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hehehehehehhhe i wrote a whole fic tonight hehehehehehehehehhehehe
#it's a rather short fic and it doesn't matter very much#but I wrote it!!#and it was a concept that I tried for a long time to write a little while back and never could get quite right then#and it all just came to me tonight!!#apparently switching POVs helps sometimes#and also settings (went from being in a hospital lobby to in a car)#(this may have something to do with atmosphere and familiarity#because I am incredibly familiar with the inside of a car esp during long night drives but not especially familiar with hospital lobbies)#will probably try to post this tomorrow or the next day!!#there are perhaps 3 people who will even care about it but you know what. I wrote this one for me. so that's ok.#gurt says stuff
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life doodles
#art#me#comics#my art#doodles#in regards to that last one there are mats on the floor i'm not getting slammed into like. concrete#oughgh i need to dye my hair blue again that doodle's old#but also i need to cut it hdsgklhdfl that's gonna be tonight's task#using my clippers for the first time wish me luck#i've cut my own hair before but to the effect of like. trimming a haircut to what i /actually/ wanted#went to the barber months ago like 'hey can you cut my hair' and when he was done he was like 'i gave you something more feminine!'#like! i appreciate the time you took! that's not why i came here though! i kinda want to curl up and die abt that!#he also gave me an undercut. which. i don't look /terrible/ with an undercut but imo the line between a bowl cut and an undercut is razor#fucking thin. also i asked for the length to be blended and showed pictures but who knows i could just be a dumbass for all i know#gotta do it yourself if you want it done right. queer rite of passage or smthin idfk#ANyways hope y'all are doing good
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guys i was so fortunate and lucky to get to see enhypen irl tonight :’) sooo grateful omg it was so good and i’m going coocoo bonkers crazier than ever rn
#hoping everyone here one day gets the opportunity to see these boys irl cuz omg it’s just unreal#it’s srsly only now hitting me that i actually did indeed see them irl#cuz i just never thought i would ever get to#i would share pics but tbh my seats were not v good and i couldn’t afford vip so T-T#my pics are horrendous (i’m actually just gatekeeping my jake pics /j)#anyways maybe i’ll share some once i go through all of them#for now i have to sleep and recover from everything tonight cuz omg#i’m actually losing it jake omg what a man#it was jay’s night (cuz it’s jay’s hometown - welcome back jay 🥹) but i’m sorry whenever my focus wasn’t on jay for 80% of the other times#it was on jake#probably more but i WAS PAYING ATTNETION YO THE KTHER MEMBERS#i’m not just a solo jake stan ok#also jake came to our side THE LEAST SO I WAS JUST STARING AT HIS BACK THE WHOLE TIME#yet ig he just has that strong of a hold on me that he’s the only one on my mind since the concert#and before the concert let’s be real and during the concert let’s be real#i’m so delusional rn u guys it’s actually insane#ok sorry i actually gtg now ok gn byee#em speaks
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the new girl at one of my favorite bakeries called me pretty this morning and it literally melted all my stress away 🥺
#kai.rambles#i was feeling sad bc my grandma is in the hospital and when i went to visit her they wouldn’t let me pass bc my license is expired#which okay ik that’s my fault but i took my passport with me just in case and the guy straight up told me that it wasn’t a valid form of id#and im like yeah tf it is ITS A PASSPORT and he said no#and while i was waiting for my mom to come down to the lobby an old lady came in and he turned her away for the same thing#and dudeee okay you turn me away fine fuck off but an old ladyyy??? at that age they don’t pay attention to that just let her pass#and then he argued with another woman bc she brought a flower arrangement and it had water so he couldn’t allow it HELLOOO??!?#so i had to leave and went to go get breakfast for my mom at least bc she stayed the night and i was supposed to stay the day#and when i came back to give her the food she told me that the nurse that was with my grandma asked what happened bc she wasn’t expecting#my mom to return and when my mom told her she immediately got so angry bc that same guy#didn’t allow her and a couple other nurses to bring in a cake for one of the residents#who’s birthday is today and they had a full on argument this morning#so it was all in all awful and now my mom has been there for more than 20 hours until later tonight when my aunt goes over :(#anyway this turned into a whole rant im sorry but im so mad bc i know for a FACT that a passport is a valid form of id#and he was just being a fkn dick#but the girl called me pretty and it took some stress off and she really liked my blush#and i liked hers so we had a little makeup 101 exchange and it was so nice at least 🥺#and i have a couple cute asks to answer that have made my day as well so i’ll get to those in a few 🥰
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it's been a sec since i've done a translation! but i think this comic is really sweet so translation under the cut!! the title on the comic is "kiribaku and tododeku who aren't public about their relationship (having mild heart attacks)", and the caption on the tweet is "i wanna read 10000 stories about people finding out about kiribaku and tododeku's relationships"
Hero Radio OFFTiME! On our program, you can hear top heroes spill a little bit about their private lives. Today's hosts are Deku and Red Riot! What kinds of things will they talk about? Let's see!
Midoriya: Man, you must be tired! You came here straight after a night shift, right? Are you feeling alright?
Kirishima: All good! Besides, you've been working ten days in a row, right? Good on you!
(word bubbles - Very, Very Tired)
M: Alright then, our first letter of the night...this one comes to us from BlueMackerel-san, who asks, "How did you spend your last day off?"
K: Uhh...oh yeah! Hiked 'n camped! And ate a ton of campfire food!
M: Oh, with Kacchan?
K: Yep!
M: He sure does like hiking.
Flashback Kirishima: WHOOPIE!!
Flashback Bakugou: Just eat it
M: What'd you two eat?
K: The works! Spare ribs, and homemade sausage, and meat, and more meat! Bakugou always packs a ton of meat to barbecue, it's crazy good! What about you?
M: Mmm...I slept in until around noon...and I think that day, Todoroki's family invited me over for dinner. His sister is a great cook!
Flashback Fuyumi: Welcome, welcome!
K: Coooool. So we both ended up just spending the day with our boyfriends, huh-
M: UH- um-
K: Huh? OH-! Cut! Cut!! Can you guys pretend you didn't hear that last...
M: Ohhhh my goddddddd
Narration: Our next letter comes to us from DieYouScum-san, who writes, "I'm killing you when you get home"
#kiribaku#tododeku#translation#bnha#this is a short one that's mostly kirishima and deku talkin but i think it's very cute#i'm also still completely in shock that tumblr now lets you go back and fix typos in tags#good on ya tumblr stuff#this is just a super quick translation before bed and i played it kinda fast and loose w the expressions!! but i did my best to get the#meaning across!!#to talk abt mostly unrelated stuff yesterday on my way home from a long weekend i dropped by tokyo and to a huge anime resale store#they had soooo much bnha stuff but pointedly they had a whole separate building across the street for doujinshi#my local anime resale store lately has gotten so few bnha doujin that they stopped sorting them by ship so it's basically not worth looking#but this one had a ton of krbk all laid out and i was this close to not even going into the store but i came out w a little stack!#crazy to see so much krbk in person that i even had my /pick/ of safe fluffy stuff#anyway one of the ones i bought is abt them living together and the cover illustration is kirishima elbowing bkg in his sleep#i was gonna not just read more krbk before bed tonight but it looks so sweet and up my alley#ik i don't post much on here anymore and it's mostly bc adult life saps the paragraph-typing/thread-typing energy out of me#but those guys still have an apartment in my brain#hope you guys are doing well!!
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This week was another long week and I'm just. Exhausted. Sad. Frustrated. Burnt out and tired and. Done.
#i think someone stole packages from me because i came home and didnt find them#legit sad because they were xmas gifts for my sisters and i haven’t had the time or money to go and get them something nice#and i really wanna get them something nice because the past couple months since the one sister got out of the hospital have been hard for us#and then people were just so rude at work#just all the little things that culminate into a breaking point#had a cry in the bath and now im sitting with a book and some Ben & Jerrys🥲#gonna try to write tonight too#totally unwind#jojo vents
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A brief return just to let people know, my wife had her full hysterectomy today and the surgeon said they are incredibly confident that the cancer is gone, but that they are going to biopsy everything to be sure. There were no complications, she didn't need a more intensive surgery and is currently getting some much needed sleep. I am so proud of her for being so strong through this and I love her with all of my heart 💜🩵
#also see me getting in trouble because at one point i thought they forgot to take me to her so i ran off to go find her#ya know in an area with like 4 or 5 different connected hospitals and im storming through all of them trying to find my wife#before i get a very frustrated phone call from a nurse who was like where tf are you were trying to take you to her and you vanished#i was a lil anxious i was incredibly fucking anxious#the way i felt everything in me give out and the sigh of relief when the surgeon came and told me she was ok and they got everything#im never going to forget that feeling i think#anyway i might hang around for tonight just because im so tired but sleeping in hospitals is hard
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coil ch tonight
#m&m#magic and mystery#m&m coil#coil#allegory_for_hatred#it's snape and dazai talkinggggggggggg#and since dazai said mori might come in earlier#i think he will#and after years snape and mori might talk again#i hope pansy is okay#i love her so much you guys dont understand#my poor daughter#godddd#also blaise touching dazai's cheek and not even asking what happened just if it's healed my hearrttttttt#allegory is trying to kill me atp#goddddddddd#this fic is so good and im so excited for tonight#ive only been able to think abt this fic all week (me every single week since i first read magic and mystery before coil even came out)#goddddddd#this convo is abt to be so good#i assume we are also gonna get some sort of update on pomfrey#bcos i thought that's what last ch would be#but idk#my predictions last week were wayyyy off and they might be this week too#although we do know for sure that snape and dazai will talk bcos that's what was in the next up#im so excited !!
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the burnout is real lads . . . . .
#which is to say that i came home and just stared at the wall for roughly 2 hours instead of completing my documents#it was at least validating to get to talk to one of my coworkers today#and hear that they're just as burnt out as i am#and usually have to sit in the parking lot for 4 to 5 minutes before they come in because they just don't want to be here that badly#and it feels hard to admit because this is typically thought of as a passion driven profession#and it's like#neither of us have lost the passion for it???#it's not that we hate our jobs#it's just that we both feel like. we're putting in increasingly more effort week by week but we're just.#no longer getting results.#i mentioned how i feel like my faith in my ability to do this kind of work has just plummeted to zero#not at all helped by my mentor constantly pushing me to go faster and faster but then getting mad when my presentations go poorly#because i went faster or reduced the amount of material or cut the Q and A section down 10 minutes#i just feel . . . . . tired . . . . . . . . . . .#i still need to write three planning documents for tonight#one of which needs to be Really Good because my direct supervisor will be looking at it#but my god#i just want to sleep for three days straight and then stare at a wall for another three#i'm so close to the end though . . . . .#just another 15 of these documents (including the three from tonight) and that about covers my internship#of course then there's also the seminar work and the group project and all the fancy official employment documents#and. the portfolio project (a man screams in agony)#but god . . . . . . . .#so close . . . . . . . .#so close . . . . . .#once i'm free from the portfolio it's back to zola work and THEN . . . . . . . . . .#i can finally have a substantial mental health break for the first time since last may ;;; _____ ;;;
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made my first dnd character ever and she's a total cunt and i love her
#her name is kaia she's a half-elf bard btw. if u even care#the DM came up with a backstory with me bc i CANNOT invent shit on the spot so i basically let him take the wheel#which im not mad about bc it's my first campaign and i was nervous and im still Weird about anything writing-related in front of others#so i kind of accepted that me just being open about my own ideas wasn't gonna happen anytime soon and will take time#and he was really good about it like didn't give me shit for not contributing he just on the fly came up with a whole ass backstory#i love being around writers it was genuinely very beautiful to watch BUT it's also very funny the backstory he came up with#bc now kaia by chance has an absent father and an incredibly close but complex relationship with her mother#and she expresses all of her emotions and anger and hurt towards these things and other experiences through her art form (music)#like? lol. lmao even. like why did he come up with that backstory SPECIFICALLY im giggling#hella goes to uni#it's our first session tonight im very excited <3
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i was tagged by the biblically accurate angels @cordiallyfuturedwight and @aprylynn for the september round up <33
i'm sure there's a perfectly reasonable explanation for this combination of tracks but i'm simply not privy to it. tagging favs if you fancy it: @thvinyl @btscontentenjoyer @spicyclematis @hoseeok @kimchokejin @jihopesjoint @eoieopda MWAH and always @monismochi !!!!!!!
#thoughts and/or feelings (delete as appropriate) as follows:#say you'll be there - and what can i say? it's a spice world and we're just living in it#de selby pt.2 - still has me by the throat. must be the domnhall gleeson of it all#pusherman - love love love but genuinely not a single idea as to where this one came from#talk tonight - potentially one of the dreariest oasis tracks and that's saying something#(i'm a manc so i can say this without risk of being clotheslined by a gallagher in town)#growing sideways - lord forgive me but i do believe it is the season of the sticks. i'm terrified that i might never have met me???#500 psychic damage#teardrop - cover of the century. exceptional. no notes#don't let me get me - because missundaztood is an album and a half#linger - and i will be letting it!!!!! fuck#for us - she's the stand out for me. though don't worry i have already developed an unhealthy obsession with the entire album#american teenager - please for the love of god give ethel cain a chance if you haven't already. no one else is doing it like this#as for the artists. paolo nutini making a strong bid this month. i will always have feelings for you#also something something about every fleetwood mac girlie also being an abba girlie. can't fault that logic.#unrelated i need that stevie nicks barbie so bad i don't know what i'll do#tag#receiptify#mwah mwah mwah#thanks for coming <33
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brittana doesn’t need a soulmate au for their soulmateism to be clear and true. despite trying out other people, exploring themselves and even moving to different states/cities they found their way back to each other and Stayed there. because it was the right decision to them
#sorry feeling sick tonight#and everyday.#oh my goddddddd#like in s2 they rlly thought it was gonna be the end with all the distance and the fact they couldn’t even be best friends anymore#because of their feelings and brittany dating artie and everything that got in the way#but then they worked it out and they were together the way they wanted to be!!!!!#sure they broke up but it was out of love#and santana didn’t give up#she tried to move on but she still considered brittany her best friend… or wanted to even tho they were not as close anymore#but then brittany came back and they both realized the reason they can’t be close best friends anymore is because they’re not meant to be#-just best friends. they are Soulmates i fear#and they had to be together that’s what they realized! amen#like idk this is obvi just me recapping their relationship but!!!!#it’s all because they’re Meant to be!!! TOGETHER!!!! two-shot all the time!!#gleeposting
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I just showed my cousin the picture of mike nesmith’s giant fucking ass and she replied in a monotone voice: “oh. that’s… cool. that’s… so real.”
#mike nesmith#she’s so disappointed in me guys#she just got done trauma dumping to me and i’m like ‘hey so i need to talk about mike nesmith’s big butt because i have a hyperfixation’#and yes… tonight the hyperfixation is mike#and you may be like ‘yeah is that new?’ but the hyperfixation is specifically on little strange mike nesmith intricacies that are always in#my mind but i don’t always FIXIATE on#like usually i do this with micky and mike is just my entire being but tonight it’s mike#like his big bum is one of the silly things and another is his emo fucking daughter and how much she looks like michael’s mother#like she really does it makes me cry i am not related to these people i do not know them but i care for the nesmith’s so deeply cause monkee#like she looks like her grandmother!! i can totally see phyllis in her but all mikes kids got his vibe#lil baby mikes#and his mother came out in his daughter !! genetics !!!#sorry for the rant in the tags if anyone sees this. i just love monkees so much#it’s like nothing i’ve ever loved before except maybe scooby doo when i was 6-9 years old
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was completely mystified for days by my cousins being like “let’s watch a movie!” and then BOTH OF THEM proceeding to stare at their phones throughout the entire film, glancing at the screen only whenever the dialogue or a musical cue implied that something Important was happening, only to realize that the issue is that modern films don’t rely on nearly as many purely visual elements as older films did, so my poor cousins missed over 50% of the jokes because i didn’t think to warn them that, when watching films directed by people who got their start before films had dialogue, you actually need to WATCH them to understand what is happening.
#realized this AS i was reading a review of the film i watched tonight and suddenly it ALL clicked#the visual gags were their favorite parts too - they just didn’t know they missed at least 90% of them 😂😂#i mean. personally i put everything aside when watching a film regardless of when it came out#which DOES sometimes result in me getting bored#but like. tough cookies. that’s what i signed up for#it’s not a YouTube video. it’s not an audiobook. it’s not a podcast.#you have to WATCH it#if you don’t want to watch a movie then that’s cool#but don’t say you do and then look at your phone the whole time - ya know?#i feel like i’m gonna have to start clarifying this with people beforehand#because i DO have movies i would put on if people’s mileage was ‘vaguely entertaining background noise for my phone scrolling’#but you’re not getting one of the Good Ones if that’s all you’re looking for#not even because i’m being judgey but because it fails to fulfill that purpose#they’re films that require your full attention#so if you can’t give them that - they won’t give anything back to you#i think that’s fair to say#oh also meant to mention that my cousins have degrees in theater and art respectively#so i just assumed they would inherently Get this#but they DIDN’T#and i was Not Prepared
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#tonight was just exhausting#i literally worked all day with my kiddo at home with me#and then made dinner right after I got off work#and then got myself and beba ready to go see my parents#mom is waiting for a call from the doctor to give us either good news or bad news#fingers crossed it’s good news#but I spent the whole day wondering when she’d get the call#and was worried she was waiting till I came over today to give me bad news#but that’s not the case they just haven’t called her yet#which I think is a good sign#anyways#went over there had a decent time#then came home got beba ready for bed did the dishes#and now I’m having girl dinner#which is just Turkey sticks cheese sticks and crackers#😮💨😮💨😮💨😮💨😔😔😔😔😔😔#I’m exhausted
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#seeing the strumbellas tonight#i'm exciteddd!#their new album came out tonight#it's gooood!#and we'll be the first show of the tour and all so yes i'm glad i found a ticket last minute#i had tickets to see them in 2020 but lol#their album hope in 2016 was such a moment in time for me#like- i listen to it and get goosebumps#they just did an ig live. they said they're gonna be selling their last 3 LPs as vinyls...#guys... i'm buying hope aren't i#dammit.#this album is also gooooood#and i probably eventually will get it... but like- hope is sooo...#anyway... we'll see... i can always get them later too.#i don't even have a fucking record player yet lmao
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