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pumaskulls · 3 months
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🎨 + Umbreon or cinderace?👉👈
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I chose Umby cause I love me a glowy dog <3
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astraldraco · 18 days
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One layer of sketchy magic hubris man from @comicaurora’s amazing webcomic! It was really fun playing around with effects for this, and I’m having so so so much fun with the current arc!!!
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lyss-butterscotch · 1 year
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Hey Hi Hello I absolutely LOVE your gijinka designs and your style and I would be honored if you would gijinka-fy my beloved my oinglydoople messed up sad wet cat Tangled Threads!!! do what feels right... in your heart... go wild... i absolutely love your designs...
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more info! more more info!
sorry for botherin ya but i had to ask! have a wonderful day/night! ^^
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Okay i swear im not biased when it comes to the doodles but she's just so jfjdjdjdjksk aesthetically pleasing to draw im so biased to space and stars patterned anything
Also i decided to change brushes for the main image from here on out i hope thats okay
Okay lastly you put her in a glacial winter themed area you fackin bet she deserves to see the aurora its so pretty jdjdkdks. I also gave her houseki no kuni shiny hair because shiny hehe
Ps. Sorry for the shit image quality so far my tab is dying of space and i can only screenshot images jfjdkkddk
Pps. I think i fixed it sobs idk
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jazzyblusnowflake · 1 year
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Edd: well you certainly look like you could use a little lightning up~
Rora: im not into clowns if that’s what you’re thinking as much as i indulge the lot of you.... and the only magic trick i wanna see is you disappearing like my parental figures~
Edd:.... jesus youre a mean 7 year old-
Rora:................im 9.
what can i say, she doesn’t like being cheered up. lil Aurora doodle from my old vtm concepts. im once again in a fight or flight mode with csps brushes, go fig. [original AU by @/memen18-m5r3 / @/eddsworld-the-masquerade , this concept has nothing to do with their storyline, its just self indulgent stuff ] 
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earlronove · 1 year
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Over on the twitter I had people choose some page numbers so I could doodle a scene. I wanted to practice using a new pencil brush (it’s not bad) and I just wanted to doodle some Divine things without you know, defaulting to Morgan looking holy.
Six images was plenty and I had a lot of fun drawing them! Especially Vesper and Aurora (middle, second row) since I hadn’t gotten to draw this mysterious duo yet!
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spoiledleaff · 10 months
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OMG, Leafy! I absolutely adore how you did Aurora’s tattoo and horns with all the stars! What brush did you use for them all?
o-oh! well, thank you, haha! that doodle, as challenging as it was, was ultimately a proper blast to do, haha!
as for the brushes… uh… those stars are all hand drawn? haha! i do pretty much everything by hand, very rarely do i actually use pattern brushes :’) so for things like the stars, the tattoos, and the body hair… uh… that’s all me! :’D so sorry, haha!
…trust me when i say you don’t wanna see my stroke count…
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wildcxrds · 1 year
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Some Things/Feelings I associate my characters with:
Kairo:
Green. Morning. Spring. Large fields of flowers and weeds and wheat. Morning dew. Sunshine drizzles. The faint smell of mint. That feeling of drinking ice cold water after brushing your teeth. Silk. Daybreak in a forest as the sun breaks through the canopies. Light fog. Post-breakup haircuts. Smutty texts. Hangouts in an empty parking lot. Straight up tequila. Being in a car going fast down an empty road.
Alliecat:
Red. Midday. Summer. Campfires. Honey bourbon. Warm sunshine on your skin after leaving a cold room/building. Teak wood candles. The rainbow that shows in a water drizzle while the sun shines on it. Bubble gum. Fireplaces. The excitement of finding the perfect outfit. A really really good hug after crying. Summer dresses. “Biiiig stretch!” Typewriters.
Alex:
Gold. Sundown. Fall. City nightlife. Floral/cherry blossom perfume. Hot toddies. Messy sketchbooks. Sunflower fields. Running your fingers through your hair after washing it. Tropical beaches. Aesthetic gaming room. Colorful tattoos. Laughing til you’re crying. Micaela by Sonoro Carruseles. Música criolla de Perú. The lipstick left behind when someone kissed a cheek. Hair dye.
Kori:
Purple. Evening. Spring. Mystical forests. Journals. The heater coming on during a harsh winter. Big libraries. Romantic jazz music. Long wool coats. The smell of your favorite cologne. Nose kisses. Tea. Linking hands together with someone you love. Soft, big and long winter scarves. Comfort food on a rainy day. Cursive handwriting. Floral scents.
Jacob:
Blue. Midnight. Winter. Auroras. Time lapse photos of starry skies. Computers with notebook piles surrounding them. Cold fruit juice with ice. The feeling of fascination when you learn something. Divinity by Porter Robinson. Wonder. Sour skittles. Microfiber blankets. Fresh laundry. Post its with words of affirmation on a mirror. Goosebumps on your skin when listening to a good song.
Zara:
Crimson. Sunrise. Relief. Summer. Bird watching. Oversized sweatshirts. The determination to finish a race. Fireworks on a summer evening. Scrolling late on your phone when your brain can’t sleep. Little doodles on the corner of a page. The faint smell of coconut. Hot chocolate. Plush teddy bears. Running your fingers along a scabbed cut, as it heals. Waste bin full of balled up papers, drafts of written work. Reading nook.
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gra-sonas · 3 years
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Hey! I hate to ask this, you already do so much for us! But would you mind just a tiny recap of Vlamis’ live from last night? You don’t have to go into a ton of detail or anything, I just saw that it was a half hour long. I have a weird anxiety thing that keeps me from watching lives and stories for the most. Still haven’t even been able to work myself up to watching the vlamburn one as much as I’d love to! 🙁
Either way, thank you for everything!
Okay, nonnie. I went and watched the whole thing again and wrote you a detailed account of what’s been said. I’ll link the live again, then you can watch here if you want to. Or not. Up to you. 🤗 Hope this helps. 💕
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Brushing his teeth and flossing for 3 minutes while talking.
800 new follower lately “where have you been before?”
“Do you do anything to your hair at night?” He adds Moroccan hair oil in the morning, nothing at night.
“What’s your favorite of the drop?” He hasn’t seen everything from the drop (like the COSMIC tie-dye) bc he’s in Santa Fe. He loves the COSMIC and MALEX embroidered things (“so subtle”) bc they are in Vlamburn’s handwriting, he loves the Manesqueeze shirt bc you can make Alex and Michael kiss by putting your wrists together. He *loves* the candle (there’s one burning on his bedside table), the silky PJs are great, but he can’t decide on just one favorite thing.
“How’s Jesa’s sanity?” She needs like 3 weeks of sleep. He explains, that while we *are* the Vlambase, the Vlambase merch company’s just Jesa and Vlamis. Jesa has a team, but all the day-to-day things, ideas, emails/customer service (Jesa), the newsletter (Vlamis). They hadn’t collaborated with anyone before Tyler, so working with him was a new experience. 
One fan mentions how they wanted to buy stuff but couldn’t. Vlamis says that he’s been there, and when he wanted something in the past he couldn’t afford, he started putting away a Dollar a day. 
“Thought on One Direction?” Vlamis is a Harry Styles guy. “Harry Styles’ swagger is next level!”
“What do you think about Russia? Will Vlambase merch be available here?” Talks a bit about how annoying things are with shipping companies, says they wanted to protect themselves for the holidays, and now that the Christmas rush is over, some shipping options have become available again. 
“Who came up with  MANESQUEEZE” He ponders about it, and settles on Jesa. It was Vlamis’s ides to put tiny Alex and tiny Michael on the sleeves so that they can kiss tho. And Tyler came up with the idea to put a “toupee” on his head (in a previous drop, the NEVER LOOK AWAY design had tiny Alex and tiny Michael on the sleeves, but poor Alex was bald) for the design.
Someone got a MALEX pin and the candle. He knows the pin sold out fast, and he feels bad about that. They want everyone to get everything they want, but it’s difficult to make proper calculations how well an item will sell. The pandemic made things even harder. Like the PJ sets. Normally, they would wait until the sale ends and see how many sets were actually ordered, but during the pandemic, stock listings have been changing dramatically from day to day, so they had to pre-order the PJs and robes to make sure they had a certain number at their disposal. He said that they “overshot” on a couple of things, but ultimately sales have been great, and he appreciates that.
“I’m excited to make the MANESQUEEZE doodles kiss bc I do that with the NEVER LOOK AWAY shirt” Vlamis jumps up and shows his closet that’s full of Vlambase merch items.
“Why am I here, it’s almost 3am” He mentions that he’s been staying up until 4 in the past couple of days, but he has to be on set in 7 or 8 hours. 
“Hello, just wanted to let you know that I got a tattoo for you” Vlamis asks for a photo and to be tagged.
“Kyle the packer [Vlamis’s roomie KA, who works in the warehouse when a new drop is ready for shipping]” Vlamis says they’re working him to death.
“Please save this live” He doesn’t know whether he’ll save it. Thinks the one with Tyler was important, but since it’s just him, he doesn’t think it’s important.
“I followed Jesa, Jesa is the real MVP” Vlamis says that Jesa is “a beast, and best in the game”. Quickly explains who Jesa is, and that she’s his partner in the Vlambase merch company. He mentions that she recently called him with an idea for Valentine’s Day, and he was like “Jesa, we need to relax!” But she loved the idea. She’s a big fan of RNM and the characters (and Tyler). “Jesa’s amazing.”
“What about new Soli art [Soli’s the artist who created the Boys Will Be Boys art for a previous drop]?” Vlamis smiles. “What about new Soli art. I like that idea. 😏“
“Your house [in New Mexico] is so cute.” Vlamis says thank you and shows the ceiling of the house (which he likes best). “Santa Fe is dope!”
“I adore your teeth” *shows his teeth* Says he had to wear braces (some even adjustable)
“I could’ve used my birthday money to buy something but I forgot” 🤨 << Vlamis’s face. “How you you forget, man?”
“Back to Twitter after this live” He mentions that he’d just been on Twitter before the live.
He got retweeted by Mountain Dew and loves it.
“I’m from Australia and hope my merch arrives before winter” Vlamis says he hopes shipping will be fast. 
“Love the Valentines” They’re not actually Valentines, hence they’re “Love Notes”.  Vlamis considers doing them not just around Valentine’s Day. 
“You catch any of the CW shows returning this month?” “Might have to” But he knows what he’ll be catching on the 12th. “Prodigal Son, baby!”
“Where did you get the Game Boys?” Those are his Game Boys. He has a Game Boy Advanced and a Game Boy Color. 
“How do you feel about Forlex?” *scoffs* 😒 “Yeah” 
“So excited for the robe!” Vlamis gets excited. “The robes and the PJs are so comfy!” Talks about how it’s a bit weird, bc they don’t make them themselves.
Several people mention that their closet looks like his closet bc of all the merch and he loves that. 
“How do you feel about Forlex” *gets agitated* “Why are you asking me this? Don’t do that to me, alright?” *softer* “Don’t do that.”
“How are you doing?” He’s doing very well. Very relieved that eh sale went well. This drop was like 3-4 months of work, the night before the sale felt like an entire month, too. Jesa and Vlamis Facetimed for more than 5hrs. They set up the website, and that’s how the glitch with the GIVE ME MALEX OR GIVE ME DEATH shirts and poster happened. They made a mistake and only noticed after the website went live. 
“Do you know when S3 will air?” No, he thought it might’ve been sooner, but apparently not.
“I love your poetry from the last drop so why no poems this time?” He writes poems when he’s inspired, he hasn’t written a poem in a while. He’s currently preparing to direct his first movie in June 2021, and he’s been very focused on that. 
“The Meet & Greet day changed.”  Filming schedule changed bc they had snow, the schedule’s changing constantly. He’ll be set all day tomorrow (well, today, Jan 11) from 8am until 8 or 9pm. Sometimes they might even wake up in the morning and learn that the schedule’s been changed. 
 “You could talk about nothing and we’d still watch.” He doesn’t want to talk about nothing, wonders if anyone has any questions about the sale.
“I’m so excited about the robe. I was going to buy more but I’m broke.” He says we should be responsible.
Someone’s still waiting about their Black Friday stuff, but he says it’s the shipping company, not them. 
“Vlamentines" He *loves* that, thinks it’s a good pun. 
“Gotta support Aurora.” Always. 🥰
“Jealous Guerin in S3?” You’ll see, you’ll see.
“I placed 3 orders, last one last night. Give me Malex or give me death.” He loves it. He also mentions, that they’re working hard on figuring out how to combine orders in the future so people don’t have to pay for shipping several times. They just can’t do that logistically at the moment. 
“Real talk, how often do you check your DMs?” He says, that some people might’ve noticed that he occasionally likes random photos on people’s IG pages. When that happens, it’s a sign that he read someone’s DM. He feels bad when he checks his mentions with a delay, and people’s stories have already vanished after 24hours. He sometimes doesn’t get to checking DMs for a week.
“Will we ever get the original pic of the kiss recreation?” *smiles* *waggles his eyebrows* “Maybe in the morning”
“So happy the Trevor Project was chosen for this merch drop!” He’s very happy, too. According to him, it was a no-brainer. Tyler’s worked with them in the past, so it made even more sense. They wanted to make sure that Tyler felt very strongly about wherever they’d be donating. 
People urge him to go to sleep. “You want me to go to bed?” 
“Why is your merch not available in India?” *deep breath* “It should be, it’s ridiculous. Unbelievable.”
“Your poetry was awesome.” He appreciates the praise and promises to write some more poetry. 
Someone asks whether the movie he’ll be directing in June will be a comedy, but he says it’s the opposite. He’s mentioned in the past that Aurora and him will both act in the movie, but apparently he forgot about that. He doesn’t want to jinx the movie and doesn’t know how much he should reveal just yet. Talks a bit about 5 Years Apart. 
Someone mentions that it’s Jeanine’s birthday on January 14th. 
“Do (or don?) a face mask, Vlamis.” He refuses. Mentions his friend and roommate Spencer Waldner, who makes face masks.
“If there’s leftover merch, will you do another sale?” He says that most things are actually sold out bc they use Blank Clo’s blanks and will only make what’s been ordered.  They might try to restock some pins tho, bc they went so quickly. 
“USPS are a joke” He defends them. “They’re a public service, they’re trying hard, guys.”
“You should do a Vlambase drop with the Real Vlamis [a.k.a. Jeanie]” He’s excited and thinks it’s a good idea and asks if anyone’d be interested. 
Someone congratulates him on directing his first movie. He points out that he’s directed before (Making It, a 3-part web series, it’s on YouTube).
 “Would you ever come to Australia Comic Con?” He’d love to. Mentions that he’s supposed to be in Paris in May for a convention, but he’s not sure whether that’s gonna happen considering how things are currently going with the pandemic. 
Some more talk about 5 Years Apart.
Circles back to doing a merch drop with Jeanine. People like the idea. 
“Please save this live.” After an IG update, things have changed and he doesn’t know how to do it. In the past he had the option to save it [for 24hrs], now he can only upload it to IGTV. 
“$30 shipping to Australia hurts my soul but I did it anyway.” He appreciates that and mentions, that he lived in Australia for 6 months in the past.
“Sing some Bright Eyes” He thinks his singing would hurt people’s ears. 
Jesa Joy pops up in the chat and urges him to go to bed. 
“Jesa is yelling at you.” Vlamis says that Jesa’s a “yeller”, and that she has a tattoo that says “Don’t yell tho”. He admits that Jesa often yells for a good reason. “I need to be yelled at sometimes.”
Someone asks him to accept a request to join his live. He says he’s pretty tired. 
He says hello to someone from Germany (not me btw :P) “What’s up, Germany ✌️” 
More people ask him to sing, but he says he cannot sing. He says it’s not like a joke  or him being modest, he straight up can’t sing and is a horrible singer. 
“Will there be a sequel to 5 Years Apart?” Maybe a sequel called “10 Years Apart” (he’s joking and visibly tired)
“Should I buy anything before the sale ends?” Yes.
Jesa Joy’s from Michigan, and Vlamis’s grandma’s from Middlesborough, Kentucky.
“Is Tyler singing again?” He doesn’t know. “I hope so. Love that kid’s voice” (Tyler’s 3.5 years older than Vlamis :P)
He’s getting sleepy and will read a little bit before bed. Considers drinking some Mountain Dew. 
“Do you take design ideas.” Sure. Sometimes he sees design ideas from people they’ve been working on for months, but he’s gonna “steal” an idea from someone, he’ll tell them. He’ll steal it, though. 
“Are you still reading SAGA?” He read the first one and is half-way through the second. He’s currently reading a book called “My First Movie” by Stephen Lowenstein. “How cliché.” Aurora got it for him.
Purple Skittles are his favorite. Purple everything.
“Your girlfriend’s the best girlfriend.” She is, she really is.
Asks Jesa Joy whether he should go to bed now.Even though it’s late, he’s hungry. Considers eating something. People tell him to go to bed.
He asks “Should I get naked and put on the PJs?” *waggles eyebrows* “I’M KIDDING, YOU’RE SICK. YOU’RE ALL DISGUSTING.” xD
“Don’t eat!” He laughs.
Says goodbye and says that Jesa’s posted a surprise picture. 
“Any advice for aspiring actors?” Tells them to make their own stuff bc no one’s gonna hire them. (He’s being sarcastic). “It’s dark, but it’s what you need to hear.”
“Okay, love you guys. Thank you again! It was our best sale yet. Means a lot to me. Means a lot to Tyler. Us doing so well might mean that Tyler will work with us again. So I really appreciate it. Okay, I love you all.”
Jesa promises to post the pic in 4 minutes. He’s excited. “See, I got her to do it! The picture is kind of ridiculous.”
*pretends to take off his shirt, stops halfway through* “Noooooo, noooooo, noooooo!”
*throws kiss* “Love you guys, good night.”
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feverinfeveroutfic · 3 years
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chapter six: the black night
Sam and Alex spent about an hour of that first day in Germany there in the hotel room, away from the world, and with only each other. Neither of them were fatigued from the overnight flight. She had considered on taking her journal out for herself and for a drawing of something, much like how she made a special drawing for the show in England. But she had no idea if she should share her work with Alex, especially when he caught a glimpse of her doodling a sunflower on the inside of the journal's cover.
He sat next to her on the bed, in his little shorts, white socks, and his Gary Moore shirt, and with his legs pulled up a bit, and his hands right between his thighs. She gasped at his looking on at what she was doing and she covered up the doodle with her hand. He in turn gasped in response to that. She realized that he had seen her art but he hadn't known that it was actually her.
“Is it okay if I have a peek?” he asked her in a small voice and with his eyebrows raised which enlarged his deep eyes a bit.
“It's—It's kind of private, though,” she told him.
“I liked it, though,” he confessed, still in a small voice. “Basquiat died a few weeks ago, so I like to see another artist ascend to the position of greatness at some point.”
“I'm no Basquiat, though,” she insisted.
“Well, yeah. Every artist is unique. Basquiat was one of a kind—and even from a small sliver of a glimpse into your art book here, I can tell that you yourself are one of a kind. And that little thing you were drawing just there piqued my interest a bit. So—” He bowed his head and he raised his eyebrows even more, which softened his face to that of a young boy. “—is it okay if I have a little peek?”
He then lifted his head.
“I mean, it's only fair. You got to see the beginnings of our new album—twice! You're also seeing the transition of eras between albums.”
She swallowed and she leaned forward a bit to make sure that they were alone in the hotel room: Greg had gone off with Eric and Louie to have breakfast, while Chuck and Tiffany went out somewhere.
She then moved her hand out of the way to show him the little sunflower.
“Oh! Have you seen the painting that Vincent van Gogh did? The one of the sunflowers?”
“I have, yes! A few times, actually! It's—probably one of my favorites from him, to be honest.”
His face then lit up and he snapped his fingers.
“You know—we are in Europe, and on the western side of the Iron Curtain no less. It's not like we're back on the West Coast where you kind of have to set aside a whole few days just to go from L.A. to some place in Oregon or wherever. We can get on a train and go up to Frankfurt and visit a museum.”
“Would you take me there?” she gasped at that.
“Samantha, this is Europe,” he told her. “Ever since the war ended, they've been all about a revival of culture here. So—you know, I don't really wanna sit around here in my shorts and watch German TV all day long, either. I know you don't, too.”
“I don't,” she confessed with a shake of her head.
“Well, then.” He clicked off the television and he stretched out his long lanky legs before him. “Let me put some pants on and we'll catch the next train up to Frankfurt. It's only a few hours anyways.”
“Maybe we can go up to Copenhagen, too?”
He stopped. “If there's time today, we shall see.” He flashed her a wink and then he swung his legs over the edge of the mattress, and he walked over to the bathroom with his jeans. Sam closed her journal and she tucked her pencil right up next to the spine as she set it off to the side on the bed cover. She climbed off herself to put her shoes back on; soon he came back out with his black hair a bit more frizzy than she had seen before and a big silver skull ring on his right hand.
“I can see you being a continental of sorts, Alex,” she confessed.
“A continental?” he laughed.
“Yeah. I mean, you're smart and you're in touch with the world at large, and you like art, too.”
“I dunno,” he said with a shrug, “I feel like if you're considered a continental, you actually have to hail from the continent of Europe. Remember, the last name is not only Jewish but it's Eastern European.”
He adjusted the big ring on his right ring finger: it almost looked too big for his hand.
“Why a skull?” she chuckled at him.
“Why not?” he asked as he flashed it to her. “It's actually a symbol of life. Like a carpe diem—a reminder that the clock is ticking for me and for all of us. I also wanna think for myself, too. I've also got it on my right hand because I ain't married.”
“Mr. Swinger,” she teased him, and he scoffed at that. “You are in fact a continental!” She picked up her purse and slung it over her shoulder.
“I've got a bit of money on me,” he assured her. “It's not a lot 'cause of the whole exchange rate and everything, but it's better than nothing, though.”
“I've got money, too,” she told him as they stepped out of there and into the hallway. He shut the door and tucked the room key into his front pocket.
“Remember if someone asks us, we're just hanging out together,” she told him as they walked on to the lobby and the front doors.
“Well, yeah, of course.” He chuckled at that, and they kept on going to the sidewalk outside. Chuck and Tiffany strode back into the hotel right then.
“Where you guys going?” he asked them in a big jovial voice.
“Frankfurt,” Alex promptly replied. “Taking the train up.”
“Have fun, kids,” Tiffany said with a smile on her face.
A beautiful but gray day there in Bavaria: Alex peered up to the sky overhead with his eyes squinted and his lips parted a bit as if he yearned for a glass of water.
“Think I could've brought a jacket with me?” he wondered aloud; the hazy sunlight made his smooth skin appear even more smooth than before. The little tuft of gray almost stood straight up over his brow.
“Nah, I think we'll be fine,” Sam assured him as she took out her sunglasses from her purse and put them upon her face. They walked side by side down the sidewalk: right at the corner was the sign to the train station, across the street and down the block from there.
“The trains around here run like clockwork,” he told her as they awaited at the corner, “especially those in Switzerland.”
“Like literal clockwork over there,” she said with a grin on her face.
“Exactly!” he chuckled at that. “They're nothing like the trains or the buses back in the States.” He ran his fingers through his hair, and especially through his gray stripe. “Think it's time to dye my hair again.”
“Why's that?” she asked him.
“To rid of this little thing of gray on my head.”
“Really?”
“Yeah.”
“I kinda like it.”
“You do?”
“Yeah. It's interesting. Like, why is it in a single little plume upon your head like that and not all over?”
“I wish I knew,” he confessed and they crossed the street together. Once he had caught up to her, he spoke up again.
“A few years back, I was brushing my hair and I happened to look down to the sink, and I saw a gray hair there. I picked it up and I wondered where it could've come from. So I showed it to my mom and she goes, 'oh, it's probably from your dad.' But my dad's completely and totally bald, though. He hasn't had hair on his head since before I was born—at least that's according to her, anyway.”
“Wow.” Sam was stunned by that.
“Yeah, and soon another one grew back there.” She thought of the nickname she, Aurora, and Marla had given him at the Legacy shows: the boy with the pearl in his hair. “And, you know that whole thing where you shouldn't pluck gray hairs because more will grow in their place?”
“Sort of, yeah.”
“Well, my mom told me not to do it for that very reason. What did I do?”
“You plucked that one?”
“Yeah. Next thing I know, I got a whole little pocket of gray right there in a few months time.”
She laughed at that.
“And yeah—I have to confess, I'm particularly self conscious of it.”
She stopped laughing right then.
“Aw. Really?”
He nodded his head at that with a downcast look upon his face.
“It makes me look old, you know?” he continued with a lean into her own face. “Like, I'm nineteen looking on at my twenties soon. I shouldn't be going gray yet.”
“But I like it, though,” she insisted. “Like I said, it's interesting.”
He shrugged at that. “I've had people ask me if it's a birthmark, but who knows, really.”
Sam thought about the conversation that she had had with Aurora and Marla about that little pearl of gray, about the boy with the pearl in his hair. She couldn't exactly recall everything about it as he held the train station door for her.
“Thank you, dear gentleman,” she told him as she took off her sunglasses before she headed inside.
“Herr Skolnick and Fraulein Shelley,” he corrected her as he shut the glass door behind them. “That's the only German I know so far. That's according to this guy Louie talked to while we were in there.”
“Pronounced 'froy line', you said?” she asked.
“Yeah, he broke it down for the two of us, too. It literally means 'young lady.' Kind of ironic because I'm actually younger of the two of us.”
Sam giggled at that and he led her over to the ticket booth, which stood wide open just for them.
“Two single adults to Frankfurt, please—round trip,” he kindly told the man, and he took his wallet out from his front pocket.
“A combination for you and your girlfriend, too?” he asked Alex in a light German accent, and he was taken aback by that.
“Oh, she's not my—” He gestured to Sam.
“Couples get half off on the midday rides,” he continued, and Alex and Sam looked on at each other with knowing glances.
“Uh—yeah, we'll take it,” Alex told the man; and he snickered at the whole notion. “Good idea, right, babe?”
“Yeah, baby!” Sam went along with it. Alex took out a couple of euros from hiding and the man inside handed him a pair of tickets.
“For the Amerikanischer and his kleine Dame.”
“How do we say 'thank you'?” he asked the man.
“Danke schoen. 'Please' is bitte.”
“Oh, right, right, right! Uh, yeah, danke schoen.” He gazed on at Sam with a bemused look on his face, but she couldn't help but giggle at him as he handed one of the two to her. All the way towards the platform, she resisted laughing more at him. They stood there in anticipation of the train and the gray sky overhead darkened a bit with more rain clouds. Alex cupped a hand to his mouth to stifle his laughter. Sam felt her face grow warm from the feeling.
“Man,” he muttered and he shook his head.
“For real. I was not expecting that.”
He snickered some more.
“Couldn't beat that with a stick, though,” he said in a low voice.
“No way.” Sam thought of Bill right then and his incessant penny pinching. At least there she was headed into an art museum in central Germany and not a little market the size of someone's house down the street from her. There was a good reason with Alex: if she put any thought into Bill's behavior, it would ruin her day out with Alex himself.
“I got us the parlor car, by the way,” he told her; far off to his left, the silver train turned the corner on the railroad.
“Oh, you big stud!” she joked as she knew the man in the booth was still in earshot from there. He chuckled at that. The train rolled up before them and they soon boarded it one after the other. They were greeted by the warmth and comfort of the parlor car: nothing like the parlor cars back in the States for sure.
They took the spots closest to the window, but before she took her seat there, Sam spotted a small bar tucked in the far corner of the car behind them.
“Care for some authentic German beer?” she offered him with a gesture towards the bar.
“Bitte, meine Dame,” he joked, and she giggled at him and then she stopped. “Wait, that was good. You are a continental!”
The train rolled forward and she made her way over to the heavy white stone bar tucked in the corner. The female tender with the short bob of maroon tinted black hair showed her a smile in response.
“Two glasses of—ooh, Belgian beer, please,” she said.
“Two glasses, you said?” the woman echoed in a thick French accent.
“Uh, yeah—for me and my boyfriend over there,” she told her, and she had a difficult time in stifling a giggle at that. The bartender poured her and Alex a pair of glasses of that rich dark Belgian beer; when she handed the first glass to Sam, she looked behind her to the seat next to the window and gasped.
“Oh, my god, 'e is a beautiful boy,” said the woman in a hushed voice.
“Yeah, I guess he is,” Sam told her with a shrug.
“No—cherie, listen to me. 'E is a beautiful young man. I 'ave never seen a boy so beautiful as 'im.” She turned her head back in Alex's direction: the way the gray light of the day glowed back onto his milky skin so it resembled to porcelain and onto the plume of gray upon his head, and his jet black hair appeared blacker than normal. She handed Sam the next glass of beer. “You Americans—you must take care of one another and love one another. Take good care of 'im.”
Even though Alex wasn't her boyfriend, she couldn't help but wonder how much longer they could carry the whole charade out there in Europe.
“How much are these?” she asked with a gesture to the glasses.
“Five euros, s'il vous plait.”
Sam handed her five bills and then she picked up the glasses. “Is it—merci?” she asked her.
“Oui! Merci beaucoup.”
“Uh, merci beaucoup! He's learning German and I'm learning French so it—just makes sense.”
“Right? Enjoy your ride, ma cherie.”
Sam felt her face grow warm once more as she headed back to the seat across from Alex.
“Looking—as—red as a—cherry—tomato,” he stammered given neither of them were sure the woman was within hearing range of them. Sam giggled at him and he shrugged his shoulders; she handed him the glass before she took a seat across from him.
“I should tell you that this place that we're playing at this weekend, Schweinfurt—it's a few miles from the Iron Curtain. Like the border to East Germany is literally right down the street from there. I looked at it on this atlas that my parents have before we left—it's nuts.”
“Oh, wow, really?”
“Yeah—and I saw the train route while I was getting tickets in there. It's right after Nuremberg, too. We get to Nuremberg and then we hang a left and we're in Schweinfurt. Apparently, we have a stopover there!”
“Cool! So we get to see a little peek at it?”
“Exactly. Stopover there and then it's onto Frankfurt. Beyond that is Cologne and Essen, and then Amsterdam. But that's a full day's trip, though—Munich to Amsterdam.”
“Like, something to set aside for a whole trip altogether.”
“Right! We went to Amsterdam last summer for that festival that we played—you know, Eindhoven. Beautiful there. You think Germany's beautiful. I wanted to visit the van Gogh museum but we were kinda strapped for time, though.”
“Some day,” she remarked.
“Definitely, some day.” He raised his glas to her and they made a toast to each other. They took a sip of the Belgian beer in unison: nothing like any drink Sam had had back in the States, or even the cocktails that she had with Marla back in England. This was strong and full but nothing to get the both of them drunk, however.
“Oh, my god,” she blurted out as she brought a hand to her chest.
“Yeah, that's unreal.” He gaped at the sensation and rolled his eyes a bit, and she giggled at him, and he showed her a smile in return.
Within the hour, they stopped over in Schweinfurt and Alex pointed out the window. Beyond the train station was a street: off in the distance, Sam could see the pavement recede back into the heart of the city. A part of her expected to see a full on brigade off in the distance but she knew that the Soviet Union still loomed over them, and even more so from the station there at the edge of West Germany. Indeed, she spotted two men on the sidewalk wrapped in red and black overcoats and with batons latched to their belts.
“Soviets,” Alex pointed out. “See the hammer and sickle on their chests?”
Sam took a closer look: embroidered on their chests were little medallions. Even from the train window, she could make out the shape of the hammer and sickle inside there. It almost didn't even look real, even from a distance.
“Oh, wow,” she breathed out.
“I remember when we came over here last summer to play at Eindhoven festival and Louie, Greg, and I came here to Germany first before Chuck and Eric did, and I saw one of them when we got close to the border. Probably the most surreal moment of my life. It's like 'oh my god, it's real.' You know what I mean?”
“Oh, yeah!”
Those men merely stood there on the sidewalk as if they awaited something. But within time, the train rolled out of the station and westward to Frankfurt. But at that point, it was almost three in the afternoon, which meant they only had a couple of hours to relish in an art museum.
But there was absolutely nothing in the world that Sam could get past and that was the big beaming smile on Alex's face the whole rest of the afternoon.
The cold expression that she had grown almost all too familiar with had completely vanished and gave way to one of true joy. In those few hours as they walked along the cobblestones and visited a bakery for a bite of late lunch of open faced sandwiches and Black Forest cake, and then they continued on in search of the arts to nourish themselves further, every time Sam looked over at him, he looked up at all the buildings around them with a sweet smile plastered on his face. The happiest he had been up to that point, and he wasn't even with Testament right at that moment.
They were alone together in Germany and he enjoyed every moment of it.
At one point as they walked to a bookstore on a corner, she considered putting her arm around his shoulder. She had to stop herself, however: he wasn't her boyfriend.
But he certainly felt like it as she bought him a big glazed sugar cookie from another bakery.
“I'm gonna gain so much weight hanging out with you, Samantha,” he joked as he took a slow sensual bite; he rolled his eyes into the back of his head as if he experienced an orgasm.
“Get some meat on those bones,” she retorted, and the bakers laughed at that.
By the time the sun hung low over the horizon, and the gray sky began to change colors to a rich royal blue, they began back to the train station. Alex lovingly patted his stomach by the time they stepped on the platform. She had never seen him more contented as they gave the conductor their tickets before they stepped aboard. He snuggled down in the seat by the window on the right side: that time, they didn't have a table between them.
“Back to Schweinfurt!” he declared with a big beaming smile on his face.
It was the happiest she had ever seen Alex; she nestled close to him as if he was in fact her boyfriend at that point. His body was warm from the food, his face was rosy from the Belgian beer, and his hair was soft from the moisture in the gray skies overhead. Even if it was only for a few hours, she knew she had done him good that day. She had done what the bartender in the previous train wanted her to do for him.
As the train started moving, he leaned back in the seat and closed his eyes. That time there was no arm rest between them, but a bit of a divet separated their seats, so she couldn't lean all the way over to him to cuddle with him. But he was warm and full: she had to relish in the soft feeling from his body.
He gave his dark hair a little toss and he looked at her with that sweet smile still upon his face.
“Still wanna dye your hair again?” she asked him as she eyed the gray tuft over his brow. He shrugged his shoulders.
“Don't really know, to be honest,” he confessed, “after today, I just might keep it.”
“As black as the very night itself,” she whispered to him.
“As black as night—but the gray as bright as day.” He winked at her when he said that and she beamed at him.
Soon, they made their stopover in Schweinfurt and that time around, they had enough time to step off the train. Sam went on to the ladies' room while Alex made his way over to the ticket booth for a question.
She surfaced out of there when she spotted those black curls right in front of her, but without his guitar on his back.
“Hey, Joey,” she greeted him in a soft voice, and he turned his head and flashed her a grin.
“What you doin' here?” he asked her.
“Oh, just—checking the place out,” she replied; she didn't dare tell him that she was there with Alex lest he fly off the handle at the mention of his name.
“You know, we're only a little ways away from the border of East Germany,” he told her.
“Oh, yeah, yeah, I know.”
“We get any closer—goin' down this street here—we get stopped by the cops over there.” He glanced up to the clock on the far wall. “We better hustle on back to the train.”
“I should ask you what you're doing here, then,” she retorted back to him, and she couldn't resist the grin on her face.
“I'm doin' what you're doin' and checkin' the whole place out. I got nothin' better to do, to be perfectly honest wit' ya.”
“Well...” She thought about Alex in the back of the train station, and his talking to the man in the ticket booth over there.
“Well, what? You wanna mosey on back to Munich and go grab a li'l bite to eat?”
The warm, soft feeling that Alex had bestowed onto her was still powerful and she desired for more of it. “That's real kind of you, Joey, but—”
“Oh, c'mon! You're my girlfriend after all. I can't hang out with my girlfriend in Germany?”
“You have to ask first,” she pointed out with a wag of her finger. The ringing of a bell caught their attention.
“We have to get going,” he told her and he raised his dark eyebrows at her. He began towards the train outside but Alex was still somewhere back there. They were about to leave soon; she chased after Joey towards the platform.
“By the way, I should have to ask you—how'd you get so tan?”
“I got a bit sunburnt a few months ago,” he told her with a shrug of his shoulders. “It all just peeled right off and underneath was all as brown as a coffee bean.”
The soles of his shoes padded on the concrete before them and she hurried after him. She peered over her shoulder: Alex was nowhere to be seen behind them.
Joey reached out for her hand and he led her onto the parlor car of the train, the exact same car as when she and Alex rode up to Amsterdam together. He took one step onto the floor of the doorway and she followed suit. She hung there in anticipation of him. He was somewhere in there.
She would stand there and wait for him if she had to. Even if it meant blocking passengers from boarding themselves. Even if it meant throwing all of the trains completely off schedule from each other.
“Sam?” Joey called back to her.
“Coming!” she replied, and she peered out to the incoming darkness. He ducked out from the station. She recognized that little tuft of gray from afar. He craned his neck in search of her. Even though he wasn't her boyfriend, he certainly felt as such right there as he looked for her.
She waved at him so as to grab his attention. She dared not call his name given Joey was right behind her.
“Sam!” Joey called again.
“Alex!” she blurted out. “Alex!” He turned his head right as the last few passengers boarded the car in front of her. He bolted right there and ran towards her. The train was about to leave right there.
“Hey!” Alex called after her.
“Sam, c'mon!” Joey insisted and he grabbed her by the hand and he took her aboard the train. The doors closed before Alex could come on board himself. He pounded on the doors but it was useless and too late at that point. The train rolled forward right then and there.
“HEY WHAT THE FUCK!” he shouted on the other side of the glass; his big voice echoed over the train. Joey dragged her to the seats on the other side of the train, unbeknownst to it all. Sam stood there before him, unsure as to what to do next. She knew that Joey was turning a blind eye to him.
“HEY!” Alex called out and he waved his arms about. She gasped at the sight of him there on the platform with his arms straight up in the air. She turned to Joey, oblivious to what had happened.
“Oh, no,” she muttered under her breath. She knew that the next train would be there soon enough, but she still left Alex behind, and about a mile away from the border no less. At least they were still in West Germany and they hadn't crossed over the Iron Curtain at any given moment. But if what he had told her about it remained true, he was still potentially within harm's way.
“FUCK!” was the last thing she heard before the train went around the corner and away from him. Her false boyfriend left behind about a mile from the edge of the Iron Curtain, and she went with her real boyfriend at that point.
“Care for a cuppa Joey?” Joey himself offered to her with that lopsided grin on his face.
“Um—sure.” She couldn't help from feeling out the sinking feeling in the pit of her stomach, and especially the heavy feeling inside of her chest. She left Alex behind, but then again, it wasn't exactly her fault. The train was about to leave.
Their small white china cups of coffee soon arrived and Joey was eager for the first taste. She couldn't enjoy it however. She kept on thinking about Alex, all by himself at a strange train station. She also missed the nickname Joey had given the cups of coffee as well: she couldn't exactly enjoy that for herself, either.
It would be another hour and a half before they returned to the station in Munich, and all the while, she thought of him. She wanted to cry but she couldn't, not with Joey right there in front of her.
By the time they reached the station in Munich, it was almost nine thirty and she couldn't bear to look at everyone because she knew someone would ask her what happened. Lucky for her, Joey led her to a small stretch of grass right across the street from their hotel, one that overlooked a small dark lake; before them was a narrow cobblestone walkway and a few metal tables accompanied with spindly chairs. He gestured for her to have a seat on the chair closest to her.
“I'll be right back,” he told her, and she nodded at him. She sat there, all alone, in a foreign city, and she had no idea as to what to say to Alex when he showed up again, that is if he did. Surely he knew that she waited for him at the door. Surely he would understand.
Joey soon returned to her from across the street with two cups of water in hand, and he handed her the one in his left.
“So—you guys are—touring?” she started with a clearing of her throat; she took a sip and the cold feeling upon her tongue was all she needed to feel right then.
“Yeah.” Joey turned his attention to her, complete with a thoughtful look on his face. “By the way, you've been awful quiet lately. I don't ever recall you being so quiet.”
“Oh, it's—it's nothing,” she sputtered out. “I'm just—in awe of—everything.”
Something moved about down on the grass. She spotted that little tuft of gray hair over his brow. He flashed Joey a dirty look and he looked at her with a cold glare. Even from a distance, she could feel his anger. She took a sip of her water as he walked on over to the dry patch of grass down by the waters.
Joey gave his black curls a little toss back from his neck and he showed her that lopsided grin. He then rested the side of his head within the palm of his hand.
“God, you know—it really is just so beautiful here,” he remarked with a glance up to the black sky overhead.
“Yeah—it really is,” she said with a look right into his eyes. “Like—upstate, but more.”
“Right?” She looked into his eyes so she wouldn't have to see what Alex was doing. But she could still see him out of the corner of her eye. Joey peered over his shoulder to the cobblestone walkway behind him with his dark lips still upturned in a joyous smile.
Alex had taken his spot there on the grass not too far from them, and he leaned back onto his elbows and stretched out his legs. Sam wondered where exactly she had gone wrong there with him. She would have to go back to the room with him, after she left him there within range of East Germany to his own whims. She left him there all by himself and he had hardly any money of him to top it all off.
When Joey wasn't looking, she had to talk to him.
Joey himself downed the whole cup of water in four large gulps.
“Let me get you some dinner,” he offered her as he set the cup down on the table.
“Oh, no, Joey it's—it's okay. I'm not hungry.”
“What?” he asked her with a bit of a mocking tone to his voice.
“I really am not hungry.”
“Oh, come on,” he encouraged her. “Some brats and sauerkraut to fill your cute li'l belly—I wanna treat my girlfriend well!”
She swallowed as he stood to his feet and rounded the side of the table. She watched him go across the street to the cafe next door to the hotel: she watched him go inside.
And then she turned her head to the right. Alex had turned around so he could watch her from a distance.
She walked up to him and he glared at her.
“Hey—about earlier,” she started, and he shook his head and he brought a hand to his brow as if he had a headache. She swallowed. She knew she had messed up by leaving him there, and she had to face the music with him, but she couldn't resist the sinking feeling in her chest.
“Alex, listen, he's my boyfriend,” she insisted, and she could feel her stomach twisting itself into a tight knot. Alex stood upright then and he towered over her.
“I know,” he said, terse. “But what I can't understand is what you continually see in him, though. And you ditched me, too!”
She paused right there and her mouth fell dry as a bone, more dry than any alcoholic drink ever left it feeling in the past. He shook his head about at her and nothing could deny the look of disgust on his face, either.
“You,” he stammered and he grew angrier and angrier right there, right before her, “you—you—fucking ditched me right by the boundary to East Germany. You ditched me when you knew damn well that there are Soviet soldiers over that way. How—” His bottom lip trembled and his face turned bright pink. The look of anger on his face twisted into one of heartbreak. They weren't in a relationship but she could tell that she had broken his heart.
“How—How—How could you?” he sputtered and he buried his face in his hands. Sam lunged for him but he pushed her hands away from him.
“No!” he yelped with furious tears in his eyes. “No! No, god dammit!”
“Alex, listen to me—”
“How could you become the very thing you are up against!” His voice broke to where she could barely hear him.
“What?” Sam demanded, stunned.
“You behaved just like that sad sack of nothing you call a friend, Aurora. She made my birthday all about her—you made our day out all about you. How could you!”
“Don't insult Aurora like that!” she spat, but Alex bowed his head again and he ran away from her and back to the lobby. She fumed at him even though he couldn't see her. How could he compare her to Aurora! But at the same time, as she stood there on the grass with her hands down by her waist, she couldn't help but wonder exactly what he meant by that.
She had gone off with Joey and left Alex at the train station, right within range of those Soviet soldiers.
She did.
But he had no right to say that about Aurora, even after everything she had done in the past year.
But his tears told her a different story. He wept at the very notion itself. Joey had already gone back to his room as well. She fetched up a sigh.
She had dinner with Joey but she wasn't in any mood to be with him after the fact. The day was about Alex, and she had been caught up in her own unfinished business all the while.
“I might just go to bed early, babe,” she told him as Joey walked her back to the room. “I have a headache. You know, with all the traveling and whatnot.”
“Oh, of course,” he replied, still with a thoughtful look on his face. “Besides, we're supposed to be back in our rooms at eleven, and here it is ten thirty.” Before she reached into her pocket for the room key, Joey leaned forward and planted a soft kiss on her lips. A feeling that she had missed.
It felt so long ago, and yet it was all within her hands right there.
“I love you,” he whispered into her mouth.
“I love you more,” she retorted, and he chuckled at that.
“You have a good night,” he whispered again, and he gave her another kiss before she unlocked the door and headed inside. She set down her purse on the table: Chuck and Tiffany had gone out again, and Greg was nowhere to be seen, but Alex had already crawled into bed. The bed sheet hugged his slender body so she kept her eye on the smooth curvature while she changed her clothes right there next to the bed.
She rounded the foot of the bed so she could look into his slumbering face. But he rolled over before she could so much as peel back the covers; he breathed hard and heavy as she crawled underneath the bed sheet next to him.
“Alex—” she whispered.
But he never acknowledged back to her. Joey was in fact her boyfriend, but at the same time, she had left him there at the train station. He sniffled and she knew that he was crying again.
“Alex, listen,” she started right into his ear. “I'm terribly sorry about earlier. I know you're hurt and I hope you can forgive me. But as I've said, Joey is my boyfriend. I couldn't help it. I hope you can forgive not just me but the both of us. You also had no right to insult Aurora like that. Yeah, she's been a complete egotistical bitch since she got married, but I still consider her a friend.”
But he was silent still. She sighed through her nose and she lay back down in the bed with her arms folded across her chest as she awaited for Greg to rejoin them. The whole incident left her divided. Too divided to think things over and too tired to even consider the very suggestion itself.
But she managed to fall asleep before she got to see him walk through that door, and she awoke by the time he had climbed into bed next to her.
Alex was sound asleep himself. They had trapped her in bed, but she could slide down the bed to the foot. Careful not to wake either of them, she sank underneath the covers and she inched to the foot of the bed. She slithered out from under the covers and onto the floor.
There was one guy she could talk to about all of this as she swiped the key card to the room before she crept out to the hallway. She squinted her eyes against the low lights upon the ceiling. Held low against the black night outside there.
She adjusted the straps of her camisole before she closed the door behind her. All alone in the hallway there, she continued on towards the very end. Every time she blinked her eyes, there was that image of Alex crying. She couldn't shake the image from her mind. She had been a friend to him this whole entire time. She thought about what she had said about Aurora earlier as well. Still a friend, but she hadn't been one to her in almost a year at that point. He had more of an upper hand over that.
One other guy she knew she could visit, even when the going got tough overseas, right down the hall from them.
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reggiejworkshop · 3 years
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"Personal Digital Experiments"
These are three different images where I have been experimenting and playing around with different features in Photoshop. Iv'e been wanting to break out of my comfort zonee to get more comfortable with the medium and to find some new effects. Forgive me if my explanations don't always use the correct terminology, Im still learning these new tools.
The first one involved a bit  of random color selection and changing to an existing image. Didn't you could alter colors in certain selected areas. I Ended up duplicating the image and created something that looked like pseudo Andy Warhol piece.
Second one involved doodling just a few colors before layering the image, both with different levels of gaussian blur blending on top of the original one. Then I flipped the image so now it looks like a huge lazer beam ink blot.
The third one below probably involved the most time out of all three of these. This one uses a lot of gradients that have been cut and pasted into different pieces, on different layers. Also tried to make a glowing effect for the aurora borealis glowing in the sky with some blending brushes. Out of all these I did, I liked this the best.
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pumaskulls · 3 months
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🎨 and hisuian decidueye if that's ok? I love my owls 🥺
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Dude, the whole Rowlett line is SO GOOD!!! 🥺🥺 i need to draw them more
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scapingfromchoices · 5 years
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1. At first she doesn't open up, but when Kim shows her what is love, Aurora talks about her life a lot.
AURORA X KIM LIANG HEADCANONS 1/?
Warning: Fluffy!
(Since I love her and I'm always naming my MC's after my name, why not to do some headcanons pairing her with me?)
2. Kim really loves fried chicken, so when she comes back from her work, she tries to surprise him with some of his favorite food.
3. Aurora gets upset so easily, but Liang knows how to relax her.
4. MASSAGE TIME.
5. He has angelical hands. Smooth skin and gentle touch through her back.
6. She really loves it, but doesn't admit it, because she knows Kim will be rubbing that in her face for a whole month.
7. Aurora loves playing with his hair while he's getting a nap.
8. When he wakes up, she needs to brush Kim's hair. His hair is a mess.
9. Kim usually has no inspiration to create new paits, but when he sees Aurora smiling to him, his heart skips a beat and he gets a huge doodle because of his wonderful girlfriend.
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10. When Aurora has her day off, he tries to finish his work fast to go home and cuddle with her.
11. Kim cooks for her. She is physically and mentally tired when she comes back, but loves when her boyfriend has something special for her.
12. CUDDLES DURING NIGHT.
13. He kisses her before hugging her tightly.
14. "I love you, my wonderful artist".
15. Kim smiles when he hears that and closes his eyes before kissing her forehead.
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aninlovenymphe · 5 years
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It Only Rains in December, Never Snows
✳ Beauty: Dark lip gloss. Light blush. Peppermint lip balm. Brown eyeshadow. Moisturiser. Merlot colored nail polish. Braided hair. Claw clips. Thin foundation. Brow brushes. Matte lipsticks. Loose curls. Light frizz.
✳ Fashion: Soft scarves. Nightgowns. Block heels. Black belts. Brown leather boots. Tear drop earrings. Grey stockings. Hair ribbons. Maroon sweaters. Oxfords. Cowl necklines. Washed out jeans. Ankle length skirts. Bell sleeves. Chelsea collars. Embroidered hems. Teacup shoes.
✳ Food: Chocolate cake. Raspberries. Snicker doodles. Caramels. White chocolate. Mandarins. Black tea. Peppermints. Candied ginger. Stews. Pasta alfredo. Braided donuts. Roasted chicken. Vanilla milk. Black coffee. White tea. Cinnamon toast.
✳ Writers: Margaret Atwood. Mary Shelley. Virginia Woolf. Dylan Thomas. Lang Leav. V. E Schwab. The Bronte Sisters. Philip K. Dick. Marya Zaturenska. Leo Tolstoy. Sade Andria Zabala. Neil Gaiman. Carlos Ruis Zafon.
✳ Activities: Baking cookies. Knitting. Cleaning the yard. Quilting. Watercolors. Taking inventory. Writing cards. Cleaning dressers. Cooking soups. Buying a new umbrella. Dusting picture frames. Writing in a journal. Throwing away old receipts. Organizing the bookshelf. Making coffee. Walking the dog. Keeping the shades closed. Watching old movies. Finding random socks. Mopping up mud.
✳ Books: Deathless by Catherynne M. Valente. The Bear and the Nightingale by Katherine Arden. The Night Circus by Erin Morgenstern. Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte. The Golem and the Jinni by Helene Wecker. Macbeth by William Shakespeare. A Monster Calls by Patrick Ness. The Strange and Beautiful Sorrows of Ava Lavender by Leslye Walton. The Yellow Wallpaper by Charlotte Perkins Gilman. Station Eleven by Emily St. John Mandel. Wintersong by S. Jae-Jones.
✳ Movies: La Belle et La Bête (2014). The Shape of Water. A Royal Affair. Black Swan. The Prestige. The Imitation Game. Jane Eyre (2011). Prisoners. Pan's Labyrinth. The Curious Case of Benjamin Button. In the Mood For Love. Anna Karenina. Mary Poppins.
✳ Flowers: Primroses. Snowdrops. Pansies. Hellebornes. Viburnums. Winter flowering cherry. Irises. Jasmine. Violas.
✳ Music: Ceremonials by Florence + the Machine. Swan Lake by Tchaikovsky. If You Leave by Daughter. All My Demons Greet Me as Friends by Aurora. The Theory of Everything by Johanns Johannson. Vespertine by Bjork. I Speak Because I Can by Laura Marling. Unknown Rooms by Chelsea Wolfe. W.E by Abel Korzeniowski. Believe by Emile Pandolfi.
✳ Scents: Cinnamon. Mint. Ginger. Evergreen. Winterberry. Merlot. Wood smoke. Pine. Pecan. Nutmeg. Thyme.
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alfareria · 6 years
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@roseirani​ tagged me in this a few days ago, thank you so much sweetheart! 
WHAT’S YOUR FAVOURITE SONG(S) TO SING?  
tbh my guilty pleasure is singing to pop music from early 2000′s. I will belt my lungs out to those songs. U guys know what i mean; too little too late by jojo, im with you by avril lavigne, irreplaceable by beyonce, breakaway by kelly clarkson. all bops and we all know it. 
WHAT’S YOUR FAVOURITE FLOWER/TREE/PLANT?
I love succulents, they’re so interesting and different! Almost all the plants I own are succulents, plus they’re supposed to be easier to take care of which is partially true? They are more drought resistant but I don’t think they’re easier to take care of. I also love willow trees, maple trees, sunflowers, and magnolias!
FAVOURITE COLOURS?
mustard yellow! Not the condiment ew i hate mustard and that is NOT mustard yellow. greens, pinks, dark blues like sapphire and royal blue. reds and oranges. 
WHAT DO YOU ALWAYS DOODLE?
left eyes usually lol, lips and little geometric patterns
HOW DO YOU TAKE YOUR COFFEE/TEA?
Usually sweet with either sugar, creamer or honey! I also like my tea sweet sometimes with sugar or honey. I love chamomile tea and green tea. Oooh also ginger and honey tea is so good and chamomile citrus is a new favorite! 
FAVORITE CANDLE SCENT?
I ADORE candles. I love woodwick candles, the sound is so pleasing. My favorite scents are citrus, apple, cinnamon, anything that is sweet or fresh without being overbearing. 
SUNRISE OR SUNSET?
sunsets! They’re so wonderful and picturesque as the sun sinks behind the green hills i love it 
WHAT PERFUME DO YOU WEAR?
perfume give me headaches :c
WHAT’S YOUR GO-TO DANCE MOVE WHEN YOU’RE ALONE?
umm i usually move the hips like u would in mexican dances lol! Idk if that makes sense but it’s hip swaying and/or moving my whole upper body. Idk how to describe it! sometimes i do these little made up steps and i like to move with the beat. 
FAVOURITE QUOTE(S)?
I dread this question all the time bc im always full of words i can’t think of my favorite ones; feels like my heads cluttered. I recently added some quotes to my journal about healing that i saw on here and my favorite from that was 
“keep busy with survival, imitate the trees, learn to lose in order to recover, and remember that nothing stays the same for long. not even pain. sit it out. let it all pass. let it go.” -- may sarton
the other quote is from the book im currently reading called “remedios” by aurora levins morales which i recommend to everyone, it’s so beautifully written it takes my breath away. 
“this is what we are left with: fragments of shell, splinters of wood, shreds of bark, stories changed almost beyond recognition after passing through so many other mouths: the men, the warriors, the priests.”
FAVOURITE SELF CARE ROUTINE(S)?
collaging is my go-to. I’ve been collaging these past few days, i like going through magazines and finding any colors or textures that look interesting to me then pairing them together. reading, writing in my journal, dancing when no one is home with complete abandonment, listening to music, burning incense/sage/palo santo, taking walks in the vineyard across my house, preparing myself a simple breakfast while i play music! taking a shower lol. I’ll do a face mask or something, play some music and afterwards take my time in getting dressed and then brush my hair. listening to music!! 
FUZZY SOCKS OR HOUSE SLIPPERS?
both? I don’t like walking around my house without slippers, even in socks
WHAT COLOUR ARE YOUR EYES?
brown, in the sunlight they turn a very light chocolate color
WHAT’S YOUR FAVOURITE EYE COLOUR ON OTHERS?
brown, hazel, light brown
FAVOURITE SEASON? WHY?
autumn! I love all the colors and how it’s not entirely winter yet. It’s cold but not too cold and all the bugs are gone! I love drinking tea during those times. Staying inside with a warm blanket and reading 
NECK, CHEEK, OR NOSE KISSES?
meh i don’t really care for any of those but i’m most comfortable with cheek
WHAT DOES YOUR HAPPY PLACE LOOK LIKE?
a room to myself in an apartment i share with my best friend and maybe another friend. My room is spacious, decorated with dozens of plants. A nice medium sized bay window opens to a view of the city. I have a bookshelf overflowing with all my books. Photos, art and other pieces like ticket stubs are tacked on a cork board. The room feels warmly lived in and somewhat cluttered but clean, with a soft white color scheme. A place that you can feel like you can just sit and create something; anything.
FAVOURITE BREED OF DOG?
i love all dogs!!!!
DO YOU EVER WANT TO BE MARRIED?
Yes i’m open to it but it’s not a wish of mine i suppose
CURSIVE OR PRINT?
print, im sick of cursive after having to spend all those years in school learning it 
FAVOURITE WEATHER?
thunder storms, rainy days, warm bright days with plenty of sunlight and a cool breeze, 
i’ll tag @buensol @lavnderlesbian @merede @guckkastcn @santapescadora
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thatoddhaystack · 4 years
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extremely late to the party but here’s my 2019 art summary! rambling under the cut
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jan-april of last year i was still in college so i really just have traditional art from that time period. stuff i sketched in class and finished later
may is a screenshot of the game i made for my senior semester capstone project!
june - i discovered new brushes for CSP that more closely mimicked what i used in SAI so i had a lot more fun with coloring
july - artfight! did a lot of pieces this month, this one is one of my fave
august - trying to stretch my comfort zone a lil bit, referenced 3D models more often
september - got into identity v and that gave me more fuel for drawings. also - one layer painting
october - did inktober for a few days, trying to stretch my comfort zone again with character interaction and poses
november - more 1 layer painting. also included this one as a contrast to september since it's the same character and im still figuring out how to draw him (lol)
december - didn't really draw anything this month except for this doodle of aurora (lolol)
onwards to 2020 !
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sege-h · 6 years
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Felt like doodling with a thick brush
Aurora with one of those bandana bow thingies bc yes????
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