#also they’re both traumatized
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you’re my everything 💕💕
#renga#renga fanart#sk8 the infinity fanart#sk8 fanart#sk8#sk8 the infinity#reki kyan#langa hasegawa#ari art#my boys#I love me a red gay with darker undertones and a blue gay with lighter undertones#my favorite flavor of gays#also they’re both traumatized#anyway#i would die for them your honor
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(I point. Gently, in the voice of somebody who’s mind touched by the outer gods, i whisper truth in your ears:
Your honor the horses are now lesbians
(Anyways here’s the designs)
#mlp#based off my mlp redesigns (no i will not be taking criticism)#mlp redesign#fluttershy is now a giant jacked carnivorous shire horse with anxiety#rarity is a trans queen and she’s carrying the plot on her back#applejack’s been bequeethed the oldest child syndrome after the traumatic death of her parents and learned to do taxes at the tender age of#13?? how do horses age#and rainbow dash is both loved and reviled by her pegasi foundry because she has ‘too much gryphon in her’#(but she FAST AS FUC BOI.)#anyways pinky’s my favorite. we don’t know whats up with pinky but she smiles a lot and the world distorts around her at exactly 1014 am.#twilight is celestia’s favored pupil prophet and is trying her best to figure out what the hell is up with pinkie and failing spectacularly#twilight also hatched a dragon from an inert stone and people have opinions about that#mostly ‘what are you feeding her’#(holds rarity and applejack) i think they’re neat together#they bond over growing up too quickly and have a vi-caitlynn thing goin on#(squints) didnt draw the cute mark crusaders but they’d be like. the batmen of the town. and it was fun and games until twilight heard#and gave them ACTUAL weapons#rarity#applejack#rainbow dash#twilight sparkle#fluttershy#pinkie pie#spike the dragon#I FORGOT SPIKE#spike’s a stone dragon that hatched from a stone egg. he is not meant to exist. he’s an elderitch horror and a baby boy and we love#and cherish his adorable little face#art#critdraws#Rest your Weary Hooves in our New Found Home
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I love Raph and haven’t said that enough so to be more specific I love that Raph is a soft boy who loves bear plushies, a gross boy who eats an assortment of things that are definitely better left alone, a smart boy who is more than capable of taking down villains through planning and fortitude alike, a strong boy who is dedicated to training his muscles and fighting prowess, a teenage boy who loves his brothers but is more than happy to tease and roughhouse with them, an angry boy who sometimes lets his anger take a hold of him to cover the fear, a gentle boy who is generous with hugs and affirmations to those he loves, a capable boy who takes on more than should ever be expected of a teenager, a good boy who just wants to be a hero and slowly comes to realize the cost of that duty, a good boy who has no reservations about putting himself in the way of harm coming to his family, a good boy who’s a great brother and son and person and deserves only the best the world has to offer.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt raph#rise raph#he’s so wonderful frfr#my poor boy is traumatized but still so proud of what they accomplished because they’re HEROES#what started as something fun - Saturday morning cartoon-like heroes vs villains esque - soon becomes his calling#and he loses himself a little along the way#because the world is TERRIFYING now#if they don’t do something about the bad things in the world then worse things will come#and Raph CARES too much to let it happen#even at the expense of his own happiness and youth#and he luckily reigns back that fear - knowing his family is there to keep an eye out with him#and he finally lets himself be a kid again#he’s very well rounded and his flaws are so good because (like the others) they are ALSO his strengths#I like how it’s softly implied that bears are his fav animal too bc that’s cute af#headcanon that he likes them so much because a stuffed bear was the first toy splinter managed to get Raph#but yeah one of my favorite things about tmnt is that the characters are well rounded and rottmnt exemplifies that immensely#with raph being no exception!!#amazing big brother and character#there’s a REASON in my tmnt main character tierlist he’s S tier!!!!#hot take but in terms of who should be leader I think it should be less who’s the better leader-#-and more who’s the better leader FOR THIS SPECIFIC MISSION#bc all four can be great leaders fight me on that#APRIL can as well 100%#doesn’t need a designated leader for them to succeed#they just need ~communication~#one of my favorite things tying Raph and Leo together is that they both *hide*#I’ve talked about Leo’s many masks a lot but Raph has one too#and it’s the mask of a hero - the mask of the protector
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I feel like Nimona and Jim Hawkins would be friends.
#it’s the steampunk adjacent troubled traumatized teen energy I guess#also they’re both transgender I don’t make the rules#they’d be besties#besties who cannot communicate their emotions with each other#or fully trust each other because of their abandonment and betrayal issues#but besties#nimona#nimona movie#nimona 2023#treasure planet#treasure planet 2002#jim hawkins
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perusing through @samtrapani’s leo tag and Thinking. not only is vito quite honestly just a little naïve, but he’s easy for leo to control because leo can see right through him. leo can take one look at vito and know his deepest secrets, because he has the same skeletons in his closet.
leo can play 4d chess because one look at vito and anyone who’s played a game before can tell vito has PAWN. I WONT QUESTION YOU. written in bold on his forehead.
leo saw this scared, young, boy fighting through prison at anyone who looked too long at him, and knew he was in there for trusting the wrong people and not asking the right questions, and immediately he was like. i can use him.
& when vito goes out of his way to save leo’s life, just for leo to save his by getting rid of the only person who’s ever had more sway over vito than he did (joe)… well, that’s the business of being owned & useful, kid.
#spiraling i think#like not just bc they’re both gay but BECAUSE they’re gay leo knows all of vito’s weak points#bad relationship w father makes him not question authority#strained relationship with mother makes him too trusting of anyone who says they care#hiding half of yourself to everyone around you 24/7 means you won’t say too much to anyone#can fight and willingly does so to be close w men but also bc as a gay youth he HAD to#has been in war and probably loved and loss a man over there? desensitized to violence and not eager for a new relationship#like leo really took one glance at vito and said. poor little meowmeow. let me traumatize him more#leo galante#vito scaletta#mafia 2#mafia video games#mafia 2 meta#video game analysis#post: personal
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Kiana: There’s a spare key and a master key. Hua has them both.
Mei: When I asked, “What if you die, Hua? How will we get inside?” She said “If I’m dead, you guys have been dead for weeks.”
#fukimei#fu hua#kiana kaslana#raiden mei#honkai 3rd#kiana continues to be a mood#mei is a sweetheart but she also test hua’s patience#mei and kiana are both idiots but they’re hua's idiots#kiana continues to test hua’s patience#fu hua has ptsd#I want to drop kick hua's disciples#protecc fu hua#I’m salty cause everyone seem to want to traumatize my birb#fukimei incorrect quotes
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I haven’t finished the episode yet, but I just wanted to say I am so happy they included representation of the other end of the spectrum. The trope of high-functioning autistic geniuses in the media was the reason I was hesitant to start the show at first.
As someone with an autistic brother who isn’t high-functioning and has a mental development delay (pretty much just like the character), it’s good to see that representation. I’ve had people assume that just because my brother has autism, it means he’s a genius. People need to become more aware of just how diverse the spectrum is.
#I feel so bad for the character though#it does seem like his brother killed himself either on purpose or by accident#either way it would be a very traumatic experience for him#extraordinary attorney woo#global issues#me stuff#my opinion#also I wanted to say I find the interaction between the two autistic characters very interesting#I’m glad they broached that topic#just because they’re both on the spectrum doesn’t make them the same or magically able to communicate
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Hate that I’m having a huge fucking freak out after a really nice day
#we went to (town where my CSA happened and where my family that has disowned me for speaking up about it all live)#which was weird#but I kept trying to focus on the moment#going there for the first time as an adult with a group of women that I love who all support me unconditionally#we were having a great time#and I was reminiscing about the town with my boss because she grew up there#so we both have a lot of formative memories of the same places#but each time I would tell her of some happy childhood memory I also had this ugly nasty thing lurking behind it#like yes my family all live here and I don’t come visit them anymore because they’re defending my abuser#and have made it abundantly clear that I am not welcome or accepted or believed or respected#and I kept trying to shove that down we were having such a good time#and then it was also great because I got to spend the day with Woman I Have Feelings For#but her reaction to the birthday card I made her was not what I had hoped so I was overthinking things the second my day started#and then spending the day with her outside of work made those feelings bubble up real big#but we were in a place that I associate with my trauma and my last relationship ended really traumatically as well#so I had the combination all day of:#do not think about your CSA do not think about it do not think about how your entire family turned on you without question#do not think about how much you’re scared that she has been trying to subtly reject you and you’re embarrassing yourself by not taking a bin#don’t think about how if she does feel the same about you you can’t enjoy any intimacy ever#because of the CSA#and because of the last person you dated#and don’t think about how your body rebels and launches into a trauma response ar the very thought of intimacy#and don’t think about how you’re terrified that you’ll never be able to be intimate without panicking#and don’t think about how you tried to force yourself to be intimate with someone and ended up completely freezing going mute#being retraumatized in another way entirely#don’t think about how terrified you are of the fact that you cannot predict or control that trauma response#how even with your first girlfriend when you wanted to be intimate you would freeze up#and how she yelled at you that one time ‘you never let me touch you’#so yeah lads I’m crying a little bit in the dark#googling ‘how to overcome trauma response during intimacy’
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we are having tiertice feelings in this chili’s tonight
#adfghjks#god i just#they were friends for such a long time and what if neither of them said anything about being in love with the other#and then prentice gets his mind broken and now it’s too late#and then what if once he was healed tiergan still didn’t want to say anything because prentice barely remembers him#and also went through a pretty traumatic experience#and what if prentice doesn’t say anything either because he doesn’t think tiergan feels the same way#so what if there was years of pre-canon gay pining#and then several more months of gay pining after the healing#and then what if one of them accidentally said i love you and then panicked and then what if the other one said me too#and then they just sit there awkwardly for like a second because wow they’re both idiots#and then what if they kissed. what then.#kotlc#tiertice#tiergan alenefar#prentice endal#Arin rambles
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I’m this close to brainrot about mix of Kusuriya no Hitorigoto and Wataru no Shiawase no Kekkon AUs for chulwoo feat. Girls being true MVPs along the way, political games, harshness of world and society and ultimate slowburn—
#solo leveling#woo jin chul#sung jin woo#haein esil and joohee being absolute MVPs in this AU#they carry the plot#there gonna be a scene of jichul pretending to be haein for plan purposes#people notice the similarities and they’re suspicious#jinwoo is having too much fun for someone who’s head is this close 🤌🏻 to be rolling on ground#gunhee just wants his adopted son to be happy and safe#because apparently he was traumatized enough in childhood#gunhee plans political revolution against current ruling family#he doesn’t want to use jinchul as a fake pretender for previous dynasty’s heir#ha I tricked you there’s also Anastasia and no one saw jicnhul actually being last member of previous ruling dynasty#he and haein are distant relatives so they both are of noble blood but he’s direct one#initial plan was to make haein an empress after political revolution#it’s literally our characters playing palace politics while planning a revolution and trying not to die in process#jinchul honestly wants to cry because his army career got cancelled and he was forcefully sent as an unwanted servant into Sung household#yes to be a servant to that one cold and cruel general#jinwoo almost murdered him on first day#what a perfect starting point for a romance
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bela talbot and arthur ketch would be bffs
#they’re both traumatized and corrupt and british#an excellent bed to build a friendship on#supernatural#spn#bela talbot#arthur ketch#they’d probably have sex to#but i want them to be besties also
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No thoughts just callan and meres
#s4e3 is so rough for meres/callan fans by god#but it’s so good#also it’s a rough time for people who want to see callan do well :( double whammy for me#but yeah like the hostile meeting between callan and meres which is so fucking tense#followed by the ‘you want to fuck that old man so badly it makes you look stupid’ foot on the desk#and then meres just being really horrible and classist to callan#and then callan being really satisfyingly angry back :)#but then later in the taxi where meres shoots the guy and then callan’s like ‘you really haven’t changed’ and he sounds so disappointed 😫😭#it’s so painful#but then in later eps I feel like Toby has taken that comment to heart bc he does kind of change#and then he and callan are closer than ever#to be fair to both of them tho callan is under a lot of stress in s4e3#and meres is just back from the usa and also probably nervous to see callan again#all round not the best environment in which to discuss an incredibly traumatic shared event#where one of you shot the other because the other shot your boss#anyway my mind is now full of callan and meres#they’re just so good#there’s so much to them
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i know there’s a huge percentage of this website that talks about their siblings and the cain instinct and having a love/hate relationship with those who experienced the same parental units as you
but i’m just gonna say that, as an older (basically oldest) sibling, i absolutely ADORE my younger sibling
we’re a little under 4 years apart, and for the first 16 years of my life (minus the almost 4 years before they were born) they were my best friend
yes we had our differences, yes i don’t rly remember the first 5 or 6 years properly
and i am sure we had moments of feeling separate and lonely
but i’m 22 now and my baby sibling is 18
and for most of my memory we have been so close
i can recall off the top of my head maybe 2 times we have been angry/annoyed enough at each other to yell
and our arguments lasted a day at most
we have pictures from when we were children and in so many i am holding this infant
then as a baby
then as a toddler
then as a child
some nights when they said ‘maybe i don’t need our mom to lie down with me to help me fall asleep’ they would ask me to stay with them until they fell asleep
and i would lie next to them
we would stay up absurdly late for 9 or 10/6 or 7 year olds
i don’t rly know why we were so close, or why we stayed that close
but there are still so many things i will say to them that i will never say to my parents
i trust them to keep my secrets
and while i may bonk them over the head with a wrapping paper tube on occasion, i will always have their back
#to be clear as ‘basically oldest’ i mean i was the oldest until i was 16/17#my mom adopted a 17 year old when i was also 17#he’s about 2 months older than me#he’s incredibly intelligent and also the dumbest motherfucker i have ever met#do i consider him my brother? in the most techincal of terms yes#he’s family but also he converted to orthodox judaism and all his orthodox friends don’t consider my mom a rabbi#and like i said. he’s smart but also stupid#and when i say stupid i mean VERY easily influenced#as for my younger sibling who i love very much#i’m so proud of them#they’re studying to be an actor and they’re INCREDIBLE#also i am aware that my mom and i have both traumatized them with our alcoholism#i’m so proud of my sibling for not drinking or doing drugs#i do both of course#but that doesn’t mean i’m not proud#[sibling name] i love you so much#not gonna tag them#i’m sure i have before#but whatever#none of y’all’s business#personal#pointless posting#sibling stuff
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i’m not saying i’ve got unresolved trauma but i am saying that this alex rider fanfic is making me remember how shit my dad is
#Fortunate Son - Respectable on Ao3 if y’all wanna read#my dad is a piece of shit~ i have daddy issues~~#NO BECAUSE it’s taking me a while but i’m slowly getting to the point of “he will never be worthy of my forgiveness”#like hear me out here: i don’t need to care about the man who traumatized me! 😨#in the fic sarov starts yelling and throws a wine glass to scare alex and then hugs him and asks for his forgiveness-#-and i got a flashback to when something similar happened to me with mark and i know i would’ve forgiven him#fuck you mark! you’ve ruined me! i’ll never be your daughter again!! 🥰🥰😁😁#you absolute horrible piece of shit of a man! i despise you! i can’t love normally and i won’t ever be okay!! ☺️☺️#it’s just. AUGH. i prolly shouldn’t compare me n alex but like#sarov: lost a child and his wife and fully believes he was right and also a military man#my dad: made me lose my mother and then i went to live with her so he lost both of us and fully believes he was right and is navy!#and both are abusive pieces of shit who have lost their sons and are deluding themselves into thinking they can use violence#to get them back!! wow!! it’s almost as they’re similar!!#now look i’m not saying mark would cause nuclear war over me but i am saying he is an abusive piece of shit who has done horrid things#he nearly k/lled my stepmom so <3 yay! luckily i think they’re getting divorced atm so good for her#sorry for venting on main i just have a lot of feelings and my family is tired of hearing abt me complain abt mark lol#mech’s being an idiot again#do not look at this later for your own good mech tag#mech is depressed as fuck#shitty dad#alex rider#ao3#trauma mention#fanfic
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i think about how shadow died . and i think about how whether or not he fully regains his memory he will never fundamentally be the same person he was before his death . and i think about bittersweet and complicated things related to this
#there are glimpses of him . the person he was before he died . and even before GUN put him in stasis#i think he hates when it happens#bc those that knew him look at him like he’s a ghost or smth#and it’s not fair because he’s just shadow#it’s him . he’s shadow.#but it feels like they’re looking at him and seeing somebody else#something something it is both an allegory for traumatic events but it is also just straight up a side effect of traumatic events#distinct feeling of sharing a body with someone who died years ago#and this isn’t necessarily NEGATIVE !!!#like . it is . it’s conflict . bc frankly shadow should not be forced into that position . but it Happens . sometimes things just happen#and they suck for a long time . and then things readjust#i always tack a hopeful ending onto these bc i do not care for hurt without hope
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