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a travelling cat with a house on her back for a new d&d campaign about giant kingdom politics :3
checkers is a calico voadkyn (catlike firbolg) peace cleric/mercy monk! her design is partly inspired by a folk tale i heard a lot as a kid called kasa jizō :]
#i’m very attached to her if u couldn’t tell . which is scary bc this is supposed to be a high fatality campaign o_o#her build is also really fun. i fucking love monks#in literally our first session she had a yuri moment. so she’s rly special to me as u can imagine#my art#oc: checkers#dnd#dnd monk#dnd firbolg#dnd voadkyn#<- do NOT look up the official art of this. it’s terrifying#dnd cleric#peace cleric#mercy monk#forgotten realms#dnd art
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Day Seventy | id in alt
Desensitization, to become a better sorcerer.
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#Grandma Kugisaki you can stop exposing your 14 grandkid to corpses mauled by curses now!!! PLEASE#Im not showing the face idgaf if its not rly gore and people wont see it IDGAF IM JUST NOT DOING THAT ON A DAMN DAILY ACCOUNT???#I have standards fr fr#the blood dont look like shit so idk#just lots of red up in here#also pre jujutsu Kugisaki!!! what a treat. shes so everything goober#can yall tell i love visiting pre-jujutsu high Kugisaki? its fun#*14 year old grandkid*#Kugisaki Nobara you have really just had multiple moments and came out the best fr. youre still fucked up though but still
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ehehe i had this saved as 'you tellin me theres blood in this bayou??'
anyway WOW i drew this (FOREVER AGO) with only pen (ONLY PEN) and fixed mistakes by gluing paper over them. fuckinnnn WITNESS MY PEN SKILLS LOSEERRRR!!
also i loooove blood in the bayou guys i miss these characters so much.... i looooved watching them all get just so so scared and clinging to eachother for dear life while crying and crying and bleeding and crying
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi bitb#jrwi bitb spoilers#cw blood#cw gore#BAUAHABAHUH OKAY NOW UHH I TALK ABT MY FEELINGS#DREWthis forever ago and also its been forever ago since i watched bitb. still listen to the soundtrack tho. shit bAAANNGSSS#nathan hanover you beaufifully talented mother FUCKER the bitb soundtrack is the PERFECT music to get high+scared to#THE SOUNDTRACK MAKES IT. TRACKS LIKE forgotten promise INSTILL SUCH A FEELING OF A HOOOTTT SUMMER DAY.. ESPECIALLY IN THE GODDAMN BAYOU#THE AIR is so thick with moisture and so so so hot but so much more than normal#it chokes ur senses if u focus on it too long and the heat is so so so OPPRESSIVE and heavy#i rly like the way i drew rands face here. i normally have a bit o trouble finding a consistent Look for it but#fuck it im ballin#i also like the bit i drew here with kian n rand tending to an unconscious rolan#do you remember that scene? right after the carcrash? rand was so rattled and so scared of rolan being fuckin Dead#shaking him awake and saying his name#n then as soon as rolan wakes up rand goes back to being a lil jacket#like yeahahh fuck you nerrd fuckin laywer loser anyway heres my jacket to stop the bleeding on ur arm. i love you#IT MAKES ME RLY HAPPY TOO THAT THE BOYS WILL ACTUALLY TELL EACHOTHER THEY LOVE THEM#LIKE SURE ITS RIGHT WHEN THEIR LIFE IS IN THE GREATEST PERIL BUT... THE LOVE EACHOTHER GUYS....#also ALSO DRAWING SCRATCHES N GORE N BLOOD N PAAAIIIN IS SO FUN!! YIPPE!!!!#I THINK thats the last o my thoughts so uhh take this and eat. remember to get scared today. i love you
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pours a lil mountain of cocaine onto my tongue then uses my tongue to rub it into dabi’s gums slow and hard and thorough <33 grinding the substance into his tissues and teeth until it’s entirely absorbed, consumed, seeping into the tangle of tiny capillaries and shooting through his blood, leaving his face tingling with little pinpricks of sweat and his pupils gaping with rapid exhilaration, veins cracking with white electricity <3
#okai okai okai now do me#i’m kidding literally everyone i know would kill me if i did coke#i am my father’s daughter. i know i am because when something stressful happens or i feel restless i think abt doing drugs#but tbh i would love to throw caution to the wind and get high with dabi JUST ONCE#JUST ONCEEEEEE#LIKE RLY FUCKED UP LMAO#i will never not push the headcanon that he’s a coke head i mean LOOK AT HIM#rae and i could write an encyclopedia on drug addict dabi but anyway#HAVE A GREAT FRIDAY EVERYONE <333#don’t actuall do drugs!!!!! they’ll ruin ur life!!!#be kind to urself n drink water today!#clari chatters#inky.dabi
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BIG gummy worm for baby Bean
#tarantula#caribena versicolor#spiders#dead bugs#her colors look so fucking pretty rn these dont even do her justice#she took this prey so lazily also flskjdfhj just kinda felt it for a minute before slowly striking#im p sure it's the biggest food she's ever been offered#it was just slightly bigger than i rly wanted to feed her but u cant be super picky with 75% off hornworms#there was a tiny one in there as well which i'd love to give sprout. IF she would stop hiding#but anyway she honestly hasnt eaten as much as i'd have liked since her molt#and hornworms are of course super high in moisture#so that's rly good for her#i'm hoping she's having a lovely little spider time enjoying her feast#in a couple days when she's not hungry and also done eating i might try handling her#we'll see#baby: bean#ALSO she's finally started webbing up a good convenient cave for herself in the top corner :`)#so much easier to get food to than her previous hide near the bottom between some leaves
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Thinks oh so hard abt the spiraling upwards clan founders, especially the birchclan founders. Silly lil kitties who's pasts are drenched in blood with the primary regret of not drawing it sooner
#rat rambles#oc posting#warriors posting#spiraling upwards#long story short they had a shitty awful terrible leader who sucked absolutely ass and they tore him to shreds#I mean that literally they pinned him onto the mountain side and slashed and mauled the shit out of him so hard that his lives evaporated#and several of the cats involved in that scene are sill alive and major parts of the story and I love them#oh also the cat that pinned him through a stab through the throat was his own daughter btw everyone hated his ass so much#and for good reason get his ass#alas in the main story I dont rly get to go too deep into how he harmed everyone involved mostly just three main ones#aka bristlestar because shes murtlepaw's ghost mom dawncrackle because hes also haunting murtle and gullspot because shes bristle's kit#so basically all the flashbacks we get involve those three in some form or another#honeystar was also there and involved but Im not currently planning on having her rly talk abt that#most of her more modern angst is the fact that she was forced into leadership against her will#and shes been alive long enough that shes been leading birchclan far longer than she ever lived in her old clan#but she did go through a lot of shit before birchclan was founded and it definitely shaped her a lot#she used to be a very determined and high spirited lil kitty cat who tried to be optimistic#but her family began to slowly be picked off one by one by both the old leader and the one whod later get evicerated#some of the older cats around her hoped it make her back down from her revelutionary ideas but she noticed that and it backfired on them#instead of being worn down to submission she became absolutely Furious and began to lash out more and become more demanding#it got to the point that she really only had two friends in the entire clan and one of them was her aunt whod later also die after coming#out abt having witnessed the leader killing his own kits#that was the final fucking straw for her and she was fully on board when bristle and dawn started looking for cats to join their rebellion#she did get rly frustrated with them as they waited patiently for the right moment but her remaining bestie kept her from going apeshit#so once the big fight finally broke out she was more than eager to join the hoard of cats chasing the bastard upwards#now unlike some of the other cats involved this legitimately actually made her feel a lot better for a while#for the first time in ages she finally felt like she could be optimistic abt smth again and was excited abt the idea of leaving this place#she had lost so much in this damn place since she was an apprentice and just wanted to finally be able to rest easy#but once they got to their new territory and set up camp things went south real fast as a flood fucked everything up#and after losing the only cat she had left in her life and losing her tail and being made deputy on top of that she deteriorated quickly
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Kenderqueer ⚧︎
#diary#kenergy#barbie#barbie movie#listen i got so many compliments on this outfit lmao#bc everyone was in bright pink high femme barbie fits or just pastel everything#and then i rock up looking like the queerest ken in the world (besides magic earring ken ofc. who was partially my inspo ngl)#they thought it was gr8#tbf i had matching keychains on my cane and a plastic (its fantastic 🎶) mini-backpack so i rly did pull it off w/o rly trying#i def embodied a v good v queer v trans ken#one guy legit was like 'ah FUCK! why didnt i dress as ken? im a total himbo! and i dress like it! i missed my chance!'#....lovin ur energy my dude. lovin it#thats a big ole mood#i too am a thembo with many patterned shirt
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aaaaa i just watched the 4 hazbin eps and it was so fun!!!
#im a helluva girl first and hazbin girl second so i didnt rly have high expectations#but that was rly entertaining!! and i fuck with the songs!#looking forward to more chaggie content … :3#hazbin hotel#hellaverse#vivziepop#hazbin
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Now that I have that spare copy of Lucian's Assigment on my desk, I can't help noticing the GIGANTIC ball of light behind him, which, in a whimsical little brain association moment, keeps reminding me of the time my friends and I were, uh, pursued? by a giant ball of light? No I am not making this up yes Bill Cipher was involved let me stress again how little I am making this up
My friends and I were on a road trip and we were supposed to stop by Confusion Hill and see the Bill Cipher statue during the day. At a normal time, like normal people. Then my stupid ass accidentally got on the wrong freeway and took us to San Francisco and THAT was a whole thing, but we ended up passing Confusion Hill at around 11:00 at night
Exhibit A:
I stayed in the car with the engine running bc uh. we were not supposed to be there. but a few friends got out to take pictures on the nice DSLR. and eventually one of them started SHRIEKING and we managed to get everyone back in there car and talking and they just keep going "there's a light! there's a light!"
And sure enough, there is a ball of light approaching us. Assuming we've pissed off a security guard, I stick my head out the window and say "hello!" waiting for the "Hey you have to leave now"
No response.
Light comes closer.
Shrieking becomes universal as I throw it in reverse and get the hell out of there
Exhibit B:
Anyway.
Lucian 🤝🏼 me
Big fuckoff balls of light
#LITERALLY WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT#i dont even like looking at the picture because it freaks me out so bad#we actually got the whole thing on video bc we were vlogging the trip but the video rly doesnt help#also the way the light moved??? was so weird???? so first off i remember it being way smaller#and it moved in a circle like someone was swinging a lantern at us#and it came from pretty high up so knowing there was a hill i assumed there was a guardhouse or the owners lived on the property#and they were standing at the top of some stairs. but NOPE then it was just. THERE.#i do not believe in the supernatural i am begging for a rational explanation#like is it a flashlight? is it LED headlights? i swear to you we did not see a car or a person in that parking lot
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#ugh im having my first laser hair removal treatment next week n i know its gonna be agonising so i want to get some numbing cream#but im looking into it now n it sounds rly complicated idk how. medical stuff works#plus i have to travel for like 2-3 hours to attend my appointment (because of course i do theres nothing accessible here)#so idk if i Could apply the cream before going out cus it'd probably wear off before the appointment -_-#idk if im gonna have to go without cream and just. be in fucking agony#because my hair is so coarse that they have to use a high strength laser and it's awful#just the brief patch test was bad enough#so idk what to do??#sure would be great if i just had a normal fucking body and didnt need to get this done
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tiktok commentating on dreams face reveal is so weird like “FANS are very disappointed in dreams face reveal” oh we’re calling them fans now ? 😭 why do you ppl like to twist everything do you have a functioning brain
#on everything i can bet 90% of the tweets negatively commenting on his appearance aren’t .. fans 💀#like him or hate him literally whatever you have to admit his fans are being the most supportive (obviously)#can it be true that ppl had high expectations? sure#but this is just another blatant lie for no reason 😭#negativity#sry it just Rly rly grates on me when ppl call someone ugly#and that is again OBVIOUSLY coming from the ppl that never liked him#my hot take is that no one is fucking ugly#every person is unique#uniquely Them#and if you don’t like dream that’s whatever but to savagely go after someone appearance which is smth they can target change is like#rarely change*#super duper duper strange to me#he looks like a guy that’s okay#this isn’t even the extent of my thoughts 😭#but it has to be one of my biggest pet peeves#i don’t think dream hyping up his face reveal is because he thinks he’s the sexiest drop dead gorgeous motherfucker on the planet#he was clearly insanely nervous abt it#idk that’s my take anyway i have to go back to work#ppls superficiality just makes me sad#it never won’t
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uninstalled all the dating apps which ws like 8nof them . in the morning ill tell the guys i was talking to that i overestimared how ready i was and hopefully theyll understand andnjust drop it
#i dont feel stable enough for like . any relationship platonic or romantic andnit fucking..rly sucks bc i want to have friends but like#with what happened with daj the other day im like. i dont think i can be like . idk. ik daj said it was ok and she understood but im so#upset that i lashed iut abt that and i keep trying to get into therapy but i fucking..cant find one. at all#im trying to be more reasonable witj mymoney and i know like. i need therapy bc i Need to work this out and i am not able to work it out#with myself. i need to see a professional abt this . so ik it wouldnt be frivolous to spend money on a therapist if i cant find one in#network. bc the in network thrapists dont accept/dont specialize in working with patients with bpd which i like. thats..my issue. im almost#posiitive. ive done a lot of research and it matches up with like . all of my experiences#ik everybody feels unstable after a breakup buti genuinely like. i dont feel whole. and im looking back on how i treated myself and thiught#abt the relationship and its like. i stopped talking to all my friends i stopped talking to my family i literally dropped out of school i#moved across the country i dropped any interest that we didnt share i literally like. i gave up fucking everything and thats not. healthy.#and he never aksed me for that and its not fair of me to resent him for me doing that bc he nevrr asked me to#but i feel like. everytime i think abt him it feels like im being torn in half like . i put him on so incredibly high of a pedestal i#literally thought of him as perfect that was..recurring. and when i was upset with him i took it out on myself horrifically and thats not#normal . and jow thinking abt him literally physucally hurts bc theres still that part of me that thinks hes perfect and that im a mistake#and a failure and i didnt Be connor right. and then theres a part of me that . doesnt think of him that way#and its just like. aughhf. even outside that relationship im looking back on past friendships and how like..obsessive i get with them#and then when they 'betray' me i just. immediately turn on them and like. thats not normal..#and my sense of identity is um. Well you guys have seen. you know.#ive looked into it a lot and i rly think i have it and im not like. 100% positive but i feel like even if i dont itd be good to work with a#therapist who Has experience with that. since the experience is so similar. yk. idk#i just feel insane and i feel like bod would make like. so much of my life and the way i act and the way i react to things like..it makes#sense when i look at it as if i have bpd. and if i dont it literally seems completely irrational and erratic like. IDK. so basically i need#a therapist who can work with that but none of the ones in network specialize in that and then i was researching and found out a lot of#therapists specifically Dont work with bpd patients and like. judge their peers who do for woriing with bod#which is 1. Actually disgusting 2. Straight up stupid 3. Terrifying. so i only want to work with a therapist whi explicitely says I#specialize and work with patients with bpd 👍 but i literally could only find 1 and theyre out of network and its 15p for visit and id#prefer to do weekly visits if possible but thats . 300 per paycheck for therapy . biweekly itd be better but thats still 150. and i have to#save up for the trip home and then the new apartment immediately after#and i have to get credit card .#and in an ideal world id hold off on the therapist until i get my new apartment so that i can fully focus on coping with myself and learnin
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I should get back on my demon time and write some smut
#i just feel like#after seeing gojo going mad-eyed and high in his fights#he rly enjoys leting go and just going berserk huh#imagine thinking oh yes that man is submisive I MEAN thats a whole other fantasy but#geto×gojo would def look like gojo going ham on geto bc geto would be the only one strong enough to take him on#also geto is constantly reprimanding gojo as if he's much more polite or orderly than gojo and that has to be a farce right#the usualy restrained geto must love giving it up and getting HURT by goji like... he's so used to it so proud that he can take anything#and it has to be so ego boosting for geto that he is the one who can take gojo in their powerplay#at most gojo would be a power bottom but like i can tell a sadistic dom crazy eyed RUSH gojo gets in his eyes when killing like...#he would love to maim#such intresting dynamic mby had they fucked geto would have channeled his frustrations in a healthier way...#geto is def a submisive person who peoplepleased his whole life and then snapped
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could just be that i’m using ps and not illustrator but my god are vectors just so unintuitive to me
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It's always rly funny to me when people will suggest alternative places to buy clothes and then I go to the site and its like. 200+ for a jacket, and it doesn't get any bigger then a 2x.
#Cade.Txts#fuck me I guess.#i know i complain about this a lot but i rly do hate it#i hate that as a fat person i can never have good clothes that Look Good- are High Quality- that aren't:#much more expensive#or only to find out the plus size the website is like O WE HAVE PLUS SIZES <3 e nds up just being bigger then a xl.#also sucks because anytime i ask my mom: hey could i get this- she immediately goes on about how it 'isn't actually in my size'#so why do i bother.
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eye pain is the WORST kind . worse than teeth even maybe
#esp when u cant rub ur eyes or itll maoe things worse#typing this w my eyes closed i hope it is comprehensible#anyway whwt the FUCK i am in so much pain from one eye only and its like . im aftaid#the flap they made during frmto lasik has moved or smthb. and itll wont end#bc whenever i open my eyes/blink iy is painful#resolved to do that very rarely . anyway eave me x . avcording to my doctor/surgeon i actually had#a scar that was imperceptible initially on each eye and thats why thos whole thing has been so#excruciatingly painful . like apparently ur notnsupposed to rly feel anythiny in femto lasik but it was#literally the worst pain i have ever felt in my whole life (i have a rly high pain tolerebce due to reasons);#anyway i have a feeling this may be due to the wounds/scars too idk...#also i had fat grafting to fill in my under eyes and like . it was suchba slight procedure and was done when i was under#anaesthesia for another procedure...that i forgot abt it. bc i dont rly touch my under eyes. anyway during lasik they#use this device which puts pressure around ur eye sockets which ahould have been fine#but it was putting a lot of pressure on a newly grafted area of my face and i was like . oh i see ! i want to scream !!!!!#but i couldnt say anything bc it was cutting a hole in my eyes and i was like yeah talking rn is a bad idea. but afterwards the nurse was#like . you look like you are literally going to pass out oh my god are you ok ?? and i told her abt the under eye thing and she was like.#YOUBSHOULD HAVE SAID THAT EARLIER like yeah ik im sorry 😭#personal#anyway lol its fine i just want to rub my left eye sooooo bad it is so . annoying /painful UGH
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