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Is it normal wanting to change my tags and doing http status responses out of it? Like, my knowledge is close to zero in this field but I guess it’s time to learn something new (what school doesn’t teach us).
zenith tag change? 👀 just make sure to make note of them so you don’t forget them !!
#it’s usually the case when we have to teach ourselves smth school doesn’t 😰#but hehe i support… i’m a bad influence#esteemed guest.zenith#( tea with the general )#© thexianzhoujade
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Chapter 1: Healing
Hello to you, the reader. I’m assuming you’re a Pedro Pascal fan. So am I. Something we have in common, we can be best friends. I wanted to write a fan fiction story and I wanted to make it as realistic as possible. The story is about a girl who leaves a poor relationship, and starts her journey to healing. So this story begins with her first, and then towards the end, Pedro comes in to her life. I wanted to first reflect on her first, so that you got a feel of the type of person she is, how she is, how she thinks and feels. this is only the first chapter, and I hope to keep writing even if 1 person reads it. I just wanted to write all of my little scenarios I build in my head and type it out. I hope you enjoy it, if you don’t, too bad. We can’t be friends hehe. Enjoy chapter 1: healing.
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6 years. 6. Damn. Years. I’ve wasted my time, my early twenties, on this one dude I thought was the jackpot. 6 years of putting all my focus and losing myself trying to build this man. He wanted to be successful, and so I became his # 1 supporter. He wanted to be rich, with a great career, a big house, and a yacht where he could tan beside me. And he did nothing to make those dreams come true.
This man was 10 years older than me. I met him when I was 20. He was funny, charismatic, and very handsome. My first clue should have been the fact he was 30, working in a gas station. That should have been my clue! How stupid of me, to think a man of his age would have all his shit together, would be the kind of man that provides, the kind that wanted to make something of themselves. 3 years into the relationship, that’s when I realized that he will simply be stuck in the same old ways he’s been doing since he was 15. All day, every day, he would smoke his weed, and do nothing besides watch tv. This was his routine.
Wake up, smoke, go to work, come home, smoke weed until bedtime. And he even went home for break, to smoke more weed.
I was telling him, there’s so much more he can do, he has so much potential. Nothing will be handed to him. He needs to work for it. But he truly believed it will be handed to him. He didn’t want to change jobs unless they were no more than a 5–10-minute drive from home. He didn’t want to move up in the job he had because he just didn’t want more stress. He was happy with the minimum wage. The only reason he got a car, was because I had pushed him to get his license which he did, and that’s when he bought a car. I remember the day he bought it.
“Baby, I’m glad I got my license. I feel like I’m living the dream.”
I internally rolled my eyes.
Why did I stay for as long as I did? I didn’t want another failed relationship. I didn’t want to admit I had chosen wrong. I didn’t know how to leave. I was hoping for a sign. My mother always told me he was bad news, and I never listened. I started to really open my eyes when my own father, who never said anything about any of my relationships, had told me to please not have any children with this man. In fact, he begged me not to have children or marry him. When my own father who minds his own business comes to me and tells me that, that’s when I realized that I truly was with the wrong person.
Even then, I still stayed because I couldn’t break someone’s heart. I didn’t know how to leave. Until one night had forced us to break up.
When I met him, I had many friends. When we began our relationship, I couldn’t see those friends. They were “bad influences”. And because I had some male friends, he even accused me of sleeping with them when I never did. To make things easier on me, and to avoid fights with him, I cut them out. It was just me and him for 6 years. I yearned for a night out with friends, I wanted to be socializing, I wanted friends again.
One day, I was invited out for drinks with coworkers. And I accepted and I even told him he can come and mingle, but he said no, and that I shouldn’t go either since he didn’t know them.
“That’s fine, I know them. I’m going out, I need this” I said to him.
“I really feel like you should stay home.”
I just rolled my eyes, got myself ready, and went out. And I’m happy I did, but also a little regretful.
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It was one of the best nights I’ve had in a long time. But it ended, with infidelity. We all were having a great time. And I ended up talking to one coworker, who is very sweet, and caring, hard working and very generous. While talking, he knew all about my relationship and I knew all of his failed 16-year relationship.
“You need to leave now, or you’ll be regretting him the rest of your life. That’s no way to live, I went through the same for 16 years. I wanted us to work, but she didn’t want any of the things I wanted. I thought I could change my dreams to fit hers and be ok with it, but I couldn’t. I resented her, and she resented me. The last 4 years of our relationship, we didn’t have any intimacy. We slept in the same bed, but with pillows between us. She was seeing other men behind my back, and I pretended not to know because I just didn’t know how to let go. Until I said, I can’t do this anymore. So, I left, and didn’t look back. I’m finding myself again. I’m learning who I am now. Leave, it’s not too late.”
“I don’t know how.” I said, so torn by his story. I want to leave, but how can I leave?
“You need a push. Here it is.” He said, as he put his hands on my waist and kissed me. I didn’t stop him, and I let it happen. I wanted to keep going. In the chaos of our lips touching, our fingers in each other’s hair, I realized what I was doing. I pulled myself away, gasping. “I shouldn’t be doing that; I need to go home now.”
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I got home, it was 2am. He was still awake. My stomach turned. I had to tell him.
“You weren’t answering your phone. What the hell were you doing?” he said in such a calm but very tense voice.
“I was enjoying drinks with new friends.” I said, with a nervous tone with a hint of annoyance.
“They’re not your friends. What kind of friends let you stay out this late knowing you have a man waiting for you at home?” He could have come, but honestly, he would have been ruining the mood. I didn’t know what to say to him. But he kept going on and on about how it’s not very girlfriend of me to be out with people and drinking.
“Ok, I’m sorry.” I couldn’t believe I apologized. “I have something to tell you, I kissed someone else”
He couldn’t look away from me, his dark eyes so still on me. I wasn’t sure he even took a breath. I was getting scared. But word vomit came out.
“I haven’t been happy with you for a while. I’m not happy in this relationship. I have told you throughout the years my concerns, you always said you’ll change to be better, and nothing changes. It’s the same fights over and over again with no solution. I have been breaking my back to build the life you keep saying you want, but I haven’t seen any hard work from your side. And when I tell you about it, you brush me off and tell me you’ll change. And nothing changes! I’m tired. I can’t be in this relationship anymore. I need to find myself again because I’ve lost myself trying to build our future. I don’t want to be doing what we have been doing for the past 6 years for the rest of my life. I don’t want to come home, smoke weed and stay sitting on the couch all day every day. That’s not me. I need more. I need to travel, I need to make friends, I need to see my family more, I need to leave.”
Silence.
It felt like an eternity, just staring at each other, his eyes filled with pain. My stomach hurting from the anxiety.
“I can’t keep you with me forever, and you’re right. Nothing will change. I love my life the way it is, you want more. All I can do is let you leave. It’s not fair to any of us to stay. I wish I could have been the man you needed.”
I broke down and cried at the last sentence. He could have been the man I needed. But he’s not, he wasn’t willing to change to be better.
“I’m sorry I hurt you.”
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A month had passed. I been living in a small studio apartment, made it my own little bungalow. I felt like I truly have my own home. I’ve never lived on my own. Before I moved in with my ex, I was with my mom and sister. Never had that living alone experience…until now. At first, I was a little scared, had lots of locks on my door, a bat by my side, and teddy bear to cuddle for when I got scared of any small noise I heard outside. Eventually, I grew braver, and my little home became a representation of who I am. And I noticed that I love minimalist. I love neutral colors. It was great to decorate my home the way I wanted.
It was especially great, making new friends. Online. From all over the world. I had spent my late nights on the web, socializing with many nice people who are from Germany, London, some from Australia, some in USA, some I found in my very own area. Everyone I’ve spoken to have been intrigued that I live in Vancouver, Canada. Always asking how much it rained today. A whole month talking with the same people online, turned into zoom calls, then it turned into phone numbers exchanging and talking on What’s App. These people have become such great people to know.
“You should come to London. I really think you’ll love it here.” Bella, one of my closest pen pals from London, had said.
“Hmm, London.” I’ve been mentioning I want to travel more. I’ve always wanted to travel, and see different cultures, meet different people, and be happy.
“Why not? You’ll have me as your guide, you could stay with me, no need to worry about hotel expenses, and I know all the fun places to get drunk!” She seems genuinely excited at the thought of that.
“It would be nice to finally meet you in person. The time difference will kill me though.”
“You’ll get used to it.”
We hang up after a long conversation, and once I have a moment to myself, I started to daydream about me in London. Then I started to dream about travelling all over the world. Hmm, what about just Europe? Travel all of Europe. That could be doable. Maybe travel for one year? Am I actually going to do this or is it just dreams? Why not? I should do it.
I AM GOING TO DO IT.
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“You’re leaving?!” My mom was in shock.
“Yes, I’m 26 now. I’ve wasted so much precious years, and I want to start doing the things I want to do that I couldn’t before. And one of those things is travel.” I said, so excitedly and also reassuring her that this is a good idea.
“But you’ll be by yourself, you won’t have anyone with you to protect you.”
“I’ll be fine mama. I have friends in the places that I’ll be visiting, and I will even have some of my friends travel with me to some of the countries. I’ll be ok. I’m tough, I know how to protect myself. I just need a change, and I can’t shave my head again to feel change.” My hair is growing out finally, and although it felt freeing to have such short hair, I needed something else. And travelling is the thing.
“I need constant checking in, and I need you to tell me that you are home safe at the end of the day. I don’t care what time that is, just call me. I’m happy you’re doing this, I’m nervous for you, but I’m so proud of you. You’re growing.”
I’m healing.
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I sold all my furniture, gave up my little bungalow, sold my car, and used all of my savings to be able to travel. I’ve worked my ass off saving my money for a future that I thought was going to happen. Now, I will use this money for myself and my healing journey. I’m so nervous what adventures are waiting for me, what kind of people I’ll meet, and will I pick up some new habits along the way?
Bella has been so excited and had even said she will join me on this trip around Europe. Possibly the whole world. But we’re going way over our heads here, so we decided, Europe first. I’ve told all my other online friends I will be travelling all of Europe; my friend Alla from Germany had been planning what we will do once we get to Germany. She knows where to take me for fun, and where all the good food is. Good food is important.
I sit in my seat on the plane, and I look out the window. I can’t believe I’m actually doing this. I’m travelling, by myself, making new adventures. Never thought I would be doing this, just dreamed it. I wanted to do this with my ex, but he never got his shit together to get a passport. Always said he eventually would get it. I can’t believe I wasted that time.
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I’ve arrived at the airport, I’m nervous. I feel like I’m in danger, I’m not. I just have such huge anxiety that I feel like running back home. I’m looking through the crowd, hoping to see a familiar face. Bella had said she’d pick me up, but she must be running late. I take myself to the waiting area, she’ll know I’ll be here. I’m sitting, looking down, thinking about my life, my anxiety through the roof so my leg is bouncing up and down in a frenzy. Looking up again to see if Bella had arrived. 5 minutes have passed, but it feels longer than that. I watch the people arriving from a different flight running to their loved ones. Smiles, tears, joy. I smile at them. I really hope they are happy.
I sit back, try to relax. I stare at the floor ahead of me, spacing out. Leg bouncing. Suddenly, I see someone walk pass me and something plops to the floor. A wallet. I quickly pick it up and look towards the person that dropped it. He didn’t notice he dropped it, he was so busy with his suitcase and bags, looking for his way out the busy airport. I run after him, but he couldn’t hear me. I look at his ID, Pedro. Ok, easy name thankfully.
“Pedro! PEDRO!” he’s looking around, wondering who’s calling his name. I notice he had his earphones in, so when he took one out, I yelled his name again. “Pedro!”
He looks right at me. A big, charming smile forms on his face. I quickly walk to him, with his wallet in my hand, he stares at my hand and is confused.
“You dropped your wallet. Also, checked your ID, that’s how I know your name. I’m not a weirdo stalker.” I said, as I handed it to him.
He smiled again, “Thank you so much. I’m glad you’re a good person and didn’t run off with it. I’d be screwed.”
By his accent, he’s not from London. As I was looking at him, I noticed how handsome he is too. Scruffy small beard, with hair that was sort of messy. Tall, must be 6’. His eyes were so soft, like puppy eyes. There was good in his eyes. As I was inspecting his face, I also couldn’t shake the feeling that I’ve seen him before. But where? Is that possible?
“Hello?” his voice snapped me out of the short trance. “Sorry, you know my name, but I don’t know yours.” He said as he held his hand out to shake mine.
“Andrea. Sorry, so sorry. You just look familiar, but I can’t figure out how that is possible?”
He chuckled a bit, and with a big smile he said, “I guess I just have one of those faces.”
“Perhaps, it’s a fine face.” I felt my face turn red. It felt hot. Fine face?
He laughs a bit, “Thank you. And thank you for my wallet. Let me repay you? Coffee? Food? Number?”
“Number? You’re quite bold.”
“I’m sorry, don’t want to make you uncomfortable. It’s just to thank you.”
“Andrea! I’m here!” a shrieking voice snaps both of us out of our conversation. Bella had arrived. When I saw her, she gave me such a huge embrace and rocked me side to side with such excitement. “I’m so happy you’re here, FINALLY!”
I look over to Pedro, and he mouths “See you around.” And walks away.
See you around?
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I get to Bella’s home, and I see she has a room ready for me. She over did herself with making me feel at home. We had been nonstop talking, catching each other up, giving me more hugs, planning what we will do tomorrow and where we will eat and the friends I’ll meet of hers that she swears I will love.
It felt so strange talking to Bella, in person. Not over a screen. She’s real! And she is my friend. From London! How cool is that?
The time change has been rough, but I wanted to stay up as much I can to sleep in London nighttime. Bella pops on a random episode of Game of Thrones, it’s her favorite show. I have not watched it at all. My family though, have been fans since the very first season. I’ve watched a few episodes here and there. I know how it ends. Sure, it’s a really good show. I just need to find the time to sit down and watch all the episodes start to finish. Get it all done in one week. That’ll have to be the next thing to do on my bucket list.
She turns on an episode she left off and then tells me there’s this character that’s “sooo hot” and she expressed how sad she was when he was killed. As I watch the show, I noticed the character she was talking about. The name of the character is Oberyn. But I know him as PEDRO. HE was the one at the airport, the one that dropped his wallet. That’s why I thought he was familiar because I saw him in one of the episodes I’ve watched with my family. I can’t believe it’s him on the tv! I gripped my knee, Bella looked over, “isn’t he hot?”
“Yes, he is. Omg Bella, you won’t believe me when I tell you this.”
#pedro pascal#pedro pascal x reader#pedro pascal fanfiction#pedro pascal headcanon#pedro pascal x you#pedro pascal fanfic
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I personally have a very unpopular opinion which upsets lots of people but who can say if I’m right or wrong? As there is no POV chapters in fire and blood to tell us 🤣 I’ll start by saying I’m 1000% team black! Rhaenyra will forever be my favourite character in the whole universe (her, Daemon and Jace!) but I personally don’t believe younger Aegon ii is a bad as he’s made out to be (definitely in the show version) I think he was a very sad lonely child who suffered from emotional abuse who turned to whores for comfort - I don’t think he gave a fuck enough to abuse his nephews for he same way Aemond did, I don’t believe he slept with underage girls or forced himself on them either. In my opinion he wasn’t a truly evil I think he was vulnerable and wash brainwashed/influenced by his mother, grandsire, Aemond and of course Ser Crispy himself
I still hate him for what he does to Rhaenyra but I think he’s far a more complex character than most give him credit
I respect your opinion! Aegon is very complex I’ll give him that. He could’ve been very amazing and probably one of the few characters I sympathize with but it’s just the way he went about it with things, he was a real shitty king! I get it, he was just a child who couldn’t turn to his mother or father, they never cared for him. He was forced to play a role he didn’t want, he even acknowledged Rhaenyra as Queen at one point but the only reason his views started to change was cus crispy creme was putting those terrible views in his mind, “if you don’t become king your sister will come and kill your whole family” I don’t blame Aegon necessarily for the way he turned out, but the dance of the dragons was his fault. And I’m gonna be honest, I do believe he is a real piece of shit to women. And I do believe he had many bastards running around flea bottom.
Rhaenyra is absolutely one of my favorite characters in ASOIAF. let me list my favs real quick hehe
1. Rhaenys (Conquerer)
2. Jacaerys
3. Daenerys
4. Rhaenyra
5. Baela
6. Daemon
7. Cregan
9. Shiera
10. Sansa
I honestly just don’t get how people support Aegon..IT WAS RHAENYRA’S BIRTHRIGHT!! Everytime I ask people why they don’t support Rhaenyra’s claim, it is always misogynistic reasons. And concerning Jace, Luke, and Joffrey as a reason why, they’re not bastards! Logically speaking, they’re really not. They have been claimed by Laenor as his many many many times, and with Jace being Laenor’s in the book is actually accurate, Harwin was dealing with very serious injuries during the time Jace was conceived so he could not be a bastard. In HOTD, yes they appeared to be “bastards” (Istg hate how they had Rhaenys have white hair) but still they been claimed by Laenor many times!!
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Self ship game! I assume that for all your humor and boldness online, Sanji's constant affection and devotion to your needs makes you flustered. He looks at you with that sunny smile and your heart skips a few beats. Meanwhile, you and Uta casually plot world domination schemes.
Oh you’re 100% correct about Sanji. I talk a big game but as soon as even the slightest romantic thing happens or HEAVEN FORBID he calls me a cute pet name? Boom, instantly weak in the knees and a puddle on the floor. Tbh we’re one of those super sappy couples that are always fawning over each other, always holding hands, feeding each other snacks, etc. Absolutely stupid and pathetic and hopelessly in love with each other.
Hehe, Uta and I are certainly… influences on each other (good? bad? you decide). At our cores, we’re both dreamers and idealists and really supportive of each other’s goals. I’m her biggest cheerleader but also a loving voice of reason and an ear for her frustrations. She’s the one that encourages me to use my voice when I’m struggling and take action to change rather than just wallowing and letting myself get bulldozed (“but mass murder might be a touch extreme, don’t you think dear?”)
selfship game! 💕
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SS Finals - Melee: Chapter 2
Location: Inside Bus
Characters: Tomoya, Hokuto, Keito, Eichi, Chiaki, Natsume & Hiiro
Chiaki: That’s enough, Tenshouin.
Don’t stir up trouble. That’s a bad habit of yours. It’s also precisely why people misunderstand you.
Eichi: I think you’re one of those people who has misjudged me, though?
Chiaki: …We “RYUUSEITAI” were busy with protecting the oppressed locals during the Qualifying Rounds with that belief in mind.
In the end, our wish of fighting alongside “AKATSUKI” was granted and we were able to make a big comeback but… we weren’t confident in gaining enough “SSL$” to get past the Qualifying Rounds.
Keito: Hmph. You guys weren’t doing anything profitable.
That is a merit of yours – no, I suppose that would be the belief you mentioned yourself.
Chiaki: Indeed. But looking at the results, we were able to advance to the next round without much difficulty. It only makes me think that there was some sort of large influence behind the scenes.
Someone wanted us to make it to the Finals because that would work better for them that way.
Eichi: And you’re saying that “someone” is me?
Chiaki: I would be happy if that’s the case. Not because we were able to advance to the “SS” Finals, but because I was able to feel our friendship, Tenshouin.
You gave us a chance to turn the tables around. That was something we had wanted since summer.
It wasn’t our intention to be controlled by someone else and we wanted to earn our spot fair and square but…
We might be able to take back the things precious to us – our efforts and bonds – the things the adults tore to shreds.
I read that the Finals will allow us to do “that”. That’s why I’m grateful from the bottom of my heart and want to thank the one who gave us that opportunity.
Eichi: Hehe. If you weren’t so clever, you’d be innocently jumping up and down in happiness saying, “A miracle happened! Justice prevails!”, Chiaki ♪
But save that look of anguish until the actual performance.
Seeing someone writhe in agony between justice and evil is a beautiful sight to behold, but surely, that’s not something the “RYUUSEITAI” fans wish to see.
ChiakI: …Yeah. You’re right, sorry.
Eichi: Besides, given how big “SS” is, there is only so much I can do.
I don’t want you thinking too highly of me or getting suspicious of me, on the other hand.
You earned that spot yourselves, “RYUUSEITAI”.
God is dead – There is no mastermind behind the scenes controlling everything. You’re here right now as a result of your hard work.
Of course, the support from the fans who adore you guys also played a part.
Various factors piled up one over the other and it beckoned you over – you guys are wanted here.
You were chosen from countless idols and were guided to the top of the idol industry. I’m sure people from ancient times would call that fate.
Fate. What a convenient word. Hehe.
Natsume: Is now the time to be listening to your silly prattle right nOW?
Keito: It’s time for a strategy meeting. We’ll never get anywhere if we let Eichi handle it.
Eichi: Why, that would be the same for you, no?
Hiiro: ………♪
Tomoya: Amagi, you’ve been quiet the entire time, but are you okay? Are you carsick? I’ve got medicine on me just in case, so let me know if you don’t feel good, alright?
Hiiro: I’m fine! I’ll ask you for some if I do feel sick, but I’ve been training my body to be fine in any sort of situation!
Tomoya: Yeah? You’re always full of energy, huh.
Hiiro: Indeed! That’s my strong point! Other than “Trickstar” barging in during the early stages of the Qualifying Rounds, I didn’t experience much trouble and worked as a normal idol right until the end, after all.
I’m not particularly tired or anything, so you really don’t have to worry about me!
Hokuto: Sorry for the trouble back then.
Eichi: Oh? It’s rare for Hokuto to apologise upfront like this.
Hokuto: In reality, “ALKALOID” did nothing wrong. Sure, Kazehaya-senpai set up some trouble here and there, but I’m sure that’s all because of his “order”.
You must have been desperate to survive too, “ALKALOID”. I understand how you must have felt – You guys are similar to the old us, after all.
Hiiro: Indeed! Thanks for seeing it that way!
Tomoya: ……☆ ……♪
Hiiro: Ow! Why are you patting my shoulder, Mashiro-kun?
Tomoya: Isn’t Hokuto-senpai great? Don’t fall in love with him now, okay? ‘Cause he’s my Hokuto-senpai!
Hokuto: I belong to myself, Tomoya.
Tomoya: Hokuto-senpai rejected me!?
Hiiro: Hehe. I think Hidaka-senpai is talking about his beliefs. Just like how Chiaki-senpai did earlier.
Keito: Hmph. Must be nice to be young and not care about a thing in the world – Ignorance is bliss.
Natsume: You knOW, you guys are the weird ones for always scheming and stuFF. What happened to being an idOL? It’s a festivAL – It should be fine to enjoy it like you’re on a school trip, rigHT? ♪
Keito: Yeah. But don’t let your guard down too much.
I’m sure the ones with a good hunch are already aware, but this year’s “SS” Finals is not just a happy-go-lucky music programme.
Hokuto: Why are you saying that now? Anyone can tell even if they didn’t want to after seeing the disaster that was the Qualifying Rounds.
Keito: Good, then. It wasn’t clear during the promotional programme Eichi was on, but the team that wins this year’s “SS” Finals will gain a huge reward.
Specifically, they’ll gain a large sum of money.
Eichi: Yeah. It’s a somewhat remarkable amount even in my eyes.
We were working with zero pay in the “SS” Qualifying Rounds in essence as well.
We were fighting over the one currency that had any worth – “SSL$” during the Qualifying Rounds.
But the management takes those “SSL$” once the Qualifying Rounds end.
Hokuto: That was the rule, after all. You cannot convert “SSL$” into Japanese money or “L$” either…
All of it will be taken away once the Qualifying Rounds come to an end. We didn’t want to compete to see who could earn the most – We want to compete to see who’s simply the best idol out there.
“SSL$” was just a small tool to make that happen.
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I’M BACKKKK only to see Changmin??? Smth fishy is going awn 🤨🤨/j
No but omg you took the words out of my mouth THE OBJECTIFICATION OF MYSELF AND MY OWN INSECURITIES HAS ME LOOKING AT MYSELF WITH A PROVERBIAL CAMERA AT NEAR ALL TIMES WITH DIFFERENT CAMERA ANGLES TOO AS IF I WAS PLAYING FIVE NIGHTS AT FREDDY’S WITH MYSELF MOVING FROM ANGLE TO ANGLE EINFITNUND
Also omg what do you feel abt the new album?? I love Delicious with my whole being 😭 BUT LIP SYNC AND DOOR HAVE A HOLD ON MY SANITY LIKE PHEW I HAVE LISTENED TO THEM AN UNHEALTHY AMOUNT OF TIMES ESP CAUSE THE VOCALS IN DOOR GO CRAZYYYYYYYY Sunwoo esp omg lord have mercy on my soul-
AND JACOB’S COVER OF CEILINGS- REAHHHHHHHHH 👹👹👹👹 I actually astral projected (esp since I was thinking of basing my first fic off of it for a bit now 😳)
Btw this might be random but for love in unity, do any of them have jobs? 😭 I KNOW THATS A WEIRD THING TO ASK BUT I ALWAYS WONDER HOW PPL MAKE MONEY TO PAY FOR GROCERIES AND STUFF WHEN I’M WATCHING TV SHOWS CAUSE IT’S LIKE, MAN, I NEVER SEE YOU LEAVE CAMPUS, OR YOUR HOUSE SO HOW CAN YOU PAY FOR GROCERIES OR RENT IN THIS ECONOMY 😭
Just a silly question lol and if they don’t have jobs, what job do you think they’d have? 🧐 Personally, I feel like Changmin would work at a Target KEHKFHKE he’s just giving those vibes yk? Chanhee gives off retail vibes fs while Sangyeon is giving home depot OH AND ERIC WOULD BE WORKING AT ONE OF THE HOTDOG STANDS THATS ALWAYS OUTSIDE THEM 💀😭 Canada bros would suit the library methinks, they would def be the type to work with kids in the summer programs or would help tutor 😌 I could also see Kevin working at a pet shop or a barista? 🧐 Haknyeon also gives off barista vibes though especially with his fluffy hair these days 😭🫶
Ok that’s enough for my little ramble this week LOLOL happy to see that you finally embraced your Changmin love 🤭 hope you have an amazing rest of your week! :D
(Also if you have any poetry recs then lmk hehe)
- Always and forever, love, 🌷 anon
he won 😔 i wanted out of the basement 😔 and this was the only compromise 😔 im sorry jacob i repent 😔 for my sins 😔
PLS NOT THE FNAF AHAHAHHAHAH BC SAME 🤡🤡🤡 ME FROM MY PROVERBIAL SECURITY ROOM QATCHING MYSELF AND YELLING DONT GO IN THERE U DUMB BITXH
omg honestly i absolutely love love love lip sync, eyes on me, and door like KWNFKSJDK R U SKIFIEBF KIDDING ME??!))<_] HEY . WHAT ABTNE MEU SANITY. HUH???? MY MIND IS NOT ANTIFRAGILE . it's doing things to me omg like i thought the simpery was bad before, but now 🤡🤣 oh boy 🤣🤡 also LOVE THAT FOR JACOB KING SHIT I LOVE ALL THE COVERS HE GETS TO POST CUZ YESSIR THATS MY HUSBAND 😭😭😭😭😭 (chxngmxn pay attention, u ARE THE SIDE HOE don't hurt me) OMG???? UR FIRST FIC???? HELLO HMU ONCE/IF U DO I'D LOVE TO SUPPORT U SKFJEOFJK unless ur uncomfy or shy tho i totally get it 🤧🤧 !!!
HELP ME 💀💀💀 I FORGOT THAT THEY'RE SUPPOSED TO HAVE JOBS LMFAOOOO the only one who has a canonical job rn out of the boyz is jacob BAHAHAHHAH STOP. CHANGMIN AT TARGET AJZBDIDJFODJF THATS SO FKN FUNNY HELPMEBDKSNFKJD I AM NEVER LETTING THAT GO AND HELLO???? UR RELEGATING SANGYEON TO HOME DEPOT AHAHHAHAHAHAYYA KDNFKSJFJ IM SCREECHING WHE EZING YELLIGN ERIC AT THE HOT DOG STAND I— 💀😭 pls there r tears falling down my cheeks rn this is hilarious. low-key i think kev could make money via freelance photography and being an ✨influencer✨, and maybe get eric to coach little league baseball LMAO sangyeons prob making big boy money, and haknyeon will prob find SOME restaurant to work at tbh (i can't believe i forgot to give them canonical jobs 💀 i m never letting go of target worker changmin pls that is so funny) omg WAIT haknyeon working at the target starbucks in the same target as changmin 💀💀💀 IMAGINE TBZ!TARGET WORKERS ALCMLSMFKDJF IM CRYING
i did not embrace my love for him 😔😭🤧 I AM BEING HELD HOSTAGE, GASLIT GATEKEPT AND GIRLBOSSED BY A SQUIRRWL A TREE RAT A PLANT RODENT—
ANYWAYS HOPE UR WELL 🌷!! 💖 loved seeing u in my inbox as always :') mWAH
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Hello ABM P1 🪄🎓
This is officially the end of our SHS life. I would like to say THANK YOU! for letting me be your class president for the whole grade 11 & 12. I actually didn’t expect it because I was expecting maybe ate Driana or Andrea will be our class president since they both already knew a lot of our classmates like ate Curtnie, Jericho, Amer & other BED alumni.
Thank You for letting me experienced something I never experience before which is to be the class president and Thank You for the bond that you guys already have (BED alumni). Even if there’s no ABM 11 P1 you still have the bond with you and that bond makes the connection and communication easier for all of us in the past 2 academic school years.
As time goes by, you all make me feel belonged to this section and I feel more confident and not shy anymore. Thank You for sharing your SHS life with me ;) and being with me especially when we all make adjustments in a unfamiliar scenarios like online classes. First time doing quizzes, exams, assignments, projects, recitations etc. in online setting. First time using google meet, zoom, canvas. We have shared so many “first times” in the past school years and that makes me think that I’m not the only one who’s experiencing a hard time making adjustments on online classes because we all do.
To Lee (Bravo), girl what’s poppin? JK. Thank You for always being there for me since when we’re in grade 11. You’re my fav. classmate (I hope you know & kinda obvious). I like you since you’re very honest and never influence me to do bad things in online classes. I looked up to you because you are a fast learner and very friendly not just to me but also to Ronald, ate Driana and many more. Thanks for all the moments and memories we had from the first time we chatted each other, to the endless voice messages and unending calls while doing our assignment and tasks. Thank You for ALL of your understanding, help and support to me even though sometimes I’m not a good friend to you :/ . You did very well as the Class Secretary and that’s for sure. Thank You for taking the attendance every day and in every subject :). I love every second when we're together because I feel very comfortable when I'm with you. Thank you for being with me when I needed it the most especially when we buy for offertory, when we go to process some documents, and for helping me in carrying the offertory to the church. There’s a lot of times that I forgot that I’m the class president but you always reminded me that I am. You assisted me to do this and to do that. Thank You again and you deserve everything that you’ve accomplished. I hope we’re still friends after our shs life. I’m so proud of you and love you ;) .
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To Cindy, you’re the most grateful classmate (for me) because you always says “Thank You” & “welcome” in everytime we had a conversation. I know we’re not super close to each other but I’m very comfortable when I’m communicating with you. I’m super grateful that you always makes me feel good when you call me “Pres” lol. You can call me as “Les” and that’s 100% just fine. I’m glad whenever I helped you in some ways because people like you deserved it so so much. Again, Thank You Cindybels ;)
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To Ronald, ay kasali to? JK. Thank you for at least you make me feel good when you’re making jokes about me being a swiftie. I love everyone who loves Taylor Swift so I hope you do. I like it better when you call me “Lester” or “Les” not “Pres” HAHAHA sorry. Thank you for being a cool classmate and for pushing me to attend the walwalan last June 16 (I love that experience but I’m kind of shy). Don’t just listen to All Too Well because it’s too long but rather listen to “Style” by Taylor because the song fits very well on you ✨ (you never go out of style) ✧*. Thank you sa pagdamay sa'kin sa pagkuha ng ibat-ibang requirements. Hindi ko na alam sunod na mangyayari doon pero goodluck sa'tin. Ayy mas bet ko palang sa huli ako naka pwesto 'pag nag lalakad hehe HAHAHAHAHAHAHA alam mo 'yan SAREH. Congrats because we will both end our shs life with honors. I saw a lot of potentials in you & I’m so proud of you, always ;)
DABEST KA IVAN !!!!
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To OLFU BED Alumni, you are the foundation of our section. Your bond, connection and memories with each other makes the ABM P1 better and one of a kind. You all make my role as president easier (really) so THANK YOU guys for that.
To all of my classmates, I’m very sorry for a lot of times that I didn’t do my job well as your Pres. and for all the time that I make you feel bad. I’m not the best class pres. (I know) but I’m always trying. Sorry as well if we met face to face but I didn't say hi or wave at you in the first place. My eyes sucks and I can't see your facial reactions when you look at me, I don't even know if you're looking at me huhu. 👁️ 💧
To our class officers, (Lee Bravo, ate Dri, Andrea & Precious) I’m so blessed that I have enough accompany in doing every tasks that our teachers requires us to do. You guys helped me individually in many and different ways.
Special mention to
•Precious, (‘di tayo madalas mag chat and not super close but you’re one of the nicest person in our section. I don’t know why I felt this but super green flag ka sakin ;)
•Jazmine, (dyosa mo mhie. Comfortable din akong kachat ka kahit minsan lang. I'm glad na nag meet tayo sa Teaspoon. Thank you sis)
•ate Curtnie, (for being one of my ate atehan HAHAHA it’s cute when you call me “pressy”. Nice meeting you on ARCA ate Curt. & I love to be grouped with you. Ang smooth mo lang kausap ;)
• ate Driana, (For always helping me in taking the attendance in Business Ethics and for being a good secretary. I really commend your leadership ate Dri. kahit ako gusto kitang sundin kahit 'di kita leader HAHAHA. I looked at you as one of the standards and someone who’s always #unbothered . I’m elated we met each other. Congrats on every achievements you had & I believe super dasurv.)
• Jericho (you’re so nice Echo especially when we met for the first time. Thank You sa pagsama samin nila Lee & Ronald papuntang ARCA. See you again soon (for sure). 'Wag mo nakong emehin na isabay si Ronald pauwi galing ARCA mas bet ko umuwi mag isa HAHAHA ;)
• Xander (Parang mabait pero 'di tayo sure d'yan HAHAHA nice meeting you Xander sanaol onlyfans ang apilyido)
• Andrea (hi sisss mas matangkad pala ako sa'yo. Thank You for making the class funny, entertaining & for raising the flag of banderang OLFU. Ang saya mo hawakan kasi ang lambot ng braso lol. Thanks for making every mood lighter and better),
• Amer (So nice meeting you Amer. Congrats on your achievements too.),
• Kyla & Shella (Dyosa n'yo mhie & kahit wala kayong ginagawa mukha kayong mabait. Sanaol),
• Eyas (for being so funny since when we’re in grade 11. Naalala ko yung pinapasend ni mam Glecera yung solution mo sa Physical Science dahil ikaw lagi nag rerecite HAHAHAHAHAHA. Thank You for being the research leader, for being the master mind of meet ups and komedyante ng section. So grateful as well that you’re one of the ppl who invited me to go on ARCA because after I met you guys I was inspired to create this message)
• Lacorte (Hi Angelo ;) sorry kung minsan ang tagal ko mag reply hehe. Thank you for being nice to me and for always respecting me as pres. Ang chill mo palang kasama & thank you sa dalawang beses na nagkita tayo. I like it when you call me “Les”. Plus 10 sa heaven)
• Mija (Feeling ko mabait ka & comfortable din ako sa'yo kahit we’re not super close)
• Shaira (sorry if I make you feel bad sometimes and thank you for being my classmate na always willing to change kapag may mali. Grateful to meet you sa mass & onting chika sa teaspoon ;) . Sana marami kapang ma encounter na leader na hindi nang da down at friends na katulad nila Ronald & Angelo)
• Leirish, Tone & Khien, (for being part of our grade 12 life, one of my classmates that had a excellent standard in choosing the next president of our country (kakampink), to your help and being comfortable to chat with)
• Neyra ( since grade 11 nice kana and I saw it until the very end ng grade 12. I wish you all the best in life & academics. So happy meeting you Ney!)
•Amot - (hi mhie hindi ko alam sasabihin HAHAH chos pero ang dyosa mo. Buti nakita ko kagandahan mo sa mass HAHAHA. Congrats on your achievements madam)
• Paguia (sa palaging pag chachat pag may itatanong HAHAHAH balak mo pa magbigay ng wildrift skin sakin. No need, but thank you ;). Nice meeting you. 'wag na mag laro 'pag nag o olclass),
• Viray (Hello Mr. Dream Boy HAHAHA si mam BusEthics nagsabi non ah. Thank you for being my classmate na may magandang microphone lol. But seriously thank you for being a cool classmate to me. Super duper nice meeting you sa ARCA and masaya ka pala ka chikahan 'pag bangag (lasing) HAHAHA. I feel like you’re a good person and a good brother to your little bro. Minsan palit tayo eyeglasses kasi ang linaw ng eyeglasses mo kapag sinoot ko hehe. Murahin mo nga ako with accent pls. JK.
Medyo mahaba ba ? Sorry na mhie last na nga eh.
Thank You for all the advisers that we had especially to Prof MC na s'ya ata pinaka close nating adviser? I mean pinaka malapit sating ABM P1 diba? Yes or Oo? Kasi hindi siguro naglalayo yung age gap natin kay Prof. kaya medyo smooth lang yung 2nd semester ng grade 12 natin & nakikisabay pa si Prof. sa biruan n'yo / natin. Kilala din pala si Prof. ng ibang galing sa OLFU BED like Andrea kaya madaming students sa section natin ang kilala ni Prof. We know Prof. MC wants the best for our section and I’m super grateful for that. I also commend Mam Rialyn, Mam Manuel, and Mam Kris because they’re all a good advisers to us in different ways.
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Chat n'yo lang ako if need n'yo ng help and sa tingin n'yo is makakatulong ako kahit onti. I hope na maging successful tayo sa mga ganap natin sa life after grade 12. Love you guys 💗 (pls maniwala kayo huhu baka sabihin n'yo eme eh)
Congrats guys & hoping na lahat tayo ay ga-graduate. See you all sa Araneta.
With or without Honors, I know we all had to work hard just to get through senior year. More of your difficulties are unknown to anyone other than yourself. I'm so proud of you guys, and I hope you're proud of yourself as well.
Sorry if this sounds dramatic, but it’s just sad that I feel like the few moments we saw each other were the start of the classes, but it also felt like the end.
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Thank you for walking alongside me on my SHS journey. I may not be the best class pres, and our section may not be the best, but I am confident that we are not the worst.
What a journey ABM P1.
Signing off as your Class President. 🪄🎓
-Lester Otero ✨✨✨
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omo more Prussia headcanons pls. Maybe some abt his relationship with Germany hehe
Okie dokey, here we go.
To start off, I think he's a wonderful character. Like all older characters in Hetalia, he's gone through a real ebb and flow of development and representation over the years- early fandom depictions he was either little more than a bumbling nuisance who 'kesesese'd' in the background, all the way to whiney, annoying, antagonist.
For me, I do see him as having a few of these traits. He a joker, for sure, someone who loves to mess about and play with people and make the most out of a moment. As I mentioned in these headcanons, he says what he thinks without considering or caring about the repercussions and this makes him a very brash personality, which isn’t for everyone.
He's lived a long time, he’s been through a lot of crap, and he's not got time for anyone's bullshit. He wants to enjoy himself and do things that make him happy; Prussia can be plenty serious when the time calls for it but when he doesn't have to be, he's very much of the opinion of 'why should I? That's boring.' He’s had years of boring things, horrible things, sad things, and he’s very much of the opinion that if you have a choice to do something that makes you happy, fucking do it man, the only one stopping you is you. (He’s a very bad influence for self indulgence).
Speaking of boredom, he is someone who can be easily distracted. He's the kinda guy who hyperfixates anf focuses on things to be point of forgetting to eat, but if he doesn't want to do something? Boy, have fun trying to get him to. He's very difficult to engage when he doesn't have any personal interest in an activity or topic, or when he doesn't see the benefit of something/ doesn't care about the benefits.
He's also a Big Nerd. Big big nerd. He has a lot of passionate hobbies that he takes very seriously, like his diaries, and unabashedly enjoys them to the fullest. His diaries are fancy and expensive, and his penmanship is to die for.
He’s not the strongest of guys, but he's very nimble and quick. Definitely what you'd consider to be scrappy when it comes to fighting technique and he gives it his all; he will not go down till he collapses. This, combined with his brilliant tactical abilities, makes him deadly and covers for any deficiency he may have in strength compared to his opponent.
Regarding his relationship with Germany, I think it's one that is very warm and healthy. Unlike certain other nation siblings (*cough*UkBros*cough*) Prussia was, and is, very openly affectionate to Germany and very encouraging of his growth and progress. They spent a lot of time together when Germany was young and Prussia made sure to raise him in a way that supported him, rather than putting him down. Prussia is very patient and good with children- he enjoys being silly, and he also takes them seriously. He's good at recognising what they need him to be and isn't held back by shame when it comes to acting like a big child himself.
Speaking of a big child, does Prussia cause issues sometimes? Yes. Does he stress Germany out to high heaven by digging himself into messy situations that need the government to come in and clean up after him? Oh boy yes. Germany dreads France, Spain, England, or Denmark visiting to spend time with Prussia; bad things will happen and Germany will most likely be woken up in the middle of the night to help them out of whatever drunken nonsense they've got themselves into.
I think @mandelene writes him stunningly well and I love whenever he appears in her work. I feel like she's got the perfect balance of jokey, light hearted dweeb and hugely intelligent and loyal friend, which for me is how Prussia acts regularly with people both young and old, depending on the situation.
His relationship with Germany has gone through rocky patches, the aftermath of WWII being one. Politics and war aside, I think as a person Prussia would have a lot to contend with regarding being dissolved in favour of his younger brother. This area is a difficult one to go into detail about though, and I'm not comfortable openly exploring the whys and hows of politics too much- I'm nowhere near knowledgeable enough to give a well rounded opinion and map it to an anime character (if it even can/ should be done).
I will say though, that for the most part the brothers are good friends as well as family, always have been, and enjoy spending time together as adults.
Prussia's questionable mortality does raise an uncomfortable feeling for Germany though and it is something they Do. Not. Talk. About, and likely won't until it's far too late. Prussia doesn't want to make Germany sad or guilty or awkward, and Germany doesn't want to acknowledge that it's happening, or any of the bad feelings that go along with that. They're not talking about it, which means he can pretend it's not really happening and so it sits between them silently and patiently, twisting Germany's stomach when he notices crow's feet gathering around his brother's eyes.
#aph prussia#hws prussia#hetalia headcanons#gilbert beilschmidt#aph#hetalia#hws#thanks for the ask!#i love prussia a lot#can you tell?#he's such a good egg#heroes answers#heroes headcanons
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Yoimiya:Hu Tao, I have personal request to ask of you. Captain to captain.
Hu Tao:Is that why we’re in the meeting room in the dead of night? Feels a bit more like shady business.
Yoimiya:I just don’t want any outside influence on this.
Hu Tao:Yoimiya…that’s shady! Hehe but I’ll play along.
Yoimiya:As you know, I’ve struggled for months to get a single good time piece but alas, nothing. So I’ve been looking at alternative solutions. You have the better flower, but I have the better feather by subtle changes.
Hu Tao:!? Ah…You’re after my crit rate. Bold request; I don’t have much I can give.
Yoimiya:Hear me out, I gain 7% rate and lose 9% dmg. While you lose 7% rate and gain 16% dmg. Think about it, you’d beat Keqing’s stats.
Hu Tao:This is a dangerous game. All for crit rate?
Yoimiya:I gotta make those shots count. So, wanna swap.
Hu Tao:Hmmmm
[Next Day]
Keqing:Why does Yoimiya have 80% rate?
Hu Tao:*sweating*
Keqing:You!
Hu Tao:It felt like a good idea at the time. I mean hey, my stats rival yours.
Keqing:Hu Tao…. You. Are. Stronger. Than. Me. Regardless.
Hu Tao:….
Keqing:Plus you’re beating me by what, 2 percent!?
Hu Tao:I just thought it would be funny. Still is.
Keqing:You do understand if I ever get Jade Cutter then it’s over right? I’ll be the strongest I’ll ever been numbers wise, or how Yoimiya only needs one lucky artifact or Thundering Pulse before she’s truly stands here as the mightiest. I thought there would be more of a rivalry between pyros!?
Hu Tao:Pfft, there is a little but realistic. You just posed two rare hypothetical scenarios that involve rare weapons. What are the odds one of those come back?
Xingqui:*reads leaks*….I’m gonna tell her.
Yanfei:No, let her live in ignorance.
Yoimiya:*bouncing in place* Hehehe
Kazuha:*holds face* Are you satisfied now?
Yoimiya:Nah, I wanna be so stronger. Hehe, I wanna kick all kinds of butt. Bring it on world! Yoimiya is coming for ya.
Kazuha:(I feel bad for the eventual ranged cryo support sets foot in here.)
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I just saw y the HYBE x Ithaca Holdings video and it really hit me with some realisations. HYBE partnering with them is bound to change some things in a huge way. Collabs and economics notwithstanding, Ithaca is home to NUMEROUS big name artists. I want to focus on the fact that: (1) Beiber is a heavily tattooed dude, I wonder if this fact will give some leeway for Kook to be a bit more free with his existing tatts or allow him to continue getting more. (2) Demi is an openly queer woman. This, along with how open Ithaca’s artists are with their support for the LGBTQ+ community, makes me wonder how it will influence HYBE artists who might be queer themselves (looking at Jikook 👀). I fully know that culturally Korea is its own thing and HYBE its own entity, but I think this might open up some doors for our boys both musically speaking as well as regarding their own selves. Dearest Goldy of mine, what do you think?
Hmmmmmmm
That's an interesting question.
I do agree that this provides a huge economic opportunity for BTS as a group and as investors in Hybe and for frankly anyone within Hybe labels- there's a lot of talents who would kill to be part of this company now. I just know it.
Hell I wanna be part of Hybe and I can't even sang. Lmho.
Cute, if you think I can dance. 🤣🤣🤣🤣
BigHit just got cooler you know.
But I think you are basically asking if this new acquisition will in effect impact the lifestyle of BTS, specifically Jikook as queer people in any way?
I'd say no- especially on the issue of tattoos. But I might be wrong. I just think it takes more than a business merger to undo a person's lifestlye and or socialization or even influence it.
Unless of course, this merger guarantees them certain universal rights and protections outside their culture and political system I don't see how it's to profit them as queer people in any major way.
Whatever impact I'd say is rather intangible.
If you know what I mean.
I've said a few times now how BTS by virtue of their presence in the international community, in my opinion, are socialized and are expected to be socialized a tad differently from the average regular conservative or even liberal S. Korean person with no external influences whatsoever on their socializations.
Your socialization informs your lifestyle.
Justin, Troye, RM and other artists have undoubtedly had and perhaps continue to have an influence on Jk musically and lifestyle wise, to some extent, but he has his own unique values and beliefs and morals that has been acquired and instilled in him through the years independent of these influences.
He is his own person afterall.
Plus did you see the arm sleeve on the director of the MV for Home? He is surrounded at the work place with people that are tatted too. It can't be just Justin B.
He saw a girl with tattoos and said that was something he'd love to have one day when he got of age and he got it- in spite of Suga's objection. He's always expressed interests in tattoos and wanting to become a tattoo artist.
He got these tattoos in spite of the inconveniences they pose to his expressions of self within his career and society- as tattoos are still pretty much stigmatized in S.K and aren't legally allowed on certain broadcasts within S. Korea. And he continues to add on them, draw over them etc way before this merger came into existence.
If he decides that's what he wants he will get them but it wouldn't be because Justin Bieber is heavily tatted or because his company expanded.
I'm not sure what you mean by leeway, but in a recent Run episode (the one with the famous chef) we saw his full arm out and I think that was the first time we had seen his tats on full display on run.
Contrastingly, he had his whole arm bandaged in the Let's BTS interview on KBS.
He covers his tattoos most times because of broadcast rules that prohibits (regulates) not just tattoos but alcohol consumption, cussing, nudity etc on public television that require specific ratings.
Merger or not he will still have to adhere to the laws of South Korea, including entertainment and media broadcasting laws and hide his tattoos as and where.
On the topic of queerness, I think now more than ever BTS would have to become socially, racially and culturally conscious and aware the instant this deal is concluded in May.
Ithaca has one of the most diversified group of artists under its belt- from Quavo who is black to Demi who is queer like you pointed out.
Now more than ever they are at the center of the global conversations we are having in our generation- from racism, to LBGTQ plus marginalizations, to all oppressions of minorities and minority groups.
And with that proximity comes a need to keep themselves in check now more so than ever- which include a check on the cultural appropriation bit, the queer baiting, drawing on queer aesthetics in their 'fan service' culture and other problematic issues that is characteristic of KPop.
What they do now matters more than ever- socially speaking of course.
When Jin started eating a lollipop JM gave him provocatively, JM asked him not to do that on camera but to reserve things like that for the group off camera.
If 'gay' is not gay but their 'culture' I think they know better to keep it to themselves off camera and act 'right' on camera- especially now.
I'm not about to stan a group that capitalizes on the trauma and oppression of me and my people in the name of entertainment. That's just tacky.
On the plus, I think it's great that they be surrounded by other queer folks in the business and be part of a community that welcomes and support queerness so they don't feel like they are the only ones.
That's not to say they aren't surrounded by queer people in their dialy lives.
I mean they have a large staff and I know damn well some of those staffers are queer as well- why wouldn't they be. Lol.
They've always had that 'supportive' environment to foster their relationship- well except for that one time a manager tried to bitch slap JK. Lol. Sorry.
It's not funny at all. Serious face.
They've always been free and loose in places outside Korea- Japan for one, to be themselves in certain 'controlled" areas of their lives.
I think if anything there's gonna be a focus on creating conducive and inclusive work environments and ethics for everyone not just queer people within the company at large.
I think Jikook can relate more, have certain essential conversations in the group, be exposed to and be part of the 'community' in a way that just felt so distant to them prior to the acquisition- in my opinion.
There is strength in numbers after all. Other than that those two companies might operate like night and day with a few eclipses in between.
The bigger question for me is how SK is going to react to Hybe as an international company from now on. No elite Korean company has openly admitted queer artists within their label. Such revelations presumably is bound to impact their social and economic standing...
Seems in acquiring Ithaca though Hybe have circumvented the conservative problem within Kpop and their culture as they have acquired openly queer artists.
Not that they care about an artist's sexuality. Bang have made it perfectly clear he prioritizes a person's talent over their sexual preference and thus hire artists based on their skills regardless of their sexuality.
But that is also not to say that the company wouldn't be met with harsh criticisms and suffer economic loss should they openly admit the sexuality of certain artists they work with.
I mean he did advise Jo Kwan on the risks he would be taking in going in the direction he wanted to go in with his heels schtick. So he is aware of the risks involved in going public with an artist's sexual orientation.
He talked about Korean companies playing it safe and not taking certain risks especially when it comes to deeds that are deemed 'rebellious' against the Korean conservative way.
-Watch and learn people, if you can't hire openly gay talents acquire their company. Problem solved. Lol.
From May, Hybe will technically officially become the first elite Korean company with openly queer artists under its labels that openly touches on and advocates for LGBTQ plus rights.
I'm waiting for Pride month with a cup of tea. Mu haha ha.
BTS has performed with queer artists in the past, dabbled in LGBTQ plus conversations which was mostly met with mixed reactions from the general public- some oblivious to who these artists were much less that they were queer. (Sis laugh with me. Hehe. If you know you know)
BigHit is gradually evolving the status quo.
It's an interesting development I must say, one I'm very much invested in at this point.
BigHit has always aimed beyond the borders of Korean commercial verse often straddling the line of conservatism, literally just became an international company within South Korea governed by both Korean and American laws that in all essence conflict with eachother morally and constitutionally.
Bang has some heavy balls I'll give him that.
Also, since this is an acquisition and not a merger I doubt if much will change in the structures of either company- the family photoshoots would be interesting to watch.
Imagine trying to get Arianna, Justin, BTS, TXT in one large studio for a photoshoot. I'm literally cackling. Lmho.
Scooter Braun will become part of the board of Hybe to manage the company and he is part owner of Hybe along with Justin, Ariana and BTS who also have shares in the company- until they decide to sell their shares that is.
That's about it.
I'm not sure how these Asian haters are gonna respond to an Asian company taking over 'America.' That's something to watch out for.
Then there's this whole issue of 'scandals' and both campanies view on it.
Western companies feed off chaos and drama and scandals, Kpop is the exact opposite.
Most of these Artists under Ithaca have had some pretty bad records and are prone to scandals and stuff like that. In case of an inevitable future scandal, the news would read 'BTS's so so and so.'
They are gonna make it all about BTS.
I mean when BigHit went public with their IPO and it went south it was all about BTS' 'failed IPO' in the news rather than the company it's self.
I have mixed feelings about this acquisition.
It's obvious BigHit is saving Justin Bieber's label. You don't sell unless you are in some huge financial decline blah blah.
Hybe is keeping them in business while building their own portfolio in the industry. BTS may not have a Grammy but Hybe has several artists with Grammys under it's belt now. Smirk.
The success of Justin, Ariana and all these artists are the success of Hybe which together with the powerhouse that is BTS gives Hybe more prestige- it's like watching the game of thrones but this time it's a bunch of nerds with chapsticks and Prada. Lmho.
At least now people will think twice before they peddle the 'they are not gay, it's their culture' nonsense.
Not sure if this answers your question?
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@dantelionwishes heres my entry for your bnha oc comeback, hehe...
Here we go! Please don’t mind my picrew, my inability to draw strikes again aand lack of ua uniform TwT
This will be updated every now and then because I’m an indecisive prick XP
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Name: Michiko Shigaraki Watanabe
Birthday: January 1st
Height: 163
Quirk: Enhance - Able to enhance the quirks of others via physical contact. Duration and Power Boost is dependent on both her stamina and energy level at the time of activation.
CV: Maki Kawase
The illegitimate child of All for One, Watanabe grew up surrounded by fear or outright disdain because of her heritage so much so that she had to primarily fend for herself out of a desire to not burden her already struggling mother. Entering UA was her way of giving her father the biggest middle finger possible. Due to the nature of her quirk, she opted instead to apply for the support classes/development section, but also opt to learn how to fight without the use of a quirk and to increase her endurance. Osamu Sato and his class have (hopefully) become the first time Watanbe’s surrounded by people who don’t immediately judge her for being the daughter of the number one villain: a fact that she’s forever greatful for.
Personality: Watanabe’s grown to be naturally wary of new people as a result of past experiences, but once she’s confirmed you’re a friend, she’s pretty outgoing, if not a bit anxious and shy (she didn’t have many (if any) friends growing up. Due to lacking any combat skills, she’s also developed good observation skills and often tends to see the details no one else does. Sometimes she becomes stubborn, and snaps at people when her emotions wring a bit too tightly.
Fun fact:
-the concept of both her quirk and her origins are from my brother, who quite literally made stuff up as he went along, and my sister (who DOES have a current bnha phase) and I building on it over dinner.
-Her legal name is Shigaraki, but is adamant on using her maiden name. It doesn’t really make too much of a difference, to her chagrin.
-The second she figures out her homeroom teacher’s dating her father’s archenemy hoHOO SHES GONNA FEEL AWKWARD—
-Hates her father but is like him more than she’s like her mother (in that they can be calm and calculating even in defeat, and their benevolent sides are quite similar, even if Watanabe’s is genuine)
-Enjoys cooking and windowshopping as hobbies, and has an interest in languages.
EDITS/ADDITIONS:
-Compared to her other classmates, she’s actually not all that wealthy. Enough to get by, but has to prevent splurging as a result of a limited budget so her budgeting skills are on point. Has since developed a skill for sewing in case of emergencies.
-Estranged relationship with her mother who, while not outloud, blames her for all the strife she’s experienced in her life. (Yeee not a good relationship you see—)
-Her biggest flaw is that she has no idea how to ask for help, even if she needs it desperately. It stems both from her childhood, and from general stubborness. Also social anxiety.
-takes interest in how others’ quirks operate due to the nature of her own. Has a mini notebook (a la Deku) to write down how they all work, theres a practical use for this too, since she also writes down the how the quirk operates under the influence of her own. Doesn’t believe there are good or bad/useless quirks, and it’s all dependant on how the user works with them.
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hiiiii kurisu!!!! just wanted to stop by n see how you’re doing n how your day’s been <3 n also that i’m so obsessed w your latest kuroo fic like !!!!!! it’s so funny n adorable, and the concept of kuroo being so inept at technology and social media is TOP TIER >>>> your brain is >>> !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hihi lily! <3 im doing well, i went to the grocery store this morning and i spent more than i wanted to but oh well 😵💫 and i have to work today but it won’t be too bad ! tysm for reading my fic hehe i always love reading your tags, they make my day 💗 btw the preschooler part was actually based off of the spin off comic 😭 it was too funny not to include so i had to. the chapter is called ‘kuroo tries social media’ and it was a big influence for this hehe but i appreciate your support and comments a lot 😌💗 anyways hru doing? i hope that you’re well <3
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🍒 Okay tub time with Kix? 😗👌🏻 Exquisite. So good. Where do i find such a caring man ugh and a clean bathtub chores suck
New Cherry Thot of the Week… This one’s hella self-indulgent but don’t worry bestie, i’m dragging you along for the ride too… Picture it: The Marauder, 19 BBY (did i spend 3 minutes looking that up for this dumb joke? yeah…) Somehow, you and I have joined up with the Bad Batch on some kind of mission. Details don’t matter because the important thing is we’re sharing a tiny spaceship with 5 hunks. 🥰 But obvs we have our favorites… I’m going with Wrecker for you (i know you love Hunter too, but just hear me out, this thot has a purpose) and Crosshair for me.
But here’s the thing. We somehow figure out they like us back (maybe Tech spills the beans), AND they have a bet going… Who can win us over first? Because these 2 are always competing over something with each other right?
And like hot damn, but also ohh there’s so much we can do with this info 😈 We both start teasing our respective guys, leading them on a little, not giving in to their flirting or anything so they can’t say they’ve won the bet for a while. They get more frustrated. More… pent up… And… well… so do we…
Uh oh. Maybe we can’t play this much longer. Maybe one day it’s too much, and one of us races to our crush prepared to just kiss them silly, only to find they had the same idea. And then afterward we try to find the other, and discover they couldn’t hold out with their guy either 🙈 And maybe it’s awkward, maybe Wrecker and Crosshair argue over who actually won forever, but it was kinda weirdly fun anyway. We’re happy, and happy for each other. /EndofSappyStory 🍒
cherry. my love. my life.
this might be the best thing that you have ever gifted me holy fuck the way i BLUSHED while reading this??? whooooooo jesus i love this so much!!! 😭 okay lots to unpack here:
1. excellent golden girls reference again. made me giggle and i appreciate the research tech would be proud of u hehe
2. you and i being bffs in this thot made me so happy aw
3. EXCELLENT CHARACTER CHOICE FOR US OMFG i couldn't stop thinking about the "don't worry wrecker you'll top him next time" "no he wOnT" while reading bc omfg those lines applied to this kind of bet????? AAAAHHHHH IM HAVING A CRISIS
i'm gonna write this in sections, actual encounters with the boys happen in sections 3 and 4 with our sexy murder toothpick man being up first! also this is gonna be pre-omega but post-echo joining the batch
self indulgent filth and fluff in the form of some reader insert thots below ;)
18+ as always kiddies. i really hope you enjoy! this was so fun to write
section 1: the bet
so i imagine this happening right after you guys joined the squad
and it certainly didn't take long for crosshair and wrecker to realize their feelings for you two beautiful women, although one was more brazen about his feelings than the other
one day when hunter had sent you and your friend into a market to pick up a short list of supplies, they got to talking
crosshair made an offhand remark about his girls’ ass which made wrecker fidget, he never was very composed when it came to pretty girls and this caused all the other members of the batch share knowing looks and smirks
“wrecker if you’re trying to be discreet about your feelings for ___ you’re going to have to do stop fidgeting.” tech noted, rolling his eyes when wrecker started stuttering out excuses but he was cut off by echo
“give ‘im a break. at least he isn't as vulgar as crosshair”
“you’re just jealous she doesn't flirt with you, mir'osik” (i had to search up insults in mando’a and this one means shit for brains and when i tell you i died laughing okay anyways sorry)
this made echo roll his eyes, deciding it wasn't worth it to fight over whatever stupid insult the sniper threw at him
wanting to stir the pot juuust a bit, hunter proposed a challenge for his vod. he should be the good influence on his brothers, but he couldn't help but want to see where these crushes would take them
he could hear the girls’ heartbeats intensify around their respective crushes anyways, so he had a pretty good feeling that they felt the same about his batch mates
“don’t know about the rest of you, but i want to see who can win his girl over first” this was met with a smirk from crosshair, a blush from wrecker, and side glances shared between echo and tech
“easy.” crosshair drawled, he knew he had this in the bag
he may be quieter than the others but boy was he was observant, taking note of the way her words had a hard time flowing out of her pretty mouth when he was in close proximity of his girl
wrecker on the other hand didn’t want to make her uncomfortable, in his eyes she was just so sweet. innocent, really. she wouldn’t want the same treatment he knew crosshair had in mind for his girl
the peering eyes of his squad made the large man cave with a sigh, “fine.”
section 2: the slip up
weeks had gone by since the boys established their little competition and you, your friend, and tech were working on some small repairs around the ship
you and your friend had noticed some increased...flirting from your respective guys
crosshair paid more compliments and lingering touches that seemed genuine
and wrecker flirted the best way he knew how; lifting too heavy objects and reaching for items in the tall cargo holds, handing them down with a gentle smile
tech, being the most blunt member of the squad, commented on the whispers you exchanged, dropping a surprising truth on both of your ears:
“well of course they are trying to flatter you. how else do you settle a bet to win each of you over the fastest?”
tech watched the two women freeze before him, sharing shocked looks before turning their attention to him, realization hit his gut like a crate of durasteel, and he swallowed under your stern gazes
“what do you mean, goggles?”
“they...like us?”
tech’s cheeks burned red hot, was his brow beginning to sweat? maker, it felt like it
this was the one time he didn’t feel like explaining himself, instead choosing to coyly excuse himself from the two pairs of watchful eyes
he left you and your friend to stare at each other before both rolling your eyes, “well now we know who spills secrets the easiest” your friend chuckled, shaking her head
after a few moments of silence you both spoke up, deciding there wasn’t that much harm in playing along with the two members of the batch. you were fond of them, after all
you both continued chuckling about the situation, mostly out of disbelief that the flirting and teasing wasn’t just a hopeful facade your minds made up
once the repairs were completed, you both retired to opposite ends of the ship, minds full of deliberation of how you would handle this new information
section 3: the gunport
you were sat in the gunport, musing the situation you found yourself in, hands picking at your fingernails in an effort to curb your nerves
on one hand you didn’t want to ruin the bond you had with the marksman
what if he was just flirting out of pure boredom? there isn’t much to do in a confined ship like this anyways, he might as well pass the time flirting with a woman in his general vicinity
but it just had to mean something
no way the whispered compliments - most of them accompanied with a wink, no less - meant absolutely nothing to him
you decided that you had enough, this was going to eat you alive if you didn't get to the bottom of what was going on in that head of his
with a huff, you stood straight and turned around to exit the space
but you were met with a silver haired man climbing up the ladder
you both froze, both internally freaking out at the basically forced confrontation
oh gods what is he doing up here? did he read my mind??
...shit what do i do i forgot everything i was going to say to her
you nervously chuckled, figuring that you were going to go talk to him anyways so might as well get this over with
“crosshair... um i need to ask you something”
“no, i need to tell you something cyar’ika. i’m tired of sitting here and watching you walk around all day, not being able to show you how i feel.”
now that left you speechless, mouth slightly hanging open in shock to which he deeply chuckled at, “hope this isn't the first time i leave you speechless.”
there it was, that smug attitude that made you roll your eyes but also ignited a heat in your lower abdomen
with a smirk, you decided to play it back to him. two can play at this game, lanky
“well it’d be pretty rude to not demonstrate what you had in mind, trooper”
this was the green light crosshair needed, quickly heaving himself up the last few rungs of the ladder, his hands immediately finding your waist and snatching you close, pressing a firm kiss to your lips
your hands flung up to catch the sides of his sharp cheeks, humming at the feel of his scruff under your palms as you coyly push your tongue through his lips, hoping he’ll welcome your tongue into his mouth
he does, and you are exploring each other in the most delicious way, causing soft moans and sighs to leave both of you
while you were entranced by crosshair’s mouth on yours, you didn't realize he was pushing you back onto the chair of the gunport until you were sat down and he was kneeling in between your legs, his nimble fingers clutching your thighs and hips
in a matter of minutes crosshair had managed to get your bottoms completely off, your slick panties hooked on one ankle, and your thighs over his shoulders
for a man who could run his mouth, he sure proved it
expert fingers entered your weeping cunt while his tongue prodded your bundle of nerves with sharp, quick strokes
he’s beaming at the way you’re trying to support yourself on shaky arms and trapping his head to your cunt with the backs of your calves, the sight of your head thrown back and the whimpers coming out of your mouth making him harder than he had been in a looong time
his fingers and mouth brought to your orgasm quick and hard, nearly screaming his name as your toes curled in bliss
he took his time in working you through it, making sure he could draw it out. he could get used to this.
when you can finally open your eyes and look him in the eye, you’re kissing him again, enjoying the moan he lets out at the feel of your tongue tasting yourself on him
you decide it’s his turn, and you’re pushing him into your previous spot, smiling at the way his eyes slightly widen at the way you took charge
crosshair wants to say some sexy remark, something that he knows will get you to sheepishly smile and look away but he can’t, not with the sight of you sinking down to your knees and slowly pulling down his blacks, keeping eye contact and granting him a playful glint in your eye
you can't help but want to tease him just a bit, running your tongue over the bulge in his blacks
he tries his hardest to not be loud but maker, is he loud when you finally take him into your mouth and down your throat
you’ve quickly found that he enjoys eye contact while in this vulnerable state, nearly shaking when he sees your eyes brimming with tears trying not to choke on his length
one hand sneaking down to alternate cupping his balls is what pulls him over the edge, crying out with your name living on his tongue
you swallow his release, again utilizing eye contact to your benefit and drawing out another prolonged moan from him
it makes you smile in pride, loving how this hard, unyielding man turned into such a mess while you had your way with him
crosshair pats his lap and expectantly looks at you, waiting for you to perch up onto his lap, straddling him
despite being a skinnier guy, crosshair wraps you up in the warmest, most secure-feeling snuggle you have honestly ever experienced
after sharing such an intimate moment with you, he began whispering sweet nothings into your ear, about how gorgeous he thinks you are, how much he cares for you
it’s honestly kind of shocking but welcome nonetheless, cross can be kind when he wants to and you are very glad that this was the outcome of your dancing around each other for months
section 4: the interruption
you retreated back to your room, honestly just wanting to sleep and get your mind off the day
it was becoming harder and harder to not just pounce on wrecker, but you didn't want to just give it up so quickly
and to be honest, you had a bad feeling that tech was full of it
you struggled with self esteem issues for as long as you could remember, so it was difficult to believe the 'genious’ of the batch when he said that wrecker had feelings for you
despite your trepidations, your mind couldn't stop thinking about him, his broad shoulders, toned arms, huge thighs...
your hand slithered down your torso, slipping underneath the waist band of your bottoms and slowly circling your clit as images of wrecker effortlessly lifting anything that crossed his path filled your mind, honestly wishing it was you he was lifting
perhaps lifting you to brush your pussy on his nose, his tongue exploring your womanhood enough to make you shout his name
but apparently that last part was not all in your head
although you didn't shout it, wrecker definitely heard the way you whispered out his name in a moan in the dark room
he really hadn’t meant to barge in, but after a few knocks with no answer he began to worry
he came by to tell you how he felt with absolutely no expectation of sleeping with you. truthfully, he gave up on trying to get into your pants, he was willing to lose the bet with crosshair, he knew he wasn’t as smooth as his brother anyways
while he obviously would never be opposed to making love with you, he figured that you deserved to be courted beforehand, and he thought there was no way you’d want to share your body in such an intimate way with somebody like him
but the sight he was greeted with was enough to prove himself wrong
you, spread out on your bed with your hand moving diligently under your thin lounge shorts and you moaning his name made him subconsciously let out a loud gasp
that you absolutely heard, eyes snapping open and hand coming to an abrupt halt, ripping out from under your bottoms
“wr-wrecker! what are you doing here?!”
“i- uhhh- i didn’t see anything! erm, i'm sorry, mesh’la”
by now you had your blankets covering you, despite being fully clothed, and were looking at him with mortified eyes
wrecker still stood in the doorway, unsure if he should let this opportunity pass him by
if you had told him to leave he would, he’d do anything you said, but the fact that you made no move to force him into leaving made him linger
“i'm...sorry if im overstepping mesh’la but i just- i can't stop thinking about you. and well,” he gestured to your form, still cradling the blankets to your heaving chest, “i think you think about me too”
of course you couldn't deny it, he had just seen you pleasuring yourself and moaning his name, what the hell kind of excuse could you come up with? none, that's what
his sheepishness made your heart soar, realizing he probably was just as nervous as you
deciding to cut him some slack, you slowly rose up, blanket falling to the ground as you sauntered over to his frozen frame
whispering, “you're right. do- do you want to stay?”
you had the poor man at a loss for words, eagerly nodding at your proposition and allowing you to take his hand and lead him to your bed, pushing him down so you could straddle his lap
his large cock bulging through the thin fabric of his blacks and pushing against your already hot cunt made you cry out
pure adrenaline coursed through both of you, hushed moans leaving your mouths as you steadily ground down onto him, his hand tangled in your hair and the other kneading your breast
your lips broke away from his mouth and you smirked at the look on his face, absolutely fucking giddy that this was finally happening, he had been dreaming about this moment since he first saw you
the sounds he made while you sucked on the sensitive skin of his neck encouraged you to slip a small hand down the front of his blacks and pull his thick cock out, heat flooding your body at the hiss he let out when you started slowly jacking him off
your legs were in the perfect position for him to push your shorts down and over your ass, fingers picking up where you left off and circling your clit, working you open to take one of his massive fingers
the more you squeezed his throbbing shaft, the louder wrecker became
and not wanting anybody to hear you two fooling around, you glued your mouth to his, tongues mingling in heat
the excitement of the entire situation made it not last very long overall, but you both had intense orgasms regardless
wrecker curled his - now two - fingers inside you just right, and your continued squeezes and strokes of his cock made him finish, his cum coating your palm
both of you were shaking, muffled groans and gasps filled the room until you were coming down from your simultaneous orgasms
after coming back down to the moment, wrecker chuckled and flopped down on his back, bringing you with him to crash onto his chest
you both giggled like a couple of smitten teenagers who were experiencing their first love, relishing in the butterflies in your stomachs, we just did that
“been waiting a long time to do that, doll” wrecker’s big hands rubbed up and down your curves, closing his eyes and smiling at your laugh, “i know”
his head shot up at that, “you know?” the way his eyebrows furrowed up made your chest tighten with admiration, smiling cheekily down at him, “of course i do. tech told us gals.” you leaned down to place a peck on his chin, “you think you won the bet?”
“dunno. but I feel like i just won the entire galaxy.”
it honestly didn't make much sense in your post-orgasm daze, but the endearing tone made you smile and kiss him once again
section 5: the hallway
after your respective encounters with your boys, you ran to your friend, bumping into her in the hallway, the tight space echoing your giggles and shrieks of excitement throughout the entire ship
you both were so flustered and giddy that you were talking over each other, just needing to tell her about what just happened
“i just sucked-”
“you will not believe-”
you both stopped and laughed even harder, holding onto each other for support, then your friend took a deep breath and smiled, “you first.”
the sounds emitted from you two not only made your boys smile and their chests swell with pride but also coerced some chuckles from the other members of the batch
they all knew how long these...events were in the making and how eager cross and wrecker were becoming
and in all honesty they were glad their brothers had found happiness in two girls like yourselves
nice, funny, and obviously in love with their brothers
they really could’t have asked for better women to take care of their family
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Here’s another ask game for ya! Assign your moots as seventeen comeback aesthetics (can include solos, OSTs, collabs, Japanese comebacks, etc) and say why you associate them with that aesthetic! Some can overlap too!
ooo okay.. i’m really bad at these kinds of things but i’ll try my best ❤️ i would have loved to do all my mutuals but my brain isn’t strong enough for everyone so i’m so sorry ahead of time if i didn’t get you!! 😭
edit: also i just realized this said COMEBACK aesthetics but i just did svt. well. anything lmao
@s0ftbb as clap: c just gives me such wonderfully colorful and bright vibes (esp with the use of the colored text lmao it always adds such a nice extra flair to all ur posts <3) and also all her creations and videos give me such HAPPY and LET’S HAVE A GOOD TIME vibes u know what i mean 🥺 and also just that splash of insanity that we all love <3 in particular i’m thinking of that montage scene near the end where there’s like confetti flying everywhere and it’s in slow-mo and stuff lmao
@rosevlolets as fallin flower: alexis gives me super soft and refined and of course flowery vibes! i think it also helps that all her tags for the svt members are literally flowers so it always feels like a cherry blossom breeze every time i see her on the dash or in my notifs <3 (oh gosh i hope that wasn’t TOO cheesy lmao) hehe but yeah i always think flowers when it comes to alexis which is perfect for fallin’ flower
@scoupsy as fear + fearless being the sister song: not because dreamy is intimidating or anything LMAO but i think this association immediately came to mind because of her astounding and beautiful graphics, i feel like they match the fear aesthetic super well. there’s like kind of a dark and elegant atmosphere i always associate with her gfx and in turn her but in like that really beautiful way <3 but ALSO fearless comes in bc i find dreamy’s personality super, well, fearless LMAO and just badass. i really love how she doesn’t hesitate to speak up for herself ❤️
@jonghan as (never-ending) aju nice: GO CRAZY GO STUPID GO WILD LOSE YOU’RE FUCKING SHIT AS WE GO WILD EVEN MORE!! i think yza perfectly encapsulates the never-ending aju nice stage as well as all the crazy antics that come along with it especially as of late LMAO. and again i tend to associate people’s content with their i guess. being? lmao but aju nice is equally as colorful and vibrant as her gifs PLUS she’s so prolific (e.g. never-ending but in the best way) like god damn idk how you keep up with it all afjksldjf
@soonhoonsol as healing: idk man chey just gives me very... lmao HEALING vibes :D seeing you on the dash and in my notifs fills me with this very feel-good “ahhh it’s chey!!!” and upbeat feeling hehe <3 and you almost always have such nice tags as well that i read them sometimes and i’m like 🥺🥺🥺 my soul = cleansed. but there’s also this sense of like... i hope this is for the long run you know? LMAO by that what i mean is the whole thing of healing is like DON’T stop this healing right basically i hope you continue to bless the dash for a long time whether it be with your creations or simply good vibes <3
@gotseventeens as change up: i don’t really have a reason for this other than vibes? LMAO i’m using vibes all over the place but yeah like for some reason the vibe i get from belle reminds me of the bold colors and suave/cool nature of the change up mv hehe ❤️ i think it’s because belle’s vibes also strike me with this air of confidence that is still kind of chill/lowkey about it lmaooo like YEAH you totally got this ;D
@tzhao12 as 2019 TTT (camping ver.) but specifically when they’re talking about their feelings at the end: because what speaks better about everlasting friendships than the friend i’ve been blessed with for what. is it 12 years now. she’s probably not even gonna see this for like 3 months bc unlike me she escaped tumblr. anyways tiff i’d die for you can’t wait for y’all to jumpscare me this thursday <3 i’m gonna cry i’m serious <3
@vernons as any vocal unit song: oona gives me very soft and gentle vibes which is a lot of what i get from most of vocal unit’s songs! if i had to pick exactly one maybe we gonna make it shine but that’s probably just influenced by me having listened to it recently hehe <3 also a lot of the nature aesthetics and makeup looks i see you post on your main blog feel like they fit in as the visual side of the aesthetic the vocal unit songs give me if that makes any sense??? LMAO
@heartgyus as snap shoot, + the creative process behind it: so in my heart rhys is like a leading mingyu stan here so naturally i had to pick something with mingyu’s entire heart and spirit behind it LMAO but in general rhys vibe and aesthetic gives me SUPER happy/fluffy upbeat like “whoo hoo!” vibes??? afdjklajf a little silly a lot of cute and a lot of fun :D
@haniehae as pinwheel: for some reason when i think of anna i get this sense of a breath of fresh air??? idek why this is another one i can’t really explain hahaha but yeah pinwheel is what immediately came to mind! i think also because when i see a lot of your moodboards pinwheel kind of naturally comes as like the backtrack for a lot of them??? i think it’s something about the instrumentals of the song. anna just overall also gives me very relaxing vibes whenever i see her on the dash hehe <3
@xuseokgyu as when they were filming the 2019 gose intro: okay this is really specific but for some reason that’s what came to mind afjkadslj MY REASONING is that belle just gives me the vibes of being like. super enthusiastic and supportive about EVERYTHING whether it be her own work or the work others are doing!!! also lowkey i get parental vibes from her LMAO so it somehow reminds me of when they were in the house and seungkwan was like “OKAY KIDS... GATHER AROUND...” lmao but in general the whole energy of that entire thing where they were like “okay here’s this thing we’re gonna DO IT” but in a enthusiastic/happy way is why i picked this jfaksldf
@17hateblog as seventeen’s humor: kay and i don’t really talk but she consistently has the funniest fucking tags ever known to mankind. it might not specifically be the same as the humor seventeen show us in, say, gose, but the way they both make me die laughing is the same <3 it doesn’t even matter what the post is everything she puts on her blog is an adventure and i am fucking here for it. AND she’s a jun stan so what’s not to love <3
@vixenjun as light a flame: because kaya and her blog literally embody sexiness + junhui in that choreo....... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> everything. i also really feel like her aes kind of fits that dark mysterious too-good-for-you beauty vibe that i also get from light a flame lmao (but underneath that kaya is obviously a sweetheart <3)
@happysmilebtr as hitorijanai: anna is just like. genuinely one of the most supportive and happy vibing people i’ve met on here? lmao and i feel bad bc i basically have now left you on read KJFDLAJDS but all our dms have been so much fun like i love just talking about anything <333 but yeah the way you’re so open and loving and supportive 100% gives me hitorijanai vibes and the message behind it :D
#asks#ask game#kaleidoscope-of-lillies#i know i didn't get everyone and that's why i struggle so much on these kinds of things bc i feel bad hhhhh
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A curse unleashed will bring unexpected hearts together…
When an unforeseen magical incident occurs, setting off a long quiet curse, you’ve been sent in to deal with the situation.
But you won’t be alone.
Dealing with magic gone wrong is an everyday occurrence for you as a Tactical Agent of the secret supernatural and human run organisation known as ‘The Agency’, but being trapped in a cursed manor with another while realising there’s far more between the two of you than just duty…that’s where things get a little more complicated.
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For NaNoRenO this year, I am hoping to complete the prologue of this supernatural romance visual novel. Why just the prologue? ‘Cause I’m realistic about what I can achieve as one person, hehe! But also because it’s going to be part of a much longer, commercial game eventually and I want to ensure the quality of it.
If I can, I am hoping to stretch myself to complete the full demo for The Curse of Creek Edge. The demo will include the prologue as well as the first chapter of each love interest’s route.
But we’ll see how it goes…
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In The Curse of Creek Edge, a recent and unexpected supernatural event has caused a scar to cross through the town of Wayhaven. This in turn has stirred up a long dormant curse that had been laid upon a manor at the edge of the town. It’s been dormant so long, in fact, that no one even really remembers what the curse was, just that it was bad.
As the MC, you’ll play as a Tactical Agent for The Agency. In quick summary, The Agency is an organisation sponsored by governments all over the world to—very secretly—keep the supernatural and magical in check as well as provide help and support to supernaturals living in our world.
Instead of working in a team, a Tactical Agent works alone and is sent on solo missions where teams would draw too much attention or where more specific skills are needed.
But this mission is a little different, as you will be given the option to work with another agent.
You will be able to romance any love interest with any gender, and each route will have 3 endings.
So now let’s meet the characters!
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-The MC-
The main character is a long time Tactical Agent of The Agency with a stellar record and a reputation that’s known throughout many facilities. It will be the MC’s first time working in the Wayhaven facility.
The MC’s name, gender, and pronoun will be decided by the player. The plan is to have sprite customisation. The MC is playable as one of five races:
~ Human: Humans are, well, humans. Since most missions involve going up against supernaturals, it’s very rare for humans to be sent in a team let alone as a Tactical Agent. There are only a handful of human Tactical Agents throughout all facilities over the world, so it’s quite the talk when one turns up.
~ Succubus/Incubus: As a subclass of vampire, this race doesn’t use blood as their main source of energy but instead the sexual desires and tension of others. As with most supernaturals, they have good healing abilities, but unlike other supernaturals they have pheromone abilities that can help them put others at ease, as well as draw truths from them that might be kept hidden. Their touch can also inspire heightened senses in others.
~Witch: Witches have the strongest influence on magics that run through our world. They can tap into and use magic for their use, as well as in some powerful cases they can even grow the magic at their disposal. Due to the small amount of magic in our world, it can be draining on the body and mind to use it, but Witches are powerful entities.
~ Phoenix: Phoenix are a race of supernatural people who resemble humans and not the birds which are also from legend. Phoenixes are known for their extreme healing and regeneration abilities, as well as the unusual gold gleam to their skin, which seems to add a layer of protection to them. The protection is probably needed due to the fact they are always at hot temperatures, this heat allowing them to scorch the air and use small bouts of fire.
~ Igigi: Nearly always referred to as ‘Earth Angels’, these rarer ‘Divine’ class of beings have incredible mental abilities which include blocking harmful attacks and reading the intentions of others. They have a solid connection to the earth and things which spring from it.
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-Oberon Fuller-
(Love Interest)
Agent Fuller is a Tactical Agent stationed at the Wayhaven facility. Falling into the Tactical Agent role was due to his incredible abilities and record almost as good as the MC’s. But this role leaves him working alone, not something he favours. Soft spoken but powerful, he is looking to find a place amongst The Agency where he’s felt so lost before.
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-Cleo Long-
(Love Interest)
As a rookie far longer than she’d like, Cleo is more than ready to pass her final trial and accompany a Tactical Agent out on a mission. But she’s no tenderfoot (a name given to young rookies) and has a great deal of knowledge and ideas of how she wants her career to go, even as ‘just’ a human.
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-Lark-
(Love Interest)
Not much is known about the strange figure that’s been seen haunting Creek Edge Manor. Just that she disappears as quickly as she appears and has done so over the many decades The Agency has been keeping eye on the house. Though she never attacks those who do enter the land, she seems protective of it.
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-Pyrus Thorn-Blood-
(Love Interest)
Considering the only time anyone at The Agency has ever seen Pyrus is on a wanted bulletin, it doesn’t set the best first impression. But the Imp is wanted for questioning on suspicion of syphoning dangerous magics to sell to the black market, and his last known location was seen hanging around Creek Edge Manor.
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Keep an eye on this Tumblr for regular (at least once a week) updates on the progress of The Curse of Creek Edge!
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Farewell.
Well well, odd to see me writing again, isn't it?
I will admit, it almost feels strange to write a post on this account, considering its dormancy for so long. How long has it even been? A year?
Oh god, does anyone remember me? I'm the person that wrote weird "Figment Darkiplier" posts. Ring any bells? Hehe.
I write this post, as a way to simply ramble out my thoughts and feelings. There is no script, no plot, it's simply me. I apologize if it is nonsensical.
So .... everyone, it has been one hell of a year. I believe that we've all experienced something difficult in 2020, whether it be loss, loneliness, self reflection, or any number of challenges.
From the month of February until August, I was one of the multitudes of millions of people who had to quarantine within our homes. Over that period of time, stuck with myself, I had a very long time to think, and to grow. I realized that many things in my life were not unfolding the way that I wanted them to. That the things I had surrounded myself with did not properly encapsulate who I was, and am, as a person.
When I started this account, I was a lonely highschooler desperate for some sort of creative release. I used the character of Darkiplier as an escape, playing a role of power and charisma. It was intended to be my own personal journal, a place to practice writing, as it was my passion. Never in my wildest dreams did I ever anticipate that I would amass a community of this size. Over four thousand of you enjoyed my work enough to stick around, and that was just beyond crazy to me.
I think the rapid climb to "fame", to put it selfishly, was both scary and addictive. Receiving the adoration and compliments from online peers gave me a euphoria I didn't even know I needed. I rode that high for a long time, and I made very many friends from it.
But I also made many mistakes. I will not come before you and tell you that I am a "good" person. I have a selfish personality. I overachieve. I'm an attention hog. I want to excel so badly that sometimes I use the expense of others in order to progress. But I can say with utmost certainty that I poured my heart and soul into this account, into the lore I have created, into the story I have made, into everything that is important to me. I cherish my friends. I accept my losses. I never stop attempting to grow and learn as a human being.
Through that growth, I have come to realize that I surrounded myself with the wrong people. I gave my trust, and my care to individuals who took my patience as weakness. It is unfortunate that many times, those who I thought cared for me, only cared for the "popularity" I might offer them. What I could do for them, and their image, completely overshadowed me as an individual. As time continued, it became more apparent that even my closest friends were beginning to use my world and my story, to fetishize, clique, discriminate, and bully. There was even a period of time where I joined in that "mean girls" behavior. I laughed behind the backs of people I loved. I criticized people cruelly. I became the very person I had been shoving out of my life for years. It disgusted me.
During the quarantine, trapped alone with myself, I realized that I had become a monstrosity, and that I needed to change. I did what I could to persuade others to join in my efforts, but I am only one person. I have since removed all bad influences out of my life. Those influences would happily call me two-faced and manipulative, because I stopped giving them exactly what they wanted: my attention.
Still, I am never free of sin. Just within the last few years, I have been childish, or too eager. I have rubbed my nose in places I shouldn't have. But I would hope it is clear to everyone, that I only ever wanted the best outcome for the people I cared about.
I suppose this has become a ramble, but I wish to share all my feelings, all my last messages, because of this: this will be my last post. There are too many faces on this website, and too many memories, that mean too little to me. I have continued to return to the account, doing simple reposts just to... I'm not sure. Continue being relevant? But it feels hollow now. There is no reason for me to continue holding on things here. The things that I hold dear remain elsewhere, and that is where I will focus my attention.
I met the love of my life, who has offered me nothing but total support, care, compassion, patience, and most importantly, unconditional love during even the most difficult phases of my journey. I am so grateful to them and everything they have done to me. I have achieved what I set out for in college, and have a steady job in a forensics lab. But once I get past my own anxiety and self-doubt, I want to join my partner and co-author books with him, as a true career.
My horizon branches far beyond this tumblr now, as I'm sure is the case for many many many other people. But for some reason, I felt it necessary to just write a goodbye.
So I suppose, what I will finally say is this.
Thank you. Thank you for the fantastic memories. Thank you for the nights I spent scrolling through fanart, nearly in tears because my work had meaning. Thank you for the companionship, with so much interaction and support. Thank you for the laughter, the jokes and the memes. Thank you for the lessons, for reminding me of my values. Thank you for teaching me about self respect, standing up for what I believe in, and never taking shit from anyone.
I will not delete the account, just in case any random post in here sparks joy. But it will be only an archive from now on. I hope that in some way I have had a place in some of your lives, hopefully for the better. Perhaps in the future I will edit this post and add a discord link to the figment manor. We will see.
But, to all of you reading this, thank you for sticking around.
So, for the last time.
Goodbye, Lovelies.
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