#1 Testing the waters (🔥 Explicit 🔥)
Summary
Grace wondered what sex felt like and asked Agni to show him.
A/N
So my friends challenged me to write an E fic and this happened.
Disclaimer: This trope is not my specialty, so take it with a grain of salt.
I had one of said friends, *cough*Athena*cough*, who is very knowledgeable on (and she adds: has ruined her search history with) this topic, to beta this, so it shouldn't be too bad…right?
(Thank you for betaing btw, Ath. You're such a lifesaver. It's embarrassing enough as is, wouldn't want others to see it when it's raw 🫣)
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"Are you ready?" Agni asked him. His fingers fidgeted by his side, pulling and crumpling his shirt. Agni didn't look ready himself.
It had been five years since Grace passed the second floor and was accepted as FUG. He and Agni had reunited quickly, but parted just as soon. Grace worked on raising his status in FUG to curry favor, while Agni continued his climb until the 25th floor, recruiting regulars for their team on the way.
It had been four months since Grace reunited again with Agni on the 18th floor, waiting for their friends to arrive to aid them. They now had their own floating ship, plus three other regulars as their teammates. Novick and Dan were familiar, and there was a new face Grace didn’t recognize: Gyetang.
After those four months, their floating ship was starting to feel more like home as they fell into a routine. And of course, given that they could finally take a break from climbing the tower, Grace finally had the time to talk to Agni about taking the next step in their relationship. And now that they were officially dating, it led them to this.
"Are you?" Grace responded. "I'm ready whenever you are."
"It's been weeks. I've postponed it enough as is. Not that I don't want to do that with you, but…" Agni trailed off, a slight blush tinting his cheeks. He was looking anywhere but at him. Grace wanted to kiss him right there and then, but Agni cleared his throat before Grace could do anything more than take another step closer. "L-let's just get to it then."
Grace agreed and trailed behind Agni to the bathroom. A few weeks ago, he was wondering out loud to Agni right before they went to sleep, and the topic of sex came up. It was Dan who brought up the words, and he didn't elaborate after finding out that Grace was totally clueless on that topic, saying that he should ask Agni instead for guidance. Grace still remembered how flushed Agni was after he asked, but despite his reluctance, Agni still promised that he would educate him on that matter by making him experience it firsthand, which was Grace's preferred method of learning.
Their bathroom was spacious, as all of the rooms were designed to accommodate bigger builds like Rak and Horyang. Agni pulled out a water bed from his lighthouse and started to fill it with warm water.
Grace kneeled down and poked the steadily rising bed. "Why do we need a bed?"
His question seemed to throw Agni off guard. "Ah. Well, most people seem to prefer doing it in a bed. But it's not a necessity. You can also do it while standing or sitting, or any other position as long as it's enjoyable."
Grace hummed, although he still didn't understand what counted as sex if all it took was “any position that's enjoyable”. Though, thinking back to Agni's reaction, he expected this to be more than just hanging around with him or cuddling in bed.
"Also, I figured that if we get messy, it'll be better to do it here instead of on our bed," Agni added after a moment. "This material is easier to clean up."
Grace wondered how messy this sex activity could be if Agni had prepared this much. The anticipation was starting to gnaw at him.
The bed was quickly filled, and interestingly, Agni only put one pillow at the far side before deeming it ready. Agni patted a space next to him, prompting Grace to sit. The bed dipped comfortably under his weight.
"Okay, so, let's start with the basics. There are roughly three steps to achieve satisfying sex," Agni gestured with his hand. "First is foreplay. It's where we build the mood and get ourselves ready for sex. This includes things like kissing, cuddling, touching, or just talking…like this."
Grace tilted his head. "Just like what we always do?"
"Yes. But there are also other things that you can explore, especially with kissing and touching, since we will do this naked."
O-oh, so that's why. Agni's embarrassment and Dan’s secrecy now made much more sense.
"It's expected to take us a few tries to get each other's preferences. But I will try to demonstrate as much as I can so you can see for yourself which you like best and which you don't."
"Alright."
Agni hummed, "It is important to know what is off limits, so make sure to tell me if I cross any lines, ok?"
Grace smiled at his thoughtfulness, though he was sure that Agni would have a lot more lines that he should be aware of. "Same goes for you."
Agni gave him a faint smile. He tucked a lock of blue hair behind his ear absentmindedly. "Next step is the sexual intercourse itself, which…generally, the goal is to get both of us to reach orgasm."
"What's that?"
"Sexual intercourse? For us, it's when a dick is inserted into the butthole." Agni looked like he was about to combust after saying that. "But if that doesn't interest you, there are other things we can try to reach climax. It will still be sex as long as it involves two or more people playing with their private parts, whether it is with hands or mouth or toys."
"Ah." Now he understood the difference between sex and their regular pastimes together. Though he wasn’t sure if he saw the appeal of inserting his dick into a butthole; it didn't sound very sanitary. "Then what about uh…organs?"
"Orgasm?"
"Yes, that."
"Have you ever masturbated?" Agni looked like he wanted to cry when he saw Grace’s confusion. "It's uh, when you touch yourself in a way that makes your dick spurt out something white?"
"Oh." Grace thought it was something forbidden to do, remembering Rachel's disgusted face when she saw him with his mess. "Is it not…is it normal to…? I thought…"
"It is perfectly normal to ejaculate, but it is usually done in discretion because it involves one's private parts. Are you not used to doing that?"
"A few times…only? It's been a long time since I’ve done it," Grace admitted. It wasn't like he had the time to even think about this type of stuff, seeing how hard life had pushed him around.
"Well…" Agni looked away, face burning red, "W-we can do something about it, now that we have more time to ourselves…if you want, of course."
Grace reached out to poke Agni's cheek, making him turn his head back to face him. Agni looked very pretty with the blush adorning his cheeks. Grace grinned, "I will be in your care."
If Grace thought Agni's face couldn't get any redder, he was wrong.
Agni cleared his throat and continued. "Then the last step would be the aftercare, in which we take care of one another after we're done or have reached the climax. It depends on everyone on what they prefer to do; from bathing together, cuddling, touching…anything to unwind, basically."
Grace figured he would just go with whatever Agni planned for them when they got to it.
"That's all for the steps. Next we'll get to the stuff we will use for this activity." Agni pulled out a lot of things from his lighthouse, ranging from bottles, tubes, a box of wrapped candies, to weird looking souvenirs. Agni picked some of the wrapped candies from the box and put it aside on the floor, before storing the box in the sink cabinet. When he got back, he pointed to the bottles and tubes. "Those are lubricants. It will make the surface it was applied to more slick, so it'll reduce friction on our skin when we get to the intercourse."
Grace eyed the scattered items; there were at least twenty of them. "Do we need this many though?"
"Well…not necessarily? I just want to give you some options to choose from, since maybe the texture or the smell or the taste might not work for you."
So the next minutes were spent with him testing the lubricant on his hand. They were all unsealed yet still full, so Grace assumed that Agni had tested them before and these were his chosen ones. Some smelled really nice, some were thin like water, some were thick like gel, some even tasted like fruit and cake. It was definitely an experience. Grace approved of almost all of them, but in the end, Agni encouraged him to pick one he liked best to be used later.
After that was settled and stored, Agni pointed to the remaining batch of items. "Those are sex toys. Which, well…as the name suggests, are things that we can play with while we're having sex. You can also use them when you're by yourself."
Grace took one that caught his eyes, curiously inspecting it. "Why is it shaped like this?" There was a button on it and it started vibrating when he pushed it on, catching him off guard. "W-wha–?"
Agni snorted and Grace couldn't help but laugh, which in turn made both of them giggle. What a fun toy!
Agni shook his head affectionately, still smiling. "I can demonstrate how to use that later."
Oh? It had other uses than the element of surprise from that vibrate button? Grace couldn't wait.
"Hm, that should be all." Agni mused out loud.
"What about the candies?"
"Candies?" Agni followed his gaze to the forgotten items on the floor. "Oh you meant the condoms?" Agni chuckles heartily, "I will tell you later. But first–"
Grace definitely didn't expect for Agni to pounce on him so suddenly, pinning him down to the bed. Heat rose to his cheeks when he felt Agni rubbing his crotch against his. He could feel his cock turning hard under the restricting fabric of his pants. Agni hummed, a satisfied smirk on his lips, and Grace always loved that look on him.
Agni sat on his lap and offered a hand to pull him up so they were both sitting. He hummed again, more thoughtful this time, before he lifted Grace's shirt so he could have access to his stomach. Agni's cold hands were such a contrast to his warm skin. Grace relished the way Agni touched him ever so gently, yet still applied just enough pressure to not make it feel ticklish.
The touches trailed from his lower abdomen up to his chest, and Grace could only stare as he took in every movement that Agni made. From the way his pupils went wide or when he held his breath, the way his lips parted but no voice came out or when he swallowed nervously. The way his fingers twitched and his face reddened when he located Grace’s nipple. Grace let Agni pull off his shirt completely and stared at each thin scar on his body, tracing them with his fingers and nicking some kisses on his skin.
After he was satisfied, Agni took Grace's hand and rested his palm on his own chest. Grace could feel how fast the heart under his palm was beating. Agni gave him one last encouraging squeeze before releasing his hold on Grace's hand. "Now you can do mine."
Taking the cue, Grace carefully started to unbutton Agni's shirt. One at a time, slow just like Agni had done with him, a little afraid that he would mess up if he were to rush it. The shirt slid off Agni’s narrow shoulders down to his arms, revealing the burn that had long since healed. Grace was there when it was still fresh, when it was raw and hurting. He knew how much suffering Agni had gone through for his lightbearer to accept that it would be forever part of him. Seeing it now reminded Grace of how much time had passed. After all the tragedies that had befallen them, he was forever grateful for having Agni by his side.
He leaned in and started peppering kisses on Agni's scarred shoulder. Then he moved to his neck and breathed in the scent of his shampoo. He mouthed at the skin and felt Agni shudder under his hold, and found out that he liked it when Agni did that. So he went up and kissed his jaw, feeling the stubble scrape his lips as he found his way to his earlobe and clamped it between his lips. Agni shuddered again and let out a soft whine, and Grace felt his own dick twitch in response.
He felt embarrassed when Agni seemed to notice that, as he was now starting to touch and rubbing the tent on his pants, which really didn't help calm it down at all. "A-agni…"
However, Agni didn't get the hint to stop. Rather, he started to unbutton his pants instead, freeing his hard member from the confines of his underwear. He hummed again, "I think we can move on to the next step."
Grace gulped in anticipation when Agni started to remove his own remaining pieces of clothing, before remembering to do the same himself. It wasn't like he had never seen him naked before, but to know that Agni was just as hard as him while also not knowing what moves Agni would pull next pumped adrenaline to his system and made him feel all giddy.
Agni picked two wrapped cand– condoms from the floor and handed one to him. "We will use these to make things less messy, since it will catch our semen. Less time cleaning up and more time cuddling sounds better to me."
Grace could agree with that, though he wouldn't mind doing the cleaning either.
"Also it will make the overall activity more hygienic, in case you want to switch between putting your dick in a mouth and butt." Agni's voice wavered, and Grace could feel his embarrassment. "You just have to discard it and put on a new one. Does that make sense?"
"...Maybe?" Grace got the gist of the idea, but still didn't understand why they would want to do so. "I think I will understand when I get there. I learn faster with practice than with theory anyway."
"That's true. In that case, first watch me for how to wear it, okay?"
Grace took mental notes as Agni tore down the wrapping and put a few drops of liquid lubricant. He pinched its tip and placed it on the head of his dick that had its foreskin pulled back. He began rolling the edges of the condom about half the way down before releasing the foreskin, then continued rolling the rest. After that he ran his fingers from the tip down to the base again to get rid of any air bubbles. Grace then tried to mimic him and Agni had to make sure the condom was facing the right way.
"Later when you have come, you have to hold the base like this so the content won't spill out," Agni demonstrated by holding his own dick.
Grace believed he had caught what Agni meant, but he still asked just to be sure. "Come?"
"Ah. Hm." Agni seemed to have started getting used to his questions, seeing that he looked less flustered by it. "That's one way to say when your semen spurts out from your dick. You can say something like 'I'm about to come' when you feel like you're going to do so, if you want to give me a heads up."
"I see." So many new words he learned in one sitting.
"Now that's out of the way…" Agni slumped his shoulders and gave him a teasing smile, "Shall we start?"
When Grace gave him an enthusiastic nod, Agni pushed him back onto the bed. Grace had his legs half bent and Agni pushed his knees outward, making him truly exposed, at his mercy.
"Ready?" Agni looked at him, expression a little unsure yet eager.
Grace gulped, feeling his heart beating even faster at the thought of trusting Agni handling his private parts. Still he nodded, full of anticipation.
With the lubricant on his palm, Agni started applying it on Grace's inner thighs down to his groin, sending pleasant tingles in its trail. His cock twitched when Agni started to rub the lubricant on its base, and Grace had to remind himself to breathe.
"...Big," Agni muttered to himself, and quickly clamped his mouth shut. "I-I mean–"
Grace pushed himself up and captured his lightbearer’s lips in a kiss, which he returned just as hungrily. They parted after only a breath and Grace huffed, "Stop teasing me."
Agni chuckled, "But it would be a shame if I missed any details."
He laughed and held Agni's head in his rough hands. Years of endless hellish training had built his muscles. His battle scarred body was once coated in the blood of the people he had mercilessly killed, and he had spent countless sleepless nights with nightmares that created pronounced eye bags. He really wished to see himself from Agni's eyes. "Tell me about it."
Agni rolled his eyes. "Is this to raise your ego or are you in need of a confidence boost?"
"Please."
Agni's eyes widened briefly before they crinkled warmly. He softened his smile and placed his palms on top of Grace’s. "You have a pair of beautiful golden eyes. And your muscles…when you hold me it makes me feel safe, and I think that's hot. I also noticed tan lines on your arms and thighs, have you been training with shorts lately? I'd love to see that, especially when you're doing the warm up. Oh, and…" Agni blushed deeper as he slid his hand down and gripped Grace’s throbbing cock, making Grace tense in his hold, "I want this in me…eventually."
Grace felt heat raised to his cheeks as he captured Agni's lips on for a quick kiss, and laughed when Agni pouted like he was expecting longer.
Agni pushed and pinned him back on the bed. Grace thighs were still spread to allow Agni lean higher, grinding their members against each other. Now that their pants were out of the way and were touching skin to skin, the friction between them was exhilarating.
Agni purred into his ears, making the hair on the back of his neck stand. "I want you, so you’d better learn."
Grace was left dumbfounded as Agni's hand found its way down and started rubbing on his balls, which made Grace curl his toes from the pleasant touch.
However, Grace instinctively tensed when Agni's finger reached lower and touched his hole, and the probing hand stopped in its tracks. It took Grace a few seconds to try and relax his body, laying back onto the bed and exhaling the breath he didn't know he was holding. Agni took that as his cue to keep going, and started rimming his hole, poking a fingertip in. Grace flinched and tensed again.
Agni retracted his finger just as quickly, and made his way back so that he was no longer pinning him down. Grace raised his head curiously, witnessing Agni fetching one of the toys from beside them. It had five beads from small to large, assembled like a tower, and Grace finally connected the dots.
"I'm going to put this in, okay?" Agni showed him the toy and pointed at the largest bead, "After you can fit this, I will take this out and put my cock in."
Grace's face heated up at the image and he felt the nervousness rising; could it really fit in him? But he was also curious and excited, wondering how it would feel to have Agni in him. "Okay."
"Lay down," Agni commanded, "try to relax."
Grace put his head back down on the pillow, looking at the ceiling. His hands found each other and rested on his belly, trying his best to stretch his tight hole.
"If it gets uncomfortable, tell me to stop." Was the last warning Agni gave before the toy was gently pushed into his hole. The first bead was small enough that it went in easily, but his muscles clamped on it so tightly that Agni didn't make any move to push another more.
Agni put a hand lightly on his stomach. He looked a little worried. "How do you feel?"
"Strange." Grace admitted. "I think it's fine. I’m just not used to it." Grace tried to relax his muscles but— "Ah, I think it slipped out."
"Oh." Agni looked down and inserted it again more easily. "Well, let's try to get the next in?"
"Yeah." Grace had to consciously relax his muscles, and Agni pushed at the right timing. It really surprised him that it actually felt good. "T-try another one." And oh! That really hit the spot. But his hole now started to feel a little sore. It felt like it had stretched to its limit, and suddenly Grace felt a little scared that it would get stuck like that.
Agni leaned up and kissed him so suddenly that he was thrown off guard. Grace gasped for much needed air when Agni pulled away, heartbeat still racing inside his ribcage.
"Calm down. Focus on me." Agni placed his palm lightly on top of Grace's frantic heart. "Breathe in, slowly. Yeah, like that. Breathe out. Good."
Grace gradually felt his heart rate slow down as Agni guided him. Now he was calm enough to reason that his initial fear wasn't as scary as he thought, since he knew Agni would be there to help him. His throbbing hole clenched and unclenched involuntarily, trying to get itself accustomed. It eventually waned out to small throb, but Grace was still too tense to fit another one as of the moment.
"Let's wait for a bit." Agni suggested and laid down on top of him, sighing tiredly but content.
Grace instinctively wrapped his arms around him and immediately felt himself relaxing with the presence of Agni in his arms. He could still breathe fine without rolling Agni to the side, since the latter didn't weigh that much, which might be concerning since Grace knew how little he ate everyday. But all things considered, it was far better than that time where he looked like he could be blown away by the wind, all because he refused to eat for a whole week.
"How are you?" Agni asked, his head was tucked underneath Grace's chin, but Grace could tell that he was nervous.
"I'm not sure." Putting words into his feelings was always hard, especially since everything he felt now was so new.
Agni shifted a little. "How is it? Are you enjoying it?"
Grace hummed thoughtfully. "It felt good when you pushed it in," he admitted. "I just panicked when I thought it would get stuck."
Some tension left Agni's shoulders and he huffed airily. "I can assure you that it won't."
"That's a relief." Grace sank deeper into the bed. And as an afterthought, he added, "How about you?"
"Tired from holding myself up with just an arm." Agni laughed dryly, before mumbling, "I was just afraid that you would dislike it."
The initial addictive pleasure Grace had felt was still fresh in his mind - a little pain wouldn't be enough to deter him from having to experience it again. "I can see myself asking for more." Grace chuckled when Agni squirmed in his embrace, temperature comically rising. "You're doing great. I was just being impatient."
Agni huffed again and pushed himself up, a wan yet affectionate smile gracing his lips as he stared softly at him. "You're impossible."
Grace laughed. "'Impossible' is my middle name, being an irregular and all."
Agni rolled his eyes and kissed him. Agni licked his lips and Grace parted his mouth, letting his lightbearer's tongue explore and dance around.
When they pulled back for breath, Grace caught Agni's wrist. "You should teach me what I should do while you do your part. My hands feel weird just staying still."
"Oh. I haven't briefed you on that, have I?" Agni pushed himself up. The movement brought Grace’s attention back to his plugged hole and involuntarily made him clench again. But then his attention snapped back to Agni when he rested his hands on his chest. "I suppose I can teach you some tricks."
Agni leaned down and started kissing and sucking on his chest up to his collarbone, while his fingers were pinched and played with a nipple. It left a tingling and burning feeling on his skin, and Grace never knew being touched could feel this good. When he thought it couldn't get any better, Agni's other hand found its way down and started pumping his dick. The surge of pleasure from all of the motions combined had had his fingers curling and his hip writhing, his throat making a sound that he wasn't even aware he could make.
Agni stopped and stared at him, wide-eyed, before he burst out laughing and hid his red face in the crook of his neck. "Damn, you're so cute."
Grace could feel Agni's hard cock twitching between them and felt his own face heat up as well. Embarrassment aside, the sound of Agni's laugh echoed clearly in his mind. He couldn't remember the last time he had heard him laugh like that, carefree and genuine, and oh how he loved to hear such a beautiful sound from his lightbearer.
Their heartbeats were still uncontrollably loud between them, and Grace became acutely aware of it when Agni rested his ear on his skin. He willed it to calm down as Agni started running his fingers through his brown locks, untangling the knots and twirling the loose strands around his pointer finger. Grace mirrored him by playing with his silky blue locks, always marveling at how soft and sweet scented they were.
Agni shifted his head to hide his face back in the crook of his neck, hot breath tickling his skin, and Grace felt his heart rate picking up again. A pleasant chill ran down his back when Agni put his teeth against his skin, biting on it slowly so that it didn't startle him but also hard enough that Grace was sure it'd leave a mark. Then Agni shifted upward to start nibbling on his earlobe, sending another pleasant shiver up his spine that made him feel weak.
Taking a deep breath to ease his hammering heart, Grace ran his fingers along Agni's spine. Agni whined in his ear and arched his body in sync with his touch. When he reached the bottom, he grabbed Agni's butt cheeks and started massaging them when he felt them tense at his touch. Agni whimpered and held his breath, before slowly relaxing.
"You learned so fast." He heard Agni whisper near his ear.
Grace grinned filled with pride, "So I've heard."
Agni huffed heartily and slumped down his full weight. "So? Do you think you're ready for another one?"
Grace clenched and unclenched his hole and found that it was no longer as tense as before. "I think so."
"Alright." Agni pushed himself up and positioned himself back under Grace's bent legs.
Grace held his breath as Agni pushed another bead in. The movement and pressure felt so great that a whimper escaped his lips. He could already imagine just how amazing it would feel to have Agni's cock in its place. His heart was pounding in anticipation. But the pleasure quickly wore off with the lack of movement, and Grace was getting impatient.
"Agni, can you, uhm… pull it out and push it back in again?" Grace tried to hide his burning face from Agni.
Agni contemplated his request but didn't judge. Rather, he seemed conflicted. "Fine."
Grace cheered to himself and tried to relax his hole as much. Agni put an additional lubricant on the opening and pulled it out with a controlled speed. Grace's breath hitched and his back arched along, moaning at the amazing sensation.
"A-alright, I'm putting it back in again."
Agni had pushed before he could digest his warning, which had him gasping at the unexpected pleasure. His chest heaved for much needed air, and his heart beat wildly in his ribcage as if trying to get out. His hole was hot and throbbing yet it was a pleasant kind of pain and he wanted more.
"Agni…Do it again." He pleaded. But instead of doing what he said, the bed shifted and suddenly his fingers were intertwined with Agni's and they were pinned down beside his head. "Ag–nmff–"
Agni silenced him with a kiss. His lightbearer nibbled on his lower lip, and Grace had no choice but to open his mouth, letting out a low groan when Agni got hungrier with his exploration, which he was also very much into.
Eventually they parted, panting and out of breath. His brain was foggy and they were both sweaty. Agni’s blush had not only spread on his face, but also to the tip of his ears and his shoulders. His eyes were a little unfocused, which made him look like he was about to faint.
After he regained his bearings, Grace traced his lightbearer's lips with his thumb, and ran his fingers through his soft hair. "How can you be this beautiful?"
Agni didn't reply, but his deep blue pupils were so blown wide that Grace was unable to look away from such a rare and pretty view. Agni rested his trembling palm on top of Grace's chest, softly caressing the places he had just kissed, making Grace preen under his touch.
Grace whimpered when the silence dragged out for too long. His plugged hole was twitching, already seeking out the missing pleasant sensation from earlier. He currently wanted nothing more but to feel it moving again, but Agni was spacing out. "Agni…"
That seemed to snap Agni back from whatever he was thinking. "Hm?"
"Can you move it again?"
Agni considered it for a moment, "No."
"Why?"
"There's one more thing I want to try." Agni winked at him, smirking.
Grace perked up; he'd always be down to try new things. "Sure! But can you put another one in before we try?"
"So impatient," Agni chuckled. "Though actually, you're on the last bead right now."
"Already?" He thought he was on the fourth. Agni must've slipped another one in between. Well, look who was also impatient then? No wonder it felt quite tight earlier - he thought he was just tensing a lot when Agni ferociously kissed him.
Agni got off him and kneeled under his raised thighs. Grace sat a little upright to get a better view, supported only by his elbows since getting higher than meant sitting on his plugged butt. Agni grabbed a different bottle of lubricant this time, one that Grace remembered tasted like mixed fruit and more water like. His cock twitched when Agni started applying lube to it, his nimble fingers tracing circles on the tip and slowly rubbing down to the base. When he was done, Agni leaned down and started licking on its head, and Grace felt heat suddenly rise up to his already burning cheeks.
It felt different when Agni licked his dick like it was a popsicle, but it was just as pleasant when Agni pumped his fist up and down around it. It began to get dizzying when Agni put it whole in his mouth and started sucking on it, in and out, going deeper and deeper at each try until it felt like he was being swallowed whole.
"A-Agni, stop. Stop." Grace reached out with his shaking hand to hold Agni's cheeks, pulling him away from his throbbing dick. "Come here and hug me."
Agni's eyes glistened under the light, a little dazed, probably from trying to fit him too deeply inside. There was also a masked fear from the way his eyebrows knitted, but he obeyed and laid himself on top of Grace.
Grace was heaving, his heart was beating so loud he could feel it pulse in his head. He was sure some fluid had escaped his dick, and he knew he wouldn't be able to hold it for much longer if he hadn't stopped him. Speaking of…Agni was strangely still in his hold, he didn't fall asleep, did he? "Agni?"
Agni swallowed thickly, "...Did you not like it?"
Ah. So he was worried. "It's not like that," He assured Agni, absentmindedly running his fingers through his silky blue hair. "I like it a lot. It felt really really good. But I would've come before I could have you in me, and I don't want that."
Agni slumped his shoulders and exhaled, chuckling weakly. "I see. Do you think you're ready for it yet?"
Grace hummed, feeling his hole stretched and no longer as tight around the toy. "Yes. Don't keep me waiting."
Agni laughed and got up, he snatched two hard pillows from his lighthouse and told Grace to raise his hips so he could put them under him. Grace's raised bottom now made the pillow he had been using as a headrest uncomfortable, so he slipped it under his back to fill in the gap. Agni lifted both of Grace's legs up and had Grace hug them close to himself. Personally, Grace found the position very embarrassing since his plugged hole was now on full display to Agni, though maybe it was also just the blood rushing to his head that made him more self conscious.
"I'm going to pull it." Agni warned, and Grace held his breath. The air escaped his lungs when he felt the beads massaging his hole. His toes curled, and he instinctively bit his lower lip before he let out more than a whimper. His hole was throbbing and hot, and it clenched and unclenched uncontrollably as if searching for the missing object.
He felt the bed dip as Agni leaned in, releasing his thighs from the confines of his own arms and letting them rest on Agni's shoulders. And then Grace felt his hole being filled again, but this time it was hotter and bigger than the beads. It slipped in slowly, pausing when his hole constricted and going in again when it relaxed.
His back arched in pleasure when it hit a certain spot, and Grace felt his cock throb, knowing he was at the edge. He heard Agni moaning and hissing, and realized that his hole had clamped down on him quite tightly. But when he tried to relax again, Agni pushed himself in even deeper until his pubic hair tickled his overly sensitive skin.
They were both breathing hard, especially from the close proximity and the way they couldn't look away from each other. Agni was beautiful from this angle, Grace mused, as he appreciated the lively blush that tinted his lover's skin. Grace reached out to gather his silky blue hair behind his head, since some of it was sticking to his face and it looked uncomfortable in the heat. He then purposely clamped his hole just to see how Agni furrowed his brows and whimpered, biting his lower lip, before looking pleadingly at him. "Grace…"
Satisfied, Grace unclenched his hole again and ordered, "Move."
Agni pulled his hip back just a little and thrust it back in, making both of them gasp as they bumped into each other.
The vibration on his cock sent a shockwave through him that electrified his brain, making everything go fuzzy. It felt so good. "Again."
Agni pulled farther and thrust a little harder. Grace sucked in a breath, his back arching and his hole constricting from the pleasure. He moaned harder when Agni stroked his dick, making his hole twitch involuntarily and loosen just enough for Agni to move again. Grace threw his head back and shut his eyes, gritting his teeth as Agni thrust into him harder and quicker, trying to focus on getting enough air to breathe between the sounds of pleasure escaping his throat.
He was really close to coming, but suddenly he felt Agni's on his dick tense, followed by a muffled groan. His thrusts slowed to a stop and Grace finally opened his eyes to check if his lightbearer was okay before realizing what it meant.
Agni's eyes were unfocused, and he was trembling hard, as if it was taking all of his willpower to keep himself up in that position. After three deep breaths, Agni pulled his dick out of Grace completely, and Grace couldn't help but feel sad at the loss of warmth.
With Agni still preoccupied, Grace decided to pull out and toss away the pillow from under him, since his back was starting to ache and he figured that Agni wouldn't be needing it again. Grace sprawled out, trying to regain control of his breathing. Replaying the image of Agni he had just seen, he began rubbing his still hard cock, trying to feel some of the pleasure so he wasn't left empty. His hole was throbbing and sore, but he found that he enjoyed the sensation, like the feeling after a good work out.
He expected that their session had come to an end since Agni had come. But to his surprise, Agni pushed his thighs apart again and filled his hole with something different, which he received eagerly. It wasn't as filling as Agni, but his hole was able to rest on it more comfortably since it didn't stretch him as much.
His breath hitched unexpectedly when it started vibrating right over his sweet spot, and suddenly he was on the edge again. Agni gripped his cock firmly, making his heartbeat spike up. Grace knew he was coming when Agni started to pump, occasionally licking and sucking on it. It didn't take long until his muscles spasmed and a pleasant sensation shot through his body. The next thing he knew, it felt like all the energy had drained out of him from the sweet release. He slumped back and sighed contentedly as Agni slowed his movement, now rubbing his cock more gently while still securing a hold on the base.
"That was…that was really good." Grace admitted, suddenly dizzy and still out of breath.
Agni smirked. "Glad to know."
Grace tried to push himself up with his wobbly arms, but stopped when he remembered that his hole was still plugged, which made sitting uncomfortable.
Agni proceeded to help him pull the filled condom off his dick. Grace was flattered that Agni was taking care of his mess…Though he wouldn’t have known what to do himself. Once it was off, Agni tied a knot near the base and discarded it. Grace made a mental note for future experiences.
After making sure that Agni had finished what he was doing, Grace captured Agni in his arms and threw himself back, hitting the bed with an oomph. They started giggling, and everything felt perfect.
"You look like you're about to faint." Grace teased, rubbing their noses together affectionately. And it was true. Most of Agni's skin was still covered in a pretty blush, and his deep blue eyes were half lidded and unfocused, with his pupils blown wide. It was as if he was very drunk.
Agni huffed and placed Grace's palm on his chest, right in front of his heart. "Can you feel it?" Agni chuckled, "I thought it'd explode."
The fast thump was unmistakable under his palm. The only time he had felt Agni's heart beating this frantic was when he was having a panic attack, so he had to check Agni's condition right there and then just in case. Being able to tell someone's condition by reading the shinsu in their system was a basic skill for a novice medic. But manipulating it supposedly took years of practice. In Grace’s case, though…having a great understanding of shinsu reverse flow control naturally meant that he also understood how shinsu inside the body system worked.
Checking on Agni…Grace found nothing major to be concerned about, aside from the increased blood pressure.
"Grace…" Agni rolled his eyes, a smile still present. "I'm fine."
The downside was Agni could also feel when he was probing his shinsu system. Still, he chuckled at being caught. If Grace were to explain it, the shinsu inside Agni's body currently felt bubbly and bouncy, though a little sluggish, and it was docile when Grace interacted with his own shinsu.
"You're happy," Grace concluded with a smile, squeezing his lightbearer in his arms and swinging him side to side. It was very obvious now that he thought about it. Agni very rarely smiled this much in a day.
Agni shifted closer and gave Grace a peck on the cheek. He grinned and the corners of his eyes wrinkled. He was even more beautiful when he smiled.
"I love you," Agni confessed before snuggling into the crook of his neck. "Thank you for having me."
"It was my pleasure." Grace tilted his head to make space, hands rubbing the expense of Agni's back. It was the first time Agni had said it so outwardly, since Agni preferred to express his love more with actions rather than words. Grace would commit this moment to his memory and cherish it forever. "I love you too."
Agni hummed to acknowledge him, but quickly changed the topic to mask the flattery. "You still have the vibrator in."
Grace thought about it for a while, and decided to let it be. Too lazy to move from his current position where he still had Agni lying comfortably on top of him. "It feels good."
"You came surprisingly slow." The way Agni said it made it sound like it was something he envied rather than something Grace should be ashamed for. "Maybe I should wear a cock ring next time."
Grace didn't know how that would help, though he really looked forward to that next time. Hopefully soon. "So…Does this mean we're now at the care part?"
"Do you mean aftercare? Yeah." Agni confirmed. "Is there anything you want to do?"
Grace didn't have any preference, he'd just go with whatever Agni wanted to. "I feel like you had something in mind."
"I want to rinse my hair first, it feels gross with sweat," Agni decided. "Let's go bath together?"
"Sure." It did sound like a good idea, since Grace knew he enjoyed a good bath after working out.
After waiting a few more minutes to catch their breath, Agni lifted himself off him and went to get the tub ready.
Grace pulled the vibrator out and was quite surprised to see that Agni had put a condom on it, as he did with the beads earlier. He got it cleaned quickly, discarding all the used condoms in the trash bin. He also tossed their used clothes in the laundry basket before joining Agni.
They took a quick shower as they waited for the bathtub to fill up, rinsing off the sweat and leftover lubricant from their bodies. When the tub was filled enough, Agni threw in their usual-to-go bath bomb and its sweet scent quickly filled the room. Grace went in first since he knew Agni liked to sit in front of him.
Grace rested his chin on Agni's shoulder, his hands resting on Agni's hips. "Can I touch you?"
Agni didn't answer verbally, but his hand found Grace’s and led it to rest on his cock. Grace held it loosely, feeling it twitch, and he stroked it gently until it hardened, before gripping it more firmly. He felt excitement bubble within him when Agni shuddered. His own hole started throbbing as he remembered how the dick he was holding had filled him so pleasantly just a moment ago.
Agni blushed again, evident even when Grace was only viewing from his back. He kissed the red skin on his shoulder and decided that he had teased him enough when Agni squirmed away.
Grace wrapped his arms around Agni's chest like he usually did when they bathed together, just enjoying each other's company as the scented warm water worked its magic to melt away their exhaustion.
Agni got the hint that they could finally start winding down, so he pulled out his reading glasses from his lighthouse and opened an article. Grace let him lean back on his chest, and Agni tilted his head just enough for Grace to rest his chin on the dip of his shoulder. Grace had a good view of the text, but he was not really interested in reading the contents himself. He usually asked Agni to summarize it for him if he got curious. Sometimes Agni also let him experiment with the shinsu in his system. The knowledge was especially helpful for when Agni was having trouble controlling his heartbeat and breathing when he was having an episode. Otherwise, he mostly used this time to meditate, which he decided to do this time around.
"When do you think the next time will be?" Grace finally asked after a long silence.
"Definitely not tomorrow." Agni answered without taking his eyes off the page. "I have an important meeting in two days. I need to get enough sleep."
Grace saw the time in his pocket and was surprised that it was later than he had thought. If having sex took this long, then it was best to have it when they knew they could take some time off the next day. "The night after that meeting then?"
"Sure." Agni chuckled at his impatience. "But I don't think I will have enough strength to keep myself up like earlier after a tiring day."
"That's fine, I think I can handle all the hard work." Grace felt quite confident about it, having more stamina than average regulars. "Can I still be the one to have you in me though?"
"You want to bottom again?" Agni tilted his head at him curiously and huffed. "Okay. But it'll be my turn for the next one after."
Grace grinned. "Deal."
They got out of the tub when the water was no longer as warm and their fingertips were wrinkled. After rinsing off the soap and changing into fresh clothes, they took turns drying each other's hair.
"Grace, I had been thinking of asking you…" Agni put the hairdryer away and began combing his hair. "I originally had another plan for the aftercare, but bathing just seemed right at that time. Since we got that done…what do you say about letting me clean your ears?"
Grace actually had never had his ears cleaned before, so he was curious at the idea. "Why not. Go for it."
Agni smiled and dragged him to their bed upstairs, leaving the water bed just as it was in the bathroom, since they'd be using it soon enough.
Agni sat him down on their bed, and took his own seat on his left. He pulled out a kit from his lighthouse and put on his reading glasses. He always looked so professional in whatever he was doing, and Grace couldn't help but admire the beauty before him. In his hand was what looked like a very tiny spoon that glowed faintly at its tip when Agni flicked a switch on its handle.
Agni tilted Grace's chin away. "Look ahead, so I can see your ear."
Grace felt Agni's hands resting on the side of his face, fingers pinching lightly on his earlobe. He flinched away when something touched the inside of his ear, reflexes working before his brain could supply that it was Agni's doing.
Agni retracted his hands, humming thoughtfully. "Is this your first time?"
Grace nodded, the inside of his ear still tingling on where the spoon touched.
"If that's the case, then…" Agni put Grace's palm on his knee. "Whatever you do, don't move your head so suddenly like earlier. If it hurts or gets very uncomfortable, just squeeze my knee or tell me to stop."
"Alright." Grace repeated the instruction in his head a few times as they got back to their positions.
Agni went even more gently this time. Still, Grace had to fight his reflex to move away at the unfamiliar touch. Agni stopped moving until Grace released his grip on his knee. After a few seconds, he started to get used to the sensation. Agni would move the spoon a few times before pulling it out and cleaning its tip on a napkin, before putting it back in to repeat the process. It surprised Grace how he enjoyed it. It felt like a good scratch.
Grace stole a quick glance when Agni's hands didn't come back within the usual interval. In Agni's hands were a cotton swab and baby oil, items Grace usually saw Agni use for fixing or cleaning up his makeup.
After putting a drop of oil on the cotton, Agni tilted Grace's chin so he was facing forward again. Agni inserted the cotton swab in his ear and twisted it as he went deeper. Grace's lashes fluttered close and eyes rolled back from the pleasure, his throat letting out a contented hum.
"Done," Agni announced after he pulled the cotton swab out. "Your next ear."
Grace needed a few seconds to regain his senses before he processed Agni's order and turned around. He felt a brief flash of sadness at the thought of being halfway done, but he was comforted knowing that he could always ask Agni to do it again some other time.
As before, Grace had to resist a flinch when Agni started with the spoon, but it quickly felt more pleasant as he got used to it. He relished the good feeling of scratches, though his favorite part was still with the cotton swab.
When Agni was done and had put his tools back in his lighthouse, Grace leaned in to give Agni a kiss on his cheek as a thank, which had Agni smiling back.
Agni yawned and Grace caught himself doing the same. Without much word, they laid down on the bed, pulling their own respective blankets and snuggled closer.
"Tonight was great. Thank you." Grace pulled the blanket-wrapped-Agni in his arms and draped his own blanket over them. "Sweet dreams, Love."
Agni pecked his jaw and hummed, fast asleep in his embrace. Grace planned on surprising him later with a special breakfast, though he would decide the menu later. For now, sleep was more tempting.
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