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cinnamon-grump · 2 years

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Wishing I lived in a time where I could get away with shutting myself away in some dark little room to do nothing but paint for a month straight…

#instead i have to go to work every fucking week #and appointments n shit #and even on my off days i can hardly get alone time if i want it..#and forget about having the space for it!! i hardly have a room much less the dragon den of an art studio i crave #shut up ashwyn #tbd #im just.. really frustrated with my art rn #my tablet wont stay awake and connected for more than 20 minutes at a time and its exhausting #worst part is i dont think its even the battery.. this dumb tablet itself is failing #and i still havent even paid off the student loans that got me this damn thing in the first place..#i badly need to upgrade my entire computer situation.. but that is so far out of the realm of possibility rn

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shoezuki · 19 days

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cant stop thinking bout that now holy fuck. shit. gepard being a medic maybe still through the silvermanes and still out on the frontlines, but instead of being the captain leading the guards out into the snow plains he's the one tending to them and bringing them back alive

#gepard landau #honkai star rail #shit. fuck #okokok heres a secret: i planned for this to somewhat happen in the doctor fic #in that when he first was appointed captain he shadowed some ER doctors n field medics #but cocolia reprimanded him for 'wasting his time'#and now w sampo hurt and gepard ending up at nat's clinic a lot. he kinda becomes like nat's assistant #like no joke this is my plan from forever ago but its hittin me so hard rn #he would be a doctor...

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pastadoughie · 6 months

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Do you take voice requests

i mean sure? but also i dont think my voice is nice 2 listen 2 so idk how much people would even want that

i do talk for real when i am explaining voice related things but not rlly anytime else "the beast speaks (for real)" is the tag if u wana hear ig

idk i just dont rlly think it adds much of anything 2 my posts? and im not a big fan of my voice, sooo i probabley wont be doing many

#also absolutely not rn my voice #is so fucked up rn #im a bit sick and i strained my voice quite a bit yesterday #so its absolutely fucked to hell today #idk ive never had my voice get strained to the point of cutting out this much without like #screaming for long periods #like not even from being rlly sick #it is.#strange #and rlly fucking annoying i wanted 2 call some people today and i also have an appointment n shit #and now everybody who talks to me has to listen to me talk really badly #i sound like im on the verge of tears because my voice keeps cutting and is so cracky #the beast speaks #ask #asks #anon #anonymous

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jessiesjaded · 4 months

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Covid, foot cut open, seed stuck in tooth, unwell cat, I think oncoming ear infection if the pain in my right ear is anything to go by and all of this in only the first week of 2024. Who's doing it like me? 💪

#we're speed running shit things that could happen #well the good news is tigs has an appointment 8am tomorrow #i cant take him obv my covid tests are still coviding and i actually and genuinely would feel horrible if i gave this to anyone else #but my brothers going to take him before work and he has to stat theor the day but hopefully they can say whats wrong #and hopefully whats wrong isnt anything too bad #sorry for being so negative on your dashes but also like. its not by choice lmao #i was gonna go to sydney this week n everything. oh well just have to wait #and i need to send stuff and get stuff but again. Cant do anything about that now so might as well not dwell on it

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brainrotdotorg · 28 days

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oh today is just going to be a problem huh.

#mom texted me to explicitly say that she didnt like that i dont have a job yet (in the middle of finals seasons)#and said she would be embarrassed if i told my parents i was planning on working at a mall/not furthering my career #i applied to office places and shit like that that she would approve of but guess what!#none of them fucking got back to me!#i told her i have an interview today but she didnt care because she doesnt want me to work retail #bitch i dont want to work retail either. what is your problem #then she told me about a cousin she knows who already has a n internship #im at the end of my rope here im not going to lie.#so glad i have a counseling appointment tomorrow

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daz4i · 7 months

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funniest (/s) irony about my pains is that the only painkiller that actually helps (mostly, not entirely) likely also makes them worse in the long run. i just love having a body and being alive!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#i don't know what to do 😭😭😭😭😭 i have a doctor's appointment tomorrow ig I'll ask him #since i don't have an actual diagnosis yet idk if it's actually a big no-no like it is for ppl with the disease i MIGHT have #but given my symptoms match up and keep coming back despite me supposedly taking medicine to help #i think it's safe to assume i should at least treat my body as if it has it #(also when i say symptoms i mean more than pains like. i mean actual internal inflammation n shit like that)#god. god I'm so tired. i have to take a painkiller every day bc it's just so unbearable #but ik taking them this often isn't a good idea. and i can't mix them up with others bc like i said it's the only one that helps #I'm so so tired of being in pain. and being scared to do basic things my body needs in order to function bc they make the pain worse #fucking drinking water makes the pains worse sometimes 😭😭😭😭 but it's not like i can avoid that #and every source i read said an unstable mental state makes it worse so that's just great.#bro the pains make my mental state worse!!!! this is a neverending cycle!!!!!! i want to fucking dieeeeeee #vent #medical //#ask to tag

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lynxalon · 4 months

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have to rehome the cats :(

#lynx speaks #its complicated but essentially both rommates agreed we'd take in morrigan #one roommate is allergic so is taking meds to help with that and at one point we had the kitty food #that helped with the cat allergens but. couldnt get more after the first bag #and then morri had faun and now that she's about a month old she's real playful #and. ya they kinda just hate the cats #which SUCKS bc i love them their my babies #im not gonna put them over my allergic rommates health but im just sour cause they both happily agreed in the beginning #and thats the part that gets me #that we were agreed and at some point the cats were only mine and ive done everything for them and i still lose them #cause i dont know anyone who would take them for a bit until i got my own place #so theres only rehoming #its just. bitter. im just sad #im gonna be alone again #thank fuck i have a doctors appointment soon and hopefully will be getting back on meds #and istg if either roommate sees this dont say shit im complaining and crying where it doesnt matter let me be human and sad #its no secret i love these cats so obviously im put out by losing them. leave me alone n dont talk about the cats :(((

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roachemoji · 8 months

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#bo posting #talky #thats gonna be my talky tag from now on <3 #ANYWAY #i have a drs appointment today and i hopefully wont be going alone #but i think im gonna be okay if i do #bc then i can go to the dollarstore there maybe and get some n ew stickers?#UHM #IM ALSO EXCITED TO SEE MY DR #Ive never been excited to see a dr before but idk!!!!!!!!! feel like he actually listens to me #and doesnt talk down to me #and doesnt make me feel stupid or like im faking things lmao #gonna ask to change my meds bc uhmmm #prozac is so bad holy shit #SSRIs and me are NOT friends #i love dumping every single detail of my life onto a public blog for strangers to read ilu #IDK!!!!!!!!!! easier sometimes #feel heard but no pressure to actually like respond to people #btw if u ever comment on these n i dont respond its bc i got anxious #I DO CARE U AND DO READ IT #just cant reply sometimes </3 #anyway ive been taking Douglas with me everywhere i go #the triceratops #my stuffie #feel childish doing it but he makes me so happy so i think thats more important than what others think

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appreciatingtokrev · 7 months

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the thing abt the pain my scoliosis/kyphosis causes me (mostly left side of my ribcage, then left side of my back, then left shoulder, then it slowly starts spreading to the right side + my hip, the more physical anything apart from lying i do the worse it gets) is that it started and worsened so slowly that i just. didn’t realise it. now it’s been a normal part of my life for a few years and. i hardly notice it. i hardly notice that half of my body aches. it’s normal. now that my knees hurt i’m truly aware of it for the first time in months, and— that’s not normal. it shouldn’t be normal that my ribcage & back hurt every day just because i go to school. what the hell. what the fucking hell.

#sorry for the chronic pain posting i am going through a realisation #i had zero motivation for physio plus it didn’t do shit so i quit after 2 years n told everyone it doesn’t hurt anyway #which was already a lie back then but it’s been getting worse.#fuuuuckk #this is Not Normal #why didn’t i realise that’s so stupid #i’m walking around hiding my foot pain bc ingrown toenail okay makes sense. i’ve got a doctor’s appointment. i can deal with it until then #THAT is normal. it is however NOT normal that my ribcage and my back hurt every day and have been hurting every day for like. 5 years #and i have not done anything ???#but like what am i supposed to do #i only stopped physio 2 years ago and it never did shit. doctors say it’s not bad enough for a corset or surgery. imo it’s not bad enough+#for pain meds. so what the fuck do i even do #especially bc ik physio is useless #also funny thing sometimes the pain in my ribcage gets so bad that breathing literally feels like getting stabbed for like a minute #then everything’s fine again. no clue why that happens but yeah it. does like once every few weeks to months idk #.....that is so not normal WHAT why is this normal to me ?????#scoliosis #kyphosis #chronic pain #☆—`elys rambles

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homoeroticvillain · 5 months

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my body keeps being weird and this is not helping my constant paranoia

#is this chronic pain or am i dying? <- a constant question in my head #i have a cyst behind my ear and i thought i was dying for ages #now i just had a weird sudden sharp pain in a lower abdomen and i keep thinking im gonna drop dead #unfortunately so many symptoms for stuff is pain somewhere or stomach issues but i always have those #i do have a doctor's appointment soon so hopefully thatll calm me down #but i wish i like... just knew a doctor or medical person who i could msg like “hi am i dying y/n?”#anyways i get anxious about it and then that makes other shit worse and its just a whole cycle #i hate it #klepto talks to himself

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vampirebutterflies · 1 year

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actually I’m gonna bitch here for a sec like WHY is being disabled so expensive like I have very good healthcare and thank fuck for rebates but !!! still!!!!

main bullshittery bugging me rn though is the absolutely unrelenting fatphobia (and so many layers of ableism) in anything to do with hashimotos

like it is FUCKING infuriating to have this constant rhetoric of “you have hashimotos?? here’s how to stop being so FAT and UGLY! (:” “here’s how to LOSE WEIGHT with hashimotos!!” “15 tips to drop 15 kilos!!!” “got hashimotos? comment HELP ME or dm to get access to my private HASHI WEIGHT LOSS group!!!” “best diets to lose weight with hashimotos!!”

even the ones that sneak this shit into otherwise decent resources you’ll have a good run of beneficial info punctuated by “oh you’re probably balding and ugly and fat but that’s okay!!! we EMBRACE body positivity here!! by bullying you into being skinny and fitting our beauty standards so you can finally love yourself!!!!” “link in bio for my best selling book HASHI HELL TO HEALED HEAVEN: HOW I SAVED MYSELF FROM BEING FAT AND BALDING AND UGLY AND TURNED INTO THE PERFECT THIN BEACHY BABE!” Violence violence violence murder maiming killing arson destruction FUCK