i just woke up from a dream where i was rereading this one book that i truly loved, i think i was finishing the first chapter, still meeting all the main characters, and it was like coming home, yknow?

and now that i'm awake i don't think the book exists and i can't help but feel a deep sense of loss.

get some rest, tall child!!! you cant keep burning the candle at both ends!!!

so tonight starts the first night of me living alone in a farmhouse for a full month. bthe closest town in 15 minutes away (and is also the town they filmed friday the 15th in) and i'm gonna have to both clean the house and take care of some animals. but! luckily my cousin only lives 15 minutes away (not in the town) so we can hang a lot and i can get her husband to teach me how to do work on cars and how to play guitar or smth :3

I hate it that whenever I hear a Marinette stan it's always "she's not perfect but she's amazing and she's trying and she's always leaning towards the better and she's getting better and better" - which is how I feel and how they say it in the show too and it's totally ok and true, but for every other character the fans are always like "the most perfect character ever, the best and the only normal character ever in this show", and it sucks cuz no one in this show is perfect nor normal nor flawless and they've all made mistakes and I'm tired of pretending that Marinette is the only one for whom we can say so cuz you don't seem like real stans to me. You either accept both character's wrongs and rights and stan them for their rights only or you stan them for their wrongs only (which is something you do for villains mostly). But I'm sick whenever I hear someone turning a character into a saint who's never done anything wrong just because they like them. Every character is in their story and they do things that are right or wrong in their story and that's how it is. They all fight for their places and you don't have to love them all but stop acting like your favourite is immaculate and everyone else is bad.

my mom was like fully in love with her lesbian friend and never accepted that or anything. the start of me and my problems

and the bad keeps coming and the bad keeps coming and the bad keeps coming and the b

stop thissss stop it please god

pls keep your fingers crossed for me that after finishing this course i will never have to talk to this dude who took it with me ever again, bc otherwise i'm about to do something drastic.

Kalec would be so frightened of going back into a relationship because of all the magic bullshit that’s happened to him. I’d confess my feelings and be blushed red and nervous that I wouldn’t be good enough for him and he’d just gently take my hand, look me straight in the eyes and tell me with every iota of seriousness, to promise him I will not not turn into the nightwell OR commit genocide. Then I’d be like “???”

“What’s a nightwell?”

.

anyway i'm feeling like the killer today

i wanted to say this last night but men are so creepy and for WHAT like what is the point

happy valentines day darlingggggggggg!!!!!!!! :3 a little late cuz i may have had to kill someone who had a gift for u but that just means i get to give it to u AND all the gifts i already got for u >:3 i love u soooooo much tobiiiii ur my only valentine and i will make sure im ur only one too no matter the cost heehee~ 💖⚡💖⚡love ya!!!

- yoomtah!!

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i’m so sorry but if you watch stranger things and you actually actually for real genuinely think that the duffer brothers have been secretly dropping hints that Mike is bi and actually always loved Will... get help.

God FUCKING dammit I give up.

Me yesterday: I don’t have class Tuesdays I’m gonna be so productive tomorrow!!

Me today: finds out I’m not a full time student so I don’t get my scholarship until it’s fixed so it’s imperative I get into the acting class I want to take and I gotta fill out a form and go Find both professors to get them to sign off on them, also finds out I’ve been accepted into my intro to law class but missed the 24 hour window so I had to call the registering office and luckily I was the only one on the list so they let me in