Marble Hornets was a special kind of weird for me because my dad looked like Tim in 2009 (with the exception of an eyebrow ring) and his best friends name is Brian. He's so silly for that tbh

in my soul im a slacker and a loser like morecai regular show or jesse pinkman or that one guy with the star sunglasses in that one gobelins student film but unfortunately i am a cute roblox girl and have to talk like a sweetheart 4 survival(so people will be extra nice to me)

Playing Baldur's Gate 3, get Halsin

Me: "He's hot and seems fun, but idk. We'll have to see-"

Halsin, after a long pause looking at Tav: "Apologies. I often find myself distracted appreciating the beauty of nature's creations"

Me:

sideblog banner is tvl art now we are winning boys

I WIN!!!!! THROWS UP THROWS UP THROWS UP

T-shirt that says "I played dragon heist and unwittingly put myself on a pipeline that has resulted in me reading a series with 35+ novels"

Day 8 - Billards

Sozzies for being a little bit late~

hm i figured out why i can't see my MC in a romance with Ayla: she reminds me of my brother

the camera quality is getting too good at these shows why can I see Josh’s arm hair for the first time ever

i have to buy SLACKS i'm so annoyed i dont have that kinda money???

im not saying that ezio’s family is the best video game music to have ever been written, but thats exactly what im saying

Taking an edible and having an inner child day DO NOT TEXT

Y’ALL I’m breaking my no-fandom rule for a sec to say that I think the tv show white collar might have been my true awakening and influenced all my future whump/hurt comfort tastes 🤩

more details below for interested parties, otherwise scroll on by 😂

for those unfamiliar, white collar is a show about a con man who cuts with a deal to work as a consultant for the FBI. essentially, the whole show is built around him solving high-class crimes with his FBI partner, and them navigating between the con man’s grey view of right and wrong and his FBI partner’s by-the-book morals as they work together.

anyways, it’s generally lowkey whump (think blue-sky-era USA network shows like psych, not super graphic, usually not super drawn out, generally resolved by the end of the episode) but I’m doing a rewatch and there’s been SO MUCH whump in literally the first season??! and some of it’s so creative??

for example, it contains one of the only plot arcs I’ve ever seen where the good guys are actually the whumpers. (spoilers for episode 1x09 ahead). basically, there’s a bad rich doctor guy who was born with one kidney and is obsessed with finding someone who will be his donor and sets up a whole scam to rip other people in need of organ donations off to fund his search for the perfect match. so to trap him, the FBI essentially tricks him into thinking he has all the symptoms of kidney failure so they can get him to use the financial account where he keeps all the stolen money. Like that’s so messed up??? but yet so wild??

this is obv the most extreme example but there are SO many other small little whump moments like getting trapped/held hostage, people getting drugged/injured (and even a tiny bit of comfort when we get lucky) and it’s one of my favorite shows and I just had to shout about it and recommend it to others 🤣

breaking news luce is literally allergic to her grandparents

spotify’s ai dj just said it’s time for a vibe! and that vibe is: nervous.

Im reading the last unicorn to help recharge my writing juice except it doesnt work because every other sentence there will be a line that makes me ache in a way ive never felt before and its all i can think about the rest of the day

Read some Long Covid stuff this morning, and the problem with Long Covid stuff is that post-viral stuff is real, but no one knows which stuff is part of this and which isn't. Or which is but less directly. Covid seems to bring out conditions in people that they might not have known they had, or had but not to this new, more serious degree. It also just seems to do weird stuff to the brain/body that is not the Long Covid of constant fatigue or brain fog or racing heart, but like... secondary or tertiary problems. (Increased risk of blood clots, stroke, heart attacks, for example. Triggering diabetes in people, for another.)

But anyway, it's all new (because novel fucking virus) and no one knows what is for sure a part of it and what isn't, and a lot of the symptoms and conditions that appear to have dramatically increased in the population... are also things that stress does to the body. And everyone, everyone but the billionaires, is dealing with MASSIVE amounts of stress right now.

I also know most of it is not going to get dealt with properly because the pandemic denial/corporate greed is too strong. It will likely get swept under a rug or just the blanket term with no/little treatment and people being told to go to support groups. (Insurance companies love support groups because they are free.)

But I would like to know, and I am sure many others would like to as well.

Just sad thinking. I don't have a point.