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Normal take my hand we’re going to therapy
#dndads#dndads spoilers#normal we have walked similar roads I am putting you in therapy post canon you will get through this#while his relationship with sparrow may not improve I’d like to think he eventually finds peace with that. it’s hard but it can be done#I did like a speed run through the stages of grief lol I think I was mainly upset bc a part of me wishes I could reconcile with my parent#but that’s just not a reality that can be pursued after being so deeply hurt at least not without harming myself further#and I think that’s very similar to Normal’s scenario#I don’t think I’ll get too deep here lol but meh#I am content and now just vibing#god I can’t wait for the CoC mini series though give me sweet horrors
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"Stop saying Crowley won't help Aziraphale in S3 he'd go back to him in a HEARTBEAT and nothing would stop him" I get it no one likes the idea of Crowley being bitter after what happened for a long period of time but like can we at least acknowledge that he's currently going through probably the most emotional pain in his life since falling? Can we agree that he's opened his heart entirely - something you couldn't pay him to do unless the world is literally ending and he's desperate - to Aziraphale, and got shot down? Can we understand that he did it AGAIN only to lose Aziraphale again? Not that what Aziraphale did isn't without Crowley's own shortcomings (hiding the truth of Heaven's cruelty from him) but like,,,,
The appeal here isn't Scorned Crowley Doesn't Love Aziraphale Anymore, or Never Wants To Help Him Again, the appeal here is Crowley learning enough self respect to not just walk back right to Aziraphale like nothing happened after Aziraphale has had a pattern of consistently refusing him. Going years ping-ponging between "We're not friends I don't even know him" to "That's what friends are for right?" and "We're friends, why would you even say anything?" and "Friends? We're not friends. We are an angel and a demon!"
Like I get it, Crowley is a heartbreakingly forgiving person. Of course he's gonna forgive Aziraphale, I'll be surprised if he didn't forgive him by the time he walked out the bookshop door, but gdi he could at least grant himself the luxury of being at least a little irritated for longer than however long it takes to make a globe and some books float and angrily cry out to God in his flat. But due to the change of pace and dynamic that is establishing part of the conflict for Season 3, I just really like the idea of him for ONCE prioritizing himself and being like "Okay, fine. We'll get back at it when you're ready, then," instead of just taking Aziraphale back like his words and actions meant nothing to him, when clearly they have an effect on him.
What is Aziraphale going to learn if Crowley just accepts what he did so quickly, like he always has the entire time they've been friends? Idk maybe I'm just projecting too much darkness on their dynamic but I mean, if the pattern of Aziraphale pushing Crowley away/disrespecting him one day and then being fine with his friendship the next + Crowley never stopping to be like "Hey, that's not cool, at least give me a little credit" or smth was fine all along and will continue to be fine in the future, then why, after 6,000 years of being friends and loving this demon, can Aziraphale still not accept that Crowley is just fine the way he is, and instead got excited to promote him to an angel in a heartbeat once the opportunity presented itself? You can't blame all of it on Heaven when Aziraphale has demonstrated his free will/defiance to Heaven so many times. Or, I don't know, I guess maybe we can? Maybe I'm just craving too much angst to the point where I'm letting it cloud my analysis of canon. Idk.
#derpy speaks#good omens#good omens 2#no i dont think crowley is gonna ever hate aziraphale for what happened but he's allowed to be angry#he's allowed to be done with it all. he's allowed to be exhausted. just look at his face when he drives away.#meh. idk. but i dont know how i'll feel if crowley just INSTANTLY accepts aziraphale back in a situation involving#idk - ''hey help me stop the new apocalypse''#at least. without like. SOME pushback? it can even be something small like ''are you SURE you want ME to help you? do you really need me?''#doesnt have to be a straight refusal but i'd like SOME kind of action to show that crowley is putting his foot down for once#he deserves that self respect#do NOT reply saying that im insinuating that aziraphale is actively malicious or doing it on purpose.#everything he has done up until now is his own complicated response to all the trauma and guilt he's been through#but despite that crowley is STILL allowed to be upset... it's messy. i can write a whole paper about how this whole thing#is just unfortunate on both ends. again. we didnt get queerbaited we got communication baited 😭#but help me out here. am i just too fandom-brained to have these expectations from the story?#is there something obvious im missing that is making me sound like a complete asshole here? do i need to get my head out of the gutter?#someone please explain it to me if so because whatever it is‚ i can't find it#not queued
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out of curiosity are some colours more common than other, is it possible to rank them as most to least common?
By this question, do you mean in QLs? As color-coded characters? Who are in color-coded pairs?
Well, I'm not a data person. I work in the humanities, so we don't "do" numbers, but if I had to compile a list based solely on my consumption of QLs (Thailand who is the largest producer of QLs, Japan, Korea, Taiwan, Philippines, Vietnam, and even China) , yeah. I would state that some colors are more common than others.
So on that note, black is the most common color-coded character.
Black is normally paired with a "light" character in the forms of multicolored characters or white-colored characters, so I don't really rank "light" characters, but they would be next in line if they were one color.
But black is also paired with blue.
Which means blue is the second most common color-coded character.
Korea tends to pair blue with green. Japan normally pairs it with yellow/orange. However, Thailand mainly pairs it with red.
The next most common color-coded character is red, which is significantly fueled by Thailand.
Strangely, yellow/orange (usually used interchangeably) is the next most common color-coded character.
It's odd because previous to 2022, there were not that many, but they are popping up a lot more in the past two years, specifically in Thai media.
Which means green is now slightly behind yellow/orange since Thai media doesn't use it as much, and Japan and Korea haven't used it as much recently either.
Next is pink.
Which much like red, is basically because of Thailand.
Purple and brown get no love!
However, brown has strangely been used more than purple.
Which is why I have high hopes for Wandee Goodday since Wandee will be a purple color-coded main character.
So yeah. Nothing too formal, but based on my informal observations, this is how the colors would rank from most common to least common color-coded characters in the QLs I've watched.
Thanks for the ask.
#the colors mean things#ranking the colors#from most common to least common#color coded people in love#purple has been done wrong#let wandee right that error#brown is meh to me so it is what it is
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dess-ember day 7/31
#art#my art#digital art#deltarune#dess holiday#december holiday#deltarune dess#deltarune december#chibi#chibi art#i havent done chibi stuff in forver#forever#so this is kinda meh#but at least i got todays entry done!
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Born to be a freak about linguistics, forced to compete in a biology olympiad.
#i dont rlly like biology#i love a lot of subjects but biology managed to be the ones i feel meh about#yet it is biology that i have done the most olympiads for#the teachers keep deciding for me just bc i competed the years before and did sorta well#spoilers: i didn’t acrually do well- everyone else just did worse than me#at the very least i am going to the literature olympiad next year and i better be inthe top 10 istg
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wow today's been such a shite day for my mental health lmfaoooooooooooo!!!!!!
#health tag#didn't get any uni work done#but i will at least attend my online class#tbf i know it's partially because i didn't sleep until 6 am#i just. wasn't tired/falling asleep#also i haven't heard anything from any job i've applied to and i'm stressed#and the chemist fucked up delivering my meds but that's getting fixed soon#and i'm just. meh
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Ok i know chapter 2 isnt done yet which is why im asking, otherwise I wouldnt even mention it! I was wondering if later on there will be more flavor text when you save/don't save Clem from Duncan when you're romancing them? Like it was more "so Lea and the hunter had a chance" if u save Clem rather than the MC not wanting to see Clem get hurt
yes, you'll get a chance to talk to Clem about what happened and you can expect one-on-one scenes with all of the companions in the second half of the chapter.
as an explanation, it's important to remember the hunter has only known these people for about a day; while obviously they do very much like Clem and care for them (or Merry, or Noel) they're priority in this moment is going to be themselves and Lea as well as the Order. being surrounded and threatened along with the panic and the adrenaline the hunter is just operating on instinct, which is why the focus is very much more on Lea/the hunter than any of the companions - there is no romantic flavor text in the fight at all except for one section (actually with Clementine). and specifically for Clem, they also just don't really think Duncan is going to hurt them (at least not anymore than he already did). the hunter doesn't really know who Clem is, and while they are definitely suspicious, they still consider Clem to just be an innocent civilian - and depending on what you say, Merry will even tell you that Duncan is bluffing. whereas when it comes to Merry, both the hunter and Lea know he will kill her if they hand her over.
all that aside, once the moment passes and the hunter can cope and process the situation, you'll have a chance to decide what the hunter feels about what happened/how they feel about the choice they made, and again, you'll get to talk to Clementine and get different scenes with them depending on your choice and your relationship!
#i wish i could have done the full blackwater route for the update instead of splitting it#cus i knew ppl would feel a little meh about the lack of interaction with the companions#especially for clem cus they dont get a lot of screentime compared to the others in the first half#but alas#this next update should definitely come faster than this last one at least LOL#also i love remembering that the entire game has taken place over the course of like 3 days#the hunter's week from hell#ask#anonymous#tnp spoilers
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how did your finals go?
im done with the first paper which i guess could have gone better but it is what it is. ive got about four more written exams left and then there's the practicals [ no idea when that is ]
#that paper didn't go Bad at least i don't think. but it's meh at this point at least it's over and done with#asks
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i can’t decide which would be hotter: halbrand being just some middle earth dude (like we thought he might be pre-ep 8), or halbrand being sauron (which he is)
#rop#rop spoilers#halbrand#ramble.txt#i think i might be considering a fic grrrr where he is actually just halbrand some random middle earth dude#i really like him as sauron too and skdjfnkg he soldddd that reveal scene fuckkkk#but i also feel like we didn't get enough of halbrand from a fandom pov#if i wrote rop though i'd probably do what they did#esp with an 8-ep series#but if it was the old style of TV where you had filler eps and much more eps per series#well the reveal would've still been at the end of s1 but s1 would've been like at least 12 eps long#and we'd have more fun filler stuff#although galadriel is not very much in the mood for fun#idk what i'd have done differently if i'd written rop. probably not a lot tbh#the mystics felt a bit extra/resolved too easily#like they were just there to be a red herring... it was a bit meh#and i suppose celebrimbor and halbrand!sauron being buddies and nerding out could've been a bit longer/more developed#but also the way they did it with the time pressure the elves were under#what else were they gonna do once that setup was in place#celebrimbor never bothered to wonder why some random middle earth low man dude knew a fucktonne about forging lol#anyway i'm listening to the ep 5 soundtrack#specifically the second last track (the end of the ep before the credits) over and over again#i like the drum thingies sorta kickstarting/delaying the trumpet version of halbrand's theme#it kinda sounds like it trips... like your heart skips a beat when you see him dressed up all fancy#(and kinda looking like aragorn lol)#okay wow i rambled
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the ‘raffi is so wild and impulsive and emotional and can’t handle her shit’ schtick has gotten real old tho can’t lie. like it was already stale when plcard told her she was being ‘too emotional’ literal seconds after elnor died (um hello sir have you ever heard of grief? you might not participate but let a bitch breathe! thank you!) but having worf (who im actually liking so far) pull the same ‘she’s irrational, violent etc’ thing is just like. eye roll. obviously the writing isn’t doing my girl any favours by cheaply and gleefully playing into it with cliches left and right but my goodness can they come up with something else!
#paused my s1 rewatch bc the interrogation scene gave me s2 war flashbacks#at least raffi gave jl a firm dressing down that was nice#did want her to hit big worf with a ‘who do you think you are’ tho#like he was making some points but also who tf was he talking to lol#idk i hate how they continuously flatten her and then stick her with a partner whose job it is to ‘reign her in’#it’s like they think if they write her in her full capacity her partner will wilt and to that i say Not Her Problem!#she can be competent and still get into shenanigans! it don’t gotta be one or the other#she’s a star idk what they want from her lol#as always the writing in the first season was meh but seemed like it could blossom with clear direction#but after that#s2&3 said oh you wanted some introspection? some nuance? some complexity? fuck you! you’ll get nostalgia bombed and you’ll like it!#it’s like tropes cliches and flat characters abound#especially the women#like fuck a bechdel test this is straight up early 2000’s misogynistic patronization#like these ladies (slight exception of raffi depending on the scene but still not great) are getting love interest/punching bag & it’s hell#moreso because it’s obvious the show thinks it’s actually saying something new and interesting#and not just sticking familiar faces into unbearably bland and done scenarios#anyway it is what it is (and what it is is hell lmao)#.rfi#raffi musiker
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wanted to give depeche mode a chance because i knew they probably wouldn't be my thing because i've listened to violator - i like violator besides 2 songs on it - and a few 80s singles but there were stuff I didn't like with violator and it seemed like a recurring issue so i haven't really given them an in-depth listen. thought i'd just go ahead and give them a discography listen anyway to formulate my opinion so i'm up to exciter now and yeah. meh.
#i think my primary problem is i just do not like martin gore's songwriting#i know this isnt entirely true but i just feel like im hearing the same 5-7 songs over and over and over again#im just not invested with the themes and subjects he writes about especially because idk to me he doesnt really do much with it#to make it interesting#i just feel like he couldve done and explored stuff so much more and just doesnt and is stuck in this constant loop#and maybe he expands beyond that post-ultra idk yet obviously#violator SOFAD and ultra def had more interesting things going on topically#nothing really appeals to me. their look doesnt really interest me their album covers are well-designed up to some of the 00s ones 💀#theyre not bad ill say tho once they get to black celebration theres good atmospheres and sonic layers#its just all overall meh beyond the handful of songs i do really enjoy#anyway sorry lmao ive had these thoughts for a while#its weird because theres crossover with new order and psb but dm just doesnt cut it for me#again i think because of martin pretty much#at least he expanded beyond the juvenile stuff on a broken frame but then it became juvenile AND edgy which bleh#it does mature tho at the v least
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I took the train to go back and forth to my friends wedding and on the way back decided to be cheeky and download the Girl On the Train audiobook. Didn’t know anything about it, hadn’t heard of it or the movie that apparently exists.
And ?? Are the straights okay? I could barely make it more than an hour or two. It’s exhausting and I don’t think I’ve even gotten to the first big twist. I think there’s a bloody scene and it’s on the plot description of the wiki page so it’s prob relatively early and I have not gotten to that haha so holy shit. Don’t think I’ll finish it. Ehh. It took so much effort to learn their names it feels like a waste to not finish it but also YEESH it’s exhausting.
#literally completely blind read/listen (cuz audiobook) hahahaha#and I’m like oh that’s cute and quirky I love to ppl watch too maybe this will be rly deep and introspective like ala David Levithan#and then she’s like ‘what if that wife was Me’ and I’m like yikes#*yikes#big yikes and then it just got worse#actually genuinely really well written in the sense of show V tell#like I didn’t rly catch how bad her drinking was until she confessed to blacking out and calling the ex#and I was like yikes I bought her denial#that was well done#the whole : at least I’m not THAT bad#that gave you the incorrect impression she’s sorta self aware#cuz she’s just not and I’m just so impatient like idk girl#you just don’t need some dude to fix you okay#learn to be lonely learn to be okay and then find what you actually like and need#not what you dream is aesthetic or what other ppl will covet#like her making it all about her was so weird#like if her exs new wife stood outside it was Specifically to Hurt main character girl#lol me saying I learned their names haha#like I can’t recall them but I’d understand and follow the thread if I heard the names in the context of the story#anyways meh MEH
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#okay rant time lol. spoilers for 6x18#i think i will have to say that this may have been my least favourite of all 6b episodes#haha ik i should probably give myself time to process the episode but idk i'd rather just write everything out#i just. just yesterday i was complaining about some people treating 911 like it's the buck show and today... it was the buck show?#and like! an episode being extra focused on one character is absolutely fine!! great even!! i really enjoyed 6x11!!#but in the season finale you expect each character to get a more equitable amount of focus right?#and like. even 4x14 which had a significantly less focus on eddie than one might expect had the will scene#and maddie had a bit less focus in that episode too but even she quit her job and it was obvious she was Going Through Stuff#and these slightly restricted screentimes gave jumping off points for their respective very spectacular s5 arcs#but this episode? like it wasn't that it didn't focus on other characters but it was mostly buck#and... idk man it does make sense given that he had the longest running plotlines this season but also#i just wish we had focused more on other characters as well#and like? as for buck? the couch?#i'll be honest i'm disappointed they introduced romance this season for buck at all when the season began with him choosing to be single#i really thought he wouldn't date at all for this one season at least yk?#and yeah ik we live in an amatonormative world but cmooon a guy can have his happy ending without getting together with someone#also bucktalia feels a little odd to me rn especially given the number of false starts they had#if they'd done this exact same storyline but at the beginning of next season i'd probably love it... right now tho i'm very meh over it#as in there is potential but it's like... idk mannnn why do we need him to end up with someone at allllll... i'm too aro for this shit#starting something new this close to the end of the season instead of tying off the two arcs that were already ongoing for him#was certainly a choice#aah well. at least natalia seems good for him. she came back which is the most important thing buck would want in a partner right?#still tho. i really wish we'd gotten to know more about the new henren baby than we did#i wish we'd gotten to see madney discussing plans instead of just the exact moment where they decide they want to marry on the patio#i wish we'd gotten the entire conversation that lead up to chris hyping (or snarking at) eddie to call marisol#i wish we'd gotten bathena hurriedly packing for their trip and may making fun of them as she helps#i just wish we'd gotten more of others!!#oh well. at least we still got chimney time and captain hen and cheddie working together and hen and eddie leaning on each other#you win some you lose some i guess#anyways if you actually read all the way til down here thank you for your time hehe
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registering for classes is such a pain in the ass for no reason oh my god
#it takes at least 3 hours every time without fail#& a lot of classes are moving to in-person which does not work for me#so my options are even more limited#buuuuut#i managed to get it done. there's only 1 class i'm kinda meh about at least#still gotta meet w my advisor tho just to like. check in.#i have to apply for a transfer soon & i know absolutely nothing about all of that lmao#rainyrambles
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I wanna watch the Oni Trilogy again so bad but at the same time, I'm scared I'll walk out feeling empty again... It HURTS to watch in the same way TLoK hurts in comparison to AtLA, a great installment in the franchise, but so goddamn bleak and depressing...
#tfw you're starved of excellent Ninjago and either cry from the Oni Trilogy or deal with a mid tier asf crystalized pt. 2#i do not like part 2#ninjago#no offense but I feel like at the very least we'd have DIFFERENT issues if the hagemans had a hand in pt 2 tbh#NOT that I hate what Bragi has done it's awesome... but it just makes the show feel meh at times#like I WANT the emotional depth the hagemans could bring to the table... not some boring fucking shitty ll*rumi
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// Mmm I've been considering making one of those hub blogs with sideblogs dedicated to specific fandoms
#ooc /#thunking and considering hmmm#I have done it once and it was kinda of meh#the blog is one year old and yknow I like moving at least one or two years for the sake of#organization and whatnot#will keep you guys updated
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