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your-moms-third-leg · 10 months

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if i had a nickel for everytime a queen with a fucking lit character design was given only how many seconds of screentime and then immediately killed off, i'd have two nickels, which isnt a lot but its weird that it happened twice

#whats even worse is that val had like only ten seconds of screentime #like at least tara interacted with people other than the main characater/s #was even given more than one line and showed up at the end of the movie even if only for a second #but my girl val had NUNNADAT #they both poc too #got me feeling like it was racially motivated fr #but i wont point fingers #nimona #nimona the movie #epic #epic the movie

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voidedjuice · 2 months

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Poncirus scetch from a while back I totally forgot to post

#arknights #arknights poncirus #pleading emoji fingers pointing at each other emojis #my art #artists on tumblr #digital art #scetch #doodle #ran out of time to work on it back then & now its been so long i probably wont finish it anyways so have it like this #huge fan of her ear wings & huge jacket honestly #fashionable bird

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gilbirda · 1 year

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saw another "i hate that anger management is so popular when there are more cool ships that everyone is sleeping on" childish tantrum post

and honestly?

grow up

and also be the change you want to see

make the damn content

and dont bring your shitty negativity to fandom spaces

#dpxdc #dp x dc #anger management ship #i wont point fingers to who made the post because this is not a debate or a witch hunt #i needed to vent #gil talks

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dietmimo · 1 year

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okay so first off SPOILERS FOR ORV EPILOGUE

and 2nd

KNW LJH and OD being a sneaky trio and trying to sneak in snacks before dinner. SP catches them and of course punishment is in order.

KNW and LJH get swat at the back of their hand from trying to sneak the snacks.

OD closing his eyes expecting that he's about to get the same. Instead he feels a stick film on his forehead and a sheet covering his face.

OD opens his eyes to a piece of paper stuck to his forehead. He peals it off and freezes at what is written on it.

KNW and LJH getting curious/alarmed at OD's horrified face getting teary, looking like the world is ending.

They gasp in shock.

Basically SP avoids giving corporal punishment to OD and thinks of creative ways instead.

Written in SP'a scrawl are the words 'I am VERY disappointed in you'

And it works, because what other worse punishment could their be than your favorite person expressing how disappointed they are in you.

#dietmimo headcanons #dietmimo chattering #orv #orv spoilers #OD: AHJUSSSIIII IM SORRY I WONT DO IT AGAIN 😭😭😭😭😭#999 shenanigans man #also OD getting the heaviest punishement because he's the one that planned the snack heist LOL #KNW hugging a crying OD and LJH pointing an accusing finger at SP #LJH: YOU MONSTER HOW COULD YOU #SP: .....#Uriel and LHS coming down later for dinner #LHS: what happened?#SP: they tried to steal snacks before dinner #SP: I told them 999 was disappointed in them #Uriel: You Monster

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minty-bubblegum · 7 months

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@dadofdisappointment coem get ur man before I get to him

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existencebringsonlypain · 5 months

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carved my first thing! it's a fish! stained with the blood of my enemies (me) (it's my blood) (I stabbed myself on accident)

#now my anti-slice gloves are stained :(#knives tw #knives cw #dw i wasn't being super unsafe or anything. the wood it gave me was really long so i was struggling to sever the fish from the bigger block #ended up detaching it using the knife point. which ended up stabbing me #i dropped it in my tash can and saw bits of red. assumed it was something in my trash can and just sliced it off #but then i turn it over and there's more red #and then i look at my glove. with red where my finger was hurting a tad #and now it wont wash out :(#dw tho it's just a very small stab. like smaller than the smallest dot you can make with your pencil #whatever.#wood #wood carving #always wanted to do woodcarving :]#i'm keeping the bloodstains. for keepsakes #existenceunrelateds

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rearranging-deck-chairs · 6 months

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i am,,,once again,,,,,opening a girlie up hang on is this why i get shadowbanned and my blog deleted? I Am Once Again Opening A IMAGINARY Girlie WHO DOESNT EXIST Up in FAKE FICTION

anyway not even using a knife this time its more of a scurvy scars reopening kind of a situation

#you fuck up a regeneration and now your body wont close #dont worry im not posting this ones for the private collection #anyway miss 'death=love' y literally dying: yasmin. yasmin. stick your fingers in me. dont care which hole any of them ive got many rn #its not even technically missy any more i think at this point in her timeline its like missy number 6 #she keeps killing herself!!#also keeps giving herself new names but im just putting missy until ivefigured out what they are #first time it was like a Healing sort of suicide she was inspired by yaz so she was like #I Wanna Be More #and then there was an accident and she turned into koschei #which nobody was very happy with #yaz bc she was like we were having sex yesterday and today youre a child so thats complicated #and missy bc she was like the doctor is acting like im the ghost of their childhood back to haunt them :(#and the doctor bc she was like the ghost of my childhood is back to haunt me #so that was not ideal #then there was an actual suicide-suicide sort of a suicide situation #very committed one too but the doctor uh brought her back #with a lot of effort #then there was a practicality one #like you run i'll explode myself kinda thing #i think im forggeting one #anyway so we're a couple bodies in and she has Once Again fucked up a regeneration #one might suspect shes doing it on purpose #yaz definitely is #but shes also not gonna say no so

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ditttiii · 4 months

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it's every single time i give myself a minute to breathe. a minute away from people, places, distractions, running away from my reality--when the heartbreak catches up and hits me. knocks my fucking breath out.

#as someone who's default has been for the longest time to love love love not being able to give it all the time actually makes me feel #like i am missing a part of me #its the weirdest most incredibly frustrating feeling to feel just slightly off kilter every single minute of the day and knowing u have #no choice but to ignore the oddness bcoz if u poke it its gonna all come crashing down #i hate having loved someone to the point where it was more than how much i loved myself coz now i m left #picking up the pieces they chose to leave behind and not knowing how to piece it all together #and it hurtshurtshurtshurts and never lessens and i can kiss someone else and still feel like a corpse inside #bcoz theres pieces missing that i gave away and that feeling of being incomplete just wont go away #trusting someone to love me forever might have been the stupidest thing i will ever do #and on bad days i think i deserved being left for the sheer stupidity of my life choices #istfg i m never loving again until a man puts a damn ring on my finger #so unbelievably fucking done with this shit #i wanna hate him but i cant and i wanna stop loving but i wont and i wanna feel full again but i dont #tw breakup #tw heartbreak

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mebiselfandi · 5 months

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Imma go to my room and lie down on my bed with free time for the first time in like 3 weeks and imma answer every single ask I've received which is like 10ish anons and about 15ish not anons but yes gimme a sec

#the anons might be more because of a certain psycho moot #I WONT POINT FINGERS BUT YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE

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imperfectcourt · 11 months

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Me: I hate drawing Neil's hair bc I hc it as very chaotic and that is hard to paint

Also me: what if i made a portrait of based entirely off of something that I want to put in his hair

#i hc that neils hair is exactly like mine #except shorter and auburn #wherein his usual routine is to ruffle it with a towel and then let it air dry #and it is poofy and maybe a little wavy and definitely always looking messy and never pointing in the same direction twice #but if he skips the towel adds the tiniest bit of product and gives it a super quick squeeze with his hands #suddenly it dries in all these big curls #but hell if hes going to do that wvery time he showers he does that too often with so many day and night practices #nobody even knows his hair does that (least of all neil) until the first banquet of sophomore year #where allison is too insulted by him having that hair with the suit she picked out for him #and he wont let her at it right after his shower but he does accept the product and lets andrew run his fingers through his wet hair #and an hour later theyre all like ??????#you dodnt want to style your hair who did you let curl it???#neil: ive been sitting in the bean bag eating gold fish while andrew and kevin fought over the bathroom for the past 45 minutes?#anyway he has wild unpredictable ridiculous hair and im going to badly paint it bc i want to draw him in a crown

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cringelordofchaos · 5 days

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I HAVE FOUND MY ANSWERS. FINALLY. HOW DID I NOT THINK OF THIS EARLIER. WOOOOOOOOOO

#ok so to explain!!#i habe this thing i do with my fingers where i rub my pointing finger or middle finger against my thumb #and i do it all. the. time. usually people dont notice or care or domt piint it out #though the school psychologist did point it out and told me its a tick #i was like i dont think it is? but agter asking me soke questions she was like yeah thats a tick #normally i wouldnt care but this tic sometimes completely thins out my skin and my fingers start to hurt which is . not nice #its mostly involuntary and i can try to suppress it but its hard as hell and my hand starts to feel really weird.#her solution was to think about why im doing this while doing it?? which like what ??#that didnt help #MY solution is to wear gloves #i just thought of it now #so my skin wont get ruined #all ill have to do now is just explain why im wearing gloves in the middle of summer

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mondaymelon · 7 months

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This is so late omg but here

Holy water for your traumatized and scarred eyes

i dont even know when i asked for this but im very certain it was needed. thank you for your service. do i begin with gargling it consuming it or showering with it. to i pour it into my eyes like eyedrops or do i pour some into my hands and then vigorously massage them like very rotund grapes

#★ ˎˊ˗ melonrambles!#★ ˎˊ˗ inbox.#i #somehow #sometimes #evnen my own responses concern me #and explain this to me #like totally irrelevant to me and everyone else i know lmao #but like #why do people #who have had some form of childhood trauma or like. mental illness #always have an IMPECCABLE sense of humor #i mean. i wont be pointing any fingers #but yk. yk.#they say the most silly vile and shit that makes you blush and then just .. exist??!!?!#incomprehensible.

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caffeinatedopossum · 2 years

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I just heard someone say that getting married is the hardest thing they've ever done.

I'm sorry but if getting married is the hardest thing you've ever had to do, I don't think I can talk to you. That's fine, that's totally okay if that's hard for you. I just need a long moment of silence for my misjudgment of the average amount of suffering that any given human experiences.

#and obviously theres shit like forced marriage and things #however #if you are choosing who to marry of your own volition. that shit should be easy #i cant even count with all of my fingers and toes the number of things that have been harder for me than getting married #for one. the reason im not yet legally married which is that im disabled and im in a very intenese match of Do I Deserve Rights #with the government #after that weve got recovering from an ed. not sure how im managing that. plus i couldve easily died #you know from malnutrition. not only from me starving myself but also due to severe malnutrition in my entire childhood #due to neglect and abuse. its tge reason i never grew properly. i have a hole in my jaw. its also why my jaw is underdeveloped #ive got severe insomnia and anxiety to the point that i wont sleep for days without strong meds #and cant really leave my house alone #i lived through untreated hypothermia and likely heat stroke as well and those were both MUCH harder than getting married #i experienced child labor and escaped what was probably a cult given that i had to run away to an undisclosed location #cut off contact with everyone i knew from it and remain anonymous #i ran away from home because of the abuse and when the cops were called on me i had to sit thete #with a straight face and listen to social workers and authorities tell me that what i was calling abuse was ok and that i had to go back #i had to fight for an education that i never really got. same for medical care including emergency medical care #anyway point being i will be very relieved to spend the rest of my life with my favorite person after all of that #there are no regrets or uncertainties about that. my life is the best its ever been and she only makes it better

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astranauticus · 9 months

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a handful of chinese songs that give me big robit energy

translating cpop songs is like my second favourite hobby so it's frankly surprising I haven't made this post sooner

Him - Floruitshow (马 - 福禄寿)

I've talked about this song on here before but this is the 3.7 song for me

the second chorus is definitely MR-SN but i like to think of the first chorus (Let me take a good look at your visage as we count down the time till the curtains’ close. Forgive me for holding back my voice so soon, do you know, in your graceful escape, all I see around me is disaster?) as VR-LA during the flashback sequence

specifically 'all I see around me is disaster' because yeah not wrong

'This time I’m not here to bring you home' just kills me like the please please take care of yourself because I can't be there with you anymore of it all

'Oh spring, oh warm sun, please come sooner, grant him a smooth and safe journey' same point, just the desperate plea for the universe to protect VR-LA because he can't do it himself anymore

How can I make you stay - Floruitshow (我用什么把你留住 - 福禄寿)

(conveniently I have actually done a full translation of this song!)

definitely one of the Maxim songs of all time

"You’ve believed that you can let your life pass in numbness, but [...] why do your tears fall in the moment of letting go?' YEAH because we've seen so many times how Maxim keeps trying to convince himself that he can stop just caring but it never works

'You say don’t fall in love, yet you’re unwilling to let go' same point, this man is in such denial about how he just can't stop caring

specifically the second verse feels a lot like Maxim waiting for VR-LA to return from Tu'narath

'You stay silent, holding onto starlight as you wait through your darkest hour. Your mind is struck, when familiar murmurs pierce your ears once more' aaaAAAAHH

the bridge (?) as a conversation between VR-LA and Maxim, VR-LA inviting Maxim to see the beauty and wonders of the world ('Do you want to see the sea of flowers blooming?', very 4.5 wedding invite honestly) but Maxim's trauma just would not allow him to take that risk ('If none of them come back, then who should I live for?')

fun fact the second version of the bridge in my translation ('You must stay to see the flowers bloom' onwards) is exclusive to that live performance of the song so it's not in the spotify version i linked here. as for which version you think fits Maxim more.. well.

Borrow - Mao Buyi (借 - 毛不易)

finally banging out a translation for this song was kinda the inspiration for me to make this post actually

the tldr of this song is that it's an unnamed/unidentified speaker asking to borrow various small things for the sake of somebody else (like 'an inch of frozen sunlight' to provide warmth in a cold world) so you can probably see where i'm going with this

'A simple ‘we have plenty of time’ etched into the soul to prepare for the chance of forced separation' ouch ow okay

'Those blown apart by these winds will say that they never loved deeply' / 'There is a sincerity that cannot be blown apart by this wind' DX-TR betraying the old crew vs VR-LA fighting through so much just to get them back

'There are tears that cannot be washed away by this rain' this line just haunts me. like in general

'An acre of land for him to call home, an ordinary life for him to live' as MR-SN watching over the old crew like I can't be there for you but I hope you will find peace and a home...

#rolling with difficulty #rwd starship #rwd professionals #my feel good hobby! as opposed to art: my feel bad hobby /j #im actually learning to play how can i make you stay on the guitar right now its a lot of fun but ow my fingers #ive also found a score for him but its super outside my skill level so we'll see how that goes #bmadd11 my beloathed #/also/ working on a little something based on that song but that wont... come into play for at least the next few weeks so #its an absolute monster of a project and school has started so i dont have high hopes for getting it done soon #i dont think i got to mention this on the actual post for borrow but ive literally been spinning that song in my brain since like 2020 #genuinely. i've been thinking about how to translate that song for upwards of 3 years #grammar is just weird sometimes #i was gonna include let's go wandering by bibi zhou but i couldve SWORN i wrote a translation for that song before i just cant FIND it #spent 30 minutes hunting for the doc in my drive thats 30 minutes of my life wasted #but 'lets go wandering with a smile because we carry our home in our hearts' just fucks severely #also considered including forget your sorrows when the flowers bloom by zhou shen #bc im not gonna make a cpop post and *not* try and subject more poeple to zhou shen #but like that songs vibe is too... cottagecore to really make a good point there im just obsessed with one specific line #'If my memories are stolen and I forget all my love; I'll say to you “Hello!”#post amnesia vrla to the old crew??? the 'i dont know you. id love to get to know you again' of it all????#did this instead of my programming homework :|

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jawd · 10 months

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getting discharged today hopefully. only stayed the extra night because my mom wants me to but more specifically i need to talk to the PA when he comes in at 6 am and beg him to prescribe me better pain meds for home bc atm the ones theyre wanting me to take with me are even WEAKER than what was being given for pre op, aka the the exact useless pain med that is too too too fucking weak and useless for my post op pain literally at all. like zero difference.

#if i magage to get that worked out im absolutely fucking telling them to discharge me as soon as possible #they was literally the most miserable thing ive had ro di in my life #and i just want to go home with strong enough pain shit #that i want have to be sobbing so bad from the pain which only ends up aggravating the full front of my neck #wont*#too msny typos #still can use my finger good yet and my over months long brain fog is still in me #and even since the surgery i cant sleep even 30 minutes at time from the pain even with the valium and ambien they give mw #like at this point just give me a actual pain med that willl work instead of just givin me shit to make me pass out #sorry if this is mostly incomprehensible esp in the tags. ive been running off absolutely no sleep rn jist pain

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yappacadaver · 5 months

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This is such a good image of him honestly. The busted open shirt. The expression of a guilty dog who just got caught chewing shoes. Rebecca’s pointing finger.

#Rebecca’s accusing finger really makes this #if I was there I’d be doing the pointing wojak meme #that’s a lie you all know exactly what I’d be doing in this situation #mr delver i wont u…

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