wth

what the hell are one-night-stands, or friends with benefits???

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I know i've had this explained to me atleast twice; but my demisexual ass CANNOT understand that shit

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It's probably better when you're romantically invested in someone???

If you're that desperate, just save up the money to buy a toy

Less risk of unwanted pregnancy, being used for your body, or an STD if you just buy a toy

I I just celebrated 4/20 for the first time ever since I’ve never smoked until a couple months ago and I’m just thinking of all the guys and their respective girlfriends on 4/20 together and who would smoke the most and make a whole day planned out around it. 😩

YASSSS OKAY OKAY

we already know jj and kitten gettin higher than a mf kite okay. he's got that hydroponic weed, they spend the whole day in her room--windows closed, music playing, making out like there's nothing else in the world for them to do. def went on a snack run but still end up finessing their way into getting more food. def made pot brownies and had a movie marathon at the end of the night. fucked all day too btw.

john b and pup were pretty chill, smoked a bit and hung out at the beach nothing too crazy because if she gets too high she starts tweakin, so a nice little relaxing day and she spends the time looking at his birth chart and his transits, he gets them ice cream and eventually they go back to the chateau and sleep because she gets super tired when she's high

foxy gets pope high as helllll she doesnt smoke often but when she does she goes hard and she's convinced pope to do the same. they got the weed from her grandma who is also celebrating. they set up a sheet + projector in the backyard and binge a bunch of obscure anime. she has to keep him calm because he gets real chatty while he's high and she wants him to stfu so she can watch serial experiments lain.

rafe and bunny don't do much, maybe a blunt at the end of the day but he doesn't like her smoking fr but he'll indulge her little just for the day, he runs her a bath with all the bubbles and everything and gives her mid bc she doesnt smoke much anyways, and just lets her have at it while he smokes something stronger.

does this count as shipping fanart. idk, but glueguns tweakin like a mf

Y'all I cannot believe this man brought that byo championship out with him to confront Cody. He simply cannot exist in the same space with another champion without a belt of his own. Mf will start tweakin if he feels even minutely less important.

Jiho Ramblings

🚨Spoilers🚨

I was talking with my sister recently about Jiho cuz I’ve been trying to reread Lookism in its entirety (so far)

And the sequence of events that led up to Jiho’s death feels like one of those dreams where everyone hates you. Like this mf was burned, pissed on, and told that he was crazy (I mean he was tweakin but he was right about Danny having 2 bodies so idkidk)

You know how in nightmares when you try to ask for help and ppl in the dream either don’t help you or go “????” When you speak to them? Well that’s what Jiho’s last interaction with Jake was like!!!

It’s so…scary(?) and generally unsettling to see Jiho frantically trying to explain himself and Jake is giving him a flouride stare and is like “Let’s get this mf to a hospital”

I could be remembering all of this wrong but damn. I just had to get this out of my head. BYE!!

guys i got so many reanimator art pieces that i wanna share so bad but i’m still working on a bunch of other pieces 🥹 just know that i am tweakin like a mf though

i’m not gone jump on the breaking bad revelation revisionist history bandwagon (that people have somehow convinced the writer of), cause y’all knew walter white was tweakin from the jump we was just here for the show. a mf name himself a steampunk villain industrial revolution name like Heisenberg in 2008 and you didn’t know he was a asshole…ok

For a mf to cheat on me & think this pussy forever his??? He tweakin fr

AAAHHHH JINGYI GOING UP IN AGE HAS ME TWEAKIN RAAAHH THAT MF IS JUST SO FINE. ARFARFARFA4 ATFARAF ATAFARAFARF

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⊹ ۪ ࣪ ᥫ᭡ I KNOOOWWW ZKZKZKZK MY EXACT REACTION WHEN WE MADE HIM OLDER MY DADDY ISSUES CANT HANDLE IITTT 😩😩😩 he's so da-ge

Mfs be ‘weakin I’m about to start saying ‘weakin ima take the T off cuz that’s how bad yall be tweakin

>:) -- Entry 1

OK i just smoked a joint after i wrote the date and now im kinda chillin but imma still yap on dis hoe.

I am a loser. Like a huge loser, okay? Like im not dumb or wtv, i may have reached a weird and insane level of self awareness, but im just as much of a loser as anyone else.

I keep catching myself trying to people please and overstepping my boundaries and justifying it with "oh everyone else does it, so what, its normal" like ok dumb bitch that doesn't make it okay, get a grip.

But i will be yapping away abt alot of stupid bullshit i deal with and stupid things make me sad. I am very well aware that I am irrational, but these are things i feel in those moments that i always hold in because i don't want people 2 see that weak side of me. It's embarrassing and it's not me.

In truth, i have nooo idea what i'm doing. I have 0 clue on where i'll be in the future. I didn't think i'd make it this far and not on some suicidal shit (idk if u can say that word here, oops.), i just genuinely thought that i'd somehow perish?? Like i wasn't really real in some weird way. I just didn't exist. Even though i was always the center of drama or the cause of all things chaotic, i was always misunderstood. god that's so fucking cringe but hear me out.

I always said shit that i believed was clear enough to be understood and yet it wasn't. Even my tone apparently has been rude this entire time. But no one would actually tell me how i come off, they just ate it up in silence and then spaz on me. Even now i don't really understand because i truly believe i am very clear on what im saying. Yet it's still...not seen the way im trying to show it? Idk if im making any sense bruh but whatever. Maybe im narcissistic but no one understands my brain the way i attempt to express it...or i guess how i see it. Idk i guess im just frustrated that no one understands me or gets my brain.

Also it's super cringe when people tell me im mature for my age. Literally eat my shit. actual ick. get away from me.

I hate my mom. She hates me too but she hates me bc I'm not the pussy she wishes she was when she was my age. She's the most childish person i know. I genuinely do not care what she thinks of me whatsoever. She's just power hungry and immature. Actually, I don't even hate her, i just hate that she gets to have all this power over me. I just want my freedom, thats it. She can hate my lifestyle or whatever the fuck, as long as im not living with her. At the end of the day, im truly content with who i am as a person and my moral compass etc, she cant affect that. I just need to have my own space and leave her household to finally be free and actually experience life in a comfortable and more peaceful way. I guess that's all i can say rn. I just wish she would respect my boundaries and stop treating me like im her competition and she'll always be superior. She won't and i cannot wait for the day she finally see's that lol.

!! super irrational moment alert !!

LMAO this is super cringe but like when i started music i put "listen 2 my moozik" in my bio bc we say muzik in albanian but americans wud have 2 read it as moozik to get it right + its funny? Ever since i started rlly getting exposure and performing out there, all these NON SLAVS/BALKANS have started putting it in their bio's 🙄 like be fr, its sooo obvious (at least to me). And now some of these mfs i've interacted w startes stealing my lingo and the way i type [this isn't how i type when i txt friends. its worse and i shorten everything in a miserable way cuz its funny] and it's cute at first but now mfs on social media posting the way i do and talking the way i do. [insert side eye bc yeah] and it's kinda cringe cuz they're actually rlly shallow and mainstream people, they just look like they trying 2 hard to be quirky. lol.

im probably tweakin tho idk.

i wish i grew up with art. i wish my parents had that and were able to introduce it to me. I feel like a fraud when i try to be creative and do things. Even with making music. As much as i enjoy it and love it and it really does make me happy, it feels fake. I can't play any instruments, i can't sing, im far from a good writer, fuck if know anything abt music theory...i literally just click buttons and make sounds on my computer lol. I didn't grow up indulging in art and creativity, i was actually always super bad at it. I wish i had a deeper connection with it. I wish i understood it better. I wish i expressed it better. I wish my ideas were my own. I want to be able to create something that is truly mine without feeling like im a fake.

UHHHH so imma just come on here and vent whenever i feel like i have something i need 2 say. This is intended for the void, if u come across it...cringe.

Ima bouta be tweakin my bitch ass out if i have another scam mf in my ask box

i start genuinely tweakin when big payments don’t go through. like mf TAKE THE MONEY so i can figure out how much I can spend

bro, anon's tweakin 😭😭😭 mf sounds like they support (fictional) pedophilia/incest n got offended about your stance on it 💀

Right, either that or they can read but not understand what they read cause...

My nightmare was kinda funny in retrospect lol

y'all, I've been up since like 3am because I had a nightmare lmao. Like, my eyes shot open, my whole body was buzzing and I was kinda spooked ngl! It was a shock for more than one reason, but mainly because I don't dream that often lol.

Also the contents of the dream were so random, like I was decorating my livingroom like I was in creative mode minecraft, I had an inventory and everything with a bunch of cute furniture too, and then the lights started flickering like I was in Stranger Things and I was writing morose code??? down on a piece of paper that magically appeared, and then I was watching a movie with people I've never met in my life, and then a fuckin clown appeared on the screen and the mf was tweakin and the last shot was a full frontal of the clowns face but his mouth was like stretched wide open and full of teeth and then the screen went black, and the person next to me was all like, "that was crazy, right?" and I was like, "Yeah, the clown looked like original Pennywise tho-" like from the original IT movies y'know? and THEN I heard a sinister ass voice behind me go "Oh, really?" and then I heard the fnaf jump scare sound and whatever tf was behind me took a big ass bite out of my neck, and then I woke up :).

I called my older sister and we figured it might have been because of this drink that I'd tried before I went to sleep lmao, and I've been up reading fanfiction since.

Shout out to rokel det mf tweakin rn jajajjajsjhajajajjaja