#and i worked 10-12 hours a day on it
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the video on YT got blocked in some regions bc of the song, and i was a fool for posting the YT link to the video here on tumblr, so i am posting it again
#it took like 5 straight days to make#and i worked 10-12 hours a day on it#i was sick so i had the time#haha#my stuff#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt#rottmnt#tmnt 2003#TMNT 2012#Rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#video edit#tmnt leonardo#tmnt raphael#tmnt michelangelo#tmnt donatello
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really wish my one friend would quit flirting with me. and trying to goad me into hanging out more. and assigning us fictional characters that are oh-so-coincidently either couples or with romantic tension. and then interrupting our gameplay to ask me repeatedly if I think they’re “like us” (which they rarely are…). and matching my icon on discord without asking (again, usually by insinuating a couple connection). and giving me random things I do not want and did not ask to receive (and then forcing me to take them???).
#storyrambles#it’s not creepy. just for context. it’s just irritating because I’ve told this person repeatedly that I’m not interested in romance.#this person is also naturally a huge romantic so it is next to impossible to tell whether it’s actual flirtation or just flirting for fun#flirting for fun is cool. I wouldn’t mind that. but if I do it once this person will take that as an invitation to do it an excessive amoun#but yeah after being given 12 roses out of the blue when I said ‘no don’t buy me flowers’. there’s only so many things that can mean#‘it’s nice to see your face you always cover it!’ …I’m masking. because of covid#I’m narrating a game and suddenly ‘I like hearing your voice I should call you every day so I can hear it for 10 minutes’. …no.#‘you have to take the snack I brought you know it’s rude to refuse a gift’ I have never refused a gift. It is rude. But also I didn’t ask.#‘you know this game is one you can play without talking so we can play more often!’ we already play games once a week for usually 3 hours.#‘but it’s not talking so it’s less social energy’ no. that is not how it works.#sorry for the rant im just. tired.#you know those people who are so pleasant to hang out with and then they try way too hard#and that’s actually what makes things awkward? rather than when they’re just being themselves?#yeah. that’s this friend here.#usually I go along with the bit but when I can never tell when the bit is actually a bit#and you insist on me taking on the ‘girl role’ for most of them#I am not going to play along.#UGH don’t get me started on the ‘you’re cute when you’re flustered’#I wasn’t even flustered. I was trying to do mental math while running on four hours of sleep and he was staring directly at me#it’s uncomfortable.#also. I never want to hear that again. fuck. ‘you’re cute when you’re angry’ ‘you’re cute when you’re upset’ ALL THE FUCKING TIME AS A KID#will I be so cute after I kick you in the nuts? will I?#(for clarity I don’t want to kick him. I want to kick those other people.)#I need a lot of alone time. I really do. I can do 3 hours and then I will be drained for the rest of the day.#‘how did you grow up? did you not talk to your mom for more than 3 hours a day?’#first of all. that’s different?#secondly we actually regularly do separate things without talking to each other. or go in separate rooms to take some time to ourselves#also I don’t have to be on high alert for if I’m going to be flirted with. so.#ugh. I like him as a friend. I really do. I know this all makes it seem like the opposite. I try so hard to be as nice as possible.#but UGHHHHHH
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Does anyone know any vitamins or foods or drugs that improve your QUALITY of sleep? I don't mean stuff that makes you fall asleep or helps you sleep longer, I mean stuff that makes 5 hours of sleep feel like 8 or some shit like that. Obviously I don't mean benzos/alcohol/weed/hypnotics/antipsychotics/melatonin/allery meds etc... For context I think like 90% of mental health issues are caused by chronic sleep deprivation 😂😂😂
#I used to be sleep deprived as in getting 2-3 hours a night on AVERAGE and then crashing for 10-12 hours every few days (not from drugs!)#Now it's just that I very rarely actually feel like I slept well even tho I usually get a decent amount of sleep#And I don't usually wake up during the night that often#So idk what my issue is....#I use melatonin to fall asleep doesn't always work but has no side effects
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home from work
#if I speak…#one of the girls walked out yesterday#the best worker we have is on the verge of blowing up on this bitch’s leaders bc since he can do everything quick and efficiently already#they’re putting 3 to 4 ppl’s workloads on him to see how far they can extend his worth and then they’re over his shoulder the whole time#micromanaging him so today he almost lost it and was literally walking around mumbling about his disrespectful they all are (facts)#and how if they don’t think he’s doing it right then they can do it and I know for a fact one of the ladies heard him#bc he wasn’t even trying to hide it at this point and like this dude is cool he has a lot of patience and helps out any way he can#so if HE’S on the brink of snapping then the rest of us don’t stand a chance LMFAO#anyways today was a fucking mess those leaders know nothing about our store yet so they have us making less than what we need until we need#it so we get behind constantly and they made prep a disaster bc again they think they can just prep a bunch of stuff in the morning#and it’ll last the whole day and yes that works in theory but the reality of the situation is every day is different and today#we sold double what we did yesterday so they had to move me to prep to fix their mistakes bc we were running out of stuff 4 hours in lmfao#and I’m the only one left who knows how to do everything on prep bc the other girls had never done it before#we’re supposed to prep 20 mac n cheese trays in the morning for the whole day#we open lunch at 10:30 tell me why I go into the cooler at 12 put more in the oven and there’s only 5 left#it’s been less than 2 HOURS and you’re already running out of macs which means those idiots prepped barely anything just to try and save mo#*money to cut down waste but that gag if you’re losing money bc now you’re short on everything and customers are leaving bc they’re having#to wait a long time for their food#and macs take 40 minutes to cool LMFAO#I get over there they’re out of parfaits they’re out of fruit cups they’re out of kale salads the front is coming in and having to take#stuff as I make it bc they keep getting orders and it’s all just a fucking mess#I have to make a custom wrap and what happens?? those morons didn’t pull the flatbreads out of the freezer like they’re supposed to every#night so now we have no flatbread and I had to run back there and put them in the warming drawer to defrost and we lost an order bc I had#nothing to make the wraps with <3#I go back there to get more cold chicken SPOILER ALERT they didn’t have anyone make any this morning so now there’s no chicken for the wrap#and salad and it has to be grilled and then chilled for 2 FUCKING HOURS before it can be used#they’re a fucking disaster like 😭#was the store perfect before?? ofc not but it ran quickly and efficiently as it should and now it’s literally just a mess#this bitch hasn’t even owned it for a full week yet and has already fucked it all up#womp womp!!!!!!
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i am still ill, however still no fever.
interestingly my sinuses don't feel like they're full of snot and infection anymore... but now my throat is really achy and it hurts whenever i swallow and also my other ear hurts like hell for some reason too??? also my cough has still not gone away. :/
#also tomorrow i will have a long day at work - probably 10 to 12 hours depending on stuff#soooo i'm not looking forward to that while feeling like this#anyways#just wanted to complain a bit#personal
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explaining my lifestyle: no see this looks like horrible depression but I actually feel much better than I did when I was putting work into improving myself ♥️
#my apartment looks fine and average and my grades are fine and average#my skin looks fine and average my clothing is just okay my relationships aren't in the trash fire#yes i spend 10-12 hours a day zoning out or doing stuff unrelated to anything i'm supposed to be doing#yes i only leave this apt a few times a week#yes i struggle to eat enough sleep at consistent times and turn stuff in on time#but being kind of dysfunctional is incredibly relaxing#i go to bed actively hoping i'll wake up! like i will be there going oh hope i get to live the whole year/decade/next fifty years so i can#do my fun activities!#idk if this is actually true but it *feels* like the very first time since i was 18 that nothing is on fire#love to not be actively on fire#i think everyone should experience 'oh man i've been exhausted for a decade and i am going to spend most of a year being weird about it'#you truly have to work it out of your system it makes you hateful and anxious otherwise
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“i’m all alone, but i’m as happy as can be!”
#aka top 10 things i wish i could drill into my coworkers brains grrrrrrrrrrrrrrnrhrhbgbgbfbfbfnf#‘you should get a bf’ ‘when are you gonna get married and have kids?’ how about n e v e r#i just want to sleep when i’m not on the clock mans i don’t want to waste my precious sleep time on others#i mean. i don’t even leave the house on my days off. not to go shopping or anything bc sleep is more important~~~#and stuff can be bought online anyways s o o o o o#g o d speaking of online purchases thoughhh this massage seat i bought online came in yesterday and it works amazingly well~~~~~#used it for half an hour last night and i was relaxed enough to sleep for 11-12 hours straight#wish i had space for an actual massage chair though but this will have to do…#it’s been my dream to own a massage chair for the longest time…… but ig this massage seat is good enough……#i can just slap it onto my desk chair and b a m ✨instant paradise✨#speaking of instant though… one of my coworkers was commenting on my love for instant noodles the other day#‘you’ll ✨d i e✨ faster if you eat a lot of cup noodles yk?’ he said#so ✨o f c✨ my mouth chose to work faster than my brain when i replied with ‘i’m fine with that bc i won’t have to work then’#he and another coworker laughed :( sadded#b u t i finally had my cup noodles that i ‘customised’ at the cup noodle museum today and it was good~~~~~~~ i have good taste (self praise)#the best part was the lack of spring onions!!!! bc screw spring onions really who decided that they should be included with most cup noodles#or just noodles in general? the texture sucks and they don’t even taste good man. why would you even add spring onions?#it’s number 2 in my list of most hated food toppings. it loses only to ikan bilis bc s c r e w ikan bilis or dried anchovies or whatever#they’re known as >:( i hateeeeee how takeout places will just assume that you want ikan bilis and lop on a huuuuugeeeee serving of them#atop your food as you desperately and futilely b e g them to stop#and when you try to pick them out they just!!!! keep turning up everywhere instead?????#like hello???? how did you manage to get to the bottom of the bowl???? you were only added as a topping!!!!!!!#also. their eyes are really creepy. and the heads get detached from the bodies all the time and just. seeing the eyes ruins my appetite.#wait this was supposed to be about my coworkers and their pushiness in a matter that doesn’t concern them how did we get so far off-topic—#chizuutan chizpost
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bad coughing fits again 😭 all this because she came for the holidays while sick and didn't bother trying to keep her sickness to herself
the past few days had seemed ok, i dont get why it's gotten back to this, it's so frustrating because i cant control it!!!!!
#morgane's talking alone#got a doc appointment tomorrow evening but what if he just tells me it's nothing 😭#the bad fits are really inconvenient and truly do prevent me from doing anything#for like 5-10 minutes all i can do is cough and then try to recover/fix myself up#last september i already had these coughing fits and it usually meant at least once a day i couldn't work at all for 10min#(and then the whole floor at work got worried bc of the noise i was making lmao)#anyway i cant prove she really had a cold before coming to our home but she 'fell sick' less than 12 hours after arriving#(and then proceeded to sprawl everywhere and sit next to us like it's nothing and ugghh)#(she'll be sick at best for 4 days while if it's like last time i'll be sick for a month lmao)
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Today was my last Friday off for the foreseeable future from my job before I go back to having Wednesdays off to accommodate our severe understaffing issue on the Friday/Saturdays we’re open and I did absolutely nothing with my day today, but I do hope having a day off in the middle of the week from here on out will hopefully improve my motivation and help get me to start making appointments for stuff and the likes of that.
#personal#Ignore this. I’m thinking out loud#Having Fridays off was nice because I know we can get busy on Fridays which I’m not looking forward to but also like-#Working a four day stretch 10-12 hours a day Mon-Thurs definitely made me NOT want to get out of bed come my Fridays off.#I was not built for a five day stretch work week I think. I’m somewhat relieved going back to doing 2 days having off a day then 3 days.#Also I don’t know why I said ‘foreseeable future’ either. I have off the whole weekend including that Friday in two weeks for my birthday.#I thought I was going on a mini solo trip but I am now NOT and doing a staycation of sorts.#Again sorry. I am thinking out loud. I also have a toothache currently and I am trying to distract myself.
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after monday, I promise I will be a little more active here!!!!!
#if anyone pays attention or wonders ' where tf is lizzie???' she will return soon#i will be working normal 8 hour days as opposed to 10-12 hour days#and only at ONE place#that makes a massive difference#texty
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I woke up like this 🧟♀️💗
#went to bed at 10. was still awake when babe came home from work at 12. i hope this isn't gonna be a reoccurring thing until the day we move#really reminiscent of my good ol' burn-out days too. couldn't turn my head off so i had a hard time falling asleep#anyway. leaving for the viewing in less than 2 hours. i'm gonna try to wake up. drink a shake and sort out this thing people call 'hair'
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I swear to god can they stop changing up the reception times
#student living#literally every week is a different opening times than the previous since the week before easter break#ive been to pick up a parcel three times now first time it was closed for the day on Wednesday which i hadnt known#but the sign they put up said they were open until 3 Thursday and Friday but i had class until 2 and am half an hour walk between campuses#didnt get back on time on Thursday but got there with 10 minutes to spare on Friday but it was already deserted for the weekend#the opening hours sign said temporary hours was just for that week so i was like okay guess ill wait until monday then#got a notification this morning about another parcel being dropped off with regular working hours included at the bottom#go to pick up my parcel after noon and the place is deserved and theres a new sign up#theyre open only until 12 for the first half of the week and then until 3 Thursday and friday again#so theyve changed opening hours from 8-5 to 8-12 🫥 but not sent out any notice about this#when am i supposed to collect my parcels if you keep changing the times with no warnings?#this is like the 6th week in a row that theyre operating on new times#i need to collect my package its stuff i need for this weekend im also waiting on my friends birthday presents to arrived for this sunday#and of course reception isnt open on weekends for students when everyone would be available to collect their packages outside of classes
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((As much as I wanna stay here and do stuff... I have to go to bed. I have work tomorrow. LUCKILY I'm just running parcels, so I shouldn't be working 12 hours like I do my normal route.
Night night!
#Ti speaks#I hate Mondays cuz there's so much shit and I'm usually working 10-12 hours for that day#but honestly I don't mind it.. it's just really exhausting
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I am working 6 days next week someone shoot me in the head
#I just DID 6 days!!!!!!#and I think I'm working 10 hours tomorrow 🫠🫠#my manager was like 'oh but you're on vacation after that so you'll be fine! you're young!'#yes but I'm BUSY DOING STUFF during my time off next week!!!!#ughgghh#yeah it's money. and it'll be slow so I can most likely knock off a few books (which I'll be glad to do)#but still.#like I want to spend 12 hours reading my (physical) book (since I just read downloaded ones at work)#and I want to spend 7 hours binging a show#and I want to change my Tumblr themes. like you don't understand!#also im apparently training someone tomorrow!?#why. the season is almost over and it's not busy anymore.#also she's like a member!? so idk why but it just feels weird#I might send her home early cause honestly. she prolly doesn't need to stay the whole day#idk I feel weird training her.#so I only have Saturday off 💀
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The problem with having a five day workweek is that I'm not going to do any household or social stuff on days that I work, I'm not going to do any household or social stuff on my first day off, and I'm certainly not going to do any household or social stuff on my last day off so nothing that's not directly related to the job will ever get done.
#i want my 3 days a week 12 hour shift job back#the good news is that im already accruing vacation#i cant use it for six months but in six months ill have available vacation at the rate of about 1 day per month#so once a month i can have a 3 day weekend at least#laundry will get done because it has to be#but ill be eating off of disposable dishes because i will not be washing the dishes#on the bright side i already know this about myself so i wont be getting them dirty either#this company does have 4 days a week 10 hour shift positions but they start at 4 am which is before the buses start running#so i will have to get a car before i can start working toward that
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there's a poster about work abseentism outside my office and every time i see it i laugh. girl there's a lot of problems in this place that is NOT one of them
#.txt#my supervisor did 12 hours the other day and she regularly must pull 10 hour days AND she does more work at home AND on weekenda#I mean that is probably also a her problem but also like. lol LMAOOO the organization is so bad#and then me and my friend are just sitting there like 🧍♂️ 6 out 8 hours every day. give us some proper training jesus christ
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