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codexxgigas · 1 year

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Started cleaning my desk and JEEEZ this person (me) has a lot of stuff

#i got like #5 watercolor sets and i only use 2 tones from the oldest one 🤡#also found an unopened graphite pencil set #oil paint?? which ive never used and am not planning to but i still need it #so many pencils. pencils everywhere #and dont get me started on paper #and notebooks #i hoard art supplies #like for some reason i have mixtion?????? which is a mixture used to affix leaf gold on wood and shit like when am i EVER going to use that #girl..#let me into a hobby store and i'll buy more stuff tho

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citricacidprince · 2 years

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Y'all need to be fucking nicer to men/masc queers

I was talking to an old friend/short lived boyfriend from highschool and the topic of sexualities came up. He identified as bisexual throughout highschool but told me that recently he doesn't know what he was and just preferred to remain 'unlabeled' until he figured it out. I told him to his face "thats valid man and being unlabeled doesn't make you any less queer than when you were labeled"

God you should've seen his fucking face, he looked so happy and also like he was about to goddamn cry. He told me that no one ever told him that. That he tried to join queer spaces but they said he didn't fit in cause he wasn't 'gay' enough. Told me that I was the first person to ever confidently tell him he was queer and that he didn't need to change himself to 'fit in'.

I gave my friend one of my mini pride flags I had lying around and the dopey grin he had on his face while waving that thing around for the rest of the night made me smile too. When he finally went home he thanked me for the flag and for reassuring him when he felt insecure for 'not being gay enough'.

I want y'all to know that whole time he telling me about people not accepting him for "not looking queer" made me fucking pissed. Oh, because he's not petite, feminine, and white he can't be queer? Because he doesn't look like a fashionable and conventionally pretty gay on you'd find on your TikTok homepage he can't be queer?

THIS ISN'T EVEN THE FIRST TIME I'VE HAD THIS CONVERSATION WITH A FRIEND BEFORE

In highschool I had ANOTHER friend who had this same problem but in a different font. He liked cute things, he liked flowing fabrics and skirts, he even liked being called princess! But because he was fat and not conventionally attractive he felt like he couldn't be queer. Because from what he saw, queer people don't look like him.

If you're one of those people who would gatekeep ANYONE who doesn't fit into your Pinterest board ideal version of queer from the LGBTQ+ community, you can fuck right off because anyone who would just shut of someone out of our community for something so petty and dumb and ignorant doesn't deserve the keys to the fucking door in the first place.

Start treating people who don't fit into your saturated and commercialized view of queer with more respect and kindness before I start biting off your fucking arms

#i made this at like 7am cause i was in am anger spiral so theres probably spelling errors but i cant be bothered to check them #this has been nawing at my brain for days now and i dont get it one paper its gonna kill me #im not gonna tag this with 'que slur' or whatever you guys are tagging it now cause its not a slur stop treating it like its one #its an umbrella term for the whole gay community and i will smack you witb a broom of all you take from this is 'oh you said a slur 😶'#i will attacka and killa you dont test me #im not normally this violent i swear; i just get violent when people start upsetting my friends #lgbt #lgbtq+#lgbtq positivity #masc enby #masculine enby #masc nonbinary #queer #queer representation #queer community #tw cursing #tw swearing #tw arguing #tw aggressive #prince rambles in this chilies tonight #lgbtqia #nonbinary #non bianry #enby #amab nonbinary #amab enby #prince's gold star posts

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daily-amber · 2 months

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day 147: i never want to animate her ever again

#amber genshin #genshin impact #mod 🫥#paper’s art #paper’s genshin art #Hhhhhhhhhhh #I know ambers model has her hair split into two things but uhhh i didnt want to draw that so now we have poofy hair #Idk what made me think it would be fun to make her spin but i started it so i had to finish #Ignore any mistakes you see i dont wanna fix them #Also i dont wanna watch her spin anymore get this thing away from me #YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH I STRUGGLED WITH THE HAIR #Usually i only draw her from the front.. so. erm

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nexo-nex · 22 days

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If we ever get an eah reboot i want more diversity ill die on this hill, cause the blatant racism and colorism eah has in it really throws me off a lot. And also they will get torn to shreds if they dont fix their diversity problem in the dolls in this current era

#b.txt #eah #ever after high #the way both the show and the books and the merch treat non white characters is disgusting #all of the main boys are white #and the most prominent character (briar) gets tossed aside from the main cast and has the least screentime out of the 4 #and dont even get me started on the whitewashing #when rh released it was being eaten alive by how trash the series1 diversity was w the skin tones #im just saying #fun fact did you know that in concept art all of the 4 main girls were all gonna be paper white like raven and apple are? the more you know

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oatbugs · 6 months

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Jack Marsh (2005), Friendship Otherwise - Toward a Levinasian Description of Personal Friendship

#saw carnation lily lily rose by john singer seargent irl today. it was basically at my doorstep all along idk why i never went to see it #it was placed at a corner in the gallery. me and my friend sat down and sketched the paintings of beautiful naked people quite badly. paper #provided by tate britain. she told me about how she couldnt look her boyfriend in the face after a harrowing film about war. when i say the #interview was informal i mean the person who was supposed to be my boss told me let me get you a cider and then he said after #50 years of life he knows people are inherently good and it only takes a little bit of kindness to save this world. he said he tricked #his wife into keeping the baby and then he said he quit his job at a US bank to help people find meaning and in it #he would have liked to find meaning. instead he started climbing with his friends. he said he chews his cigarettes because its a habit from #when he had to hide things from people. the entire time i felt uncomfortable and incredibly enlightened. this is my friends mentor. she has #his pattern of pauses and expletive and penchant for ends-justify-means attitude. i do think im not very clever #but maybe one day i will love you enough to make up for it. i wrote code i dont understand staring at the final error i thought about how #we both thought of how when we're too old to remember the voices of our friends we would like to stand in the pathway of the LHC beam pipe #cut it open and eat light in the freezing cold vacuum (kills you long before radiation will) the invisible puncture wound unfolding dna #back to the start larger than you ever were. you go to heaven once youve been to hell. my friend is in my bed #practicing calculations of eigenvectors by hand and she is uninterested in a visual proof you are uninterested in incompetence #we catch a train this is your kind of burden you tragic hero wincing at that word you only do this because you have to. im the only one #who can. i am a coward in this for the fucking poetry. the visual proofs. the pretty numbers. an architect who was horrible at maths wanted #to be a philosopher and accidentally ended up neck in deep in 70th Error On Visual Studio Code i want to kiss your eyes before we say #goodbye we both know there is no love in the way there should be. I still have your dress in my wardrobe. i hope you make art.#you think im alright head-wise i think you fucking hate me i think ill never be so clever you want me to tell you my idea?#if you wanted more of this world i would have liked to kiss you harder. we cant both be like this. im sorry i cant be with you the whole wa #the love is gone if you have to ask it. his breath catches his eyes feel stiff it is -1.9 kelvin he is near the beam pipe i miss holding #his hand i miss her singing voice i miss his hair and i found the antonym of pain thank you for carrying me home.

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cathalbravecog · 1 year

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QUACK QUACK QUACK QUACK

#my brain treats these things the same as it does spamton. almost. i want to see them dead i want to chew on them. i want to kiss them gentl #y and tuck them in bed and sign up adoption papers for them. i want to hit them with a baseball bat. i will take a bullet for them #yknow?#you get me.#again an experimental fun quick drawing #that i ended up ... popping off on. oops.#i have... 0 self control in art #fun fact originally this was gonna be a painting but i went hmm what if i do the thing #ive been doing with sketch lineart on paper but... digitally? angular and sketchy and sharper #aw yea #guz art #toontown corporate clash #low baller #also i had to post this on clashcord and bail instantly because the second i see angst for stuff i like that i havent made myself #i lowkey start breaking down oops #i dont do well with other fans of things that im not familiar with.... my brain works in mysterious ways !#i say this as my next drawing i plan is literally oc angst ... oops !#something i aint done in a while....i only ever do vent stuff i never post if anything. i try not to be like.... venty edgy like that it #just. aint for me. well i say while i ramble on and vent constantly. oops. but yknow what i mean - not let my art reflect that? be goofy #with the stuff i do? but like yeah either way. lore gettin angsty. have we gotten to the point in our lore / rp yet? no. is it kinda an #inescapeable point? yes. i loooooove making my characters suffer the consequences of their actions #WHY AM I TALKING SO ELABORATELY ABOUT THIS. THIS IS A LOW BALLER DRAWING.#BY TALOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY BRAIN!! OH WELL if you like these. thanks for reading you are swag. you probably went thru #like. 5465465341564 thomas 'fights' now havent you #oh well gotta have a place to dump my thoughts somewhere!

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whimsicmimic · 1 month

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cant wait to roll up into class with my presentation on radfem theory like hiiiiiii yaaaalllllllllll do not assume i subscribe to Any of these beliefs. as a matter of fact we’re actually gonna dedicate half of the allotted time talking about how normalization of radfem ideology in mainstream dialogue regarding gender has lead to So Much Hate Speech. Just So Much Hate Speech.

#dont even get me fucking started on what the normalization of radfem ideology in fandom has done #the entirety of pro/anti ship discourse is built on the back of this normalized radfem ideology #i also get to talk about sex workers which thank GOD.#if i dont get to write a paper about how we need to decriminalize sex work and how the nordic model of legalization isnt enough at least #once every few months i start to get Sad :( like what do u mean……what do u mean i have to talk about something Else…………..

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cloudcountry · 7 months

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i think i may have created way to much pressure on myself when i tell people to send stuff that theyve tagged me in that i've missed. like yes i'd love to be able to read everything you guys send me but im gone most of the day now and its just not possible anymore. it kinda makes me sad because ive probably missed out on so much because of the sheer amount of things in my mentions.

#auburn's rambles <3 #i dont know uhhh i think i just had an epiphany #all of my posts have been downers lately I AM SO SORRY #but also i think. it stems from people using me too #like people send me asks telling me about stuff i missed instead of talking to me to talk to me #and its not their fault because i told them to do that but it makes the mean part of my brain tell me that theyre just using me #to make their own audiences bigger like what happened in the past #its jus t kinda tiring idk #but everything has been a little tiring lately #on the bright side i finished my exam!!! so now i just need to work on chemistry stuff and my art paper ^^#and since the event starts tomorrow hopefully i'll be able to get a few letters in hehe

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sinclairstarz · 7 months

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hot take i dont think will or mike would be swifties at all but this does not mean i dont think every taylor swift song ever made is about them. hope this helps

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milkweedman · 8 months

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Scrumped a small bag of figs, a good handful of apples, and 4.5 pounds of pokeberries. I am doing one last attempt at a pokeberry dye this year (the last one boiled again !!!! Got a pretty brown but thats just not at all what I'm going for) and highly considering a fig and apple pie.

#also got a bunch of rose hips yesterday i think. and more apples before that #there are so many fruit trees in this city and im starting to wonder if im the only one picking fruit at all #they are always surrounded by a swamp of rotting apples #crazy to me #also managed to rip a massive hole just below the waist of one of my jeans #my sister convinced me to just buy a new pair from target. $30. flimsy as paper and have multiple random rips in places #my jeans usually get no wear at all #her advice is always like. ok so if i was living in an alternate reality where everything was different. maybe it would be helpful #i dont think ive ever not gotten burned 🙄 anyway back to goodwill jeans forever #foraging

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bikerboyfriend · 1 month

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screenshot dump

#dino.png #myV: léo-vincent valentine #cyberpunk 2077 #léo-vincent infodump of the day #ermmmmmm lets do a big one #oh yeah. here's some lore from the 10k word docu i have #léo-vin's mother was a joytoy. completely unplanned pregnancy & he was born prematurely. he was born in some random motel bathroom #miracle birth but they expected him to die soon anyw. bc otherwise she thought she'd mercy-kill him #bc she believed nothing was crueler than having a child in NC. and she also didnt want one #but he survives somehow and so hes just kind of there. she doesnt rlly.. idk...its very complicated but-#-from his memories he thinks she didnt really like him #oh yeah important note: his mother's 'friend' who assisted giving birth to him was padre's late ex wife #they were estranged but she picked up when she called #so hes like...a godfather in a way #his mother didnt want to name him bc she didnt want to grow attached to him. so léo never actually is never named.#they essentially started calling him 'baby valentine' (his mothers 'stage name' was valentine)#he starts going by V later and then when he meets jackie and mama welles #she wants to get his name incase anything happens to him and they wanna memorialise him. and shes like #even if you dont want to tell me just write it on a piece of paper and i wont look until then #he tells her she doesnt have a name. all three parts of his name (léo-vincent valentine)#are like...hand-picked. but that is all for the infodump. Okay bye

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arthur-r · 2 months

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hello new self portrait just dropped which means this is officially what i look like now

#i have glasses now!!!! i’m not very good at drawing them but i sure have them on my face at all times shdhdf #and i recently started growing out my hair!!!! my distinctive bowl cut had a good run but i’m officially moving forward #i’ve also started exaggerating my big droopy sad eyelashes a LOT in pictures lately it’s part of my core identity now or something #(that’s not true shdhdf but i think my face knew about my puppydog destiny long ago and gave me puppydog eyes)#anyway i just haven’t drew anything in forever like i think i’ve drew four things that weren’t JUST notebook doodling. all this school year #(and one of those was vent art on paper and the other one was coloring with my little sister. so i’ve drew two things on ibispaint at all)#anyway i think my glasses suit me really good and i’m also really excited i can see the world really good now #i still have some vision problems from POTS that aren’t fixed but like. i can see detail in brick walls now and i’m obsessed #house fucker behavior i’m so sorry shdhdhdff (THIS IS A JOKE AND LIE. I DONT FUCK HOUSES)#(and i’m apparently a house m.d. kinnie so i wouldn’t fuck him EITHER cause we’re the same person i could never)#ANYWAYS i can see well finally and that’s good. and in conclusion i’m real tired and should go to bed #i took my meds at 9:30 then started drawing at 10 finished at 11:30 #and now it’s midnight and i’m long overdue to be asleep already. so goodnight world!!!!#i have a sleepover tomorrow night which is very exciting. and also work and homework as usual shdhdf #but in the meantime i get to sleep. for up to 12 hours!!!! here’s hoping #ok anyway!!!! goodnight!!!!#P.S. text or call if you need anything!!#me. my post. mine.#delete later (probably)

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opens-up-4-nobody · 4 months

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#this week sucks. i hate everything #i dont wanna read all these fucking papers #i dont wanna fucking talk about them #how tf am i supposed to generate a hypnosis and be like oh ill use X methods when i barely understand wtf is going on #like??? this is y u dont take classes outside ur specialty i guess #rip my fucking gpa i guess bc this semester is not starting off on my side #fuck it. im going to bed. ill try to get a lot of sleep and hopefully wake up in a better mood #i just wanna do lab work. y make me suffer reading?#ugh. its a good thing im on mood stablizers #unrelated

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oatbugs · 3 months

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idk how to live so im going to talk to myself out loud until i do

#listen. take a deep breath. i know your bpm is high but you need to think with me for a second.#remember that you are paper thin. all your facets are sheets of paper and what you gave her is just another one.#make a new one. you dont need it. you dont need her to see you. i know you think you need her but you will be okay. i know its hard.#you wish you could have shown her how you loved her. listen to yourself. you are made of paper.#she might be concrete or maybe wood or maybe gold. you need to start laying your roots elsewhere. shut that thought down #and blink and listen. the parts you keep thinking of arent lost. they still happened and they are yours to keep.#there is beauty in this loss. tell me about the beauty in this loss. its okay to think about it. you got to see it all and nothing more #and this is great because it would have been bad. you know it would be violent in a way you dont need. you know this to be true.#you are going to look at that empty space in her shape and youre going to fill it with everything that happened when you knew her.#the memories with her but then also the the way your friends talked you through it. the game with the clovers.#your first allergic reaction you almost died and you couldnt stop laughing and you were held so close to their hearts.#learning the names for all the floursecent gene tracking dyes that everyone else knows already. about the exam - listen again.#i know you think if you fail your life is over but you need to try your best. youre not going to get a good grade in a uni test for the fir #youre going to make up for it. youre going to make sure you make up for it. do you understand? i love you. you have to do this.#right now you need to sit up. breathe. i know your heart hurts. go to the living room. grab something to eat. i dont care if you feel full.#youre going to clean your mattress heater. youre going to study a bit longer and then youre going to sleep. youre going to tell your mother #im sorry and i might genuinely fail a test. shes going to tell you its okay. if you do badly in this course you can just become a neurosurg #just agree. dont argue right now. its okay. youre okay. you are paper thin. i know any puncture hurts.#breathe. think of your friends. think of their hands in yours. it isnt eternal.youve lived through worse. the empty sky is still beautiful.#the lack of her is still beautiful

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girlscience · 5 months

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speaking of being slow. i wish i was a faster writer. i can write and i can write well, but it takes me significantly longer than nearly everyone i know. i just cannot get words out as easily as other people seem to and it is so frustrating all the time. i am working on editing my resume right now for applications. this is the third day i have worked on it. all i have needed to do this entire time is change the format to fit grad school rather than a job and add my recent work history. this isn't even two pages long. i have been working on it for 3 and 1/2 hours tonight and it's still not done. ITS NOT EVEN 500 WORDS APPARENTLY. i want to cry

#it doesn't help that the vast majority of my friends are writers or english or lit or poli sci majors #my sister did pr and communications #everyone was always writing papers and presentations and speeches #i VIVIDLY remember my last semester at college sitting down with my sister to do work #cause we were home from covid. and in the several hours we were sitting there she got a seven page paper done #and i didn't even finish one page #i just cannot write the way other people around me seem to be able to #i dont know why it is so much harder for me than other people #i always felt bad when i did group projects because i would be working as hard as i could... and i just wouldn't finish the same amount #as the other people because i just couldn't make the right words that fast #and i am already stressing about it for grad school because everyone talks about how grad school is so paper and presentation focused #people say its easier because you dont have to do worksheets or tests and instead you just have to write #(and im doing a thesis masters so i will have to WRITE)#but... the worksheets and problems and tests are what i am good at #that is what comes naturally to me. noticeably so.#but writing??? i am going to struggle #and i already know it. as always..... why am i doing this again?#why do i think i am going to be good enough for this?? hahaha #god i just need to get this resume done so i can start the painful process of writing my personal statement

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lilpuffyart · 5 months

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Ughhh last few days have been wiiiild /pos

Gonna take a shower, eat something and try to draw for a few hours <33

#i jave something quick i did for new years #its not cotl but yeahhhh #a lot of things are changing irl; also im genuinely trying to follow 2 whole music albums bc thry speak the truth #soooo #gonna try to finally work on commisson stuff so get read for it to drop in a few days <333 #and im gonna be annoying about it <333333333 #gonna use it to help me start raising lacaune sheeps hehehe #putting my plans on a paper and making them become more than dreams #just like yung lixo told me to 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏#rambling aside tysm for the support even if art has been less and slower #it means a lot to have people that still like and enjoy my art even if i dont post as often #puffy talks #btw... i might try start posting some animal studies if thats aight

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