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new questionnaire photos <3
#good morning!!! woke up and started editing these right away bc i'm in the hospital with oc plague unforch 😔</3#i just updated the old questionnaires with these actually ‼️#i want to make individual photos for the old ones too with all the bells and whistles but for now these will be the placeholders!#river dipping#theodore doe#matthias evanoff#echthroi#ts4#ts4 edit#simblr#also yeah finally took off the slutty turtleneck only to replace it with a slutty mock neck instead. had to get rid of the label tho#matthias hates branded lettering or imagery on clothes... you would never find this man wearing a graphic t-shirt i think he'd rather die#he's SOOOO snobby lmao#these are from when i was fixing their sims and saving a proper version of their household the other day#i’m still cleaning out my library of trays and getting their outfits in order!#but i’m so close to being ready to rip their sims for poses 🧎#i have so many pose ideas now!! but i think i should probably start working on their homes first#just so i have layouts and everything in mind while making poses#i think theo’s apartment and matthias’s chateau are the ones to work on…#theo’s apartment should be the easiest bc it’s the smallest#but. knowing me… even an apartment is going to take me weeks to make#i really want to start though.#i think of theo’s bedroom in his apartment all the time like in my head it's really cluttered with all these little trinkets#these things theo's picked up over the last three years since he's been living on his own#and it's all dark browns and greens... stained glass... beautiful tiles... ugh#his apartment is so gorgeous in my head!!! trust me!!!#...also by new questionnaire photos i do mean i'm writing a new one lmao jnhkjf not that these are new pics for the old ones—tho they are!#i'm glad to actually be writing abt mattodore again bc the last month or so i was like. controlled by the urge to make edits#like!! enough visuals!! let's write!!!
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never have i been so entirely exhausted from sitting in front of a laptop in a dark room for three hours gay! and so full of delight and happiness! like wow! i have not felt this good in ages!! and its a good kind of tired! i feel like im glowing!
but shit, the update is more than i could've dreamed of. like i said - three straight hours of combing, and i probably still missed a thing or two! i'm even saving the storytime audio to enjoy in the morning, i haven't listened to it yet!
i already have so many thoughts and emotions but i'm... so wiped out oh my god lmao. so much new stuff at once! i need to sleep on it all! and in the morning i will be more than happy to reply, interact, answer asks on this subject, share my actual thoughts - i just need to take the rest of the night to Process and rest, yk yk
and i know i "missed" some links on my liveblog! i know i know! i didn't add every single thing i found - like most of the Wally audios - because i'll be compiling them all into a labeled post tomorrow! when i wake up! i'm already looking forward to it <3 i'm confident i personally found all of them, though! i was Thorough! i went through everything at least twice, i tabbed through, i clicked on Everything...
but yes i hope you all are having a wonderful Update Day/Evening/Morning/Afternoon As The Case May Be. this is truly a delight and again, more than i could've dreamed of. i'd forgotten what it's like to be so wholly excited and delighted by something! it's been so long since i've felt this kind of genuine joy and whimsy! usually im white-knuckling my optimism and happiness but tonight it was all authentic 100% non-forced From The Soul!
#a very exciting day of Not Much Happening and then Everything At Once#the constant (joyous) stress over the update and then the intense euphoria of experiencing it....#very very exhausted i have no energy left in me for literally anything#a sleep will fix that though#and ill be back to Chatter and Ramble#absolutely unprompted#scribble salad#i cant believe we're only at the very beginning... there is already So Much!#so much good stuff! incredible stuff! monumental work! i literally cant fathom that this is the Tip of the iceberg! what the fuck!#but thats something to swoon over another day#we have the update!#a plethora of audio clips and new information to chew on!#but yes yes i will make a tumblr post with all of the links#in order! labeled! for your convenience and viewing and reblogging pleasure!#and a different post with my personal thoughts and emotions! i have many!#alright yes stepping away from the laptop now#water. teeth. cats. sleep. yes. totally going to do that.#i already know im gonna lay down get cozy and then my eyes are gonna Fly Open. Wide Awake#perhaps i should take some melatonin lol#i want to be able to wake up in a timely manner Well Rested and ready to compile!!!#a melatonin night it is!#but yes i hope you all are having fun!!!#feel free to shoot me asks and such! i am more than happy to Respond and Discuss!#i will be making my main posts / sharing my thoughts before answering anything tho lol i will say that now#that way i can say my piece#and then if i get any asks about something ive already covered i can just Link the Post!#for ease of all of us <3#but yes goodnight!!!#i cant wait to scribble and talk and AGH!!!#to clown and everyone working on welcome home you guys are the fucking most and its just. its everything
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| kei | 30s | she/her | introverted mess | self-taught hobby artist |
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drawing tablet: Huion Kamvas Pro 24
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#masterpost#look i made a masterpost#it's about time#i had to add tags to all my art 😭🥴#but now everything should be in order :)#yay#only took me two hours
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Asuka is a tragic figure, a figure of mystery, a wild card, all because the only thing she wants in life is peace and quiet for herself and to feel in control- yet her secret heritage that may be hidden from her for her own protection and the reality that life is unpredictable and will go on with or without you keep ruining that delusion, that vision of how the world is meant to work to her, and she suffers regardless of what she wants, what she does, and how little she understands anything
She was born into a family preaching peace and balance and order while being a creature of violence, and puts a dozen mental locks and excuses over this truth to justify giving into her impulse for fighting by pretending she's justice when she does it
She keeps trying to build a place of safety but she's using sand and life is a wave that destroys, yet she stubbornly persists rather than give up, not drowned to the point of self centered suicidal loathing like Jin- there's contrast, where Jin is cloaked in death Asuka stubbornly clings to life and humanity as a normal person in a terrifying world
She's not a fucking narrative clone for Jun's own purpose, Asuka's purpose must be determined by Asuka herself
#tekken#Jin is born of two worlds Jun walks between two worlds Asuka is at the crossroads of two worlds#Jin is broken by it Jun traded part of her humanity to reconcile it and now Asuka has to accept it yet persist- she is always persisting#that's her strength that no matter what she's always still herself#'For being so very Y o u' as Lili told her bc she sees it#she's an interesting character BECAUSE she's not Jun and she's not Jin and she's not aligned with them entirely#stop waiting for her to be something she's not#also i think it's GOOD she doesn't know everything or everyone in her family bc that builds mystery and suspense#it gives everything a tension in the background for when the normalcy charade will be broken by the bigger family drama catching up w her#what's happening to the Mishimas should be something no one is dragged into yet the one family member who's the least connected#is going to run out of time at some point and get hit by that trauma anyway and she doesn't even Know it's coming for her eventually#isn't it fucked up. how everything catches up with you in the end#and you won't even understand it until it's too late ie. her involvement in T8 global war now#also a character that wants peace and order but actively pursues violence ensuring she will never truly have those things bc of her nature#AND she's already been traumatized by T5 Feng and T6 Jin that just makes her retreat to seeking comfort in detachment- in the familiar#which only prolongs her avoiding the world outside what she can control- and then Lili won't let her live in ignorance not to punish her#but bc she wants to help her bc the Mishimas have already put their claws in Lili- they won't catch Asuka off guard#what is it with people sanitizing the messiness and humanity characters represent in favor of 'If they just acted logically the way I want#then they'd solve the entire story 1 2 3 and we'll have everything wrapped up easy' THAT'S NOT A STORY THAT'S A MATH EQUATION#FEEL SOMETHING INSTEAD OF ALWAYS NEEDING TO SOUND SMART AND HAVE PERFECT ANSWERS YOU STUPID FUCKS#IN TRYING TO MAKE EVERYTHING HAVE A PERFECT SOLUTION YOU'VE LOST SIGHT OF WHAT'S IN THE TEXT#AND ALSO ASUKA BEING VIOLENT BUT STILL CARING ABOUT PEOPLE AND DOING GOOD DESPITE IT#and AsuLili is about two similar people who've been traumatized finding safety in each other once they put down the trauma responses#this is all in line with T8's tagline of Face Your Fate btw this is literally what was always coming finding you & you face it
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Another omori pixel doodle while I procrastinate
#ok you know i'm like so out of it i accidentally post the same doodle with a new one#omori#omori fanart#omori hero#see you tomorrow#this was also spawned by tsuki XD#tho i honestly felt like i needed more hero art in my life so i was more than happy to do that#but ye i'm kinda curious what songs do people associate with hero?#for me it's see you tomorrow; the sunset bgm#since that's when we get to see hero and i just feel it fits him#that also makes me think the morning/daytime bgm is for kel#i guess you can say hangin out with the boys is for hero but i think that's more for the brothers instead of just one of them#and now for a bit of a ramble because the second image is sad#i've been a bit iffy lately since it just seems easier to just draw in pixels#and i'm just a little afraid of people (and myself) thinking that i should just do this#just a bit a fear everytime i majorly shift in styles#jack of all trades master of none#it's been happening as i keep one upping myself on my own project#but i guess that's to be expected with the order i'm doing everything#my art#pixel art
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how to bring up to your dungeon master that your character might be better if she got railed
#when you're also the person in the group who's usually least interested in doing a sex scene#listen i'm not saying sex will fix everything#but my formerly-oath-of-devotion paladin who has lived in a constant miasma of anxiety and is a highly pressurized bottle of emotions#is finally letting herself make (frankly bad) choices and letting her rage out and went oathbreaker and is trying to enter her bad bitch er#this is the ariadne who fucks and she should get to fuck one time 😂#i keep thinking about this guy back in the city where her order's main temple is#who took over the thieves' guild because the temple wasn't helping the city and he was taking matters into his own hands#and god he's been stuck in her craw because like#you're saying the thing i've devoted my life to is shit#and i'm not sure you're wrong but i can't say that#and i hate that#and i hate you#and you're doing more for the city than my entire order is#and i hate that too and i hate you so much and why do i want to make out with you a little bit#god if we run into him again later in the game now that ariadne's not quite as tied up in her order shit might get weird#also: my notes from the session where we met him read “idk who this dude is but i'm gonna fuckin kill him”
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nothing makes me want to do terrorism more than being mildly inconvenienced by a corporation
#I ordered some stuff from hot topic for Christmas and it just like never actually shipped. like I got an email saying it did but#the website said it hadn't even processed. so I sent an email about it and the guy was like yeah it's lost so I'll cancel it and we can#resend the items. you're going to get an email saying it's been picked up tho. so I replied to email with my address like they asked and I#just got a response from a different person that says 'it looks like our records indicate you picked this order up so it should be good'#UM NO??? i was like idk if you can read the whole email chain so heres a screenshot#im genuinely fucking upset because the sweater i got is out of stock now so theyre not going to be able to send it#and it was very on sale so i dont even want the like $10 back i have wanted this fucking sweater for months#currently at that point where its like everything in my life that could possibly go wrong has or will i guess#ao i should just stop expecting anything at all to even slightly go my way#fuck
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being super normal about White calling Billy "a dreamer"after the events of Maybe No Go
#truly alarming amount of tags on this post don't click read more fr#the venture bros#pete white#bily quizboy#billy whalen#idk man the way they balance each other is really interesting#the things they agree on and disagree on are almost arbitrary#'you can't put mouthwash in a cookie' 'trust me' vs 'we should spend 10 mil on a motorcycle instead of housing' 'that's such a cool idea'#billy trying to pep white up about the ball#'this was your dream too' like come on dude when have pete's dreams ever worked out#when have yours#'what are we gonna do now billy?' 'we'll cross that bridge when we come to it'#baby the bridge has never been more present#ALSO white calling billy the dreamer when HE'S the one who pushes so hard for things#billy has dreams that might not be realistic but they give him hope and he works around the way the world works to make things happen#like being a self-taught surgeon and believing in a magic ball#pete has dreams IN SPITE of what is realistic and he will mold reality to be what he wants in order to make it happen#like fixing the quizshow and pretty much everything that happened in invisible hand of fate#and they both have disabilities that affect them in vastly different ways and impact their relationship with realistic goals#like billy's hydrocephalus being presented to the audience as mostly a social issue for him and the hand and eye being marks of trauma#rather than like an actual block for him beyond needing to tune the hand up every now and then#vs white's albinism making him physically unable to be in direct sunlight and making him actively fearful of doing certain things and#being certain places#to be clear i know the actual effects of hydrocephalus as well as the hand and eye but this is based on how the show presents it#like billy took these things about himself into account and went ok these are part of my reality and i will work with them#and pete took his reality and went ok i will cover it up with fake tan and wigs or sunscreen and hats and make reality what i want it to be#and that's what makes them a good team!! that's why they science together well#it's also why they argue so much#accepting reality and playing within its constraints vs hating reality and changing it to suit you#these are the hallmarks of scientific progress
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care to share your updated Aki collection? Would love to see the new wall grid especially now that there's more Aki keychains!
To more Aki purchases ahead <33
yes, of course!!!!
pls ignore the messiness in the aki shrine... I am going to be reorganizing everything as soon as I have the time... I'll post some more pics and closeups whenever I do that.... this is temporary setup
#I'm going to buy some little riser things for the shrine#so I can better display some of the little items and stands#and then when I have a day off I'll take everything down and fully reorganize#but I'm working the rest of this week so that won't be for a while lol#too many akis not enough space!!!#and these two I got today are literally so big they take up so much space 😭😭😭#BUNCH OF FATTIES#but.... I've got another plushie on the way#and I'm going to order the new aki prize plush that comes out tomorrow as soon as I find a good listing#so I'll hold back on reorganizing until those arrive#then I'll make room for everything#being the parent of so many topknot sons is hard work........#ask mags#aki <3#thank you for caring anon. I kiss you#should I link my my figure collection page somewhere? you can keep track of my collection there#me just now noticing I left my 3ds in the pic cause I'm trying to get my mii to have babies with the aki mii I created
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everyday i wake up and have to start a new boss challenge called dealing with my mother
#not a single speck of consideration for whether or not i'm busy or tired or sleeping#she doesn't even TRY. the text is too small? ok i'll make it bigger. but wait now she's lazy to read. doesn't even want to try to understan#we had this whole thing yesterday where she was raising her voice at me bc she didn't get that#basically free shipping if products r over $500. our Total (incl. delivery) was $488 and she wanted to add on but i told her no... delivery#is $70. and she wasnt getting me so she was raising her voice like holy shittt not everything has to result in you yelling!!!!#you wake me up when i'm sleeping just to help you. you disturb me when i'm studying omggg girl please....#i remember her [ why does it say– what transaction? i didn't make any transaction ] the text was literally-#[ no current transaction history ] smth like that like MOTHER???????????? and i think she's been telling my sister i'm complaining abt it#should i die. 1 like i'll do it#power outage started so i'm going to stay in my room and nap until lunch fml#but i have to go out and help my mom with an app thing first bc ofc#she admits shes just not bothered to READ. when it comes to emails or ordering food or anything like ohvm mymgodog#and shes so short tempered fuckkk ?!?#AH. EDIT BC I REMEMBERED. when she got an email today.. her application was rejected#for smth smth. anyways it told her she could login to the website using her birth info. (e.g 1870....) and she was like#u typed something wrong bc why does it say 1870... LIKE MOTHER ITS AN EXAMPELREFKWKSABHAHHHHH#THE EXAMPLE DIDNT EVEN HAVE HER NAME?!?£#💭#cw rant#negative
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remember there was a time when i said i wouldn't know how to quit tumblr
( there's a small rant going on in the tags but the point is i miss it here ok and i hope everyone's having a splendid day / week / month and your favourite treat is on sale bc you deserve it )
#// i would like to thank my parents and teachers and everyone who convinced me to be a doctor#// i now have raging depriety and gastritis and there are firecrackers in my knees everytime i even slightly bend them#// i also cry when people are nice to me bc i'm used to being treated like i'm a dumbass b*tch#// and people refuse to teach you how to handle things so that when there are urgent situations they can take time to insult you#// instead of idk give instructions/orders what to do to be useful#// like if you really wanted to do everything yourself just shut up and do it it's quicker that way#// ' what are you doing ' idk waiting for you to send the link to access your brain and download the information we should magically know#// also bc i already have a diagnosis it's more tricky to ask for a leave for some reason#// bc apparently it'll easily become ' proof ' that i'm not fit for the job after all and 7 years of hard work and money will go to waste#// and i haven't even gotten my first paycheck#// so of course it would be better to wait my turn for 2.5 hours at the ED with a ' less severe ' diagnosis for the day#// like oh no my tummy hurts so much for some reason today but it's totally not bc of anxiety pfft what's an anxiety
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there's so much manga i have to read it's unreal 😭
#for physicals i have 13 volumes of yona of the dawn. all of the rose of versailles. the first volume of the illustrated guide to monster#girls. and i need to reread tbhk or at least the first volume bc i told one of my kids at work that i'd let him read it while he's at the#program and i need to brush up on it bc it's been over a year.#and then for manga i don't have physicals of. i desperately need to reread and then catch up on kuro. considering everything the fact that#don't own the full series is a miracle probably prompted by how much my parents hated it up until the last few months when they suddenly#chilled tf out. i should get caught up on yuri is my job and finish killer in love. also i've sat down to read cocoon intertwined like 24#times and gotten distracted and didn't every single one. i've been meaning to reread ohshc and pick up kamisama kiss. fruits basket.#vampire knight. nana. the apothecary diaries and chainsaw man. and i should give goodnight punpun a proper read too#then there's all of clamp's works in release order bc i have two volumes of tsubasa but haven't touched them bc i need to go in#release order or i'll die. and now that i think about it i'm really behind on oshi no ko#+ i have a full google doc of manga i need to get too and this is just what i can think of off the top of my head so god knows#what else is in there#romeo.txt
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So I rearranged my bookshelf a bit for fitting trigun on my shelf...
Top shelf is still my persona shelf. It's way too established to change that. But I moved my assorted other fav manga volumes to the bottom shelf, leaving room for This...
It didn't Quite fit all the way, but it's close enough. This shelf is composed of my three top favorite mangas of all time, which are Also the only 3 series that I own in totality. Specifically bc theyre my favorites & I care enough about them to want to own them all lol
It's... really really nice to see them all in one place like this.
And of course. The trigun ❤️ completely worth the money I spent on them.
#speculation nation#this is nowhere Near the full number of manga and books i own btw#i have. boxes and boxes just sitting in the closet.#but this is my only functional bookshelf. im a little limited.#so i only have the Favs here. at least for manga.#sometime i should go thru all my manga. ive forgotten how much i actually own.#maybe someday i can get some more bookshelves... ive been thinking about it.#for now. this will do.#it makes me so ridiculously happy to see trigun on the shelf. even with it being a bootleg print.#it's honestly pretty great quality for a bootleg. only printing problems i saw were a few of the internal covers were a bit out of order#everything in the volumes themselves were printed Wonderfully#of course dark horse translation so not perfect quality there. but ngl it's almost nostalgic to read that version for me.#that was my first trimax experience. & as much as i value what overhaul has been doing for us#a part of me will always be fond of dark horse's translation too.#and thus why i keep hold of my 'he is reason enough for me to fight' header. i enjoy it Very much.#man. i cant believe i got home 8 hours ago. and ive spent this whole time fucking around with my new manga#but ykno what it's good that it's bringing me so much joy#for how much i spent on it i damn Well better get some enjoyment out of it lmaoooo#but ive read thru them and i will almost Definitely be flipping thru them again in time#i enjoy physically holding manga. it lets me peruse so much more easily than trying to scroll and click thru pages#worth Every Penny........
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stressing out about my final presentation because I of course had to spend my time writing skk fanfic when I should have been working on my presentation
#haven‘t written anything in 8 years but I thought it‘s a good idea to pick up that hobby now in order to procrastinate#okay tbf I‘ve been researching more about Meiji era japan than actually writing but I guess that‘s a start#anyone got some pacing tips? I feel like I get stuck on extremely unimportant detail descriptions and then speed along the rest#sina’s rambling#I still have tomorrow to get stuff done but my presentation is the first one on Thursday and I just know that’s gonna kick my ass#and I also should be sleeping my sleep schedule is making everything 10 times worse
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i dont pay much attention to global listening stats on spotify cuz i just listen to shit i like but sometimes ill see smth and be like how tf do they have so many/few plays on this??? like my impression of how popular some artists are is so WILDLY disconnected from real life
#whenever someone mentions tame impala im like ah yes. the indie rock guy........ what do u mean currents is THAT popular??????#not that its undeserved it just confuses me so much#i feel like ik so many bands that are sonically rly similar.... so i just imagine him as another guy in a garage somewhere#like parcels are 10% as popular. and police car collective 1%. but in my head theyre all kind of the same i guess idk....?#does that make sense. alt j awesome wave + glass animals htbahb are other albums whose stats always surprises me#bc to me theyre the same as like. idk everything everything get 2 heaven but im out by a whole order of magnitude there lmfao..#ee are a super popular band to me tho. like for real who HASNT listened to them i swear ive heard their music play in stores before#tbh if anyone has more than 1 mil listeners on spotify i assume everyone in the world has listened to them at some point#anywayyyyy just random thoughts.. i should go do smth fun now cuz i finished my forms but idk what i even wanna do#ill go look at games on steam again i guess#.diaries
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why is learning how to buy and use power tools so fucking hard for no reason
#it shouldn't be!! it feels like it should be very easy!! AND YET#'for this kind of task and project you will need an angle grinder. angle grinder is the tool for grinding and cutting.'#'here is how to use an angle grinder for cutting'#oh okay rad :)#[orders an inexpensive but brand name and well reviewed angle grinder] [reads instructions] [it expressly forbids using it for cutting]#hey man what the fuck!! how could I possibly have avoided this!!#nowhere on the listing or the packaging or anywhere does it say 'THIS tool that in general is for cutting and grinding is NOT for cutting'#why is that even A THING what the FUCK#why is the cheaper and as far as I can tell worse everything one at harbor freight allowed to cut but not this one#this has been my experience CONSTANTLY it's so FRUSTRATING#I want to be a Tools Guy and a home DIYer but no one has ever shown me how to do it#and getting a foot in the door being self taught is so fucking weird and impenetrable for no fucking reason#anyway NOW I know to look up the manual before buying one. because sometimes The Tool For Cutting is not for cutting. fuck off#about me
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