no it’s literally it’s just it’s “loved slipped beyond your reaches and i couldn’t give a reason” and “there’s an ache in you put there by the ache in me” and “if it’s all in my head tell me now” and “sorry, i can’t see facts through all of my fury” and “im sorry for not making you my centerfold” and “sorry for not winning you an arcade ring” and “i should’ve asked you questions i should’ve asked you how to be” and “it wasn’t right the way it all went down looks like you know that now” and “i replay my footsteps on each stepping stone, trying to find the one where i went wrong” and “but if you ever think you got it wrong” and “you know when it’s time to go” it’s all so 😵‍💫

*posts something deeply depressing* *reblog* *reblog* *reblog* *reblog* there now no one will know

“and there in the bathroom i try not to fall apart” // “talking to yourself in the bathroom”

“i wish it wasn’t 4 am, standing in the mirror saying to myself” // “losing your mind in the mirror like you have to”

“i’m drunk in the back of the car and i cried like a baby coming home from the bar” // “screaming in your car in the driveway”

“i find it dizzying, they’re bringing up my history” // “spinning out think your life’s going sideways”

“glass shattered on the white cloth everybody moved on” // “one broken glass turns to total collapse”

“but i stay when you’re lost and i’m scared and you’re turning away” // “when it all melts down i’ll be there”

“i wake in the night i pace like a ghost” // “sleep is so thin, out of habit”

“i wake up screaming from dreaming” // “hard to tell the real from the dreams you imagine”

“maybe you ran with the wolves and refused to settle down” // “when there’s wolves on your track catching up fast”

“you drew stars around my scars but now i’m bleeding” // “when you’re hitting a wall and every star falls”

my favorite part of “So High School” is that is sounds like a song that would be in a coming of age high school movie in the 2000s, especially the intro

you said you were gonna grow up then you were gonna come find me said you were gonna grow up… You said you were gonna grow up then you were gonna come find me. Said you were gonna grow up… You Said You Were Gonna Grow Up Then You Were Gonna Come Find Me SAID YOU WERE GONNA GROW UP AND THEN YOU WERE GONNA COME FIND ME YOU SAID YOU WERE GONNA GROW UP THEN YOU WERE GONNA COME FIND ME!!!

made a new playlist guys!!

lmao how fucked up (affectionate) would it be if each night of nashville she announces a re-recording as the biggest fuck you and that’s why it has taken so long for her to say anything about them

happy evermore birthday

you’re telling me taylor alison swift sang “trying to find a part of me that you didn’t touch… a part of me you didn’t take up” and “gone was any trace of you i think i am finally clean” back to back??? im gonna kill her (affectionate)

do the tumblrinas at tonight’s show even know what’s going on on their beloved tumblr.com right now?

i’m too wimpy to actually put this on my etsy cause of copyright but what if 🫣

i swear to god i swear to god! some of you need to rewatch Miss Americana and realize that yes these candids are exciting but she hasn’t been “hiding” or “silenced from being her true self” because of joe she has stated on MULTIPLE occasions how bad being photographed constantly like that is bad for her mental health! in fact in Miss Americana she talk about in July 2018 (a time when was literally dating joe btw) that all those candids of her in new york were so bad for her mental health because she overanalyzed them like it was literally the segue in the film she used to talk about her eating disorder and maybe that mindset has changed but i don’t know how y’all can go from seeing taylor talk about how bad being photographed like that was for her to suddenly thinking “oh she wasnt getting photographed cause her boyfriend couldn’t handle it” like shut up i’ll kill you 💔

no but why would she release “All of the Girls You Loved Before” if they were literally breaking up 😭

just sent a very mentally ill message to taylor

you’re crying, you’re sitting in the 300s section of the biggest tour in history because you fucked up your friendship to the biggest star in the world and you’re crying