..knowing will was friends with jimmy kimmel who was friends with the chef of epstein sucksass cause i dont think wils guilty of anything but i still feel bad anyway
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i couldn't beat aventurine for the entire patch so i'm suuuuper behind but i finally beat him. while i regret not pulling for him since his shielding capabilities are second to none, i don't really regret it much because he's a fucking dickhead. that fight was fucking impossible.
i could hardly beat the damn bug in herta's basement to level acheron enough to do a lick of damage, but even she wasn't enough. he took out BOTH of my damage dealers, leaving me with fu xuan and bailu, the latter of which can't do damage to save her fucking life. fortunately the two of them can keep each other alive, but holy fucking shit, dude. why did it take four ults from fu xuan to deplete the 1% of his health.
ANYWAYS. not what i'm here for.
i'm nearing the end of the penacony quest and MAN. 🥲 that shit hurts SO bad.
i had been impatient and got spoilers for the major plot points (as one does), but no amount of spoilers could have prepared me for the amount of tenderness and emotion that i felt whilst learning the truth.
granted, i'm gonna need to google a deep dive on what the fuck that was all about since star rail's universe is harder for me to grasp than genshin's, but wow. WOW. WOWWWW.
anyways, i'm gonna be making a halovian oc. that's all.
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You know what freaks me out a little? Being Bakugou or Izuku's "one and only" BUT we are a previous ex (on peaceful partings) of one of their friends or each other. I don't even know what to do with that like Kirishima would prolly be cool with it but everything else makes my mind spin Xd
OH GOD... so much here to unpack, I don't even know where to begin (and hopefully you don't mind me exploring this)!!!
What does peaceful partings even mean in this case? Sure things might be mutual, but that doesn't give us the reason... and I feel like there's a huge difference in results if, when you broke up... they still loved you and just couldn't focus on your relationship, or you both just fell out of love (yowch!).
In the latter situation, I think things would be rough at first... but would start getting better at a very steady pace. With no hard feelings between you, and both Deku and Bakugo being somewhat reasonable people when everything makes sense... the only thing you'd all really struggle with is... the awkwardness of being face to face with each other while being on the other's arm.
Once that barrier is toppled, however, they're pretty happy for you (if not just a little bitter that you couldn't make it work. All internal though).
In the former case, though (which I almost think is more likely)... jeez.
Depends on some different factors obvs, but... I think it would definitely take a much longer time for things to go back to normal, and esp. if it was going from Bakugo to Deku or vice versa, vs. Kiri, who would probably hide his brokenhearted-ness extremely well (for your sake and his friend's.)
However it goes, Bakugo OR Deku, whether they OR you leave first because of their focus being elsewhere... it's never really about not being compatible, you know? It's just about timing... so I feel like seeing you w/ the other one isn't only hurtful because they themselves want you back... but because they're so close in both relationship and hero rankings... that it's almost as though their bro-code is violated.
And that's not something you can get over with just a quick chat. Truly, mind spinning is the LEAST of it.
Anyway, I think Bakugo seeing you with Deku would end up sparking his inferiority complex again... and Deku seeing you w/ Bakugo might be what finally severs the relationship past an irreparable point (and either way... your feelings regarding the whole thing are pushed to the back burner for a bit, no matter how much they love you). They'll always be allies... but maybe never again friends, and if they do reconnect, it's YEARS later, once all is said and done.
I think what's kind of interesting, though... is maybe going from Deku or Bakugo... to Kirishima or even Todoroki. Like, the two former boys spend so much time trying to prove themselves to the world (in an attempt to make it better for you)... that they just end up pushing you away.
It's not like they really think that Kiri or Todo are lesser men... but it IS odd to them since it becomes clear that you chose kindness and understanding over... waiting for either Baku or Deku to succeed in their goals. You never cared whether they were the strongest or not (they already were), just about how much they were willing to sacrifice for you. And Kiri, Todoroki, Shinso, WHOEVER, just happened to give you more.
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Me, wanting to go for a walk to starbucks in my new skirt, trying to cheer myself up: I'm sure it'll be fine! If a little thigh shows it's fine. Gonna get myself a lil treat :)
Me: goes outside
The wind: SKIES OUT THIGHS OUT BITCH
Me: 😳 I'm just gonna go home......
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Daily Log 7
Trying out (probably just temporarily) making short daily-ish notes about things, in an attempt to see if it helps me be more reflective or productive lol.
Activities: Finished all of the little things I carved out of avocado pits, will maybe post pictures at some point? I painted some sections (like for the eye I carved, I made part of it white for contrast, etc.) and then generally glazed them with some shiny paint stuff. Now I really wish I had more avocado pits, I was unsure at first, but I have some new ideas.. I want to try inlaying stones like I've seen in some pictures, similar to the same ones I use for eyes in my sculptures. >:3 (random google image example of the stones inside, like this sort of thing V)
Low effort/small house cleaning tasks, did a few dishes, put up laundry, organized things, put up the recycling, paid bills, etc.
Still extremely sleepy and unfocused, it was hot last night and the cats woke me up multiple times so I only got a few hours of sleep and barely had any energy to do anything and also had a headache and back pain a lot of the day. ToT
Finally made an appointment I was supposed to make like 4 days ago lol..
Gave wet food to the cats (this is an ordeal because George eats way faster than Noodle, so I have to separate them and stand guard so George doesn't vacuum his up immediately then run over and try to eat all of his brothers food.. evil boy must be watched to prevent his crimes )
Edited videos for like.. 15 minutes but still have not been very productive on that front (or editing costume photos or anything) due to shoulder pain and stuff making it hard to type/use mouse much on the computer. grrbbb >:V
Spent 10 minutes looking up a weird pendant I had in my rock collection area and found out it's an old piece of costume jewelry from the 60s(?) and could be worth like $200 potentially, which is cool. I'm not sure if I'll sell it though because I do think it's quite unique and good for a prop when making wizard character inventories, etc, and I'd never be able to find anything like it again (it's this one below.. it's very weird.. looks like something a mage would have lol)
Translated the tapestry text for 5 minutes, and got out some tubs of clothes to start organizing them to sell outfits and stuff online, but then felt ill and had to go lay down so now the tubs are just sitting out on the floor ghgh..
Notable sights: It rained a bit and the sky was very pretty at one point. Didn't get to go outside today due to schedule/low energy, so no clovers or anything. Saw a fat squirrel out the window once though. Also when I was looking through my "rock collection" (which also includes marbles, dice, pieces of glass, stones, gems, rubber balls, seashells, smooth wood, jewelry scraps, etc. ggh.. really more "shiny things collection" but it's mostly rocks, so) for interesting stones to possibly put into avocado pits in the future, I saw a lot of pretty rocks I hadn't thought about in a while, so that was nice.
Goals moving forward: Focus on social activities, finding new friends in the places I want to move, communicating with ones I have. Physical therapy exercises. Finish and upload videos, edit costume pictures & etc. Do the new costumes I've planned. MAKE SCULPTURES at some point, I miss them.
Notable foods: Nothing really.. but it's an asparagus day tomorrow I think so.. >:)c hehehehe... Oh, I did try a bite of corn, which I really really love corn but am not supposed to have it on my diet. The miniscule morsel was sufficiently cherished. Still craving hearty stuff despite resuming my iron supplements lol..
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