him, and and his every actions, like how he's buckling his seat belt. He looked at me and reached for mine too to do it for me. I couldn't help how happy I felt in this moment so ended up smiling at him.

"You're a very good boy." I reached out my hands to pat his head and ruffle his hair. He suddenly started coughing, pulling back his head away from me and turning his face outside his window. Now I'm sad, he must have felt uncomfortable, right? So I took my hand back on my thigh and closed my eyes while the moment last.

"I'm sorry. You must be uncomfortable." I mumbled, too tired to say it so clearly. "Ahhhhhh, I'm sorry." My eyes started tearing up, but before I could get the words he was saying to me, I somehow lost my consciousness.

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