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im-traumatised · 1 year

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Not sure anyone noticed, but I've not been around much cause my phone broke. Been waiting for the new one to arrive, and I forget desktop Tumblr exists a lot... But I'm alive I guess, in the technical sense anyway...

#It accidentally fell off my bed #got a small crack and now the screen won't show anything #fucking grand time considering the day after my headphones also broke #i ducktaped them back together though becuase the thought of leaving my apartment made my panic lmao #then the same day I found rats in my apartment and man im having a shit time being an adult lately #my savings are being eaten im living with rats im terrified will eat my things and Im really starting to realise #just how bad my aversion to leaving my apartment has gotten #tired of being an adult #tired of having no money #tired of being alone #just tired #but im still alive i guess #just waiting with dread for my 22nd birthday next month that i dont want to arrive #first time ive truly hated the thought of my birthday man its kinda sad #always been so determined to make my bday good even if its always ended up depressing and with me crying at night alone but like #this year im struggling to even want to try i dont want to turn 22 i dont want to still be kicking ya know #sorry this turned dark #although pretty sure noones actually read this far lmao #still #...#aceofdragons

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avenoirn · 1 year

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admiration 🌸

#skip to loafer #skip and loafer #mitsumi iwakura #shima sousuke #artists on tumblr #hello. im still alive #guess Who got the skipping loafing brainworms #i love them so much #.art

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teenytraveler · 2 months

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i rewatched ATLA recently and zutara still hits strong like always :")

#atla #zutara #my art #im still alive #fighting my art block aaaa #i guess i wanted to try diff colors hence the greenish blue

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kitamars · 4 months

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gins and ginhiji

#THESE ARE ALL OLDER DOODLES bC i have no time to draw for myself bc of school AAAAAA #i thought the workload would gradually increase but NO i got hit with trucks full of brucks right off the bat #anyways. im still alive. somehow #hope you all are doing well eeeeee #i wanna do more paintings and i do have some #just really rough #you’ll see them all eventually i guess #wahoo COLOURS #anyways #sakata gintoki #hijikata toushirou #gintoki x hijikata #ginhiji #hijikata x gintoki #hijigin #gintama #ok bye

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haunted-xander · 2 months

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GIVE ME MY BODY BACK

#terras got it rough he got his body heart and soul all split apart and seperated #all stuck in places where they have little to no control and no hope of becoming himself again #and its like this for 10+ years. literally the only 'victory' he has is the fact he made the guy who body-napped him lose his memory #and even that was only partially #i guess u can the fact hes still 'alive' (in the loosest sense possible) as a win too #but uh. im not sure enduring all that for so long really counts as a win #also unrelated to body-napping but i realized that #the last thing he saw of ven was of him being frozen solid and dropped off a cliff 🙂#like he didnt see what became of him after that for all he knew ven couldve died #terra #terra-xehanort #terra nort #terranort #? how do i tag him #kingdom hearts #kingdom hearts birth by sleep #kh #kh bbs #art #my art #xanders art #digital art #fan art

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kalaidosnail · 2 months

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day one of replicating dungeon meshi panels to the best of my ability (the days will not be consecutive)

this panel is in chapter 70, volume 11, page 14.

#sup im alive still #artists on tumblr #my art #art #drawing #anime #i guess #dungeon meshi #laios touden #dungeon meshi fanart #laois touden #<- psa thats not how you spell it #finally got my tablet set up with my laptop so i'm going to try to post more doodles on here

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luck-of-the-drawings · 1 month

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"I think this is the most inhuman; and human, that I've ever felt.." MUCH CAN HAPPEN IN A YEAR. IN FIVE YEARS. A DECADE. imagine how much can happen in a century. just ONE (1). How will you grow? what phases do you find? even in 5 years, you will find patterns.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi suckening #jrwi suckening spoilers #jrwi the suckening #arthur bennett #HEY SO THE REALLY FUNNY THING THAT THE CHARACTER DID THAT SEEMED RLY SILLY N GOOFY IN THE MOMENT?#LIKE THE WHIPLASH BETWEEN SERIOUS N SILLY ALMOST PISSED YOU OFF? WHAT IF I FOUND A WAY TO MAKE YOU SAD ABOUT IT #this was meant to be a scribble that would be a bigger part of a bigger page.might leave it on that page.#but still. bc o that i nearly posted it onto my wacky side blog.BUT NAYY I SPENT TOO MUCH TIME N ENERGY N YOU GOTTA SEE IT #ARTHUR BENNETT DRIVES ME CRAZY. I FEEL LIKE ITS ODD FOR HIM TO BE SO TECHNOLOGICALLY OUT OF TOUCH #WHERE HAS HE BEEN. HAS HE BEEN IN WAR? IS THAT WHERE MAGNUS CAME FROM? WHERE WAS HE WHEN HE WAS WITH EDWARDS CREW?#ARTHURRR I HAVE QUESTIONS ARTTHUUURR!! HEY CAN I ALSO ASK; WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU BECOME #DO YOU THINK HE HAD ANY IDEA HE WOULD VEER CLOSER AND CLOSER TO THE MONSTER HE DESPISES. ALL BC HE DESERVES IT. OR WATEVER #HE FASCINATES ME SO MUCH. TO LOOK AT THE STONE COLD STOIC FOOL FROM THE START OF THE SHOW #AND TO FIND OUT THAT HE USED TO BE A BAD BOY.. A DELINQUENT... A LIL PRANKSTER.... MY GODDD THATS ADORABLE #I WOULD LOVE TO KNOW MORE.... BUT I DOUBT THE LAST EPISODE IS GONNA ANSWER THOSE QUESTIONS..i love arthur bennett so much....#AS FOR THE ART!! i mostly used the fire alpaca watercolor brush. tbh im not a brush guy. anti aliased default pen tends to be my main game #but LATELY IM SQQQUIRMIN OUT OF AN ARTBLOCK so expirimenting like this is helping #DONT LOOK TOO HARD AT IT!! im still proud tho. colors are fun :3 im also very proud of the backgrounds #I LOVE THE CARTOON THING where the background looks all fancy n painted but the characters are solid colors #what else can i ramble abt. OH YEAH. i looked up the bikes to make sure they were time accurate tehehehe. 1913 to 2012.#almost a century apart!! isnt that neat? ALSO FUUUCK CAN I JUST MAKE A QUICK CONFESSION. DOWN HERE IN MY TAGS.#only the strongest can read my tags anwyay. SO I REALIZED WHY I LOVE ARTHUR SO MUCH. TIME IS A FLAT CIRCLE #while arthur is a Stoic and Cool vampire w a knack for being playful/silly; who alsos been alive fora century thus witnessing HORRORs #THERE HAPPENS TO BE A ROBOT FROM A BAND W A TITANIUM ALLOY SPINAL COLLUMN #WHOS A Stoic and Cool ROBOT w a knack for being playful/silly; who alsos been alive fora century thus witnessing HORRORS #the fuckkkiiinnngggnn The Spine from steam powered giraffe. WHATEVER. i cant escape from my heart. i guess.#i think The Spine and Arthur could be friends. Arthur saw the band perform back when they were the Steam Man Band #EDIT: WOOPS I DIDNT REALIZE THIS WOULD END UP IN THE SPG TAG. HI GUYS DIDNT KNOW U WERE STILL ALIVE SORREE 4 THE CROSS CONTAMINATION

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demonbarberofbeepbeep · 2 months

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morning toddheads

#look he did have fun #he liked it #*walter white voice* he liked it. he was good at it #you know what i do think he loved her a little bit too #final scene is so sad #everything faaaaalllllsss apaaaart #i guess when i say i don't think sweenett is love #i do think they love each other in their ways #but the lie about lucy is so enormous #so central #to have lucy still alive and badly needing help #and have nellie continuously hide that from a man who is GRIEVING HIS WIFE #and trying to avenge her #it bothers me a lot #so i think the betrayal at her lying to him is multifold #it's not just you LIED to me #it's YOU lied to me #i thought you were on my side #all our confidences and tender moments had this lie beneath it #who are you #even #idk. i'm writing my fanfic and im in my feelings #their relatinoship is so complicated #what is love anyway #WHAT IS IS LOVE #baby don't throw me in the oven #in the oven #anymore #text post meme #sweenett

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sea-jello · 8 months

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they changed it from "yup its me" to "cute"??? no wonder shadowpeach is so popular

#im pretty sure he says cute but im not entirely sure so feel free to correct me #if you want to be literal its technically 'its me correct' but yup its me is funnier #this is my breakout post into lmk hi guys is lmk tumblr still alive #i finished the whole show in one night and one entire day #literally did not stop watching it im so serious #i never understood shadowpeach through the show and then i watches the s4 special today and i was like YUP i see now #RAAUGHHGH their relationship makes me crazy #be it platonic or romantic #uhh #lmk #lego monkie kid #lmk macaque #shadowpeach #i guess

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stil-lindigo · 1 year

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tiger mum.

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wrote a poem for my mum for the last day of the lunar new year. 2022 was her year since she was born in the year of the tiger :)

#as a kid i had really debilitating asthma and eczema so i was always in and out of the hospital #i'm all good now but yeah #i stressed my poor mum out a LOT during the first few years of my life #also retroactively i think this seems like im talking about her like she's dead #shes very much still alive and still one of the best people i know #anyway #thanks for reading #i love my mum #illustration #i guess #stillindigo art

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yanderemommabean · 6 months

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Pics from my woods and where I walk

Gotta love winter time <3

-Mommabean

#personal #ok to interact #ok to reblog #ok to say stuff #mommabean #woods #creepy pics #i guess #I mean im still alive I guess

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kazoologist · 9 days

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congratulations to Mme. Pascale Leclerc, who has surely just experienced both the funniest and most unhinged weekend a mother could ever have. Dear fucking christ, I hope your middlest son brought you a bottle of champagne for yourself, ma'am.

#kazoo noises #charles leclerc #cl16 #monaco gp 2024 #zoomies posting #sports posting #like man. where to begin. one of your racecar children is back in town for the weekend. he has yet to have a truly good work #weekend it seems in town. now this year. we're feeling ourselves a bit. we're feeling optimistic even. and then ur son becomes talk of town #because he keeps doing fucking bits on twitter about adopting his coworker who is friends with your youngest son. this goes on long enough #for actual reporters to comment on it. no one is willing to blink first so by friday night we've yes-anded ourselves to a grandson #(congratulations mme leclerc)#things go well. and then at qualifying they go DAMN WELL #BETTER THAN EVER REALLY! but man. im superstitious. i dont trust shit until its over and the dust has cleared #(the adoption jokes have continued by the way) and MEANWHILE everyone is eyeing that starting grid. were humming. we're making vague hand #gestures when commenting. we're all thinking. Maybe? (the streets can hear u tho. keep it down)#race starts. lap one CHAOS. so many fucking crashes. i'd faint if i had a child even in karting honestly.#(every parent in this sport deserves a prescription for laudanum)#but he's not in it. hes at the front. and he. well. he just Stays There. Through It All. and the laps tick down. until the race is run. and #there he is. your middlest son. cross the line and into the books. first place. home town. what curse indeed. thats your boy!!!!!!!! THERE!#they play the radio of him winning and the audio is peaked because he screams out so loudly. you can hear the water in the laughter.#later theres gonna be videos and photos taken of him pushing his boss into the harbor and diving right in after the man. those photos are #gonna be fucking studied in photography classes one day. and STILL! everyone involved with that goofy joke about him adopting his coworker #(who. despite all the silliness of the race stayed second place and got a podium) is still carrying the bit like a baton relay. Do you have #him over for family dinner? might as well add a plate i guess! people are joking about your youngest son having two nephews? a dog born #maybe a month ago and a man born about... what twenty three years and about a month ago? fuck it! family dinner #sorry this bit got away from me but as someone who loves my homecity and my mom so much it might actually be like.#a visible growth inside my body if they do an autopsy on me at time of death or like. my love will eat me alive. sometimes the charratives #gets to me #anyway cheers mme leclerc i hope you party so fucking hard this week

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curaheehee · 4 months

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#i was so bored #other than that im still sad #fuck pinterest #i hate it i hate it i hate it #but im alive #so its fine i guess #band of brothers #hbo war #history #world war 2 #eugene roe #george luz #lewis nixon #curaheehee

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slymanner · 8 months

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okay but since BMO is now officially dead in the original timeline where lich won and that was the timeline finn and jake were originally from, that mean's when finn and jake die that's OFFICIALLY the last speck of life from that timeline officially gone, including the lich since he's now a lil tetris block in golb betty's domain.

that timeline is officially empty.

this show is fun. 🥲