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hotxcheeto · 2 years

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May I request Arcane girls x reader who loses their legs in an explosion?

━ 𝐒/𝐎 𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐈𝐑 𝐋𝐄𝐆𝐒

𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙨 - Vi, Jinx, Caitlyn, Sevika 𝙬𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 - Angst, Very fluffy, Cursing, Not very graphic

𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙤𝙛𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 ? - Yeah/Nope

𝙖𝙪𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙧'𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙚 - I got a bit carried away but this is such an interesting topic thank you for the rq!

☼ 𝐕𝐢 - Heart breaks with yours. She thought she lost you, like literally, she didn't give a fuck you lost your legs in that moment after seeing you. She was just glad she wasn't burying you like everyone else she's loved besides her sister. Attaches herself to you, because even after you're stable, she's terrified and shaking and crying. You'd never seen her like that before. Only then, when her family was gone.

You are in a lot of shock after, not really coming to terms with losing both of them, just like that. Gone. You don't like talking about it so she doesn't say a word, she just focuses on you and getting you better mentally. Because right now she knows that you are not in the best place, for very obvious reasons.

But once you are a bit more willing to talk about it, Vi is the only one you talk to. Doesn't matter who else you have, how close you are with anyone. It's just her. And she treats you so sweet, will do any and everything with you it makes you laugh sometimes.

Very much tries to lighten to mood with you when you need to hear a good joke. But she knows how to read a room. Vi will carry you everywhere until you get prosthetics and even then, while your getting used to them, she's right there ready when you need her.

While you're healing though, she's doing your every want and need. Cleaning the bandages no matter how insecure you are about the injuries. You have done so much for her in that department, she shouldn't be making it up like this, she never wanted this for you, Vi always did everything in her power to protect you.

Vi blames herself. And only she's allowed to clean the wounds. God forbid anyone else do it, she'd cut their hands off because only she knows how to deal with you and how much you hate looking at them and the pain that comes along with it. You like it done a certain way when cared for and bandaged.

Never, ever feel insecure in front of her. Because you don't need to, she's the girlfriend if you asked her if she'd still love you as a cockroach she'd probably say yes.

☼ 𝐉𝐢𝐧𝐱 - Definetely tries to joke about it to get you to feel better, but you just shut down. Completely and it terrifies her. Because of the shock of them just being there and then not. Jinx doesn't quite know how to deal with it because that was your job. You calmed her down, you pulled her out of her moments.

You were her light and now she needed to be yours and she was worried she wasn't gonna be able to do it. And she didn't want to hurt you more than you were already hurt. So, Jinx takes everything you've ever done to her to help her and turns it on you. Girl's got great memory.

Sits with you and just talks, about everything and nothing. Even if you don't reply, she knows you're at least half listening. Because you always listen to her rants. And soon, you'll start pushing in, saying little comments and Jinx just gets super excited. She likes helping you because you always help her. And you're so proud of her afterwards.

Makes it her life's mission to create prosthetics for you. Made just by her, just for you. So while you're healing, sleeping. She's working hard to create these for after you're better and can wear them. Loves making different ones for you after the first, different colors and designs. She gets better as she recreates them upping the idea every time. When she gets upset she'll design new ones to distract her if she can't think of another idea.

She feels like she's helping and she is, majorly. And that makes Jinx feel like she's on top of the world, because you have done everything for her and now she can do something for you.

On bad days, when you really can't stand yourself. She'll sit with you in silence as you just let it all out. Jinx hates the silence, but for you, she'd go deaf if it meant you were okay.

☼ 𝐂𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐥𝐲𝐧 - Best doctors are on your case, and she is freaking the hell out. Caitlyn knew what you did was more dangerous than her because of her position and her parents. But she wasn't prepared for this. You won't talk about it either, barely even looking at her and when you did, everything that was behind your eyes before was gone.

It broke her into pieces and she couldn't pick them all up without you. You were her other half. She sits with you in silence sometimes, just needing to be with you but you don't like to talk. Then you do, just out of blue you ask her something and she replies very calmly. But on the inside she damn near explodes.

You start to ask her for things, asking her to help you time after time. And Caitlyn tries staying calm as she watches the light slowly come back to your eyes. But one day, you just start talking about it, having them gone, staring at the ceiling. Just you and her in the room. You breakdown, shock and all of it wearing off and you just cry.

And Caitlyn holds you the entire time. You start bouncing back, and when I tell you Caitlyn makes sure you get the best treatment. I'm telling you she will tear that building piece. by. piece. until you are taken care of. Best physical therapy possible and high tech prosthetics for you so that you get the best experience possible.

You can try to tell her that its all alright, you don't need it up it's Caitlyn Kiramman. She wants something, she's more than likely going to get it. And she wants you all better.

Caitlyn will sit with you for HOURS on your bad days. When you just can't get up, or do anything. It just hurts, inside and out. Why you? It's one of the only questions you have, and one of the only ones she can't answer. But having her there, that was the best treatment. Because even if you pushed her away back into a hole, she'd find a way to climb out and hug you again.

☼ 𝐒𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐤𝐚 - If anyone understands losing limbs, its the big scary lady. Now, Sevika is fuming when she finds out what happened, because it wasn't your fault. You weren't even supposed to be there, someone dragged you down there and she was dead set on finding out who. And she did.

But not before coming to see you, making sure you were stable. I'll be honest, you scared the shit out of her, and Sevika doesn't get scared. But when it comes to you and getting hurt, she is a fucking coward. You're very out of it after, shock mostly, staring at was once legs and now just nubs.

Sevika does all the bandaging herself, you did it when she lost her arm. So she kneels in front of you, on her knees, and wraps each one as softly as possible to not hurt you. And you can't look at them, your legs and she knows that. And she fucking hates it because that's how she looks at her arm. And Sevika, everything you seen that hate in her eyes when she looked at her arm, you'd comfort her.

You loved her, even the metal arm, and now you had that look in your eyes as you stared at your healing legs. Waiting for your own prosthetics to be made and for the wounds to heal.

Sevika will sit and talk to you, her usual shortened sentences and gravelly voice, but she talks. Because you love her voice, you loved when she'd talk to you before because Sevika is naturally quiet most of the time. So hearing her just talk to you about her day, or the bar sometimes about her arm helps you. She knows it, seeing the life in yours eyes return or brighten when she'd talk about something crazy that happened on a job.

Very soft, soft Sevika really shows during this. Pressing kisses to the bandages, laying with you trailing her human fingers on your skin. When you're ready to talk to her, she's ready to listen. She's the best listener you know, and she understands better than anybody.

Does everything for you, carry you and feeding you. Just like Vi, she's ready to help you with everything no matter how much you deny needing her help for certain things. You're getting it, and you can't be more grateful for her. But she's just making up for the love you've always shown her. You've lost your legs, she's lost an arm.

You just fit together.

A/n: Wendy's lemonade is the bomb.com and yes I typed it like that

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lacroixqueen · 2 years

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god i wish you thought this through before i went and fell in love with you (sevika x reader, heavy angst)

Summary: sevika tells reader she can't see her anymore after she took over the undercity. it's just too dangerous.

Pairing: sevika x reader

Word Count: 1.2k

Tags: angst for days, breakup, heartbreak, arguments, kissing in the rain, sleepless nights, yada yada yada

Author's Note: olivia rodrigo stans rise? traitor inspired this, okay.

“I can’t see you anymore.”

“What?”

You were sitting lazily on her lap, taking a long drag from the cigarette you were both sharing. You were almost in a state of disbelief. Did those words really come out of her mouth?

“What do you mean?” you asked, turning around to face her. “Is everything okay?”

“Everything’s fine, sweetheart,” she said, taking the cigarette and putting it out in the ashtray next to her. She picked up your wrist and kissed the back of your hand lovingly. “I just… don’t want you to get hurt. I can’t ever take that risk.”

“I’m not going to get hurt!” you protested, resting your head against her shoulder. “I promise. I’ll be safe. Nothing bad is going to happen. You don’t have to worry so much about me.”

“You can’t guarantee that..” she sighed, as she pressed her lips against your forehead.

You bit your lip, trying your hardest not to audibly cry. At the bottom of your heart, you knew that this conversation was coming ever since Sevika officially took over the undercity after Silco’s death.

People started watching her, and paying attention to her every move, even more so than they did before. She was someone everyone admired, respected, and feared. A true, shining leader. Someone who was powerful enough to liberate the city of iron and glass and forge the nation of Zaun with her own hands.

But they knew she only had one weakness, one Achilles heel. Something that someone could use against her. It was you.

“Then.. what should we do?” you looked up, your tearstained face glistening in the dim lighting of the Gardens parlor.

She gently wiped away your wet tear with her thumb, kissing away more teardrops on your cheek. You could tell she didn’t want to say too much. She knew you were delicate. She always picked her words carefully. It was one of the things you loved so much about her.

“I.. don’t think you should come over anymore,” she said, her voice low. “I don’t think I can see you at the Gardens either.”

“What about The Last Drop?” you suggested, looking up at her, eyes desperately searching for any glimmer of hope. “Maybe we can go when it’s really early so no one sees us or-”

“No,” she cut you off, voice stern. “I’m sorry, Y/N.”

“So what now?” you asked, “Is it just.. over?”

Sevika gently pushed you off her lap, standing up from the couch. “Yeah. It’s over.”

“Fine.”

You lit up another cigarette, taking a deep inhale. Sevika could tell you were angry. She didn’t want to say anything to upset you even more. So she left. She didn’t know if it would be the last time she would ever see you. But she knew spending even one more minute, one more second with you would put you in even more danger.

She had people to take care of, a city to uplift, a war to fight. Sometimes, she questioned why she even fell in love with you in the first place. Who she thought was just a one night stand at the Gardens became someone she cared about so deeply. She was willing to do anything for you, even die for you. She never wanted you to come in harm’s way.

But she knew because of the politics, the infighting, the stark reality of her world, that she had no other choice but to walk away from you for good. It killed her on the inside, it did. But losing you was too big of a price for her to pay.

Meanwhile, you laid down on your side on the sofa, tightly clutching a throw pillow against your chest. You wished that things could be different. That you didn’t lose your temper so easily, that she could just turn back around and kiss you and tell you everything would be okay, and that you would both figure it out together.

You felt your hot, searing tears roll down your cheek and your heart pounding so hard against your chest you wanted to throw up.

It was basically impossible for you to fall asleep that night. For one, it was pouring rain, and secondly, you were still only thinking about one person: Sevika. Every single time you closed your eyes and felt yourself drifting off, you only jerked back awake.

Something within you told you that you had to see her tonight. Because if you didn’t… she really would disappear forever from your life. You gently shrugged on a cloak and boots, tiptoeing across the creaky wooden floorboards and staircase of the Gardens.

You quickly weaved your way through the empty, rainy streets of the Lanes. It was so late in the night that even Sevika was definitely at home. You just needed to see her. To hear her voice. To feel her touch against your skin. You were so scared she was going to vanish, and that if you didn’t do something fast, she really would be gone.

You maneuvered over her street, walked up to her front door and knocked. No response. You knocked again. Still no response.

“Sevika, I know you’re in there,” you called out. “Open the door.”

You were right, of course. Sevika was a chronic insomniac. She hardly ever slept.

“Open the door..” you pounded against the surface a bit harder this time. “Please..”

You heard some light shuffling coming from inside the house. But still no one came.

“I’m sorry..” you wept, looking down at your boots. The raindrops were relentless, even beginning to soak through your cloak. “I shouldn’t have gotten mad at you today. It’s just that… it’s not fair. I want to be there for you. I want to protect you. I know you’re scared that I’ll get hurt, and I’m scared too, but… but for you it’s worth it. You probably don’t ever want to see me again, but just know that I tried and I will always try for you and.. I’m just sorry. I.. I love you.”

There was a moment of white noise. Nothing except the pitter-pattering of rain against the uneven cobblestones and metal rooftops.

Then, you heard it. The metal doorknob turned, and there she was. Sevika didn’t hesitate to grab you, and kiss you hard. You stood on your tiptoes so you could kiss her back, absentmindedly wrapping your arms around her neck. Her warm, thick lips melted against yours, her tongue slipping into your mouth while she picked you up under your thighs so she could carry you inside, kicking the door so it closed behind her.

She set you down on top of her kitchen counter, continuing to kiss you, running her large hands up and down the curve of your waist and hips.

“Sevika, I-” you tried to fit in a word between her kisses.

“Stop talking,” she said, tilting your face up so her stormy, gray eyes bore into yours. “You don’t have to say anything else.”

“Okay,” you nodded, another tear sliding down your face.

Sevika wiped it away with her thumb, and kept kissing you. And kissing you.

She didn’t want to focus on anything else besides your lips. She didn’t want to think about the consequences this choice would bring her in the future. That she was abandoning all logic and choosing to follow her heart.

But all she knew was that in this moment, she loved you and wanted to be with you only.

Even if it meant that you would inevitably be her greatest downfall.

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