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myuntitledwords · 2 months

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Why is the feeling of emptiness a visceral feeling within your body?

Why do my insides feel like they are being pushed and pulled and squished in all directions?

Am I that empty that it's a black hole and it's sucking everything inside of it?

#empty inside #black hole inside of me #tired of existing #nothingness #visceral feeling

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linusbenjamin · 9 months

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Prometheus stole fire from the gods and gave it to man. For this he was chained to a rock and tortured for eternity. Oppenheimer (2023) dir. Christopher Nolan

#oppenheimer #filmedit #cillian murphy #oppenheimeredit #henricavyll #usersilk #useranimusvox #jokerous #dailyflicks #barbenheimer #nikolatexla #this masterpiece was way beyond me. way beyond anyone else #think of a movie that everything about it is perfect #the soundtrack. the actors. the script. the atmosphere.#i don't remember if i ever watched a scene before where my heartbeat was that fast #there were more than 100 people inside and no one made the slightest sound and it was like i could hear every heartbeat #this was my first nolan movie. i couldn't go tenet (which was amazing too) but i'm glad i didn't bc this was the best one #mind you the only thing i understood at first sight was a scene about black holes in which i was genuinely interested before #you know the movie becomes way more fun when you actually understand it - not as a whole but also the details

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guitarnacle · 1 year

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Brian molko performing teenage angst live in Brixton 98

#watch this video boy its cinema #its me boy the placebo album speaking to you inside your brain #the cigarette the little outfit the hair the filmography #cinematography. i mean.#also watch black eyed the live one with holes in his shirt. presumably he was like yeah the nipple holes will add to the performance.#trust me. he wasnt wrong if im being honest #god i would strangle a man to see placebo live #COME TO NEW ZEALAND #please brian.#not mcr #placebo #brian molko #teenage angst #brian molko moment

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jimmyspades · 1 month

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ALAN: "Well. You know how both of us seem to be so relationship-averse, I was thinking, maybe you are right for a longer term… thing." LORRAINE: "Funny. Who told you?" ALAN: "Told me?" LORRAINE: "That I’m in a relationship. I was planning to tell you."

#I couldn't remember how their Thing ended I forgot it was this 🥺#poor baby :(#he's being so brave but his tummy hurts so much. oh my gd I need to hold him #james spader #alan shore #boston legal #*#look at his beautiful face. it's like he was made to be beautiful and sad on television #his big wet dark eyes....... they turn into black holes when he's sad. dark voids. black diamonds #me: ready to blow up ABC headquarters whenever alan gets a gf #also me when alan doesn't get a gf: :(((((#duality of me #kissing him and touching his leg. sad guy. rubbing the back of his head when he's disappointed and upset and retreating inside himself

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humandisastersquad · 2 months

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Manager: *messages me to say I need to ring her etc*

My brain: *thinks of every conceivable way I could’ve fucked up in the past few weeks*

#feeling ill lads #ik last time it was totally benign and her checking up on me #But What If Isn’t This Time #job blogging #and rn she’s swamped with pts so couldn’t get to the phone so now I’m just sitting here feeling a black hole of anxiety eat away #at my insides

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front-facing-pokemon · 9 months

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#glalie #another very cold shivering ice-type. gen 3 seems to have had a lot of these‚ huh?#and this guy is *kinda* just a circle. but i guess they have holes in 'em. are those… holes? what is the layer on the outside made of #i guess i assumed steel because of their typing (4x weakness to fighting my belovèd) and that there was some sort of black mass inside that #and that's where the… bulk of the… meat? lives? i dunno why there would be pointless holes that aren't for their eyes‚ then #wait hold on. glalie is a pure ice-type. i'm actually gonna die its DEX entry says “it covers its body with a layer of ice harder than steel #” which i guess. is why i thought. it was part steel-type. I GOTTA STOP GETTING ALL THESE WRONG it's making me look like i don't know #shit about pokémon when i'm literally the pokémon blog. i gotta step up my fucking game. or at least edit this shit out and not let it get #into the final tags. mama mia

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starswirly · 2 months

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[ * hmmmm. Maybe using the name Star is a good explination for how I’m feeling ]

#Random Ramblings #vent #sorta #anyways. I feel like I’m going to explode #supernova or black hole there is something emotional inside me and it would very (un)kindly like out #I have things to do though so it just. Gets to sit there.#idk #I always wish away the one real trouble in my life #as if there aren’t billions other suffering far worse #I am fortunate that I deal with things so trivial #truly I am

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arabyian · 6 months

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If only you were here next to me,

sleeping peacefully like you used to,

comforting me like you used to,

searching for my love like you used to

#I’ve been lonely #I miss how you would lighten up my day #all I had to do was look at you #my world will never be the same without you #I feel this black hole inside me that is growing bigger each day #eating me up alive #text

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lovailee · 3 months

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Idk. I’m not doing so well right now

#life just keeps getting worse and worse and it’s like this black hole is forming inside of me

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downtherabbitholewithlucy · 11 months

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❤️🖤Bloody Heart Babe🖤❤️

#BIG fan of Wes' medium-length wet-hair look here #I've always enjoyed how the dark marks on his face look like they are extending out from the sides of his face and hairline #like they are dark vines slowly creeping over his face ready to engulf his entire face #but like symbolically the cross is keeping it away #that was my artistic hot take #now for the prime THIRST-HOUR™ y'all paid admission for #Wes did NOT need to do a whole ass model-on-the-runway walk like that in the gif #the confidence in this man swaying those hips like he actually got big curvaceous hips just has my jaw on the floor #like those low-rise black bottoms got my blood pressure going up #body just long 'n lean. FUCK.#ugh and I'm such a simp over Wes' soft eyes. Especially when he has them closed and he's looking down like in the pics.#the way his eyelashes delicately lay against the tops of his cheeks just makes my insides melt #like legit my insides feel like the warm molten chocolate lava cake at Chili's #Oh and hey L U C Y hey!!!#Wes Borland #Limp Bizkit #nu-metal #Black Light Burns #Wesley giving me that WAP on Wes Borland Wednesday #down the rabbit hole

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changanomaly · 1 year

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the only thing i ended up doodling while i was out today

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fluffmonster31513 · 1 year

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ATTENTION ALL SKK SHIPPERS

if you are a soukoku shipper who has not listened to ‘Fall Out of Love’ by Salem, go do that right now because every single lyric is a skk reference and i refuse to scream about this alone

#bungou stray dogs #bsd #soukoku #dazai x chuuya #skk #bsd soukoku #bsd skk #every variation because everyone needs to hear about this #every fucking lyric i swear #‘there’s a black hole inside of me’ ‘apathetic vacancy’ ‘even just her touch is war’#wkkakwkwowwnen #they make me insane

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nejackdaw · 16 days

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Look at my unfinished craft job, boy

Was the setup great? No. Was the execution great? No. But by GOD my FUNNY LITTLE STITCHES will be CONSISTENT

#i have never sewn anything in my LIFE #i am NOT a craft guy however #the inside wing texture makes me want to violently rip my skin off and implode like i was eaten by a black hole #i want to love my little webkinz bat she just needs a bit of decoration #her name is azalea btw #i need to finish that wing and then attach and decorate the other one too #which. considering the wings have been shaped for like. six months and i only just now put it on #may not happen til the end of the year lmao

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ahsoka-in-a-hood · 1 year

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Sometimes it’s fun to pretend that Anakin is an eldritch demigod thing trapped in human form rather than just a guy who makes bad choices ngl

#the agony of being amplified on a cosmic scale #i eat that kind of shit up #*rips himself apart*#*inside is a star turning into a black hole*#i don't know what the fuck i'm talking about. compels me though.

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urtrickster · 7 months

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hnnnnmnhnhm im so normal about this song im so normal normal is what i am yes yes indeed

#the thoughts.#the funky tunes.#you come in waves / 'til you're all i know #then you fade away / into nothing #weighed down by dark matter inside #you leave me frozen in time #you'll never know / the beauty i see when you open your shadows #they'll never know / the worlds that i see in the darkness you don't show #black hole eyes won't gaze now / drawn in just the same #come / i'll show every ghost in me #take my pain / into you #the screaming. oh man the screaming. i love the screaming so much #Spotify

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tastygoldentaters · 1 year

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I'm having a horrible emotional flashback, I should be at work already but I'm hiding in bed shaking like a chihuahua on cocaine

#wark #ptsd #cptsd #i hate this so much #my stomach is a black hole and it will devour me from inside out

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