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mistressemmedi · 1 year

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Feels like the world is against me today 😭

Ran out of coffee this morning, couldn't make a cup of joe. 🤬 Decided to get one on the way to my meeting, I brake too hard and the coffee ends up all over me, the dashboard and my seat. 🥲 Get out of my meeting, go home and stop at the store to buy some coffee grounds, only to realize I've left my wallet at the office. 👹

I just wanted some coffee... 😭

#may and the very bad - terrible - no good day #🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲#anyways i just needed to vent

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wrylu · 3 months

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Vincent, you are too important to this world to go… I understand the feeling of being unhappy and unsatisfied with life, it makes you wish that you were never put on this planet in the first place. You question why must you suffer, so you start to believe it is your own fault and that your pain is just something that is a punishment to you for not being what you can be…

I know I am not the best with my words, but Incan always listen, if you ever need someone to talk to my dms are open <3

i don't even know how to respond to this to be honest, so sorry if i sound ungrateful or dry because it's unlike my usual hyper energetic self🥲

but i feel comforted??? this makes me feel better but also sad at the same time??. i almost feel like posting this privately (basically only you and i can view the post) because this feels like personal in a way if that makes sense?? im dabbling in such a sensitive topic. im sorry you've felt this way at one point and have actually harmed yourself, you don't deserve that. i know people will miss me but at the same time i don't think they will i have a lot of doubt in my heart yknow and i feel guilty about it i know i shouldnt but anyway before i go on another venting essay 😶 im not the best with my words either, but i might dm you if i feel like it.. though, probably won't because the way i feel comfortable venting is like i make a one sided conversation like im talking to myself and venting my heart out but sometimes i talk to the person who's reading it. you get what i mean? i'm kind of embarrassed know that im talking directly knowing *thats* the person im talking to knowing that im talking to another person knowing that the only talking im doing is venting and rambling about (but also to be fair i have trust issues with everyone and there's an actual reason but that's like another story for later or something).

im thankful you think im important and unique and needed and etc etc, and that i shouldn't die yet. and i won't, not yet. i promise 💗

#im not even gonna tag this in asks #sorry for grammar/spelling mistakes as always #+i know how long this took you to draw so thank you for just taking time out of your day to draw these panels just to say this to me.#partea time!

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duckymcdoorknob · 10 months

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Ducky hi I hope this isn’t a bother but I have an oddly specific emergency request??

I’ve been struggling with atypical anorexia for years. I keep gaslighting myself that it’s not that bad because I’m not skinny enough to look sick. I feel like it’s no big deal because it wouldn’t hurt for a fat girl like me to stop eating right? Hah sorry. Bad joke…

anyways, I saw that you write for Genshin and I was wondering if I can have Cyno and/or Tighnari comfort me? It can be separate or together but maybe can you make it that we’re classmates and he/they notice us?

thank you for even taking the time to read this and I hope you have a really good day 🥲

Oh my god anon hi

It’s like my brain was fucking cloned and copied into yours.

Fear not my liege, I’ll do both of them bc I’m infatuated with them both.

This is EXACTLY what I face on the daily.

I hope this isn’t too triggering because I really projected into these. I kinda just emptied my mind into the doc

(Oh no, Cyno’s got long)

I want you to know that you are deserving of food. No matter your size, food is fuel and you NEED to eat.

CW BELOW THE CUT: Reader has An0r3xia, Symptoms of An0r3xia, Self-hatred and Self-depreciation Ducky is essentially venting in this post

ALL REQUESTS ARE CLOSED!! THIS IS AN OLD REQUEST

𝑇𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑛𝑎𝑟𝑖

The course of your life changed long ago, and you can’t exactly remember what “inspired” you to take the path that you did. However, you’d been plagued with negative thoughts for years, and decided to take action.

What you didn’t take into account was the people that you would hurt in the process…

Tighnari wasn’t expecting you to enter his life. You were a Haravatat student, and he was an Amurta student. Your paths were not technically supposed to cross. But, somehow you both ended up in the same required arithmetic class.

The first day went as always, your professor would explain the outline of the course, you’d introduce yourself to your seat-mate, and that would be it.

Little did you know, your seat-mate would be the one to save you from yourself…

The fennec leaned over to you, and in a whispered voice said, “If he doesn’t stop talking about his cat, I might just walk out.”

You giggled a little, to his delight, replying, “Walking? Man, you’re calm. I’m ready to drop out entirely.”

You earned a snort in reply. You watched the student next to you try not to erupt into laughter. “Tighnari.” He managed through his scattered breaths.

“(Y/N).” You replied with a smile. “Need any water? You’re looking a little…”

“Mm mmnh, fine, fine. I’m fine…” He blew an exhale through his lips as he gently fanned himself with his hand. “No laughing here.”

From that moment on, the two of you became friends. Your torturous arithmetic class became your favorite part of the day, and you looked forward to seeing Tighnari every time you went.

Eventually, all good things must come to an end. Your disorder had caught up with you, and you started to behave differently.

You started to slowly deteriorate. You became more reserved, nauseous and irritable. Your daily caloric intake sunk drastically, and you did not feel good whatsoever. Every time you stood, gravity was begging for you to go back down.

Ideally, this was not what a human should face, but this is what you greatly desired deep down. The pain in your stomach, head, knees, chest, it all meant that you were doing what you thought you needed to do.

One day during arithmetic, you were completely spaced out. You couldn’t focus on anything aside from your pounding head and starving stomach. A loud growl emitted from your abdomen, but you could scarcely hear it over the ringing in your ears.

Tighnari looked upon you worriedly, noticing you gag while your professor talked about the breakfast he had. When class was dismissed, you practically jumped to your feet to leave, promptly causing you to stumble and brace yourself on him for support.

“(Y/N)-“

“I’m… I’m fine.” And with that, you quickly left the room and rushed to the top floor of the library, in a spot that only you and your best friend knew about. After climbing the stairs, you fell onto the beanbag chair, panting heavily and holding your throbbing head. What was wrong?

You didn’t have much time to focus on why you were feeling so feeble, due to hearing frantic footsteps climbing the stairs behind you.

“Please, go away,” you whimpered as you tried to calm yourself. “I don’t want anyone to see me. Please just leave me alone.”

“I’d be a fool to leave you like this.” The person sat down next to you, looking at you with sympathetic eyes.

You looked to your left to meet aquamarine colored irises, blaring holes through you. “Tighnari…” With a wobbling lip, your tears started to bubble up again.

“I’m here… I’m here… it’s okay,” he soothed, moving to kneel in front of you. “What’s going on?”

“I… I-“ you wanted nothing more to explain, but would he believe you? You didn’t look sick enough, so who were you to claim you had an eating disorder. “I’m j-just not fee-feeling well.” You lied

“(N/N), please don’t lie to me…” he begged. “I may be reaching way too far out of proportion, but-“ his face screwed into one of sympathy as he looked at your terrified eyes, securing his fears. “With everything I’ve been noticing-“ he sighed. “If… If you’re having problems eating, you can tell me.”

You froze, breath stopping completely. “I-I don’t have-“ you scoff in disbelief at him. How did he figure that out from just your symptoms? “Look at me, Tighnari. I’m too fat to have an eating disorder.”

“Anyone of any size can have an eating disorder.”

“Not someone like me.” You shook your head as pitiful laughter bubbled out of you. “Someone like me doesn’t have an eating disorder. It doesn’t matter how hard I try, I never make any progress. That’s kinda how it works, and I can’t manage to make it work.”

“I’m obsessed with what I eat and how much I eat, and no one fucking believes me. Archons, it wouldn’t matter to the public if I just completely stopped eating. It would honestly be better knowing that I wasn’t stuffing my face all of the time. Maybe I’d actually drop a few pounds if I-“

“(Y/N).” The archer’s heart sank to the ground as he heard what you thought of yourself.

“What?”

“Can I please give you a hug?”

You paused, taking in his face. Tighnari looked absolutely distressed, almost as if he was about to cry. “Y-Yes please.” You whimpered.

Without further need for conversation, you slumped your head against his shoulder. He wrapped an arm around your waist, and another around your shoulders as his hand cradled the side of your head. His padded thumb gently stroked your cheek.

“You, (N/N),” he began. “Are absolutely beautiful.”

The words made your breath catch in your lungs.

“I think you’re stunning atop of being your size. You don’t need to be a certain weight to be beautiful, you just need to be yourself. There will never not be someone trying to get under your skin, but it’s important that you stay positive. It’s like my mother always said: not everyone will want to be your friend, and that’s okay.”

The fennec sniffled, using his thumb to wipe his eyes. “What I’m saying is: you don’t have to change yourself for someone else to think you’re worthy. You brighten my life just by being alive, please don’t try to change who you are.”

“It absolutely breaks my heart to hear what you think about yourself.” Guilt washed over you as you heard his voice start to break with sniffles and tears. “A-And I don’t know h-how I’d manage if I-I lost you… (Y/N), I can’t b-bear to have to think of burying my b-best friend.”

You closed your eyes as your lip wobbled. It wasn’t long before a sob ripped from your throat and you broke down in loud lamentations.

He held you tighter, eyes closed, hot tears running down his cheeks, as he allowed you to finally release all of the woes and feelings that you had been holding in for so long.

“I’ve got you…” he whispered. “Don’t worry about a thing…”

It took a while for you to calm down, but ultimately, you did. You laid still in Tighnari’s embrace, playing with a few locks of his hair that hung loosely in front of you. “I’m sorry to cause you so much trouble…”

“Don’t be.” He replied with a patient grin, eyes focused on the people outside. “I’m just glad that you told me. To be honest, I was missing your usual quips in arithmetic.”

You snorted in amusement. “You’re only saying that to make me feel better.”

He cocked a brow and pursed his lips. “(N/N), my only other source of “comedy” is Cy-“

“Nevermind.” You interrupted.

The fennec snorted and burst out into boisterous laughter. You couldn’t help but mirror his action, giggling over the lack of hesitation in your answer.

As seconds passed, and the two of you laughed, the tears that were in your eyes were replaced by ones of mirth. When the laughter subsided, you laid lax against his torso, sighing in contentment.

Maybe Tighnari would be right after all…

𝐶𝑦𝑛𝑜

Cyno has always been a very detail oriented person. He’s keen at catching tiny things that others may overlook.

It was the end of the academic year and final examinations were coming around. The Kshahrewar students decided to host a huge party, and your dearest friend was begging you to go with him.

You wanted nothing more than to deny, for you knew your ED would ruin the night. You had been caught in a pretty bad relapse lately, and you dared not to tell Cyno.

Regardless, you swallowed your fears and agreed with a patient smile.

“Great.” His lips upturned into a gentle grin. “I can’t wait.”

That evening, you spent hours looking for something to wear. Every outfit had some sort of issue, and you never found yourself satisfied with what you had on.

Eventually, you decided on the outfit that you hated the least, texted Cyno to alert him of your departure, and left your dorm feeling uneasy.

When you arrived at the party, you found your best friend analyzing the refreshment table, plate in hand. You made your way over to him, taking in his simple, yet fashionable, clothing choice.

“Hey.” He smiled as he looked at you. He caught glimpse of your outfit and whistled, “You look hot, (N/N).”

You couldn’t help but giggle a bit at his flattery. “You’ve been waiting a while to pull that card, havent’cha?”

A simple shrug of amusement answered your question. “Im going to go say hello to Al-Haitham and Tighnari, wanna grab a plate and meet me outside?”

Your stomach dropped, but you never lost your smile. “Sure. I’ll see you out there.”

As Cyno retreated to say hello to his friends, you eyeballed the table. It was a beautiful array of food, but looking at it made you nauseous.

Your pupils flickered between sweet treats and savory snacks, the music drowning under the growing static in your ear. Your hands shook in protest as you went to grab a plate.

Having finished a, rather curt, exchange with Al Haitham, Cyno was deep in conversation with Tighnari. After a while, his eyes traveled back to the table, brows knit in confusion as he took in your demeanor. His face fell upon noticing…

You looked dazed. Your eyes absentmindedly pooled with tears as your quivering hand hovered back and forth between foods and back at your side. Eventually, you sighed in defeat and put the plate down with a loud groan, grabbing a bottle of water and retreating outside.

Words caught in his throat as he pointed to the door and attempted to stutter out an excuse to leave. Unbeknownst to him, Tighnari had seen the same thing and ushered the white-haired male after you.

When he went outside, Cyno couldn’t find you. You were nowhere to be seen in the backyard. It wasn’t until he heard gentle sniffling from above that it had dawned on him.

You were hiding out in a tiny treehouse that had been built by the Kshahrewar students as a final project. Those damn architects and their spare time…

He pushed aside his worries of cleanliness and began to scale the large tree. He carefully climbed up the ladder and silently entered the small, wooden house.

When your best friend’s eyes fell on you, his face dropped instantly. You had thrown on an oversized hoodie over your outfit, and were hugging your knees to your chest.

Cyno sat down next to you wordlessly, settling onto the dusty floor. He looked through the wooden window, eyes fixated on the twinkling stars.

“I’m sorry.” You murmured, not daring to look at him. “I ruined your fun.”

The white-haired male scoffed with amusement. “The only “fun” to be had was listening to Tighnari talk about a beetle that he found today. I love the guy, but sometimes I can only smile and nod and pretend to know what’s coming out of his mouth.”

His comment got a chuckle out of you, then an uncomfortable silence followed. “You feelin’ okay?” He asked gently.

“Not really, I’m not big into parties and I’m feeling sick.” You rest your head between your knees.

“Oh dear…” he mumbled. “Do you have water with you? Anything to snack on to get your levels regulated?”

You held up the bottle you had brought with you, not daring to speak.

“Good on the water part, but you need to eat something.”

“I’m not hungry.” Your stomach suddenly cried out for food, betraying you as you managed to curl in on yourself more.

The white-haired male sighed as he turned his head to look at you. “Do you wanna tell me what’s going on? Or do I have to force you?”

“Threatening me is not the way to get me to talk to you, Cyno.” You grumbled in reply, sneering a bit as you don’t move your head from its previous position.

“If that’s what it takes for you to tell me what’s wrong, I don’t care how it happens.” He said sternly. “Please, just tell me what’s going on.”

“It’s fine, I’m okay. Go have fun at the party.”

“(Y/N)-“

“I said I’m fine!”

Your head shoots up to reveal hot tears running down your cheeks, you lock eyes with Cyno and instantly feel guilty for yelling.

The white-haired male takes hold of both of your shoulders, gazing into your eyes. “You. Are. Not. Fine.” His fiery gaze is baring holes into you. “After what I saw a few minutes ago, I can’t believe you when you say that you’re fine. I just can’t-”

He closed his eyes and took a deep breath. “I know the signs, (Y/N). Please, tell me I’m wrong in what I’m thinking is going on, please... I care about you way too much for you to hurt yourself like this.”

His thumb comes up to wipe your tears, but it’s all in vain as you hang your head low and start to sob. Cyno is taken aback at the sudden outburst, but doesn’t fail to turn to comfort. “Oh honey… c’mere, it’s alright… it’s alright...” He soothed as he shifted to a kneeling position, wrapping his arms around you.

Through your sobs, you explained how you had been feeling lately. You explained your relapse, your self-hatred, the things you believed were true (when in reality they were not). Your best friend listened intently to every word, giving you his undivided attention.

When you were finished, Cyno did not reply, he only hugged you for a moment longer. When you broke free to wipe your eyes, that is when he finally spoke…

“I want to preface by apologizing. I didn’t even notice, and you’re one of my dearest friends… I’m so sorry.”

“S’okay.” You replied, resting your head on his shoulder.

He rested his head atop of yours, bringing a hand up to gently trace shapes on the small of your back. “I can’t entirely understand what you’re going through, but I do know what you’re feeling all too well…” he murmured. “I’m so sorry that you felt that you had to resort to this. You’re an incredible person, and I’m so lucky to call you my best friend… I couldn’t care less what you look like, or what you eat. I just wish that you felt that way too.”

“I just wanna be me again,” you whimpered. “I hate all of this. I’m tired all of the time, in pain, dizzy, everything just hurts and I’m starving but I can’t bring myself to eat anything. It’s- It’s crippling.”

“I know…” he soothed. “I wish that people understood how awful it is to have a calculator running in your head constantly. They see someone who looks like me and they think “he’s sick”. They see someone who might be on the heavier side and think “they’re an inspiration.” It’s unfair, and it’s repulsive. Anyone of any size can go through this.” He rambled,

Your eyes widened when you realized what his words meant. “Someone like you…? Wait, you? You’re-“

“For years, yes. I finally managed to get it under control when I entered the Akademiya. However, sometimes I still have moments like you’re in right now.”

“How did you recover?” You asked with hope in your voice.

Cyno gently held out his hand for you to take, which, to his delight, you did. “I met Tighnari,” he answered truthfully. “He helped me learn to love who I am… every inch of me. And I want to see if he can help you too. Do you think you’d be okay with that?”

You closed your eyes with a smile as you nodded tearfully. “Yes, please do so.”

A solemn silence was left in the treehouse until Tighnari had climbed his way up. He promptly said what everyone had been thinking: “Aw man, now my pants are all dirty.”

As you and Cyno laughed at his similar fate, you thought, for the first time in a while, that things might just be okay.

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r-ene · 4 months

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....mini vent

u see i mentioned starting my internship and there's only 2 hospitals i fear getting assigned to due to how far they are from my house and considering the fact that it's not me who will be choosing those institutes + i won't get paid, i feel a consideration should be in place

now, im still not a part of the groupchat where we could list ourselves on our chosen institute and adding this, it's very much unfair to assign me to a hospital that, at best, by car, is 2 hours away from my house [just getting home from uni at a rush hour is already 2hrs but this im very much committed to because i chose to study in that uni so it's only right for me to tough the commute and be diligent]

anyways so, if i won't get considered to be moved to the nearer hospital for some reason, i guess i won't be sleeping from february to may 😅🥲 + diet bc all my money will go to my commute – bus, train, bus x2 in a day

though i believe nothing that comes in our way won't be above our capabilities, but i think this is a bit too much because i also have solo research and lectures i need to have at least 20% energy for daily

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millysastroblog · 1 year

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What I think about ur zodiac placements / ~PT 1~

Hello this is my first astrology observation post pls take what I write here with a grain of 🧂.

It’s just for fun 🙃!

Sooooooo let’s dive into the 12 zodiac signs and my personal experience with them personally:)

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Aries 😌: You guys are some of the most intense fire crackers out there, like they have a lot of energy and determination with like literally all aspects of life. I honstley respect u for being energetic and always on the go. I mostly have a good time with these people because they are entertaining,funny and easy to be around with but the bad side of them is just that they can sometimes be all little bit to impatient and self centered and bad mouthed.Also Aries people are sooooo fucking stubborn like a Taurus placements. Like can u even listen for one second. Anyway I personally like Aries placenta bc I don’t get bored with them that much .

Taurus 🤩: I personally really like Taurus placement bc first of all I am one and second of all we are very chill relaxed people. No time to stress no time to argue Taurus people don’t like to be in rush or stress they just like peace and want to relaxxxxxxxx 🫠. They have an immaculate taste when it comes to how they dress, and they style their hair and what the eat .They want the best out of the matierial world and through being patient and consistent they achieve these goals. Taurus is a beautiful but sometimes lazy sign 🌺. They play by their action not their words. Taurus people like also things that smell and look good on others ( When I see a man or woman that smells bomb 1000 x that passes me by I tend to look their direction and want to ask them where they got that fragrance or perfume from bc Taurus people get highhhhh from that shit 🍃🌸 ahahahaah ).The bad side about Taurus people is the most well know fact that is their stubbornness like we don’t give a fuck about what u have to say If we feel like it’s not valuable or important in any kind of way. Well …. it’s going to dismissed. Taurus people are also very slow with their actions sometimes toooo slow. And the last point is their possessiveness they know exactly that they can be really focused and stingy with people or material items these are the kids in kindergarten that refuse to share shit or take things from other because the know want they want and once they know what they want their mind turn into a ROCK 🪨. ( Side note: Also don’t provoke them or make these people angry unless u want a visit from the devil 👿)

Gemini😕: Chille Gemini the twin twin twinsssss idk what to write but the fact that u guys are fake!Sorry not sorry I have always had that opinion about y’all and it probably will never change. u guys are not that bad but I find most of u kinda annoying the to much of talking and gossiping drives me insane like can y’all stf up for a minute I need a BREEAAAAaak 🤯. But I can appreciate ur intellect and observations about certain things. One thing about Gemini is that they can be funny and crack the most out of nowhere jokes. I have seen a lot of Geminis being two sided or twisted bc of indecisiveness u guys don’t know what y’all want because there are so many options, thoughts, ideas, opinions about things so u get confused and confuse others. So I can give u guys some compassion for that .but all in all I find u still (annoying & F A K E 😘).

Cancer 🥺🌸:

Awwwweeeeeweee my babies I am about two cry writing bc u are my soul sisters and brothers 🥲. I loveeeeeeeeeee u guys so much bc u are one of the most loyal people on this universe . The way u care about people that don’t give two fucks about y’all it’s sadddd 😖. I love that I can sit with u in silence and everything is good and calm and chill. I appreciate the fact that I can vent or tell things to you that deeply impact me and there is not judgement. Cancers have really kind hearts and souls ONLY FOR PEOPLE THEY CARE ABOUT. that’s why it takes some time for them to open up and be themselves.But once u have seen their family / brother, sisters, mama, Dady, sons, daughters, even fucking ancestors then let me tell you … u are in their life permanent 🤫 or for a very long time because once they love u they will be family to u or u to them. So positive side is that they are caring, good listeners, respectful, homebodies, chill people and loyal!!! NOW ITS NOT ALL SWEET LIKE CANDY WITH CANCERS BC they can be the complete opposite when they don’t like u or u have hurt them. Cancers tend to have a hard time expressing anger. So once they are fed up with u the are ready to literally attack u like a crab 🦀. So yeah them being passive aggressive is a huge bad side and a victim complex after u dumbed them they will pull out the fact that the took care of u and this and that so . Treat them nicely and everything shall be good 👍 ( I guess??😬)

Like for Part 2 ❤️👍

#astro notes #astro observations #astro community #zodic signs #astro placements #aries zodiac #taurus #gemini #cancer #writing #astrology #astroloji #funny #funnyshit #quotes

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mcnuggyy · 3 months

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vent/rant SAD!!

kinda feel myself getting a bit depressed being back at my parents… I’m not sure if it’s because I feel really constricted again, or if I’m missing my wife, or I feel like I’m losing all this progress I made in my independence even though I’m only here for a while, or because I feel all these bad habits I’ve been able to get rid of sort of coming back? Also I have no job or reliable source of income right now and getting a job while I’m kinda on vacation seems silly but idk… I have like 300 dollars to my name rn and my edd is about to end and I go back to Canada in a month anyways so like!!! I either gotta do more commissions or try and advertise myself on upwork again or something 🥲🥲🥲

Like!! There’s more important things to worry about for sure, like my residency paperwork, and getting my hrt shit figured out! But ugh I feel at such a loss all of a sudden.. before I felt so on top of it even though I didn’t have a “regular” job.. but now I’m just reminded of all the reasons I left in the first place </3 idk! Idk! I think I need to go outside and run around or something maybe then I’ll feel better <3 I think I’ve changed in too many significant (and good!) ways and now I feel like I’m being forced back into an old shell I’ve outgrown ykno?

And even though my parents have been extremely kind and patient w me now that I’m back for a bit I can’t help but feel like I’m waiting for the other shoe to drop… like they’re gonna find a way to keep me trapped here again or something…

ALSO. My hair is getting long and I NEED to cut it!!! But too many important people in my life have said they like that it’s long and it’s upset me but also I care about what they think too much and ugh!! Dysphoria has felt extra bad!!! SAD!! I miss my kitty cats and I miss my beloved and I miss my bed and my new routine and I just wanna go home and and and

#vent #nuggyy txt #don’t get me wrong though it’s been such a joy to be w my siblings #and get back into reading #but the energy? the vibe? it’s all wrong for me rn :-( ugh #I need therapy!!! a haircut!!! and some exercise!!!#something!!!#anything!!!

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silenzahra · 5 months

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SUPER MARIO BROS. WONDER SPOILERS!!! ⚠⚠⚠

Avoid this post if you haven't 100%ed the game yet! ⚠⚠⚠

Felt like sharing my frustration real quick before going to bed. Spoilers below! ⚠⚠⚠

THAT. DAMN. LAST. WALL. JUMP.

I always fail at the same point. I swear I DO press the button. But apparently I'm not fast enough 😩

My thumbs hurt so much OMG, guess I'll just go to bed and continue trying tomorrow. Or the weekend. OR NEVER.

If it weren't for this damn level I'd have 100%ed the game already 🥲 Been trying for a month already but I just. Can't. Get. It. RIGHT.

Ugh, sorry about that, but I really needed to vent a little bit 😩 Sorry for the bad quality as well, I recorded the video accidentally on the console (I don't even remember pressing the rec button), but I can't take it directly from the console because I'd have to turn it off, and then I'd lose the three purple coins, and I'm just focusing on reaching the end, so I used my phone to record the video from the console. If I have to start all over and get the coins again I'm gonna cry 🥲

I've lost over 40 lives so far, but I'm pretty sure I'll lose 40 more before I can get this over with. Or rather: if I can get this over with.

Anyways, see you all tomorrow 💖

#super mario bros wonder #that damn level #fluff-puff peaks special #climb to the beat #super mario #mario nintendo #mario bros #super mario bros #nintendo #luigi #luigi nintendo #music blocks #mario wonder

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moonjxsung · 6 months

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Can I join the group therapy 🥲 I’m gonna tell strangers on the internet about something none of my friends know lol

My first ever relationship was when I was 15 and we were together only for a year because his mom hated me because my family wasn’t rich (his family had a loooot of money and she basically thought I wasn’t worthy of dating him) and my own mom started hating him too cause she thought he was like his mom. So basically we had to sneak around to date. His mom was a realtor and we’d sneak into houses she was selling and jump the fence just to hang out and skip school to be together (we were stupid) and we were so in love it was disgusting and that’s all my friends know so they always say our relationship could be a book or a teenage movie BUT

What they don’t know is that I found out I was pregnant just before I turned 16 but I ended up losing the baby. His mom called me that day and said she was glad that happened lol 🙃 then he ghosted me until I gave up waiting for him. Years later, he followed me on Instagram and apologized and said losing the baby was traumatic to him etc etc but he never even asked ME how I felt about it. Anyway. Tragic shit.

Relationships are hard, stick to fiction.

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Oh my god???? Bestie :( I literally teared up reading this I am so so so sorry :( I hope you’re doing better these days, thank you for trusting me enough to share this with me I know it’s not easy being so vulnerable (especially with strangers online !!) I can’t believe his mom would say that my jaw literally dropped HOW can you as a woman say something like that to someone….. and it’s SO like a man to make something like that all about themselves. Apologies from them don’t even mean shit to me anymore I’m like you’re probably just sick of the fact that it eats away at your mind that you’re a shitty human being !!! I’m not one to forgive easily at all and I really don’t think I could after all that… :( May you find all the comfort in fictional men and pretending to date ur kpop idols fr, it’s like one big group hug in here 🫂🫶💓 I love you always and I hope you’re okay. Please know my inbox is ALWAYS open if you need to vent or talk!! Sending you all the love in the world my lovely tulip anon you deserve everything and more ☹️💞🌙

#🌷 anon #ask

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enmi-land · 1 month

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so i made a new oc because unfortunately I'm stumped with my precious blake 🥲 but for some reason ideas for a new girlie came to me so easily 😭😭😭??? ha anyways i just needed to vent about this somewhere i hope that's fine 🫠 you can say it's the raging moa in me lol

OH NOOO it rlly be like that sometimes 😔 but a poly txt fic?? that sounds so cool 🫣🤭🤭 i can’t wait to see how it goes bc i was never a hardcore moa but beomgyu is constantly on my mind and I feel like the fandom in general looks so chill so lowkey contemplating 👀👀✨✨

#⠀⠀ 𓈒ㅤ ૮ ֗ ⠀⠀ you got mail ⠀⠀⠀ ꯭✉️⟡

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piperstrangeart · 4 months

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I'm about to do some complaining about brains and money and capitalism. Feel free to skip, I just need to vent and since I grew up on livejournal typing nonsense to an invisible audience is therapeutic. I'll probably delete this post tomorrow because I always feel so awkward about posting sad rubbish online and I'll feel better in the morning anyway but have some Piper angst in the mean time.

While we can get by on Fliss' income, just about, this job I didn't get today would've meant we'd not have to stress about money and we'd be able to do Fun things. There'll be other jobs and we can cope (we've been worse off financially before and survived, we can do it again), and I knew I was risking this when I stopped working previously, but my health was Very Not Good so prioritising that was more important at the time.

My car's due the MOT this month and god knows if I can afford to fix it if anything needs fixing

Vet bills are creeping up

I'm missing out on going to a LARP I was really looking forward to because I can't afford the fee or the travel expenses

And I'm just so frustrated, I hate worrying about money, I was doing well, I was in a good place financially, and then shitty workplaces triggered all the goddamn trauma and now I'm right back at the beginning again. Money is such a crap reason to have to worry about, I have so many more important things but nooo, gotta throw imaginary nonsense at the people in power so I can afford the basic necessities 😐

The very phrase "cost of living" makes me fucking angry because there shouldn't BE a cost of living, let alone a cost of living crisis, and the fact that I'm considered a radical leftist thinking that is GROSS. I hate it. "Existing shouldn't be conditional on productivity" shouldn't be a fucking controversial statement but here we are.

It's all fucking shit 🥲

At least there are cats, though. 🐈‍⬛

Thanks for listening to my rambles.

#piper rants #leftist #journalling #sadposting

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