#anyways thanks sar for telling me to post this :]
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This is very late i am aware and it was my fault because i was dumb and didn't realize my first post was on April 15th....
Anyway even if it is late i still wanted to post this.
This is a small thank you to my mutuals!
(Don't be mad if i forget you i have a terrible memory)
It's crazy to know that i have already spent an entire year on this app, it may not seem like much to most people but for me it is because i thend to get bored of apps really quickly.
I just wanted to thank all of my friends and all of the amazing people i have met on this app, i know im a lot to handle i tend to think badly about my self and i am honestly anoying so i don't know how you put up with me but thank you for doing it.
A few special thanks to , @itsonlydana @forefinn , @sundrop-tetsu , @0yuioy0 @sardonic-the-writer , @luvrgutz , @rainxox0 , @wilczachannn , @wrenqueenisboss @blooming-mushroom , @sunniewrites , @junebug-isunavailable and a bunch of other people for being my friend's.
Also another thanks to each and every follower i have, it means the absolute world to me that 150 of you enjoy the shitty and honestly weird ideas and storys i have.
And one more really really big thank you to @nightmarefox15 , you have honestly been one of the main reasons i smile every day because just talking to you makes me so so so incredibly happy.
I joined Tumblr one year ago today and honestly this has been the best year for me simply because i have made so many incredibly kind friends. I still remember the first month or so that i joined Tumblr, i was terrified to talk to people because everyone i saw was so cool and i felt that everyone was genuinely better then me so i chose to stay by my lonesome and just read different story's. I still followed people but i never interacted with them until i came across a blog called "Watermelon Sugar Writes" i talked to them because i thought their Url was about the Harry Styles song "Watermelon Sugar high" which it wasn't.
Mel was genuinely my very first friend and i can't tell you how thankful i am that i met her, because of her i became friends with my now ex who i don't want anything to do with but because of that i began actually interacting with the people i followed be it on Anon or not.
And due to that i began talking to so many people who are now my friends and i can't say how thankful i am that they put up with me, i know i tend to be weird and annoying but it means so so so much to me that you're still here.
@nightmarefox15 : Definitely one of my first friends and also the person who played my favorite C!Anon. I love you so so so incredibly much and I'm so thankful that i met you and we became Friends. Your one of the main reasons that i start smiling when i wake up because i know that your there to greet me. I'm so thankful that your here and that you love me when i can't love myself. You make me laugh and blush even when i don't feel like it. I met so so so many incredible people because of you.
@sardonic-the-writer : Sar my saviour, honestly I'm so glad that I got to meet you even if it was because you stood up for me because hate Anons were flooding my asks, honestly i remember seeing you reblog the first ask made me scream because i used to always see you on my dash but i was too much of a whimp to follow or interact with you. But I'm so glad that i eventually did because you are genuinely one of the most amazing people i have gotten the pleasure to meet in my time on here.
@junebug-isunavailable : Juneee!! First of all Happy Birthday, second I'm very glad that i get to call you my mutual because you are amazing and incredible and i could kiss you /j. I absolutely adore your art and i also adore you. (Yes I'm aware this is early but shhhh)
@0yuioy0 : JJ, i still remember how we met, it was genuinely so weird but also funny, because i had been following you for a while but i was scared to talk to you because you just seemed so cool, but eventually (i think thanks to Ry) we talked, you sent me an ask and i freaked out. It's still one of my most treasured memories because it's so funny to think about.
@itsonlydana : Dana oh Dana, i don't remember how we met but i do remember how damn excited i was when we figured out that we both lived in Germany (and pretty close to each other) and now when i think of my friends your one of the first people that come to mind because we've gotten so close over the time we've known each other. We are both absolute simps for Foolish and we have a pretty similar taste in music. Ich habe dich wirklich so so so lieb gewonnen und ich könnte mir Tumblr ohne dich nicht vorstellen.
@eighthwvnder : oh wonder, we may not have known each other for very long but it honestly feels like we've known each other for an eternity, we started talking and we basically just clicked. We've had similar experiences with a few things and your genuinely one of the Kindest people I've met. And i have to again thank JJ for that because he got me to get into the Discord group and without him and that group i probably wouldn't have known you existed.
@as-you-should-peasant : Peasant! I am genuinely so thankful that i got the courage to talk to you because you are a genuinely amazing and incredible person. You accepted me with open arms and i couldn't be happier that i get to call you my mutual.
@luvrgutz : Sushi! Or El or whatever other names you use fjfjfj, i am so so so thankful that i got to meet you and i do actually remember how we met, because i was talking to Ry while little and he had to go so he sent me to you and i just remember how scared i was to talk to you because ew new people. But I'm very happy that i did talk to you because i can always come to you for advice. Im so thankful that we reconnected after you dissapered from Tumblr I'm so so so glad that I'm talking to you now.
@rainxox0 Rain my beloved, i don't remember how we met exactly but i do know that you are an absolutely amazing and incredible person and i genuinely love you /p you are absolutely incredible and i don't know what I'd do without you.
@sundrop-tetsu : Amelia my love I'm so so so thankful that i got to meet you through Ry because you've become one of my closest mutuals on here, i love when we interact because you just make me laugh and i couldn't imagine a world without you honestly.
@forefinn Finn, i know we don't talk much anymore but you are still incredibly important to me, i still absolutely adore your storys and i also adore you because you are so kind, i love you a whole whole whole lot Finn and i swear I'm gonna start talking to you more pinky promise!
I know there's so so so many more mutuals who i haven't tagged but i want all of my mutuals to know how incredibly thankful i am that we are friends.
It may seem ridiculous but meeting so many people on here has made my life so much better simply because i have always had a problem with meeting and befriending new people and now knowing that so many people care about me and are glad that they know me just makes me happy because i never had that before. Each and every one of you be it mutual, anon or just follower is so so so important to me.
So thank you to everyone who has put up with me throughout this entire year haha.
Basically what i want to say with this long ass text is thank you for being there for me, i couldn't have asked for better friends on this app. ❤️
Emery/Icarus
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could you please tell us about the flight 571 disaster and the inherent kindness of humanity?
i CAN DO THAT (long post incoming, tws for discussion of injuries and cannibalism and also the catholic church doing something good for once)
uruguayan airforce flight 571 crashed in the middle of the andes mountains back in 1972. not going to share the crash details because it's truly horrific and not the point. the plane wrecked at 12k feet and if you havent been that far up in the mountains it's BRUTAL. incredibly cold. low oxygen. insane winds. horrible place to be stuck especially in the winter. SAR gave up their search after a while because of the conditions and assumption that no one could have possibly survived.
meanwhile the survivors made it through specifically because everyone just collectively stepped up to help. taking care of the most injured people, rationing food to an absurd degree, weather-proofing the plane wreckage as much as they could, etc. this story is most well-known because the survivors resorted to (CANNIBALISM TW) cannibalism, but one of their journals mentioned that they all sat around debating the moral and theological issues about it, some people chimed in that if they were to die they'd want their friends to survive even if it meant using their bodies for food. these guys sat around in -20f conditions and talked about whether god would be cool with them resorting to cannibalism. kings
at one point they got a radio signal and heard the search was called off and obviously were devastated. one guy stepped up and said hey, we're gonna do this ourselves. and him and some others hiked 38 MILES until they ran into some chilean shepherds across a river. they couldn't cross, so they tied notes to rocks and threw them back and forth to each other. the shepherds let SAR know and the 16 remaining survivors were rescued. we learn afterwards that some family members of the crash victims had organized their own search parties.
there was a HUGE media circus afterwards when it came out they had committed cannibalism. the catholic church, of all entities, made a statement saying hey it's chill, this doesn't go against god because their circumstances were so dire, and people calmed down about it
iirc 13 survivors are still alive today and get together every anniversary of the crash and keep in contact. they collectively paid for one of the group's hip replacement surgery.
it became a story about cannibalism but was at its heart a story about people wanting to protect each other no matter what. the survivors, their families sending out search parties, the farmers throwing rocks back and forth across the river, even the fuckin catholic church. i don't think it's fair to treat it as a heinous thing that happened, it's just a story about a bunch of people who wanted each other to be okay and despite all the odds 16 of them made it. idk. this story chokes me up sometimes despite the details being absolutely horrific. you can say humans are an inherently violent species but imo at our hearts we want to care about each other. anyway thanks for coming to my tedtalk
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Congrats Spinn ! 👏👏👏
I hope your job is somewhat the one you always imagined / dreamed of! I wish you a good luck with getting to know everything learning how to manage the stuff you have to do! I also also would hope the amount of money you're getting is in an acceptable range and not fucking ridiculous.
I'll also repeat myself and tell you that we'll be here no matter how long it'll take for you to post requests again. Do not overwork yourself either and take rest as I'm pretty sure Secundo and Terzo would not like it if you didn't take care of yourself 🖤❤️
thank you!!!
it's definitely much better than what some of my other job options were, and i'm honestly just glad i don't have to apply anymore that shit was annoying as hell
it's minimum wage which works for me tbh considering it's my first job! i thankfully have a really open schedule so i'm hoping they allow me to work as much as possible cause i'm gonna have to start paying bills soon :'( i love capitalism /sar
anyways again, thank you very much anon :)) i'm very thankful and grateful to have such an understanding and welcoming following gosh!! the love is overwhelming sometimes LOL
but i will make sure to take care of myself. life should be getting back to normal soon!
#i would hate to disappoint secondo and terzo.......#we all know terzo especially is the queen of self care so i will embody him in the upcoming months#anyways i'm just waiting for 2023 at this point LMAO i'm so ready for this year to be over#chit chat
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moss's boundaries
gendered terms: any and all are fine unless specified otherwise and it is usually safe to assume I'm fine with anything, however do NOT refer to me with the word "woman." any other feminine terms are fine and percieving me as feminine is fine, just that word in specific, thank you.
do not refer to me as your parent. even as a joke. it makes me very uncomfortable and i do not like it. i am not your mom/dad/parent, even jokingly. don't refer to me as such
this isn't a hard boundary, but if you can please try to use tone indicators!! this mostly applies to when you're making a joke that could easily be interpreted as hate/negativity. i won't block you over not using tone indicators, and i can usually tell when you're joking (i'm usually joking or being silly! i joke around a lot too)! just use good judgement :D
i do not reblog fundraisers, aid posts, politics, or news. Ever. I do not want to talk about politics (i mean, I guess I would have a polite discussion, maybe, if you were nice about it? My views are basically all human beings deserve human rights which. absolutely radical, right? /sar. apparently it is in today’s world). but anyways no i don’t want to talk about politics and i would feel bad reblogging some aid posts but not others + i couldn’t donate anyways (minor, and all) so i will reblog none. and don’t ask me to
playful flirting is fine with me!! in fact, it is encouraged. i will commit to bits with you at a moment's notice. similarly, lighthearted sex jokes are totally fine. but do NOT send me nsfw/explicit things EVER. i'm pretty sure the one time this happened it was a bot but just. in case.
this hasn't ever come up online, but don't tease me about forgetting things. if I make the joke, it's fine to laugh about it, but don't make it a big thing and don't be mean about it. and don't try to purposefully mess with me by lying about something I did or didn't do. just. do not be mean about me forgetting things.
you can 100% make content based on any of my fics/ideas!! and please do tag me in them so i can see what you make?
like/reblog sprees of my posts are not only accepted but encouraged!! please leave me some deranged tags maybe? i welcome deranged asks and reblogs. or not-deranged asks and reblogs. just asks and reblogs in general really. please interact with me. all likes, reblogs, asks, and tags are a-ok!! tag me in things!! tag me in otters!! i love being tagged in things!!
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Hey guys, just wanna say thank you for the likes and reblogs and follows!!! It's really crazy for me to have gotten feedback like that so quickly; I was under the impression that this would be something that flew under the radar but apparently not?? It was nice to not get immediately stoned to death I'll tell you that.
Anyways, I've been so sick today that I didn't even process that it's October!!! So if you would like to submit halloween/horror/slasher/etc themed dresses then they may end up getting the priority over other dresses!!! PLEASE don't be shy, you can request that your submission be anonymous if you want.
It would actually be VERY beneficial at this stage to be flooded with requests because I have no art or sketches backlogged, which means I'm more likely to break the streak. If I can quickly get stocked up it'll help things go along a LOT smoother and mean I can split my attention onto other important things too (like being able to make some riptide art on my main instead of only posting doodles of exandroth in a dress, even though i know how little you guys care about riptide /sar).
That's all for now!! Thank you!!
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🍒— my baby sar i missed u :-( n tell me why i opened tumblr to seokmin being able to open ur bra with one hand. wdym. why would u do that babes i might actually dig my own grave as we speak. a lil thought of mine that i’ll dump here so i apologise if u’re not interested to hear it but 🙏🏻 i miss writing tbh & i have such a strong feeling to write a svt member based on the song fast pace??? like the ANGST + the whole song flow… if fast pace was a person they’re a whore im not hearing otherwise! ☝️ ANYWAYS!! have a nice day love & takecare of urself. what you achieved recently,, i am proud of you as much as you are of urself!! keep the good things coming baby 🫶🏻
MISSED U MORE CHERRYNON!! HOPE UR WELL MY LOVE <3 and im sorrryyyyyy but he’s been rotting half my brain for the whole MONTH like omfg…
ANYWAY, u should write again if ur up for it!! i think ur really wonderful and ur hard asks always make my tummy churn in the best way 😵💫 ( ik i dont post them all and its bc i cant ever form a cohesive response ) i am here to support u and encourage u always tho !!! a fast pace fic would be soooo good 😵💫 and if fast pace was a slutty person …….. it’s dk 🤓
i love you so much!! thank you 🥹 kissing ur cheeks w consent <3
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! Tw for fakeclaiming !
I lived all my life not knowing what was up with me. People who were supposed to help me figure that out refused to do so or were otherwise unable to do so.
Now that I know what is up with me and now that I know and can track my symptoms I just come across things like "If you don't go to a doctor, why self diagnose? You don't get treatment, so why do that?" and I just... turn off my brain at that point because there's no use in discourse with people who will fakeclaim you anyway.
Implying that undiagnosed people don't deserve treatment. Lovely statement there. /sar
I love the obvious priviledge some (not all) fakeclaimers have.
I keep telling them "I can't get diagnosed right now, xyz is happening in my life" and they say "Oh! But just get diagnosed, hope this helps! 😀" like no, that didn't help me at all. Please keep your comments to yourself, thank you.
Keep your fakeclaiming to yourself and stop policing peoples disabilities and mental health.
- Am , the sweet butterfly ( any pronouns )
(Please check my byf/dni before interacting with my posts!)
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I have had a Realization. So Friend and Ghostbur were canonically dating, right? And now Ghostbur’s dead, like actually gone. So Friend is now widowed. Friend, a sheep, is a widow.
#Wilbur’s been widowed twice now i guess#this isn’t even mentioning the logistics of ghostbur being dead when they met#how the fuck does that work#anyways thanks sar for telling me to post this :]#fun conversation#dsmp canon is fucked and i love it#dream smp#mcyt#wilbur soot#ghostbur#friend#what’s his tag???#death mention#i guess????#snips talks#sar!#yet another example of the homonormative society of the dsmp
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🎉 NEW GAME: Introduce your mutuals to everyone and what do you think of them? 🎉
okay deep breath this is gonna take a minute damn
*disclaimer that i have a lot of moots and i can’t include all i’m sorry i love you all pls don’t be sad 😭*
@rindouphiliac RIS MY LOVE literally is my (real) boyfriend and ID KILL ANYONE THAT STARES TOO LONG like ris is mine if that wasn’t clear and i love love love would literally break up with hanma in a split second to marry ris
@maitani mich is the inspiration to every clap back to snarky anons on my page BUT ALSO she is too funny ong makes me cackle LMAO we get so heated together over the pettiest shit and also she comes up with genius ideas and i take her genius ideas and boom it all works in the end thanks to her so everyone go to mich for genius ideas except she’s not helping you bc you’re ugly and she only helps me so yeah
@kisakunt i see blair all the time bc they’re kisaki’s and i’m hanma’s and it’s unavoidable 🙄 but i’m glad blair got me into my gatekeeping agenda bc it’s liberating and thrilling and also they’re so funny and have a story for everything i kid you not this bitch got some crazy experience for every topic of convo never a dull moment with this one
@mitsuyahh is one of my first friends on tumblr ever and i love cypher so much like so much literally can say anything and she always either pick my side immediately or say something out of pocket and i love telling all my 3 am fic ideas that i’ll probably never write
@8kh hunter wrote the first haikyuu series i ever read and we all know i have a sakusa obsession well guess what their series was also the first sakusa series i read and it’s part of the catapult to my deep and canon love for him literally was like :O when i realized we were moots and is the talented moot that could literally be a novelist i just sit there like 😯😧🤭 every time they post
@mqtsuno chi is baji’s and chifuyus’s 🤚🏽and she claimed a whole drabble that i wrote for her anyway ?? i didn’t even know it at the time but i was like hmm this is for someone and i can’t put my finger on it and now i know and that’s some soulmate stuff right there
@mtsuyas mika is so hot and sweet and her selfship name is so cute like are u serious ?? mikuya ?? it’s an L that shutee can’t be that cute LMAO and rip teenma that was horrid too
@titsuya one of my first moots on my other secret blog ;) AND I LOVE SAR SO MUCH HELLO !?? so hot and we are texas buddies even though sar doesn’t rly like texas LMAO and i would like to give her a big forehead kiss so bad
@miykui waka’s princess 🤚🏽but also the sweetest ever romi baby ily mwah will think of them whenever i write for him bc that is his lover no questions comments concerns please and thank you
@fuenn SO SO LOVELY AND TALENTED omg i rmr fuenn entering my 5k event for a kita drabble as the first time we spoke and drew me a lil oikawa and kuroo doodle AND ALSO GIFTED ME A SAKUSA SELF SHIP ART AND IS SO TALENTED WHAT like blew my mind i love fuenn so so much
@chimielie omgggg lia is such a good writer like first of all i have actually gushed about her writing with like four different moots on multiple occasions like everyone can disagree on a lot of things but one thing we can agree on is that she writes sooo well and also sees me act a fool on dash all the time but still acts like i’m sane in the head and i appreciate that greatly
@luvbub BUB MY SWEET ANGEL omg i was a fan of bub when i was new to the fandom in haikyuu, lost her blog, later found her blog again after i had my own writing blog, followed her, proceeded to get followed back, and had a heart attack. also watches me act a fool on dash and sees me be a snappy little snark and picks my side every time even 😭 bubashi and bubtsuya for the win
@kairakeiji CALISTA ANOTHER SWEET ANGEL so cute >:( and now she writes for tr and i’m so excited bc she’s so talented and she stole hanma’s place so now it’s calistee for life so yeah rip hanma
@solarchuu OTHER TEE AND THATS SO COOL THAT WE’RE BOTH TEE and they’re soooo sweet and i love so much would kill for tee always make me smile on dash and always says the sweetest things and makes me laugh and if no one else loves me tee will love tee so tee x tee literally tee squared or tee^2 or tee the power of two
@kr3idz and @takemittchy MIMA AND CECI my cinnamon rolls i miss them :( we bonded over our love for nanami and then we rode out our haikyuu phases together and entered tokrev phases and i love love love them so much always make me smile on discord mwah cutest cinnamon rolls ever
#i think i covered just about all the ones i speak to or see on dash a lot 😭#just know if you’re not on here you’re still so sexc
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🎉 NEW GAME: Introduce your mutuals to everyone and what do you think of them? 🎉
SLAAYYYYY THIS IS GONNA BE SO LONG !!! yay im excited. n if i miss anyone im so sorry :( but i got most of the moots that i talk to the most !!
@solarchuu tee is my pretty baby!! i love them so so so much. like words can not describe how much i love them. they were one of my first mooties and one of my first few moots that i still talk to after,,, what ?? 5 months ?? I MISSED THEM SO MUCH WHEN THEM WENT ON HIATUS!!! they make me feel so pretty and i love them sm for that pls tee ur so hot kiss me now
@ellesmain ELLE BABY I LOVE U HELLO??? AND I MISS U ALWAYS !!!! god i love her work and just the way she always randomly pops up in my inbox with the sweetest words. shes so nice and i already know shes pretty nd yeah oikawa is so lucky to have her and so am i :,(
@cursedmoonchild ok sandy i know we don’t talk that much but omg when we do, it always makes me smile :,) i love interacting with her please kiss me asap ++ SHE JUST SEEMS LIKE THE TYPE TO GIVE THE BEST HUGS ??? I WANT TO HUG HER.
@joyaphoria joy i know you probably will never see this bc you left tumblr (or on an extremely long hiatus) but it would feel like a crime if i didn’t introduce you. joy :( i love u so much. like you would make me smile every single day with some dumbass suna headcanon ever tho u know i hated them :( but i would do anything to talk to u again,, i hope ur doing ok & i miss u more than you’ll ever know
@silversslut MIA I LOVE THIS PRETTY GIRL!!!! I LOVE OUR RANDOM TALKS AND I LOVE WHEN SHE RANDOMLY SENDS ME THINGS ON INSTAGRAM— THEY MAKE ME LAUGH SO FUCKING HARD AHHEVWVS ! thank u for being my first moot on insta and thank u for not doxxing me :p ++ i hope ur doing okay baby <3
@nekomamiiz IZ MY FUCKING GF IM SO IN LOVE WITH HER FINE ASS !!! PLS DROP UR MAN AND DM ME SO WE CAN MAKEOUT I WOULD TREAT U SO WELL. also i miss her pls come home
@bunbyy HI ALON I LOVE HER YAS SLAY HER ART IS SO GOOD. IF U HAVE TIME PLS MAKE ME MORE I WILL LITERALLY gGET ON MY KNEES AND GIVE U MY ENTIRE LIFE SAVINGS. ILY AND IMYSM
@https-inarizaki RIN MY SPOUSE HI I LOVE THEM AND WHEN THEY RANDOMLY DIE AND COME BACK TO LIFE. i hope ur doing okay, i know you’ve been busy. kissing u and hugging u so hard rn bc i know u hate it <3
@strawberriebunn BUNNNNN I WUV HER SHE DISAPPEARS ALL THE TIME AND IM LIKE WHERE THE FUCK IS BUN AND THEN SHE JUST APPEARS ON MY DASH AND I START CRYING. HIIIII I HOPE UR DOING WELL UR SO AMAZING
@bunny-rei menace to society but i <3 THEM and their random messages of ur webtoons + ur so sexy ahahhshs omf
@yvvji sage. god. they remind me of my favorite song? like i never get tired of talking to them? like? i love them so much? ur love is my drug — kesha is my fave song btw (im kidding but holy shit i love you)
@bokutoism RYU COME HOME IM GOING TO COOK FOR U PLS. im obsessed with them. and will continue to tell them how in love with them i am for the rest of my life. i, to say the least, get so happy when they’re in my inbox. yeah i <3 you.
@sunkeiji SAYUUUUUUUUUU MY PRETTY BABY SHES LITERALLY THE BEST HELLO !?? HER WORK, YES. HER, YES. EVERYTHING SHE DOES MAKES ME SWOON. PLS LET ME HUG U AND KISS U AND PRAISE U FOR BEING PERFECT. yes my bestie <3
@kissyomi DEEEEEE MY BESTFRIEND. MY PERSONAL HYPEMAN. shes gonna get slapped one day 😧 stop calling me a slut or i will end you/ j I LOVE U THO AHHSHA. thank u for caring about me more than everyone else. even tho ur an aries 🤢
@kyoutxni fyn we dont talk that much but hey, just wanted to say i <3 you and every single conversation we have :(
@getoswhore if she ever posts another face reveal, i will kill her /jjjj no but fr the way my eyes popped out of my head??? anyways, hi im sar we’ve been moots for a while but its time for us to fall in love and be gay
@fsrintaro honey, my sweetheart, im so sorry for not following u back for the longest i literally didnt see u followed me. ANYWAYS SHES THe sweETEST MOOT I COULD ASK FOR. kiss me. now.
@saintmanjiro hey she makes me so nervous bc oh my fucking god her writing. im so blessed to be moots with her. on my knees rn thinking about all of her works.
@makkiwhore BEA HI I LOVE HER. THE ABSOLUTE BEST PLS I MISS TALKING TO HER :((( HER THEMES ALWAYS HIT DIFFERENT.
@reitani ok im not exaggerating when i say this but REI ???? is probably one of my favorite accts on this app, why? SHE HAS IT ALL??? theme. talent. and shes a sweetheart. yes. you? i love you.
@melsun MEL MY BABYYYYYY I LOVE HER SO MUCHHHHHHHH OMFG AND YES HER WRITING SLAYS TOO <3 i cant believe i met her on my sfw acct now we only talk on this account LOL anyways, she’s perfect <3
@vryr one of my favorite tokyo revengers blogs. literally turned me into a slut (real) inspired me heavily. i love her and her talent and her messages always make me cheese like a bitch, it’s actually gross. and shes the hottest person whatever im jealous
@izukuskani SWEETEST BABY EVER AND THE WORK ON HER ACCOUNT YESSSSS. shes so pretty and nice too !!! i love her :D
@luvboku i think she’s actually the love of my life. hands down if i had to pick someone to spend the rest of my life with thats not animated, its her. yeah shes got me down BAD. she doesn’t know this but im obsessed with her. oh yeah and her account is beautiful and her works are rlly good !!! and shes pretty so pretty oh my god *drools*
@spoofybun BUN IS ACTUALLY THE FIRST AND ONLY MOOT TO GET MY NUMBER. SHES SO SPECIAL TO ME. I LOVE EVERY CONVERSATION IVE EVER HAD WITH HER AND SHES SO GREAT AND AMAZING YES HER I LOVE HER.
@kisakunt blair where do i begin with them?? ive been moots with them for less than a week, but i love interacting with them sm??? they’re so fucking funny like i laughed at my dashboard for 5 whole minutes bc they’re just that funny. im going to stalk them. ANOTHER ACCT THAT NEVER MISSES WITH THEMES !!! i will be bothering them for the rest of their life now
@miykui AMAZING WRITER ?? LIKE THEY WROTE VIRGIN KAZUTORA SO WELL ??? IM IN AWE ??? like im a slut and its urs and arzu’s fault so thanks a lot guys.
@kireissei peachy, my pretty, we literally became moots earlier this week but like i already am in love with her. she’s and angel, not even kidding, i love when she’s in my inbox!!
@myeternalyearning ZEHHRRRRR AND THEIR THEME !! YASS SLAY. I LOVE TALKING TO THEM TOO!!! VERY FUNNY AND FUN IN GENERAL. they seduce me sometimes too /jjjjjj NO BUT I LOVE THEM AND IM SO HAPPY WE’RE MOOTS
#if i missed someone pls#im so sorry#this took me an hour to do so i probably did miss someone#ANYWAYS MOOTIES#THANK U FOR KEEPING ME SANE#U ARE MY EVERYTHING#I ENJOY ALL OF U SO MUCH#<3 im so happy that you guys dont hate me#if u do pls lmk so i can delete myself off the planet
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Berry I just read your rant and I want to let you know I hear youuu :( Writing Reader insert fics it’s so difficult to cater to every single person. Of course there’s some nuance to that, but when it comes to basic things like literal hair length where it’s not impeding on anyone, it’s so so easy to skim past it??? Instead of taking the time to tell you when writing you’ve spent ages on just “isn’t good”?
It’s so frustrating and I’m sorry you’re doubting yourself because of it. I love your writing. Take all the time you need to write your WIPS because at the end of the day you’re doing this shit as a hobby. You’re not getting paid for it. And writing takes fucking ages as someone who will spend personally MONTHS writing a single piece (I get you on the “part 2” comment that’s my one pet peeve).
At the end of the day it’s something you’re doing for yourself. Don’t let it ruin your love of your hobby. I heart you.
thank you sar, literally want to cry cus hearing this all from you is super comforting T__T especially hearing that you love my writing like fuk i am flustered ;-;<3
it really is so frustrating, especially now when i feel like i take writing so much more seriously than i did a year ago when i’d spit out laughable works with bad grammar and broken story lines. i can understand the criticisms, but also—exactly as you said— fanfiction is a hobby, i’m not getting paid to write and sometimes spend hours awake when i should very much be asleep writing because i love it.
i guess it’s also just the way they said it too, “everything was good until that part” like damn okay haha not like i posted that little drabble at 4 in the morning after working on it for like two weeks and hoping to wake up to some nice messages or maybe even a “good job!!” but instead woke up to like anon messages spewing shit at me. AAAHHH i dont know, i think people need to just realize we’re also humans and not just bots that can magically conjure up some insane 9393839k word fics and drabbles that will accommodate their needs and also have levi ackerman crawling out of their phone screen to tell them how much they love them
lmfao anyway, thank you again sar, i really really appreciate your words they mean so much. <3 i heart you too. 🫶🏼🍓
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Bundle : covering with a blanket or jacket for anxious!ava au? I may be a little obsessed
You and me both 🥺 anxious!Ava is bby
CW: mentions of blood, dissociation
[references events from 3x18]
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"You did good today," Connor mused as he came into the scrub room, peeling off his bloodstained gloves and tossing them in the biohazard waste bin.
Ava hummed her acknowledgment, too preoccupied as she scrubbed her hands clean. She was trying her best to stay focused on the task at hand, fearful that if she had to speak she would crack.
"I know it was a lot, but I think you could do well in trauma. You handled it well."
"What are you trying to convert me?" Ava’s tone was bordering on pained as she tried to joke, "I’ll stick to CT, thanks."
Connor shook his head, "More traumas for me, then."
She had finished scrubbing and was putting her ring back on, untying her scrub cap afterwards and shoving it in her pocket. She tried her best to sound normal when she bid goodbye to Connor, pausing as she left the room.
"Bye, Ava," he was saying, "Thanks for your help today."
Ava thought she replied, something snarky about him being nice to her for once and losing his edge. She wasn’t quite sure though, because all the background noise was beginning to be too much. She left the room after that, shutting the door as quietly as she could for her own sake.
She somehow made it to the CT lounge on autopilot, collecting her bag and putting her white coat away in her locker. Her hands were shaking, unsteady as she zipped up her backpack and slung it over one shoulder. She hated this, the weird out of body feeling as her brain tries it’s hardest to prioritize input and subsequently dissociated.
She wanted to text Sarah, to ask where she was, but she didn’t know if the resident would have her phone on her. Deciding a trip to the ED was better, she left the CT doctor’s lounge and made her way to the elevator.
Unfortunately, Ava soon realized this was a mistake. The ED was still bustling with activity, PD officers milling around to get statements and family members bombarding nurses with questions. The area was packed and there was no sign of Ava’s girlfriend, making her anxious when she couldn’t find a familiar face. She stood at the far end of the nurses station, leaning heavily on the counter as she decided to waiting was her best option.
"Doctor Bekker?" A slightly familiar voice caught her attention and she looked up to see Noah Sexton. She wasn’t too fond of the new resident, thinking he was far too cocky and very unlike his level-headed and calm sister. His apparent infatuation with her girlfriend also didn’t sit right with Ava, for obvious reasons, but Sarah had always told her that Noah’s persistance fell on deaf ears anyway.
"Doctor Sexton," she replied gruffly, mind still buzzing far too much to make any small talk or aim for politeness on any scale.
"Why are you down here again? Consult?"
Ava blinked at him as she tried to process his words, "Um, no. Have you seen Sar- I mean, have you seen Doctor Reese?"
"Sarah? She was taking a patient up to psych last time I heard, he was showing signs of post-traumatic stress."
"Ah, alright," Ava nodded minutely, "Thanks."
"I can page her, if you’d like."
"No, that’s fine. If you see her can you let her know I’m in the waiting room?"
"The waiting room?" Noah looked at her in confusion but stopped, knowing better than to really question the surgeon, regardless of what mood she was in.
He nodded and was about to speak again when Maggie called out to him, "Noah, I need you to come stitch up this head lac!"
"I’ll let Sarah know, Doctor Bekker," he said before disappearing across the ED.
Ava watched him go numbly, sighing as she mussed up her short hair. She made her way across the ED, mumbling a reply when Maggie said goodnight to her. She didn’t make it very far, deciding to indeed stop in the waiting room and collapse heavily onto one of the more comfortable benches by the entrance.
Ava didn’t notice the families who were still waiting anxiously for news or for treatment. She didn’t get up to help Emily with the big bags of soiled gauze and plastic she was carrying, though her brain was telling her she definitely should. She didn’t move, didn’t answer Leah when she asked if Ava was okay. Ava just sat there and stared; really it was the only thing she could do.
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Sarah tugged the elastic from her hair, letting her unruly curls fall to frame her face instead. She sighed at the pain in her scalp as she rubbed at it gently, the tension of her ponytail all day had contributed to her current headache. She would have to take Advil when she got home, and maybe drink some more water; she was probably dehydrated.
Getting home was her main focus, wanting to relax after such a long day. She just wanted to sleep, or maybe take a bath with Ava and find some peace before bed. Sarah needed a break from work and she could imagine her girlfriend would too.
"Oh, hey, Sarah!"
The familiar voice made Sarah sigh but she put on a small smile, "Hi, Noah."
"Doctor Bekker was looking for you earlier."
"Oh, was she?" Sarah’s attention piqued at the mention of the previous subject of her thoughts.
"Yeah, she’s in the waiting room."
"The waiting room? Why-" Sarah stopped herself, knowing Ava wouldn’t have indulged Noah in the reason why, "Okay, thanks, Noah."
"Have a good night, Sarah."
Sarah made her way across the department, slipping through the sliding doors behind Emily to come out into the waiting room. She glanced around before quickly spotting a familiar head of dark blonde hair.
"Aves?" Sarah asked gently, noticing that her girlfriend was staring at one spot across the room, though her eyes were completely unfocused.
"Ava," she tried again as she took a seat beside her, a gentle hand landing on her thigh to grab her attention.
The contact made Ava jump a little and she blinked at Sarah in confusion, not expecting her to be there.
"Sarah?"
"Hey," she replied lightly, "How are you doing?"
"Fuzzy... We couldn’t save that kid today."
"The one with the epidural hematoma? I know, Ava, but you said it yourself there was nothing you could do."
"No," Ava shook her head fiercely, "The little boy. He was... just a baby. I wanted to- I asked April for an intubation kit. He was already a triple zero though... couldn’t save him."
"Oh, baby, I’m sorry."
"Feels weird," she continued as she stared past Sarah’s shoulder, "Natalie was missing Owen... did she- is he fine?"
"He’s just fine, I saw them in the lounge before I came out here."
"Because she-," Ava stopped once the words sunk in, "Oh, good."
"Yeah," Sarah agreed, "Ava, are you okay?"
"Okay? I’m... just peachy," her words were interrupted by a yawn, "Four surgeries... so much blood. So many...too many stitches, millions, sarah!"
Her girlfriend sighed, having clearly realized that Ava was pretty much dissociating to evade panic. She didn’t want to spook her because a panic attack wouldn’t help the situation at all, but she needed to get Ava home and resting so she could calm down on her own.
"I can imagine. You look tired, home time?"
Ava looked at her blankly for a moment, "Home?"
"Yes, love," Sarah agreed as she stood up and held out a hand, "We’ll run a nice bath and then have a rest, okay?"
"Bath sounds nice..." Ava agreed as she took Sarah’s hand in her shaking one, "Feel icky."
"Icky?"
Ava nodded, "So much blood..."
"So much blood," Sarah agreed to humour her, "You worked hard, so you deserve some rest."
They made their way out to the parking lot hand in hand, Ava trailing a little bit behind her. Sarah helped her into the passenger seat of the car, accepting the tiny kiss that Ava pressed to her cheek.
"What was that for?"
Ava hummed, "Miss you. Only saw you for like... 45 seconds."
She laughed and went to put their bags in the back seat, "I missed you too, Aves."
"Sarah?"
"Yeah?" She came back to the passenger door, "What’s up?"
"I’m cold."
She chuckled and reached into the back of the vehicle for her jacket. Closing the back door, she draped the soft fabric across Ava’s shoulders, tucking it under her arms a bit. Her girlfriend was looking up at her with warm eyes, focusing completely for the first time since Sarah had seen her earlier.
"Better?"
Ava had hummed in agreement, a tiny thanks slipping through a yawn. She snuggled into the jacket, comforted by the familiar scent of spices and vanilla she had long since began associating with her girlfriend. By the time Sarah made it over to the driver’s side, Ava had already slouched to rest her head on the window.
"I’m not going to carry you inside if you fall asleep on me," Sarah teased, though she wouldn’t really mind since Ava was clearly exhausted.
"‘M awake," she mumbled, "Sarah, did I do good? I couldn’t... some people didn’t make it."
The words hit Sarah hard, knowing her girlfriend would always see the losses before the saves. It was an unfortunate viewpoint and probably responsible for her dissociation in this case. She didn’t want to believe she had done anything other than the best. In Ava’s mind, losing even one patient might as well be a failure.
Sarah had started the car by then and pulled out of the parking lot before answering, "You did so well as always, Ava. I’m proud of you."
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Qurbaan Hua ~ Episode 2: Of Flowers, Doctors and Evil Family Members
Helloooo, I totally didn’t abandon liveblogging this show because of my lack of ability to balance my life and also because I really could not make myself do it, but now I’ve finished 1 year of uni and I feel like I should be able to do this now, but I also have a habit of starting things and not following through with them so we shall see how this adds up. Now that this self depreciating rant is over, welcome back to Qurbaan Hua a show I am watching just for Karan Jotwani, his face, body, mind and spirit. Also because it’s been a while since I’ve watched an extremely toxic man and wonder how this one’s gonna outdo the rest???? I need a better hobby.
Also I will be liveblogging this episode, and the last week, coz otherwise, it will take too long, but I will make posts here and there if something aggravates me enough.
So anyway lets get this show on the road
Just a quick recap for me and the rest, we left off at the girl (whose name we do not know as yet), sitting in a bus next to Neil, who prayed to god that he would never see her again coz she’s a ‘teekhi as shezwan sauce’, to his utter disbelief his seat is next to hers, they have a spat over the window seat, and coz he’s assigned that seat, she gives in. After that some goons appear in the bus to kill her as she saved some kids from their boss, and Neil, in typical tellywood style, claimed her as his wife
Also Neil is a the token family disappointment coz he decided to become a professional chef rather than the head pandit, he has a sister that could give Anjali competition and she is also preggers and has a shady husband.
Now we can truly get this show on the road:
I have truly forgotten how our girl got sindoor on her forehead but it is working towards this whole “husband saves wife” ting
OMG I CANNOT THE GOONS DO NOT LOOK SCARY IN THE SLIGHTEST
Also she warned Neil that they are ‘very dangerous’ and he’s reassured her by telling her to play along
“Sorry madam humein bola tha ke uss ladki ne peela suit pehna tha aur kunwari thi, lekin aap ki toh shaadi ho chuki hai” LOLLLL SO THEY KNOW WHAT SHE’S WEARING AND HER MARITAL STATUS BUT DO NOT KNOW WHAT SHE LOOKS LIKE, TF?????
“Haan humein shaadi ko 6 mahine ho gaye hai” “LEKIN BHAI-JI PICHLE 6 MAHINO SE ISSNE MERA JEENA HARAM KARDIYA HAI” loving this overacting ki dukaan and the whole ins and outs of their “marriage” that the bus now knows
The goon is even like “bitch I’m out”
omfg she’s trying to thank him, and he’s all up on his high horse. Just takes the thanks and move on, why you gotta be all up with the ego (also I’m not gonna post anymore photos or we’ll literally be here all day, screencaps will be back once I’m upto date)
And he’s calling her shezwan sauce again coz she’s always getting him into musibats and “shezwan sauce ka kaam hi yeh hota hai... seene mein aag lagana” ALSO FYI THIS IS THEIR SECOND MEETING SO TRULY WTF, (but I’m also here for this)
ohhh sifaljiya means sar dard without ilaaj (aww they’ve given each other nicknames how cute)
HAHAHAH HE SAID SAME TO YOU AND SMIRKED
I like his sass
So she’s come home after 3 months, to see her baba, who is overweight? and she’s his dietician because looking after your parents is directly correlated with sanskaar
Also coz she’s smart she’s realised that she’s gonna meet him again so this would be enjoyable and she wants to get rid of all ehsaan he has on her so they never meet again
basically I spoke too soon coz she genuinely thinks a simple thankyou will stop them from meeting again
And he’s gone
OMG I THOUGH THEY WONT SEE EACH OTHER BUT THEY DID SO OMLLLLL
Nice touch with the masjid and the mandir in opposing directions, and her turning away from him to pray and now they’re facing in opposite directions towards their faiths, I’m gonna guess that’s their major conflict
ALSO WHAT DID I TELL Y’ALL IN THE LAST LB, THIS FLOWER WILL BLOOM BECAUSE OF THESE TWO, SO SUCK ON THAT NEIL’S DAD
Also welcome to the beginning of another toxic yet addictive ‘love story’
So her dad is a carpenter of sorts
Also he looks quite skinny so what was the fat shaming for?????
WE FINALLY HAVE A NAME - CHAHAT BAIG?
No, he’s a gynaec and carpentry is a ‘shaunk’
Oh no, I see where this is going, god fucking dammit dave (yes I talk in tiktok now)
So she’s become his ‘doctor’ when he’s an actual doctor, also he’s asking her questions that a fkn year 7 kid would know the answers to
And now they’ve ‘earned’ each other’s hugs how normal and sweet
She has come first in MBBS - I’m actually really proud
Also, I would like to give this show a shoutout for actually giving me a female lead who is more educated than the male lead. Like all the other shows I’ve watched, except for Kaisi Yeh Yaariaan (which I don’t consider mainstream ITV) and EDKV (but even in that Shravan was more educated than Suman), the female leads weren’t even college graduates and finally there’s one who has a MBBS.
And we have someone named ‘Ghazala’ who makes it seem she is a sore spot for Chahat
And ofcourse we are back to the dramatic poojas and saying manhoos things to poison the dad’s brain against his own son
HOW MANY GODDAMN MANDIRS DOES THIS HOUSE HAVE
What is this random relative, who sometimes cosplays to be blind, sometimes ties his feet together
Also why is this family so dramatic about him being a little late
What if mans had an accident, or he got hurt, or he died? But nah, mans is just disrespectful and hates his family and god
There is not one family member maybe except for Anjali2.0 who I care for and she’s gonna die
omg not again with this idiot calling her Sarasti and he’s been declared as the rightful next head priest
And ofcourse Shyam1.5 (coz he’s not as badass as the original), is going to be all fake and be like “noooo, Neil is the rightful owner of this position” etc. etc.
The dad is predictably blinded by his whole act and asking him how can he be so selfless
Now we have cut back to Ghazala???? who has all these women getting her ready like its the 1600s (one of them is called Shabnam, which is my mum’s name so this is awks)
It’s the heavy urdu and obsession of beauty for me
She’s the evil stepmother.tm
Why are these tv dads either sooooo dumb, soooo cunning or soooo dead, like can’t there be a normal tv dad who is alive and smart and loving
like this whamen is playing him, and he’s a bloody doctor and he’s letting it happen
Also I ain’t seen itv female leads with alive parents, always one or both of them gotta be dead
LOLLL IN TRUE SNOW WHITE FASHION, THE MIRROR ON THE WALL (I.E. MAIDS) HAVE SAID CHAHAT IS 10X PRETTIER THAN HER STEP MUM
It’s the mirror breaking and the Mrs. Baig, for me
HAHAHHA SHE THOUGHT THAT CHAHAT WAS GOING IN FOR THE HUG, BUT SHE’S ACTUALLY GONE TO SEE THE NAME PLAQUE THINGY HER DAD HAS MADE FOR HER
And the Kedarnath soundtrack is back
Our mans has finally come, and picked up his sister, scaring her in the process
Awww I’m actually devastated that their killing Anjali2.0 off, I like her bond with Neil (no matter how co-dependent/toxic it may be)
Why is Ghazala, a grown adult woman, jealous of her husband’s kid, that is weird and creepy
I love the whole my name is Chahat Rahil Baig because without my dad, I have no identity etc. but does she not realise, that Baig is also given to her from her dad????
LOLLLL THE DRAMATICS OF SEEING SINDOOR IN HER HAIR (umm surely this isn’t that serious of a situation, she could literally just say idk)
Anyways, I hope you enjoyed this, I will be liveblogging here and there, but proper liveblogs will happen when I’ve caught up. I hope all of you are happy, safe and well!
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sar question! #?! $#+(/ ik u said u listen to sza before so.. favorite off the SOS album? or ctrl? and like do u have any OTHER music recs? bc im gonna be totally fr w u, any time u post ab a song i listen to it. like when svt had their comeback and u were raving ab fire.. now it's myyyYy favorite off the album. or when u had ur old theme and ud change the song in ur bio (? do u know what im talking ab help) every other day i'd add it to my liked... ANYWAYS.. yeah so thanks for blessing my ears (and eyes.. bc yk.. ur WRITING.. is so good.. so yeah....)
-person who has sent in an anon before but is kind of spooked to come back bc i dont think ull remember me omg umm it's the one from like three weeks ago? maybe? i sent a really long one and we talked ab soobin hands and then i said u got me into txt.. and i wanted to talk again but for some reason whenever i send anons the message always ends up.. REALLY.. long.. i just have a lot to say... but i really wanted to talk music with you so i HADddd to send in an ask.. but kind of want to send in other ones yk become a regular... but i feel like my asks r emotionally draining to answer.. because. long ass asks ANYWAYS SAR LMK IF I SHOULD COME BACK
HI FIRST OF ALL, OFC I REMEMBER YOU??? i know i say my memory is shit, but i lowkey remember everything 😭 YOU SHOULD COME BACK I TOLD U I WANTED U TO WTF. i love long asks so much, dont worry. they make me really happy, and i would love to have u as a regular if u want to put up w me 🥹🫶🏽
BUT ONTO MUSIC !! i LOVE sza. wanted to see her live but i had alrdy planned my spring break trip by the time she announced her concert dates ☹️ but shes coming to my city again in october so MAYBE. ANYWAY. off SOS my faves are far bc… that song was literally written for me & snooze 🥹 bc i think abt cheol when i listen to it >< AND blind too!! (low is an honorable mention) from ctrl i loveeeeee prom & go gina!!!
AND I NEVER THOUGHT ANYONE LOOKED AT THE SONGS IN MY BIO HDGAGE I WAS LIKE CHANGING IT AND DIDNT THINK ANYONE BOTHERED TO NOTICE SO I PUT WHATEVER I WANTED 🤣🤣
anyway omgggg um… music recs hmmm. what kinda music do u like?? i know that you like sza so ill recommend deserve me by kali uchis (and literally all of her other music ^^) i think you might like anything from rina sawayama !! men i trust are also one of my faves
i like a lot of everything (seriously ill go from krnb to slut pop to rock to alt indie) but i dont want to give u an overwhelming amount of music that you might not even like (ill get embarrassed lol) 😭 so just tell me what ur into, or if u want, i can give u a sarssentials spotify playlist !! it has all the music that i rlly like :>
#[💌: anon]#im such a ducking loser when i talk abt music#i literally love it so much#all types of music fr
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Shapeshifting
Originally posted: 22 September 2018
Written when Sadam wasn’t at the bottom of a lake and before Sarah was revealed to be back robed figure and before I knew Paulina was Lawrence’s first time. At least I realized her name was “Lawrence” and not “Laurens” somewhere along the way and fixed that XD
A meow at Adam's feet.
He had just been talking to Principal Lawrence about the security in the school when there was a meow and something soft brushing against his leg. He glanced down to see and black-and-white car with bright green eyes.
"Oh, Sarah! Hello!" Principal Lawrence greeted and waved to the cat.
"Good morning," the cat replied in Adam's partner-totally-not-crush's voice. Even though he knew it was Sarah, hearing an animal speak in the dark-skinned woman's voice made him jump.
"Morning, Sarah," Adam nodded his head to the cat as he turned to his computer to check his email.
A few seconds later the cat leapt onto his desk and proceeded to walk on his keyboard, pushing random keys with her dainty paws. Adam glared at the cat.
"Sarah."
"What?" She asked innocently. Adam sighed and shook his head and returned to checking his email (which he now had to reopen since Sarah had closed his browser.)
"I'll be in my office if you need me," Lawrence announced and left the room. The woman-morphed-cat jumped off his desk and to the door that was left open and followed Lawrence. Adam was somewhat confused by Sarah's actions but decided not to question it. She was a very smart woman and could take care of herself.
The bell rang to allow students into the school building so Adam quickly logged off of the computer (although what was the point; the security was so bad students could hack from their student accounts and the COM wouldn't give them the funds to fix it) and walked to his classroom. A few students had already arrived that he acknowledged with a nod and sat down at his desk to look over his teaching notes for the day.
"Mister Foley? Do you know what's up with Miss Canaday?" Adam looked up from his lunch and saw a purple-eyed brunette- Kaya Long.
"What did you say, Miss Long?" Adam requested. He was confused as to what the dinosaur Magiclica was talking about.
"Miss Canaday. She taught the entire class as a cat and didn't even question it! I know her special ability is shapeshifting, but is there something going on so she's teaching in her cat form all day?" His student inquired.
Adam raised an eyebrow and shook his head. "Nothing that I know of, Miss Long. She was a cat when I saw her briefly earlier, but that's it." What in the name of the White Stone is Sarah doing today?
Kaya shrugged. "Thanks anyway, Mister Foley."
Throughout the day several other students had asked him the same question. Adam replied with the same answer each time: "your guess is as good as mine." It was finally lunch break (which was towards the end of the day) and as soon as Adam sat down with this tuna sandwich Principal Lawrence was calling for him.
"ADAAAAAAMM!!!!"
"Coming!" The dark-haired man jumped up from his desk and warped to the principal's office (Let's just say this is not the first time Lawrence has panicked and called for her most trusted teachers.)
Adam stepped through his orange portal to see Lawrence's office a mess. "What happened here?" He asked.
The green-haired woman was flailing about, trying to put the mess back together.
"I'll tell you what! Sarah is going crazy! She's acting like a true feline- the queen that rules all! But we're not going to give into her tyranny, no sir!" Lawrence announced rather overdramatically.
Adam rolled his eyes and picked up a pile of papers that was near his feet. The corners were slightly shredded by what appeared to be claws.
"Sarah..." Adam muttered under his breath. To say he was confused was an understatement. Sarah was the most organized, reliable, smartest and prettiest woman he knew. There was no way she would purposefully trash Lawrence's office, was there?
"Do you know where Sarah is, Lawrence?" Adam asked his superior.
She shook her head. "She disappeared when I tried to grab her. Who knew cats could be so squirmy?" Adam decided he wasn't going to be the one to tell her that most cats were like that. He kneeled down again to pick up more papers when he caught a glint of green under the desk.
"AHA!"
He mentally created a portal under the feline and he heard a surprised meow as cat-Sarah fell through the portal and landed in Adam's arms. He tried not to blush at the technicality of his action and held her tight as she squirmed in a weak attempt to escape.
"Ad-am!"
"Sar-ah!" he mocked. "You destroyed Lawrence's office!"
"How dare you, Sarah? I thought I could trust you!" Lawrence sided with Adam.
She shrugged her front haunches (the equivalent of human shoulders?) rather nonchalantly. "I had to get your attention somehow."
"You could have just called?" Adam noted. She shrugged again.
"Anyway, I wanted to show you guys my real form."
The two humans blinked with Principal Lawrence making a confused sound.
Sarah is a human though?
"I know you know me as Sarah Canaday, but have you ever thought that I'm not human?"
This felt like a slap in the face for Adam. She wasn't human? She was a cat? But how did she have powers?
"I'm my family's adopted pet. One of my siblings when they were younger accidentally enchanted me and I gained a human form with powers, a Magiclica."
I really, really admire a cat. Adam was somewhat horrified with himself and extremely shocked.
"But, but- how did you- can you even- WHAAAAT?!" Lawrence sputtered. "Is this even possible?!"
"As Adam teaches in his class, there's limitless potential for improving our special ability. I like to think that I've gotten very good at mine, don't you think?" Sarah's green feline eyes blinked innocently at the dark-haired man.
He silently put the cat down on the desk with a rather shell-shocked look on his face and he sat down in the chair across to contemplate his life.
"I don't even know what to say to this," he breathed.
My partner in half my life is a cat. As if my life couldn't get any weirder. If I thought teaching at this school was crazy enough as it is, this brings Everston to an entirely new level of interestingly-difficult. He idly wondered if the team of crime-solving students in his homeroom class had figured this out already.
A soft but heavy body landed on his lap. Adam removed his face from his hand to see Sarah's bright green eyes dilated to be large, round, and far too innocent. She gave him as much of a smile as a cat could and purred, rubbing her head against his chest.
"Sarah," he suddenly snapped back into his rather cold demeanor. "We're at work."
"When are we not at work? Work is literally life. Work and sleep," Principal Lawrence grumbled.
Sarah blinked and hopped off Adam's lap. "Alright then. I'll see you after class, Adam?" she verified.
"Uh, sure." Then the feline pranced out the door and back to her classroom.
"What was that about?" Lawrence questioned, glancing between her two most trusted teachers. Adam shrugged.
"I've been saying this all day, not a clue."
The final bell of the day rung and his students quickly packed up their bags and flooded into the crowded hallway. Adam knew better than to try and navigate the swarm and waited a few minutes before leaving his classroom. As he grabbed his own satchel bag with the things he brings from home, his phone went off with the ringtone he had set for Sarah.
Sarah: where are you?
Adam glanced around and replied back.
You: Just leaving my room
Sarah: meet me in the faculty parking lot?
Adam sighed and sent back a confirmation before taking the back door that went straight out to the back parking lot where only teachers and staff were allowed to park. There, standing by his car was the dark-skinned woman that had summoned him in her human form.
"Hello, Sarah. You're human now," he noted before cursing himself for saying that out loud.
She smiled and laughed. "Yes, Adam, I am human. I just wanted to let you know, I'm not really a cat."
He raised an eyebrow, this being the second time he's been thoroughly surprised by her today.
"What?"
She raised a hand behind her head and smiled guiltily. "One of my students dared me to trick Principal Lawrence, and I thought it would be funny and agreed. I felt bad about pulling you into this too, though, so I just wanted to tell you. But don't tell Lawrence, alright?" she chuckled rather mischievously.
"So... you're not an enchanted cat. You're a normal human like me?" the dark-haired man verified.
She nodded.
Adam groaned. "Don't do this too me, Sarah! I've had enough confusion as it is this semester!"
Thank the White Stone! How awkward would it be to have a small crush on a cat?
She laughed, once again sounding like an angel- (Adam, get yourself together!) "You and me both. See you tomorrow!" then she scurried off to her own car to head home for the day.
Adam sighed and shook his head. "Alright then." I'm glad she's not a cat. I don't think I could handle seeing a cat safely driving a car at any time of day.
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Honestly Adam here is relatable, even if a bit OOC...?
I think I made him a little too emotional and reactive but ehhh it's in his head not his outside appearance
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My #EXO’rDIUMinManila Experience
I wanted to write this because I can’t contain the feels and I have to let it out. This is a bit long so please bear with it. XD
So here goes the story. In my previous article in my blog entitled “Pains of a fan girl” (never mind the title), I stated there that I can no longer attend the EXO’rDIUM in Manila. It���s because I totally lost hope—as in TOTALLY—and I am already indulging myself in self-pity.
It was January 25th and I was like “Today’s the day,” but here I am (to think that I am from Bicol and the concert is in Manila) in my bed, re-watching their random videos because it’s only through those that I can see them. And then there’s my Facebook news feed that goes all about EXO’rDIUM in Manila—girl, it’s a torture.
At around 4:00 P.M. (of January 25), someone I know, my cousin, has offered me a ticket for Day 2. And me be like “…” because I don’t really know what to do. I am not even prepared and I don’t even have my mom’s permission. She isn’t against it really, me attending the concert. It’s just that we are not rich, and I am taking up my internship this summer and we’re going to need money for that. It’s about setting priorities.
Thing is, I promised that I have to attend their concert this time no matter what since I didn’t make it to EXO’luXion last year, so I saved up even just for a General Admission ticket. GenAd is far from the stage, so people are telling me to just watch videos or fancams instead of availing it. But you know, the feeling will still be different if you are actually there.
Though I saved enough money, I still didn’t get the permission. Instead, I was just told to reserve it for more important matters. I cannot do anything about it.
But I thought I had to be there—I want to be there—so I made one of the the toughest decisions I could ever make. It was a very last minute decision. I packed my things, got my savings, and prepared myself for everything that will happen after. For now, my decision is final and there is no turning back.
5:27 P.M. and I was on the bus. My mom didn’t know since she is currently in Bulacan. No one else knew about it except me that time. I’m aching, too, knowing that this is the biggest disobedience I’ve done to my mom. But like I said, there is no turning back. I will deal with the consequences later on.
You might be thinking bad about me right now but I promise you, you will understand me after reading this article.
I’m in the bus when I posted in facebook that I am travelling to Araneta Coliseum. Geez. It’s too late when I realized that was a stupid move. I was too excited with the concert I forgot I’m not supposed to attend that. It was supposed to be a secret for now but, err.
(Don’t mind my photo. I look awkward there ‘cause my body looks so big. #VeryWrongAngling I sent it to my friends as evidence that I’m on the bus, but actually, that photo was taken last January when I came back from vacation in Bulacan. SML. :P)
And then my cousin (this is different from the one who has a ticket) left a comment on that post. That cousin is with my mom in Bulacan. I’m so dead. So I chat him not to tell mom yet. He told me I’ll get screwed when she finds out. I know that, too. Then few hours later, I decided to tell my sister about it, me going to EXOrDIUM. She said the same thing my cousin said, but she accepted it in the end. And she even actually told me why did I have to keep it from her. (She’s an EXO-L, too, so don’t wonder why she even sounded like she would still have supported me whatever my decision is. LOL. Actually, it might’ve been the two of us going to the concert if she isn’t in her work.)
I feel bad, yes. But I just think that this is only now and I’m never doing it again. Is it wrong if I choose to just cherish the moment?
At around three in the morning of January 26th (the Day 2 of EXOrDIUM), I arrived in Araneta Bus Station. I stayed there till the sun is up. I had nowhere to go, anyway. I can’t go to my auntie which is just near the Araneta Coliseum (the concert venue) because I’m afraid mom will find out.
I looked for a C.R. to change clothes. No bathing. I mean, it’s not like I have a choice so don’t judge. And besides, I don’t smell. LOL.
I just waited for my cousin (who has the ticket) outside the Coliseum. It was around lunchtime. We thought we should go there as early as we can to avoid any hassle. When she’s arrived, I finally got the ticket in my hand. I decided to forget what my problems are and just focus on the concert.
I met new EXO-L friends and had fun with them while waiting for the event venue to open. It really is nice talking to people who shares the same interest with you.
There were so many people around and seeing them gathered together for this one event makes me so happy. I was even happier that I was part of that crowd.
It’s really thrilling on my part the moment I’m only few steps away from the entrance. Geez. That’s the start of “THIS IS IT” moment. When I was on my seat, I looked at the stage. I did not have any regret for that last minute decision because I know I can still see my babies from GenAd row. I’m shocked to find out that it’s not that far the stage after all. Then I looked around. I smiled as I realized I will get to see the silver ocean that I missed last year.
The venue was so full of excited faces and auras. I felt so proud as we waited patiently. Of course, the venue was noisy due to thousands of EXO-Ls cheering and excitement. Then the event started. I can’t move first when the boys entered the stage. I can’t believe I’m seeing them and I’m in close proximity with them. Not the literal close proximity as in real close, what I mean is that we are in the same place at the same time. And right at that moment, my favourite place was the Araneta Coliseum.
When I’ve finally recovered from shock, I joined the crowd from screaming to the point that I thought I’m gonna lose my vocal cords. I was so touched by their messages, and their “I love you’s” and “Saranghae’s” made my decision more worth it.
I thought it’s only through music/audios that I’ll get to sing with them. Memorizing their songs by heart is not a waste of time—it never have been and never will be—especially now that they have acknowledged and appreciated it.
Seeing your idols sing, dance, and play around live? Believe me, that’s a scene that would really break your heart once you’ve missed. I am so thankful—so much thankful—that I am one of the thousand lucky fans to witness that.
To my friends (who’s also into EXO) who got shocked when they knew I’m on my way to Manila for EXO’rDIUM, hello. :) Just like what you’ve asked, I have sent your love to them together with mine. Anyway, I just wanna share that the Audio Visual Presentation (AVP) was amazing—the subtitles are swag. The concert was a a real, total blast!
Their voices? I still can’t believe I’m hearing it live. Their dancing? I still can’t believe I’m witnessing it live. Their figures? I still can’t believe I’m seeing it live. Their playfulness? Their jokes? Their speaking? Their messages? I still can’t believe everything is real.
How I wish I have Tao’s time control power so that I could stop the time, or even just slow it up, so that I could be with EXO longer. But of course, I don’t have that that ability. The concert has to end whether I like it or not.
The moment they’re bidding thank you’s and goodbye’s was saddening. But I am still glad that we, PH EXO-Ls, made them happy again like how they made us happy, too.
As soon as they exit the stage, I was ready to exit the coliseum, too, thinking that I will leave this place with memories that I will cherish forever. That three hours with them may be short, but I am contented.
And now, the concert was over and I’m going back home. And as I go back home, I’ll also go back to reality that ‘me going to EXOrDIUM’ is not real and I just did this as my defense mechanism so that ‘me not going to EXOrDIUM’ wouldn’t be that heartbreaking.
To my friends (Joana Emberga, Nica Joy Agripa, Claire Bregania, Makerz Sasota, Yodel Berdin, etc.) who really believed I attended the concert, I love you all. I have the ‘pasalubongs’ and souvenirs you were asking for. Just get it to me on Monday.
To my cousin, Jayson Malacad, who really didn’t tell my mom I’m attending the concert because I asked him not to, thank you. To my sister, Angie Altavano, thank you for understanding me when I told you I was currently on the way to Araneta and I didn’t tell our mom about it. Thank you also for really keeping it a secret. You guys have proven your loyalty. LOL. I love you both.
Sorry for fooling around, guys. Anyway, this is how I came up with this crazy idea (BTW, I did not plan it at first but you actually bought it so, yeah). I just posted in Facebook that I am travelling to Araneta Coliseum for Day 2 concert because I am upset and just so I can lessen the disappointment I am feeling. But you guys reacted to it and actually believed that I will go. And that thought somewhat made me feel better (you know, I was really upset when I found out GenAd is just near the stage) because somehow, I felt like I really am going to the concert even though I’m not. Right now, I am thinking that it made me feel better because it got me distracted. Your enthusiasm and excitement got me carried away that I almost forgot I am a #TeamBahay, too.
And just to clarify it, I don’t have that cousin who has a ticket. It’s just imaginary.
To my mom, I love you. Of course I’m sad you didn’t allow me to the concert but I understand it. Don’t worry, I wouldn’t disobey you even if I wanted so much to watch. Just please, will you already allow me if ever another EXO concert is still possible? #EXOplanet4 :)
That’s all. So, this is my EXO concert experience. What’s yours?
-Mhikz
(Concert photos grabbed from facebook. CTTO. Other photos are, of course, mine. LOL.)
P.S.: Hey, guys! I put your names because it’s not like this is a controversial article. Lol. Saranghaeyo~
#exordiuminmanila#exordiuminmaniladay2#exordiuminmanilaexperience#exo#chanyeol#do#chen#kai#xiumin#baekhyun#sehun#suho#lay
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