#anyway sob story over
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All I want… is to commission other amazing artists… to draw my babies…
#personal*#jess talks#fuck cost of living crisis#I wanna be able to treat myself😩#the perks of being an artist is you can draw as you please#BUT#that limits how you can support other artists (especially when you’re poor like me and need to draw for money anyway)#just UGH I wanna see someone else draw Margot… or Rin… or ANY of my babies😩😩😩#I crave seeing other people’s talent#one day Jess… one day you can do it#anyway sob story over
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But don't worry. By then, he wants to.
(@romanromulus :D )
#saw movies#mark hoffman#peter strahm#hoffstrahm#midnight draws#sdate#op found the first art piece so i was obligated to finally properly draw the second!#i dunno if i can pick a fav between these fics honestly. the time loop is a comfort fic and i dunno if i can ever read this one again#the ugly sobs it got out of me....but so so good#disturbing highlights include:#strahm's thoughts on being quiet when hoffman gets home shifting over the story from ironic to unironic. incredibly cool and fucked up#uhhhh all the dad stuff. WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME.......#everything about the ending. HOFFMAN WAS IN THE FUCKING BASEMENT!!! HE WAS TRAPPED. HE WOULD HAVE COME BACKKK#i didnt wanna die...i didnt wanna die either....the final dream.......#death of the self vs death of the body....which is worse....#anyway yeah this fic. god#one day i will leave proper comments too!!! for now: normal art. anyway please read into this
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steer clear of ....the illigitimate child of... nvm
#skyrim#oc#nelavis#my art#the OC art i make spanning across seasons just cus i wait for it to pile up and then not draw anything LMFAO#if u remove 1 letter and switch move one his name is literally n*lvas so i'm thinking in another universe he's their child#and it fits!#n*loth would impregnate t*lvas just to see what happens (❓❓) and then throw the child out#t*lvas is really heartbroken but nothing comes before his education. but he visits him sometimes#that's why nelavis can read and write and do a lot of things#nelavis will tell you sob stories of his broken family and how his mom is always being abused by his dad with a big smile -#- over at his house during tea and cracker hour#while you're confused about the weird smell coming from the basement#that's not canon though#anyways enuff of that.. maybe i'll post more OCs in the future maybe not; i actually think about them quite a lot lol..#i'm Shy
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purple hydrangea: a want for deeper understanding
amaryllis: pride, strength and determination
hyssop: protection, health, and sacrifice
#weeping and sobbing#this boy deserves 100 bouquets#tbb#the bad batch#my art#star wars#flower meanings#language of flowers#tbb tech#tech tbb#he won the poll like a champ#fun story: i drew brushes to help me draw those damned flowers right#and ended up drawing over them anyway afjsldjfg#my wrist hurts but it was worth it#crosshair is next#tbb flowers
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a little writing thing relating to the minotaur based on this art i saw
A beautiful sculpture of macabre and misery
Banished to the gardens, a far cry from Eden
A reminder of mistakes from the King of Crete
A beast of flesh in the shape of a bull
Now only blind and decrepit in a garden of mazes
An escape, there just has to be one, I beg of you
Machine that only knows destruction and blood
I know you seek freedom from this garden of violence
Yet the blood of thousands stains your hands
A price to pay for freedom to the surface
Yet no amount of fight could stop your bloodlust
A fight doomed to fail from the start
As my body aches and pleas to die
Let my dying wish be the sight of the sky
#ultrakill#minotaur ultrakill#pyro has a story to tell#writing#bro that piece had me sobbing#like dude don't do this to me#anyways i wrote this over like a day#showed it to a friend and they said it was good so i thought HEY I SHOULD POST IT!#i don't have any visuals i only have the writing thing#but yea bro#idk
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two hrs until arle animated trailer save me
#WHO IS THAT GIRL#ramblings!#if she turns out to be a normal human and actually arles sad over her death and its just oh no sob story backstory#then i will not know how to feel#tbh that's also kind of scara's backstory and his ends in anger and fire so maybe there's hope#i also NEED someone else other than ashi.kai to start making arle theories god. i dont want to keep watching and not liking her vids#also besides all of this i know everyone's like boohoo other x.iao ships are suffering but i just find it extremely funny that x/traveler i#becoming ''''more'''''' canon by the day. his birthday mail this year is so egregious#waiting patiently for my dream solvent bc apep is giving me Shit Drops for neuv#also the desc for dream solvents is like. dreams used to have material form. if u wake up clutching a flower after dreaming of heaven#the flower was made from the dream. and then x fucking sends us a dream solvent?#my guy. what are you trying to say.#anyways. highly entertaining i think it's fun. will not stop me from shipping other ships but this casual slowburn is fun
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I started listening to Julia Lovell's translation/abridged version of JTTW today, so here's some quotes from the prologue I found pretty interesting:
"Demons are born of the mind, and they are also subdued by the mind"—once again, making the modern day stand in for Sun Wukong a mentally ill mind monkey is genius. Hubris versus self-abasement. Restless and volatile on opposite ends. The mind and the heart being one thing.
#also on the floor over ''we're comforted by familiar tales of friendship; courage; redemption.'' again#EACH GENERATION HAS ITS OWN MONKEY *sobs*#everyone say thank you to lmk for it's story motif#story motif#lmk rant#jttw#lmk#lego monkie kid#mind monkey#anyways the dissenting opinions on the og jttw are so funny.#It's spiritual. It's confucianist. It's just comical#It's whatever the fuck you want it to be#This version doesn't have the 6 eared macaque fight. Which is so sad but it does have the white bone demon soooooooooooo#I'm cutting my losses#I want to go back to the anthony yu translation. But I can listen to this one in the car#Thank you Julia
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even online i cannot escape middle-aged adults trying to tell me their life story and hit on me,,,,,,,,, help,,,,,
#why was a 52 yr old texan trying to hit on me on THIS BLOG OF ALL PLACES....... BRO..........#and telling me about his divorce and everything 😭😭#also im sorry USamericans but uhm. some of yall are a little funny sometimes with the way you live in such a vacuum fdsjkl#(it is not ur fault and i understand that and i do not blame u for it. nor am i saying you are stupid or anything like that fdjkl)#(but also why tf do u not put your country in ur address for shipping.... literally every other country in the world does that JFDSJKL)#but anyways he asked me where i live and i said turtle island bc thats a safe vague answer and he... assumed it was michigan??#for some reason ????#but what could i expect from a 52 yr old texan trying to ... hit on a 22 year old. on tumblr. goddamn. sobbing on the ground.#WHY DO I ATTRACT THESE PEOPLE EVERYWHERE I GOOOO#i've heard so many woes and life stories of middle-aged adults and been hit on so many times and im so tired 😭😭😭#sometimes its interesting to hear about ppls lives but not when im like. busy with shit. like at school or at my workplace or on my blog😭#WHY WAS HE MESSAGING ME ON /THIS/ BLOG OF ALL PLACES. BRO. FJDSFJKL#this is my blog where i get silly over FICTIONAL CHARACTERS HDSGJKL CMONNNN MAN#vent //#ask to tag#dandy.cmd
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loki spent centuries learning physics, went through possibilities time and time again, even learning how to stop time. all for giving everyone a chance. all for his friends to live and be able to do what they want in life. and he will still end up alone for maybe the rest of time. and there is still one person unhappy because he is gone. because he wasn't able to choose loki.
#sobs#he was literally so sad#can he even like.. go to his family on the timeline?#im still not over it#the most bittersweet ending ever#it was good though#but their story cannot be over i might die#like i don't think we need another season but i atleast want them to be able to see each other at least once#loki#loki series#i loved the yggdrasil tree though i literally pointed and went ITS YGGDRASIL ITS THE TREE#even my dad who likes syl-ki was sad for mobius and said mobius was sad without loki like even he knows#he also wanted them to hug each other when the loom was exploding (real#anyways im just saying things i dont even know if this makes sense. its Friday and my brain is absolutely fried.#mint rambles#loki spoilers#marvel#marvel loki
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Torn between "they're woobifying Aventurine too much to appeal to people who can't stand the idea of liking villainous characters" and "they're heathclif.fying Aventurine and that's catnip to me"
#If they do keep heathclif.fying him this is going to suck for me because I would have two Heathclif.f adjacent characters#and one would lean more towards the orphic and Jack side#while the other perhaps more towards the Odysseu.s/all for keeping alive/that other side of Jack/plays with words side#I adore both sides#And I think it's exceedingly interesting what they're doing with those thought experiments/game theory eidolons#What it brings to his characterisation and even the concept of deals/gambling#This game made Divination in the Luofu mainly a thing of analysing patterns and is making gambles so much a thing of game theory#And it fits so much with Aventurine over and over saying he's trustworthy because if you do have trust in the other person in some of those#thoughts experiments‚ then the outcome is often overall more convenient for both parties. It's super super interesting#The fact that it's or can be so closely related to logic is such an interesting choice and yet so fitting#and goes so well with again Penacony and ironically so well with Aventurine's whole deal. I'm so down for it#Anyway... I'm loving him. I only hope they don't make him so much of a sob story he ends up being only a wet dog so to speak#That they don't forget he can also be ruthless and all that. Because I do love that side of him too#And as I said before‚ he can do whatever he wants at this point‚ set on fire the IPC‚ Penacony or the Express for convenience#Or revenge#He has gained the right haha#I talk too much#I should probably delete this later
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[SPECIAL ORDER] Nirvana In Fire Artbook <踪> by Banafria
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#nirvana in fire#nif#xiao jingyan#mei changsu#lang ya bang#unofficial merch#category books and cds#(i still vividly remember the first time i flipped thru this artbook#i was visiting the bff in the US and had sent it to her address#and we slowly flipped through it together me sitting at her desk and her standing over my shoulder#and by the last page i was a sobbing mess and was just bawling my eyes out in her bedroom#while she patted my shoulder lmao#anyway if you're a nif fan i highly highly rec this#bc banafria's art is the kind that tells rly wonderful stories#that also sometimes punch you so hard in the chest that you never rly recover haha)
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do you ever just put your characters through the worst possible pain ever and then you have to pause and go on tumblr dot com to regroup yourself
#This is about my nano story i have a character who is failing to get treatment for aplastic anemia and is convinced he has to break up-#-With his not-boyfriend because he’d rather they leave now then get sad over their death however now theyre sobbing and—#They are slowly building up to a heart attack (which can occur with aplastic anemia) and dont realize its a heart attack they just think—#-Theyre so sad that its taking a physical toll on their body so theyre just more sad. Anyways hes going to go unconscious from heart attack#-regretting his sad life and wishing he didnt get rid of his best friend ever and proceed to die#(He survives the heart attack and gets some treatment finally but good lord is he having a break down)#Nanowrimo#i usually dont write sad stuff I swear I write light hearted adventures and mysteries but i decided to go off#And now I am also suffering#Save me from my self made wreckage tumblr dot com#Mine
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sosososososososo in love with lynette
her moveset her idles her voicelines characterization it's everything to me
#not really in like a . i want her way but more like i greatly appreciate her character way#decided not to look up her character stories since i'll unlock them anyways (.... only on friendship 3 rn OTL) but wah shes so lovely#i like that she pretends to be a robot and pushes all the tedious work of socialization to lyney but cares fiercely about him + fremi.net#i like what i've seen of what seems to be her like . i guess its not tragic. but her traumatic backstory and i want to see how she grew#idk just a very i care her#also her skill slays i love using budget ye.lan#i also like her normal attacks sm :') theyre so swift and elegant#and her idles i cant get over that her hat idle matches w lyney.... sobs theyre really twins ueue AND THEY MIRROR E/O LIKE LYNETTE ENDS FAC#FACING HER RIGHT AND LYNEY ENDS FACING HIS LEFT... crying#ramblings!#genshin spoilers#4.0 spoilers#evil thoughts: when traveler decides to like vaguely trust them again do they talk about their twin w lyney and lynette#ofc its different bc they also have frem w them but. what if
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been laying here listening to Lucky by Dermot Kennedy on loop for half an hour while thinking about Everything Stays and crying
#it’s good crying dw i am just. i have so many feelings about this story#Seven’s Celestial Commentary#Everything Stays#writing stuff#i may be stuck in bed struggling to type due to personal reasons but that will Not stop me from cooking up ideas for this fic#there is gonna be so much fucking angst and it’s gonna hurt soooooo good#the more i listen to it the more the possibilities expand#i can easily see Moon and Reader going back and forth between verses vulnerably arguing over Sun#but i can also see it being Sun and Moon getting real and discussingcougharguingover Reader#can’t decide which i like more#god i wish y’all could see this story the way it plays out in my head#next best thing would be to keep writing and sharing the story instead of vagueposting abt future plot points tho wouldn’t it lmao#and GOD don’t even get me fucking STARTED on Two Hearts…#Dermot Kennedy’s music is responsible for yet Another plot point for this story and i can’t even be mad about it. his fucking lyricsss dude#‘and so we jump to the THEATER??? in that SAME OLD TOWN???’ DO WE? FUCK I GUESS WE DO NOW!!!#picture me listening to that song and inspiration hitting me like a truck. diligently taking notes like the lyrics r instructions from God#‘she sees his face?? and HE sees HER as the LIGHTS GO DOWN???’ write that down write that down#‘the life that they should’ve had sat between them that night??’ FUCK Man yeah it sure did!!!#anyways it’s chill i’m chill. i’m very normal about my little stories and their musical inspirations!#and i’ve listened to these songs a very normal amount (translation: they will likely be in my top ten for the 2024 wrapped)#(cut to the scenes playing vividly in my head) ‘Well‚ at least I can always say that I /told/ her!’#‘I can’t relate to having a heart like that‚ Sun! With all of your wonder and your trust intact…’#like no i wouldn’t lift the lyrics directly for the song to use as dialogue but FUCk does it work well.. Lucky is such a good script for-#like- a heated conversation between my Relentlessly Positive Sun and my Apathetic Jaded Moon#‘How could our farewell mean as much as our time? Honey‚ I’ll be gone. It’s better if I’m something that you leave behind.’#‘I used to paint these trees‚ now I just scream at the sky. Honey I was wrong. Guess there’s certain things you never leave behind.’#*sobbing shaking throwing up clawing at the walls* I Am Normal About These Characters#anyways uh. on an unrelated note how many song lyrics do ya think i can cram into ES before it’s Too Many#gonna have to start getting creative with how i can incorporate more songs in a way that feels natural and not forced#even tho i am forcing it. i am forcing it very much bc i have songs with applicable lyrics and y’all Will read them one way or another
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