Your smile once, seemed inviting.

Your hair once, reminded me of the sun.

Once upon a time; is how the story goes…

Deception… hiding behind beauty was your smile.

Your hair… the fires of hell,

Telling me to run.

Another fairy tale with a dark past,

Another memory becoming my past.

He stopped questioning it, he just laughs and accepts it now😅🤦🏻‍♀️ #healthjourney #mentalhealth #physicalhealth #brokenbody #brokenbrain #whatsnormal #imapparentlyananomoly https://www.instagram.com/p/CiNdAyTO-bu/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#ifeelseen #stolenmemes #brokenbrain (at Lochend, City of Edinburgh) https://www.instagram.com/p/CdbqOfRIilV/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

23 years old // switchy, phallic masc, queer

sissy, underage, and ageless blogs do not interact, you will be blocked. just don't really fuck with y'all.

hi! i'm Nate, 23, from normal island. i've been in the tumblr kink community for a little while now, shifting from blog to blog. for some reason i abandoned my faster-growing sideblog @brokenbrain for a new account.

outside of kink? i'll cook for you, play you guitar, recommend you books, films, make you playlists, and take you for wonderful countryside walks. i love horror, punk, philosophy, breakbeat raves, and indie cinema. i adore a spliff. a recently retired greengrocer, i've moved from the UK to NYC for my second round of gradschool.

but this blog is really about me making my return to kink tumblr. so under 18s, ageless, and blank blogs you are all unwelcome and will be blocked; sorry my loves x

i'm a true switch and my kinks are present on each side of my dominance spectrum; i see myself as both subject and object. on this blog you will see heavy doses of bimbofication, royalty kink, transformation, identity play, and hypnosis. i am tentatively reaching into cnc and intoxication play.

further to this; this shouldn’t need to be said, but everything on this blog is said and shown with a heavy dose of fantasy. the ownership of someone’s mind and body is never an aspect of reality: consent loans that control to a party, but never ownership. respect autonomy and boundaries and maintain consent always.

my dms are currently open, as are my asks.

I love to fantasise, I love to show off, I love to roleplay. My head is famously ropey and have only just come off my antidepressants, so please have a little patience with my replies - I'm tired.

very very very very very occasionally i think about the appearance i would have to the eternal ghosts for my beauty.

it’s pretend because they still laugh at me.

my

ugly.

all of my bad parts and wretched pieces and mishaps and overthoughts and sticky gears and hook ups

including my hell-bound soul

now public because i needed it to be.

#BrokenBones = #BrokenBrains

QUIT YREATED MENTAL HEALTH AS A NON-PRIORITY !!

MENTAL HEALTH CARE COULD SOLVE SO MUCH!

Sat in my car for, damn near, four hours. Reading, scrolling, staring out into space, quietly enjoying being alone. Home now, and the thought of going inside feels like and elephant sitting on my chest. Lonely is a completely different animal. I mean, we're friends, but I don't wanna deal with you tonight. Insomnia + dreading tomorrow should make the next 8-10 hours a treat. 🐝 🧠 🖕🏻 Thank Thor for dogs. 🐶 #Weirdo #ADHD #Alone #Lonely #Insomnia #Home #DogMom #FreakOfNature #BrokenBrain #Hummingbird #akf — view on Instagram https://ift.tt/371yYFg

Did you know psychological stress can lead to DNA damage and has been shown to shorten the length of telomeres, as well as lead to physical changes in your brain!? ——- Chronic stress can causes cellular changes in the hippocampus, the part of the brain that deals with learning and memory and can lead to slowed neuron production, due to elevated levels of glucocorticoids, also known as our stress hormones ____ Cortisol dominance can negatively affect learning, attention span and even memory; prolonged elevated levels of cortisol can shut down blood flood to the pre-frontal cortex (which helps you make decisions) and tells your midbrain to take over (which can put us into a “kill or be killed” mentality), which can affect our ability to make rational decisions ——- Chronic emotional stress has been found to suppress the immune system and lead to a diminished ability of our immune cells to “clean up” free radical damage due to inflammatory cytokines, in fact, long-term stress can decrease the body’s lymphocyte production (aka white blood cells) _____ The perception of stress is highly individual and it would be silly to think you can avoid stress in your life (because not all stress is bad…getting promoted at work or moving into a new home is good stress aka eustress) but your reaction to stress is what matters ——- Learning to identify your stress triggers (people, negative thoughts, foods, bacteria overgrowth, lack of sleep, over exercising, hormone imbalances etc) is step one and admitting to how you actively participating in allowing these to remain in your life is step two …there are certain stressors we can’t avoid, so identify those and learning how to distinguish these kind of stressors is important as well —— #briannaapproved #stress #recoveringsuperspaz #inflammation #cortisol #brainhealth #healthyaging #freeradicals #adrenals #emotionalstress #mentalhealth #brokenbrain #cortisol (at Kean Coffee) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bpr0hjrnQbG/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=18k430ogi10cp

The anxiety is creepin', y'all😕 Self-doubt, confusion, frustration, emptiness, loneliness, emptiness. All of it. And for no damn reason at all😑 #Repost @tinybuddhaofficial ⠀ #tinybuddha #wordsofwisdom #brokenbrain #sadness #feelings #anxiety #depression #mindfulness #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #embraceit #nezumityler #nezumiblue (at Goleta, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CTDYCF1vqX_/?utm_medium=tumblr

I never want to leave on a goodbye…. Only, I love you. Goodbyes are for endings of books that never open again…. Where our story is forever being wrote, not by pen and not for a script but, by us and only for us.

-Andrew Kelly @broken-brain-poetry

The Poet loses something. Here’s today’s comic ❤️ #thepoetcomic #art #drawing #comics #poetry #poet #makingcomics #drawingcomics #comicstrip #workinprogress #toddwebb #toddbot #artistsoninstagram #thepoet #poetrycomics #patreonartist #parkbench #pigeon #lostpoems #brokenbrain https://www.instagram.com/p/CFU-8CBhjsX/?igshid=27zsj0an5hwe

Anyone else suffer from Depersonalisation/Derealisation? Its such an annoying and strange thing to deal with. Especially since it doesn't technically make anything in life more "challenging". I used to call it "autopilot" until I understood better what I'm experiencing. Ive always felt the best way to describe the feeling is like being in a long dark hallway looking out through two windows that are your eyes. There's days my body feels 100% separated from my mind. Its not fun being locked completely inside your head #mentalillness #depression #anxiety #depersonalization #derealisation #cartoon #comic #digitalart #digitalillustration #street #characterdesign #bonefork #panel #psychology #brokenbrain #dark https://www.instagram.com/p/B_icz9Ihdx2/?igshid=jtb2x5c0offa

#linusdecoatcliviou #brain #streetart #rennes #vilaine #brokenbrain #brokenface #decouverte @rennesvilleetmetropole (at Les P'tits Bateaux - Rennes) https://www.instagram.com/p/B2HcgTdI2sU/?igshid=5z2i5g8s3xsi

What IS the proper portion size for pasta? Macaroni, penne, spaghetti, fettuccine and the like are a staple for many people. Boil some water and a few minutes later you have filling starchy carbs that with a little sauce will taste amazing. And while most pastas are made from a hard wheat which has a lower glycemic index, the portion size can drastically affect the amount of fuel you consume and may be affecting your blood sugar, cholesterol, and ability to maintain a healthy weight. Admittedly my photo skills could use improving, LOL, but I took a quick photo of this plate last night to illustrate the proper portion size for pasta. Here I have cooked a corn and quinoa pasta which has 4 grams of protein per serving. But again what is considered a serving? Or proper portion size? The proper portion size for cooked pasta is 1 cup. I placed my hand along side of 1 cup of cooked pasta on my plate to give perspective. You can see that I could easily hold that amount in my hand. ⠀ Pasta falls into that category of comfort food. And often our cravings for pasta and other starchy carbs comes from our brains request for more serotonin. The feel good hormone serotonin will be increased in response to consuming carbohydrate. Fortunately, you don’t have to eat simple carbs to get this done. We can and should rely on more vegetables, legumes and whole fruits to create good moods. In fact, research shows that just consuming 4 to 5 servings of fruits and vegetables per day can dramatically improve depression. ⠀ The slippery slope for refined grains is that they are rich in fuel that we may not need, while vegetables, legumes, and fruits are provide antioxidants, fiber, and more moderate amounts of fuel to get us through our day. So, the next time you sit down to a plate of pasta think about the proper portion size. Try to fill 1/2 of your plate with vegetables and only 1/4 with protein and 1/4 with starchy stuff! #rdnsofinstagram #foodprepping #dinnerrecipes #dairyfreerecipes #healthyeats #serotonin #brainhealth #brokenbrain (at Lifewellness) https://www.instagram.com/p/BwH1O6hnE15/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1u2tk00h404il

Please pray my car doesn't need work. All my funds need to go into dentist stuff.