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better than revenge | alt chapter: one last cigarette

Toxic!Ex!Mattheo Riddle x f!Reader

Chapter summary: Just when you were ready to leave the past behind, the very person you're trying to escape shows up. 949 words.

Author’s note: Final upload for this series! Wrote this back in March, but it took me forever to post because it's hard to officially say goodbye to the series but here we are.

This chapter is not canon. The main story line officially ended with the previous chapter. This one is just an alternate ending I wrote when I was trying to figure out what to do with Mattheo’s story arc and I like how it turned out. Ex!Mattheo isn’t very popular in this story and for good reason. In the end, I couldn’t write this ending without him being toxic!Mattheo so be warned.

This chapter contains angst and a bit of angry sex so 18+ only below the cut. It was hard writing this because the tone has been mostly fluff, but you can’t really have an ex!story without the heartbreak.

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A rude awakening

A/N: This is the final flashback with yours and Mattheo’s story.

“I love you, Mattheo,” I whisper against his ear as the first rays of sunlight filter through the window.

Mattheo wonders what he did to deserve her affection. Breathing here in between slumber and the waking world, his defenses dwindle. The thoughts he long kept at bay claws its way to the surface.

He is the dark lord’s son. He was always fated to ruin everything and everyone he loved. If he didn’t hurt her now, he would in the future.

It was easier, kinder even, to let her go now.

So he did what he knew best.

The last cigarette

A/N: Timeline wise, this takes place before chapter seven. In this alt timeline, you and Enzo never attend the ball.

I inhale the cigarette smoke, letting it fill my lungs, and exhale. One last cigarette for Mattheo. Once I snuff it out, I’m letting him go.

A week after we broke up, grief came in waves. I’d do well in class and get excited to show Mattheo before I remember I no longer could. I’d see his favorite food at the Great Hall and turn, but he wasn’t beside me. I’d snuggle in bed and wait for him to climb in, but he no longer did. How did I keep forgetting?

How did I keep remembering?

I remembered one evening how smoking helped him relax. Maybe it could help me too.

All it did was make me smell like him and I clung on because it was the closest I could get to him.

But here, now, one last smoke then I'll let him go. I inhale and think of twinkling night skies, when Mattheo and I pretended we were floating among the stars. The way they reflected his eyes.

I remember hot chocolate and croissants, snuggling by the fireplace. He complained about my chocolate flavored kisses. Deep down, I knew he loved them.

I recall his fire. Hair pulling, lips crashing, back scratching. The way his touch seared my soul.

And it was good for a while. I exhale and watch it all drift away in the night wind.

I inhale and recall that night. Begging him to stay, to talk to me, we could work it out. Instead he said he got bored. Instead he kissed her.

And oh. Love really did leave you hollow when it left. I exhale and watch the smoke disappear.

I inhale and—

“I thought you liked your lungs?” Mattheo asks, approaching me.

“Don’t talk to me like you know me.”

He stands beside me, eyes searching my face. “I’m sorry,” he says.

“It’s a little too late now, isn’t it? What the fuck, Mattheo? I’m with Enzo and suddenly you care about me?”

“I’ve always cared, please—” he tries.

“You had three weeks to find me, Mattheo. To apologize. But you didn’t. I’m not some trophy you can take from Enzo just so you can score another point against him!”

He recoils, hurt in his eyes. “Do you really think that little of me?”

“Have you forgotten what you’ve done?” I ask.

“If I could take it back, I would.”

“You promised you wouldn’t hurt me,” I accuse him.

“What do you want me to say?” He asks, exasperated. “I’m an idiot! I messed up. I never felt like I was good enough for you.”

“No Matty, you don’t understand,” I point to him, a tear escaping. “You made me feel like I wasn’t good enough!”

My tears spill and his eyes water. He pulls me in his arms as I sob.

“You don’t get to hurt me and cry as if you’re the victim,” I say.

“Angel, please, I didn’t mean to” he shifts so he can look into my eyes and wipe my tears. “If words are not enough,” he kisses me.

My lips are electrified, everything inside me burning. Needing, hating, mourning. I want to scream, instead I suck his lower lip hard enough to bruise and grip his hair. It earns me a grunt as he hauls my body to his, closing the gap between us.

His hand trails down my waist to press me where he needs me most. Moving against each other, friction and heat sparking embers within. And it’s still not enough.

Without leaving my lips, Mattheo turns us around. Hands locked around his neck, eyes closed, I follow his footsteps until I feel the wall behind me. His hand snakes under my skirt, caressing my thigh. A filthy moan leaves my mouth—begging, praying, craving. More.

He moves his finger where I’m most sensitive and I gasp, breaking our kiss. He brings his mouth to my ear, “I’ll show you just how sorry I am.” With his free hand, he tugs my hair until I’m staring at the stars, and runs his tongue from the base of my throat to my chin.

Muscle memory takes over as his fingers slide across my folds, knowing just where I needed him. My breathing gets ragged when he fills me up with his fingers, exploiting all the ways he can make me moan and whimper. “Fuck. I missed you, angel.”

I ride his fingers, hating his stupid voice and his messy hair.

He bites my neck, leaving marks and I hate his filthy mouth.

He moves relentlessly. I hate his eyes. I hate his hands. I hate his voice.

I burn until I’m overcome with white hot rage, coming undone for him. Shockwaves of pleasure writhe through me as he presses me for all I have.

A second before afterglow, in the quiet darkness, I hate myself most because I still love him.

“Come on angel, I’m not done apologizing,” he says, taking my hand, leading me to my dorm.

I never get to finish my cigarette.

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A/N: If there was a quote for you and Mattheo in this series, exploring your past relationship, it would be:

"The love was there. It didn't change anything. It didn't save anyone...but it still matters that the love was there."

Thanks again to everyone who followed the series! ♡

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enha-stan · 4 months

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﹕✉️・[ HAYLEY'S RECOMMENDATION POST] ・✩

⤷﹒ ☁️ ﹒✮﹒Harry potter : [ universe ]

. + • . ° FICS ° . • + .

Harry james Potter

1.) When he hates you but then learns to love you - @hollowdeath (angst , fluff , smut )

2.) Injured - @hollowdeath (angst , fluff )

Slytherin guys

1.) poker games - @everdreamofme

Mattheo riddle

1.) A monster's promise - @anawritez-posts (dark)

2.) Sleeping with a prefect - @papercorgiworld (angst , fluff , smut )

3.) Height difference - @bookishdreamer28 (fluff)

4.) For you - @mrsbarnesblog (fluff)

5.) I still hate you - @theosbaby (smut)

6.) Love potion - @multific (fluffy?)

Tom riddle

1.) Little dove - @theostrophywife (smut)

2.) Skeleton - @tomriddlehyperfixataion (dark fluff) (pt2 of a work )

3.) That asshole - @enha-doodles

4.) Patience , please and thank you - @fatesundress (smut)

5.) Marked - @doremimosasol (toxic , suggestive)

6.) Disgust when you care - @your-nanas-house (platonic twin brother Tom)

7.) Blood on loves altar - @tomriddleslove (angst)

8.) Cheated - @tomriddlehyperfixataion (smut)

9.) Hot mess - @lenoraslament (suggestive , bit of angst)

10.) Bestfriend's brother - @lexamiele (suggestive)

Theodore Nott

11.) Repent - @tomriddleslove (suggestive)

1.) Poison paradise - @theostrophywife (smut)

2.) The target on your back - @minichrismd

3.) Brat dynamics headcanon - @finalgirllx (smut)

Lorenzo Berkshire

1.) Bad idea right ? - @mrsriddles-blog (smut , a bit angst?)

Draco Malfoy

1.) One of your girls - @pottersmiracle (smut)

. + • . ° SERIES ° . • + .

Tom riddle

1.) World burns - @anawritez-posts (ongoing)

Draco Malfoy

1.) My own mudblood - @spearmintsmut (smut- ongoing )

Mattheo and Lorenzo

1.) Better than revenge - @amongemeraldclouds (ongoing)

( I'll be updating this every once in a while <3 )

Divider credit - @kimjiho1 <33

#﹕✉️・[ HAYLEY'S RECOMMENDATION POST] ・✩#fic recommendation #harry potter #draco malfoy #harry potter fanfiction #harry potter x reader #lorenzo berkshire #x reader #draco malfoy x reader #tom riddle #tom riddle x reader #mattheo riddle #mattheo riddle x reader #theodore nott #lorenzo berkshire x reader #theodore nott x reader #slytherin boys

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amongemeraldclouds · 25 days

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Masterlist: TTPD Inspired x Slytherin Boys

Key: ♡ fluff | ☆ smut | ☽ angst

Quick links: Down Bad | Guilty as Sin? | But Daddy I Love Him | Fresh Out The Slammer | The Alchemy

Theodore Nott x f!Reader

♡ Down Bad | 762 words Theo runs to the Astronomy Tower to confess his feelings for you before it’s too late.

18+ content | Minors do not interact

♡☆ Guilty as Sin? | Fic title: Sweet Dreams | 2.9k words It should have been simple: boy meets girl then falls in love. Except everything only happened in his dreams. Can Theodore Nott bridge the gap between fantasy and reality to get the girl of his dreams?

Lorenzo Berkshire x f!Reader

♡ Fresh Out The Slammer | 860 words A questionable k*dnapping leads to a revenge plan backfiring.

♡ The Alchemy | Lorenzo Berkshire x f!Reader | 1.5k words An Animagus transformation gone wrong helps reveal a secret your enemy never wanted you to know.

Mattheo Riddle x f!Reader

♡ But Daddy I Love Him | 872 words

Mattheo and the Slytherin boys rescue you from your father who held you captive one day before your wedding.

Author's note: I created the dividers myself, please credit if you use any of them. This will be updated the more I publish TTPD inspired fics. I don't have a set goal, will keep sharing as long as I feel inspired.

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amongemeraldclouds · 1 month

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Masterlist: Slytherin Boys

Key: ♡ fluff | ☆ smut | ☽ angst

Headcanons

♡ The Slytherin Boys as Disney Princes | 1.8k words From the Wizarding World to magical fairytales, let’s crown our beloved Slytherin boys as the following Disney princes.

♡ The Slytherin Boys as Bridgerton Brothers | 808 words Dearest Gentle Reader, This author is pleased to present the dashing, young Slytherins as their Bridgerton counterpart should they ever grace the ton with their presence.

Oneshot, blurbs, drabbles

♡ But Daddy I Love Him | 872 words Mattheo and the Slytherin boys rescue you from your father who held you captive one day before your wedding.

Navigation

✿ Main masterlist ✿ Lorenzo Berkshire ✿ Mattheo Riddle ✿ Theodore Nott ✿ Jess Mariano ✿ About me

Credit: All dividers used are by @saradika-graphics

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amongemeraldclouds · 1 month

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Masterlist: Lorenzo Berkshire

Key: ♡ fluff | ☆ smut | ☽ angst

Series

✿ Better than revenge (complete, ft. Ex!Mattheo) ♡☽☆ Mattheo Riddle broke your heart. So of course you get revenge by fake dating Lorenzo Berkshire, his half-brother. But as with all matters of the heart, nothing is ever straightforward. Baby, let the games begin.

Oneshot, blurbs, drabbles

✿ Things I'll Never Say ♡ | 1k words Why say things out loud when you can write them all down in a journal? No need to inconvenience everyone else with silly declarations of love that’s only guaranteed to break your heart. So what happens when your enemy - of all people - finds it?

✿ Ruin The Friendship ♡ | 1k words A letter gets mailed to its intended recipient. A letter confessing your feelings. A letter you never meant to send.

✿ The Fall ☽ | 395 words A glimpse into yours and Enzo's life before and after he became a De*th Eater.

✿ Fresh Out The Slammer ♡ | 860 words A questionable k*dnapping leads to a revenge plan backfiring.

✿ The Alchemy ♡ | 1.5k words An Animagus transformation gone wrong helps reveal a secret your enemy never wanted you to know.

18+ content | Minors do not interact

☆ All Night | 1.4k words Threesome with Mattheo Riddle x f!Reader. No plot, just smut.

☆ Chasing Highs | 2.6k words Threesome with Mattheo Riddle x f!Reader. No plot, just smut.

☆ Consequences | 2.4k words Threesome with Theodore Nott x f!Reader. No plot, just smut.

Headcanons

✿ How he looks at you when ♡ | 425 words

Navigation

✿ Main masterlist ✿ Slytherin boys ✿ Mattheo Riddle ✿ Theodore Nott ✿ Jess Mariano ✿ About me

Credit: All dividers used are by @saradika-graphics

#lorenzo berkshire x reader #lorenzo berkshire x you #lorenzo berkshire #lorenzo berkshire imagine #slytherin boys #harry potter fanfiction #enzo berkshire imagine #enzo berkshire smut #lorenzo berkshire smut #lorenzo berkshire fluff #enzo berkshire x reader #enzo berkshire #enzo berkshire x you #amongemeraldcloudswrites

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amongemeraldclouds · 1 month

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Masterlist: Jess Mariano

Key: ♡ fluff | ☆ smut | ☽ angst

♡ Not Being Romantic | 3.3k words Jess Mariano may be cute, possibly charming, but he is most definitely annoying. He certainly can’t hold a candle to your secret pen pal who’s smart, loves books, and aspires to be an author. Or can he?

18+ content | Minors do not interact

♡☆ No Take Backs | 2.4k words As the earth collapsed around you, your sworn enemy decides to confess his feelings for you with a kiss. So when the world doesn’t end, what happens next?

Navigation

✿ Main masterlist ✿ Slytherin boys ✿ Lorenzo Berkshire ✿ Mattheo Riddle ✿ Theodore Nott ✿ About me

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#jess mariano x you #jess mariano fluff #jess mariano x reader #jess mariano #jess mariano imagine #gilmore girls #amongemeraldcloudswrites

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amongemeraldclouds · 29 days

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Masterlist: Theodore Nott

Key: ♡ fluff | ☆ smut | ☽ angst

Oneshot, blurbs, drabbles

♡ Down Bad | 762 words Theo runs to the Astronomy Tower to confess his feelings for you before it’s too late.

18+ content | Minors do not interact

♡☆ Sweet Dreams | 2.9k words It should have been simple: boy meets girl then falls in love. Except everything only happened in his dreams. Can Theodore Nott bridge the gap between fantasy and reality to get the girl of his dreams? Inspired by Taylor Swift's song, Guilty as Sin?

☆ Make Me | 2k words Minimal plot, just smut. When your rival grabs the potion ingredient that was meant for you, you’re willing to do what it takes to get it back.

☆ Consequences | 2.4k words Threesome with Lorenzo Berkshire x f!Reader. No plot, just smut.

Headcanons

♡☆ How he looks at you when | 300 words ♡ Part 2: How he looks at you when | 632 words

Navigation

✿ Main masterlist ✿ Slytherin boys ✿ Lorenzo Berkshire ✿ Mattheo Riddle ✿ Jess Mariano ✿ About me

Credit: All dividers used are by @saradika-graphics

#masterlist #theodore nott x you #theodore nott x reader #theodore nott smut #theodore nott imagine #theodore nott #amongemeraldcloudswrites

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amongemeraldclouds · 1 month

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Masterlist: Mattheo Riddle

Key: ♡ fluff | ☆ smut | ☽ angst

♡ Firewhiskey Confessions | 810 words After drinking to cope with your heartbreak, you find a reliable confidante to spill your guts to. Except, he is not who he seems.

♡ Mattheo’s Gamble | 677 words Anguished by your tragic passing in the Second Wizarding War, Mattheo makes a bet with the Grim Reaper to get you back (features different AUs).

♡ May I have this dance? | 191 words Modern AU | Celebrate your career win by convincing your boyfriend to dance with you.

☽ Spoiler Alert | 1k words Life can be complicated when you possess a rare kind of magic: the ability to see your future with someone upon meeting them. A chance encounter with Mattheo Riddle reveals more than you bargained for.

♡ But Daddy I Love Him | 872 words Mattheo and the Slytherin boys rescue you from your father who held you captive one day before your wedding.

18+ content | Minors do not interact

☆ All Night | 1.4k words Threesome with Lorenzo Berkshire x f!Reader. No plot, just smut.

☆ Chasing Highs | 2.6k words Threesome with Lorenzo Berkshire x f!Reader. No plot, just smut.

Navigation

✿ Main masterlist ✿ Slytherin boys ✿ Lorenzo Berkshire ✿ Theodore Nott ✿ Jess Mariano ✿ About me

Credit: All dividers used are by @saradika-graphics

#mattheo riddle imagine #mattheo riddle fluff #mattheo x you #mattheo riddle #mattheo riddle x reader #mattheo riddle smut #matt riddle #mattheo x y/n #mattheo smut #amongemeraldcloudswrites

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