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tiodolma · 1 year

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I remember you said you hate Arthur 😗 What are your thoughts on Gwen? Do you like Gwencelot?

guinevere guinevere guinevere... RANT INCOMING. Hot takes generator coming along. brace yourself.

hmm i think she had a lot of potential at the start especially in s1. She was spunky. She had really good rapport with merlin. It felt like she and him could have done a lot of pranks and hijinks.

Then when mergana (the whole shebang) started to happen i thnk they pushed her to become more of arthur's voice of reason as replacement for the spot morgana used to hold.

it's still a little weird how she and arthur got together tbh. Like okay, her views on arthur started to change when he began saving merlin's life i in the cup of life episode. But Idk i wish we could've seen more introspection on her part?

She's not like Merlin and Morgana who had high hopes for Arthur from the very start. Both of them had been working on Arthur from the Bottom and Top. Merlin was peasantry and Morgana was nobility and they both pushed Arthur to be the kinda cool dude he was in S1. And I feel like she got pulled along by MM's efforts to see the good in Arthur. Where does Guinevere fit in all of this? In the middle… I guess because it worked! MM's efforts showed that there was hope in Arthur and Guinevere acknowledged that. Then in s2 when Merlin became more focused in thwarting Morgana in and when Morgana's powers truly awakened and her hate for Uther deepened... Guinevere was what? left to pick up the pieces? I think?

I'm saying this because in s2 both MerMor were already stepping into their destinies, the real "I want to do what's best for Arthur and Camelot." phase. Guinevere was stuck in the weird spot of just being the one who truly cares for Arthur as person.

Now I know this sounds ArWen-positive. but on Gwen's side.

The problem with Arthur tho is that once someone is kind to him he he holds that person on a pedestal and only wants to see that version ever. IDEK why in the span of five seasons, he still has a low opinion on women and girls, he still has this chivalric notions that it's a men's world and girls should just be protected and kept in the dark and that servants should just stay as servants. Moreover his attitude with the women Uther tries to make him marry is abhorrent. He doesn't like the girls who challenge and mirror him too much (like Vivian or Elena from The Changeling). For him his ideal woman is the prim proper perfect loyal- looks good as nobility type. He has this like list of what makes a perfect woman for him and it's so incel-like lol. The moment any of these make a mistake, he casts them away (yes even guinevere). He can make all those "I am doing this for the kingdom" "my love can never be" "what would my father think" excuses but what happened when Guinevere became his queeen and chief adviser? He kept things from her and won't listen to her as his voice of reason. He's honestly frustrating tbh. His ego mixes with his notion of being a "King" and a "Man" and he kept pulling rank at both his Queen and Merlin.

This leads me back to Guinevere just being pulled by the story and cleaning up all the messes ArMerGana leave behind. It's complicated. She's a reflection of whoever was close to her. When she was still close to Morgana, she thought Arthur was a prick. When she was close to Merlin, she almost shared his views of Arthur being the "best thing ever." When MerGana decided that Arthur was an okay dude, guinevere also rode that boat. When Arthur was king and was already like "magic users are all lunatics" Guinevere became like, "yass ur right u have a point." Morgana tortures and brainwashes her and she becomes the latter's ultimate weaopn. Merlin lies to her constantly and she's just "fine whatever you say Merlin teehee but i'm watching you OwO." Arthur abuses Merlin even as King and Guinvere is still like "Aww you two are so cute, but i also think merlin staying as ur servant serving you for eternity is alright."

On one hand ppl can say that she can make her own judgement. Ofc she can. But I wish I saw more? just more. What are her hopes and dreams outside of arthur, merlin, morgana or elyan? Did she want to be a smithy? did she want to be a maidservant forever? did she hope to be a lady in waiting? did she want to become an apprentice of gaius? did she want to be queen? was she not upset that merlin and arthur kept secrets from her? (this was a deleted scene from s5 btw) does she even want a kid? we dont even know that! we know nothing!

She was interesting as Queen, I admit, but bruh it was still like watching Morgana and Arthur on the throne (and lets be real she had been their representative on both times). It's annoying. And this is my point. Guinevere is like... a shapeshifter or chameleon. That's why even now we could never tell what she would be like as queen post-series. WE DON'T KNOW GUINEVERE.

it's like she was whatever the narrative wanted her to be. Maybe that's the point then, that it's her destiny to be the boat that tries to keep itself afloat as the natural disasters called Arthur, Morgana and Merlin swirled and raged around her.

the only light at the end of that tunnel i think was Lancelot. His presence made her actually pursue stuff/hopes/dreams. AND IT SHOWS. They remind me of MerGana in their intense moments in s1-s4. GwenCelot chemistry is electric as hell. THEY WANT EACH OTHER, not for the king or queen or knight that they can become BUT EACH OTHER.

When Merlin and Guinevere weren't too wrapped up in "arthur is actually a good guy deep inside, just trust me on this, give him a chance give him a chance give him a chance" moments, when Merlin and Guinevere PURSUE SOMETHING ELSE, I see honesty, I see something RAW, i can see cracks in the facade forced on them just by merely being in Arthur's presence start to fade and break down.

So yeah. Lancelot had to be killed early coz what would happen to the "King Arthur is the best and hottest sht in the universe" narrative if we had actual Mr. Anime Protagonist Lancelot Du Lac in the show?

GwenCelot needed to happen. I was waiting for it so bad. I was so excited for it. It would have been he perfect foil to ArGwen. It would have added a lot more spice to the show. It would have made Guinevere a more well rounded character with her own hopes and wants instead of the "she's the only braincell holding this group together" character. I want to know Guinevere better, all the good and the bad and not just this impossible perfect angel that the show carved her out to be.

overall thoughts on guinevere? started interesting, ended up boring, gave us nothing.

overall thoughts on gwencelot? yes pls give us the dramatic, encompases beyond all reason courtly romance that arthuriana is known for.

#thots #merlin critical

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artdecosupernova-writing · 1 year

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Small Stories Hour: Darkspace Portent

Blindness

↳ Rain lashed against the windshield and Warren's finger impatiently tapped the trigger guard of his weapon as he aimed at the situation happening in front of his parked sedan. He squinted, nostrils flared, laser focus not once veering from the glint of the headlights reflecting off of the wild eyes of the man holding a rusty knife to his partner's throat. Agent Great didn't move a muscle, his own gaze glued to the car, catching Warren's eye between aggressive passes of the windshield wipers.

"I'm not gonna ask you again after this, Mr. Dominic," Warren shouted loud enough to be heard through the open doors and over the downpour. His own voice rang in his ears. "…Put the knife down, let go of Agent Great, and we can handle this like rational adults."

"Like hell!" Dominic tightened his grip on the crook of his captive's neck. "You think you can take me down through a windshield?!"

"Freddy," Warren called. "You okay?"

"Yeah," Freddy said, blinking away the water pouring down his face. He appeared to be in deep thought. "Trying to remember…how to…right, I've got it."

In a flurry of movement, he disarmed the unstable man and pounded his head into the hood of the car, knocking him out. Dominic slid onto the muddy ground and Warren exhaled, resting his tired arms on the dashboard.

"This is why I'm getting promoted and you're not!" Freddy said, whipping his phone out of his pocket and rubbing his neck.

Warren bit his tongue to keep from retaliating and instead watched Freddy's fingers search for the small knick on his skin when he dialed headquarters. When he found it, it began to bleed—not a lot, but enough to get immediately washed away onto the collar of his white shirt. He loosened the soaked tie and Warren watched that, too.

"Yeah, we're gonna need a van," Freddy said into his phone. "Maybe some diapers for Cougar."

Warren flipped him off despite the good-natured grin aimed in his direction.

While ETHOS backup loaded Dominic, handcuffed, into a van and out of harm's way, Freddy and Warren watched from the dry interior of their standard sedan in silence. Freddy kept clenching and unclenching his fist as he disappeared into his own mind, unaware of the cavalry feet away from him in the parking lot.

"Wanna talk about it?" Warren asked.

"Not really," Freddy said. It hadn't been enough time for his hair or clothes to dry off, but he'd aimed the air vents directly at him to hurry it along. "Nothing to talk about. Same shit, different day."

"Well, yeah, but…I mean, you could've died."

Freddy looked over at him and narrowed his eyes. "This your first day or something?"

"I'm just trying to connect, man."

"Connecting isn't really my thing." Freddy fiddled with his left ring finger and Warren caught sight of the strip of lighter skin around the digit that indicated a ring had once been there. "Kinda had to learn that the hard way."

Warren nodded but sighed. "Fine. I get it."

"And I mean…I just had to save my own ass because my supposed partner froze up and couldn't shoot a gun for some reason."

"I didn't freeze up, asswipe. Do you know how thick these windshields are?"

"Better watch how you talk to me, I'm gonna be second-tier soon."

"You've been saying that for a month now and I'm starting to worry that you're delusional again..."

Freddy emitted a laugh—quiet, concentrated, almost fake but not quite. "Yeah, I'm off my shits again I guess."

Warren looked at him, the way his brow had knotted and his shaky fingers couldn't stop gliding over the superficial cut on his throat. He wasn't that close to Freddy personally, but it didn't even take a body language expert to recognize that the ordeal shook him to the core, no matter how much he tried to roll it off his back.

"Don't let this fester," Warren said, dropping his gaze to his own lap.

The sound of the van driving away broke the silence that followed, and Freddy turned off the car engine, choking the thnk-thnk of the wipers and allowing the windshield to be obscured by the steady, straight rainfall. The darkness inside the vehicle made Warren's chest tight, but he ignored it.

"I'm gonna be in denial about this for the rest of my life," Freddy said.

"Don't," Warren said immediately. "Believe me, if you sit on trauma like this—"

"There's that word again, 'trauma,'" Freddy interrupted. "I'm over it. People don't know what trauma truly is, they just throw it around when someone gives them the wrong coffee order or their boss dared to ask them to work overtime. Do you know what trauma really is, Cougar? Do you know what that looks like?"

Warren pursed his lips, the irony of the question drawing attention to how itchy he felt being in an enclosed space with water pouring over the windows. "I get the feeling that what I do or don't know doesn't matter here."

Freddy didn't elaborate any further, much to Warren's relief. Instead, he started the car and drove them out of the lot.

Later, when Warren was alone in his apartment, he took out a bottle of bourbon and parked himself on one of his couches, scrolling through a string of texts he and Esther had been in the midst of exchanging about moving in together. He hovered over her last text to him, asking if he had been looking for places or if it would be better to keep one of theirs, and he read it for what had to have been the six hundredth time.

He took a swig straight from the bottle and psyched himself up with a loud growl and a couple of vigorous head shakes. Took a deep breath. Hesitated with his thumbs over the keys.

He typed out his response and sent it without thinking about it.

maybe we should table this for another time

When he closed his eyes, the images of Freddy's cut and his fidgeting fingers flooded his brain. His stomach surged downward and his brow prickled with perspiration.

He opened a new text message, stared at the profile picture of the woman he'd met several times at Pepper Fox's bar. Typed something out and hit send without thinking about that, too.

hey, Landon, it's Warren (dunno if you have my number saved). I'm sorry I didn't have the guts to reach out…haven't seen you in a few days, is everything okay?

He took another swig of the bourbon and screwed the cap back on, shoving it into the cupboard again and abandoning it and his phone to take a shower and go to sleep.

And he supposed it was some sort of payback that Landon never responded to him.

#small stories hour #Darkspace Portent

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akane171 · 2 years

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...Eh no, how'd you come up with THAT drama?😂 We're only fighting over the custody of the pups, without the whole rest😂

True true 🤔 And he had one specific reason for existing from the very beginning, so that probably helped, too🤔

HAHAHAA yess he kinda did, now that you pointed it out like that😅🙈 And meh, yeah, sadly, but at least the Winchesters acknowledge it repeatedly🤔

Yeah, it's been a while so I'm not exactly 100% in the details either but Shippuuden did add the others kinda befriending Naruto before (and ACTUALLY befriending, not just see each other and kinda relate from a distance) and more healthily, but oh well, the shared understanding of loneliness must have trumped everything🤔😅🤷🏻‍♀️

It's actually amazing how many things used to be perfectly fine a long time ago until some humans decided to screw it up and make it SUPPOSEDLY weird🙄🙄😩 Just think of women's role in the viking age or dresses and skirts originally being made and worn by men (same with high heels)🙄🤦🏻‍♀️

..."Entertaining"...🤦🏻‍♀️😩 Now I'm starting to worry about YOU😅😂🙈

Nooooooo😭😭😭😭😭 Oh god, poor Damnit, poor Kara and poor freaking Mon😭 Why make them suffer so???😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🙈🙈🙈🙈

Life is indeed brutal, but dogs should and need to be protected!😭😌😭🙈

Thank you😭🙈 (that "probably" still worries me tho)

Oh, Huh, Dunno, I think I've only ever seen two or so films with him and don't even remember which?😅🤷🏻‍♀️ He's pretty funny in interviews and lipsync battles😂

Yeah, I actually really like the theory, cause there does seem to be a lot of evidence hinting at it 🤔😁 Ohhh, the Loki show was good but he's DEFINITELY another tragic dork🙈🙈😭

Loool, True, that might have been how Sasuke could have ended up🤔 Tho there were actually filler episodes in the Tsukiyomi no Mi where all the Uchihas weren't killed and Minato, Kushina, etc were still alive, too, and Sasuke kinda went off the deep-end there, too, but I don't particularly remember why he was like that there, too, might have been another Uchiha conspiracy tho🤔😅🙈

Ohhh, a party with Mon and Thor would be HILARIOUS!😂😂 (I think a What-If episode even had FratboyOfTheUniverse!Thor 🤔)

Ohh, btw, Spidey might be a pretty good fit for Mon, too 🤔 Happy-go-lucky, sarcastic and learning the whole "with great power comes great responsiblity" lesson🤔😂

Ohhh😍 Nice, Derek is finally backk💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻😍 Hmm, good question about the mother tho...Most are still assuming it must be Braeden form what I've seen online, but dunno🤷🏻‍♀️ (Tbh, I wasn't really too much of a fan of that, but that might just have been because she wasn't really around long enough for them to develop naturally and her to become more relatable😅🙈🙈)

😂😂 True true, my condolensces anyway😅🙈

Haha, yeah, like, the moment my mood changes my music choice will, too 😂 I gets annoying for others when I'm in charge of music cause I'll usually get bored or find a better one before the first is even finished😂😂🤦🏻‍♀️

Yeah, it really DOES say a lot about oneself🤔😂🙈

Ohhh, another song I seem to have a weakness for is the Macarena😂😂 It just makes me laugh like an idiot and most recently "Give that Wolf a Banana" too😂😂🤔 Apart from that...Uhh, "Chop Suey" by System of A Down tends to not be skipped by me either🤔 "Falling inside the Black" and "Not gonna die" by Skellet, "Thnks fr th mmrs" by Fall Out Boy, "Earth" by Sleeping At Last and "Same Old War" by Our Last Night? 🤔🤔 Ohhh, and "Carnival of Rust" by Poets of the Fall 🤔

Do you have favourites?🤔😁

Ohw no😰🙈 And yess, I already did😂 (I happened to see your reply before hers so I might have already screamed/panicked at her about what happened to her wrist😅😂🙈🙈)

Anyway, as always stay safe, stay happy and have a great Sunday!💃🏻

XXXX

Mhm. Sure.

Yep. Poor dude. RIP

Yeah, Winchesters were... fucked up xD But sometimes I think some of their fans are more xDDDD

Ooooh, ok, that one. When he was playing with the kids but in the end they all returned home with their parents and he was left alone, and when he was returning he was seeing Sasuke near the lake. Got it.

On the other hand... imagine a village where people just leave the orphaned kids alone like Naruto and Sasuke .... like... wtf...

I mean, look at the most homophobic organization aka Catholic Church (I just want to say I am Catholic xD). Dresses? Pink? Laces??? TADAH!

^It always makes me laugh xD

Worry about me? AWWWWWW

Well, that's life? There are no always HEA xD

But ok, ok, she broke up with her fiance and asked the agent to contact the owner to meet. He comes, they meet in the house, they talk, they kiss, have a steamy sex near the fireplace and then go for a walk with the doggo. Happy?

Time will tell? xD Fingers crossed for the theory. Maybe it will be reveal one day? In s2 maybe?

I say no to fillers xD there was a movie in AU too I think? Where Saukra was the hero, Naruto still had his parents and Sasuke had his parents and was a womanizer xD God, i hate fillers in any way xD

Mon and Thor bromance! Give it now!

i mean, Ididn't love it, it was not otp, but made sense and it was something a lot of other TW couples didn't have (Scott Malia? wtf? and don't make me moan about s*ydia) *rolls eyes*

Thanks... I guess.

Lol, so you are the Dean, you choose the music, end of story xD

The banana song was the best thing after the Ukrainian song xD Aww, Chop Suey. It seems a lot ot people who like Linkin Park like Skillet too? Never heard of sleeping at last, seems niceeeeee. The same goes for same old war :D

Well, Akatsuki no kuruma by FictionJunction YUUKA, Scissors Paper Rock by Indica, Helvegen by Wardruna, Heartless Madness by Dynazty, Strenght of a thousand men by Two Steps from Hell, The Crying Shore by Bare Infinity, Vataha by Dzivia, Sehnsucht by Rammstein, Astral Romance (2001) by Nightwish, In Vaun by WT, Dream Thieves by Sonata Arctica, Virtue and Vice by Delain, Blood on my hands by Xandria, Storm the sorrow by Epica, Helvetios by Eluveitie, Krigsgaldr by Heilung, Touch in the night by Battle Beast and yep, a lot of more. But as you said, it depends on the mood.

Thank youuuu. I feel we need to harass her more about her WELL BEING =='

Have a nice day too!

#ReFail #my fam

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pokemonswshfics · 3 years

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hi!! could i request a piers nsfw oneshot where reader has her first time with him? thnk you!! <3

ahh hello anon!! i was planning to write piers nsfw regardless, he's def my fav after milo :) nsfw warning for everyone who doesn't like it! have a good read everyone ^-^ 💘

tw // degradation and humiliation ahead !!

Piers × Fem! Reader || First Time Oneshot (Nsfw)

"What did I tell you about talking to Leon?" Piers asked as you both walked through the door to his room.

You didn't answer and instead rolled your eyes, back turned to him. You took your bag and jacket off then almost tossed it to the floor near his nightstand.

"So you're not gonna answer?" He sounded irritated and so you finally turned. He had a slight scowl on his face, he took his jacket off as well and also placed it on the nightstand.

"What does it matter if I talk to Lee or not? You're my boyfriend, not him. I'm yours, you're mine." You bluntly replied and sat down onto his comforters where you would be spending the night. You crossed your arms and frowned at him.

Today you two had decided to attend a rave that wouldn't be hosted by Piers for once. There you talked to one of your friends, Leon, for a while and generally had a fun time. Piers let the jealousy he felt impact his thoughts, and he almost demanded you two go to his home sooner than you initially planned. He said it was because he had 'plans'.

"I know you are. I don't ever question it but..you've been getting on my nerves lately. Always talkin' to everyone but me, runnin' around places I don't know of.." Piers was suddenly in front of you, now slightly hunched so his face was in front of yours. "Kinda wanna teach you a lesson, kitty."

You blushed at his words when you understood what he was trying to say.

"You..what?"

The grinned that formed on his face had a hint of mischief in it, "You heard me..I know you're a virgin. And that's fine with me. I won't do anything to you that you don't want me to. So just say stop now.." Piers pushed you back to lay down on his bed, now lacing your fingers with his. His knee went between your legs as he was now getting above your body.

"If you don't want me to rearrange your fuckin' insides."

Your eyes widened at how vulgar he sounded and how easily he said it. Now you stared up at him, not knowing what to say but you'd be lying if you said you wanted him to stop. He was so close, and his knee was pressed up against your clothed entrance. You knew it would hurt, you were probably more nervous than anything but seeing and feeling Piers so closely..it made you feel things you couldn't describe.

There were a few moments of just silence before Piers grinned even wider, now with slightly lidded eyes. "Not hearing anything, kitty..I like that." He said before harshly pressing his lips to yours in an unexpected kiss.

Once you began to kiss back, you felt slightly pull away and whisper against your lips.

"Here's what's gonna happen, listen up." You felt his hand go to the area under your chin, right where it connected to your neck. His fingers lightly but firmly wrapped around your throat. "Since you wanted to go talk to the motherfucker today, I'll finally show you who you belong to. 'M gonna make you mine, I'll be your first," his grip slightly tightened, "And your last."

His knee pressed up against between your legs, earning a whimper from you. At the same time, he began to kiss you again with a smile. The grip on your throat and the sensation between your legs made you excitedly press down onto his knee, attempting to grind on it for any kind of friction.

"Be patient for me. No pleasurin' yourself yet..", Piers said quietly and moved his lips from your own, kissing down your cheek to your neck. He removed his grip from your throat, and began to kiss and lick it.

You shivered as he kissed the skin, and your breath hitched when you felt him begin to lightly nibble at your throat.

"I'm gonna leave a mark, kitty. Okay? My mark."

"Ah! P-Piers!" You whined when you felt him harshly make a hickey with multiple sucks and now soft bites. "Softly..please.."

"Hush, I know you like it."

You blushed again at how firm he sounded and couldn't help but clench your thighs around his knee. Almost instantly, you could feel Piers detach his mouth from your throat. His head lifted, and he looked down straight into your eyes.

"You're that desperate and that turned on right now? You wanna be all slutty and grind on my knee?" Piers' tone was low in volume and in pitch. "Fine. Just because I want to..I'll give that little pussy attention.."

It was now that Piers got up from you and stood at the side of the mattress between your legs. His hands went to the top of your jeans, pulling them down agonizingly slow. He maintained eye contact with you the whole time to watch you begin to get shy at the thought of removing your clothes.

Once the jeans were off, he pulled your body down the mattress so your legs would be on either side of him, your crotch in contact with his own. You blushed even darker when you felt a clothed erection grind against your panties, right at your entrance. You looked away immediately and could see him grin from the corner of your eye.

"You like that, baby?"

"Sh-Shut up.." You felt yourself begin to grind back onto his boner, getting a rhythm to match one another. You put your hand over your mouth to try and stifle a moan as you two continued.

"Alright..before you get too excited." He suddenly pulled back and pressed his thumb against your panties, rubbing you through the fabric. "You're already this wet for me?"

You groaned at his actions and words, and looked down to where his hands were. Piers now went to his knees on the floor, his head level with the bed, his face between your legs.

You sat up quickly and looked down at him. Piers bit the hem of the panties while looking into your eyes and dragged the undergarment down your thighs teasingly. The cold air hit your, now rather sensitive, parts and you bit your lip. Piers hoisted both your legs onto each of his shoulders, spreading them open.

Piers threw the panties to his side and smiled, looking straight ahead. You threw your head back when you felt him inch closer, finally pressing a light kiss to your entrance.

"Ah- I want you to stay still. You can do that for me right?" Piers asked and began to flick his tongue at your lower lips, he raised his hands on the outer sides of your thighs to hold you in place.

"Oh sh-shit..that feels.." You couldn't even finish your sentence, your head was clouded with comprehending how good Piers' tongue felt on you.

Piers continued to lap at your walls, and every few seconds would suck at your clit lightly and teasingly.

"You taste so good, kitty.."

"Piers- oh f-fuck.." You moaned out, unintentionally arching your back when you felt his tongue slip inside you. You turned back down to look at him, with one of your hands covering your mouth. "Ah-Ah! What are you d-doing..?"

Without budging, his eyes looked up to you.

" 'M tongue fucking you, kitty. Stay still." Piers replied against your skin, immediately going back to what he was doing. His tongue continued to flick in and out of you, by this time, he removed one of his hands from the grip he had on your thighs and was rubbing at your clit gently.

You tried your hardest not to move in any directions, your hands gripping the sheets around you. A sensation you could only describe as euphoric began to build up in your lower stomach, and you begged Piers to continue, cursing and moaning his name repeatedly.

With one final deep thrust of his tongue, he abruptly stopped and pulled away. Piers rose to his feet quickly, towering over you. His hand moved back to your throat, a harsh grip on it. You whimpered and looked up, squeezing your thighs together for more friction.

"Listen to me kitty, I know you were gonna cum right there. So I'm telling you now, you're not gonna cum until I say so. Understand me?" He practically growled while looking down at you. All you could do in answer was nod, still trying to press your thighs together.

Piers took a step back and slowly unbuttoned his shirt, "Take yours off. Now." He instructed calmly and slipped out of his, throwing it to where he tossed your clothes. You hurriedly listened, and took your shirt off, exposing your hard nipples. You could feel a blush returning to your face at the feeling and knowledge that every inch of you, was visible to Piers.

"Don't be shy, I love how you look okay? Don't gotta hide from me, baby." He assured and unbuckled his pants then pulled them down. You couldn't help but stare at the tent in his undergarments nervously, earning a chuckle from Piers once he realized.

"Nervous?"

"Very.."

"That's fine, I won't be too rough." Piers grinned and stepped back to the bed once he stepped out of his boxers. He got on and sat against the headboard then pulled you to him to sit on his lap. "No promises though.."

You gulped and propped yourself on your knees above his erection. You could almost feel yourself leaking, and his cock was only a few inches away. It took everything, especially common sense, to not slam yourself down and take him all in at once.

"Hey, baby." The way he had you positioned made you even shyer. He was looking directly up into your eyes, his hands now on your nipples to tug and toy with them. "Only if you're ready, okay?"

You nodded, whimpering at his touch on your breasts. "I want to, p-please.. Ah, Just.. Put it in."

Piers smirked and moved his hands down to your hips, squeezing them.

"Whatever you say, kitty."

With no warning, Piers brought you down onto him, causing you to take him in all at once.

"Fu-uck! Ow!" You cried out, feeling tears pool at the corners of your eyes. Piers cock was inside you, you could feel it filling your walls with ease. The thickness and length made you freeze in place, continuing to whimper. Piers' only reaction was a groan, and a smile.

"You look so sexy, kitty. Take that cock in, I want you to bounce on that shit." He murmured, watching you wince in pain and pleasure. If anything, the sight only made him harder.

His words made you begin to relax on him, and after a few moments, you could feel yourself finally begin to adjust to what was inside.

"Hahh.." You moaned out in a breathy tone, wrapping your arms around his neck. The grip he had on your hips was enough to bruise now, but it wasn't even close to being your main thought.

Slowly, you rose your hips only for him to slam you back down. You whimpered again and rocked your hips while he was inside, before surely rising up again and going back down.

"Pick up the pace."

You bit your lip as small clapping sounds were now heard throughout the room. You continued to bring your hips up and down on his cock, now fucking yourself on him. Every so often, Piers would let go of one of your hips and land harsh smacks onto your rear.

"Feels so g-good!" You moaned out and tried to bounce a little faster, the sounds of claps and smacks only making you more wet.

"Oh..fuck yeah. Fuck yeah, fuck yeah." Piers groaned and harshened the grip he had on you. You were sure there were bruises where his fingers were, but how easy his cock was slipping in and out, made you forget about the marks. "You're clenching around my cock, kitty..keep doing that..", He huskily whispered and pecked your lips before looking down at your throat.

You continued to bounce when you felt Piers' head go slightly down, latching himself to the skin once more.

"P-Piers..I need to cum. Please, I need to cum, I wanna cum-"

You cried out his name as you felt him harshly bit your collarbone, surely leaving a mark.

"Clench a few more times, keep fuckin' yourself."

The few seconds you continued to bounce felt like days, you were right at the brink of cumming and Piers was holding it from you. To make it worse, he had started thrusting upwards at an almost inhumane pace.

You continued to beg, and finally..

It worked.

"Cum for me, cum on your master's cock, kitty."

The sudden use of the word master, the grip Piers had on you, everything was a factor in your orgasm. Your face twisted in pleasure as you moaned his name, finally releasing on him. By the look on Piers' face, you knew you had gotten tighter around him. Your thighs gently shook, the entire experience was too overwhelming to pinpoint what you felt.

In a few seconds before you had really come down from your high, Piers spoke again.

"Get off, clean the mess you made for me. Okay?" He lifted you off him with ease and turned to sit at the edge of the bed. You looked at him with wide, dazed eyes. Once you could think straight again, you knew what he wanted, and you scrambled to your feet to then get on your knees for him.

As soon as you were in front of him, you wrapped a hand around his shaft and began to lick stripes up his length rapidly.

His breath hitched as soon as your tongue touched him, and he laced his hands in your hair to push your mouth around his cock, forcing you to take some in.

You instinctively gagged at how large it was, and how soon it hit the back of your throat. You bobbed your head rather slowly, too slow for Piers' liking.

"Fuckin' hell..go faster. F-fuck, your throat feels so good.." Piers groaned and pushed your head down further, causing tears to pool again at the corners of your eyes.

You continued to go the pace you had been going before you felt a yank on your hair, making you look up at Piers. He had a fistful of hair in both hands, and he leaned down a little.

"Just know, you could have avoided this, kitty."

With that, Piers practically shoved you back down on his cock, this time not letting go of your hair in the slightest. His hands made your head go faster than you could handle, but you didn't want him to stop. The feeling of his cock continuously hitting the back of your throat made you want to go even quicker.

"You look s-so good getting face fucked, like my little- oh shit! My little..slut!" Piers praised as his pace began to get erratic, and you knew he was nearing his high.

In a few seconds, your guess proved to be right. Piers came in your mouth with a curse escaping his lips, and he held you down his cock as he also rode out his orgasm. You could feel the warm seed begin to slide down your throat, some dribbling out of your mouth and onto your chin.

Piers pulled out of your mouth with a final groan, looking down at you and softly smiling while he caught his breath.

"Swallow it all, baby."

As soon as he said it, you followed his order. With a finger, you wiped the semen on your chin and licked it off in order to swallow it as well. You both were panting messes by this point.

It was Piers that calmed down first, he pulled you up to your feet after he stood then softly kissed you.

"That was great, kitty. Thank you, you did so well. Are you feeling okay?" He whispered once he pulled away and moved a hand to your chin. "Marked you up pretty bad.."

"I'm fine! I-I liked everything that happened, including all these." You blushed in reference to the marks and looked away. "Thank you for being my first, I won't forget it." This time you pecked his lips gently and grinned tiredly.

"Come on, before we sleep; Let's take a bath okay? To clean us up, I'll take care of those for you." He looked down at the bruises on your hips and smiled sheepishly before stepping away to walk to the bathroom connected to his room.

"Join me when you're ready." He called out and finally walked in.

You smiled a little and looked to the bed, already trying to remember every detail about what had happened. You sighed happily and lightly touched the hickeys he had left with a final thought in your head, thinking of what he said earlier as you walked towards the bathroom.

I'm Piers' now.

Thank you for reading! :) I hope you enjoyed, my requests are always open, just might be a wait 💕 - 🥝

#pokemon #pokemon shield #gym leaders #pokemon gym leader #pokemon swsh #pokemon fanfiction #piers pokemon #pokemon piers #piers x reader

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katierosefun · 3 years

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i wrote this before but my thoughts were not organized so i deleted it, but finale (we can’t wait to see what you do next) is an anakin skywalker songs for the following:

this song is basically about this whole...fear that as soon as you start shining bright, something is gonna happen that causes you to spiral. i mean, for those reasons alone, this is a very anakin skywalker song. but let’s examine the lyrics, because i’m extra.

don't you go, we need you here / you brighten up, a shitty year / well, congratulations on your bit of success / we can't wait to see what you do next

okay, well this beginning is so creepy, but it sets up the perfect stage for anakin’s entry into the overall star wars universe. anakin skywalker, this bright kid who came from tatooine and already leads an impression on the whole of the republic. and the lines--we can’t wait to see what you do next--parallel that to palpatine’s creepy “we’ll be watching your career with great interest”....uh....yeah

come outside, come outside / you went hard, and you did fine / you been outside, been outside / so go ahead and do it one more time

this hits hard when you think about how anakin skywalker has had rumors of him being the chosen one surrounding him since he was a kid. yes, anakin skywalker is an arrogant showboat, but there’s some really interesting bits in the novels that really show this other interiority to anakin--this part of him that is so deeply insecure about this chosen one thing (in the gambit books, he kinda snaps that he didn’t ask to be the chosen one, and didn’t obi-wan and the rest of the council think he was a dangerous freak anyways, but anakin’s still shining bright because that’s just who he is, he’s the chosen one, the most powerful force-sensitive being in forever, so what choice does he have anyway)

they wanted heaven from me, i gave 'em hell / now they want something bigger, i'm overwhelmed

thinking mostly about the clone wars spiraling to an end...the council pulling anakin to one side, sidious pulling him in another. it’s all a scary tug-of-war act for anakin in rots, one which ultimately becomes too much for anakin to handle and he implodes.

can you wait a sec? let me catch my breath, let me catch my / i can't remember how i got here, got here

this is anakin skywalker just in rots. nightmares following him, once more the constant pulling and pushing between him and the tides of the final parts of the war. he’s 23 years old. how the fuck did he get here anyways. why is everything moving so fucking fast.

i think it's time to go now, i think my curtain's falling / just don't forget about me when you get out of college / if it's my final album and if i am forgotten / i hope i made you smile, that's all i ever wanted

for tcw anakin specifically, i think of these lyrics playing as anakin leaves ahsoka in his last episode as....anakin skywalker. like, there’s a reason why all of us were so upset in that episode. watching him leave for the last time. like, no, anakin come back here--did he know? did he have a feeling that things were ending? in rots, did he know that things were ending right at the beginning of the movie, do you think? do you think he had a feeling that he was going to go sooner or later?

but the line--just don’t forget about me when you get out of college--if i am forgotten, i hope i made you smile, that’s all i ever wanted--hits stupidly hard for me and lol not me just getting emotional over anakin skywalker, but like. thinking about how anakin skywalker was a big brother figure for ahsoka tano--ahsoka tano, who was a personification of the younger generation of star wars fans. thinking about anakin skywalker walking away from ahsoka tano with that little smile--just don’t forget about me when you get out of college--basically, whatever you do, don’t forget about me, okay?

thinking about how the final shot we see of anakin in tcw is him smiling at ahsoka--one last brave smile from the hero that we all really, really wanted to stay. but i thnk that bit--if i am forgotten, i hope i made you smile, that’s all i ever wanted--because at his core, anakin skywalker was just another person who fiercely loved his family and his friends and would have gone to hell and back for them. and just. if i am forgotten, i hope i made you smile--

yeah. yeah no. i’m sad. anyways, this is his song.

#caroline talks #my essay #????#still getting used to that tag #anyways.#no no t me having a mental breakdown over this song + these lyrics #i am fine clearly #but no im not #just dont forget about me when you get out of college........#as someone who's going to graduate in 2022 that hit WAY TOO HARD #bro #*sobs* anakin sweetie i'll never forget about your stupid ass #you're too much of a moron for me to just forget about you #you MORON #im just going to have to keep adding to these tags every time i think of something huh #but no like....this *is* his song #IF I AM FORGOTTEN I HOPE I MADE YOU SMILE hits so FUCKING raw when you think about how anakin is remembered in the sequel trilogy

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blackberry-gingham · 3 years

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Hewo :3

Saw you write headcanons ❤. Could ya do one of dati g the guys while being yourself a guitarist in another band ??

Thnks

Yus I can UwU

George

I honestly feel like guitar reader with George would be soooo cool and laid back!

Like, honestly any relationship with George I feel would be like a "we're friends first and foremost, and significant others second" deal

So even tho you guys are in seperate bands, there's never like any "ok, but ONE OF US has to be the better one" type of tension/joking lmao

It really is just a lot of you two practicing together, trading tips, and just all around honing your skills together

That said, I could see the two of you needing time away from your band mates a lot and so the brainstorming with each other is a bit of a cover up

It's not that you don't like your band, or him his, it's just that you need your space to recharge and the others can be a bit.... much, being rock stars and all

Anyway, the two of you are very skilled guitarists so there would definitely be plenty ideas worth picking each other's brains for!

I think you and George would've met during the Beatles hamburg days in a little dive type of place

Your careers took off in seperate ways later on, but you both just clicked at the time and so you kept in contact ever since!

Despite how close you are with George, you don't really come in to feature on a song or just hangout in studio with all the boys

Or vice versa for George and your band tbh

Everyone jokes about needing to keep an eye on you both before you run off together and make your own band lol

Secretly, you both have considered it, but you're happy with your current bands and besides you two have your thing going, and that suits you just fine

John

Ok, so not to step on anyone's toes but ???

I personally headcannon reader to be like a slightly, but noticably, better guitarist then John ????

Like things definitely get competitive between you two

At first, John's kinda jelous tbh

I'd just imagine any brainstorming or private practice sessions being a lot of you bouncing ideas off of him and him just being his brutally honest self and not really doing much bonding with you

At first, that is

Bc as we all know, the root of jealously is insecurity! So I think having reader around to encourage the real John out as well as your genuine admiration of his playing skills, would turn his attitude around!!

When it clicks for him, it's like an "um duh" moment where he realizes that you're not out trying to claim the title of "better then John Lennon" or something

Not everything is a competition, and besides, you love him! It doesn't matter who's "more talented"

I feel like you and John met backstage after a show, like maybe you and your band opened for the Beatles or even vice versa!!

He's a little begrudging of it, but from musician to musician, he just had to tell you how great you were that night

After that came a few chance run ins between your bands and before long, you and John figured why not?

I mean, you both at least respect each other's musical talent, why not get to know each other!

You come sometimes to listen in on the Beatles recording sessions, and it's not uncommon for the rest of the boys to kick John off lead guitar and have you "show him how it's done"

It's just a little inside joke at this point lmao

He likes to act all offended and huffy of course, but when you're not around he loves to brag to the lads about how amazing you are, both as a musician and a person!!

The boys can get a little annoyed on occasion when you do come over tho, seeing as recording time sometimes turns into a bit of pissing competition between you and John

But it's all in good fun and also sooo obvious you two love each other and enjoy having a little go at one another from time to time, so they're happy for you both

Paul

Finally, someone who isn't also a guitarist lmao

Of all the other boys, you and Paul compliment each other, musically and instrumentally that is, the MOST

Like John and Paul are the lyrical masterminds always and forever obviously, but if Paul is looking to get a certain tune out? He tries to get in contact with you whenever he can!

It's just that you get him, like John does, but in a different way, if that makes sense. You know?

He'll oftentimes bring his and John's lyrics and a bass sample he's got for it and ask your opinion on the bass playing and even what kind of guitar chords you think would work with it!

Your private practice sessions aren't all work tho, sometimes Paul just serenades you with his bass and his voice and the two of you chill together

You and Paul are DEFINITELY old friends, like from childhood days!!

You've known each other basically since forever, which is how you're able to craft sheet music so well together, but life simply took you in different directions to different bands

Once you two seperated for that while that he was in Hamburg, he realised just how much he missed you and didn't want to be without you or your expertise!

He was 100% going to ask you to join his band, but you had already found your own :/

That didn't matter too much tho, Paul figured the least he could do was finally ask you out so he wouldn't have to be without you!

You've been together ever since

Typically you don't really come to the Beatles studio sessions, but Paul has been known to come over to you and your bands sessions for sure!

Your bassist is just fine of course! But I mean... Who could say no to some tips and input from good ol macca?

The boys poke at Paul a lot for "cheating on them" with you when it comes to writing sheet music, but they can't deny that you come up with really good stuff together!!

Ringo

I think of all the boys, you and Ringo have like the least amount of tension between yourselves lol

Like there's a tiny bit of competition with any other string musician I'd think, but Ringo and his drums are in a whole other field!

Honestly, Ringo is just in awe of you and your skills

Granted, he doesn't really know enough about guitars to dissect the fine details of what makes you so great or compare you to John and George, but I mean... he thinks you sound absolutely incredible!!

Now, he's not the best drummer in the world, but he keeps great time and you love him for it! Especially when you two have practice time together

And he's so pleased to hear that

A lot of the time, Ringo likes to think he plays for you, rather then just with you and that internal motivation honestly helps push his skills to new heights!!

I feel like you two met totally by accident lol

Like he wandered into your recording studio by mistake one day

"Oh sorry, I heard the guitar and I thought you were George!"

You two share a laugh after he explains himself just a bit more, but you got on so quickly, that the rest is history!

Honestly, the other boys love having you there for their recording sessions

Like seriously, they appreciate you lol

They always tell you Ringo is at his absolute best when you're in the studio, and it's true!

It's to such a point that you've featured as a guest guitarist when the boys play live more then once, just to give Ringo that extra little push

Your favorite spot on stage is right beside him and his drums :)

Bonus:

In the post Beatles era, your Beatle either joins your band, or if that's lost as well, you two form a new group or just a plain duo together!

The transition is a bit of an adjustment period for your Beatle still, but having you there to support them after things fall apart is a HUGE relief

That, and having a familiar face who's also a talented musician to enter a new era of music making with is kind of exciting!

All in all, having you there eases your Beatles post breakup pain and you guys go on to make a couple iconic, landmark albums together ❤️

#beatles headcannons #beatles x reader #the beatles #paul mccartney x reader #ringo starr x reader #george harrison x reader #john lennon x reader #guitarist!reader

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smalltragedy · 3 years

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* justice smith, demi man + he/they | you know gabriel de leon, right? they’re twenty three, and they’ve lived in irving for, like, six years? well, their spotify wrapped says they listened to 1984 (infinite jest) by the used like, a million times this year, which makes sense ‘cause they’ve got that whole waking up in a body as heavy as the dead, emotions always on the verge of spilling over - you laugh before the punch lands, the belief that every encounter you have will be the last thing going on. i just checked and their birthday is october 31st, so they’re a scorpio, which is unsurprising, all things considered. ( james, 21, est, they/them )

hi im just reposting gabe’s intro bc its been a very long time n im starting a little fresh hehe. yes i do regret the text color bt im not going back.

VIOLENCE TW

mini playlist.

ghosting ;; mother mother / roam the room ;; citizen / art of doubt ;; metric / thnks fr th mmrs ;; fall out boy / heart in a cage ;; the strokes / where is my mind? ;; the pixies / flowers grow out of my grave ;; dead man’s bones / 1984 (infinite jest) ;; the used / blister in the sun ;; the violent femmes.

statistics.

full name: gabriel de leon.

nickname(s): gabe.

birthday: october 31st, 1997.

zodiac: scorpio sun, scorpio moon, gemini ascending.

label: the icarian.

hometown: belleville, new jersey.

sexuality: bisexual (masc-leaning).

pinterest.

biography.

it’s only rly ever been gabe n his mom n the little new jersey suburbs that r always the same no matter where they go. they dn’t speak abt fathers or brothers or spain or anywhere other than the now, and how its constantly changing bt oddly the same.

his mom’s name is sonia n we love her. she worked a lot as a single mom n p much hs done everything on her own ever since leaving spain.

they dn’t talk abt spain bt we cn talk abt spain n hw sonia hd grown up partially there n partially in the states n hw she’d originally planned to live there forever bt the man she’d fallen in love with ws involved in some. high class dangerous shit n it ws safer fr them to part even if tht involved leaving everything she knew n loved <3

bt its like. ok. bc she hd gabe <3 n they dnt talk abt it so it practically nvr happened. n she tries her best as a mom n usually tht is enough.

they moved around a lot just bc sonia is a very. flighty person. anxious bt nvr seems tht way is just always. tense. gabe didnt think she ws capable of relaxing fr. a rly long time.

she wld commute 2 nyc every morning n after school gabe wld climb onto the train n by the time he got 2 her place of work she’d be just getting off n they’d get a slice of pizza n sometimes they’d go somewhere like central park or coney island (just fr the novelty) bt most of the time they just got back on the train home w/ gabe either doing homework or napping on her shoulder.

when gabe got a little older he’d sometimes skip school n take the train after sonia had already gone so he cld spend the day in nyc. he liked learning bt didnt rly like school. he nvr properly fit in bc of the amt of times they’d move so it felt like nowhere ws. right fr him.

got rly involved in. the punk scene as a young unsupervised teenager n tht led 2 a lot of like. shitty stick n pokes bt also a love of. very loud angry music n a sense of justice tht he held tightly in his fists. got mouthy towards bullies whether at school or in the scenes he involved himself in n started getting into a lot of fights bc of it.

during this, sonia ended up dating n marrying gabe’s stepdad who he calls craig sometimes bt i dnt think thats his name i wont lie to u guys. its partially a joke n partially purposeful disrespect bc gabriel does not trust a single man bt like. man. ‘craig’ is just an accountant. he’s fine he’s a good dude. they once bonded over like. the mets.

violence tw // anyways. when gabriel ws 16 he got into a super super bad fight tht ended rly. terribly n like listen. nobody died bt it ws just. it got blown up very out of proportion n gabe might’ve gotten expelled even tho he wsnt even the one who started it bt thts okay. ‘craig’, or paul, suggested tht maybe. a change of scenery wld b good fr gabe n b4 they knew it they were. moving to paul-robert’s hometown of irving, north carolina. violence end of tw //

he wld’ve complained more bt. fr sonia’s sake gabe kept it 2 himself. it made her happy 2 see them all get along anyways n like. idk he cld put forth tht little effort <3

bt honestly like. he didnt rly get into too many fights once they moved down here n even tho sometimes he ws like. ommgg. i hate this town .. its so washed up .. he still made friends n like. the only thing tht changed ws tht it ws a lil harder fr him 2 acquire illegal substances.

anyways. currently he hs a tattoo apprenticeship n is a professional piercer n like. he plays guitar n writes songs bt thts more of a hobby rn than anything else. mostly focused on paying his rent at port apartments bc as much as he. loves his mom he does not want 2 live with her forever <3 n thts okay!

personality & facts.

overall xtremely passionate person like god. feels emotions so intensely. every time he opens his mouth n talks abt an interest of theirs its just very like. u listen n ur like oh. gained 2 inspiration. thanks.

clings onto his friends p tightly bc he like. nvr rly stayed in one place fr super super long in new jersey so he nvr made very long term friends n now hes like. very clingy HLKDSHLKFSHLKDG also hates to b alone. subtle desperation behind interactions with ppl he rly wld like to be friends with.

like dnt get me wrong hes gotten into. sm fights bt thts mostly bc he cannot keep his mouth shut n he also cnt stand douchebags he like. always wants to tear them down prob bc he ws a victim of bullying. n u know what. we support him. otherwise he loves ppl bt esp if they hv similar interests 2 him.

like golden retriever who bites kind of. intensely loyal but at the same time is very skeptical. things tht good things do not last very long even though they’ve been doing already fr the last few years.

also bit of a nerd. they were nvr rly a big fan of school bt theres smth abt a good superhero comic tht draws their attention more than like. any english class evr. bt seven soldiers of victory? classic. big dc fan.

uh. very into like. hardcore music. hardcore rock. punk. if its loud n angry they r into it like so so much. hs sm tattoos is like. super covered in them its partially bc they work at a tattoo shop n partially bc they do not know hw to manage their money well.

ooohh u know what theyre. kinda moody i wont lie to u. very defensive like they dnt evr wna talk abt their past. has experienced Things n they do not wish to discuss them. will usually like. deflect frm conversations he doesnt wna hv.

in tune with nature. loves fkn taking walks. hangs out in the woods by abernathy creek n lilac ridge bc nobody rly goes there n its just. nice

tries not 2 take anything super seriously 2 the point where when he does take smth seriously its a little scary bc theyre super intense abt it. forcibly optimistic even tho on the inside he feels like a total pessimist. lots of. deep down insecurities tht he projects by attaching himself p firmly onto others. >.>

so so so energetic. can never stay still. always hs to be moving around. restless like tht. probably got it frm his mom. overly protective over the ppl he loves. probably got it frm his mom as well.

goes onto Tangents bt also divert frm those tangents n is generally all over the place.

always cold n always looks tired n like he hsnt slept in a thousand years n u know what. sometimes he just does not sleep.

oooohh theyre a vegan. totally into animal rights. devious little demi man beyond that .. loves horror n the paranormal n believes in like. every cryptic. will debate u on it.

erm not. the kindest 2 themself theyre a bit self destructive. impulsive. drives very fast n parties super hard. said i will hv my effy stonem moment. u dont hv to gabe.

bt ya! luvs oranges n reds n is maybe a short king. hs an eyebrow piercing n like. a lip ring i wont fk around here he IS living his best emo life in 2021. a little outdated on the trends bt thats okay. probably will tell u hes frm new jersey. its a personality trait. smokes the shittiest cigarettes ever.

wanted plots.

just ghosting along ,, dnt even exist 2 me ,, ;; god. firstly just the vast amt of ppl tht gabe hs like. spoken to romantically n then dropped suddenly. n then maybe like. one tht actually Hurt bt they cnt avoid each other bt theyre actively pretending each other doesnt exist n its. hurtful bc it ws like. actually smth nice bt <3 ykno FKLFSDHG

hey hey heyy c’maahn i’m just a little guy ;; n this is the vast amt of ppl tht gabe hs probably. pissed off n hs either fought or been on the verge of fighting just. unable 2 resist a good bicker-turned-duel.

just blistering in the sun ;; they cld b close friends bt also they cld also not b bt just ppl who. indulge in bad impulsive decisions with gabe. general bad influences on each other’s health n just. no good! party hard bt at what cost.

n also ;; like ... rly solid good friendships ... flings n maybe an exe or two tht either ended on good terms or just. horrendous, ppl they’ve distanced frm, ppl also frm up north, piercing customers, bt not tattoo customers bc im p sure they’d get fired if they were just tattoo’ing ppl willy nilly, etc.

#irvingintro #violence tw #(more of a brief mention)#bt still #jst reposting bc its been so long JFGDHFDSGSLFKG

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allsassnoclass · 3 years

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oh ho HO okay. alright alright okay. midnight memories, save rock & roll, fine line, and i want to know YOUR opinions on the newsies obcr as well. we can compare. xoxo bella

alrighty here we go!

Midnight Memories

so fun fact I don't think I've ever actually listened to this album full through before this. I'm a bit of a fake 1d fan when it comes to their earlier stuff but my opinions are no less valid

the first song from this album I heard: I feel like it's "Story of My Life"

do I own the album?: I do not!

my favorite song: maybe???? "Happily"?????? i'll be honest I don't think I've listened to this album enough to have a definitive favorite but "Happily" is in my top 5. oh wait "Right Now" maybe.

my least favorite song: "Midnight Memories" probably

a song I didn’t like at first, but now do: "Little Black Dress" it's not that i disliked it or anything it's always been a bit of banger but now that Louis performs it at his shows it makes me happy. however the fade out still is not valid

a song I used to like, but now don’t: I haven't listened to this album enough to have a song like that

my favorite lyric: "My heart, your heart sit tight like bookends"

overall rating out of 10: mmmm solid 7.5/10. got some bangers got some high points. not quite up to an 8 though

Save Rock and Roll

one of my FAVORITE albums!!!!!! ever!!!!!! this album fundamentally changed me as a person

the first song from this album I heard: "My Songs Know What You Did in the Dark (Light 'Em Up)" we performed it for junior high glee. Everyone was excited that Fall Out Boy was back and i absolutely did not understand the hype. I didn't even know who fob was until i looked them up and figured out they did thnks fr th mmrs. Did not listen to this album until two years later

do I own the album?: Yes! on cd and vinyl

my favorite song: "Alone Together" hands down by far. arguably my favorite song of all time. it is not dramatic to say that without this song my life would be drastically different sometimes little things have big impact in roundabout ways I have thought about this a lot I have mapped where my life would be if I hadn't found this song

my least favorite song: i mean. honestly? full honesty? i don't know. none of them. but "Death Valley" is on the lower end of the spectrum

a song I didn’t like at first, but now do: "My Songs Know What You Did in the Dark (Light 'Em Up)" it's not even that I particularly love it but my love for the band has grown so exponentially and as such my love for this song has come a long way from when I was in 8th grade

a song I used to like, but now don’t: I feel like I used to like "Just One Yesterday" more than I do now. It's a great song I still love it but now it's a normal amount instead of a bonkers amount

my favorite lyric: "I don't know where you're going but do you have room for one more troubled soul"

overall rating out of 10: 10/10 baby!!!!!

Fine Line

the first song from this album I heard: "Lights Up"

do I own the album?: I do! on CD

my favorite song: I think it's "Cherry". I hate the inclusion of the voicemail at the end tbh it completely takes me out of the song but everything else is my favorite

my least favorite song: "Lights Up" lol

a song I didn’t like at first, but now do: "Sunflower, Vol. 6" has grown on me a lot simply from exposure because I put it on my baked ziti playlist

a song I used to like, but now don’t: "Adore You" got played a bit too much around me

my favorite lyric: "I couldn't want you any more/Kiss in the kitchen like it's a dance floor"

overall rating out of 10: it's only a 6.5/10. Maybe even just a 6. I was kinda disappointed with it after loving hs1 so much but this one was a very different vibe and felt a lot more overproduced and superficial. I've only listened to it full through maybe 3 times since it came out, which tells you how much i vibed with it since i typically listen to albums when i listen to music

Newsies Original Broadway Cast Recording

the first song from this album I heard: oooooo great question. I feel like it was "Seize the Day" probably

do I own the album?: yep I have it on CD

my favorite song: I would say "Once and For All" because it does make me cry sometimes. you know the part.

my least favorite song: eh "The Bottom Line" is nothing to write home about

a song I didn’t like at first, but now do: "Watch What Happens" has grown on me a lot since the beginning!!! possibly because it's exactly in my range to sing along to

a song I used to like, but now don’t: "Something to Believe In" used to be my favorite but now it is only one of my favorites

my favorite lyric: "We was never meant to meet/and then we meet, who knows why/one more stranger on the street/just something sweet passing by"

overall rating out of 10: 8/10. so here's the thing. they have some lyric/musical changes from the movie that I vehemently disagree with. if they hadn't gone from "I need space not just air" to "I need space and fresh air" or if they had kept all of the harmonies in "Carrying the Banner" or if they had ensured that Race said "A permanent box at Sheepshead races" since THAT'S WHERE HIS NAME COMES FROM AND MAKES SENSE WITH HIS CHARACTER then it'd be a 9. But they didn't do that. they had to go and mess up a good thing. so it's an 8 instead. wait you know what it's a 7.5 because "Letter from the Refuge" isn't on it.

#ask #bella #this was a fascinating collection of albums #thank you for asking bella

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gayspock · 3 years

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obligatory tng update:

1. unfortunately still going slow. im not sure if its wholly bc of my irl shite getting in the way (very likely) but despite the episodes being GOOD now, like fully good, i still dont feel the same draw as i did with tos which is :(. but the eps ARE getting GOOD!!! like babey thnk u mwah. there’s been some bangers in a row ya kno

2. ok minor minor minor. idk im so... neutral abt troi/riker as an item right now!! i htink i could warm up but its also like. thus far theyve just... like i feel like theyve not given any actual moments between them. do yoou know what i mean, girlie. like i swear i rarely ever see them interact and i genuinely thought it was gonna be, like, a thing they brought up in the pilot then literally just FORGET abt bc like... theyve just literally been all tell and no show. like theyre like “oh they were a thing and theres still sth there” but then havent rlly... like they havent actually done tht much together? do u kno wht it means? like its just like the show has told us they have chemistry without really letting them demonstrate... anyways. and idk i dont have a PROBLEM with that, actually. like im fine with that, bc its been super unobtrusive ya kno- and what i actually wanted to say is that!!! im rlly GOOD with it in a way.

like im neutral on them as a Couple and whatnot (also in part bc i do LIKE riker&troi, i do, but im not obsessed with them yet) but omg idk... its like i said its been pretty unobtrusive does tht make sense. usually tht shit is crammed down ur throat in some manner, like- even if its just in terms of jealousy or whatveer but... on MULTIPLE occasions, it feels like, both troi and riker have like shown interest in the New Character of the Week. and i realised it with uhhhh the ep (runs to check) THE VENGEANCE FACTOR. bc its like him and troi were sat there eating together and the girlie of the week came over and she, like, got up and was like :3 i’ll leave you to it- AND I DONT KNOW? I KNOW THIS IS LIKE. BARE MINIMUM BUT ITS JSUT... REALLY NICE TO SEE CHARACTERS WHO ARE, LIKE, OPENLY KINDA INTERESTED IN EACH OTHER BUT ARENT, LIKE, A THING-THING AND YET THEY WONT BE LIKE. RANCID IF THE OTHER PERSON IS SHOWING INTEREST IN OTHER PPL. DOES THT MAKE SENSE. like theyre chill and calm and like i said. i do think i could warm up to them if i got to see more of them.... I FEEL SO WEIRD im stillnot sure how i feel abt EITHER of them and im unsure why . i really am. like i feel like ah i like you guyss! but thts abt it. i think i still need to see more. anyways

3. also bc it comes up sometimes similar talk i think i wanna talk about Wesley . get him off my chest. i dont hate wesley. im the epitome of neutral on wesley as well. but like if you took s1 wesley and put him into s3 i’d be in a fucking rage. like i think the thing is, s1 wesley fucking sucks but also its like... in general all the writing in s1 was fuckign bad and frankly he just ended up turning out very annoying becuase of it but ultimately . do u kno wht i mean. like its just s1 antics. wesley, now, in s3 is still not like a big fave but bc the writing is better i’m like okay! youre here! BUT if they wrote an ep with him in the same way they used him in s1 THEN i’d be mad. anyways.

4. I HAD MORE THOUGHTS BUT THIS ISNT EVEN TNG I WENT TO LOOK UP STAR TREK EPISODES AND FOR SOME REASON I WA SLOOKING AT RELEASE DATES AND I WAS LIKE OH OH OH AND THEN I ENDED UP LOOKING AT TOS AND REQUIEUM FO METHUSUSAL I CANT SPELL IM SO SORRY BUT THAT EP WAS RELEASED ON VALENTINES DAY AND IM THINKING ABOUT SPOCK AND THAT MEMORY WIPE HAPPY VALENTINS DAY GIRLS JESUS WHERE WAS I

5. god i love data and geordi so much though i feel bad but i jsut... OKAY MAYBE THATS IT. WITH TROI AND RIKER. I FEEL BAD LIKE I DONT HATE THEM IM JUST MORESO NEUTRAL BC I JSUT... I JUST WANT TO SEE DATA, GEORDI AND WORF SOOOO MUCH AHHHHHHH LIKE GIVE ME YM LEGENDS. NONSTOP.

#egg.txt #star trek liveblog #anyways

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stevesharrlngtons · 5 years

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28 with Steve? :) 💛💛

you’re still mad.

(thank you to the amazing @harringtonhq for helping me when i was stuck! (: )

you love him. you love him. you love him.

you chant to try and cool your boiling nerves. you love steve harrington, you really do, but sometimes he could be so stupid, you wanted to scream (and often did).

so much about him was endearing, there was so much about him to love. he had a kind heart, a great capacity for love, always wanted the best for others, was eager to learn, had a wonderful sense of humor, the list when on. but, everyone has their flaws, and steve was definitely was not exempt.

he was stubborn, vain at times. he gave horrible advice and could often be too proud for his own good.

somehow along the way of dating steve, you had been roped in to hanging out with a group of thirteen year olds. at first, you would just sit quietly next to steve as he talked to them, praying for it to be over soon. you weren’t necessarily jumping up and down to hang out with children in your limited free time. though as time went on, and you got to know each kid better, you started to like the time spent with them. you now enjoyed all the kids that your boyfriend was friends with, which can still be an uncomfortable sentence to say. you generally got along with all of them, but with max and el, you were bonded to them in a much deeper way. they were floundering for any positive female energy by the time you showed up, and you happily took them under your wing.

so, when steve was off with the boys, you migrated towards the girls. you enjoyed them deeply as friends, but you also enjoyed feeling looked up too. you relished in your new role as the cool older girl in their eyes. you loved that they trusted you, that they would come to you with questions and concerns about the world, and would take your advice seriously.

you had developed a strong protective instinct with the girls over the past year, and that was why you had sped over to max’s house as soon as you received a hysterical call from el. when you arrived you fled your car and went to knock loudly on the hargrove’s door. to your dismay, billy answered it with a smarmy grin.

“finally ready to give in to what we both want, (y/l/n)?” he leaned his bare shoulder against the doorframe.

“ugh, in your dreams, hargrove.” you gagged, and pushed past him into the house.

“every night princess! lemme know when you’re gonna allow me to make all yours come true!” he called after you.

you rolled your eyes, and thankfully got to max’s bedroom before he could say anything else.

“your brother is so gross.” you scowled as you entered.

“i know.” and your head snapped up to where max and el were sitting on her duvet.

max’s face was flushed pink, her eyes were glossy and her cheeks painted with tears. el had a comforting arm around her.

you went into immediate lioness mode, “what happened? who hurt you?”

you rushed forward and pried max from el and into your arms.

“lucas.” el stated simply.

“my god, what did he do? i’ll kill him!” you pythoned the redhead closer.

“he was being so rude. so rude and just ignoring everything i said. and, and he was just so…”

“rude.” el chimed in.

“yes! god!” max wailed into your t-shirt.

“what exactly happened, honey?” you murmured, stroking her hair calmly.

“I was just trying to talk to him, to have a conversation! but nothing, and i really needed to talk to him about all this stuff with neil and my mom and i got nothing. when i pointed out that he was being an ass he told me to stop being so crazy.”

“he what?” you gasped, still trying to console her.

“yeah, so then i told him that he was a dick and that we were over.”

“again.” el said, mostly in observation. she wasn’t wrong, lucas and max broke up all the time.

“i just can’t believe him!” max sobbed.

“it’s like he just didn’t care.”

and then it clicked.

didn’t care.

“son of a bitch!” your tone had changed so drastically from sweet and reassuring to anger and frustration, it caused both girls to jump.

“what, what is it?” max pulled away to look up at you.

“do you know where he is now?”

“at the mall. he, dustin and mike are gonna sneak into stupid top gun again.” max wiped at her eyes with the back of her hand.

“perfect, let’s go. get your shit.” you released max and started towards the door.

“what are you gonna do?” el asked, scrambling off the bed with max as they searched for their shoes and jackets.

“i’m gonna rip my boyfriend a new one for giving that dumbass advice to her boyfriend.”

“wait steve told him to do that?” max questioned as she followed you.

you lead the girls to your car, and whipped out the hargrove driveway and toward the mall, grinding your teeth. chanting away in your head to remind yourself to not follow max’s lead when you saw steve.

meanwhile, el and max were beside themselves with excitement. they loved you for so many reasons. you were smart, intelligent, compassionate and always ready and willing to stand up for yourself and others. you were a badass. a badass who lent them your copy of the feminine mystique and preached the gospel of angela davis. they just thought you were cool.

when you all arrived at starcount, you were a woman on a mission. you knew that you were probably overreacting, but if you let your boyfriend continue to think for one more minute that ignoring women and what they have to say will someone get them to desire you more, you’d be failing yourself.

so, you with your two little ducklings in tow marched toward scoops ahoy, where luckily, dustin and lucas already were waiting. no doubt your boyfriend was nearby.

“hey, tweedle dee and tweedle dumbass, where’s the ring leader?” you jeered when you entered scoops.

“oh, so you’re still mad…” lucas spoke first, glancing back to max whose face soured.

he knew that if you were showing up this mad looking for steve, there was no doubt max tattled to you.

before you could respond, the man himself stepped out from the backroom.

“hey baby, wasn’t expecting you.” steve smiled affectionately at you, not processing your anger.

“you!” you moved and pointed an accusatory finger toward him.

“me?”

“yes, you! god, dammit steve! what exactly did you tell lucas?”

you watched steve go through a facial journey. of being confused by your anger, to looking at max looming behind you, to lucas, back to max then back to you, and finally understanding.

“nothing. i said nothing.” he shook his head.

“nothing? huh, really? so, you didn’t give any advice that might simmer down to being a dickbag to a girl to make her like you more?” you hissed.

“he actually said-”

“lucas! shut up!”

“too late, he just sold you out, harrington. now, what did you say?”

steve looked to both boys for support, but they averted their gazes.

“i didn’t say anything! why would i say anything like that? he clearly thought of that himself.”

“excuse me?” lucas chimed in.

“wanna play dirty? fine, let’s do this,” lucas turned to you, “steve told me and i quote, “you gotta act like you could take it or leave it. that if you didn’t talk to her today it wouldn’t matter.” end quote.”

your eyes widened and you turned back to your boyfriend for now, “are you crazy! who gives advice like that? to a child no less?”

“hey, i’m fourteen!”

“eh, eh, eh, i don’t care.” you said impatiently back at lucas.

“i just… look, ok, it works! how do you think i got you? who is the best thing that’s ever happened to me, by the way. have i mentioned that lately?” steve batted his eyes at you.

“how you got me? seriously? i only started liking you after you cut out all that pompous dick behavior! but y’know that? maybe i acted to soon, maybe i was wrong.” you crossed your arms over your chest.

“(y/n/n), come on, ok, listen! it’s just standard advice, my dad gave it to me and i’m sure his did to him. i’m only passing on the legacy.” steve tried to explain.

“the first problem for all of us, men and women, is not to learn, but to unlearn, gloria steinem.” max chimed in, causing everyone to look back to her.

“see! that!” you gestured to her.

“baby-”

“do not baby me, steve harrington.”

“sweetheart-”

“you don’t actually believe that works, do you?”

steve made an unsure sound, and racked a hand through his hair.

“i cannot believe you! if you ever give that advice to anyone again, impressionable child or not- i swear on my life i will lose my mind.” you clenched your fists.

“this isn’t you losing your mind?” lucas asked.

“not the time, not the time. abort, abort.” dustin said under his breath to his friend.

lucas immediately clammed up and looked away from you.

“forget about coming over tonight, harrington.” you sneeded, and turned on your heel to leave.

max and el looked between each other with huge grins, then followed after you, rife with giggles and praise.

“oh man, you’re so fucked.” dustin chuckled with a shake of his head.

“nah, nah. this is fine, this is cool. it’s all good. it’ll be fine.” steve muttered, placing his hands on his hips as he watched your figure become smaller in the distance.

“go after her.” dustin advised.

“what? no, we’re…”

“go after her.” he reiterated, and steve was already fleeing his post behind the counter to run after you.

“baby, i’m sorry! i’m an idiot, what’s new? i love you!” both boys watched steve catch up with you and start to apologize. he placed on hand on your cheek, and seemed to pouring on the amends thick.

“he was kinda right?” lucas mused.

“excuse me?” dustin asked aghast.

“i mean she just left like she could care less and steve was tripping over himself to follow her.” he shrugged.

“if you let (y/n) hear you say that, i won’t stop her from kicking your ass.” dustin snorted.

“she couldn’t-” dustin gave lucas a pointed looked, “ok fine, yeah she could.”

feedback is greatly appreciated pls & thnk u!

#steve harrington x reader #steve harrington x you #steve harrington imagine #steve harrington imagines #stranger things imagine #steve harrington fanfiction

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axclfms · 4 years

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hllo demons n space cowboys !! i’m sage comin 2 u live frm the est tz with a v red dash icon tht i can’t be bothered to change atm . anyways , shimmies shoulders im v v excited to be here with my child axel so let me just diiiiive right into her ! pls hit me up or spank tht lil heart if you’d like to plot and i’ll come runnin.

「charlotte d’alessio & cisfemale」⇾ medici , axel, the junior radcliffe student’s records show that she is a scorpio and 20 years old. she is studying fine arts & photography, living in noland and can be passionate, magnetic, heedless & addictive. when i see her i am reminded of catfishing passport photos, shoplifting out of pure boredom & empty film canisters used as pill holders . ⇽

alrite first things first HERE is her pinterest , feel free to skip all the junk below & just vibe check her

BACKGROUND

born & raised in southlake, tx to oliver & pearl medici

they were high school sweethearts who were voted most likely to get married and have a dozen kids running around

they stopped at 2 bc they just .. their kids were a handful . . . but axel will tell you they stopped after her bc they hit perfection :~)

the medici’s come from a long line of politicians & are all associated with the political world in one form or another

her father dreamt of becoming president & honestly was beginning to climb his way there

started off by getting elected as mayor & then from mayor went onto join the state’s senate & was working on his campaign for governor of tx

axel & her older brother adored their father & played their part , knowing that even the smallest mistake cld wreck their dad’s way to the top... even if it didn’t matter now, if he were to run his presidential campaign they would surely be digging for anything to take him down . aside frm some partying & drinking , they never did anything too too wild

her brother ended up going to yale for college, not wanting to be too far from him but wanting a break from her parents & texas , axel applied to radcliffe bc she knew the ivy life wasn’t for her

and something about radcliffe’s history drew her in

last year right before midterms , axel got a phone call tht turned her world upside down . her dad had gotten into a car accident. after getting rushed to the ER, he ended up dying from complications in surgery. he was in the early stages of his campaign for governor & was on his way to meet his team.

it was ruled as an accident & that seemed to be that on that. & everyone went ahead and moved on with their lives

axel still wants to believe that there was foul play in her father’s death mainly bc she wants to blame someone

frm her eyes her mom n brother have healed without any trouble. her brother had gone back to school, graduated from yale and jetted off to south africa with his new gf where they were working for a non profit . her mom had started dating someone new within six months.

PERSONALITY

the whole thing has taken an impact on her n she’s just ... a lot more darker or wilder nw. think bradley martin frm bates motel or marissa cooper frm the oc

was probably head of social committee and heavily involved in the school. was also a cheerleader but went to practice high as balls one too many times , and eventually got kicked off the team.

lost a bet & graffiti’d the school building , got ratted out and spent a month of her summer doing community service and picking up trash.

if you knew her during freshman year and half of sophomore year , she is probably a completely different person nw.

pops xanax like they’re vitamins , is constantly day drunk , always has a flask hidden in a designer purse. has low key developed a little bit of a coke habit

rly good at putting on a facade of perfection when she needs to but truly feels like she has nothing left to lose so she says whatever pops into her mind, likes to stir up trouble when she’s bored n has rly just turned into a firecracker n is jus kinda.. ruthless nw

wld hit on someone’s dad out of pure boredom

uses sex as an outlet to feel in control, to feel good , to feel wanted

only thing that she’s still passionate about is art and photography .

photography inspo is probably sarahbahbah , where she likes to shoot things in series with a film vibe to it.

catch her walking around with hints of paint on her hands , not sleeping bc she’s trying to perfect her latest piece

always sketching or doodling , probably has a film camera slung around her neck or dangling frm her wrist

human embodiment of the cherry & wilted rose emoji

big on skin care and doing face masks and only says ‘self love’ ironically. usually after she spins herself into chaos

big aesthetic would b phoebe tonkin lookin sad and depressed at the farmer’s market carrying around flowers

ok that is all i got .... ty for prowling thru this if u did. also she is a fairly new muse of mine so if ... she ends up changing once she hits the dash MIND UR BUSINESS alskslks jkkk

WANTED CONNECTIONS

we love angst & fictional toxicity over here! hit me w any & all of ur toxic wcs

a good influence for her

someone who she used to be bff’s with but shut them out when everything went down and now it’s just ... awkward between them

someone who she didn’t get along with before but now they’re pals

unlikely friends!

a ride or die friendship

a confidant .. hit me with those 12 am late night heart to hearts with no filter NO CAP!

someone who ratted her out for vandalizing

hook ups wld be fun ! tinder matches, one night stands etc.

someone who axel just completely fucked over in some way (romantic or platonic)

truly anything i am dwn for ! thnk u and good night

#ruhqintro #ok.. srry this is truly a mess #feel free to skip this n im me and ill give u the spark notes version #tw: death #tw: drug use

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