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Unlocked a new piece of "Arya can't control herself' lore and, apparently, people think her ability to control herself comes from her pretending to be someone else. So it isn't Arya who has self-control, it's Arry/Weasel/Nan/etc. and that's why she wouldn't be able to control herself in KL, cause she couldn't handle being "Arya". I am fascinated by people twisting themselves into pretzels to deny Arya's capabilities, at this point it's an unhealthy compulsion 😭
#arya stark#asoiaf#fandom nonsense#it's either denying that she has the ability to control herself altogether or conceding by saying that she can only control#herself when she's pretending to be someone else there's no in-between#trying to understand how that even makes any sense but then the mind of an Arya hater is anything but logical#wildest part is that they really think they're doing some deep character analysis with this take sdksdkdsfjfsjsdj#I joke about it all the time but Arya truly is too complex for this fandom to digest and that's wild 😭#this is why people have such dogshit takes about her lol#need people to stop huffing reddit/quora metas and actually read the books for a change
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Some recent thoughts about nonhumanity and my relationship to the community + my personal relationship with it that I cleaned up, my writing style is a bit disjointed, I would like to share more of my writing, if anyone would be interested in seeing that :)
#I have a lot of thoughts about nonhumanity that I don’t know how to share#feel like there is such a communal focus on misinfo and easily digestible “content”#that there’s no space to talk about anything else that no one would care to look.#Not that there is anything wrong with that focus and not to say that I am exempt from participating in it!#I just don’t want that to be what represents me and the only way I engage in this community yk?#I want to spend most of my time talking to people who I have similar experiences to#not explaining things to people that are new to the space or just coming into their identities#which again there’s nothing wrong with that! everybody starts somewhere#(again I’m not an exception lol!)#I also have some misplaced resentment that I need to sort out I think idk it’s hard to sort.#It’s also hard to be okay with caring this much about stuff like this at all#i try not to be embarrassed i am anyway.#It comes with the territory of having mental stuff I guess lol can’t help being a freak!#nonhumanity#therian#canine therian#therianthropy#otherkin#therian art#nonhuman#dog therian#alterhuman#therian community#nonhuman community#coyote therian#kin#coyote kin#canine kin
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Anyone else feeling like this?
#Miraculous ladybug#sternennacht update#season 5#I'm begging SLOW DOWN I CAN'T DIGEST ALL THIS SO QUICKLY#AND WITH EXALTATION COMING TOMORROW OR THE DAY AFTER POSSIBLY?!?!#I NEED TIME!!!!
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2.2 spoilers below :
my most important takeaway from this patch is that my boy got a cinematic okay thank you please admire how beautiful he is
now as for the nitty gritty
why did hoyo have to choose to mention oswaldo when i started considering his ass like how can i say no now smh this clearly shows that he's going to be integral into the game so i don't know the likelihood but i feel like someone who's been so prominent in aventurine and boothill's history won't be plastered onto an npc and he may be playable in the future ( pls hoyo i want to see his model so i can write him cause i cannot choose fcs to save my life )
additionally extremely important is jingheng they simply stole the show
also the wife is safe and sound ( unless diamond decides to demote him ) and i screamed so loudly when i saw the ip3 like those are my pookies
the screwtio moment had me kicking my legs as well
i self-indulgently want to point out this line and i'm not even going to state the implications it should be obvious
furthermore i love boothill he's so stupid and danhill is on the horizon
we got a sneaky little dancae too what a win
argentio in penacony is another highlight like just look at them and their unparalleled beauty
friendly reminder this is what argenti said about aventurine btw
sunday was undeniably beautiful but i think he needs to be psychoanalysed or immediately admitted into therapy ( unpacking him as a whole is going to be an essay of at least 3000 words )
lastly i would like to address that this clockie puppet has aventurine's eyes and i don't know the implications of that
#* ✦ 𝐈. ❮ ooc ❯ ⸻ ❝#this post is literally all 2.2 spoilers please don't click the read below unless you've finished#there is absolutely no analysis or critical insight it's just my sporadic thoughts#because i simply cannot process what i just witnessed#like there was so much in so little time#the amount of lore that was packed in was crazy#i need to sit down and rewatch a playthrough to digest and dissect everything#but i needed to get these out before i exploded
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okay, so i believe it's time to talk about what kind of powers misao possesses. let me start off by saying that she is by no means invincible and/or invulnerable: so, she can be defeated in combat, of course. i just wanted to affirm that with y'all because she does have an enhanced healing factor. but unlike a regenerative healing factor, which heals a lot of things pretty much automatically, it does still take a good amount of time for her to heal. i'd say it's just a bit faster than a human's ability to heal, and so she can not do things like regrow limbs / reattach her head.
BUT to counteract her lack of a more proficient healing ability... misao and all jorōgumo can produce very sharp, silk-like threads and manipulate them to their liking to attack other's + create constructs out of these silk threads that can be used as weapons. and thus, one could argue that she has a certain 'advantage' over humans since this is a long-range attack, which would mean only they would have to get closer to her in combat if they didn't have any long-range weapons themselves. being a spider in actuality, misao can also make webbing that comes from within her. also, because of her true nature as a spider, misao can control diminutive spiders or just regularly sized spiders at will.
another, and her last ability, is that she has venom available at her disposal much like a real spider that targets the central nervous system / is a potent neurotoxin ( in which she would transfer directly into someone through a bite ) buttt the thing is is that she will often not use this method of killing, and/or seriously harming someone because of how long it takes for her body to regenerate the venom. thus, most of the time, misao will only use it if she is in a very dire situation where she has to defend herself or someone she cares about.
and as a result, those who are in combat with her don't really have to worry about her using this ability unless she's genuinely on death's door or something of that nature. so yeah; i hoped this gave you all a little more insight as to what exactly she can do with her powers as a jorōgumo.
#NO SLEEP OF THE INNOCENT. NOT FOR YOU: character study.#ALL POWER DEMANDS SACRIFICE AND PAIN: musings.#SOMETIMES AGAINST ALL LOGIC WE HOPE: headcanons.#also... she can bite people without injecting venom but most of the time that just isn't a very efficient way for her to fight-#since that would mean that she would have to get up close and personal with them which she really only prefers doing if she absolutely has-#to. so like... you could definitely say that i picture misao as being a very methodical / practical opponet-#unless she REALLY doesn’t like you. then misao will probably elect to ' play with her food ' and make thing's a littleee bit more-#complicated to say the least. and by that i mean misao is going to make sure you're in pain before you die sooo JSJSJ#she really isn't a good person y'all ☠️ though one COULD make the argument that she is merely trying to survive since she cannot digest-#almost anything else but human fl*sh and insects properly + have it give her the nutrition she needs to live...#but NAHHH. I ain't about that life LOLLL
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Doctors visits as an AFAB person that have absolutely nothing to do with potential pregnancy and do not at all match symptoms of pregnancy be like:
Doc: "When was your last period?"
Me: "I'm currently on my period, it started (date)."
Doc: "And are you on any birth control?"
Me: "Yeah I have the nexplanon arm implant."
Doc: "And are you currently sexually active?"
Me: "Nope, haven't been for years."
~ Fifteen minutes later ~
Doc: "Well your pregnancy test (that we didn't tell you we were doing or ask your consent for) came back negative so it's not that."
No. Fucking. Duh.
#doctors who do this are pieces of shit just btw#if you dont believe me about my own fucking reproductive health why should i trust you to believe me about ANYTHING?#ndr#not dog related#there is literally no excuse for not asking for consent before doing that and not allowing me to say no you cant do that#its basically fucking ledger fudging through conpletely unnecessary insurance charges#denial of informed consent in medical care too#and yet it happens. every. fucking. time.#oh you're here because youve had heart palpitations and fainting spells since you were a child and you finally want them checked out?#oh you've had all over severe chronic pain and digestive issues since you were a teenager a decade ago?#MUST BE PREGNANT.#dont even need to do a pregnancy test as a precaution for ANY of the procedures or tests they did on me#its basically just saying “hi we dont believe you about your own medical history or value your consent at all”#i have such a big issue with consent in medical settings since being forcibly medically sedated without my consent or any warning at the ER#tell me what the fuck you are doing and ASK ME FIRST
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Ok we all know you love the Haitani brothers (mostly Ran) so, what's your favorite thing about them? And what do you think of their personality when writing a fanfic?
Honestly it’s I crazy why I love Ran so much even tho he has like zero relevance to the story. It’s mainly the fanfics I read that made me literally obsess over him. So I can’t say canonically the reasons I love him because all we know about him is that he’s tall, has a brother, likes to sleep, likes fashion, expensive perfumes, and taking care of his hair. That’s like the basis of his character. And I love all that about him. But it’s mainly fanon ran that I love. Not the cheating toxic man everybody makes him out to be. But idk it’s like I’ve created my own version of him in my head that I like to bring out in my writing and pretend that’s how he canonically is bc again wakui gave us NOTHING 😔😒
#honestly idek how to answer this question#I’ve just read so many of his fics to the point I’ve just digested that that is HIM and I’m obsessed#yk??#like whej hes over protective and kinda toxic (not abusive)#I probably just need therapy idk#he’s also a cocky piece of shit#which makes sense#look at how that MF poses#all the time
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#soo blah blah need to vent again abt my health issue situation 💀#yuh so like im so sick nd tired of whats going on. nd not being able to just eat whatever i feel like whenever#it's emotionall draining tbh. im always thinking abt what i could maybe try nd im always like ohh gotta make sure the portion is small etc#it's annoying me sm bc i can def feel the effects of me not getting the right nd enough nutrients nd vitamins etc etc#i get dizzy nd my vision is hazy sometimes. nd im like forgetful bc the other the when i walked home i kept getting lost nd had to walk back#nd forth several times nd i was like ?!?!? what?! i've lived here for 25yrs nd now i just cannot for the life of me rmbr the way#also i am so weak in my body. like carrying even a small amound or books nd groceries nd walking for 30min makes me exhausted#my legs are actually shaking when i get back home nd every step feels like im walking in cement#plus i just wanna be able to go to the gym nd build muscle. but if i dont get enough protein in me i cant build muscles T-T#what else... yeah also i do miss food bc of comfort. like my coffee + chcolate everyday makes me genuinely happy lmao#but i just want the food situation to be normal bc even w veggies im like oh no that is too gas building that is too hard to digest etc etc#it's mentally gruelling to not know how tf to get all the important nutrients!! i def have several deficiences lmao :((#im so over it. but theres nothing i can do. i wish i could just not think abt it 24/7 tho#also. im the thinnest i've ever been BUT. i am constantly bloated so i look fkn pregnant. so i cant even enjoy looking the skinnier
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YOU NEED TO GET ONLINE LANDO IS THE CHARLOS BABY FOLLOWING MOM AND DAD AROUND ASKING THEM NOT TO KISS IN FRONT OF HIM
ANON I'M SO TIRED I HAVE TO SLEEP BUT THAT IS SO CUTE "DON'T KISS" SKAGDASGFA
#gonna pause my queue so I don't muddle up everyone catching up#fair warning it might be a long time for me I am so. so. so. tired I need my bed#and one glance at this race tells me I won't be able to digest it all in the 10 secs before I pass out <3<3#australian gp 2024
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can people stop referring to Akilah as “the normal one” in ref to everyone else
#Just saw like 2 old posts saying that. The way she’s not allowed to be anything but perfectly nice and morally digestible for the fandom#Is so exhausting to Me#I have a bigger rant but I’m not even awake I’m going back to sleep I just needed to say it pls#Shes not perfect she can be mean she can make shitty choices she’s human it’s okay ❤️#She’s perfect to ME for the record but the way people are constantly expecting her to always just be one thing makes me sad#its like what happened with van in s2 when fans started turning on her bc she wasn’t just silly and happy all the time anymore#I fear for what will happen if Akilah does anything they decide is ‘bad’#’the Normal one’ enough !!!
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as someone who has been misdiagnosed at best and fully ignored and not believed at worst about my health issues, it's really frustrating when people tell me i don't really have something unless a doctor has diagnosed me. doctors don't believe i have any issues to begin with, why are they supposed to be trusted over me?? like i get they have degrees but idiots get degrees literally all the time. idk it's just really frustrating when i tell people i have food sensitives and they don't believe me unless i can procure an allergy test. i tell people i have chronic pain and unless a doctor told me that, it doesn't count. i'm not allowed to identify as autistic until a doctor tells me i can. like i get looking something up once isn't the same as a medical degree but idk can we maybe just. stop pretending doctors are the only ones capable of telling what's wrong with someone? can we maybe trust that sometimes people do actually know what's going on with their body and their health?
#and there's also the whole thing about like#insane amount of ableism in health care#i can keep a full time job so clearly i don't have any health issues#my anxiety isn't debilitating bc i can deal with it most days (ignoring the days i can't breathe and i get severe chest pain)#my back pain doesn't prevent me from moving so it's not real (ignoring the times it does stop me from moving bc it's so bad)#i can still sometimes eat food and i'm not Eating Wrong so i don't actually have digestive issues#like i'm just. i'm so tired#i don't even bother going to doctors anymore#bc it just gives me anxiety and stress and they never help#i've seen so many and they all just brush me off#i just. i'm so sick of this#can we stop needing access to a whole history of medical records to believe people have health issues#can we just. not be assholes#please#im so tired#chronic illness#not stargate
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"the council should've granted anakin the rank of a master–" i have a gun.
#'it was all mace windus fault if he'd have let anakin be a master he wouldn't have fallen' i am under your bed#stop stop STOP with this shit#dont yall fucking get that his actions demonstrated just how much HE SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN A MASTER ???? LIKE man did yall watch rots with ur#eyes closed or whats up cause im genuinely not seeing any kind of logic in this statement#yes yes YES i know he had every right to mistrust the council after what they did to ahsoka absulately but that doesn't mean they weren't#right qbout this cause what tf do u mean its all their fault pookie we've been over this a thousand times shit did not matter while palpsie#was there yeah? you gonna actually digest that info now babe? thank u#hey i get it the less to blame on anakin the more moral for you to like him its fine u dont need to look for excuses do it with ur chest be#absulately wrong with your whole fucking chest and be proud of it pls it's how we all do it around here#anakin skywalker#anakin skywalker bashing#??? kinda not really tho#mace windu#star wars#rots#revenge of the sith
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My life feels like one case of "Hey I reallyyyy should've taken this medical condition a lot more seriously when I was first diagnosed with it" after the next 🙃
#my digestive system is all fucked up#I didn't start taking IBS meds until like... this year 💀#even though they'd been prescribed to me for several years already#and now the waiting lists for doctors are ridiculous#even my usual 'doctor' is actually a nurse who is limited in what he can do to help me#the last time I ignored a medical issue I ended up needing an emergency surgery sooo... that was fun 🙃#now I'm finally trying to stay on top of my IBS but I feel so sick and unmotivated every day#I wouldn't be surprised if there's something else making me sick too#maybe the bacteria??#idk#the painsomnia is so bad every night#I don't know when and how it's finally going to stop hurting if ever#this is seriously the worst...
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I may understand KHUX inside and out, where I have all the little inconsistencies mapped out into some elaborate plan that makes sense after all....
but I still am so confused about KHDR
#there are so many things were i'm like ''huh ? w... whah ??''#both UX and DR go back and forth making you believe certain things that are LITERALLY not fucking true#its one reason why... idk I'm not excited for ML's episodic release#I love UX's ''we watched this month's episode'' like it was a TV show#but at the same time building theories when the NEXT episode you learn that you had factually incorrect information....#idk that got old for me personally#so I'm glad DR was (mostly) out all at once;#and I'm ready to be VERY careful and hesitant with ML's episodic revelations#but anyway I digress#DR confuses me a lot because I still don't understand Baldr's goals and when Hoder dies vs how that fuels him etc etc#I know I need to rewatch DR and actually write everything down to really help it sink in and digest but...#idk I think this is one of my least fave titles of recent KH releases#not that I didn't like it#but it didn't exactly explain a lot of Young Xehanort's mysteries like I thought it would....#ANYWAYYYY thank you for reading...
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Brandi and Lewis are so cute together I love them...
Oh boy, if their Creator is shipping them... I think we've got a winner, boys
#dear emperor and lyndis#I saw the other letter! But that one needs a bit more time to digest and all so I'm gonna finish up my work for the week#then come back to that!
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the starving street cat headmate has discovered the smoked salmon we bought
#we now have half a package of smoked salmon#he likes. smelling it#it smells really strongly of hickory smoke it's actually really nice#he wants more but we do not want to become ill#we can't have too much meat our body struggles to digest it#bc we kind of stopped eating much meat for a few months because we kept getting sick and going in and out of the ER#and red meat is more likely to upset our stomach so we've been sticking mostly to white meat like chicken and turkey#but we're slowly trying to introduce more meat into our diet again because our protein and calcium levels are real bad#our liver isn't doing too well because of the constant throwing up or not being able to eat#so we really really have to pay attention to what we're eating#while also desperately trying to balance thinking about it as little as possible#because the more we track what food we're eating the more disordered our eating gets because we get neurotic about it#we 1000% cannot focus at all on calorie intake because it messes with our head bad#but focusing more on the nutrients gained is better so we're trying to cycle between safe foods and nutrient foods#getting more calcium and fruit vitamins and protein from things like yoghurt smoothies (with added lactase so i can eat it!) and sardines#we've been focusing on trying to find ready-to-eat meats like canned meat and refrigerated meat#to make it easier to eat When We Want/Need To instead of at set times#makes it easier to Actually Eat
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