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psychesalcove · 3 hours
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WE WANNA TALK ABOUT SEX BUT WE'RE NOT ALLOWED
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college au!percy jackson x fem!reader
⚠️: reader has anxiety, percy being too obvious for his own good, shitty writing (im sorry guys 😭), mentions of sex, cursing, emotional cheating (on percys end), not proofread at all, mentions of an anxiety attack, insecure reader
IN WHICH: you and percy have been dating for around a year. however, you feel like he is always choosing annabeth over you, even if he isn't aware of it. tonight, you decided to confront him about it, ending the night not knowing where your relationship stands with him.
requested: yes, by anon
a/n: GUYS IM SO SORRY IM KIKE NOT GOOD AT WRITING ANGST BUT I TRIES 😭😭 JUST MESSAGW ME ABAIN AND ILL REWRITE IT IN A DIFFERENT WAY BUT I HOPE YOU ENJOY!!😔
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you knew this talk had to happen at some point. it was inevitable. there was this unspoken tension between you and percy, and you weren't even sure if he was aware of it. for a while, you thought it was just your anxiety driven brain making you feel the tension—but you soon realized it was there and not made up.
percy and you had been dating for around a year, beggening right before your freshman year of college started. before that, percy had been in a relationship with annabeth. you were on neutral terms with her;you weren't best friends, but you also didn't hate eachother. but lately, that feeling of neutrality with her was slipping away.
you knew percy and her were close, but you didn't understand why they were as close as they were. you knew percy would never cheat, but you figured he didn't understand not being there for his partner.
anytime you wanted to be around him, he would say that annabeth needed him for something. reviewing notes for class, wanting help with decorating her condo, helping her with a new recipe she was doing, anything really.
at first, you didn't mind that much. you knew they weren't sleeping with eachother or anything, but as time went on, going into the last quarter of the school year, you knew that he would go back to annabeth sooner rather than later. his mind was always occupied with her, somehow managing to bring her up in every conversation you have with him.
you sat on the beige couch that you and percy had bought at Ikea last summer, looking out to the balcony area, waiting for percy to arrive. as much as you didn't want to talk to him about this, you knew the longer you put it off the harder the talk would be. you assumed he would be getting back in around 5 minutes, knowing the route he takes in his car to get to the condo from campus.
suddenly the old wooden door creaked open, disturbing the silence that blanketed the room. you sighed lightly, still wondering how to even start a conversation with percy.
percy soon came into vision, dropping his jansport backpack onto the floor before turning to you. "hi, pretty," he hummed. "how was your day?"
you decided to ease into a normal conversation between the two of you before asking the inevitable question that could determine the future of your relationship. "it was fine, english has been kicking my ass recently though, how about you?" you asked, moving around so you were in a more comfortable position.
"it was also fine, but if your having trouble with english, i could ask annabeth—" you cut him off with a sigh, knowing that was your que to steer the conversation in another direction.
"could you sit down percy, please?" you say, making eye contact with him for the first time since he came home. "we really need to talk,"
"uhm.. yeah of course" he says looking around the room quickly before sitting down on the sofa. "if this is about those mint cookies, i did eat them, didn't mean to though, promise." he explains quickly, looking at you with a small smile.
you press your lips into a thin line, knowing how different of a conversation this is going to be than that. "percy, where do you see our relationship going?"
there it is. the idea is out there, in the open, for percy to do anything with.
you watch his eyes widen slightly, looking at you with a questioning look. "what do you mean? i mean, obviously we're going to keep living together, maybe get a better place for next year, we could even make our new kitchen like annabeths–"
"there you go again talking about annabeth!" you said, raising your voice slightly. "i know that the two of you are friends, and i'm fine with that, but not if it's getting in the way of our relationship. almost every conversation you bring her up:annabeth this annabeth that. i know you two are exs, and again, i'm fine with that, but that also means you could have romantiic feelings about her still. i really don't think we should even be doing this if you do, percy."
he sat up straighter at the tone of your voice and what you said to him. "why would i still have feelings for a annabeth? that's why we chose to end our relationship, because neither of us had feelings for eachother!" he exclaimed, attempting to keep a calm voice.
"percy, i really just don't think you're in the mental place to be in a relationship with me, or maybe anyone right now. i don't know what to do—"
percy cut you off, "what do you mean you don't know what to do? i'm the one being told by my girlfriend of a year that she doesn't know if she wants to continue our relationship!" he sat up from the couch and started motioning with his hands. "I'm the one that doesn't know what to do. it's not like i'm going around and having sex with annabeth. you know i wouldn't do that to you!"
"there are other ways of cheating than that percy, and im not saying your cheating on me, I'm just saying that your mind is still on annabeth, which means I don't know if we should be a thing or not." you said. "and honestly, with the reaction your having, i wouldn't be surprised if you were cheating." you also sat up from the couch and moved to stand by him.
"i understand that, but like i said, i'm not going over there to have sex with her or kiss her or anything like that. all im doing is spending time with her, can i not chose who i spend my time with now?" percy spat at you, giving you a look that made you know he was starting to get pissed off.
"that's the problem percy! your spending time with her, which would be okay, if you weren't canceling on me, your girlfriend!" you said, continuing to raise your voice.
he scoffed at you. "name one time that i cancel—"
"last week, when we were supposed to go the cafe to study for an exam together. i was waiting for you at the door when you were grabbing your backpack, and then you come up to me and say that you can't go because annabeth had finished reviewing your notes. and, for some reason, you had to go to hers that moment to get your notes instead of saying that you could later and go to the cafe, with your girlfriend!" you rambled, getting more mad remembering the memory.
you saw a small flash of guilt in percys eyes, but you didn't let him speak. "every single week percy! its the same fucking thing! you cancle last minute to go to annabeth, even dates you've canceled. and i know that your not sleeping with her or anything, but you're still putting her first instead of me. and that hurts. it really hurts." your voice became softer, cracking when you finished speaking.
your eyes filled with tears, and you started blinking rapidly to keep them at bay. "so yeah, percy, that's why i'm wondering what's going to be our relationship in the future. because right now, i'm not seeing one at all."
you shook your head as you saw his mouth open, still wanting to talk and get through to him. "i love you, so, so much. and it hurts, knowing that i'll always be out second to annabeth. if you want to continue our relationship, you're really going to have to change, percy. and i don't know if you're willing to do that for me." your tears starting openly falling down your face, your brain thinking of what it'll be like to not have percy in your life.
you saw percys mouth open, so you quickly looked down, knowing whatever he was going to say will make you go over the edge and into an anxiety attack. "...why didn't you tell me you felt like that?" he asked with a soft tone to his voice. you shook your had again, knowing you didn't fully get through to him.
"if you were feeling like that, you could have told me and i would have stopped," percy explained, opening his arms to hug you.
you quickly stepped back, not wanting to touch him. "you know what percy? i shouldn't have even had to talk to you about it, because it shouldn't have been a problem. i would have talked to you about it sooner, but i knew it was going to go the way this is going." you said as you wrapped your arms around yourself.
"your not understanding what you did wrong, just saying that i should have done something. which i should have, but i was to nervous, i know that you're too good foe me, gods, i get reminded every single day! so i didn't bring it up to you because i knew that i could've lost you by talking about this!" you let out your first sob as you finished, now thinking of how your going to have to move all your stuff out and stay at your friends condo until you can find a new one.
"hey—hey, let's have you calm down first before we talk. i promise I'm not going anywhere unless you want me to," he said, attempting to make eye contact before you looked down again.
"can, can you just leave? just for a while, please? I–I need to think and it's just really hard being around you right now." you said through your sobs, feeling guilty of practically kicking percy out of his own home, even if just for a while.
you didn't hear what he said, but you watched through your blurred vision as he walked away twords the front hall, heard him grab his keys, and then heard the door close behind him. you quickly walked into your shared bedroom, taking a seat on the edge of your queen size bed.
you look over at percys nightstand, seeing a framed picture of the two of you on your 6th month anniversary. then, your eyes quickly go to a polaroid in front of the framed picture. you sobs grew louder as you grabbed the framed picture and threw it out of anger, sending glass shards across the carpeted floor.
the polaroid was of percy and annabeth, sitting at the campfire back at camp half blood, both having matching smiles on their faces.
you would never compete with annabeth, even in the form of a picture.
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sopuu · 7 months
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Since October is coming up, I'd love to see your take on Jesse and Lukas' halloween costumes 😍 (you don't have to respond immediately, it's still september lol)
IT’S OCTOBER I CAN FINALLY POST 🎉🎉 also these are heavily inspired by your halloween designs from last year 👉👈 bc i literally cannot see them dressing up as anything else after that shdjfkf
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and some extras too :]
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star-girl69 · 3 months
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DUDEEEEEE. She calls me baby youuuuu ate that harrrrrrrd. Like I had to go back in for seconds and thirds and fourths fr fr. Cause are we even surprised or are we just grateful that you give us mortals a second of your time and talent????
Babe you are so incredibly talented. The way you write is sooooooo amazing its like you just know how to manipulate your words into something that will and has had me in tears in like 2 seconds. Don't even get me started on how you write your characters. Like I don't know how I can fully and most genuinely express the astonishment you leave me in all the time.
I believe that you are one of a kind and a treasure to be cherished. I know that doubting is inevitable but I hope that you know that I'm always gonna be in the obsessed with addie corner no matter what. Like I meant it when I said that there won't be a time when you have no fans. Ever. You will forever be my favourite gorgeous goddess❤️❤️❤️.
-❤️
(I'm sorry I've been so absent school has been actually eating me alive)
(I think about you everyday though and it makes life just that much better)
(I hope you don't think I'm exaggerating😭😭😭😭All of this that I've been feeling without releasing had to be sent in a long ask my bad)
(I missed your little bonuses though, I hope you're doing okay)
(I'm always here for anything you may need, even if its literally just to tell you how amazing you are)
(love you ❤️)
#jealousclarissesupremacy
I WAS WONDERING WHERE YOU WERE I WAS SO WORRIED I SMILED SO HARD WHEN I GOT THIS ASK 🤭🤭
I CANT THAT WHOLE SECOND PARAGRAPH LIKE I CANT LIKE WOWWWW YOU THINK THAT???? ABOUT MEEE??!!!!??!?!?!?!!
TREASURE IS INSANE BTW 🤭 anyways omg. i’m so grateful wtf like i’m sorry i cant come up w something more poetic like you i just love these asks so much i get so happy and idk how to express that other than ilysm and i’m just so happy and so so grateful
also gorgeous goddess… i giggled 🤭🤭🤭
(ITS OKAYYYYY IM GLAD YOUR BACK SCHOOL HAS BEEN COOKING ME TOO 💔💔)
(EVERYDAY??!?!?!?! i think about you everyday too tho….. thinking about that one day you were so active and i got like 5 asks from you… BEST DAY OF MY LIFEEE) (also pls don’t take this as me pressuring you TRUST i am grateful for whatever you give me 🙏🙏)
(STOP. I. LOVE. LONG. ASKS. DONT ANNOY ME BY DOUBTING MY LOVE FOR YOU!!!!!!!)
(idk i’m okay i’ve just been really feeling pressured to write stuff bc the fandom is dying down (guys pls come back) and i am now firmly addicted to the praise and number of notifs i get…. lol. the bonuses have always been weird bc sometimes they come so easily to me like the first one i did was so it goes and i didn’t even have to think about it and then someone said they liked it so i went back and did it to my other fics and started doing it and idk yeah basically what i’m saying is sometimes they’re so easy and other times i have to force myself to come up w something which sucks but people like them so i’m happy to do it!!!!)
(tbh i’ll probably go back and add a bonus to she calls me baby bc i have just a little teeny bit of ocd and it will bother me but also i’m trying to let the little things go but idk we’ll see how strong i am 😭😭)
(sorry i will stop ranting now) (shoutout to anyone who actually reads that incoherent ramble)
(i need to be told how amazing i am 24/7 so that will be hard 😔) (BUT I APPRECIATE YOU SAYING THAT)
(LOVE YOU TOOOOO 💋💋💋)
#iagreesobad
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oflightningandstars · 8 months
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🤩/😔/😍/🎁!! (The one about a specific character is for Moocho, of course)
Love you lots, friend!!! I hope today is going well for you :)
Thank you for the ask!!!
🤩 - a WIP snippet about or with dialogue from Moocho! My beloved <333
A small woman, with Moocho’s dark hair and eyes stepped out. “Hi, Mom,” Moocho said quietly and suddenly they were hugging, his mom’s grip was fierce for all that she lacked her son’s stature. Moocho squeezed back, trying to pour every ounce of ache for missing her into it. And then, as quickly as the hug had begun, it stopped, Moocho’s mother stepping back with an easy grin. “It’s been too long,” she said, and Moocho hadn’t realized how much he missed her voice. “I know. I’m sorry."
AHHHHHHHHHHH. Moocho's mom my beloved <333333
😔 - published lines or a section of a fic that was super sad, angsty, or difficult to write?
This is from This head is a hospital, someone please tend to it.
Eventually, she heard the front door open. That would be Milligan. She was glad he was home, but she was also not sure she wanted to talk to him right now. No doubt one of the other adults was going to tell him what had happened at dinner any minute now, and he would want to see her. Kate really didn’t want him to worry about her, to know just how much she was hurting. She also felt a little ashamed, if she was being honest with herself. Kate wasn’t supposed to be the emotional one, Kate didn’t break down crying to the point of having to miss meals, that wasn’t her. With a sigh, Kate buried her face into her pillow and waited for the inevitable.
Waiting for the inevitable "being told on" (not really but that's how it feels) is. not fun dkjfjasdflk (guy who managed to get upset in class pretty much always the week of parent-teacher conferences and was always just. waiting afterwords to see if it had been mentioned). This entire fic was also very sad and angsty to write. It was surprisingly not too difficult to write I just needed to get it out of my brain <3
😍 - published lines or a section of a fic that you loved writing?
So I loved writing the entirety of Return Address. But in the interest of not just posting the entire fic again, I will say this bit:
But years passed, and Moocho darned tents and costumes, learned embroidery stitches, baked pies for the rest of the circus. He met a little girl, so full of life, and found himself looking after her, in quiet ways (she was too independent to accept anything else, and Moocho’s heart broke for her every time she insisted on doing something herself, all of seven years old). He comforted her after a fall left her arms and legs scraped up and bleeding, holding her hand while the circus medic patched her up and thought “maybe someday, maybe this,” and then shook the thought away as Kate jumped up and ran off, seemingly back to her regular cheerful mood.
Moocho <3333 "Maybe someday, maybe this" absolutely destroyed me when I wrote it. Also the part when Moocho's letter to his mom has a return address because they're safe now.
🎁- name a published gift fic someone has given you that you love and can't recommend enough (be sure to tag the author. Or if you don't have an AO3 or haven't been gifted a fic, what kind of fic would you like to be gifted?)
I haven't been gifted a fic, I think I would cry (/positive) if someone did dklfajdlksa. As for what kind of fic, I don't think I would have preferences really. Like, angst and fluff are both so good ahhhhhh. <33333
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thespiritoflife · 9 months
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darling!!!! I'm HONOURED to participate in this love story exchange game ♡♡ I had lots of fun channelling you guys' energy (BTW YOU GUYS ARE THE CUTEST!! HAD ME SCREAMING AND JUMPING AROUND).
my initials are ED (she/her) and my preferred gender is male!!
let me tell you what I got for your love story
sooo what I got is that, with your possible future partner would be a "friend to lover" trope. I feel like you guys will be starting of as friend first. I can feel how you guys are just so comfortable around one another. and like people around you would no be surprised about the relationship because from the start everyone could see the spark and you guys would be blind as f (😭😭) but then you guys eventually realised the inevitable feelings you have for one another (SO CUTE FOR REAL) since you and your future partner started of as friends, I feel like you guys could share ANYTHING with one another. I also feel like his love language is quality time. with a hint of physical touch. you and your future partner LOVE to spend tine with one another, even if it's just sitting next to one another doing your own things. while I was making moodboards for you guys, I kept hearing the words "flowers". OMG I feel like he thinks your beauty is like flowers so he would get you flowers as it reminded him of your beauty (YOU GUYS ARE SO CUTE ITS SICKENING FR) also I feel like you guys wouldn't run out of topics to talk about. I think one of you likes to read books? or perhaps the two of you? I feel like book could be one of the things that you guys talk about. like having your own book club. oh what I got from him again is that, I feel like he is someone who could easily sleep? and he would sleep at the weirdest place (sorry that is so random haha) and you would have the BEST of time taking picture of him sleeping, the (lovingly) bully him about it. you guys would be so touchy with one another I feel like, I could even see you group of friends would tease you guys alot since you two can not be separated. oh and I feel like you will meet your future partner through mutual friends. hence knowing each other and then becoming friends then lovers ♡♡ I also feel like you guys could be a foodie, so sharing food would be a theme here. also I could see him finding recipe cousine from all around the world and date night consist of cooking together 😭😭 oh I also just saw the visions where you guys visit the country and finally tasting how the food should've tasted, then you guys laughing at each other at the comparison 😔 LIKE??? GOALS GOALS
yup he is a certified sweetheart with a soft heart AHHHH expert him to randomly give you flowers. whether that be a real one or made from lego one.
the connection between you two are just fantastic truly AHHHH SIWJSO so happy for you fr. it's like in crowded room, when your eyes meet all that matter is each other (JUST LIKE CHERSY LOVE STORY REAL) and you know everything would be alright since you guys have one another. SO CUTE CUTE CUTE!!!! I ship you with your future partner!!!! thank you for letting me did an intuitive reading on your love story. sorry if there's something that doesn't resonate with you! or the reading is too vague BUT FR I AM SO ENVY WITH THE TWO OF U. (also rip for your friends whom will be the third wheel) once again thank you so much for letting me did an exchange with youuuu 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 really do appreciate it. may you have a fantastic day/night!!
here's the moodboards that I made for you ♡
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aww stoop you're too kind!! ♡♡ i can see you're really good person❤️🥰 and I LOVE THAT READING, it's so beautifully written ahhh, it makes my heart warm and these moodboards you made! *chef kiss* he seems so cute and so adorable, ahh, i can't wait to meet him😭🩷 i am glad i know he's a good guy😭🩷🩷 THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THAT LONG AND DETAILED READING + GORGEOUS MOODBOARDS, i appreciate it so much, i can see you really put your energy in this ♡♡ i will always look at this reading because it makes me so happy hihi
your reading ♡
ah, the first thing I saw in my head was a couple dancing! it wasn't a perfect dance, but that's the beauty of it. it was just the two of you, it's already night and you're dancing together to music that only you two can hear. it's so adorable ahh..💫🥰
 ok, I see that your future boyfriend is really soft guy, he has a good heart. I only get positive vibes from him. i see he dresses boyish, he is the type of person who wants to enjoy life. you will not be bored with him. I see a lot of trips here, especially a lot of night rides. he will probably text you at random times if you want to go on a trip with him and you won't be able to say no.
 your future boyfriend is quite popular in society, he is the type of person whom everyone likes. he has many friends with whom he would be very happy to introduce you. his friends will ship you a lot and they will also make fun of you in the type: ah the lovebirds have finally arrived!😂❤️
 but of course they will mean it well ♡♡
 I don't think he will be much older than you, he will be around your age. I asked if you will be together for a long time and I got a positive answer, in short: marriage is possible!! but if you're going to get married, it's going to take a while, because I get that you're going to be dating for a long time first.
 I have a feeling that you will meet him through your friends or at some social event. he immediately catches your eye, but you might be a little shy, because you will immediately see that he is very popular and is surrounded by many people. but no worries, he will make the first move.
 I also feel that your future boyfriend is quite creative, he will either paint and take you to galleries or he will be creative in something else.
 he will be romantic, even if you might not think so at first sight, but yes, he will take you on spontaneous dates that you will remember for a long time.
 but it won't all be perfect, I have a feeling he'll have a lot of ex who will envy your relationship and want to grab him for themselves.🫣😐
 but don't worry you will solve all problems❤️🥳🥳
 I also see a lot of photos on Instagram, either they are random stories or posts. when it's your birthday, you might be pleasantly surprised that he dedicates an entire post to you, where he congratulates you on your birthday. I also see a lot of comments, like: ah cute and similar. ❤️❤️ and maybe you won't say it, but he will also be a little shy, yes he will have many friends, but he will be shy in some way. he will be the type of partner that your family will like. ahh, and your future lover will be good with children, seeing him lovingly talking to a child will warm your heart. so ok and he is quite a funny boy, he will always want to make you laugh because he will like the way you laugh. he will like how empathetic you are, how you treat people kindly. simply, people will love you two because you will be a cute couple with a good heart.🥰🫶🫶🫶
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Thank you once again and have amazing day/night too! <33 i hope you liked my reading i made for you
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taegularities · 1 year
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Loveliest Rid 💕💕
I personally love everything that comes from your beautiful mind (or at least everything you choose to share with us) so I wouldn't be too worried about the second part if I were you, even though I'm sure it is very nerve wracking to put out into the world something you've worked hard on.
Also please don't hesitate to say that you're doing okay 🥺 Life is full of good and bad moments both and the bad ones will inevitably come too, regardless of whether we acknowledge the good ones. So in my view, we should enjoy the good or okay times as much as we can while they're happening. Although I completely understand the hesitance when the bad times have been happening particularly often 😔
And about that guy 😒😒😒 I'm sorry he made you feel stressed out like that. But weirdos will be weirdos and that's entirely their problem 😤😤😤
I've also been doing okay, haven't felt like doing much in particular. I've stayed at home quite a bit because I had the house to myself which is a rarity for me and I really enjoy my uninterrupted alone time (like the typical virgo that I am 🙄🙄🙄). I have a smol break coming up at the end of this upcoming week in which I have to get a few things done for uni! And then perhaps a little trip abroad at the end of the month? (literally just for two days, but still exciting!)
Oh and also I watched Your Name the other day as per your recommendation a bit ago and it was great! Very cute but also pretty emotional, I've gotta say! I kept thinking of both you and Jungkook while watching it because I know he likes it too 🥺🥺🥺 I used to watch so many more movies, maybe I should start again, been feeling like watching ones heavy on romance but not like romcoms, you know? Maybe I'll just rewatch some of my favourites to get in the mood first.
Anywayyy after another one of my signature rants, I'm sending you all the luck with finishing up editing and whatnot and also my endless love 💞💞💞
thank you ivi, i reread and edited everything and definitely feel a little less worried about it now! :') i'm somewhat liking what i put down, but i'm still very curious to see what you guys think 🤍
and you're right 😭 it's so scary how hard it can sometimes be to enjoy the good times. i always try to be optimistic tho, like things will be ok, i'm sure hehe so i agree with you !! and ugh yeah fck that guy, i hope that was the last time 😭
a trip is so exciting, love 🥺 2 days feel endless on vacay, in a good way, so i hope you have a lot of fun. you deserve it after working your ass off for school !!! and AH YOU WATCHED YOUR NAME? this is seriously one of my favourite movies ever :') i watched it way before i knew bts, so to know jk cried to it as much as i did was so ahshsjrkska he's just like us fr :(((
i'm so happy you enjoyed it. if you need more recs, i'm here anytime hehe 🤍
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saintobio · 2 years
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saint ;-;
i opened the finale of sn with a heavy heart only to read your additional notes and end up with a heavier heart. does this mean you're done writing? on another note, this finale truly broke me to pieces. i'm at a loss of words yet again. thank you so much for all the hard work and dedication you've put into making sn and the rest of your series. you have touched my heart time and time again and i can never thank you enough for helping me get through tough times through your writing (even if we've never directly spoken).
much love, 😔
Anonymous said
Ok, I haven't even read the chapter yet, just your author's note and when I saw how you signed it too, ahhh I never wanted to give someone a virtual hug so badly!! Your writing is beautiful and you always went the extra mile for us with all the research and everything! I really hope you enjoyed this journey as much as we did🥰
Anonymous said
Did I cry a lil reading your additional note on the finale? Yes, yes I did.
Saint, I absolutely adore your writing. Better than actually published stories I've read. Your writing is so fluent and overall stunning. I love it.
Saint, I wish you the best in everything you do. I don't know you personally, but I genuinely believe that good things will come your way.
Loved Sincerely Not, and can't wait to see you in the sequel.
With love and adoration,
anonymous
awww thank you :’) i knew it was the perfect opportunity to sign off using ‘sincerely yours’ hhhh and i’m rly glad to have u guys on this journey. s2 is here now, and i hope you’ll enjoy it too <3
Anonymous said
Saint, people may have mixed feelings and different opinions about how the story is, but I want u to know that I enjoyed it so much 💜😭no matter how much I may disagree with any of the characters, the story is amazing and I’m so grateful for this amazing experience 💜thank you for this masterpiece! Pls rest well, enjoy your well-deserved break, and we’ll be waiting for your return! ✨Congrats for finishing SN1!! 🎉
Anonymous said
Hey Saint,
Just wanna say that I love your writing!
I know that after this chapter a lot of people are going to give you their opinion on how you are choosing to navigate the story/ plot. But I want you to know that I as a simple bystander am simply here for the ride. I support all your plot twist and trust your process of story telling. I can’t wait for SN2! Thank you for this masterpiece! Rest and take care of yourself on your weeks off! You deserve it!
that’s ok !! like i said in the prev ask, people’s opinions will vary depending on who’s perspective they’re looking at. anyway, thanks sm for being so sweet and for generally trusting my process <33
Anonymous said
Genuinely thank you so much for writing this series!!It gave me and probably a lot of others something to look forward to for the past few months. I had no idea how attached I’d get to the series. I just wanted to ask a few other questions.
What happened to Toji and the Ballerina 👀
Since Toji helped to raise Y/N’s child won’t it be especially painful for him when YN inevitably chooses Gojo since he’ll essentially lose a child he helped raise.
I completely understand where Y/N was coming from when she hid her pregnancy from Gojo. But also 3 years, when a child develops sm and everyone agreed to keep the information from Gojo. Although I was one of the ppl that really wanted Gojo to receive his karma I don’t quite understand why YN did that considering that who Gojo was as a husband is separate from who he’d be as a father. I understand 1 year to get away from the chaos but 3? Why? Also who knew? Ieri? Gojos mom?
Sorry if most of these will be revealed in S2! Thank you again!
ty very much <33 toji and ballerina remain just friends, and he had lesser contact w her ever since he got with yn :) and to ur other question, it’ll be painful for him but he also knows and respects his boundaries esp the fact that sachiro rly isn’t his child.
Anonymous said
kinda irrelevant rn but I've gots to ask this!! What's your opinion on Sera and her relationship with gojo?
I personally think they weren't in love with each other at all. Sera liked the good, healthy, happy and perfect parts of gojo, bec she rarely saw him in the kind of situations that y/n did, and she was hellbent on thinking that her relationship with him is the only good thing going on in her life, so ofc she held on to that idea of a perfect man (that gojo definitely was not) And gojo oof I rlly think that he just used Sera to piss off his dad, and eventually just got used to her company??? and just kept her around bec subconsciously it gave him some sense of control over his own life and decisions (which were otherwise dictated by his father) and ofc it helps that she was an attractive woman. SOOO PLS TELL ME YOUR OPINION ON HER!!
I started feeling particularly bad for her, bec I can really understand where she's coming from. Yeah she was extremely unpleasant at times and had serious issues, but I can't find it in myself to really blame her :(( she was done wrong by gojo. both her and y/n. they deserved better. I think this is why I still don't particularly feel sympathy towards gojo, Idk it's all his karma catching up to him in my opinion 😭🙏🏻
i always think that their relationship was toxic. she didn’t care for him more than having this image of a ‘perfect rich man’ while gojo’s love for her had always been strictly physical. sera has many flaws as a character, but that’s what makes her human. she leaves you conflicted on whether you should stay mad at her or if you should feel bad bc of her struggles in life :) all in all, her character is complex and will be judged from different lenses. personally, if i was yn, i think sera has learned her lesson and that’s enough for me to forgive, but not exactly forget ykwim?
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Miss y/n doesn’t sound very convinced about her second wedding huh… I wonder if she would have had that same reaction if Satoru had not showed up. Idk about y/n but I’m about to run to that altar and marry Toji myself at this point. Anyways I feel really bad for Satoru and I hope he can heal himself rather than be healed by y/n. I know eventually he’ll have to face her again about the whole fake abortion and hiding their baby thing, but for that to happen, I hope he can at least be levelheaded or else the child will be the one suffering with an unstable father. If he’s bound to end up with y/n at the end of the story, I just hope he can find peace within himself first and that y/n doesn’t go all “I can fix him”. But I trust you Saint, I know you’ll deliver the good drama and the craziest plot twists. I truly can’t wait for season 2 and all the new characters we’ll get to see. I’m most excited for mr sukuna and how he’ll be introduced to the story 😗
yes exactly, the best way to deal with the storm is once he’s levelheaded, but we’ll see 🥺
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Hello! If it’s alright with you, I’d like to request a Genshin Impact matchup! Hopefully they’re still open lol- (btw I am amazed at the quality and speed you are putting this out at wow-) I prefer guys but honestly you can do whatever you want I don’t really mind. Go. Be free- I believe I am INFP and a Libra if I’m remember correctly, but I have a terrible memory so honestly who even knows at this point. Not me because I’m not checking lol- Fair warning that I almost forgot to give that I’m just following my train of thought here and it’s more like a train wreck of thought so I apologize in advance for the seemingly unrelated and inevitable rambling. It be like that sometimes 😔👌 My only real defining physical traits is that I’m really tall and have to wear glasses because my eyesight is garbage lol. I’ve been told that I’m smart, funny, and helpful, but I don’t like initiating interaction with people unless we’re already friends because haha trust issues go brrrrrr- I’m pretty loud with people I am friends with though, and I’m almost always joking since I hate being serious. My sense of humor is usually nonsense no one else can understand or can be pretty dark, which can cause some problems because apparently people don’t like it when someone says “oh yeah that arsonist on Thursday morning was totally me I was looking for my keys you know how it is”. Totally unreasonable if you ask me. I thought it was funny. I can’t stand when people don’t understand what I’m trying to tell them when I’ve already made it as simple as I can, or people who doubt what I know/what I can do. Also people touching me, but I can tolerate it if it’s someone I really like. If someone touches me without warning though I will hit them out of reflex before I even know what’s going on, so, uh, yeah- I prefer staying indoors since I overheat easily, and can’t see when it’s bright. (I also get sick when it rains, which is actually the only reason I have time to write this. It was raining really hard this morning and I had to call in sick since I was in so much pain lol- I mean it’s over now but I’m not about to go in at this point so shhh I was never here lol) I like to play video games (especially friendly competitive games or strategy games), listen to music, and collect shiny things or things I find funny because I am a crow apparently lol. I am going to stop now because I just realized how long this got I am so sorry- I tried to warn you 😔 anyway take care of yourself have a nice day okay bye bye-
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hu tao !
↬ hu tao is often regarded as weird or creepy, but she’s really got a heart of gold, and that comes out a lot when you two are together
↬ your shared sense of humour often leaves others clueless or slightly concerned, but hu tao is glad to finally have someone except xiao to banter with
↬ when she goes out, she collects shiny things she finds and keeps them to give to you
↬ hu tao is very warm, and i mean that literally. as in body temperature warm. she’s like a radiator, and when it’s particularly warm out she likes to joke that you could toast marshmallows over her
↬ her cooking skills are hit or miss, but if it’s raining she’ll do her best to make you some hot soup in an attempt to help with the rain-sickness
also under consideration :
↬ xiao, kaeya
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