#but i know im right <3333333333
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😈🤲🏻 <- guy asking for a winter ramble(TM) about eliot spencer <333
tw for uh. abusive relationships and manipulation and shit like that. like I said. I'm going feral.
LISTEN HE'S SO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm specifically going super insane over his relationship w moreau because it's very clear that there Was In Fact some kind of relationship there. like ?!? the thing I'm the most insane about is how moreau seems to get under eliot's skin in a way that none of the other marks they've had can. I'm thinking specifically about the scene when hardison and eliot go face-to-face with moreau for the first time. eliot actually looks nervous, which is a look we haven't seen on him like .. at ALL. his whole THING is being the unrufflable, unshakeable team hitter who doesn't balk at anything, and so seeing him so visibly distressed was SOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! a collection of some of my favorite expressions in the ep:
he literally ??? has tears in his eyes in the last one as he's begging parker not to ask what moreau made him do ??? i am ??? in shambles??????
and like. any other character showing this amount of emotion wouldn't even phase me because that's like. not a lot of emotion for someone to show but when it's eliot ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, especially since there were so many microexpressions I couldn't possibly get a screenshot of because they're soo blink-and-you'll-miss-it like ,, jaw ticks and lip trembles and voice trembling and shit like that. because it's eliot, the guy who hardly ever cracks, who's showing this much open emotion, it's the equivalent of someone scream-sobbing onscreen. I'm actively going insane
because it's like. moreau must have had ?? so much power over eliot in the past ???? the way he was acting in that scene, the way he was being So confident and almost...mocking .. taking every opportunity to throw the fact that He Knows Eliot into their faces (saying eliot prefers beer, calling him "old friend," reminiscing about "the old days," etc). he was deliberately trying to get under eliot's skin and the thing that makes me insane is that it WORKED. eliot was already so tense and ready for a fight even before moreau showed up, and it was SO !!! so !!!!!! even when hardison was drowning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! eliot didn't have the luxury of showing his stress and worry on his face because if moreau Knew he was scared for hardison their whole job would be blown!!!!!!!!! and it is SUCH a favorite trope of mine where a character has so force themselves to be impassive while a member of their team (bonus points if it's a S/O!!!!!) is in danger !!!!! so really this concept had me from day ONE
and like. the concept of them being A Thing (tm) romantically before canon. not in a cutesy healthy way but in a "there's 13 layers of manipulation and control and one-sided codependency and moreau was using eliot as a tool and a weapon and it's all about eliot being his possession and eliot was trapped in a cycle of manipulation and wanting so desperately to be wanted and being controlled and even after breaking free from it he still had lasting scars for years" kind of way. for moreau it's all about possession and control and for eliot it's all about having a place to belong even though he's losing parts of himself along the way. because the worst, darkest thing from eliot's past* happened while he was working for moreau, and he didn't tell the team about it. now, that's not really a shocker, because the team lies to and withholds information from each other all the time but !!!! still !!!!! there's been this level of Openness eliot and the team has had in the last few eps I've been watching where like ..... if anyone has any questions abt their past, they'll answer them pretty willingly. but he specifically asked parker not to ask him what he did because he didn't want to tell her !!! (which ALSO makes me insane because .... he literally can't say no to her????????? even though he Doesn't Want Them To Know ,, he fully knew that if she asked he would Tell Her ... aoughhh)
*I don't think they ever confirm what that was but bro.....I Have Theories (tm)
and like !!!!!! eliot being used as a tool by his abuser, and doing the absolute worst things he's ever done in his life, that will haunt him forever, and then even years after leaving moreau behind being shoved face to face with him ??!!?!?! I really hope moreau comes back in later seasons because eliot was DISTRESSED and I was EATING IT UP !!!!!!!!!!!!! and I also have had a LOOONG lasting love for whump/angst tropes where one character has been Controlled And Manipulated by another character and even years later that person still has so much power over them ,,,,,,,,, it's SO.!!!!!!!!
if I take some liberties w all these concepts ,, there's SOOO much potential there. moreau being a "toxic ex" but crank the toxicity up to 11 and throw in a healthy dose of whumper/abuser behavior and he somehow gets a hold of parker and hardison and basically forces eliot to leave the team and come back with him ,, kind of a "you don't belong to anyone but me" kinda deal ,,,,,,, oughhhgogughgghghh
#this was SOO scattered because my thoughts are basically just any variation of !!!!:D!!!!!!>:D!!!!!!!!!#i'd like to add the disclaimer that i'm only just getting into the beginning of s4 so if there's anything else that comes after#in regards to this#then i don't know about it <3#but i know im right <3333333333#anyway this is where i reveal my longtime love of fucked up relationships where there's a clear power imbalance#and psychological/emotional/maybe even physical torture involved#not in a hot kink way but in a sinking my teeth into them and dissecting every aspect of the emotions and conflict#i LOVE writing emotions. grief and manipulation and trauma and sadistic control and someone being controlled.#it's sooooooo fascinating to explore in writing. and ougghghh <3333#just to clarify im not woobifying eliot in any way im just squeezing him like a stress ball <3#he's not my little meow meow he's my blorbo SCRUNKIFEROUS soldier hope this helps <3333#UGHGHUGHG. I AM PUTTING BOTH HIM AND MOREAU INTO A BEAKER. I AM STUDYING THEM.#i also have SUCH a love for the person in the control/manipulation position being SO confident and mocking to the person#they used to control even years after they left.#eliot meeting moreau face to face years after the fact and moreau still has just as much power over him as he used to????#making eliot feel just as helpless as before ?????????????#BOY I EAT THAT ONE UP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHIT BOY!!!!!!!#ugh. anyway. going soooooo insane abt them. This Close to writing 10K of emotional manipulation and torture#and maybe some physical and psychological torture too because <33333#and then an additional 7K of healing and moving on with a much more healthy relationship w his bf and gf godbless#ugh. SOO many thoughts. i literally have a headache from this. teehee <3#leo 🌻#leverage#eliot spencer#tw manipulation#tw abuse
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WAITTTTT ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING MEEEEEE BAIZHU’S RERUN BANNER IS IN FOUR DAYS????????????? FOUR FUCKING DAYS????????????????
#I DONT KNOW IF I SHOULD CRY OR CHEER??????#you dont UNDERSTAND he’s literally the reason i started playing genshin ???? ive been waiting 2 get him since zhongli’s first banner???????#but then …. i stopped playing ……. and missed sumeru :’3#and now right when i start playing again after like. a Year. HE’S GETTING A RERUN????????#ITS SOOOO MEANT TO BE but also . if i dont get him ……………#………….#time …. to start saving …… i guess…………….#:’3#ohhhh im abt to be so irresponsible w my money#baizhu i love you so much mwah mwah mwah <3333333333#ari noises ✩
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could you do a third part to buried alive where the reader finally gets a bit better and goes out into the field for the first time and then the team goes and gets drinks after bc they are so proud of her :) -🌱
back again | S.R.
part one | part two
in which you go back into the field (and kick ass)
who? spencer reid x fem!BAU!reader
category? angst and then fluff
content warnings: established relationship. PTSD undertones. guns and physical fighting. reader is paired with morgan and kicks ass. usual cm case stuff. going to a bar and alcohol consumption. use of 'ass'. reader is referred to as a girl.
word count: 1.8k
a/n: hey anon i love you!!! i never expected people to like this story so much, but im so grateful i hope you enjoy!! thanks for reading <3 don't forget to like and reblog <3333333333
It felt good. Standing outside of a suspect's house with Morgan felt normal to you, having your firearm holstered, felt right.
He was trying to get ahold of the team, but the two of you were far from the town and, apparently, cell service. “The call keeps dropping, but they know where we are. They should be on their way,” he told you, getting out of the car. “If you’re uncomfortable going in, you don’t have to.”
You rolled your eyes and got out of the SUV. “I’ve got your back,” you responded self-assuredly. It was your first case back in the field, and besides, you weren’t about to let Derek walk into the lion's den alone.
Despite your attempt at confidence, you hadn’t planned on going to a suspect's house. The two of you had been on your way back from talking to a victim’s family, meaning you didn’t have vests. “I know you do,” Morgan confirmed, removing his sunglasses and snapping the temples down. “Go around back, I’ll take the front,” he said.
Nodding, you unholstered your weapon and kept it pointed toward the ground, you took a deep breath before wrapping around the white farmhouse.
Paranoid thoughts pelted your brain. Did you remember to shut off your phone’s ringer? What if the suspect had a gun? What if the information you were given was wrong and you didn’t have probable cause?
You shook your head, peeking in through the open blinds, you saw the kitchen. The town you were in was on the smaller side, and the only thing that surrounded you was farmland. You saw movement out of the corner of your eye and wished you had been given more time to prepare, having comms right now would be remarkably helpful.
Approaching the back door, you leaned against the siding before reaching over and turning the doorknob. It was already unlocked, which could either be a good thing or a bad thing. You swung the door open and stepped inside the house, pointing your Glock around the kitchen, you saw Morgan entering the living room in your peripheral vision. “Clear!” You called out, and shortly after, Morgan called the same.
Once you had cleared the main floor, Morgan moved upstairs and you moved downstairs, pulling your flashlight from your belt, you pointed it down the steps.
“Jackson Fike this is the FBI,” you called, making yourself known. You reached the bottom of the stairs, just to see another door, wide open. “Damn it,” you cursed, “Morgan, he’s running!” You shouted, hoping your voice would be able to carry up two flights of stairs.
You pocketed your flashlight and took off running out the door. Distantly, you saw a man fitting the suspect's description sprinting towards the woods. Without a second thought, you followed, expecting Derek to be not far behind you.
Thankfully, it was still light outside, the scent of the damp earth filled your senses, but it didn’t overwhelm you. You wouldn’t let it.
You skidded to a halt in the forest, keeping your back to a tree so you could be attacked from behind, “Jackson Fike, you can’t keep running like this. You know as well as I do that the road ends here.” You spoke loudly, hoping he heard you from wherever he had disappeared into the woods.
His choices here boiled down to giving himself up or being on the run for the rest of his life. Based on the profile the team had put together, he would never be able to leave this town. Not by choice, at least.
The snap of a twig gave his location away, you twisted your body in the direction of the noise. Your ears perked up like a bloodhound. “Jackson, if you come with me and tell me where the girls are, maybe I could see about keeping you close to home. Close to your house, that’s what’s important, right?” You tried to negotiate with him. You didn’t know if he was armed, but you did know that suicide by cop wasn’t in his profile. It was also less paperwork if you cuffed him without a fight.
“You can’t make me that promise, agent,” he responded. His voice was gravelly despite only being in his late thirties. “Why would I negotiate with a fed when I could just kill one instead?” He asked.
His question sent a chill down your spine all the way down to where your handcuffs rested on your back. “You’re right,” you ceded, “You’d be worshipped in prison for killing a fed, but why take that chance?”
In a flash, the UnSub smacked your wrist, causing a misfire into the trees, and making your weapon hit the ground.
That was fine, your marksmanship was good enough to pass your qualifications, but hand-to-hand was where you really excelled. He charged at you, but you jumped out of the way.
Closer to the farmhouse you heard voices, but you didn’t let yourself get distracted. Instead, you used your one boxing lesson with JJ and kicked. The inside of your foot provided enough surface to daze your opponent, he stumbled around, and you made sure to keep both of your feet firmly planted to the ground.
He swung back, but you ducked just in time to feel the breeze of his swing against your face. In response, you swung back, hitting him across the face.
Jackson retaliated, using both hands to push you into a tree, crushing your shoulder but not doing anything to stop you from throwing another hit, striking him on the head, and causing him to fall to the ground. He groaned as you crouched down and pulled your cuffs out, fastening them around his wrists.
As you read him his rights, the local police and the rest of your team approached you. Emily looked at you warily, Spencer was searching for injuries, but Morgan was grinning. He was like a giddy little kid who had heard the ice cream truck turn on his street.
Handing off the UnSub to a local, you eyed Morgan suspiciously, “What are you smiling at?” You asked, rotating your shoulder in a failed attempt to make it feel better.
“You took that guy down,” Derek said, gesturing to where the police officer was now taking the UnSub.
Confused, you shrugged, “Yeah, and?”
He laughed again, “Oh, you are so back, pretty girl.”
A flight later, you were hunched over takedown paperwork, something you certainly hadn’t missed during your time away from the field. At the desk adjacent to yours, Spencer was flipping through a book, waiting for you so you could go home.
After initialing each page and signing the last one, you placed the papers into the confidential file. Going up the stairs to Hotch’s office, you knocked on the door, “Come in.”
You stepped into the office and reached over to hand him the file, “My takedown paperwork for Jackson Fike.”
He nodded, the stern look on his face fading as he looked at you, “You did impressive work today, Y/L/N. By taking the initiative to arrest Fike, you saved the three girls he had captive.”
Shrugging, you fiddled with his nameplate, “I just did what felt right.”
“Other agents would’ve shot him, and it would’ve been justified, but you didn’t,” Hotch said, raising his eyebrows. “It’s good to see you out in the field again,” he told you in that fatherly, parental tone of his.
You looked out the window of his office, “It’s good to be back out, sir.” Watching as the rest of the team gathered back into the bullpen, “I thought everyone had already left?”
Hotch set your file down and stood from his desk, “I believe they were all waiting for you in Garcia’s office.”
Confused, you walked outside of the office and down the steps, “Hey?” You said cautiously, looking around at everyone, “What’s going on?” You looked at Spencer, but he just shrugged like he didn’t know any more than you did.
“We,” Derek said, “are going to O’Keefe’s,” he said, grinning as you reached over your desk to grab your bag and your coat.
Shoving your arms through the sleeves of your coat, you looked at the team curiously, “I’m getting the sense that I don’t have much of a choice in this outing.”
Grinning, Penelope excitedly walked towards you, looping her arm through yours and leading you out of the bullpen, “you don’t!”
You laughed, looking back at Spencer, who was just smiling at you. It wasn’t in your nature to turn down what Emily called ‘team bonding’, so the lot of you went to the familiar bar, a place you hadn’t been in nearly four months.
At the same table as always, standing room only with the eight of you, Rossi paid for all of your preferred drinks. Something you had learned to not protest over the years, as long as he was there, he’d never let you pay for your drinks.
Casually, Spencer had his arm around your waist, the two of you were more affectionate outside of the office. “How’s your shoulder?” He asked, gently skimming the pad of his thumb over the sensitive skin. Naturally, Spencer didn’t say anything in front of the team when you mentioned being shoved into a tree, but behind closed doors, he had asked to take a look at it.
You hummed in response, leaning into his touch, “Better, just bruised a bit.”
He dropped his hand back down to your waist, “good,” he whispered, ducking his head, and pressing a kiss to your cheek, causing you to smile.
Grabbing your attention, Derek cleared his throat and raised his glass in your general direction. “Tonight is about you, pretty girl,” he said, causing everyone else to turn to you. Your cheeks burned, “not only did you kick some UnSub ass, but you threw yourself back into the field after months on the sidelines.”
At your side, Spencer squeezed your hip, you were grinning like a fool.
“It has been an honor to be able to watch you reclaim yourself. I, for one, am proud of that accomplishment,” Morgan continued. “I hope you’re proud of yourself, too.”
You nodded enthusiastically, “Thank you. All of you, really.” You reached forward where everyone was clinking their glasses before taking a sip. Setting your glass down, you turned and looked at Spencer, “I love you,” you whispered to him.
He dropped a kiss to your lips, earning a whoop from Garcia. When he pulled away, he smiled at you softly, “I love you too.”
#criminal minds#spencer reid#criminal minds fanfic#criminal minds fanfiction#spencer reid fanfic#spencer reid x reader#spencer reid x you#spencer reid whump#spencer reid hurt/comfort#spencer reid angst#david rossi#derek morgan#aaron hotchner#emily prentiss#jennifer jareau#written by margot#margot's asks#criminal minds angst
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My thoughts on OP ships except I’m being 100% honest (P.3)
SLIGHT SPOILERS FOR THE HEROINES ONE PIECE NOVEL
*LawBepo
- I don’t know about you but to me I’m neutral about it, if you ship this, good for you! If you don’t then okay!
- I do think it’s a cute ship though with their interactions, relationship between the two, etc..
- And it actually MAKE SENSE
- Like hear me out, Law would actually marry a polar bear because of how much of a freak he is and considering he’s a pirate, he wouldn’t care if other people think it’s weird, at least he has his fluffy boyfriend.
- I draw these two a lot in my sketchbooks, like every single one just HAD to have Law and Bepo together or else those sketchbooks are not mine
- he has a soft spot for Bepo, definitely Bepo. He hates everyone and everyone but his crew, Corazon and BEPO.
-In the SBS, Oda did tell us about how Law met Bepo (with Penguin and Shachi), at that time Law was a kid along with the three others so that means Law and Bepo knew each other since they were children and are super close.
- FUNFACT : You know how Law hates Umeboshi right? Well Bepo likes eating it with onigiri pretty much! I like to imagine that if someone ever gift Law some onigiri with umeboshi inside, he will give them to Bepo.
*Smoshigi
- Small girl with her gigantic DILF (idk what that means but I think it’s fitting).
- it’s the size difference isn’t it?
- I like their chemistry a lot! It’s pretty cute in my opinion.
- for some people, a 10 year age gap is too much (Shigi is 23, Smoky is 36, so that means it’s 13 year age gap then) but they’re both adults so I guess it’s legal? I mean Rayleigh and his wife has a 10 year age gap and they’re old now-
- this might be controversial but… Smoshigi is better than Zoshigi or Lawshigi in my PERSONAL OPINION.
Zoro is confirmed to have no interest in women by Oda and for Law i don’t think he’d date her or even taken interest in her in general.
(I telling all this like a hater I’m so sorry I don’t mean to sound like one DDDX!! If you ship Zoshigi or Lawshigi it’s totally fine and valid! It’s just my opinion!)
*Sanami
- MY FAV SHIP!!!!! I love them so much they’re so cute!!! <3333333333
- Theres this one part of the OP stage actors and actresses like an event or something?? And I saw a video of these two where basically Sanji is being a simp as always, drops on one knee and like hold out his hand to Nami
Nami holds his hand then blows him a kiss!!!!! IT MADE HIM STARTED BREAKDANCING ITS HONESTLY SO CUTE AGSHSVHSHSHSHWHHSHW
- They’re the DEFINITION of GIRLBOSS MALEWIFE FRFR!!! No 🧢!!!!!!
- wait did I already put this ship in part 1 or part 2? Man idc anymore I just genuinely LOVE this ship!! If it becomes canon I will become happy! (Even though it’s highly unlikely it’s fine!)
- I just love their moments together you know? When I was young I always wanted the two of them to kiss a lot, I have never change at all 😈
- Like look at the sad French man! How can you not kiss him!?!?!?! He makes you desserts you really like, compliments and swoons at you everyday, cooks for you, loves you for who you are, patient and will listen to you whenever you have a bad day, shows affection to you, a gentleman, IN A SUIT, ALSO WEARS AN APRON AS WELL, Respects you, etc… etc… he’s the only French I like <333/j
- They’re also both good with kids and have a soft spot for them! Oda stated that if Nami is ever kind to someone it’s women and Children, for Sanji he always has a motherly nature surrounding him, his interactions with the DK crew proves this!!!
- AGH I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!!! IM DYING!!!
*KozaVivi
- a HUGGGGEEE fan of childhood friends to lovers trope <3333333333
- I love these two a lot, I ship them a lot TOO! I want them to have more interactions!
- in the Heroines novel, I just love Vivi’s episode with Koza and the love letter (NO CONTEXT HEHEHE 😈) it’s so so so SOOO sweet it’s giving me diabetes
Like it’s so funny, full of sweetness and wholesomeness! I love them!
- I wish these two would be canon… if not it’s fine as well… because I have another ship up my sleeve… *takes out hand*
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SUCK IT UP YOUVE BEEN FUCKED BY MY SON I THINK YOU CAN HANDLE ME FUCKING YOUR BROTHER ಠ︵ಠ
SSSSHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!!! (ᗒᗩᗕ) I AM NOT GAY!!
(≧▽≦) I know right <3333333333 so romantic when he dug open my grave and ate my heart and sobbed as he hugged my corpse with blood dripping down his chin #lovewins
:( it's so unfair how people hate me because of Schlatt :(((( I'm so nice and cool and awesome ʘ‿ʘ
I will give him So Many cool rocks <33
—glatt
ITS DIFFERENT WHEN I DO IT‼️‼️ FUCK YOU I WILL SUCK IT UP. FROM YOUR SON 🎉
YOU 🫵 ARE GAY 🫵 YOU HAVE INTERNALIZED HOMOPHOBIA AND OUTERNALIZED HOMOPHOBIA 🫵 YOU HAVE A HUSBAND AND FUCK MEN AND MASC PRESENTING PEOPLE 🫵
… jesus fucking christ . You guys are fucked up did you know that
“Im so nice and cool” you called me a BITCH >:(( you’re lucky im helping you. I just want Tubbo to be happy and have healthy relationships >:(
#dsmp tommy#rp blog#mentions tubbo#mentions wilbur#mentions quackity#tw: trauma#tw: suggestive#tw: sex mention#tw: violence#tw: body horror#tw: cannibalism#tw: injury#tw: unhealthy relationships#tw: unhealthy behavior
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Team Sky liveblog
NIGHTSKY REAL NUGHTSKY REAL NIGHTSKY REAL NIGHTSKY REAL MY BABY BIY MY BELOVED
YES
YES
YES
YES
YES
YES
PLEASE
I NEED TO SEE MY BOY
I NEED TO SEE MY BOY
I NEED TO SEE MU BOY
AIR BUD
AIR BUD
AIR BUD
MY OTHER BABY BOY
this is going to send me into cardiac arrest
My baby
I need Nightsky I want to kiss him on the lips so bad ANYWAYS
“About 20 years older” OKAY SO. That would make Nightsky like…. 50 in my canon. Real. No 2it 60
OLD MAN <33333333
Biting my Zoroark plushie so hard it’s hurting my teeth
Kill me don’t kill me somebody kill me except dont
This shit is an hour and 23 minutes long
holy shit
Yeah he likes Fezandipiti of course <33333333
Mikey dig up the corpse
dig up the corspe
commit a Fuse
MIRAIDON
Baby boy :)
Mikey gets his ribs kicked in by Miriadon
GB HI
GB HELLO
GB GREETINGS
MY BABY BOY
everybody pray for my throat
please
Me and my shiny rayquaza plushie watching together <3
I genuinely feel nauseous rn
okay I drank water
I’m going to
pass out
if I’m not careful
like seriously
kill Nightsky don’t kill him I love him too much
kiss him
kiss me
Mikey I’m going to kill you
GREEN!!!!!!!! CLOTHING!!!!!!!! he’s gonna get the bird mask
I’m going to die of cardiac arrest as soon as Nightsky shows up I promise you that
I’m going to dig my nails into my skin so hard I will bleed <3333333333
I bite my hand <3
SONT CALL OGERPON YGLY I’m gonna eat your flesh <3
Yup bird mask
<333333333
Put this man Ina. Dress
I will wake up the entire neighbourhood my window is open uh oh
hopefully nobody calls the authorities
MY DEVICE DIED BUT IM BACK
RACISM????????
“I’m greedy for more Sky!” uh huh…….. sounds an awful lot like Nightsky :) hmmmmmmmm are you sure you’re not so similar, Mikey? Teehee
bird death
“If it was still alive I could reform it” Mikey says “I can fix him <3333333333”
The entire world Nightsky comes from is a barren wasteland…….. of course it’d make sense if he’d be there
Mikey nobody knows you I’m sorry my Baby boy but nobody knows what team Sky is
“I’d say I’d be wary if a shadowy figure approached me at literally any time” ya
mlem :p
OH NIGHTSKY MIGHT BE AG THE CRYSTAL POOL BECAUS EHE NEEDS RESOURCES DOR A NEW TIME MACHINE
FUCK
PLEASE
PLEASE
WAIT
WAIT
YEASSSSSSS
YES YES YES YES YES YES EYS WEYS WYS WYEHSIDNAONWLFN2PSHEOSNDODHD MY ABY BOY MY BABAY BOY MY BABY BOY DIANSODHWOWJEKDNWOHWWOSJ MY EBPVOED BABAY boy HELLO SIR HELLO MY BAABY HOY
NIGHTSKY HAS A KORAIDON
WHY
Kill him <3
And he’s gone<3
OH HES GOT THE FLYING FROM THE IDGIGO DISK
LMAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAO
yYES
YES
YES
YES
YES
YES
He needs the crystals from the crystal pool for the Tera power to remake a Time Machine or perhaps gain power from it. Or perhaps he already has a new Time Machine considering his Koraidon???????? Where else would he get it???????. God his new outfit looks so much better I need him to kiss me on the mouth anyways
My baby boy my BABAY boy my baby boy
Let me see Nightsky being extremely depressed pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee
Nightsky appearance my beloved baby boy my baby boy
No he is not afraid of you he… well…. Hm…. Potentially anxiety of him ruining his life even more???????? Perhaps. Kiss me anyways
I’m going to strangle him lovingly (Nightsky)
I love how fucking annoyed he was to see Mikey
Like not even a burst of visible rage. He must’ve really wanted to strangle and kill Mikey right then and there. Or maybe he’s just so out of it, or potentially he just doesn’t care anymore because he’s so confident in whatever new plan he has????????
#Team Sky Spoilers#mandjtv#Team Sky#Team Sky Mikey#Team Nightsky Mikey#Nightsky Mikey#Team Nightsky#tw cannibalism
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crossfade <3
i don't think i knew nagisa's seiyuu but he sounds great looking forward to more
doutan kyohi and oshigoto seiyuu ver are sooo good!!!!!!
kareshi no shikaku is sooo fun too im so looking forward to it
the "samishigariya" title announcement sounded so depressed
i love romantic wedding how long has it been since i last talked abt how much i love romantic wedding
KOYUKI?????? TOOK MY BREATH AWAY???? HE SOUDNS SO NICE???????? shun horie i owe you my entire life
COSPLAY SHITAI NOOOOO <333333 WAOOOOO inoue marie has such a nice deep voice im sooo in love koyuryou Outsold Slayed i Died im preordering this album in this exact moment right now <-in class
thursday's scandal <3
SANKOKU JEALOUSY HOLFING MY BREATH LOSING IT did you guys know ive been listening to hinas song ALL WEEK i LOVE her 0 misses
kore seishun understand <3333333333 im love go d i rly like koyukis new va i seriously im enjoying this sm i really could get used to him
last song grits teeth
VERDICT: KOYURYOU WIN
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Hiiiiiii Eun
Happy christmas! (In case you don't celebrate it-) Happy winter holidays!!! Get some well deserved rest!
The yuri on ice relaps is so painfull I feel you, Ice Adolescence feels like a myth-
And as selfproclaimed 1# fan/j of TPHD the new chapter right before christmas feels like a gift, you already know I ATE it up, there's no way to thank you enought aah
-❌📻
my dear pookie ❌📻 anon
first off, HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO YOU TOO <333333 have a great one and a merry Christmas!
second of all, (cw. 6 paragraph rant of YoI below the cut)
the Yuri on Ice relapse is a thing and the withdrawal is a thing too that anime is a fucking drug I don't know how I don't know why but it is. it legit got me spiralling on Tumblr and Twitter, just searching for ice adolescence.
after that search I came to the conclusion that iceAdo is probably selved until further notice, mainly bc there is an anon Twitter account basically saying they are a Mappa employee; tweeting that Mappa won't ever announce that they are cancelling IceAdo bc it would look bad on investors but honestly idk like... leaving fans hanging with no answer also looks bad for the investors no?
furthermore, the whole Avex & Mappa thing with YoI couldn't be ignored either but it just boiled down to money. mappa wanted more money and Avex locked them in a contract that cut Mappa very little money (allegedly). Some fans speculate that Mappa is delaying IceAdo bc they want to pressure Avex but again it is all speculation.
honestly, after all that, I just opened AO3 and read every YoI fanfic I could find bc I have little to no hope that IceAdo is coming. the worst part about all this is that YoI is an original anime, therefore there is no official continuation apart from animation. it is also unlikely that Avex or Mappa gonna hand over production to another studio bc let's be real here, YoI put Mappa on the map, there is no denying that.
But then again it is not impossible bc Wit studio (the studio that originally produced Attack on Titan and whose name was put on the map by AOT) handed over production to Mappa bc they have no time to produce the final season.
This kinda shows that to handover production is possible but then again, we are talking about mappa here... infamous for overworking their employees and underpaying them among other things (allegedly)
anyhow, I'm saying IceAdo is possible but the possibility is... less than 10% (In my humble and limited opinion)
<YOI rant end>
anyhow HDKJASHDJKAJ im glad you enjoy the chap <3333333333 it has been in writing for longer than id like to admit but i hope the wait is worth it. Have a great day!
#☁️ ꒰ may your name be blessed : ❌📻 anon꒱#☁️ - prophecy of the past#eun's yuri on ice saga#yuri on ice#ice adolescence#☁️◝ the holy codice: the phoenix to his dragon
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(i dont mind sending dms! i just didnt know if that would be weird of me haha! im from places forums where you dont usually do that so ive no idea!)
yeahhh! im writing a mr small fanfic to put up there when i get my invite (apparently its approx. going to be on the 7th, so thas good!) im just hoping to figure out how tagging works, and how to write a summary *shudders* /lh! - algae
(Well, it's not weird!! It's pretty cool!! <3333333333)
THAT'S SO GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WISH YOU ALL OF THE BEST ON IT!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:333333333333333333333333333333333333333
Also, I found a post which details how AO3 works, in case you need it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
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well, sharkface. if someone has suggested before then maine (or bonus meta)
you are actually the first to ask about sharkface :) <3 ilu
oddly enough no bingo BUT shrakface <3 :) he is everything to me
and honestly on second though maybe he does work better as part of a dynamic bc on his own, hes very cool and scary and the ridiculousness of his dramatics works great against the reds and blues very “wait what? the fuck is that why are you so cringe” reactions to things. but characterly speaking like. this is a guy unhinged by grief. the loss of people that were close. he is unhinged BC he has no people anymore. if he had people i think that would be so good for him 🥺 kimball and wash hold fire and red team adopt sharkface challenge pls
also carolina learn what an apology is challenge jfc
i will not get into the wasted potential thing because i feel like i have screamed about that so much and i dont have the energy rn lol
BUT. thank u for ask me about shark man <3333 makes my weird little heart all glowy inside
maine gets double bingo bc hes special to me. <33333 big guy. likes to fight, doesnt like heights, doesn’t talk much, likes big weird weapons. a man after my own heart. needed more screen time imo
like he’s not a saint but people characterizing him as some. idk. sadist evil motherfucker always rubs me the wrong way. also maine =/= meta. but maine is part of the meta. u understand.
meta also gets double bingo bc im lov them <3333333333
i want to recoup some energy so i can talk more about meta bc he is my special little guy they are my big silly blorbo blob so this is going in drafts a minute
edit: did i never fucking post this?! i thought i had..... anyway. ill post this and then go look for it bc ill forget it in the drafts again
OK IM BACK
meta!!!!! honestly. to me. meta is a journey. a transformation. never fully solidified, always in flux. by the time they are actually the meta it is no longer sigma here and maine there in the same helmet. putting more and more fragments in the same organic mind must have been mental hell in a few ways for someone unused to this. the chaos. the fragments were from the same ai but they were still their own selves. u get it.
theres no way to know what went on in there the whole time and i dont trust rt to write that but he’s still. very special to me. especially post-emp. they are gone. his(their) head is empty again. quiet.
personal headspace stuff warning for those who’d rather scroll by:
especially early on in 2020+. i got locked in my head a lot. my little subsection of our headspace is an oubliette/panic room bunker cylinder. i’ve since been able to add windows and i know i CAN technically get out now. but for a long time it was just me, and an impenetrable wall of fog with no way out, and only a window way up in the ceiling i couldn’t reach. no one could reach me, i couldn’t reach out either. it was extremely lonely, very grey, and it just made me miss everyone i was able to talk to before. this is probably why i feel so attached to him, because i know what suddenly being shut off from all your system members feels like (idc that it was artificial bc the fragments were intentionally inserted, they were a system.)
feels like someone stripped you down to your OS when that happens honestly and you have to keep moving in a world that expects something of you yet. what do you do when you are back to being just one person alone in your head? how do you figure yourself out? other characters have said the meta was seeking more power... but that’s not right, i don’t think. when sigma& were in there, in the meta soup crockpot. they wanted to be human. be whole. reaching that metastability. and after they were gone. do u really think he would not have jumped at any chance to get one of them back? yeah AI are powerful. but so is loneliness.
i think maybe. if he would have lived. he would have had little introjects like epsilon made. maybe a neosigma. maybe there was a partition he started putting up when everyone else got too loud and split off a separate maine that was buried when things kicked into high gear. i dont know. there’ll never be any of this in canon so it’s only my speculation but. i like them, i like to think about them.
there show distinctly separates this transformation into several parts but only because that’s all they show us. they show us pfl maine with no ai. they show us pfl maine + sigma. they show us the boogeyman the meta is made into through the lens of hte other characters. they show us a meta a bit more clear-headed but still in possession of personality, sapient thought. but my brain wants to know (always) what happens in between. because it was never a light switch moment that caused these things, it was things stacking up over time, like anything else. i want to know how wanting to help sigma achieve metastability turned into acquiring the other fragments at almost any cost. it’s canon that the freelancers’ and ais’ personalities started to bleed into each other. how much of that happened more and more with each fragment they added?
hm. much 2 think about. i do have a meta lives au which addresses some of this. but i think i have spilled all my brainbeans and now i am tired again lol <3 but. ty for asking and sorry this sat in my drafts for months x.x ilu
#we just got a letter#ask games#rvb meta but not The meta#but ALSO the meta. and#agent maine we care you#sir that's my emotional support shark#here are my onions
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wip ask game 1 2 5 6 9 14 20 26
1. what’s your longest wip right now?
i dont know if this means longest as in like how many pages/words long or if this means longest as in the wip ive been working on for the longest amount of TIME but uhhh the the answer to the latter would be blazing sky (aka the first "book" in the series of Stories im writing which i finally made an arc title for, silence of the stars) which i created back in like 2017? 2018? and though ive rewritten it a handful of times thats the one ive been working on the most lately . the actual longest thing im working on (long as in lots of pages) isnt particularly blazing sky itself but is part of that whole Arc, the thing that im writing right now is cedarstar's whole death scene from mothwhiskers pov which from what i remember is like . 9 and a half pages long? yeah <3
2. what’s your shortest wip right now?
again dont know if this means short as in how many pages/words or short as in the wip that ive been working on the Least but ig for the latter question the one thats been around much much shorter than blazing sky or anyting else is the stuff that im writing about berryclan/mintclan/shiveringclan/gustclan bc with that stuff i only created it within the past month or so so nothings rly come out of it yet. but as for shortest physical wip . i have no idea honestly KJDSJKLJKLG bc thers a thousand documents in google docs that are just like rly short 2 paragraph things that i juts wrote down bc i had those ideas in my mind n didnt know where to go with them so i just . plopped them down n didnt work on them after that JSLDJKG
5. do you listen to music while writing or no? if yes, what’s your favorite kind of music to listen to?
i try not to listen to music while writing bc my rbain focuses too much on the lyircs and The Music rahter than actually writing . i usually listen to random youtube videos for some kind of background noise that i can Easily tune out (usually i go fro longer 1-3 hour video essays that ive already watched before or something so i can just zone out while listening to them and dont have to focus on the Words, either that or i jst put on like. one of those "surviving 100 days in minecraft hardcore!!!!!" videos, which is weirdly what ive been listening to lately SKJDJKLLKG)
6. write 3 sentences of any wip you’d like, post it in the answer.
Rosestar let out a wail and Specklestar looked as if she were about to vomit as blood began to pool out around Cedarstar’s head. Mothwhisker stared down at him in pure shock and horror, and behind him Darkfrost simply stared at Cedarstar with no expression on his face. Mothwhisker looked up at the sky and only then, after Cedarstar had been brutally murdered by not only another clan leader, but his own ex-mate and the mother of his son, did Starclan begin to cover the moon with dark gray clouds.
^ from thge cedarstars death thing. teehee!
9. what are you struggling with the most in finishing your current wip(s)?
for a lot of the stuff i write i struggle with finding a clear ending or a good place to end things and i struggle writing stuff after i get to like. the climax of the chapter. like with cedarstar's death im struggling writing darkfrost's reaction and snowstar's reaction n everyone's reaction to his death and struggling to find a good place to End Things so its juts . in wip limbo rn KSJLDLJKLKG
14. what’s your favorite thing about writing?
making my ocs go through horrible terrible trauma <33333 projecting my issues onto my sillly little guys <3333333 loooks at mistyleaf and meadowmoon specifically theyr'e the worst of the bunch <3333333333
(but fr i think my favorite thing about writing is writing like dialogue n stuff. im not good with being subtle when it comes to dialogue, like im very much. making characters be upfront and straightforward when they rly shouldnt be (such as i wanted to write a thing where mistyleaf and heatherheart are talking after darkwing's death and its from mistyleaf's pov n heatherheart is making it all about herself completely unintentionally and mistyleaf, now knowing she's being unintentional about her thoughts, blows up at her and is like "well he's MY brother he's MY family you aren't the ONLY one who's grieving" but im finding it hard to be. subtle ig? and having heatherheart not realize she was saying that stuff and upsetting mistyleaf while also making mistyleaf accidentally lash out thinking heatherheart was being genuine abt being all like "oh im sosad im sooooo sad that darkwing is dead he was MY mate and the father of MY kits im sooooooooo sad that hes dead" and not addressing mistyleaf's grief) but aside from that i do lke writing dialogue it is fun :])
20. how do you usually come up with story ideas?
gonna be honest i have no fuckign idea someimtes shit just comes to me. like fuckinnnn owlstar's whole story about her being a young leader with a dead father and her not being able to live up to her clans' expectations of her and her clan not accepting her as a leader bc she's only like a year and a half moons old just like. completely came out of nowhere. with older oc's, specifically like mothheart and her kits, and shellstorm, they were created shortly after i read certain warriors books. shellstorm was created after i read crookedstar's promise and she was heavily, perhaps TOO heavily, inspired by crookedstar's story. mothheart and her kits were created shortly after i read moth flight's vision and also i was inspired by recently reading long shadows + sunrise where the secret of jay lion and holly being the kits of leaf and crow was revealed. with newer ocs though they just kinda. came out of nowhere.
ig though if i had to answer this, id say sometimes i just like. put myself in my characters shoes and look at things from their perspectives. and i go with stuff from there. like earlier today with the clangen stuff with copperleaf riverlight and clovershade, when i saw clovershade being Disappointed In Copperleaf and then saw copperleaf Spending A Lot Of Time With Riverlight i was like hmm. okay pretend im clovershade now. okay whats the first thing that comes to my mind for me (clovershade) to be mad at copperleaf. okay lets say he and i (clovershade) both had crushes on riverlight and when i (clovershade) died he became mates with her and used my death for her to feel sorry for him and become his mate. boom. story created <3
26. is there a wip you’d like to see recreated in a new medium (ie. movie, audio drama podcast, web series, animation, musical)?
i would fucking LOVE to turn my stuff into like a comic or even an animated series (not like on tv series but like. an animated series put on yt or something) . but alas i wouldnt be good at updating a comic regularly and animating is sohard but . idk! for now it wil all stick to writing <3
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welcome to becas pitchfork looner version
1- the journey: well i love loona intros so I'm biased to say anything. This one is so cool!! PARTY!!!! SUMMER PARTY!!!
2- flip that: I LOVE THIS BEGINNING! The summer sounding is so here the drums you know? CHUUUUU!!!!! flip that that that that that! The chorus is sooo nice!! Get it haseul! Oooooooo this bridge <3 GOWONNNN <3333 i think they should've done smth crazy for this last chorus but it's good anyways. I'm so happy they still can make good title tracks aaa!!! 9/10!!
3- need u: NO WAY YOU HAVE LESS THAN 3 MINUTES..it is the one I liked during highlight medley why am I cursed with these short songs. OK NOW IM GOING TO START LISTENING TO IT FOR REAL. Ok work vocals. WOOOOAAAAAHHHHH. Universe vibes <333 CHUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU WE BRING THE LIGHT. OH MY FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOIIIIIDJDJSKSKFKSODJDKDJ I KNEW IT SHES MY EVERYTHING. WE FUCKING NEED YOU. TOP 5 LOONA SONGS ALREADY. CHUU!! WE BRING THE LIGHT NO MATTER HOW LONG IT TAKES GIRLS THIS CHORUS IS EVERYTHING I HAVE CHILLS OH YM GOD. HASEUL GO SING! WE NEED U RIGHT NOW! WE KNOW CHUU. SHES SO PRETTYYYYYYYY 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺💗 OH MY GODDD THE POST CHORUS WOAAAAAA OLIVIAAAAAA oh my god it's so good I'm crying why are you short. Why are you my don quixote. Ok 10/10
3- POSE: i don't think I did my review on this one so let's go. RUPAUL SAYING POSE. ok work. I love the pre chorus sm get it Kim lip. OK VOCALS. I LVOE THIS CHORUS!!! OK? THE BASS WHATEVER THIS IS CALLED WAAA it's so good for my ears. I LOVE RAPPER OLIVIA. Heejin rap is cringe she can't I'm sorry. HASEUL <3333 YEOJINMNMNNNNDNDNDKKS!!!!!! I love lip adlibs here. I LOVEEEE THIS PART NANANANA. I WALK LIKE FUCKING NANANA GET IT CHUUUU ok woaw very good 7.5/10 not my favorite loona song ever but not a bad one either it's listenable and has its epic moments i like it a lot :)
4- pale blue dot: ok even the girlies were happy with this one you better deliver. Let's go. OOOO WHAT????? so many problems girl. WHAT. FAKE DROP. ooo it's so pretty <3 what's up with these instrumentals why is it so far whaaaat I DONT KNOW IF I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT OR NOT. JINSOUL GOD. OK I LOVE THIS. ITS TRULY MAKING MY BRAIN GO ???????HMMM????? Olivia <3333333 CHUUUUUUUUUUU GET IT. THIS SONG IS SO GOOD?????? WHAT THE HELL I NEVER LISTENED TO ANYTHING LIKE THAT? I guess that's why I'm confused. Wow idk how to rate this one cause i really don't know how I feel about it it was so??????!!!!!!! WHAT. I'll have to listen to it more i really don't know how I feel about it
5- PLAYBACK: funny story i didn't know this song already existed cause i took a break from being an orbit for some time but i listened to it later and liked it. Let's see the studio version. This instrumental is from an indie game puzzle. Gowon <3 woaaaaa it's so pretty. Jinsoulllll i love her voice sm. WHAT. This was so random lol. Ooooo this bridge. Chuu <3333333333 they should've done something crazy here i think like key change whatever. Please fade out please fade out please please please please please please. Well ok it didn't. Its good!! 8/10
Well it was good loonas summer era hmmm. There's not a single song besides flip that and the intro that has summer vibes which i think it's odd for a SUMMER ALBUM but. Well loona doing loona funsies. It's great food anyways my fave for now is need u i already knew that that's it thanks for coming see everyone next year
EDIT I FORGOT TO RANK THEM OK: need u > flip that > pale blue dot > playback > pose (dont trust me im a libra)
#i dont sound very enthusiastic bc im very sleepy rn and i have shit to do#loona has to stop dropping albums when its morning here cause mornings is when ppl do shit im busy but i couldnt wait to listen later
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Your fondness for bullets is so :’)))))) that was really lovely to read. You articulated it well “The band was born out of a need to exist” that’s beautiful. You know, I actually tend to dislike first albums when compared to an artist’s entire discography and reading that changed my perspective heh RIGHT I forgot to tell you about the song. Is your favorite from bullets, skylines? Or do you have a different bullets fave? I don’t think I’ve actually heard a lot of bullets tbh I need to do an entire album listen through start to finish. As for skylines I listened finally it’s so good!!!!!! HAHAHA me crying during WTTBP while you moshed during it thats funny, I DEFINITELY HAD THE BEST ENERGY IN MY SECTION HEH I always do^.^ omfg about Joe Rogan that man betrayed me as a kid he hosted my favorite reality show at the time so I grew up loving him. And then as an adult I discovered what he became ooffff it was the fucking worst I hate when people turn out to be shitheads
I see you’re really trying to watch Hannibal EEEE that makes me so happyyyyyyyy YAYYYYY we’re watching it together!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY our show<3333333333 I can’t wait to talk to you about it. Sm of it I’ll be watching and be like "Frank is gonna be so into this" I wish we could actually watch it together it would be so nice to talk about it and cuddle and I could squeeze your hand at all the icky parts and hide my face in your chest. You would love my reactions this show has me SO reactive. The way this motherfucker kills people is fucking insane every time I think the show can’t shock me anymore somehow something crazy happens again once more. I have seen more organs the past few days than I have my entire life oh my fucking god ITS SO GRAPHIC. And…Will and Hannibal please…."You don’t want me to have anything in my life that’s not you" (Will) "I only want what’s best for you" (Hannibal) OK…..IT REALLY IS US IQIQIWIWISISISISISISISUDUSUSUSU “you’re as alone as I am and we’re both alone without each other” (Will) AKAKSKSJDUDUDUDU ok yeah their dynamic is awakening shit in me I’m gonna throw myself off a cliff having some,,,,thoughts lfmaosksjdjdjdh I’d be so eager to prove myself to you the way it’s fr us like….Hannibal being the one to awaken shit in Will,,,,Hannibal encouraging darker thoughts WKWKQKWKWKSJSJ Hannibal getting him to do stuff OMAAOSOSISISI Will being the one who understands and accepts Hannibal the homoeroticism im going fucking crazyyyy IM FEELING SO INSANE ABOUT THEM NEED WHAT THEY HAVE (except when Hannibal decides to be a fucker like he does sometimes then I have temporary beef with him) I LITERALLY SCREAMED AND BIT MY HAND APPARENTLY HARDER THAN I THOUGHT BC THERES TEETH MARKS NOW. AWE YOU THINK ITS CUTE IM SQUEAMISH? ^.^ STOPPPPP I feel dumb for being like that heh I’m glad you like it. YOUR DRUNK STORY OH MY GOD?????? You really are Hannibal because the way my jaw dropped and I could feel how wide my eyes were when I was reading that omg I’m glad your hand is okay now that sounds painful
AWE tell me about your sims lore I know the people who play it get really into it. I can imagine it’s some nice escapism hehe who do you make in the sims? What do you usually do in the game when you play? RATS OF THE SKY HAHA THEY ARE that’s perfect for you since you love rats so much!!! JACKDAWS ARE SO CUTEEEE YES OMG COCKATOOS AND PARROTS ARE SO SMART!!!!!! They’re so funny too heh. FUCK YEAH I WAS A WARRIOR CATS KIDDDD OMG AKAKSJDJDJ stop us as kids we would’ve gotten along well even back then my heart:’))))) I was a huge reader as a kid haha I spent more time in books than reality. So I had a lot of book series I was really into. Warriors was definitely a fave in elementary school. What was your warrior name hehe what clan were you in? Would you also play it on the playground AKAKSJDJDJDJFUF omg I used to roleplay it on fucking forumssssss
I love being soft and sweet with you you’re the only one who gets that part of me:) So many mornings I wake up all worked up and shit wishing you were here. Perfect conditions for you to touch me in I’d be so pliant and desperate for you<333 God you have me worked up I can’t help myself. I grinded up against my pillow while thinking about you baby. Bit my lip trying to keep my cute little desperate whimpers in but I couldn’t. Not that I tried that hard;) I love making noises for you. You deserve all my pretty noises. I like doing things to that beautiful brain of yours. The way you can’t resist me<33333 very mutual akakskdjjdjdjdjsjshshs you’d be able to see it just from the way I look at you. Would love to just stare at you with utter devotion. The way you’re always so down for my fantasies and shit you’re perfect I’m glad you like it too<33333 it would be so nice. Not having to think. Just feeling how you touch me and whisper in my ear. Paradise. I’ve thought about that before too. You looking down at me while I look up at you and meet your gaze with my big eyes. Trembling in anticipation under you
YES IT IS SO CUTE HOW WE THINK ABOUT EACH OTHER SO OFTEN EEEEEEE omg the hoodie thing is so cute aiaiausydjsjdjdud you in hoodies is the cutest thing ever hehe I’d try to see under your hood and tease you “getting as close to you as i can” dying god I’m so touched starved the fact that just imagining you close makes me fluttery
I think it's very fair to not usually like first albums, especially because most of the time those albums don't have the sound that the band will come to grow into, but I always appreciate them for the place they have in a band's lifetime :] I don't know if I have a favourite to be honest, I've really grown to love Vampires Will Never Hurt You after I learned it was about Gerard's alcoholism, really adds a layer onto it and cements itself firmly in the list of songs I need to cope with things I've been through. I also really love Cubicles, how it seems to take something as silly as a lost office romance and turns it into this heart wrenching thing. I think I have something to say about every song off the album tbh hahaha I love all of them.
Hehe today I managed to watch up until the eleventh episode of the first season! It would be so nice to watch it together, and I'll gladly hold you through all the icky parts <3 I'm enjoying the show a lot already, and oh man, I gasped out loud when I first saw the angels in episode five, I had to pause for a second and gather myself cuz I was just struck by how gorgeous they were. I find a lot of the presentations in Hannibal so pretty, killers meticulously arranging their victims, making a public statement with the bodies, it's a macabre sort of art, just how I like. I love watching Hannibal manipulate Will, love seeing Will catch on but rejecting the notion, love watching Will spiral deeper and deeper. Owh no the teeth marks in your hand! Are you okay darling? Not too badly hurt I hope? <3
I don't really play with the sims I make haha. I love designing households and then making houses for them :] I always try to make my houses looked as lived-in as I can, and I had a lot of fun making a ridiculously big house for my emo cowboy and his two horses and three cats hehe. I was a huge reader too! I loved Warrior Cats and Artemis Fowl and The Mysterious Benedict Society books, and Harry Potter of course (what loner kid didn't xD) in elementary school. I don't think I remember any specifics from my Warrior Cats days, it was a long time ago, but I roleplayed on Scratch and made AMVs and acted the books out on the playground. What did you play as on the playground? I think for us it was just a lot of us cats dying sfhsdjkf.
I touched myself last night thinking of you, thinking about you pliant and soft for me. Thought about what pretty noises you'd make, you trying to muffle them but me making sure I'd get to hear all of them, I want all of you baby. My hands get cold very quick and I'd slide my cold fingers under your shirt, under your shorts, against your flushed skin as I'd whisper in your ear how perfect you're being for me, my cutie <3 Oh man, you getting worked up thinking about what I'd do to you... You'd look so pretty grinding against that pillow, I'd love to watch you do it, my cutie putting on a show for me <3 I'd love to have you looking up at me, I think I'd get lost in your eyes. Feeling you tremble, so pretty for me <3 I don't think there's anything you like that I wouldn't like, and even if I didn't I think you'd change my mind easily <3
I'm so touch starved too sfkjdf thinking about being able to get so close to someone else... Oh man I want it so bad <3
#last night i dreamt about waking up and seeing a message from you and then i woke up and actually had a message from you <3#.nsft#asks
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[parasocial bestie] GOOD MORNING BESTIE I HOPE YOU HAD A GOOD REST THAN BEFORE that uneven sleep pattern sucks so bad i felt fr either waking up outta nowhere or having a hard time sleeping no matter how hard you try GRRRGHHH anyway i saw ur tier list and i just cackled so true babygirls everywhere BUT THATS NOT THE ENTIRE POINT bc it kind of genuinely caught me. when u put yae at cunt right next to ei and since i read on your impression on ei im kinda curious,....
dunno if its worth talking about but if its the same /neg then :handshake: im ngl she is a lil Eh to me for so many reasons, even if she played the good guys role theres a hecka lot to just feel Pissed on thats excused with her foxy mama behavior. yeah i know cunning yeah i know easy to tease the easily teased YEAH I KNOW SCANDALOUS SHIZ. anyway there's more to say that might as well fall into a petty essay but i do wanna know ur impression on her!! if its ok if not das oke too!! (i hav this lil thing regarding. something. idk how to sum it up without going on another paragraph. keyword post-xiaodeadgebrainrot, scnezhnaya, tsaritsa hc das all subscribe to my channel to hear more)
clicking the everloving FUCK out of the subscribe button as we speak
I HOPE UR HAVING A GOOD NIGHT BESTIE i cannot lie to u i slept So Poorly but thats okay bc i will probably take a nap bc i dont have work today god bless <3 we r shaking hands in mad sleeping problems fr fr
I FEEL SO BAD HATING ON CHARACTERS I KNOW MY FRIENDS LIKE OR LOVE DORRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY its just. well. i was calling yae a cunt in the context of 3.7 being the babygirl banner and then correcting myself to say 3 babygirls and one cunt and then i was like hmmm if i had to sort them into those categories. and yae and ei go hand in hand for me in so many ways and suddenly there was a tierlist and. yeah :sob:
UMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM so the thing is right. i know loads abt ei bc of the whole. yknow. archon and her two story quests and sm of inazuma revolving around her and learning abt her and etc etc. but i know So Fawking Little about yae comparatively. like the bare minimum of information on her. i havent done her story quest yet either i just. erm. well.
it is Entirely Petty on my end like part of it is literally just the association with ei and the fact that she cares sm about her that makes me hate her more than i already did, part of it is just How She Was in the inazuma story quests i did NOT like her there at all, part of it is just her overall Vibes which i hate so bad... "even if she played the good guys role theres a hecka lot to just feel Pissed on thats excused with her foxy mama behavior" THIS LITERALLY THIS !!!!!!!! idk honest to god at the end of the day she just irritates me in a very non-serious manner and i love being a hater <3333333333 like w/ ei the reason is VERY personal and very extensive but with yae its so shallow comparatively its a Little Funny tbh
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yza beloved <3
HELPHSJDSKDSJSK manifesting for both of our agendas to become reality one day and also after gotsvt finish here i'm sending them to you 🤝🏽 we all deserve fun in this house (also to this day i have no idea about how that dispatch gyu, rowoon (and there was someone else too but i can't remember now 😭) photoshoot happened jdjssk remember hoshi and yugyeom together </3 in that main dancers dispatch vlive? and photoshoot)
also NAUR! i remember now i had this fuzzy yellow doll like idk what that animal was supposed to be helpp but bc of its yellow color it used to remind me of tweetie from looney toons, it also had its hands joint like you could pull them apart and make it clap but not too much. oh my god,, i don't think i would've ever remembered this again if not for you and those bears
OMG YESSS OFC 🥺 i would love to watch a movie with you <33 i will let you know details in dm later when both of us become more free than now djsjsk
i watched spirited away in the start of this week, it was so good thank you for recommending it to me! it all truly is about togetherness isn't it? be it human world or spirit world i liked how no face was portrayed, he wasn't doing anything until chihiro noticed his existence, once he got the taste of being noticed he wanted more of it but everyone else has always ignored him so he tried a different approach by giving them what they wanted. like he wasn't some bad guy he was just tired of existing with no one acknowledging him but then chihiro and others go to visit the other twin sister and she treats him the same way she treats her other guests in her house after that he didn't act up or something. i really liked that. i also loved chihiro's bravery and her friendship with haku it was so sweet :') one thing i don't understand is that why or how haku got roped into being yubaba's right-hand person? it was mentioned the river was destroyed and apartments were made on it so doesn't it make him an official spirit? it's a realm where spirits come to rest and enjoy after dwording so jdjsksl idk i keep thinking about this a little too hard
ALSO ! i was going to mention this the day vernon posted about spirited away but forgot,,, i think he's stalking our conversations 🤭
i'm manifesting restful and peaceful months for you bestie <3 also i remember last oct you had jeonghan and kuromi theme?? correct me if i'm wrong hdjsks but like this means we've been talking to each other for a year already?? where is time going hejsksksj
ofc i remember little details <3 i'm your friend so :3 sending good vibes your way as always <3 also feel free to take as much time as you need don't worry about replying late i'm not going anywhere <3
MA CHERIE <3333333333333
if gotsvt comes i hope it's not to soon i still gotta find work to get them soundcheck tickets lmfaOO 😭😭and ure absolutely right theyre dispatch thingies 😋
WAIT OH MY GOD THAT'S SO CUTE THAT U CAN MAKE HIM CLAP </3333333333 but tweety made me laugh lmfao all i can think of is his big head
LETS GAUR <333333333333333333333 IM EXCITED!!! i won't be free until after the 21st though uni's still threatening my life til then 😔
ALSO UR ANALYSIS,,,,,,,,, SO TRUE NOW IM SO SAD FOR HIM AGAIN 😭😭😭😭 ALSO NOOOOO ure not thinking abt it too hard, ure asking all the right questions to get the lore tbh <3 the way i understood it, haku's a "lost soul" given that the river was destroyed and he had no home to come back to anymore. bc of this he went to seek yubaba, asking to become her apprentice in order to learn magic, and like everyone who becomes her subordinate, his name got stolen. but even so, i also think (heavy on the think, i'm not sure if its canon) that bc he's unlike the people in the bath house world who still have homes to come back to, his name wasn't only forgotten bc yubaba stole it from him, he also started to forget his name because he didn't have a home anymore; so either way he'd still meet the same fate.
AND I KNOW <3333 also he's just like us fr lmfao <3
WAIT NO OH MY GOD??????? I DIDNT EVEN NOTICE????????????? i feel like i've known you since forever but also how did a WHOLE YEAR just pass us by in the blink of an eye 😭 thank u for sticking around ilyvm i truly mean it 🥺
hoping you also get some time off for urself!! sexy ppl deserve em 😋 LOV U AGAIN THANK U FOR ALWAYS BEING SO KIND 🥺🥺 MWAH URE MY BESTIE FR
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Hello :)
how are you??? I hope you are doing well <3333
I know we don’t even know each other but
SENDING LOVEEEEEE <3333333333
AHHHHHH fierre you're the sweetest i swear 🥺🥺🥺🥺 SENDING LOVE RIGHT BACK
im doing alright!!!! had a midterm today and a presentation tomorrow so it has been a Busy week but im holding on, how are you??
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