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I Clung To You in Hopes We'd Both Drown
#Hfjone#hfjone liam#Hfjone Backpack#Liam Plecak#Hfjone Airy#onehfj#TW Suicide#Consider This a Late Anniversary Drawing Since the Actual Anniversary Was When I Was Workin On Daisy 9#More Purple Liam! I Like to Work in Sunsetty Palettes for One Art to Emulate the Waiting Room and Since That Removes Green and Blue#From the Palette I Tend to Jump to Purple for Him#Anyways This Was Mostly a Practice to Get Back Into Drawing Again#Every Entry I Forgot How to Draw Cuz Its 2 Weeks of 3D Work and Then I Like to Make a Big Painterly Piece to Get Back In the Swing of Thing#The Most Fun Here Was Painting the Golden Gate Bridge#Im a Firm Believer That Once You Get Good Enough At Perspective You Can Ignore It and Its Nice to Be At That Place By My Own Standards#+ It Was Fun to Render With All the Oranges and Purples and Reds. Im Trying to Blend With More 'Harsh' Colour Differences I Guess#Step Away From Shading Red With Dark Red Blue With Dark Blue ETC#Dreamy Art
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profs will set the due date for the final as april 24 and then STILL NOT HAVE THE FUCKING ASSIGNMENT UP TO SUBMIT THE PAPER BY 11PM ON APRIL TWENTY FUCKING THIRD
#ALEC. BESTIE. PLEASE. I AM BARELY PASSING YOUR CLASS AS IT IS I NEED YOU TO WORK WITH ME HERE#i feel the need to explain the level of bullshit that has been going on with this particular final actually because holy shit.#he first told us about it about 3 weeks ago which. fine. but all he said was 'you will have to pick a topic and write a paper'#like nothing about what the topic should relate to how the paper should be organized word count etc. literally nothing#radio silence for 2 weeks. we all forgot about it. then out of the blue 'btw your papers are due in a week lol!'#so we all scramble to figure out what the hell the assignment actually is#come to find out he never actually posted the assignment brief on canvas as an assignment. the only way we can access it is via a pdf#linked in ANOTHER UNRELATED ASSIGNMENT.#the project brief in question describes several in-class activities we straight up have not done.#no one actually knows if it's really due tomorrow or next week because he keeps pushing shit back and DOESNT ANSWER EMAILS#but the date on the syllabus is the 24th. and there is still nowhere online where we can submit our papers at all.#jesus fucking christ in heaven#personal#he is going to be getting a. shall we say INTERESTING professor review from me. lmao
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Bitch?butch? Read it however you want :^)))
#im a twink. but still#got my blood drank last nite . 👍#going 2 da dentist tmrw my teef hurt#finally back 2 work next week#ceres is doing sooo well i wana go to the show me the body etc show if shes good enuf by then#uhmm . watching so many movies . making so many phone calls . hanging out . could use an oat milk latte rn#azriel tag ☆
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had a really funny idea for an ask blog ft. Vanny and another plex employee oc,,
#Get this right. 2 pizzaplex employees accidentally get tumblr famous bc someone has been leaving weird graffiti everywhere and#Getting up to other shenanigans and sends asks abt it to this one like urban exploration blog. Who later gets an ask basically like#Hey I work at the plex?? This is some insider info only another employee would know????#The two anons are constantly back and forth in this persons inbox and are eventually assigned nicknames#‘Pix’ for the mystery vandalism employee because she shows up as nothing but weird pixels and glitches on cameras#The other employee is ‘Cam’ because they have been monitoring all this on the cameras#One day they get each others blogs and keep sending each other death threats and shit jokingly but one day pix warns cam not to go to a#Weird late staff meeting#The next night it is literally just the two of them and they think this is so funny they start a blog trying to uncover why everyone else#Just isn’t coming in. At first they are like well layoffs duhhhh#But then ppl send asks and messages like ‘hey have u seen this employee it’s my brother/friend/etc’ and they realize shit is actually going#On in here#One night cam is live-blogging their shift and sees a weird intruder in a costume with a knife and runs around eventually escaping and find#Pix lying at the bottom of a stairwell unconscious with a bloody nose later#Takes pix to the hospital. Only to be alone in the plex the next night and suddenly get a phone call saying that pix left the hospital. Bc#Pix left cam as the emergency contact because ‘she didn’t have anyone else’.#Cam has to survive the masked intruder#eventually starts recording everything but when the intruder gets closer the footage gets glitchier#Eventually there’s just one fuzzy image of the intruder with Roxy and Monty standing on either side and that’s the last we hear of cam. Nex#Post is pix saying hehe thanks for following our little story aha !! Bye now it’s over!! And that’s it…..heheheheh#Killer rab blog has become a little boring for me so… might start this soon….#I’d have to make like 2 blogs plus some fake dms too probably . Damn
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if escape rooms as team building exercises became popular im not sure if id be more excited or terrified
#if it isnt already anyway.. i can see it happening as a school frosh thing. idk if it would catch on as a workplace thing#i kind of find the concept of being locked in with strangers and working to find a way out weirdly exhilarating though#at least compared to icebreakers cause i dont have to spend 10 minutes racking my brain for something to blurt out abt myself#as a bonus u could like. put people into groups and give prizes to whoever escapes first second third etc. apparently they also do themed#escape rooms.. maybe let people pick a theme? or voluntary sign up? actually this would be really fun for smth like a blind friend date#although if i found out i was locked in a room with an online friend id be too excited to actually escape LOL#ive never done an escape room before so sadly i cant speak from experience. its like up there on things i want to try next to rug tufting#workshop and visiting new art exhibits or conventions. i seriously need to get out more if it wasnt for the horrors <- school and anxiety#i was planning to invite cass to a drop-in art workshop in town but neither of us could go bc typography is making us go thru hell and back#AND THEY HAD A BUTTON MACHINE TOO#im nostalgic bc i miss working in groups and not being awkward abt it or worrying abt schedule conflicts#i realized that i learn best in groups and its a little corny but i like sharing ideas and talking through a problem#in elementary i could just sit down with friends for review and come out of it energized *and* more familiar with the material#and i could technically still do it now. but as adults we're more picky abt who we work with on top of being way more busy outside school#maybe im lonely. im shy and grew up not talking to ppl unless i absolutely have to so its hard to make friends on my own i guess#only thing getting me thru it is telling myself that humans like helping and that my cringe is overblown in my head. but its hard#hence the escape rooms. i have been able to talk to 2(!!) people though!! mostly abt school stuff but im glad to be on friendly terms#i dont really know how to be happy these days cause im constantly scaring myself abt my portfolio and finding places to work#not being ambitious is part of not wanting to put energy into something that wont work out while also not having the passion to do literall#anything else.. i should probably talk to my counsellor ugh#yapping
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I hate social media and what it has done to feminism and women
#the other day i saw one of those ''explaining to girls!!'' about. the fucking pa/lestine isr/ael war#LIKE DO YOU HAVE ANY SHAME#i hate it. i hate bimbocore. i hate the assumption that women are stupid is coming back and BEING PUSHED BY WOMEN#I HATE the way they took cycle tracking and are now saying we only have 2 days where we're ''normal''#pushing the idea that we're naturally hysterical emotional and etc etc#and the WHY DID WE GET THE RIGHT TO WORK :((( IT'S SO YOU DON'T HAVE TO LIVE AT THE MERCY OF MEN#ARE YOU STUPID ARE YOU GENUINELY STUPID
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millie n leap...... im simply fond of them : ]
🔫🐟👏🤖🏴☠️
#partizan#friends at the table#fatt#exeter leap#million blue#vermillion blue#millie#theres no highfive emoji pretend this is a highfive.#rosa art#this is from a few weeks back(as you can see. by the date) drawn shortly after finishing millenium break kingdom game#i kept putting off posting it here because i wanted to draw more millie+leap and then post everything together but. its not happening soon#i do have 2 ideas for like short comics i still really like so thats not the issue but. execution on those has proven to be trouble#so im setting it aside for the moment. im working on other things very slowly right now.#anyways i just finished ep 33. sick as hell as they say!!!!!!#partizan is literally the first time actual play combat has consistently been fun and interesting to me.#like theres been cool moments etc. in other seasons but i LOVE mech fights and how beam saber works and its. so cool always
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finally back from lunch. i'm glad the sketches were well received 😭
#very on brand of me to post something and run LMFAO#so happy for this little family we're building here#hope you all know i am reading yr comments and crying 🫶#(i also accidentally ate 2 surprise thai chilis but that's beside the point 🫠)#REALLY excited to actually have a series to work on bc i get to draw so many unique character designs#variety is the spice of life etc etc#also i need. i need to stop only drawing hes and niko (i won't)#it used to take me ages to bust out a single headshot#now i'm taking ages to post stuff 💀#mars.txt#I SAY BACK FROM LUNCH BUT I SHOULD BE BACK WORKING
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🧸🧃⛈️
#so like late last night i started to get rlly panicky nd upset#bc it's v much looking like im gnna fail my english class. i need to be done next wednesday which means i need to work rlly hard#nd go to school extra to have a presentation nd do tests etc etc#nd im still in pain after surgery nd im rlly depressed bc of my physical health so i just dont think i can be strong nd make it this time#in my almost breakdown i wrote a self referral to the clinic/psych department for personality disorders....#it usually takes them around 2 days to answer you but this time at like 8am they sent me a message AND called me#(i think. im not certain it's them bc i havent checked the voice message or the reply lmaooo. but it should be them)#the thing abt having avpd is now im immediately stressed af nd i regret sending it. i donr wanna check their reply#also it might be bc i wrote a lot abt killing myseld etc etc nd now im worried theyre gnna be like girlie get checked in!!!! lol T-T#i just needed to be very clear nd act frsutrted nd desperate bc i have never gotten treatment in 10yrs nd im TIRED!!!!#my initial reaction is to avoid at all costs nd just pull my covers above my head nd pretend like i dont have to check their reply lol#i dont wannaaaaaa. i take it back i dont want help!!! its fine i dont wanna try or work hard let me rot#why did i do this!!!!! fml. anyway... i'll check later today bc since its early i can still use the excuse of sleepinf thru the days#many ppl working w mentally ill ppl understand that it's normal actually to switch the day around nd sleep during the days sksksk#but also i have no idea how many typos r in here bc im not wearing my glasses whoopsie#yeah.. anyway im gonna try to go back to sleep nd not think abt it#hopefully it wasnt even them calling 🤡 i know i HAVE to check later but not now i can take a few hours#then today i need to figure out if im gnna make one last attempt w my eng class or give up idk what to do
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back home from katsu! i had the BEST time, it was truly wonderful meeting so many new friends 🥰 i absolutely adored cosplaying kaveh! 🥹🪶🏛 he was truly a labor of love and i cannot wait to post more photos! but for now—to sleep for a hundred years omg 😂💀
#kaveh#katsucon#kaveh cosplay#be honest how obvious is it that i lost control of my life once i secured al haitham#and subsequently lost 2 weeks of cosplay momentum bc of his fun gameplay and hotman tendencies and then suffered for it the week before con#😂🥲🥲#ok for real though kaveh was really really fun to build like#his design is sooo 😍😍#heart eyes entranced obsessed w him forever etc etc *_*#i was so motivated to work on him (minus the embarrassing 2 week alhaitham hiatus)#(the alhaiatus)#and i really enjoyed picking apart his details with the limited refs we have like it rly brought me back to an ancient time#when cosplay refs were hard to come by and u had to zoom in on ur nintendo 3ds to see marth’s pixelated scabbard 🥲#anyway i am DELIRIOUS and MUST SLEEP 😂🥲#genshin impact#gencheer impact#my face
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sleepy and v fed up w this blasted reading for japanese history class tomorrow. give me 45 minutes to finish this article and i will be back to talk about kissing or something
#for the blissfully uninitiated: hello i am history student#which is a fantastic thing to be but also a significant pain in the [REDACTED] when it wants to be#the professor for this class is almost unbearably terrible which does not exactly make me WANT to do this reading#but the exam is in like 2 weeks lol#so yk. i have the hardest life of anyone on earth etc etc#god forbid i actually do the degree i asked to do lmao#also i up early this morning to drag myself to the immigration bureau for a visa amendment#which meant a decidedly unpleasant hour on the metro during rush hour :(#its bc im applying for this english TA position in spring#its literally only for 5 days and tbh i wouldn't mind doing it for free bc i am sad like that and enjoy teaching for fun#but it IS paid - and paid work is Not Allowed under my student visa#so even though i literally have not even GOT the job (applications close today) i still had to go and apply for permission to work#watch as they dont hire me lol#oh i should mention - for those who may not know i am in tokyo this year#i am british and i usually go to uni in the uk but im on a study abroad year this year#i came to japan in sept of 2023 so ive been here for coming up on 5 months and i will be going back home in august on 2024#its weird to think that im approaching the halfway point#tbh i should really just make this a separate post but whatever#coming to japan has been very strange but a good thing i think
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dunno what that users on about... people on tumblr put way too much attention on the unnecessary
GOOD LUCK ON NOT FRYING YOUR BRAIN BOSS 🫡🫡
- SUPERFAN ANON BACK AT IT AGAIN
Eh I was a little annoyed but ultimately I just kind of feel bad for that person, it takes a lot of shit being fucked up for you to be a wholeass grown adult arguing to the death on tumblr + believing in a sort of catholic 'suffering means I'm moral' thing as a way to make yourself feel better about what feels unchangeably cruel about your life. It's why I was like, no I'm not gonna continue this. Not healthy for either of us.
#sfa#i also have a tendency to debate people on a relatively soft level for myself#but it ends up feeling very charged for others#partially because I talk a whole lot#but also because especially on here#there's so much encouragement of assuming the worst of people who even vaguely disagree with you#highly defensive reading etc#it's really sad#something I had to actively teach myself not to do as much too#tumblr is bad for your growing brain lol. terrible habits#taking a step back and realizing shit 1. is not that important 2. the other person is a person not the embodiment of stupidity or evil#3. you almost certainly have tons of shared ground and both people are taking positions they feel are the most beneficial to those they care#about. idk once you really work on keeping that in mind it all just seems way less intense and all a bit dumb#i usually try to avoid arguing with people for this reason but my initial second response was a little hopeful maybe we could have like. a#cool little discussion#and then i saw the 2nd post and i was like ohhhhhhhh its like this#mm.#anyway#yeah people generally arent your enemy and you can have disagreements over pretty huge things but it doesnt mean theyre evil or literally#satan or whatever#and when you realize all that polarization is a lie#idk stuff like this is just such small hotcakes#thats also what made me stop. that person seemed like desperately way more invested and i sort of just felt bad#rambling now.........#anyway i should've just not engaged and it's a reminder for next time. i love discussing stuff with people but this platform does not#usually house people fully capable of that#also thank you i am indeed trying not to fry my brain#honestly even just limiting myself to making comments instead of aimlessly reblogging stuff has helped me engage with this better#f fc is the only thing ill rb... even then i must have comments via tags.. etc#little rules for myself. its a good idea i think
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The contrast between 2020 -> 2022 is actually insane I'm really happy with where I've gone stylistically & what techniques I started to favor.
#2#The original was primarily mspaint so I might attempt to redraw with it asp I miss fooling around in it.#And it's nice to see that I mentally sorted out how things work#I.e. how the chin transitions to the neck on my sona specifically#How tied hair on this species should look (like the tension shown on back of neck while remaining is relaxed#How to actually convey the ear on the other side of the head. Etc. JUST LOTS OF THINGS I COULDNT WRAP MY BRAIN AROUND!
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for like 3 weeks i was wondering why i was sleeping so much and felt listless. and just now I managed to email 3 people and responded to a month old message in the span of an hour because I got back to TAKING MY FUCKIN MEDS..........
#MOTHER FFFFUCKER#to be fair. my doc said I could stop taking them while im on break since i wouldnt need to be constantly pumped on stimulants#im not sure if it was a side effect but i managed to take like 3 different naps in one day and STILL managed to sleep thru the whole night#at least 2 days into my break. the weird thing is i didnt feel more or less rested afterwards. but mentally i think im in a good place rn#to really put the level of awakeness im at rn i feel weirdly confident i could start one piece. also bc of that sick new opening it BANGS#the song is really good and im in love with the animation style. did some digging and it seems one of the lead animators is masato mori#but i could be wrong. it seems he also did some work on mp100 which could explain a lot lol.. he uses smear frames really well to convey#consistent movement and fluidity!!! someone else might have done color design but it works really really well esp with odas style!!#just love the overall vibe and aesthetic and id really love to study it and incorporate a bit of it into my art.. especially the thick#outlines which i think helps to separate characters and objects on screen. though i have to say the style is definitely more suited to#animation bc of the simpleness and smears. maybe that will help me explore shapes and perspective when i draw... i wanna get better#at drawing poses and angles but i have a hard time wrapping my head around space and using perspective guide lines NGHHHH#i wonder if it has to do with my dogshit ability to judge distance. not depth perception but like. judge how far smth is in metres etc#im also wearing an N95 for the first couple weeks back bc of the wave. absolutely NO BODY is wearing a mask its so fucking over#where im sitting ive heard 5 different people coughing probably not into their elbows!!! and im just. head in my fucking hands#there was a kid sitting a couple seats away in class coughing as he pleases and i wanted to grab him in a chokehold so badly. PLEASEE#ive been annoying my family by asking them to mask up and reminding them to bring masks when they go out and showing them news articles#but at least its working bc we ordered some KN95s and my mom is at least taking me seriously so. please dont be afraid to speak up abt your#health. take care of yourself and others however u can!! wear that mask indoors at your maskless friends house!!! stay home when u can!!#im wearing a surgical mask at home too bc my parents have '''a dry throat cough''' and they are so bad at coughing into their sleeves#also im pretty sure dry throat isnt transmissible bc my brother started coughing too so.. i also tested negative but they havent tested yet#im also not a doctor but i have to keep reminding ppl whenever i can that covid and flu work differently. covid is new and too recent to#have nearly as much research done on it. it seems its also compounding so instead of building immunity it weakens the body and spreads to#to other systems which might explain brain fog and muscle weakness. i remember someone early in the pandemic got infected and it messed up#their smell/taste receptors so bad that they cant eat most foods and that stays in the front of my mind when i think abt covid. christ#yapping
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Is there a secret for finding and buying clothes that actually make you feel good? Could someone let in on that secret please?
#i haven't really bought clothes in years#and I'm not the same size i was then#and i know I'm never going back to that#I've made a promise to myself that I'm never going to diet again#i fall into disordered eating so fast#I'm proud that for almost 2 years now I've just eaten without any mental gymnastics of calorie counting or portion finagling etc#i do try to consciously add more veggies. and i work to listen to my hungry/full indicators#so im never going back to the weight of my early twenties. never going to happen. and I spend time telling myself thats okay and normal.#then my clothes don't fit.#and when i go to the store i have a hard time finding things that A. i like. B. in my size. C. aren't crazy expensive#and i walk home emptyhanded.#i don't want to spend money on clothes I don't even like.#i feel like Im trapped in a Kobayashi Maru. a no win scenario.#i want to feel cute and comfortable in clothes.#apparently thats asking for a flying horse#e is for echo
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bad news dude i just talked to the doctor and your babyface is incurable. yeah youre stuck like that. yeah its probably for forever sorry
OC, he/him for angelo, thnx!
#my art#basic color#my ocs#still waters#angelo#wow another autistic trans protag who wears red shoes and cant sit right. florals. for spring. groundbreaking. etc#had sooo much fun playing around w the style for this... rlly enjoying the chunky lines in combination w my usual sketch style#angelos red chucks w the laces tied around the ankles r so vital 2 me... i lov giving my OCs my own traits/habits/etc lol#speaking of habits. back at it again w the bi flag overlay lololol. i dont even think angelo is bi. im pretty sure hes just gay#he might be bi idk. he has partners who are Not Men#or at least Not Always Men#ANYWAY. i was listening 2 mazzy star while i worked on this can u tell#also he is SOOO baby in the face to me... this man is nearing 30 and looks like an INFANT. at least hes tallish#not that u can tell since hes always curled up and sitting and folded and crouching etc#u unfold him and theres like 7 extra inches of man that u didnt expect#which is also what happens when you f--
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