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oifaaa · 18 days

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what do you mean your mother misspelled your name on your birth certificate how does that happen?????

So my name was meant to be Aoife my Dad picked it after reading a newspaper with an article about 2 conjoint twins that survived after separation (one was named Aoife the other other niamh) but he wasn't actually there when I was born as I have 2 older siblings that needed to be looked after so left to her own devices my mum spelt it Aoifa she claims she was very unwell after I was born but I've also seen my red book and my name is not spelt correctly (or even the same way twice) in that whole book

#ask #anon #i know she finds the whole thing really embarrassing #bc she never told me she got it wrong on my birth cert #and just told me to spell it Aoife #i found out tho when i was around 12 #had a wee crisis #now i just spell it as it reads on my birth cert bc it makes forms easier #my mother hates this #she refuses to write it as Aoifa and keeps harping at me to get it legally changed #i remind her she had the chance to change it the whole first 15 years of my life #and i dont care enough to change it

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camo-dactyl · 10 months

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Made a little thingy in a different style. Took only 3h and 50m♡

Always feels good when people ask someone who's had experience in the department they wanna know about.

#Yes i know she looks like rylie #It was an accident #And i dont care enough to change it

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hishoukoku · 4 months

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#Now that season 2 is over...I will miss the donghua dearly💖💖#I love that we already have this scene animated back in season1 #I wonder how or if season 3 will change it!#I also wonder if Book 2 will fit in one season or will it have to have 2 parts?#there's a lot of story to go through and with the donghua's slow careful pacing 12 eps might not be enough.#why am i talking like it's out yet :(((((((((((#it's prolly gonna be so so so so long until the donghua returns #i dont wanna say IF it returns I wanna say WHEN!#xie lian #honghong-er #hua cheng #tgcf #花城 #谢怜 #红儿 #天官赐福

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nastylillad · 7 months

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#playfellowxxx #lmao #lovers to enemies to lovers #love two annoying bitches #they fucked saucy style after this #domt question the fact that ninas height constantly changes #i dont care enough to really pay attention to it #:o)#anyway

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mokeonn · 2 months

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Before I go to sleep I leave you all with this piece of advice: sometimes you don't actually have to answer big political questions, sometimes you can just say "I am not smart enough to know that, I just know the small things I do to help." Like you can often times completely avoid making a fool of yourself if you just say you don't know.

#simon says #to explain here and not in a reblog:#sometimes when you try to explain big picture solutions you're gonna sound dumb #you might not have done enough research #you might not have a rebuttal to a counter argument #you might not be articulate enough to explain why you think this #sometimes you gotta take a step back and give the simple solution. the one man solution #you do what you can to fight against the problem #you talk to people to help spread awareness and how to fight the bad problem #and you vote and invite others to vote for bigger steps towards solving the problem #like you can talk about theory and how you believe we need to do a huge drastic thing to solve and issue #but people will disagree and argue til you're blue in the face #they'll poke and prod until you mess up or lose your temper and use it against you #and you'll feel dumb and they'll learn nothing #sometimes the best thing to do is step away from the big picture and just say 'idk what the solution is I just know the things I can do“#sometimes you gotta admit you're not a scientist/expert and you can't answer that #i used this while talking with my Dad tonight #he brought up our climate crisis and space travel as a possible solution #and I said I think that's just addressing the symptom and not the cause and we need to care for our Earth now #and he asked me what solutions I think would fix it #and knowing my incredibly smart Dad who is articulate and ready to throw rebuttles at a moments notice to play devils advocate #and my past experience in struggling in this topic with him before #i just told him I didn't know. all i knew is the little things I can and do do to help #and that hopefully by spreading the word and habits and encouraging others to vote for those bigger solutions I could help make a change #but all I really could do is the little things I have control over #and the topic became much less stressful about the little things we have control over #like planting native plants and recycling and adopting habits that are healthier to our planet #which was 100% more preferable to if I tried to give a big solution. because I would reveal i didn't have all the knowledge needed to argue #and my articulation would make me sound like a stupid kid who only thinks they know what's best #so yeah I basically suggest that if you dont wanna feel like shit after debating someone just step away from the big picture for a moment

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oatbugs · 13 days

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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally

#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months #to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them #in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought #i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are #and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it #its worth missing i think #i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over #(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think #i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat #they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand #how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much #i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around #something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode #arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully #last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing #and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets #and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably #have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused #blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like #i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much #my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to #music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads #i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says #what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.

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iwanttorundirectlyintothesun · 9 months

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okay so ik its probably just the lighting but his eyes are so brown‽‽

its honestly reminding me of college henry like

compared to the red i was expecting,,, screaming

#tgs #the glass scientists #im tagging this properly bc i wanna talk to people about this but my fam don't caree #im suffering #i should be doing uni work rn but this is more important #im mean .. look at him #like yes its the lighting but talking about how he feels like a new man #and then has lighter eyes im #like hen honey whats happening here #please figure it out and get back to me immediately #what else do people tag this as #henry jekyll #edward hyde #dude felt so many emotions at once that his body changed #sorry henry your normal body is just allergic to strong emotions atm #dr jekyll and mr hyde #thats probably enough right #??#dont mind the use of the interrobang its my favourite punctuation mark and its cleaner than both exclamation and question marks #so i use it as much as possible

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snekdood · 3 months

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"if we make america worse and more of a dictatorship that will be even harder to unravel and make it the way we want the country to be, maybe then everyone will join our Glorious Revolution!" bb girl you cant even be in the same room with someone who thinks you should vote, how in tf do you think you're gonna unite people to fight in The Revolution with you? it's gonna be you and your 5 friends, i hate to break it to you.

#i dont think you realize how repelling you and your politics are to everyone else #you get all of your validation for how Smart You Are from your friends and ignore any kind of feedback that suggests you should #change or do something differently. thats the only reason you're so convinced average people will go along with you bc you keep getting #affirmation from the people who ALREADY agree with you- but you have NO IDEA how to bridge the gap between people who agree #with you and disagree with you. you're horrible at convincing people of your side of things outside of straight up guilt tripping them #or bullying them like a highschooler. im sorry but the tools you learned to survive with as a kid aren't gonna help you in this situation.#the ONLY THING you can come up with to bridge that gap is a bloody revolution. thats how bad you are at this.#and you're also so bad at this and unimaginative that you dont even realize how THAT might not even be enough.#you cant imagine ANY kind of avenue to getting people to change AT ALL outside of blood and fire. and thats why people call you #an authoritarian.#i'll be honest- i really do think the world would be a better place if we did incremental change under a democratic president who wont #set the world on fire vs the godkingemperor republican WHO WONT EVEN LISTEN TO YOU AT ALL EVER AND MIGHT KILL YOU #FOR PUTTING UP A STINK. idk if you noticed but if that evil fuck gets into office we are severely outnumbered if he gets police #n shit to go after his own citizens. letting trump win is making this battle so much harder than it needs to be.#you are choosing trying to fix the world while its exploding vs trying to fix it before it explodes at all.#what is this like a procrastination thing? you wanna wait till the last minute to try? idfgi. wtf is wrong with you #throwing minority lives away to prove a point. and then you try to tell me you care. gtfoh.#accelerationists should never be taken seriously.

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creaturefeaster · 4 months

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Is Elliot trans?? I saw on a post that it said "pre transition elliot" and that got me curious to whether it was about gender or some magical thing I missed knowing

Technically both heehee.

Yeah he's a trans dude. Him being trans doesn't have anything to do with magic, but the way he physically chose to transition was via magic :3

#that's what that necklace he wears is btw #i dont really have a name for it but it's just like. a change rune of sorts.#as long as it's on the body #it alters the body to what the rune is atuned towards #lauren made it for him #it's also what holly's host has. that star strap on her arm.#it's definitely more of a privileged thing to have because you have to know a magic user #which means being fortunate enough to live in a magic-using area of the world #hence why april and other trans characters don't have them #well. also because it's more of a choice thing #april's happy with how her body is and doesn't care to change. for example.#but even coming across lauren rachel and elliot all as magic users #having the opportunity to get one. she still doesn't.#well. elliot isn't knowledgeable enough to make one. butttt still.#sorry rabbit trail as always lmao #brambleramble

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octochick · 7 months

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Bagi didn't 'not suffer enough'

Roier is just being an asshole

#qsmp #dont misunderstand me #i can kinda see were he is coming from #doesnt change that what he said was something extremely cruel to someone who is trying to care for him #qsmp bagi #and this barely is about the character #it more about people who are agreeing with him #if you think its ok to say 'you didn't suffer enough' to someone you know for barely a month #you genuinely need to seek help #she doesn't KNOW #its different #qsmp roier #shiros salt

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kanasthings · 8 months

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Here's a tiny sneak peak for the next fic I'm currently working on:

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loola-a · 7 months

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@fe-oc-week day 4 - tragedy !

Around two years after their exiling, Florence developed an illness that took the life of her mother and left her bedridden for many years. This formed a rift between Flo and her father that would never heal, due to her blaming him for their situation in the first place. Because of her fathers greed and ego, they were forced into hiding and unable to get her and her mother the treatment they needed.

As odd as it is for someone as unapologetic as Florence, she does carry a lot of guilt for her fathers actions. It's only during her supports with Edelgard that she accepts that her father's wrongdoings aren't also hers by default.

i imagine the specific illness to be something similar to dermatomyositis? which is a hereditary disease common in women + children that makes your immune system attack healthy tissue. but it's ye olde days so they dont know this LOL

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shepards-folly · 8 months

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he’s like a beedle or somethin

#shep arts #content smp #csmp #arathain #mason arathain #i have not had the spoons to properly draw recently between school and being mentally ill soo yeah #if you get any art from me it’ll either be ibis doodles or like messy colored sketches like this #i gave them a pole hammer causw it was the first weapon i was given when i asked friends what weapon I should draw them with #its not too different from my usual armor design for them I did plan to change everything up more but ehhhh whatever the coloring was fun #i completely forgot i was gonna render the like wingy bits on their armor like more solid like it was metal worked to look like bug wings #only remembered that after I had done all the coloring and was shading so by then I was not going to bother with it like eh who cares #I dont care enough to fix it at least #the colors & some design things are based on green june beetles btw cause I love those silly guys…#I love bugs they’re so funky (<- cannot be in the same room as a bug because I’m terrified of almost all of them)

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milkweedman · 8 months

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forcing myself to "eat protein" and "be responsible" after once again encountering a week long period of all my muscles hurt so bad and are so weak despite doing the same thing they always do assuming without checking that it was probably because im eating mostly coffee and plain untoasted bread in small quantities. and its not even a whey bread or 100% whole wheat, ive been trying to use up my bread flour/whole wheat blend (i dumped them in the bucket together, maybe on accident ? unclear) so its just that with whatever else i threw in. spent $6 on the only yogurt in the store that had at least 5 grams of protein per 1/4 cup, which is still very little, only to get home and finally google what the symptoms of protein deficiency are. they are not that. those are the symptoms of Who Fucking Knows, As Always

#i dont even like yogurt...#god the food situation is so bad #so it turns out i can do one of the following--but badly and it takes more than 100% of my energy and is miserable and untenable long term #and involves injuring myself to do it: school. work. taking care of stuff around the house. taking care of myself.#i can do ONE.#i also dont get to pick because obviously i have to work #so feeding myself (even like making a bowl of cereal or eating a granola bar) is so impossibly difficult that i can only really do it #at night when high and finally able to feel hunger #and even then its still incredibly difficult and i usually get as far as cutting a slice of bread and then giving up and eating it plain #most of the actual meals i eat are because my roommates are usually kind enough to make enough dinner for 3 #but i also have very weird and frequently changing dietary needs that i have not communicated 2 anyone so i cant necessarily actually eat i #have cooked some and made sandwiches a few times but its very clear i am borrowing from tomorrows spoons....#i ran out of the ensure a bit ago and i will get more although none of the stores nearby sell it #but i absolutely cannot afford to live off it #have luckily found that if i just drink one in the morning it staves off the majority of the nonstop random nausea attacks #so a 12 pack would last a lot longer but then its like. so now i need to figure out the eating thing again #cant win etc etc #augh. anyway. complaining over #disordered eating #chronic illness

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veilkeeper · 6 months

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the most grabbable waist on the storm coast

#we're close enough now to the Outfit Change that i'm posting this i dont care i need people to look at them #everyone! sexualize that githyanki!!#theyre so hot its unreal 😭😭😭#roz pt #roz #bg3

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mo-ok · 10 months

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Car Sentai little guys ❤️💙💛🖤💚💗

You might not believe in fairies, or aliens, or interdimensional robots, but that doesnt stop them from believing in you!

#turboranger #kousoku sentai turboranger #carranger #gekisou sentai carranger #go onger #engine sentai go onger #sometimes 'finished' and 'close enough' mean the same thing <3 <3 <3 #i fucking love bomper #and dappu #AND SHIRON #i dont care that they've romanised it as 'seelon' you physically cannot make me spell it like that #to be a CAR sentai the main teams initial mechs have to all be road legal vehicles (bikes and trucks count as cars you cant change my mind)#other types of vehicles (submarines/planes etc) make you a VEHICLE sentai (like boukenger or kiramager)#(the wings arent go ongers so they DONT effect the go ongers car sentai status <3 <3)#bonus points for wheels on helmets + member with a name ending in -'suke'#anyway enjoy some of my favourite lil guys ever <3 <3 #2023 art tag

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