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enhanced-operatives-division · 3 months

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Based off this post...<3

#changed the text a little bit because i love you masc presenting lesbians i love you sm #however #it's Reggie.#ANYWAYS #i don't draw him much because a friend was looking through my sketchbook and said that he looked like a “Dilf-y Mario”#and I haven't fucking recovered #also im not sure hat to do with his hair #hair doesnt make sense to me though tbf #i can't draw it the way i draw fur so it's just. strange to me #alas #anyways bringing starstuck content to the fandom is also my solem duty shoutout to those two who only exist in a very specific au to me #the rarepair ever dear lord #[agent moose's art]#ieytd #i expect you to die #john juniper #agent phoenix #reginald crane #the handler #OH YEAH BSL FOR PHOENIX!! YEAH!#i want to improve my own BSL since im english and it's the only other language I've been able to pick up #and so im practicing with phoenix #do i think phoenix is british? no absolutely not #where do i think they're from? they spawned in /j #anyways #ENOUGH RAMBLING IN TAGS #sorry it's like a safe space for me #boring ass caption then all the fun stuff is in the tags #starstruck

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uhbasicallyjustmilex · 4 months

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♡ handwriting analysis: alex turner and miles kane ♡

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as promised, here is the analysis my wonderful friend (who used to work as a professional handwriting analyst) did of miles and alex's handwriting! a couple of important points to read before you dive in:

my friend analysed these blind - to avoid bias, she always makes a point of never knowing whose handwriting it is she's looking at, so she had no idea that these samples were from alex and miles while analysing them (not that it'd have made much difference if she had, she can't even name one am song lol)

she stressed that her analysis should NOT be taken as fact - it's just one person's interpretation of the material, and handwriting analysis is ultimately always subjective

the two analyses below are based on notes i took while she was talking and is pretty much verbatim - none of the wording is my own and i have changed as little as possible in typing it up

she noted that it was harder to provide a full and accurate analysis just working with photos of handwriting, as you can't see things like pressure on the page etc. she also stressed that context is significant when it comes to interpreting someone's writing, and it's important to bear in mind that how someone writes in one context, e.g. signing autographs or writing something for the general public could show quite different characteristics to how someone writes in another context, e.g. personal letters to someone they're close to. in an ideal world she'd have access to samples from a different range of contexts to provide the most detailed and accurate analysis. in other words, this analysis is quite rough

alex's handwriting:

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(samples taken from roughly 2011 - 2018)

block capitals suggest this is someone who don't want to show themselves, makes it hard for people to reach them

someone interested in thoughts and ideas, would engage with these in a way that's intelligent and very original

a lot of emotional and social inconsistency, suggests someone pulled in different directions. they might show very different sides of themselves with different people and probably have complex and/or conflicted feelings about identity

very creative, someone who'd make interesting and unusual connections about the world around them

highly intuitive but also lacking harmony from an emotional perspective. lots of internal emotional conflict and changeability

someone who fluctuates a lot socially as well as emotionally - might go from being quite sociable to withdrawing completely. ultimately struggles to reach out socially and holds back a lot, but there might be certain situations or people they feel particularly at ease with where this is different

really hard to read, don't give much of themselves away

thoughtful and enquiring, interested in ideas

someone who feels things very strongly

signature:

implies someone hiding themselves or presenting as someone they're not. they want to look confident and exciting, but they're actually much less confident that they'd like to appear. lets their creative and artistic tendencies hide them and take centre stage.

miles's handwriting:

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(samples taken from roughly 2022 - 2023)

a little sharp, could suggest humorous wit and/or being critical (either of self or of others)

ambitious and incisive, intelligent and enquiring mind

fearful or wary about opening up and reaching out to people, emotional inconsistency. potentially quite restrained - looks like someone used to hiding a lot of hiding of emotions

has an enquiring mind but isn't particularly interested in abstract thought, more grounded in reality and social/emotional things

someone with strong feelings, they get held in and confused. could be warm and open on a surface level, but looks like they'd be reserved about their innermost feelings

could be sharp tongued to avoid dealing with their own feelings

lower zone suggests someone who might not be completely comfortable in their own body and/or sexuality, or have a complex relationship with these things

someone with a tendency towards strong feelings and devotion/worship (could be religious, or could just be to do with the way they relate to people or ideas)

signature:

someone who wants to look more confident they feel. sense of changeability and flashes of insecurity, but ultimately suggests strength of character, not someone who's a pushover. they know what they want and what matters to them.

interesting extra notes:

the wonderful @ballad-of-what-could-have-been managed to find this sample of alex's handwriting not in capitals from when he was much younger (from what i can see, it looks like it was early fwn era):

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so i showed this to my friend too (after her analysis of alex's usual writing) and noted that it was probably done when he was a lot younger. she said that all her points from the original analysis still stood, and that despite the fact this writing isn't capitalised it was actually still very hard to read and definitely someone not comfortable with showing themselves. she also said that it was more emotionally conflicted and uncertain than the later sample of their handwriting. the phrase "emotionally all over the place" was used, and she noted a greater sense of inconsistency with identity. overall though she said the earlier sample confirms that this is someone with a high level of intuition and originality, and she said they're someone she'd be fascinated to have a conversation with!

thank you for reading! if you have any questions, please feel free to comment/drop me an ask and i can always pick my friend's brain again the next time i see her!

#wow this took me forever lol #please feel free to share thoughts/comments! 💗#i don't know how everyone else feels about this but i personally was BLOWN AWAY and honestly i haven't recovered yet 😭😭#so much of it just feels spookily spot on #in terms of my personal sense of each of them anyway #like when the first thing my friend said about alex was to do with identity and being pulled in different directions?? fuck #and then all the stuff about miles and devotion/worship???#i don't even know how to talk about everything i'm feeling rn actually #god my heart hurts 🥺#anyway #i'll stop rambling #i hope everyone found this as fascinating as i did!#alex turner #miles kane #the last shadow puppets #tlsp #arctic monkeys #lulu posts

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squiddlysq · 1 month

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Finished System Collapse the other day & Murderbot has never been more relatable

First image based on this post by @murderbot-moodboard

#murderbot #the murderbot diaries #system collapse #perihelion #asshole research transport #ratthi #ayda mensah #amena #googling to make sure I'm spelling amena right. bcos I misspelled Ratthis name in a previous post and haven't recovered from the shame #Sadly names pass thru my brain like sand thru time or whatever so. vibes only. i remember the sound not the letters. nightmare #Anyway murderbot mental health moment: the book was alot of fun #i need to do a reread now knowing what REDACTED meant the whole time #cause the wife and I were in torture thru the whole book like what the FUCK did murderbot DO #we were CONVINCED it had stood in the middle of ARTs lounge & loudly announced suicidal intent or something #or like yelled at everyone for risking their lives to come back and retrieve equipment <= it means itself #the combo misery and also sort of relief finding out it was literally just that murderbot has Been Through It #& is Suffering the Consequences #was kind of immense #anyway murderbot who is a crazy little asshole. its so me #Shadow the Hedgehog Gijinka looking motherfucker. I gotta pin down my design for it better #hope the memory visions r comprehensible but tbh whatever if theyre not #squiddlyart

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baby-yongbok · 3 months

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I apologize for the person that I'll become when I see Seungmin at Loewe Paris Fashion Week.

#Signed a Seungmin bias #I still haven't recovered for Hyunjin and now Seungmin is gonna reck me #IM SO FUCKING EXCITED IM GONNA (S)CREAM #stray kids #skz

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lostfanboyarts · 15 hours

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Moving forward, into a bright future.

Timelapse under the cut <3

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savage-rhi · 3 months

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🙌🏻

#*SCREAMS*#I AM PROBABLY GONNA GET 2+ CHARACTER ROLES IN AN AUDIO BOOK #FUCK YES!!!!!!#VO work has been dry cause I've been sick for the last month and a half and my vocals haven't recovered fully #BUT FUCK YEAH!!!!!#IT MIGHT END UP ON AMAZON TOO #i mean FUCK AMAZON but also WOO!#DIRECTOR WANTS MEEEEEEEE!!#TAKE THAT DEPRESSION! *lucifer voice*

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wowifinallywatched · 5 months

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Saw: The Final Chapter

Me: A room and the lighting of it won't make me emotional

The Room: *The OG saw bathroom*

Me: SOBBING IN THE CORNER BESIDE MY BABY BOY ADAMS BODY

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wrathbites · 5 months

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Chapters: 1/5 Fandom: Batman - All Media Types Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Clark Kent/Bruce Wayne Characters: Dick Grayson, Clark Kent Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, not beta'd we die like SOMEONE apparently, crack and laughs Summary:

It's not often Bruce has visitors. Rarer still for anyone to be a return visitor.

(They're not hiding it, really, it's just that no-one notices. Until they do)

#Wrathwrites #Batman fanfiction #yes I did just discover that share button L O L #listen my heart is permanently injured from Gotham Knights and I'm yeeting ALL canon out the window #all of it fuck it what is canon across so many media sources and verses and shit #give me Batfam shenanigans #give me them having moments for happiness and WTF moments #give me them smiling and relaxed or GIVE ME DEATH #actually no don't do that I encountered that literally at the start of the game AND I STILL HAVEN'T RECOVERED #afnuehfuhf god anyway each chapter for each of the (Gotham Knights) kids #also yes I ship Superbat did not expect it but y'know what I'll go down with this ship now

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starrrybug · 6 months

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i fear i'm never going to be normal about scar winning. never ever

#i just #man i haven't recovered #gtws #goodtimeswithscar #THIS FUCKING MAN.

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wowbright · 8 months

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Ugh why lately do I keep remembering traumatic events from my childhood that explain so much?

#gpoy #actually cptsd #I'm not talking about recovered memories #just things I haven't thought about in ages #and am for the first time (after a few decades) fully realizing they are fucked up #what say you not everyone's childhood was like that? whoa #also hilarious because I have known for a long time that I had a difficult childhood #how am I still discovering new layers to it #or rather new layers and how it has affected the way I relate to the world #so I mean in some ways it's good #I have had therapists who tell me it's not necessarily productive to what's the reasons why I do things #and I think that's true to some extent #because searching for them doesn't mean you'll find them & you can spend expend lots of energy searching that you could spend doing sth else #but when they just kind of appear out of nowhere and slap you in the face #it's a great opportunity to examine them and their relationship to today and go #oh fuck you mean I don't do this maladaptive thing for no reason!#I do it for a very good reason #and now I understand how it was once adaptive and helpful #and understanding that puts me in a better position to let go of it and figure out better ways to adapt to current challenges

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diemnormalis · 7 months

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"...if charles and hamilton both get dsq then ferrari will have more points that mercedes overall and get closer to p2 in the constructors." so we are back to turning charles leclerc into a sacrificial lamb, huh?

#no one talk to me after that ferrari shitshow i still haven't recovered and probably will not in the near future #charles leclerc you absolute fucking dumbass. LEAVE THAT PLACE BEFORE IT RUINS YOU COMPLETELY #seb please have A Talk about Not Wasting It with him again. and again. and again.#until he realises there is no possibility of winning with a team that will never prioritise you #🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏#charles leclerc #ferrari #us gp 2023 #f1

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queenharumiura · 6 months

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((Day 3 of realizing my last boss was so shit that I basically have ptsd and I've been stressing about something that has been a non-issue this entire time.

Well then.))

#muneo talks #((essentially I am not behind on my project like I thought I was. My old boss really fucked me up))#((proof of concept does not mean what he thought it does. I've been beating myself over for nothing. GRRRRRR!!))#delete later #((for anyone who wants to know this is why I haven't really been using my vacation days bc I felt like I was really behind))#((all bc of that's how my old boss would define things and how he'd shame me for using my vacations))#((So I was used to letting some of my days go to waste or get shamed for a whole year for it lol))#((I'm still recovering from bad old boss as you can see))#((maybe... I'll actually use up all my days this year... we... will see...))

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simcardiac-arrested · 7 months

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i want to put them in a room together and see what happens. a demon an angel and a god walk into a bar

closing my inbox thanks everyone i'll see you all in purgatoruy

#i know your name i knmow your address i'llhget you. watch out. wathc out #i'll come to rain world outskirts and i[ll find you and i'll hget youy #i dont eevn know what to say. my lunch was really good and yummies #Frowney emoji #do you want me to die behonest.#THE FUCKING WATCH IN THE BACKGROUND IS KILLING ME HE'S SO GOOFY #whjo let him in #please gofd i cant do this shit anymore. Take me from this earth #i've nevber done anything to you #actually yeha i've never done anything to you it's actually so sick how i haven't drawn you anything yet #I KEEP FORGETTING IM TOO BUSY DRAWING SHITPOSTS AND MY GAY LITTLE OCS IN MAID DRESSES .#i suck so bad sorry. maybe i deserve this maybe i deserve to die and never recover #eeeeeeeruhrerghhh #can you stop using textures in your art and shit./ and drawing in general #Like who aked for this #?#who asked for thois #im on a train. im listening. to all the sounds. the engine makes #and on this train. there are some wheels. the train goes clicka clacka chugga chugga #im on a train #im listening #to all the sounds #the engine makes #Does anyone have a gun nearby #cramswering #is for me tag #oc: in case of emergency #oc: watchful eye #but yes i do think it'd be very cool if you even fucking care at all. stupid #i want them to walk into a bar togethr

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opens-up-4-nobody · 6 months

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#i feel like im building sandcastles with dry sand #im just. i dunno. im frustrated and tired and resentful of the fact that in order to recover u have to rest #bc i mean i haven't been like cough cough sick. my immune system was freaking thr fuck out for 10 days and i can feel the damage internally #like. i compulsively exercise and theres this feeling u get when u kno ur stressed and run down but u dont stop physically overextending #like u can feel the muscles start to tear and not heal. and thats how i started to feel last week #so its like i kno i need to rest but its like. u just had a 5 day weekend ur supposed to b refreshed for the end of the semester #but no. im just discouraged and tired. back to making dry sandcastles. shocking. when u feel bad its harder to function #lets see how this affects my ccaps score when i see my therapist Monday lol #itll b fine. just frustrating. im gonna meet with my advisor tomorrow and b like yo my ability to function had been severely limited in the #last week and a half. but yes im not ready to try reviving some new cultures. and hopefully i can autoclave at some point #i just feel like im being lazy and i hate it #the burdon of being ill of body and mind #unrelated

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can-i-see-your-passport-please · 7 months

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Btw if you're mean to fanfic writers (EVEN IF THEY'RE CRINGE/WRITE BADLY/ARE CLEARLY FUCKING YOUNG AND RELYING ON TROPES) I'll fucking kill you ^-^

if you're a fanfic writer remember to always look for opportunities to improve in your writing and remember that cringe is dead and if someone's like "Haha this trope is STUPID and DUMB" they are a fucking loser and even if your writing is bad THAT'S HOW YOU GET BETTER!! YOU WRITE BAD SO YOU CAN LOOK AT YOUR OLD WRITING AND GO "WOW I AM SO MUCH BETTER AT THIS NOW" AND YOU WRITE BETTER!!

#cassie rambles #posting this here bc i'm seeing some bullshit more recently being like ''oh you write with this characterization? you're a LOSER and BAD AT #-WRITING LMAO''#bro... just give advice without being a dick about it #just give your hc without being a dick abt it #this shit burnt me the fuck out a year ago and i still haven't fully recovered so uhhh #anyway. reminder to not be an asshole

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quiet-admirer · 3 days

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I am feeling very in it right now with recovery 😮‍💨 I'm only halfway through but I'm so ready for it to be over...

#The first time I thought I had an infection it wasn't but this weekend I actually did develop an infection/edema #So I have delayed wound healing now which suckss even if it is localized to a really small area #And I haven't been able to get back on my ADHD meds because every time I try I'm up all fucking night #I feel like I've barely been able to enjoy my results yet I'm just... recovering #and trying to manage all the various discomforts as best as I can... Not that I'm suffering at all I'm just over being uncomfortable #Also I'm supposed to go back to work next week 💀#I'm just whining because I'm sleepy and my compression vest has a seam right where my incisions are but i'll be right :)#Other than the infection and struggling a little to find enough help it's been pretty smooth and I love my results so far!#but again. I'll be so glad when it's over...

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