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I want to write. Unfortunately I just spent 2 hours cleaning my Depression Nest so I can have a habitable room again, and now I just wanna nap ;-;
#cookie speaks#tired girl#cleanest my room has been in m o n t h s#im proud#but man i am WORN OUT#and im not even done#i still have to organize#but at least everything is *clean*#not bringing this years dust and depression into next year
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‘oh you have a new interest? thank god you’re being normal about it and not spending all your money-’ SHUT UP. CLASSICS SECTION IN THE CHARITY SHOP DOWN THE ROAD
#okay oresteia was £8 online and i regret nothing#but the fact i was like yesss oresteia let’s go!!! and then blacked out in the classics section and somehow managed to bag the other two#and now i have antigone oedipus electra and the satyr plays…. girl…#£2 EACH FOR THOSE TWO BOOKS BTW!!! and the guy working the bookshop was rlly knowledgeable about it#he was like ‘are you studying or just interested’ that is a VERY SORE SUBJECT BEST FRIEND#but he was so sweet I was like nah im an econ student he was like ‘you will have such broad knowledge now with both!’#like yea okay 😭 and then he kinda started mansplaining about astronomy of all things for a bit#and another man joined in and I was like i truly cannot tell if youse are talking to me like this bc im young or bc im a girl#but for the sake of a nice interaction im willfully ignoring the second option in favour of the first#<3333#OH and the copy of the satyr plays is kinda worn which is my fave thing about 2nd hand books like I LOVE when u can tell they’ve been read#and I bought sticky notes bc im planning to fully sit and annotate these as if i actually am studying them#i feel like im at school again but in a good way this is so fun like i remember why I used to enjoy learning#and didn’t feel thick as shit all the time and drained of all joy. lol. lmao even#hella goes to uni
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#I have been manning a stall all day at an event#I am exhausted#My back hurts#and my voice is worn out#and I'm not even getting paid for it#but it's for the sake of the industry and future work#so#Chikyuu Bouei Kigyou Dai-Guard#Dai-Guard: Terrestrial Defence Corp.#Dai-Guard#Tanigawa Fuuka#Irie Shizukia#Ooyama Noriko#Anime#gifset
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I have a doctor's appointment in the morning and I don't even remember what it's for, I booked it like a month ago. I don't think I've gotten the results for my heart monitor test so I will probably ask about that. Hopefully I get answers ._.
#this would be my 3rd heart monitor test. really hope theres some kind of evidence this time ._.#my dad got me mochi the other day and i ate all the strawberry ones but i am trying the vanilla one rn#i will save the rest of the vanilla for after my appointment. as a treat.#i love my doctor but man i am getting so. jaded? worn out? over needing to make appts and med refills and ugh ._.#hopefully mochi is good. havent had vanilla ones before. i could eat mochi forever it is so good :3#batty blogging#text
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Like an open book
It is 4:30am, my Air Conditioning unit sounds like a washing machine on full power, and it is simply impossible to sleep, so let’s write a Nook X Reader, hm?
Tom Nook X Island Rep/GN!Reader
In which you eat dirt
“I see you...innocently running in a great field...”
“They respond right away this time...”
Another quiet day was slowly winding to a close outside Resident Services windows as Tom Nook relaxed back into his chair, stretching his paws over the desk.
Across from him, his peppy assistant Isabelle was taking the down time to catch up on some novel one of the residents had recommended to her. Just watching her expressions, Nook had picked up the plot considerably. It was a romance, never too steamy and hardly sweet, somewhere near the middle the main hunk had betrayed the story’s maiden in some major way, and now, three chapters to the end, he way dying.
Tom was never sure if he was just remarkable at reading faces, or if young Isabelle was just too easy to read. He’d wondered if he was once that expressive, wearing a story on his face and he walked naively through life.
Looking back, it was probably fine that he had, and would have been better if he’d continued to do so.
Movement outside the front window pulled Nook from memory lane; The Island Rep was whizzing through the main plaza, a to-go coffee from Brooster’s in one hand, a gift from one resident to another in the other.
Now that was youth, Tom thought to himself, acting to stretch as he stood and made way to get closer to the window. The rep had practically built this island with their own two hands, and now spent their time running from one corner to the next, filling the museum with every bug, fish, fossil, and painting they could get their hands on.
They were quiet the feat, weren’t they? So vibrant, goal oriented, and caring to the other residents. They didn’t complain about the ludicrous amount of work assigned to them. If Nook were a younger man, he might have helped share that burden more evenly, spent less time in the tent and more time in the grass pulling weeds, planting flowers, and picking fruit.
Tom was once again snapped from past regrets by swift movement out the window. Still hot coffee spilled across the brick of the square, seeping into a gift wrapped apology gift that would probably have to be returned to the sender.
The Island Rep lay face down in the center of the square, still and flat. No one else was around to see them trip and catch the ground with their face, only Nook, who stood frozen at the window.
“Mr. Nook? What happened?” Isabelle half closed her book and looked up, sensing the sudden stillness.
Tom didn’t answer, instead rushing as fast as his old but not quiet middle aged old joints were willing to let him go. Isabelle, who’d at most seen Nook pretend race walk after his boys, was reasonably startled by his hurry, and quickly followed him.
Outside, the Rep had finally recovered enough to start pushing themselves up on their hands. Tom stood by to offer assistance, a quiet “Are you okay?” on his lips, though overly concerned thoughts of bruised ribs and knocked out teeth ran through his head at mach speed. They didn’t have a doctor on the island, why didn’t they have a doctor on the island?
The Island Rep pushed themselves to their feet, smiling and waving off Nook, “I’m fine, I’m fine” They said, which was simply not true, as it normally isn’t when one catches themselves on rough stone chin first.
Tom was rather surprised Isabelle hadn’t shrieked loud enough to alarm the entire island.
The Rep’s chin was gashed, bleeding down on their shirt. The cut matched their smile, wide and red and prominently centered in the face. It was the kind of wound that’d probably need stitches, not something one should just walk away with.
Which they almost did, mind you.
The Rep laughed off their fall and thanked Nook for checking on them all while picking up the trashed to-go coffee cup and delivery. If the adrenaline from the fall had worn off, they sure didn’t show it, as they continued on about having to bring the gift back to it’s sender, the clothing inside completely ruined with coffee.
“m-Mayor...” Isabelle looked as though she might faint, which was a fair reaction to have to such a mess on their peaceful town, “Y-You-r.. Your ch-chin...”
The Rep, or as Isabelle may address them as a left over from their previous town together, The Mayor, began to reach up to their chin, a question on their face. Tom stepped in quicker than expected, pressing his personal pocket hankie to the wound instead. The Island Rep flinched at the pressure.
So they can feel pain. That’s a good sign, probably.
“Hold this here.” Tom Nook spoke in a tone that held no room for argument, as his rep did as they were told, pressing the cloth into their chin with enough force to stop the bleeding.
“Isabelle,” Nook addressed, the younger jumping to attention, finally taking her eyes off their mayor, “Can you handle resident services alone for a bit? I’m going to take the rep to the HHP island, they have a hospital there.”
The words of protest started on the rep’s lips, and were stopped dead in their tracks by a look from Tom. They swallowed, and looked anywhere by at Nook, shifting the cloth on their chin.
“O-Oh. Y-Yes I will be fine!” Isabelle stood to attention and saluted, eyes shut firmly in a fit of determination.
Tom nodded and placed a paw on his rep’s shoulder, turning them to the airport, “I’m counting on you. And please return this if you have a moment.” He spoke, handing Isabelle the ruined present the Rep had been delivering.
Isabelle nodded, taking the coffee soaked gift, “I’ve got it! Have a safe flight!” She waved, beaming with confidence at being left alone in Resident Service.
Nook never took his paw off The Island Representative’s, his representive, your shoulder as he spoke to Orville about booking a flight. The flightless bird having much the same reaction as Isabelle to the gash in your chin, which you’d shown him unprompted by uncovering Nook’s kerchief just enough when Orville caught your eye.
On the plane his paw was on your knee, then thigh, into your hand. The whole time his leg bounced as he stared out the window. You wondered what kind of crazy nerves were rattling in that fuzzy head of his. What loops was he taking himself through scared for you, the island, poor Isabelle and Orville. What would Lottie say, he must be asking himself.
Perhaps he was planning to have the pavement in the plaza evened out, shaved down, or even pay to have it full repaved more flat. No more loose, uneven bricks, smooth clean concrete. But that wouldn’t look very pretty would it? And it would take time, and bells, and inconvenience those who needed Resident Services at all hours.
You leaned ever so slightly onto Nook, holding his paw between your fingers, watching him mentally go over every possible option to make sure a disaster like this never happens again, that everyone involved was properly compensated, and that you, oh so important you, recovered comfortably so you could be back on your feet, sprinting from here to there however you pleased as soon as possible.
“I see you...innocently running in a great field...” Katrina’s fortune from this morning played in your head as you closed your eyes, “I see a lost seagull sailor in need of help...” She’d said. You didn’t quiet understand at the time. Luck in Friendship, Misfortune in Health.
With Tom Nook’s paw finally relaxing in your hand, the flight calming the Tanuki’s anxieties, you supposed now it made a bit more sense.
#Emile's Writing#Tom Nook X Reader#Animal Crossing X Reader#Finish time: 5:30am#WHOLE ASS HOUR BABY I HAVE THINGS TO DO TOMORROW#This is now where I thought I'd be tonight but I could not stop thinking about face planting it in Animal Crossing anymore#My Yandere Nook thoughts have left my brain I am on about to have an internal panic attack at all times Nook now#APPARENTLY#Old man Nook thinks he's so stoic and old and worn out#He's just the same 'ol Nook#Still over bearing and caring and considerate and a little in his own head about things#He's getting better he's getting better but her certainly thinks he's past his prime#'You could do better than an old worn out Tanuki like me' he'd say#He doesn't see the way he lights up at every big accomplishment you two share in#He doesn't hear his laugh with your ears or see his smile with your eyes#He sees a worn old man who spent his youth hating a world that's tricked him#'It's rotten work' 'Not to me. Not if it's you.'#I'm sorry I'm having weirdly soft for Tom Nook hours tonight it's almost 5:40 now I have to go to Church in the morning with this brain#My AC was making a scary noise alright???
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they beat jesus with that
#i am a simple man i am given a keychain or charm and i put it on my keys. what else am i supposed to do.#yes my purse is so much heavier than it has to be. yes i am running out of space. however!#if ppl give me gifts (or i receive them in like zine packages). i will use them until i can't anymore. that is all#i used to have a sheep plush keychain too it just got very worn and eventually lost all its stuffing. and it was bigger than any of these
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PLEASE LET ME WRITE I HAVE IDEAS PLEASEEE
#how many more ideas must I conjure for my will to write to return?#hast thou not given me the mind and hands of a poet for a reason? hast thou declared that mine hands and mind must betray me so hideously?#why art thou so cruel to a such a humble man that I am? am I not destined to be a poet amongst the most?#hast thou cast me aside with the idea in which I'm worn out and merely good enough to be a mediocre handmaiden?#if thou hast thrown me into the well of misfortune then thou shalt cast down a loving husband to accompany me oh lord above.#if thou art truly God then ye shalt see how little me needs to scribble the finest words for RPF.#and thou shalt return the reign of thine hands and mind ye stole from me back so I may use them as they were supposed to be used.#Oh God if thou art staying near with thine ears then ye shalt grant my only request! Oh God let your reign be the ever so merciful!#and thou shalt bless me one thousand times over so I may give my fellow men the RPF they require! Amen
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I will say while I've loved most of elden ring I'm really glad I'm down to just 2 more main boss fights (malenia + maliketh) before I start the endgame boss fights... whew 😮💨
#really gorgeous world but frankly its unnecessarily long. theyre gonna kill me for saying that but its true..#some areas/bosses just become overly repetitive when the game is THAT massive like its unavoidable#they tried rly hard to distinguish every area + honestly its a great effort but it couldve been half the size and just as good#like i just did the elphael ulcerative tree spirit bc i wanted to finish millicents questline. and come on man we didnt need another one#the design is sick + loooove the animation. but its a bad fight not bc of the difficulty but bc its janky as hell#lock on doesnt work properly bc of its size and the way it moves. u cant see shit on ur screen fighting them melee its just hack n slash#and theyre always in the most dogshit arenas possible for them like spaces w no maneuverability. its just not fuuuun#especially after youve fought 5 or 6 already earlier on in the game..#and its cool to have variations like the scarlet rot ones but we already HAD one of those just before lake of rot!! the gimmicks worn off#i did everything except maliketh in farum azula today as well and again. it didnt need to be that long. killing beastmen gets boring#after like the first 20 combat is just mashing buttons.. even the platforming is getting dull bc ive done 120 hours of it now#and theres only so many combinations of ladders and hallways and so on that u can possibly cram in here..#i say all this with fondness like i truly do love it. but it couldve been a lot tighter! regardless ill still 100% complete it#and i get most ppl dont try to get every single armament and talisman etc so they probably dont waste time FULLY exploring like i am#ahhh. anyway ill probably do malenia and maliketh tmr bc im right outside both of their arenas. and then call it quits this weekend#ill get my first ending next weekend probably... and hopefully by june ill have 100% and then i can play something else 😭#ik the dlc comes out in june but ill probably take a month or two break before i get to that#it doesnt even neeeed a dlc.......its excessive as it is just make a new game by this point ahhhhh#anyway its like 1am i need to SLEEP. i said i would go out to watch for northern lights but its overcast and im tired and my roommate#didnt wanna come with.. so i was gonna go to bed early instead but i guess that didnt happen lol#gonna feel like shit tomorrow bc i have to be up early to take my meds and she'll wake me up anyway.. but cross that bridge#typing is getting difficult bc im so sleepy okay goodnight everyone#.diaries
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My theatre teacher just asked what my pronouns were..
I feel so happy right now
Even has a flag hanging...
#its so little...it is just a question and a flag but like...in a state where its all...mleh and grrr 😡 when it comes to gay people and#pronouns that just this teacher whom i had before and very much adore...i just ..#lost for words am so happy rn#love this man#he is.....deserves mpthing but adoration#more people should just...treat people like people...#i love it#lgbtq#and like not even publicly asked#he had a paper handed to us and you answer the questions on the board and they were simple#name and if you were staying in the class and what you were excited to learn#simple...but alsp had 2 questions that like...love it#he had preferred pronouns (his are he/they) and preferred name#....maybe im just sleepy and worn out from being surrounded by people but im so happy
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ykno for writing gavin's bio high i think i did an OK job!!!
#anyway self love is staying up until 6am adding a self indulgent canon x oc orientated muse to ur dumb blog#not me taking a dead villain npc from my other super secret agent oc. having the 'dead' part be faked#and having him just snake his way into COD lore like nothing happened lmAOooo#good for him tbh. gaslighting king. i cant wait for super secret agent man oc to like kill him for real when he finds out he's alive#anyway the edi is mostly worn off. now i am merely full of many thoughts#cw drug mention
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Did some fucking masterful salesmanship towards the end of my shift that netted the company a big ten-ish quid. All in a day's work.
#basically someone came in looking for a zip for a cropped corset top that her daughter bought#which she had worn once and the zip it came with immediately broke#but my colleague said that we don't sell separating zips that short#and in fact no one does except this one guy in the city centre who makes zips himself#so the customer was very disappointed that she now had to trek all the way into the city#and I said 'what I would do is take the zip out and put in some ribbon in an appropriate colour and sew on some hooks and eyes'#which we have in abundance#so I found her a ribbon that was a good colour match (the top was an olive green satin fabric)#and a packet of silver hooks and eyes and some green embroidery floss#heroically saving her from taking the train into town#and getting the sale for us and not yer man in the city centre#my colleague and the customer were suitably awed by this quick thinking and creative problem solving#and both agreed that hooks and eyes would look much nicer than a horrible old zip#I am going to get a good grade in retail: a thing that is normal to want and possible to achieve#honestly though they are so fucking lucky to have me at [workplace]#I give great customer service and I am very knowledgable in craft-related areas#and the curtain stuff is coming to me!#it's not rocket surgery#I ordered a blind today all by myself using the manufactorer's online portal#although I did get the manager to double check everything before I converted it to an order and booked it in#so that if I had made any mistakes that she had cosigned them lol#but yeah I am such a good little cog in the capitalist machine#of Big Ribbon™#werq bitch
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sodies are fun, but i miss ink armor. i preferred it
#toy txt post#splatoon#by which i mean#i have come to resent sodies for not being ink armor#the sodie novelty has worn off. ink armor i miss u. i still hate a special that doesnt ink but at least ink armor was like#instant and useful to your teammates no matter where you are on the map when you deploy it.if i could combine#whichever undercover brella i had in splat2 with ink armor + torpedo with the gear kit pures i have now in 3.....man#snipe hunting would be soooooo fun#i miss going against teams of like all snipers its so funny#sucks a bit when they can all aim super good. like its fine if you kill me sometimes like a challenge is good#i need to be kept within the bounds of my hubris obviously but its also less fun when i dont get close enough to throw any torpedos at all#but also. man it makes it extra gratifying when the sniper has proven to aim scary good and i still manage to be a menace#snipers i love u. some of yall could ink a lil better tho. i get it tho i know its hard with those#everytime i pick up a snipe in turf i am Not Good At It. shout out to that sniper last night tho named spamton. got decent kills and like#900+ ink points both times. respect. king shit#impressive#splatoon opinions no one asked about or cared for in the tags of my splatoon hit take where i disparrage a new special everyone loves#me talking ajout this game vs me playing this game is so#me playing: growling in frustration i hate it here this game is stupid Nintendo hates me personally#me after playing: that was so fun i love this game what a perfect game. theres jellyfish. look at them. i love snipers even when they#kill me repeatedly. snipers you are so shiny i love you. i am trying to bite you like a cat chasing a feather toy. i am chirping at you#with murderous intent. squurderous intent. nzap players do not interact (joking) (unless im playing then im not joking)(im joking)#(kind of)#i am chirping at you with squurerous intent. and then facrplanting off the back of the couch
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So, knetz having a problem with Kingdom’s comeback because it’s inspired by a Japanese king is so confusing to me bc like…I have seen so many Japanese inspired concepts before and like Japanese albums exist.
And Kingdom’s whole concept is fictionalized ancient kingdoms…so…??? How about you settle down???
#you know if their faves were doing a Japanese inspired concept they’d freak out over it#but bc kingdom are still nugu boys they’re gonna have a problem#also complaining about them now wearing hanboks#my dude they wore hanboks for a whole era#and they still do so???#(btw I know the history between Japan and Korea is very difficult and am not#belittling that at all)#but this concept is not new#and also…idk what to tell u man your fave has problem worn a kimono and held a katana#hopey chats#there are so many typos in here I not gonna fix
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Free therapy
#speculation nation#i am feeling worn out but fulfilled#they sent our new boba cutter in a fucking CRATE and we didnt have a crowbar or anything#so we used two hammers to just beat the shit out of it#and let me tell u. this was AMAZINGLY therapeutic considering how angry i was this morning#content from a job well done AND there were no injuries#i took basic safety precautions and put on gloves and glasses#still absolutely sus & probably some OSHA violations happening#but i dont rly care if i get injured lmao. so i made it work#no splinters even! and MAN it was fun to shatter this wood.#and now... other things i guess. kinda wanna just go home and sleep now lol#but there r more things to make. and i have to prep for my meeting tonight#... and i guess we should clean up too. lol#in any case i had fun and thats what matters
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My toxic trait is overstimulation makes me want more
#like sorry to my faves who have to deal with me#I’m not done til I’m done#and that’s only after like 6+ orgasms and I’m physically exhausted#I can almost never ride or I’ll break my babies for sure :<#can’t leave your dick inside me or I will make use of it again whether you’re ready or not and that’s a promise#maybe I just put them in a strap and swap when they need a break#maybe that’s the answer#or they switch to eating me out with toys in between rounds#that’d work too#color: blue 🎨#tw: overstimulation#but man am I in trouble when it’s my girls in a strap#I’m getting worn tf out in the best way <3333#too bad 90% of my f faves are bottoms 🫠
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You know it's been a hard week when I'm excited to 'sleep in' until 8 AM tomorrow
#man i can't wait to be home#i am exhausted. worn right out#felt like i was gonna faint more than once today but i didn't#after the rally tomorrow i ain't doing shit#going home and collapsing on my couch. the end#mod post
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