#anyways I do love Coin
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If Saturn Team Galactic killed himself right in front of me I wouldn't care (He's my little meow meow<3)
His great great great(?) grandma slays though.
#let's ignore how down bad I was for this powerline of a man when I was 14#because I'm not really into the pokemon fandom like I was back in the day#also I think my early crushes were just babies first gender dysphoria because since coming out as gay and trans#my taste in men has changed dramatically and this is NOT it#he looks like the shockwaves from his own bomb blast would sent him crumbled to the floor#I think my character as a 10 year old could have actually challenged him to single hand to hand combat and had an easier fight#and he set up rain dance first turn while I had a whole ass empoleon on the feild#anyways I do love Coin#she just vibes right ok#also I did some long ass calculations and headcannoning to reason that Saturn is her great great great grandson#specifically#also that his family never left crime and he's a little gangster nepo baby that's his deal to me
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this is definitely what happened at the beginning of dmc2
#was playing dmc2 for a bit just now#and idk i feel like with this ive finally figured out the reason why dante kept doing the stupid coin toss thing#(i say stupid in an affectionate way i love watching him flip coins for no reason)#anyway. dante has adhd its canon (source: trust me)#devil may cry#dante(dmc)#lucia(dmc)#allyart#i wonder if lucia ever asked him about the coin. wouldnt it be really funny if even dante didnt know that both sides were heads#im pretty sure he at least knew that but still. it'd be hilarious
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#18.1 Rak
Rak let out a huff and sat down next to Agni. Agni peeked over at Rak, who was looking far ahead, as if his past were replaying right before him.
TW: Self harm and suicide…in a way? (Sorry if it gets too dark. I put the TLDR on the tags)
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"I met him back when I was young, about a hundred years ago," Rak started.
Agni was taken aback at how long the gap between their time travel was. He wondered how much his Rak had changed.
"It was getting cold, which meant it was hunting season. I got bored and picked a fight with the toughest and biggest prey I could find."
Agni hummed when Rak paused for a moment too long, "Let me guess. You underestimated it and you lost?"
"The river was slippery!" Rak crossed his arms defensively. "And I didn't lose!"
"Sure," Agni rolled his eyes, one corner of his lips upturned. "How come?"
"I didn't lose, but I didn’t win either." Rak looked away, probably in embarrassment. "Another spear pierced its head before mine. That's when I met him."
From the way Rak's expression turned fiery, Agni had a suspicion that that exact moment had affected Rak more than what he spilled out. It didn't surprise him however, since he knew Rak’s ego.
"He was around for a while, acting like he cared about me." Rak huffed again, more fondly this time, eyes closed and arms still crossed. "He taught me a few fancy tricks with rocks and how to hunt better. He talked a lot about turtle this and turtle that. There were so many, I don't remember. But Black and Blue turtles were the ones he talked about the most, saying something like 'no one else will be more worthy prey than them.'"
Agni felt his chest tighten. To think that their Rak had acknowledged them and even bragged about it…it filled him with a sense of pride and longing.
"I didn't believe him then, since turtles are boring and no way they could do what he said they could." Rak paused and untangled his arms, eyes focusing and turning predatory, "But when he said that these turtles were unlike what we had there, I have been wanting to meet those turtles he told me about and hunt them."
Rak's story was intriguing. But even if it flattered him, Agni was more curious about his Rak's whereabouts. "What happened to him then? Wasn't he…badly injured?"
Rak frowned and went silent. But when he found his voice, it lacked its previous vigor. "He was. It looked fresh and so impossible to walk with, but he did. I asked if it was painful, but he said he didn’t feel a thing."
Third-degree burn. Agni thought to himself. But there was no way it spread evenly. Some areas must've been painful.
"He definitely lied," Rak voiced Agni's thought. "He was just acting to look tough."
The edge of Agni's lips twitched in an attempt to suppress his smile. That's him alright. And of course Rak could figure his own self easily.
"One day he challenged me in an all out duel," Rak's gaze turned dark. "His wounds had weakened him over the months, and it was obvious who would be the winner."
Agni frowned at the implication.
Wordlessly, Rak called out his arms inventory which held a familiar looking spear that shouldn't have been in his possession at this point in time. Agni would recognize that design anywhere, "...Mad shocker."
"He said he wanted to test me, and he gave me this." Rak glared at the spear as if it was responsible for his misfortune. "And later told me that I should be proud, for only a true hunter was allowed to defeat him."
Agni felt his throat going dry, and gulped. "He died, didn't he?"
Rak's eyes sharpened. Whether it was in regret or anger, Agni couldn't tell. "I killed him."
Agni didn't know what to feel about that. On one hand, he could empathize with how much pain Rak must've felt from the injury, especially with the lack of proper treatment that could cure or even just lessen the pain. But on the other hand, it meant that his Rak was truly gone, in such a way, and he still couldn't wrap his head around it.
Rak put his pipe back to invisible mode, like looking at it had brought him so much grief. "I've never used that spear since."
The silence stretched, with only the loud noises coming from the training ground to fill it. Agni wasn't sure how to reply to that without being overly friendly nor physical, and he definitely wouldn't do that to Rak, who only met him today.
Sitting beside Rak like this reminded him of their chat before the workshop battle, on the balcony. It was when Rak truly let him see his buried feelings, his desire to climb the tower together with him and Grace. And with that, the grief finally started to dawn on him. The scar on his face felt itchy and his hand was already clawing at his mask before he registered the motion. He sighed and put his hand back on his knee, pushing the tangled feeling to the back of his mind to be dealt with later. And since the silence had stretched out for too long, he asked; "What was he to you?"
"A rival," Rak looked thoughtful before adding, "and family."
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#TLDR: current Rak was good friends with Agni's Rak#They met about a century before current Rak entered the tower#Future Rak is dead#--end of TLDR--#I do love Rak. but this is the price he must pay for being one of my favorites#ok but did you know that spear inventory is called pipe? i was surprised too#to everyone who was excited last week for future rak comeback...I'm not sorry#it was very entertaining to see your comments (and imagining the despair) hahaha. I thank you for that#anyway. life been very hectic right now. i consider taking a break after valentine update to stock up some chapters#i barely have time to write now. let alone drawing#I'd rather keep my weekly updates than posting once a month. Lest you forget the story and had to reread previous chapter(s) eachtime#tower of god#tog#two sides of the same coin fic#my fic#my art#khun#koon#khun a.a#khun aguero agnis#rak wraithraiser#rak
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thinking about how akio sees his younger self in utena and wondering if there's any fondness there. doesn't change the horror of what he does to her obviously but i do wonder
#akio and utena#m#long ramble in the tags sorry:#the thing about akio is that he's so evil bit he's also so human#he has feelings. i just don't know what they are (if anything) toward his victims#he loves anthy at the very least i'm sure of that. even if he hates her too. just like she loves and hates him. the lines are blurry.#and i just. i have to wonder whether any of that extends to utena at all. we know anthy at times feels similarly about utena and dios#(and akio by extension.) the simultanious love and resentment. so it's not too unlikely i think.#like. even though he never had anything but bad intentions in getting close to her#i'm not sure it's possible to do everything he did and feel nothing#not that he has any meaningful amount of guilt or remorse for it. i don't think that.#and i obviously don't think he “loved” her in any of the ways she might have thought he did#but did he not care at all? did he not feel any kind of fondness or sympathy or just. idk. pity? for her?#whatever the case it wasn't enough to reconsider having her killed so you know. how much does that actually matter anyway#idk. i think about it a lot. how abusers are rarely entirely indifferent toward their victims#the role he's playing in her life is so fucked up but it IS a role he's playing and i wonder how much he you know... internalizes it?#how much does he believe the illusion of family that he invites her into? because akio DOES often buy into his own illusions.#(similarly i think it's possible that akio is fond of touga too. their mentor-protégé relationship is horrible and abusive#but that doesn't make it less real. you know? maybe real is the wrong word.)#when he talks in episode 25 about wanting utena and anthy closer that's obviously so he can continue to groom her#but is there something genuine there too? i don't know.#again. it obviously does not make anything he does better or even different. but it is interesting to think about to me.#on the other side of that coin does seeing his own past youth and naivete and desire to do good that he (maybe) once had#reflected back at him through her mean anything?#is there resentment there? that she is what he couldn't be? or more likely he just thinks that idealism is stupid.#either way it's something he wants to take from her. anyway ramble over.#i talk a lot about utena's feelings toward akio (familial vs romantic love and the way the two are intertwined in fucked up ways)#but not much the other way around. probably because utena is actually a sympathetic character whose feelings the show very clearly#wants you to analyze and think about.#which is... less true for akio i think. though he's still a complex character with complex motives. he's just harder to get a grasp on.
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also to everyone contacting me about the tiktok--I have seen it, the reposter did not contact me before posting on tiktok but has since contacted me on instagram and they obeyed my repost credit policy so i'm tentatively ok with it!
#im so conflicted about reposts lmao bc on the one hand i have like concrete proof espc with this tiktok that it draws more people towards me#bc several people have specifically told me they found me via that tiktok. which is cool obv i love getting more engagement#but on the other hand it does remove a certain level of my autonomy over my work yknow#like when i post on my self-run social media i have the ultimate control over my audience--who sees it who comments what is being said etc#and when it's reposted even with credit it removes some of that control. which is like. not HORRIBLY bad in the context of fanart#but i know also that i am a person with polarizing opinions and given how much of ME is tied up in my art i am sort of conflicted about#allowing people to remove me from my own content. yknow#like from personal experience whenever i get a popular credited repost on instagram i do get a ton of new followers#but i also usually get a huge surge of transphobic comments. so. yknow. 2 sides of the coin ig#anyway as for this specific repost they didn't violate my policy and i'm not going to change my policy just yet so were good#thank u all for pointing it out to me tho!#personal
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It has been 5 days and I have forgotten how to speak in my normal human voice.
#This was not entirely a fluke!! She does respond to Sabine already!! Even from another room in the house!!#Probably just because she is so curious about what's going on everywhere but I'm proud of her anyway#She slept on my neck again last night and woke me up by trying to give me some new ear piercings 😂#Forget getting ur ears pierced at Claires babes!! Get a little puppy with shark teeth to do it for free!!#Not hygienic or accurate but thats hardly different from Claires anyway 😂#I feel so so lucky to get to love such creatures. Baby belle would be trying to teach this one all her sneaky tricks already#I remember forgetting how to human voice properly when we got Big baby Rosie as well. Puppy talk is infectious fr#I finally scraped together the coin together to sort out her microchip! Next up I gotta sort her followup vaccinations! Phonecalls are scary#Daily/Regular pupdate
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missing my wife hours...
#critical role#cr 3#cr3#fearne calloway#i was looking through my tags and realized i've posted ash like. 2 more times than her. this must be fixed#though tbh not pictured is the 800000 drawings i have of her thta i just don't post#i love fearne so much#and genuinely get a lil sad that she mostly gets talked abt in regards to who she's gonna romance. if anyone.#like yea i have my fearne ships but i do like her more than that. also would be happy if she didn't end up in a romance.#not implying that people don't see her as more than that. just that i feel like checking the fearne tag is a coin toss#haha...coin toss#anyway i will....shut up before i get killed ;3;#i just love fearne a lot
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endeavouring to reply to All my unreplied to comments on the o&t series (and, stretch goal, my d20 fics?) bc i am notoriously bad at replying to comments but i do love doing it and also would love to have everything cleared away before o&2 tomorrow.
anyway. wish me luck and sincere apologies for people that have commented on multiple chaps/fics and are about to have their inbox terrorized by ao3 user sulfuric. i love you okay bye
#i love replying to comments i do i just get this weird anxiety mental block about it#if i am replying to your comment from 2 years ago. dont mention it. i Know#and im sorry#anyway. whos excited to get fucked UPP tomorrow#o&2 as lovingly coined by sav#and o&2sday (get it like tuesday) as lovingly coined by [REDACTED]#i love my friends#im half nervous for tomorrow and half it doesnt feel real#also if anyone is wondering/waiting on the fic (my hubris to assume that would be the case of anyone) i plan to drop around 7pm est!#same sched as dropout lol#for each chap will be the same! yippee!#ok we are for real rambling but also. might be getting my o&t tattoo (o&tattoo????????) this week also#its all coming up jimbles#jim jams
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minor details, but in chapter 68 of trimax we do see this bit:
the items that vash kept in his coat.
a "funbari doll" (which i cant find anything definite online about what that is with just a cursory look, so im going to run under the assumption that theyre some kind of collectable in-universe) & it's a red one, which is apparently rare. he still has the same pen radio that connects to his earring that's used waaay back on the sandsteamer. a swiss army knife, a random key, a used tissue (?), and...
a lighter? blow torch? i still cant tell what that last bar thing is tho. & i guess he had some kind of (normal) coin too? but Only One.
love the characterization implications for this lol. definitely the kind of pocket contents i'd expect from a silly immortal with a big coat
#speculation nation#fanny reads trigun#fanny's trigun analysis#trigun#just. hm. for Fic Purposes this is pretty useful.#it's cute that he has the doll. very vash.#overall tho it's very utility-driven. swiss army knive + blow torch. Yeah those would be useful to just have.#gotta wonder what that key is to. maybe i'll keep my eyes peeled in my official reread to see if it's mentioned.#otherwise i might have to just accept it as an unknown. & perhaps make smth up for Fic Purposes lol#he got the pen back from Kaite. which is a very interesting detail. not exactly useful for my fic bc he does not have that pen anymore lol#unsure if the coin is currency or some other thing. if it Is currency then lmfao @ vash being flat broke before all of this.#but THEN AGAIN early on he does say a lot of money gets in his way traveling east to west (i think it was) so What's The Truth Vash?#anyways im still looking for a new icon. got a few possibilities but im still undecided.#in the meantime U guys can have this lol. im fascinated by all the little details that are put in like this.#i really do love that he carries a swiss army knife & a blow torch. would they still call it a swiss army knife?#he does refer to the french language so obvs he knows about old earth stuff. for ease's sake id probably just call it a swiss army knife lo#bc yes now that i know he carries a swiss army knife it will Possibly come up in my fic. this is a tool i can use for my Purposes heheh
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Rise of the Mighty Morphin Power Rangers (Non-Canon) - Madame Drakkon & The Ranger Slayer
In another timeline, the Rise of the Mighty Morphin Power Rangers was much, much less of a rise.
(Rise' World of the Coinless deets under the cut, i'm having fun)
In another timeline, Rita's attack on Grace Oliver left her severely injured and near death. This threw Tommy into a fit, which forced the shadow out of her body in an incredibly traumatic and painful manner. Desperate, she pleaded with Zordon to help her mother, but the White Light confirmed her fears. Grace was gone.
Unstable and still reeling from Rita being ripped from her body, Tommy would seek out where the shadow was hiding, tracking her down to an abandoned warehouse on the docks. She would witness the partial resurrection of Lord Zedd and barge in, demanding the Dark Spectre bring her mother back. The Spectre agreed, on the condition that the Green Ranger help him recover the other five Power Coins and reunite the Zeo Crystal.
Over the next few months, Tommy would slowly lose more and more of herself as she pursued more power and learned dark magic from a weakened Rita inhabiting the body of Dr. Finster. A final assault against the Rangers would see Jason attempt to combine the spectrum of the team's powers to become a White Ranger, only to be struck down by Tommy. She would claim the coins for herself, corrupting and forcing the coins into her own White Ranger form.
Zedd and Tommy, with their combined powers and now endless source of energy, would then conquer the Earth unopposed. But as more time went on without Zedd's promise fulfilled, the more Tommy began plotting to overthrow the Dark Spectre. She's be encouraged by Rita, now unable to leave Dr. Finster's deteriorating body and kept alive with salvaged parts from the destroyed Command Center.
As the last of Earth's defenders fell, Tommy struck down Zedd with the Black Dragon Saber, laying claim to his seventh Zeo Crystal shard and the planet and taking the name Madame Drakkon.
Years later, tired of her friends being captured or dying and at her wit's end, Kimberly Hart would decide today is the day Drakkon dies. But she would be captured, her mind taken over with a spell Drakkon had been perfecting for some time, and become her right hand with her old Power Coin as the Slayer Ranger.
Kimberly would later break the spell with the help of the Coinless Resistance, who'd been built by the combined efforts of Trini, Richie, Bulk and Skull. She'd then lead the Resistance against Madame Drakkon's regime, taking on the name Ranger Slayer as a symbol of her goal to slay the last Ranger on Earth.
#rotmmpr#mmpr#power rangers#lord drakkon#ranger slayer#tommy oliver#kimberly hart#my art#drew like a dark fucked up version of my funnie power rangers au. just a glimpse into my dark reality.#when ur kinda gf from high school casts a mind control spell you and then later the spell is broken by your remaining living friends#so now u have a fucked up ''still care about each other in some strange way but ure so deeply traumatized and on different sides of a war''#type of relationship that is so toxic but in a sexy way and also youre both women in your 30s#it was fun to try to do a drakkon-style helmet without overt white ranger elements since that coin doesnt exist in rise' universe!!#also truly did not change much about rise slayer in comarison to canon bc like. she is perfect already#only real diff is that i made the cape a desaturated green for obv reasons#and added lil straps to the pauldron#otherwise yep. thats ranger slayer#anyway they should kiss and makeup. something that is both possible and completely normal#i imagine there'd be something that'd unite them and then they'd be forced to team up and HATE it#(or kim would. as usual drakkon would love it)#and then they'd have angry hate se- /blasted by lasers#rise coinless au
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when homeboy G was making me he just hit copy and paste on my dad and slapped some tits on
#shitpost#every day I am faced with the fact I am SO my fathers daughter#(not a girl)#don’t think too much about the homeboy g thing I just thought I’d I only said god people would think I believed in a god#and i do not want that. that makes me feel very uncomfortable personally#that people would perceive me as such#but anyway! me and my dad are like if two sides of the same coin were one coin#we r so much alike it is. WOAG#he got home and was like hey quil check out this thing I learned in my class#and i went wow check out this thing I learned in MY class#and he went wow#because we have fucking. SO MANY of the same interests#also my not liking clothes thing comes from him#fun fact#this barely scratches the surface of how much I’m like my father btw#i could go on for HOURS#i mean this is in a neutral positive way btw#love my dad :)
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hope you've all been well, friends!! enjoying spring or autumn respectively!!! having a lovely start to may!!!!!
#i've been so busy i feel like i've not been here much at all!!!!!! i miss you people in my phone!!!#1 week down of the 3 week trip and i've been out every single day up to things!!!!#bought a piggy bank necklace from an antique shop yesterday; it's a tiny pig charm that has a 1p coin slot into it. i was so endeared#^^ thought with their fun little trinkets head#ANYWAY I LOVE YOU folks!!!!! i muted all my big posts only to find out theyre all doing the rounds so i know. there are a fair few new folk#as well. hi ! it's not usually this quiet !
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So I've been Sinning because I've been making posts on Malorn and Duncan individually but I don't think I ever really touched up on how their relationship with EACH OTHER would be and that's literally the most traumatizing thing I can think of for either of them
This is like, moreso purely speculation and 🌈 imagination🌈 anyways because I don't think there's like any canon material on the two of them interacting and their arcs and backstories are as small as bacteria in the first place but literally those two on their own could have their own fucking show with how much UNTAPPED STORYLINE that can come out of "Borderline child prodigy forced into and struggling with important position" Malorn and "Troubled child with undiscussed emotional issues and a jealousy complex borne from said position" Duncan
Idk about any type of interaction or relationship these two might have had before Malistaire became the Joker, but I can imagine there's ALREADY some type of rivalry (at LEAST one sided) between two guys in the same school in the same class, one of them is blatantly better than the other at everything they do and it's not the guy who says he is. (Like, idek how Malorn himself feels about him being the best in his class, but from what we've seen he doesn't brag about, mislead, or exaggerate about it like Duncan does. And the insane thing is Malorn AT LEAST would have a BASIS on his claims and attitude even if he was being a jerk about it)
But the thing is, Malorn back then as a regular student would not have been in any position to be up close and personal with Duncan in any meaningful way during school hours. Like they're classmates, at best they get grouped on a project together, but Malorn and Duncan being together would not be required and important until AFTER Malistaire dips and Malorn is now Duncan's PROFESSOR. Now in a totally more complicated and intimate way than before, Malorn and Duncan HAVE to interact with each other, speak and work with each other because now Malorn is the new Death teacher and he has to handle the brunt of Duncan's education and progress. GIRLS YOU NEED TO READ THAT LAST PART AGAIN BECAUSE THAT IS SO IMPORTANT!!!!!!!
Malorn and Duncan literally CANNOT escape each other if they wanted to do their jobs (good, unbiased educator and student still receiving education respectively). Yeah they may not be like, personal tutor and student but Duncan is in MALORN'S class now, and just that position alone puts a type of pressure on both of them to still maintain their respective roles and civility while dealing with the person who Does Not Make You Happy on a more personal level than before. That sucks actually
Like, Duncan couldn't even lie to Malorn about how "well" he's doing in Death class when he can SEE his papers. Duncan can't hide his grades papers from his professor, Duncan is no longer able to pull the wool over Malorn's eyes like he does with EVERYONE ELSE. Duncan already had some type of issues with being second best, but imagine one of the people that was threatening Duncan's spot as first place becomes his superior. His superior that can SEE that Duncan is in fact, not the best. Duncan can't even PRETEND that Malorn isn't better than him anymore because it's been proven, when Malorn was made Professor instead of him, and Malorn himself now has an inside view of Duncan's insincerity. What little ""power"" Duncan thought he had was now ALL taken away from him
AND THEN MALORN DOESN'T HAVE IT MUCH BETTER, because here's this little shit that just seems to hate him for no reason???? Idk if Malorn ever knew about Duncan bragging about himself or his jealousy of him in general before Malistaire left, but whether or not he did before he most likely knows NOW. With his new position and him having to care for Duncan as a student rather than a peer, now suddenly Malorn is in Duncan's DIRECT line of fire and he has no wiggle room to step aside or remove himself because in order for Malorn to be a good teacher *he has to be there for Duncan*. He no longer has the luxury to just "ignore" Duncan or even put him in his place if that's what he really wanted, because now Malorn has to be a certain type of responsible and not abandon or get into fights with students that give him any issues (looking at you Malistaire and Mabrose 😒)
Yeah ofc Malorn could always discipline Duncan or smth but what's the use if this one student is just adamant on causing issues? It seems like Duncan has more of a 'hands off' type of technique when trying to get what he wants (using other people to finish his homework for him), but it's super easy to imagine Duncan just doing little or petty things to undermine Malorn's authority in any way he can. Nothing evil but just like challenging or questioning Malorn's lessons during class, mouthing off whenever he can, things that are used to blow off steam and stick it to Malorn in what little way he can definitely sounds like some shit Duncan would do. And what are you supposed to do when this kid, someone who is YOUR AGE but is still essentially supposed to be listening to YOU, is lashing out at you and disrupting class every chance he gets? Discipline him for the hundredth time?
Imagine how this grates on Malorn's nerves how on top of everything else, on top of everyone else already being jumpy and snippy around him, in addition to his entire lifestyle being turned around, even with his tutor and someone he looked up to betraying him in the worst way, even with ALL OF THAT, this *ooooooone* person decides to go out of their way to continuously punish you for it. Malorn is doing his job, what he's expected of no matter how unfair or tiring or unrewarding it may be, and he is being persecuted by someone for a job *he never even asked for*.
Malorn did not plan or hope for ANY of this to happen. Yeah being a Professor sounds cool and shit at first glance but like I've said once before Malorn at that time is still like 12 years old and the change is so absolutely sudden and jarring that Malorn couldn't have even possibly PREPARED for this situation. Whether or not Malorn is actually good at his job now does not push aside the fact that Malorn may not have even WANTED to be in that job in the first place!! We have no way of knowing if Malorn was seriously like "man I wish I was a teacher right now" at ANY point of his life, but it's safe to say he most likely DID NOT because Malorn was never flaunting or showcasing his talent to everyone like Duncan was!! Perhaps the one person who wants this THE LEAST is being unfairly judged by the person who wanted it THE MOST
AND THAT ^^^^^^^ is getting to the core of this Malorn VS. Duncan thing going on here. Two opposites, two extremes that are forced together unwillingly and they're both unnecessarily suffering for it.
And at the end, when The Wizard is trying to do shit and Duncan pops up like "aaayyyy 🤪🖕" and is defeated in 2 seconds, how does that affect them both? Does Malorn ever like, know this about Duncan? Did Duncan even graduate before he was manipulated into a literal cult?
Imagine how messed up Malorn would feel if he ever found out. Would he take it personally, even though none of it was his fault? Would he still FEEL that it was his fault, that the one person who hated him sooo much it became the catalyst to his downfall? Would Malorn feel responsible for Duncan and all the hurt he's caused and all the hurt he's felt even though he shouldn't?
And the saddest part is even if Malorn did suffer any type of way from knowing how Duncan turned out to be, his responsibilities wouldn't leave him that much time to mourn before he had to go back to work. The saddest part is that even though Duncan was told over and over that he was alone and that nobody cared for him, he had Malorn by his side the entire time more than willing to support him. Their relationship is so interesting to me because it's so tragic and multifaceted when ultimately things could have been at least moderately better if the world hadn't let them both down
#loooooooooong post#very long post#but seeing that art of them by ghostcond i was like ''THIS IS IT. THATS IT THATS EXACTLY WHAT IVE BEEN MISSING''#im actually crying for two little kids rn like LMAO#once again 90% of this never really happened between them LMAO but it could have and THATS WHATS MOST IMPORTANT#kingsisle really had a goldmine here with these two characters and theyre never connected or expanded upon#understandable because the game's not about them but im still mourning what he could have had#nobody can take this away from me. these boys are Traumatized and that is how they will be to me#im such a loser for young children being thrusted into positions of immense power all of a sudden and theres like so much of that here#morganthe. malorn. duncan. us. like bro#we're all like the sides of a weirdly four-faced coin#i just love how stories delve into people so young being screwed over with the power they dont know what to do with and how it effects them#malorn may not have become like the rest of us in terms of sheer power level but his professor status is a position of power#that he WAS NOT READY FOR#i havent slept in like 6 hours lmao so imma stop these rambling tags but ANYWAY. cry for them#wizard101#w101#wiz101#malorn ashthorn#duncan grimwater
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wait look ag julius caesar
#i was trying to do a first triumvirate but didnt nail the other two#idc about julius caesarbut hes also one of the roman guys where no fictional portrayal of him hits it right to me#like idc about him but let me write him ill be so right about him.#like jc in masters of rome? good LORD…#no one ever lets him serve cunt. love him or hate him he very much did serve spme#kind of decrepit cunt. anyway#my art#oh also. this is based mostly off coin portraits of him. which i feel is probably the most accurate likeness were gonna get considering how#bad that one sculpture is LMFAOO. i did try to capture his weird shaped head (present both in statue and coins) but i dont#think it rlly comes through lol. still i was like yeah thats him to me. at least
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Hierarchy of Silverusso pet names according to me.
#silverusso#terry silver#daniel larusso#i love them all so much#little one is probably my favorite for omegaverse though#just the VISUALS of it 🥹#absolutely hilarious how three of these are already canon#and terry himself coined the danny and danny boy names anyways#mr. silver care to explain?#so tempted to do a lakreese version#in which i post my nonsense#sweep the leg
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want to get nerdy really fast about all the cool little concepts and ideas that went into hallowed bodies because I fell into the trap of Hating It Until It Was Over & nowwww I remember that I specifically chose to write 90% of it in vignettes to capture a feeling of stunted listlessness in the narrative, that I literallyyyyy kept a character unnamed as a way to thematically emphasize the omnipresent anonymity of men in Lonan’s life (his father, god, Harrison), that I leapt off the ending of BODY BACK that ends in a church (HB starts in a church), that both first chapters in BB and HB have the protagonist yearning for someone to lead VS someone to follow, that similarly, both books delve into the same premise but with vastly different circumstances, that the ending was designed to also be a foil of the end of BB (Harrison walks INTO a church, Lonan walks OUT) & yeahhhh it’s pretty cool lol
#and that’s just the FIRST DRAFT#excited to dive into it and polish it#I might do that tmrw lol I don’t want to take the process too seriously#but there are paragraphs I’d love to add and feelings I’d love to amplify#ANYWAY IT’S A COOL BOOK!!!!#a really necessary transition back to calmness for sure lol#no possible way writing in the style of maximalist BB is sustainable and HB#has helped me transition to more Normal writing which I appreciate LOL#I really haven’t also thought about BB and HB as companions in a long time HAHA#like the drafting processes were so different that I forgot they’re supposed to be one half of the same coin#gotta do a podcast ep on that lolllll it’s really cool man HAHAHA#anywayyyyy giving Lonan a kiss on the cheek#one of my revision notes is to have Lonan think of himself fondly for just a sec lol#LIKE U ARE LOVELY
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