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puppyeared · 4 months

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for like 3 weeks i was wondering why i was sleeping so much and felt listless. and just now I managed to email 3 people and responded to a month old message in the span of an hour because I got back to TAKING MY FUCKIN MEDS..........

#MOTHER FFFFUCKER #to be fair. my doc said I could stop taking them while im on break since i wouldnt need to be constantly pumped on stimulants #im not sure if it was a side effect but i managed to take like 3 different naps in one day and STILL managed to sleep thru the whole night #at least 2 days into my break. the weird thing is i didnt feel more or less rested afterwards. but mentally i think im in a good place rn #to really put the level of awakeness im at rn i feel weirdly confident i could start one piece. also bc of that sick new opening it BANGS #the song is really good and im in love with the animation style. did some digging and it seems one of the lead animators is masato mori #but i could be wrong. it seems he also did some work on mp100 which could explain a lot lol.. he uses smear frames really well to convey #consistent movement and fluidity!!! someone else might have done color design but it works really really well esp with odas style!!#just love the overall vibe and aesthetic and id really love to study it and incorporate a bit of it into my art.. especially the thick #outlines which i think helps to separate characters and objects on screen. though i have to say the style is definitely more suited to #animation bc of the simpleness and smears. maybe that will help me explore shapes and perspective when i draw... i wanna get better #at drawing poses and angles but i have a hard time wrapping my head around space and using perspective guide lines NGHHHH #i wonder if it has to do with my dogshit ability to judge distance. not depth perception but like. judge how far smth is in metres etc #im also wearing an N95 for the first couple weeks back bc of the wave. absolutely NO BODY is wearing a mask its so fucking over #where im sitting ive heard 5 different people coughing probably not into their elbows!!! and im just. head in my fucking hands #there was a kid sitting a couple seats away in class coughing as he pleases and i wanted to grab him in a chokehold so badly. PLEASEE #ive been annoying my family by asking them to mask up and reminding them to bring masks when they go out and showing them news articles #but at least its working bc we ordered some KN95s and my mom is at least taking me seriously so. please dont be afraid to speak up abt your #health. take care of yourself and others however u can!! wear that mask indoors at your maskless friends house!!! stay home when u can!!#im wearing a surgical mask at home too bc my parents have '''a dry throat cough''' and they are so bad at coughing into their sleeves #also im pretty sure dry throat isnt transmissible bc my brother started coughing too so.. i also tested negative but they havent tested yet #im also not a doctor but i have to keep reminding ppl whenever i can that covid and flu work differently. covid is new and too recent to #have nearly as much research done on it. it seems its also compounding so instead of building immunity it weakens the body and spreads to #to other systems which might explain brain fog and muscle weakness. i remember someone early in the pandemic got infected and it messed up #their smell/taste receptors so bad that they cant eat most foods and that stays in the front of my mind when i think abt covid. christ #yapping

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lureithleon · 6 days

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picked up my anti depressants!

unlike stolas, I will not be rawdogging the full moon

#we dont judge in this house though because i have been out of my meds since nov #shit happens stols i get it #also i have a sneaking suspicion stolas will also not be getting rawdogged this full moon #helluva boss #hb spoilers #helluva boss spoilers #helluva boss duet #i think it's from the duet i haven't seen it yet im waiting for the ep

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sims2veronaville · 13 days

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Is my sim the world's greatest host or what

#genuine question though is it normal for sims with your house key to come over EVERY day TWICE a day or do i need to do some mod weeding #im scared to revoke the key bc idk if it will put a dent in their relationships <- something i could easily google now that i think about it #but also i do like when friends just pop by.. just not every single day 😑#also don't judge my decor </3 we are literally living paycheck to paycheck #$378 in the bank and she's finishing up a freelancing gig that should pay about $215 i think?#and then bills arrive 🤗#i just got her a roommate so i hope.. he will pay half the bills..#idk ive never played with roommates #if he doesn't I might just cheat it anyway #i literally dont understand how we're so poor like. this has never been a problem for me before lmfao #ts4 tag

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intruderzim · 5 months

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WEIGHT GAIN IS OKAY AND A SIGN OF LIVING A HAPPIER HEALTHIER LIFE

#MY JAWLINE ISNT WHAT MAKES ME LOVABLE #THINNESS IS NOT EQUIVALENT TO HAPPINESS #I DONT NEED TO IDEALIZE SICKNESS AND NO ONE SHOULD!!!!!#body image #FIGHT DIET CULTURE IDEALS THAT HAVE WORMED THEIR WAY INTO YOUR MIND LIKE A DISEASE #bodies change and are meant to be malleable and we are ALWAYS CHANGING #this is a gift we get to experience!!!!!!!!! never the same twice #if you judge morality based on weight im stealing something out of your house!!!

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itsza · 1 year

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made a gaon gif!!!

this one at 100% speed

and this one at 150% speed!

#there's weird yellow patches in near his neck #but i figured out my gifs looked hella crusty cuz i was editing from a 480p file #no one warned me how addictive this is #im behind on all my assignments now #the devil judge #i need to get better at the coloring #yes my pc died while trying to change the speed but she came back to life and that's all that matters #in this house we dont shame ppl for dying #given how she's literally held together with tape i think i should be happy this thing even switches on lol

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newtness532 · 6 months

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why can't i just do things when i say i will do them?

#to make paying the monthly gym subscription worth it i need to go at least 7 times. its been 2 weeks and ive been twice so i need to go #at least 5 more times in the next 2.5 weeks #i can go tomorrow directly after uni and then maybe ill be able to force myself to go on friday again #then I'll just have to go one time next week and 2 the week after that #and i mean i still have time to go today but i dont have the energy and im also getting hungry sooo thats not happening #but since im not goimg to the gym i have to stufy. which is easier bc i can do it from my bed without getting dressed and leaving the house #and if i start crying while doing that there will be no one there to judge me #okay im glad we agree #I'll just get up and go bring my stuff now #i can do that #why am i like this #okay im going #bye see you later #jo says stuff #personal ramblings

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anotherpapercut · 8 months

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sometimes I feel like there's a narrative on here that like. people who work and live not with their parents in their 20s are somehow privileged and its really annoying as someone with 0 family and 0 built in support system lol

#this has nothing to do with the previous post i was just reminded of some unrelated posts I've seen #like i get what people mean but i really dont consider it a privilege to have to graduate at 16 and immediately start working to pay rent #causing a severe worsening of ny physical and mental state so that i can afford to eat #and i would just like to say for the record that id never judge someone for living with their parents because im so envious lmao #just like. of the idea of having parents that would take care of you. ive always been so fascinated by that #because my sister got married at 19 to get out of the house and then depended on her husband bc she also has trouble #working due to disability. were both physically and mentally disabled so we have that in common lol #and then she had to contend with becoming entirely dependent on a man who then had incredible power over her #and now theyre divorced and she has to try to figure out how to do all this stiff at 33 that our mother never taught us #and that ive figured out on my own over the past 7 years. and i just think damn i wish we had family lol #like maybe if we even had 1 relative who cared enough to like. check in with us even?? let alone help #thats always just seemed really incredible to me. and ill never really be able to wrap my head around it

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phxraon · 2 years

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y'all are not ready for the time skip cause you don't want to see milly go

but i'm not ready for the time skip cause i don't want to see emma get unnecessary hate

#im like absolutely dreading the reaction #i hope emma is better than milly just so people can stop bitching #it's so tiring already and it's only been 3 episodes #i just dont want to see anyone judging emma #they're doing their best #but since we saw milly first now people are attached to her so naturally they'll push emma away #especially because they're non binary #i hate it here #im sure emma will be fantastic #and i can't wait to see them as rhaenyra #house of the dragon #hotd #rhaenyra targaryen #emma d'arcy #emma darcy #milly alcock

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minglana · 5 months

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this is rly funny but i think my (as far as i knew) straight cis guy friend is soft-launching his relationship w his bf???????

#like hes just discreetly posting pics of this guy on his story #ive NEVER seen him before in his stories and usually he only posts family in that way #and he is definitely not family. bc as yall know aragon is small and we know each other. and if x doesnt follow him then y should #BUT THEY DONT. only his roommates👀which is bf behavior imo #sorry abt this im just kinda excited. bc i met this friend our 1st yr of uni in the dorms #and EVERYONE swore he was gay. i kept saying that we couldnt just judge him bc he wasnt as 'masculine' as his cousin #basically i tried to give him his space while also letting him know i was gay and that it was ok #but he surprised everyone (including me) when he told us abt him hooking up w this girl from the dorms #so anyways if he actually ends up being his bf. im gonna be so excited!!!!!!! another gay friend!!!!!#if hes not gay. then oh well!!!! i love him so much either way. sharing his bed food and house w me when i got expelled is more than enoug #for him to be a good friend to me lol. es un amor de persona (havent spoken to him in months though lmaoooo)#z xarre

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oatbugs · 2 years

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i am actually terrified xoxo

#ok yk how i ended up going to sweden to a family friends house and staying in an empty w a futon in it #the family friend in question is actually a really ridiculously clever translator/linguist/author/journalist/etc #genuinely shes so smart . but also shes like . super introverted and the whole house is constantly silent i can hear someone sighing #through a closed door . and the door to my containment cube TM is in the living room and i am constanrly living in fewr #of making any noise . also forgot to take UK-EU adapter w me so i literally cpuld not study which is the entire reason #i came here . to run away from my parents constantly screaming at each other etc. anyway theyre actually lovely ppl but i am so afraid of #like . using up their food etc . that i rejected it for a while . which is dumb as fuck bc straight up rejecting to eat smns cooking #is actually rly rude in my culture . but i still feel guilty. and like im not even here w my own money (i dont have any of that left xoxo)#anyway we had a convo abt languages and i realised my persian is so shit rn its so . shameful of me. she also told me to learn german #(bc philisophy) and i told her i kind of am kind of and she said do u find it a mathematical langauge ? WHAT DOES THAT MEAN #WHAT DO U MEAN . LIKE IK ROUGHLY WHAT SHE MEANT BUT LIKE WHAT WAS THE RIGHT ANSWER #when i responded she just smiled and said nothing for 10 seconds i feel like my whole personality was being judged for that response #anyway @swedes ur consensus culture is actually so fascinating #empty cube** first tag #every moment i am living in fear . still 100x better than being home lmao #the way i didnt sleep for 3 days . xoxo #anyway linköping bitches r like lets do smth crazy and go to a pub at 7pm order 2 entire beers chat cordially and split the bill before 8pm #heart emoji everyone here js rly sweet

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scattered-winter · 7 months

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never underestimate the power of being a petty bitch. many such cases

#was in bed for an hour feeling sick and Bad (tm) but i heard a work crew outside and IMMEDIATELY got up #so i could stare out the window and judge their technique #they dont work as fast as my crew does but i guess thats fine. and valid. or whatever.#anyway lads we are having A Bad Day but i am going to go OUT of the house #i am going to go to spirit halloween and also get some oreos. we are going to DO something today.#<- whiteknuckling the sink staring into the mirror covered in blood #winter speaks #personal

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guideaus · 1 year

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I swear there needs to be some embargo on talking about csm lmao. It's not a masterpiece, but somehow the media literacy for it is so low... and there's always so many of the same bad comments 😭

#personal #idk im like SAY CSM ISNT DEEP AGAIN. SAY IT 🔪🔪🔪#in this house we support out ethical incel that sells used cigs to homeless ppl #its ppl who have not seen it/see 5 mins and judge or dumbasses saying denji fumbled himeno #imo its just also weird all their criticisms were the point of kt #they said it was abt how creepy men are (no) but then said makima wouldnt have affected denji if he appreciated what he had (which was #nothing) and its like hmm its almost like. thats literally what helps him break free from makima... the reason she could control him was bc #he had nothing 🤔🤔#obviously they dont know that but them making that their criticism on ep 1... bro Wait.#its very tumblr 2015 steven universey to me. like 'su PROBLEMATIC bc lapis was mean to peridot :('#wow almost as if theyre characters 😳

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rockpapertheodore · 1 year

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