#and she just kept complimenting me and it felt really nice ☺️ | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

freemansgirl · 8 months

Note

Loved the jock Amber, how about her with a nerd reader?

aww thank you, that means a lot to me! ofc, i can do jock!ambs x nerd!reader, love the brains x brawns duo we got going on here💁🏿‍♀️ pls lmk if you like this, anon ☺️

jock!amber x nerd!reader

SFW

* when first seeing amber, you found her really attractive, even if a jock wasn’t the typical person you go for based off the rumors you hear of them or how they are portrayed in media. what started off as a small, innocent class crush turned into a very, serious crush. you always wanted to talk to her, but she was someone that had a very hard exterior to her. she could be bitchy to other classmates and always had a resting bitch face. as intimidating as she was, she found herself taking in interest in you.

* most of her teammates in the locker room would encourage amber to get with popular “hot” girls or a girl with a status to her. just the typical locker room talk but she ignored them of course. “what about that liv girl, isn’t she hot to you?” “i appreciate the suggestion but i got my eyes on someone else.”

* she always sneaks little glances at you during class, admiring how cute you look. you looked so pretty when concentrating on the class subject. she admired how smart you were too, you always had the answers to every question the teacher asked.

* she took notice of you in class when the teacher suggested a group assignment. it was the perfect opportunity for her to talk to you. amber picked you as her partner. not only were you just smart and well-spoken, but you were beautiful and kept to yourself. more things that she liked about you.

* you felt nervous because you always caught her checking you out with her rbf so the fact she picked you caught you off guard. however, amber was… surprisingly level-headed and nice, not the typical airhead, loud, and mean jock stereotype.

* the two of you exchanged numbers and always would try to make time to study after school to prepare for the group project. usually, amber would never really take time off of football practice for anyone, because she was someone who took sports seriously, but for you, she did. amber helps with grabbing whatever books you needed and would assist w the work for the group project.

* when it came to you two being group partners, amber wanted to get closer so she’d invite you over at her place.

* when she learned about your interests, she found them really cool actually. she liked hearing you ramble and get so passionate, she finds it adorable. there wasn’t any judgment whatsoever. she liked that your interests weren’t like the stereotypical, average person’s interests.

* “amber? are you there? am i boring you with my constant talking about my interests? i know they’re a bit… “nerdy” and all.” what? no. of course not, i love hearing you talk about these things.” she thinks you are the cutest nerd she has ever seen. if anything, you’re her cute nerd🤷🏿‍♀️.(she cant rlly judge you anyway considering she is a big fan for stab. shes just as much of a nerd as you.)

* when seeing you write notes for anything, she compliments your handwriting

* thinks you look cute with glasses if you wear them

* she likes to get you things related to what you like. favorite book series? already checked it out at the library. favorite movie series? buys it for movie nights at her place. video games? already installed on a console. whatever it is you like, she’ll find a way to surprise you.

* she has definitely gotten you a cute oversized onesie of a fictional character you love before, thinks you look so cute walking around her room in it.

* loves to take off and manage her time for you. if you need help w something, she is always there for you especially w studying. she also likes to go to you for any type of tutoring.

*walks you to all of your classes, hand in hand with a lot of pride in her face because she adores having you!!

* takes you home if no one can after you spend a long time studying a library or from some type of club. she doesn’t want you to walk alone hurt and unsafe.

* she likes to invite you to her football practices and to football games because she feels like seeing you support her gives her motivation to win the games.

* she always gives you one of her jackets or a hoodie of hers to provide you some sort of comfort.

* if any of her friends try to tease amber about how she has the hots for you (because usually she’s not the corny type but with you she is), she’ll lightly throw a football at them to shut them up.

* if anyone talks badly or inappropriately about you in the locker room, she’ll literally go off on them and find a way to punish them as a football captain. she’ll probably make them do hella pushups with her foot on their back or make them run around the gym a lot of times.

NSFW

* sapiosexual for sureee, i think she’d get very turned on by how smart you are. i mean how can she not be in a nerd x jock dynamic?

* so unlike the stereotypical pushy, overly sexual jock, who try to make their girlfriends give it up to them… amber is actually very gentle with you. she’d never push or force herself onto you. she’s patient and willing to wait for when you’re comfortable with her.

* likes to fuck you with her jersey on, it gives her the biggest ego boost honestly. also she likes fucking you with glasses on bc you know… glasses are sexy🤭

* during study sessions at the library, if amber is in one of her horny moods, she’d try to persuade you to go the bathroom w her and just give her a quickie. or just go there for horny moods in general

* for any shy ppl reading this, amber would love if youre shy and quiet in bed. it’s just a turn on for her and it makes her wanna fuck you even more just to draw more moans from you.

* after she wins a game, fucking you is one of her favorite ways to celebrate

* if you’re trying to study or just simply doing work at a library, amber would definitely use a sex toy vibrator on you to tease you. the more she can switch the settings, the better :)

* after a long aggravating football practice of someone pissing her off, she’d had sex too to just blow her steam. it can be at the locker rooms or at her place tbh.

* gym bathroom sex happens after you watch her work out and you get sooo turned on by how she works on her muscles. “i see you checking me out, (your name). if you want something from me, do be afraid to say what it is you want.” the something meaning sex

* shower sex

* likes to probably eat you out while you’re watching like a favorite movie of yours just to tease and to make enjoying fave movie even more fun ;)

#amber freeman #amber freeman x reader #scream 5 #scream x reader #scream x reader headcanons #q’d 🖤

465 notes · View notes

everythingseasoning · 7 months

Text

Just spent half an hour talking on the phone with my long distance friend from high school :) who is a really nice and funny young woman. We’re hours apart but she’s having boyfriend issues.

I listened and tried to understand her situation: She has a long distance boyfriend and they’ve been dating since they matched on Hinge in the summer (around 3.5 months). My friend E says that her boyfriend S is so sweet and loving, but she wants to break up with him.

Just for some background information: E is shy at first and she doesn’t always reach out to people when she’s facing issues— when she was sad in the summer, she won’t even reach out to me (and we’ve been friends for over 7 years now) because I have a difficult life and she “doesn’t want to burden” me. So we were calling today, and I told E that I want my friends to reach out to me because real friends want to help each other, and it hurts me if she struggles alone. There’s nothing I’d rather be doing right now than being there on call with her. E started crying. I thanked her for trusting me and felt emotional too because E was hurting. I knew I helped her a little and it made me feel better (I’m really caring so I can’t feel alright when I see somebody else is struggling and lost).

Anyway, we kept talking. E feels like their long distance relationship isn’t working because she’s missing physical touch and quality time. She said she feels pressured to stay too. He’s always telling her that she’s the best thing that’s ever happened to him, and asks why she chose him, because he’d never choose himself. E told me that S called himself a dipshit in the past, and that S said he “had major commitment issues.” I told E that her boyfriend might’ve had something happen in the past to cause these commitment issues— he must’ve been hurt :(. And E said his dad left when he was young. So, me being the intuitive, bright, person that I am— it’s honestly just from the years of therapy I’ve been through— (and I’m a psychology major), I explained to E how when you’re a kid and your parent leaves, you develop either an anxious attachment style or avoidance attachment— and S had avoidant attachment. His kid self learned that people leave, and associates trusting somebody as a sure fire way to get hurt, because they’ll leave. So he unconsciously never chose to commit, as a protection mechanism. This is all so obvious to me, but E was surprised by my insight and said I’m really smart.

And then I still didn’t feel okay that E was in distress/that E hasn’t figured out an answer for a way of breaking up with him, so I asked E what is holding her back? E said that she doesn’t want to hurt him. She feels pressure to stay because S says “you’re the best thing to enter my life.” At this point I know that S is somebody who is a little broken, with unresolved trauma. He depends on E for happiness and is so scared then, that E will leave and take all his happiness with her. So now his attachment style is anxious attachment, and he overcompensates with many compliments to E and excessive plan-making. S doesn’t live in a healthy way because he’s relying on E to stay, and it makes me sad because he deserves to live in a way that is sensible and healthy. S needs to realize that he has to depend on himself to heal his trauma first and foremost, that he needs therapy, and then he can go out into the world with a new, clear lens on how to find happiness. S can’t depend on somebody else to make him feel worthy. He needs to know that innately by himself, as himself first. I told E that S put all his eggs in one basket. He’s relying on her to be the solution. But E is not the solution. And E was like whoa, “M, you’re so smart. You’re saying things I never even thought about.” In all honesty, I feel like I’m just wiser than most people my age because of all the trauma I’ve been through. I’ve fallen apart and I’ve regrown wiser from the ashes. It hurt like hell and took forever to get back on my feet but I am really wise for my age because of it. But anyway, back to the story— E is not S’s solution, because my friend E, as soft hearted as she is, is somewhat more shallow and unequipped to deal with these issues. She isn’t a therapist and she doesn’t want to deal with a guy who has issues she doesn’t understand nor care to fix.

E also said they have plans for winter break that they just made, so she doesn’t want to break up with him now because she committed to that. I told E, “But here’s the thing… it’s not fair on both S and you. You’re doing something your heart isn’t in, and you’re a good person in that you don’t want to hurt him so you’re staying. However, you’ll have regrets and it isn’t fair that S is spending time with you, when he could be finding somebody who genuinely wants to be with him. When he could be healing and learning and growing from the breakup. Prolonging it is just more damaging than anything. When you break up, S is gonna get hurt. He’s gonna have his heart broken. He’s going to fall apart. (Ouch). But your relationship wasn’t working. If you keep going like this, you’ll live your whole life in something broken. So it’s actually good that things fall apart. When things don’t work, they need to fall apart in order to have a chance at being rebuilt properly. S deserves to have this chance to experience this.” —And I truly hope he grows wiser from this, and learns from it all.

I also then told E that I’m viewing this from an all-encompassing perspective. I feel sad for her boyfriend because he clearly has trauma and hasn’t healed. It’s sad because I know how hard it is to have trauma, and how you don’t live in a healthy way for yourself. You depend on unreliable sources — but you don’t even know you’re doing that. I care about S even though I never met him, and I care about E because she’s my friend. I literally just care about the well-being of all hurt people, which makes me a great person in terms of helping people :).

I just feel happy if I’m able to help people. ☺️❤️

I am tired now from the call and I actually had taken melatonin prior to E calling me, so I felt sleepy as we called. But I feel satisfied with how I could help :).

I’m writing this because this is my digital diary and I can do this if I want to hehe. I hope you’re all doing okay.

What I did come here to say, was that I really want to be maladaptive and dream about anime men loving me because being a therapist takes energy man. I’m listening to “For the first time” and the vibes are chill :) I definitely Need to recover from this call. And I need to focus on myself now lol and regain my sense of identity through reading and writing and imagining things. After all, when you’re a caring person, you really do get so invested and absorbed in the worlds of others that you neglect your own while helping others.

Also, yea, I’m caring and kind and bright, but I’m NOT humble. I personally love crediting people where credit is due. I love analyzing things. Don’t have the space to be humble.

Feel free to jump into my inbox and write me any thoughts or feelings you have! Can’t guarantee I’ll respond to every message but I love hearing the thoughts other people have about the things I share. I hope ur all doing well.

Now I’m gonna go retreat to and rebuild my little world.

So much love, ❤️,

M out :)

#parts #of #my day #helping others #:)#friends #m core #kindness #depth #deep #lover #digital diary #journal entry

0 notes

sanzusbestie · 2 years

Note

Can I request Draken with a s/o that’s insecure because of Emma? Like y/n thinks Draken wants to be with Emma since they’re always together and Emma likes him. Your writing is amazing btw☺️

♡ Draken's s/o insecure because of Emma ♡

Pairing : Ryuguji Ken x gn!reader

Genre : Angst with happy ending

Warnings : None

A/n : I'd go crazy mode. Like I wouldn't care if my boyfriend had female friends but bro pay attention to me. Thanks for your sweet compliment 💕 It's kinda long, sorry. Thank you for requesting and have a nice day ♡

Was there something wrong with Ken spending time with Emma ? No.

Was there something wrong with you relationship ? Yes.

Emma wasn't your friend, she was just an acquaintance

Maybe she saw you as her friend but you couldn't, not when you knew she liked your boyfriend

Worst was Ken didn't seem to notice or realize anything

Then again you didn't mind him spending some time with her but he started to actually hang out more often with her than you

You two were kinda different with this

You liked to keep your attention and affection to him and he liked to spread love which didn't always make you feel secure

It was truly upsetting

So much that you started to wonder

What did she have that you didn't ?

Apart from the I love yous, where was the exclusivity ?

If he was to give her the same treatment as you, how would you feel any special ?

You knew he wasn't going to cheat on you but you'd really like him to draw boundaries

How many times have you seen her clinging on his arm by now ?

You thought of getting closer to one of your male friends to make Ken feel what you were feeling but you knew it was wrong

Would he care anyway ?

You kept having these intrusive thoughts and Emma herself was overwhelming

Your phone rang, bringing you back to reality : it was Ken

"Hey, I'm sorry babe I know we were supposed to go out on a date tonight but I forgot I had to go to the movie theatre with-"

"Emma ?" you interrupted him

"Yeah, how did you know ? Are you a psychic or something ?" he chuckled

Was he serious ? How could he joke and laugh about it ?

"Wasn't that hard to guess," you said and immediately hung up

You didn't want to cry, you really didn't

You were used to him hanging out with her, yes, but he had never cancelled a date to go our with Emma before

Was it the beginning of your relationship downfall ?

You had no idea how long you cried but you eventually fell asleep

When you woke up the next day, you didn't dare to look at your reflection and went to shower, ignoring your phone since last night

So imagine your surprise when you saw him in your room because your mom had let him in

"What are you doing here ?" "Why don't you answer your phone ?" you both asked at the same time

"I don't know, you tell me," you replied to which he furrowed his brows

"Come on. Stop this and just tell me, we're not kids. Why did you hang up yesterday ? Was it because I couldn't go on a date with you ? If so you know we can go tonight."

"It's not because of the date, Ken. But you would know already if you paid enough attention to me."

He didn't say anything, he couldn't understand

You decided to expose everything because you've had enough and if your relationship was coming to an end, so be it

At least he'd know he was making you feel like shit

You almost exposed the fact that Emma liked him too but you didn't, okay she made you feel insecure but that was just mean considering she wasn't at fault there, Ken was because he was your boyfriend, not her

"I didn't go the the movie yesterday 'cause you weren't answering and it wasn't even supposed to be with only Emma, Mikey and Baji were supposed to come too."

"But I don't give a fuck about your fucking movie !" you yelled, you were tired of him not getting anything even after you told him everything you felt, "It's not about it ! It's about your relationship with Emma ! Can't you see it ? Can't you see how you're always with her and never with me ?"

He stared at you for a few seconds in silence before breaking it

"Are you asking me to choose between you and her ?"

You gave up

"I'm not, Ken. Now please go. I have things I need to do and I can't waste any more time" you said as you took your bag

"Please Y/n, talk to me."

"I already did. Now do what you want."

You left him thinking alone in your room and after some time he decided to go to Mitsuya, passing by your mother in the living room and telling her good bye, embarrassed

Takashi somehow managed to make him understand your point of view and feelings on the situation and he felt so bad

How could he not have noticed ?

He went back to your place and waited for you to show up in front, he didn't dare to knock and asked your mom to let him wait for you in your room again

"Ken, it's late-"

"I'm so sorry," he blurted out

You sighed, "Do you even know why you're apologizing ?"

"Yes, I've been nothing but a jerk to you and I promise make up for it. I'm really sorry Y/n, I love you and I'm sorry for not making you feel it."

He opened his arms to you and you buried yourself into him

"So you're really still in love with me ?" you sobbed

It broke his heart

Did you truly feel unloved in silence all this time ?

"I love you, Y/n, I love you so much," Ken said looking at you in the eyes

"I love you too," you smiled

"Ew, you've got plenty of snot on your face and my hoodie. Let's get you cleaned up and I'll take back the the sweater you stole from me. Then let's go on a date huh ? Would you like that ?"

"I'd like that very much !" you laughed.

♡

Taglist : @eriskaitto

#tokyo revengers #ryuguji ken #ken ryuguji #draken #tokyo revengers x reader #tokyo revengers hcs #tokyo revengers headcanons #tokyorev headcanons #emma sano #baji keisuke #sano manjiro #mikey #toman

400 notes · View notes

allfanfictionallthetime · 2 years

Text

Hello everyone!!! In this one, you’re a sorcerer whose 19 and has empath and healing powers. You can sense people’s emotions and if you get close enough to them you can feel their emotions and hear their thoughts and heal them emotionally and physically. You specialize in healing curses and being compassionate towards them. You also have a set of angel wings (cause my oc always has wings lol). This is my first fanfiction so let me know if you like it and if you do, feel free to send me requests for what you want to see next!!! I’d love if you sent in requests for your oc, so feel free to send me details about them (what they look like, how they act, etc.). THANKS FOR READING, LOVEBUGS!! ☺️😊💕🌸

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

When Choso first saw you, he swore he felt the heat from the core of the Earth wrap it’s serpentine molten around his pumping heart, as it wrapped tightly around the fleshy muscle, and squeezed it hard. His breath was knocked out from his lungs, and he felt dizzy at the sight of you. You were beautiful; a type of beauty that reminded him of flowers and the smell of that sticky candy Gojo kept in his pockets.

He watched you giggle at Itadori; y/c hair swaying in the breeze that tickled his robes against his hot skin. You beamed a broad smile and tilted your head to the side and said something that Choso couldn’t make out. Enthralled, he waited until Itadori made his way back to him and asked him who you were, shyly.

“Her? Oh, that’s y/n! She’s a third year here at the school. Super cool, really nice, always smells like cotton candy.” Yuji quickly responded at his brother, listing off things about you like they were obvious.

Like you could hear the two boys talking about you, you made your way to the pair and introduced yourself to the handsome man.

“Hi, I’m y/n!” You cheerfully stated, hugging Choso and engulfing him in your chubby arms.

Choso could’ve fainted on the spot, but kept his composure to ensure no embarrassment. He did not wrap his arms around you, but instead stood awkwardly with his hands stiff by his side in shock. He inhaled your scent, a sickeningly sweet aroma that spread its way up his nose and intertwined into the fabric of his brain, and he wanted more. Suddenly, noticing his slight state of discomfort, you let go and stood back, and Choso wanted to scream at you to come back into his arms, to feel your plush softness against him once more.

“I’m sorry, I’m a bit of a hugger” you gleamed apologetically at the stunned man, and Choso wished he could bottle it up.

Your chubby cheeks were flushed a rosy pink, your y/c eyes glowing under the Japan sun. Choso couldn’t form a coherent thought, forgetting his own name. A handful of stutters escaped his throat, until Yuji came to the rescue.

“This is Choso, my big brother. He’s super cool” the young boy gestured to Choso as you giggled at his shyness. He’s cute, you think to yourself.

“I like your hair”, you commented, pointing to the two inky black buns adorning the top of his head. An ethereal goddess complimenting him? He was sure he was going to faint.

Gojo walked up to you and the pink haired boy, and asked you to help him pick out which flavor cupcake he should try next at the local bakery. Happy to help, you followed the white haired sorcerer, but before you did, you wanted to say goodbye to Choso.

“I’ll see you around, okay?” You smiled up at him and Choso meekly nodded, an intense blush creeping up his cheeks and ears. As you walked away, he couldn’t help but stare at the swaying of your wide hips; angelic wings fluttering to catch up to Gojo.

Yuji chuckled and pat a stunned Choso on his back.

“You know” the young boy said, “you can always just talk to her. She’s super sweet, and really easy to talk to.”

Choso gulped. Could he even dare talk to such a beautiful creature? He was created in a cursed womb; tainted and dark while you were pure and holy. Nonetheless, he wanted to try.

~~~

Throughout the days, Choso had been picking the prettiest flowers he could find on the school campus, and leaving them in front of your door. That’s all he could do, he thought; just admire you from afar. He would watch you in the shadows, as you knelt down every night to pick up the anonymous bouquet of flowers, smiling at the thought of your secret admirer. You thought it must have been Panda; a close friend of yours who knew your love for flowers. Deciding it was just a friendly show of affection, you thought nothing of it. Choso, seeing the way you’d nonchalantly placed the flowers in a vase in your room, felt his heart prick and break. What was he thinking? Of course you wouldn’t want him.

The next day, Choso awoke to a small bouquet of red and pink roses outside his door. Confused, he looked around, finding Itadori waving at him and smiling. Oh, he thought. They must be from Yuji.

Days went by slow, as Choso quietly followed you around, trying to get a sense of who you were, too shy to make the first move. Yuji told him a lot about you, like how your powers worked, how you liked to bake, etc. The more flowers he left outside your door, the more showed up outside of his.

One night, Choso woke up in a cold sweat. His heart was pumping furiously to a beat of its own, visions of his phantom brothers etched into the fabric of his mind. He wiped the sweat from off his brow, and got up to fetch a glass of water. As soon as his fingers grasped the cool glass surface, his ears picked up a pitiful sound of crying and sniffling coming from outside. Confused, Choso abandoned the water and stepped outside in the breezy night. A full moon hung in the sky, and illuminated your fuller figure sitting under a tree to his left, by a small pond.

You hiccuped and wiped your nose in your sleeve, your back turned to him. Why were you crying? Whatever the reason, it made Chosos heart clench and a sudden wave of braveness washed over him. He quietly walked over to where you sat, careful not to startle you. As soon as you saw him, you wiped your eyes and smiled, trying your best to hide your sadness like always.

Choso sat down beside you, and stared at the koi fish swimming peacefully in the pond. You two were silent, as you played with strands of plucked grass to keep yourself focused on something other than the beautiful man sitting so close to you. Choso didn’t know what to say to make you feel better, and that hurt him more than he cared to admit. He glanced down at the ground and saw scattered Sakura blossoms blanketing the ground, having fallen from the tree you two sat under. Without saying anything, Choso picked a flower and softly turned to you, placing the flower behind your ear gently, like you were made of glass.

Shocked at his sweet action, you blushed and picked up your own blossom, placing that one behind Choso’s ear. The stark difference between the petal pink and his raven hair was beautiful, but not as pretty as the blush and widened eyes that adorned his face. You giggled, and Choso smiled, happy that you were happy. With a new jump in his heart, he began to talk.

“May I ask why you were crying?” Chosos voice was low and smooth, and you wanted to hear more of it.

“It’s silly. It’s nothing, I’m fine” You fiddled with the blade of grass, keeping your vision to the ground in embarrassment as you smiled trying to hide how you felt.

“If you’re upset, than it’s not nothing.” Chosos voice was warm, and it made you look up at him.

For the first time since you met him, you got a good look into his eyes. They were homely and dark, and you felt comforted. You took a deep breath, and began to tell him how you felt.

“Every day, I try my best to be of help to others. My powers are rooted in that; to be the healer. But sometimes, just sometimes, I kinda want someone to help me, ya know? I just feel like I love people more than they love me. I don’t find myself particularly pretty, and yet I when I found anonymous flowers outside my door, my first thought was “wow, is this finally happening? Am I finally the first choice!” But I knew that wasn’t true, but it still makes me feel sad. I’m sorry for bothering you, you don’t have to say anything, it’s okay.” You sniffled, eyes teary as you spilled your feelings to Choso. Your eyes remained transfixed on the ground, until you heard sniffling coming from beside you. Shocked, you lifted your head to see Choso with tears of his own stuck in his eyes.

“Choso, are you-“

“I hate the way you talk about yourself. If you could see the way I see you, then you’d never doubt your worth.” Chosos voice was steady, confident as he told you how great you were.

“But no one has ever told me they loved me, I haven’t held hands or kissed anyone or-“

Suddenly, Choso remembered your powers. His eyes widened as he realized that he had to show you just how much you meant to him.

“Feel me”.

You were shocked at his statement.

“Yuji said that you have the ability to feel others emotions and hear their thoughts.” Choso gently grabbed your hand in his, and placed it over his heart.

“So feel me.”

You felt the fast thumping of his heart, your hand feeling warm and tingly under his touch.

“Are you sure?” You asked cautiously. No one willingly ever wanted to be read so openly by someone.

“I’ve never been more sure of anything in my life”.

With that, you closed your eyes and concentrated on linking to his brain and emotions. A golden light emitted from your hand connected to his, as thoughts and strong emotions played like a film in front of your eyes.

It showed the heart clenching feeling he had when he first saw you, him leaving the flowers for you every night, the way his heart soared every time you laughed or smiled at him. Tears began pricking your eyes; was someone like him actually in love with you? Someone who you found to be so perfect, actually chose you out of all the souls in the world.

Overwhelmed, you ended the link, but kept your hand against his chest.

“It was you the whole time, with the flowers.” You smiled at Choso.

“That was me, but it’s okay if you don’t feel the same way, it’s just-“

You cut him off, upset that he thought so little about himself.

“I was the one giving you flowers too, silly”. Chosos eyes widened, his lips forming an “o” as he processed all of this overwhelming information.

“I thought that was Yuji apologizing for eating my poptart.” You laughed at his child like wonder, and grabbed his other hand and held it to your heart. Choso felt the wild thumping, your soft skin a contrast against his calloused palm. His eyes met yours, and he swore they glowed brighter than any star he had ever seen. Broadened with a new sense of courage, Choso spoke once more.

“Can I kiss you? I don’t really know how…”

“Me neither ” you giggled “but yes, yes you can”.

Hesitantly, Choso leaned towards you and softly kissed your lips. They tasted like strawberries and cream, and an instant spark ignited deep within his stomach and blossomed throughout his body. He felt like he was on fire. This is what living must feel like, he thought.

You pulled back, both staring into eachothers eyes, foreheads touching together and noses centimeters apart. You both smiled, your wings fluttering excitedly behind you. In the distance, you hear Itadori howl in excitement.

“FINALLY!! GOOD JOB, BIG BROTHER!!” Yuji whipped in excitement, you laughing at the blush and shocked face on the man before you. Giggling and pecking his rosy cheek with a kiss, you sat up and bid him good night.

“I’ll see you around.” You turned and I flew back to your room, leaving a stunned, and deeply in love Choso behind in your wake.

#jjk #jujutsu kaisen #Choso #choso headcanons #choso x y/n #choso scenarios #choso x reader #choso brainrot #jujutsu kaisen choso #jjk x reader #jjk headcanons #jujutsu kaisen headcanons #jujutsu sorcerer #jujutsu kaisen x reader

71 notes · View notes

wondermentishere · 2 years

Text

okay okay okay. its 6:44 am but i cant sleep so i figured i might as well spill the tea. first off, im so glad i came across that lecture that broke down social anxiety and how to embrace it before i went to the show yesterday. it was so helpful and literally everything i needed to hear. im now walking around paying attention to every single feeling that surfaces. im consciously asking myself what place am i operating from… out of love? out of fear? and if the answer isnt out of love then what do i need to release and embrace to get to love. - now thats wisdom.

so yes got to the show and i had moments arise out of fear but i welcomed and said to myself, “okay great youre nervous. thats okay, thats good. lets sit with this and accept that is apart of this moment and apart of who i am right now.” it really did work. after having a pretty severe and detrimental experience with my anxiety a few days ago, i just couldnt believe i was able to stay as calm as i did with this new technique.

so yeah i was the only gay and black person standing in line lol. (i knew it would be like this) i tweeted that the only negroes around were me and curtis mayfield haha. i got a compliment on my shirt which i accepted but i dont think was my warmest interaction. whatever. got sat at a table that was right near the walk way so i said damn, okay, we’re definitely gonna cross paths tonight. she walked out and i think she noticed me before i noticed her. she was so fucking pretty. and i was happy to see her in her costume that she was gushing about on instagram. she was taking pictures with the audience and i immediately was like “oh no, what do i do? gotta play it cool!” so i grabbed my phone quickly just so i had something else to stare at. when she was done with them i looked up and she was looking at me. ugh. she walked over and she nearly caressed me but stopped herself. she said she would be hosting tonight (surprise surprise mf) and it was gonna be a fun show. i told her i was excited for her set and responded with a “ooh okay” ☺️. i texted james immediately that we already had contact but i surprisingly wasnt nervous. i was chilling. i ordered my drink then ran out to my car to put on perfume and fangirl to james over ft real quick.

the show started and i could tell she was a little nervous. she kept looking at me and stuttering a little bit which was cute. the crowd wasnt warmed up yet but she was doing fine really. performers came and did their thing which was nice. the long island tea was really starting to get to me but i wanted another lol. she performed and just completely captivated the room. i figured she wouldnt walk over to me since i was kinda in the back but… she did 😭 and i was just shaking my damn head. she walked behind me and i felt her pressure on my head like she was grinding on me. it was funny because for a second i didnt even know what side of me she was on lol. she was working the fuck out of the room. shes such an amazing performer. and i told she was after she was done. actually i said “youre fucking amazing” and she smiled and tapped my little chin. ugh. yeah. she didnt perform again which was a bummer. oh yeah, i did the wobble tonight. this lady got up and wanted to dance and her friend and audience was gonna leave her hanging so i had to lowkey save the day. more people got up eventually and this older lady was fucking it up too hahaha. wow 😍 lily wrapped that shit up though quick 💀

i had plans to ask her for her number. like i wrote three different versions of a script lol… but when i got there i realized i wouldnt need that. i could just speak from the heart and be real with her. but also she was taking pics with the front row for a second once the show ended so i just closed my tab and dipped. i also got a free shot on top of my two long islands so ya girl was nice and tipsy after everything was done. i went to 54th street and waited 30 minutes for a pasta i didnt even want. (ordered the wrong one) sipped on some more beer and took my ass home. i watched girlfriends as i tried to down the pasta lol. it wasnt nasty just… not what my taste buds were craving.

i had a dream about lily. she told me she possibly had a uti lol. very friendly vibes. i had a moment during the show when i wondered if we would be compatible. i tweeted early that she might get bored with me but im still curious to find out. shes a mega nerd which i love but idk if i can keep up with. lol. idkkkk. also my soft baby libra moon against her aries… eeee. idk lol. looking forward to seeing her again for sure. she said shes going to canada next week for a burlesque festival so itll probably be a second (only hoping two weeks) before i see her again. i really like her. and yesterday was such a good experience ❤️❣️

#diary #scorpio crush

0 notes