At this point I‘m not sure if I‘m making stuff up. You smile at me all the time. You laugh. You say “no, don’t you remember?“ That was not what you said. That was not what you meant. I got it all wrong when you pushed me away and didn’t talk to me until we fell asleep next to each other, the space between us getting colder by the minute. When you told me to give it a rest because I was overreacting. Because I wasn’t making sense. But I do remember, you know. I remember the important parts. Your hand in mine as we walked through a torrent of rain, struggling against the storm. Your thumb drawing circles across my palm in a café, humming along to the song on the radio. Your proud sideways glances from the driver’s seat when we went to meet your friends. I thought that was it. We were it. We’re over now. I was wrong. I am wrong now. I don’t know if there was a time when I was right. There’s also this: the way your face still falls when I don’t understand. When I can’t process what’s happening. When I don’t react the way you want me to. I remember, even now. What happened before you were around to tell me what was right and wrong? How do I navigate life when you aren't around to shape it to your liking, to warp my sense of reality? I remember - you did say what I heard. You did mean it like that. Who was I before you?

before you I remember / n.j.

HE CRASHED HER PARTY? ITS AS BAD AS WHEN SOMEONE DIDNT SHOW UP TO IT

Eras Tour Setlist Ranked by How Much They Changed My Life

Reputation

Red

Fearless

Acoustic

Lover

folklore

evermore

Midnights

Speak Now

1989

this is :’)

my favorite delusion at the moment is that taylor seeing my viral revenge dress (taylors version) post during red tv release week was what inspired her to start writing vigilante shit and you know what its not hurting anyone so im going to continue living in delusion

me anytime taylor is seen around electric guitars: hey lets pick that up and just start playing it what if you just started playing have we thought about using one of those maybe play it...

ATW ten minute version happened, karma happened, timeless happened, cruel summer single happened and there's hints at an mv... evermore lpss and getaway car mv we can make it happen

the evolution of the ✨all too well hair flip✨

it’s been a long time coming ✨ I had truly, truly, given up every ounce of hope in seeing @taylorswift on her Eras Tour. We all know the mess TM had put us through (🤓).

When my sister in law won tickets on Z100 and GAVE them to me? That’s when I learned that there is true and genuine kindness in this World.

Traveling through each and every era. Going to High School. That first heartbreak. That first time you figure out who YOU are. Being there with Taylor after five years, I just can’t put any of this into words. . .

We have come so far together , @taylorswift and I just want to thank you for always being there.

From heartbreak to engagement. From hopelessness to hopeful. From the age of 14 to 29, thank you.

I love, love, love you 💗

why did my brain just make a mashup of you're on your own kid and the best day. why. why would my brain do that to me

I know this’ll be an unpopular opinion amongst Swifties, but I’m glad 1989 was held up by the Shake It Off suit. Cause if it wasn’t, we would have gotten both RED & Speak Now in the same year! Could you imagine hearing the iconic but blunt lyrics from both those albums months apart & peeling back the layers of both her relationships with Jake & John? Therapy offices would be inundated with appointments from depressed Swifties or those just needing a good cry, so much so that you’d actually be able to come up with another body of water to fill the nile (just not champaigne)

@taylorswift

Literally manifesting so hard that Taylor tours again soon. I miss her so so much and she has so much music to play

dead.

"you consistently keep doing the nicest things anyone has ever done for me for me" - talking about us showing up for the red rerecording (and the rerecordings in general)

fuck i’m having an EMOTION realising the difference between streamer!aziraphale and bnf!aziraphale

i was like WOW it’s so different drawing this atws cartoon and seeing how bitchy and confident he looks next to the bnf version… why does bnf!aziraphale feel so timid and baby? they’re both grown, independent men with steady jobs and self indulgent interests, and yet…

it’s. it’s crowley. even though neither aziraphale is in a (real) relationship with crowley yet, atws aziraphale has still lived with him for 16.44 years and had him as an integral part of his life, whilst bnf!aziraphale is barely 6 months into a very slowly growing friendship.

crowley’s already imbued so much confidence in him just by being around. by loving him.