the coward's way out

if the fates conspire that only one of us may live, then lover, it must be you.

i will save you the grand speeches about how you are good and deserving. you are. you are. you are, but in the end, that is not the reason why.

the world may call me brave or strong or selfless but lover, you know the truth don't you?

in the end, i am only more afraid of facing a world without you than i am of facing death of facing anything.

in the end, i am only too weak to be the one left behind to pick up the pieces of a broken life a broken promise a broken heart and keep on bleeding when the blood in your heart is already dry.

i'm sorry. i'm sorry. but will you let me be selfish one last time?

can i ask you to live for me? to face what i feared most so that i might find peace in my eternal sleep with a smile upon my face?

if it is cruel of me to ask, then i beg you to forgive me. or curse my name and hate me if you must, only live.

only live, my lover so that my life and my death and all that came in between may mean something. may mean everything.

Somthing random because no ideas. Again 🧍‍♂️🕺🕺

My brain is ded.

Haven't seen one single Roegadyn lady in all of this benchmark excitement, so here's my Roegadame Denn on Max settings.

Diamonds in the dark in your old bedroom

You held me like my mother made me just for you

I love Lana in this dress, but no photo worked as wallpaper so....here you go, not so good collage wallpaper....I tried ok 😭😂

I know I said Freddy content incoming but I really wanted to share this before I forgot about it

Bonnie in the background losing his shit over these two sharing a braincell don’t worry about him

Inspired by this post here!

Ughhh babies!!! 🥹🥹🥹

THE AMOUNT OF TIME I SPENT ON THIS!!!!

thanks to @excusememissiloveyou for the support and tutorial

patting myself because i didn't break down and cry and quit halfway

Did I just spend 5h on a Header for my Miniseries instead of studying physics for my test on Monday?

I refuse to answer that.

source

blood “loss”? well it’s not lost. i know exactly where it went. right over there.

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

FINALLY some good fucking feature ideas from the tumblr devs. tamagotchi renaissance now