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hawkyeux · 1 year
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Fuck a sliding time scale, all my homies hate a sliding time scale, so here's a list of things I think would be funny if the Original Five did while studying at Xavier's (timeline be dammed) (because I want to see these kids be kids)
Cry over the Kennedy assassination. If the O5 started at Xavier's in vaguely the mid-sixties, they were in school when JFK died. I bet Bobby and Jean LOVED JFK and Jackie Kennedy. Bobby really wanted to vote for him despite being way too young to vote.
Sneak out and go to a club in the City. They all took Warren's car, Scott had an anxiety attack because he was convinced the Professor would find out, Hank got to demonstrate his new boots to hide his feet which he was very proud of, Jean did her makeup (Scott did not notice), Bobby had a gay crisis.
Go see Top Gun (1986). Lots of jokes about "Iceman" were made. Jean bought a Tom Cruise poster. Lorna later teased her about it.
Sneak Candy Southern into the mansion and get drunk in Warren's room. To this day they don't know how Warren snuck Candy back out. Hank (whose room borders Warren) claims she didn't leave until the morning, no one knows for sure.
Carve things on the trees using Cyclop's eye beams. The boys insisted that Scott draw a dick; Jean insisted he also needed to draw boobs in order to be fair. Scott did both, and a dog because he wanted to see if he could. Later some Academy X kids found the carvings in the woods and asked Cyclops about it. He denied ever doing such a thing. (What they didn't find on the trees was a heart with S +J carved in).
Family dinners, everyone made a dish.
Project Runway marathons. It started as a Jean and Bobby thing, Hank joined, Scott, and finally Warren, and now they all watch Project Runway.
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blupengu · 5 months
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All righty I’ve finished science brofist’s route and that means more rambling! (Seriously though everyone sees his name as that right?? How the hell else am I supposed to pronounce Scien Brofiise??? It sure as hell ain’t how they say it in Japanese! 😂) spoilers under the cut as usual
Hmm… overall while I liked it, I think I’ve been so thoroughly emotionally and mentally broken by Mathis and Lucas that Scien’s route seemed pretty… tame in comparison LOLOL 💀 or maybe I’m still on residual WTFs from Lucas and should’ve waited another day to let it settle oops
The pain meter from these first three to me is Lucas > Mathis > Scien
The ending was definitely still a big oof and a little yikes though 😬. But with how dubious the “science” is in this game, part of me was wondering why Scien couldn’t just make a clone from Ceres’s body and then stick the memories he had into her after? Like people save memory backups of themselves prior to dying so why couldn’t he have saved her memories on whatever constitutes a USB stick in this world lmao
The science in this game in general honestly I just… can’t think about too deeply or it all falls apart LOL, being in like the medieval ages where you still gotta hand wash clothes but then suddenly having shit like electric cars, headset phones, touch-holograms, and perfect cloning with memories but not emotions is such whiplash 😂
The final CG was super pretty though, oof the expression on his face, my poor babygirl 😩 but… why are all the kiss CGs… not super great LOL, is the artist bad at drawing kisses? Because so far they’ve all looked a little uhhhh in each route? 😬😂
I very much appreciate the fact though that Scien’s best CGs are hands down the ones where he’s posing like a lil slut lmaooo, the jigsaw puzzle one?? Bitch he’s practically twirling his hair!! 😂
And his interactions with Ceres were very cute, especially the whole sandwich thing! But when she was like yay I’m so happy I’ve been promoted from maid to a sandwich dispenser! I was like girl… are you okay…?? Well clearly not but still 😂 like dang, never been happier getting told by a man to make me a sandwich lmaooo
Anyways! Back to the route in general - the whole thing of him being an oh no evil science man was so… meh to me? Maybe because I work in the sciences so I have a different view but like, I was perfectly fine with him experimenting on criminals? That’s pretty much what clinical trials are in the real world?? Of course you need to test shit on a few people before giving stuff out to the the general populace??? Why are people upset at this????
It was nice learning a bit more about Salome (though tbh I thought her backstory and relationship to scien would be… more significant LOL). And kinda weird that they left her mumbling when they were in hiding as “…” instead of maybe just quickly forcing the text to go through, because my limited amount of Japanese from anime let me understand the gist of what she was saying and oh. Gives a bit of a different vibe knowing what she said vs it having to be explained
Also, my face when they just decapitated Adolphe but then Ceres TOOK HIS HEAD WITH HER? HONEY NO, GIRL PUT IT BACK HE’S DRIPPING
FUCK THE ROYAL FAMILY, ALL MY HOMIES HATE THE ROYAL FAMILY 🔫🔫 The reservoirs or repertoires or whatever the hell they’re called can eat my ass and die 😂
The way I hollered when Lucas went in and shanked their asses, MY MAN!! … every other time he showed up though was a big aw shit Lucas we’re not in your route anymore go away please!! You’re causing the despair end nooo!!! 😂 very conflicting emotions when I see him now lmao
Same with when I see Jean… like you’re still so pretty and I love you but uhhh, hey Mathis maybe come over this way instead 😬
Side note, kinda sad we didn’t get to see Ankou in the second half of the route…
And finally - I love you Dahut, I was so worried you’d be evil but oh, thank god we have someone that’s just like a good friendly person (I think), you are so pure I love you please show up in every route to ease my fears (Hugo doesn’t count because I’ve still got my eye on him LOL)
Aight I think that’s it! In summary, Scien is this meme:
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Literally just look at him
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I wish I looked this sexy doing a jigsaw puzzle 😂
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waylon-parked · 3 years
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outlast/venom au scenes part 2!! more focus on waylon this time. he fills the roles of both anne and dora- murkoff scientist and miles’ ex. he just survives confessing that he blew the whistle -p
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chanluster · 4 years
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future works
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just some future projects i would really like to do ! even though i have literally zero time since school is about to start but we love overworking!!
i will keep adding to these as i’m constantly getting ideas !!
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1 — the consequences of boredom | lee felix — {m} {c} {f}
summary ��� you and felix were not suited for the wild chaos of friday night parties and wasting yourself away to strangers. instead, you were suited for spontaneity, wild car rides to nowhere, and each other.
warnings — 1980s! skater boy! felix, reader and felix are basically losers, felix is also a mf stoner, best boy though, a lot of alcohol consumption, swearing, drug usage, unsafe driving, making out, teasing, (kind of) dirty talk, fingering, oral (f. receiving), unprotected sex (stay safe homies!!), orgasming, felix is the softest mf dom, reader is whiny but felix handles is so well, slight bit of fluff, slight bit of angst, and yeh!
expected word count — 5-8k
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2 — 10/10 | bang chan — {m} {f} — DONE !!!
summary — you and bang chan had no secrets between one other. each detail of your life would be discussed with your best friend of forever, no matter how insignificant it may be, through a little system you both had concocted — through a small rating. a number out of ten. a simple concept, used from being a child and rating your cookie a solid eight out of ten to your later years in high school, giving your first kiss a measly five. however, when you confess an average rating of your sex life in one hazy evening, chan decides this dilemma cannot be solved with buying you consolation cookies. he must simply raise that rating, all by himself.
warnings — friends to lovers! au, college! au, music! major chan, music! major reader, you both are literally soulmates, came out the womb holding hands, so much teasing, sexual! tension! so! much! fucking! sexual! tension! chan has a massive fucking cock (i mean isn’t it obvious already), shit loads of making out, aggression, fingering, oral (f. and m. receiving), unprotected sex (stay safe homies!!!), semi-public sex, (kinda) hate sex, orgasming left and right, ex! hyunjin, who’s also really bad at sex lmfaoaoao sorry king, chan is a massive massive massive dom, but there will be soft dom moments, shit ton of fluff, teensy weensy bit of angst, and basically yeh basically me venting out my love for chan once again.
expected word count — 10k +
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3 — forgive me, father | lee felix
— {m} {f}
summary — felix’s only desire was to draw saints, please god and help the sinners of florence. you, on the other hand, only desired the little church boy, painting away in the cold halls of the cathedral. so when you stroll into confession, uttering your pleasured sins to him, blushing felix decides to change you for the better, not knowing he’s being led to a change of his own.
warnings — churchboy! felix, art model! and rich daughter of a lord! reader, set in 15th century florence cause the v i b e s!!! felix is initially a very good boy, hyunjin is his massive fuckboy friend, some fluff, sooooo much dirty talk, oral (m. receiving), kind of sub! felix but gradually gets more confident, reader KNOWS she is sexy as fuck!!! (as y’all should be feeling too 🤬) kind of whiny felix, orgasming, semi-public sex, basically a shitshow
word count — 10-15k
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4 — aboard the han | han jisung — {m} {c}
summary — being on board the ship of the most notorious pirate to sail the seven seas was not necessarily the most ideal situation for you, a mere scullery maid who only wished to escape her dull life. han jisung, the captain of han, has other ideas for you — consisting on making you scrub the decks, make the food, watch his back for traitors all around him. most importantly, though, through indecipherable stares and greedy hands, he wants you by his side.
warnings — carribean pirate! jisung, scullery maid! reader, jisung is such a filthy motherfucker, reader is a massive brat, based around the west indies, will have to include fictional details as there weren’t any koreans lurking in that area, quartermaster! changbin, jisung is a fucking tease, a few slang sprinkled here and there, shit ton of language, sexual innuendo, will see misogynistic attitudes, chan is a villain baby i’m so sorry, jisung is so fucking hot, aggressive as fuck, sexual! tension! making out, fingering, oral (f. receiving) unprotected sex (stay safe homies!!) edging, orgasming, basically this is a shitshow
word count — 10-15k
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fluffyglass · 3 years
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THE MR. RUDE APOLOGISM MASTERPOST
you may be asking "Oh dear god what has Finn gotten up to this time?" well, that my friend, is a very valid question! The answer to which is as follows: He's rewatched every single TMMS segment with Mr. Rude in it to prove that he's done nothing wrong!
After many many hours of rewatching, I've come to some conclusions on the depressed tomato man. I'll give a quick rundown here, then throw my episode by episode analysis under the cut.
Season 1
Mr. Rude is in 30 episodes in Season 1.
In only 3 of these episodes does he do anything wrong.
In 4 of the episodes where he's innocent, Mr. Fussy yells at him for no reason.
Season 2
Mr. Rude is in 30 episodes in Season 2.
In only 6 of these episodes does he do anything wrong.
In 1 of the episodes where he's innocent, as well as one where he did do something wrong, Mr. Fussy yells at him for no reason.
Conclusions
In total, Mr. Rude only actually did anything wrong in 9 out of the 60 segments he's in, which is 15%. That's less than a quarter of the time. Even counting the three episodes I was unsure about, that's only 12/60. 20%. Still less than a quarter.
Why have I been bringing up Mr. Fussy? Because this experience genuinely made me not like him anymore. In only one out of Mr. Fussy's 7 appearances with Mr. Rude does he not yell at him, and in five of the times he does - it was completely unjustified.
Now, onto the episode by episode section!
Ah, you wanna see my episode by episode analysis? Well, I'll give you a quick color legend first.
Yellow - Mr. Rude does nothing wrong
Red - Mr. Rude does something wrong
Blue - Mr. Fussy yells at Mr. Rude for no reason
Pink - I have no idea what to put for this one lmao
Also, there's a ton of cursing in here because I wrote these notes as I went along and I don't feel like editing them to be more professional. You get what you get when it comes to Mr. Rude apologism.
SEASON 1
Flying - He does nothing wrong, he just asked Mr. Grumpy to do his fucking job. Though, I will admit, he was a dick about it.
Music - He does nothing wrong, Miss Naughty is a fucking bitch and Mr. Fussy targeted him for no got damn reason even though he has fucking ears and should have heard Miss Naughty going off on her fucking cymbals. Miss Naughty also tried to poison him so
Farm - He does nothing wrong, those bitch ass crows broke his fucking robot I cant believe this.
Booboos - He does nothing wrong, he literally just wants some decent service while he is in the fucking hospital and Mr. Scatterbrain is a fucking moron about it
Mall - He's barely in it and I will admit he is a bit of an asshole in this one but he doesn't do anything explicitly wrong
Birthday - He does nothing wrong, he just wants to buy a birthday present for his homie Mr. Grumpy. In fact, he shows that he cares about his friend because he knows what he would want (and gets something he wouldnt like, presumably as a joke). Hes a caring friend but also a troll.
Superstore - He does nothing wrong, he just wants to return his shitty toaster. It ends up well for everyone involved :)
Books - He does nothing wrong, he is literally just neurodivergent and cannot read social situations
Camping - He does nothing wrong, he tried to warn everyone that they were going the wrong way, and then called out Miss Whoops on her fucking bullshit and putting everyone in danger. He then proceeded to fucking die. Miss Daredevil doesnt even give a shit about two of the raft riders fucking dying what the fuck.
Paint - He does nothing wrong, he just wants to finish his painting commission.
Jobs - This is the one I time I'll admit he does something really wrong. He commits multiple driving related crimes, as well as throwing his sandwich at Mr. Quiet, splashing Mr. Nosey and Mr. Small, and taking advantage of Mr. Scatterbrain's stupidity. He also crumpled up Mr. Scatterbrain's drawing of a hamster.
Trains - He does nothing wrong, Mr. Fussy's a bitch ass motherfucker, and he did more good than bad because he rescued Mr. Messy at the end.
Fair - He does nothing wrong, he got a fucking pie yeeted at him of course he wouldn't like it. He does put the pie in Mr. Scatterbrain's face though but he already got it in his face so it's just even now. He then proceeds to be pelted with pies. But thankfully it seems like they're both having fun by the end.
Movies - Yeah he's a bit of an asshole in this one. He puts too much cheese on Mr. Happy's nachos (and then throws them at him). He does get his karma though cause he gets fucking trapped in the popcorn machine someone please save him oh my god.
Dance - He does nothing wrong, he just has taste.
Inventions - He does nothing wrong, Miss Chatterbox just doesnt like him for the way he is which is super fucked up of her. What the fuck, man. He accepts Miss Chatterbox's invention regardless. He then proceeds to be abused by everyone around him. Hes totally justified in being mean at the end.
Amusement Park - Okay yeah he was an asshole in this one, cause he was rude to Miss Calamity about her supposed grooming habits. However, he was also abused a lot during multiple of the bumpers, which I guess counts as karma.
Adventure - He literally doesnt even do anything in this one
Rainy Day - Dude, his entire fucking family died. Give him a break.
Games - He did nothing wrong, he won the fucking game but Mr. Scatterbrain took the credit what the fuck he only had 3 POINTS MR RUDE HAD 4 MR. HAPPY YOU DUMB YELLOW FUCK LEARN HOW TO COUNT
Restaurants - He does nothing wrong, Mr. Fussy is so fucking mean to him I will never get over this he deserves so much better what the fuck
Cars - he's just vibin man
Canned Goods - He does nothing wrong, he just ate some beans man
Collecting - he's barely in it and just kinda vibes
Full Moon - He does nothing wrong, he legit just got kidnapped by some fucking aliens with his alien husband
Heatwave - He does nothing wrong, 6 gay men just casually committed acts of Home Invasion and are going to be arrested for their crimes against him.
Sleep - He does nothing wrong, and I doubt anyone would have even noticed he was asleep if Miss Chatterbox kept her fucking mouth shut. He cant control what hes doing if hes fucking asleep. Even after all that he still clapped for Mr. Fussy, who hates him, at the end. What a champ.
Carwash - He does nothing wrong, Miss Calamity technically fucking kidnapped him what the fuck.
Lawns - He does nothing wrong, he didn't want to take his lawn to begin with and then got his lawn ruined for literally no reason, even after warning Me. Nosey and Mr. Small that their invention was gonna explode. He even gave Miss Chatterbox the joy in knowing she "won".
Parade - He does nothing wrong, he legit just made a float and Mr. Fussy fucking bullied him for it. What the fuck.
SEASON 2
Clean Teeth - Yeah hes a bitch in this one but Mr. Fussy was also a bitch so it evens out.
Airports - He does nothing wrong, he just wanted to go on his flight. Of anything, Miss Scary was more rude than he was.
Game Shows - He does nothing wrong like. Genuinely nothing, and then gets physically assaulted.
Hats - He does nothing wrong, Mr. Grumpy's just a fucking bitch and took credit for both his and Mr. Tickles hats. What the fuck, man.
Robots - He does nothing wrong, he legit just got his baguette burnt wtf
Up and Down - He's fine for the first bit but I will admit hes an asshole in the second one
Gifts - He does nothing wrong, he's just trying to keep Mr. Tickle from fucking assaulting people. Then his entire store is destroyed for no reason.
Sun and Moon - He does nothing wrong, he barely did anything at all
Telephone - I refused to watch this one I just know hes a bitch in it
Washing and Drying - He does nothing wrong, he just wanted his laundry done and he got assaulted at the end. Why is this a trend.
Fruit - He stole Miss Sunshines fucking fruit and then proceeded to endanger everyone around him by driving recklessly. What the fuck, man.
Radio - He does nothing wrong, Mr. Scatterbrain is just a moron, and Miss Whoops is a dumbass.
Supermarket - ???
Cinema - He doesn't do anything wrong, and he looks very nice in his new hat.
Post Office - He doesn't do anything wrong, hes trying his best okay (he also gets covered in stamps at the end)
Pets - He doesn't do anything wrong, he doesn't do anything at all
Dance Dance Dance - He doesn't do anything wrong, Mr. Fussy's a fucking bitch
Trees - He doesn't do anything wrong, someone free him
Library - He didnt even do anything man
Pirates - He doesn't do anything wrong, in fact he is the first to jump in and protect his crewmates from the aliens. He also saves the entire space crew in the end.
Trains and Planes - He doesn't do anything wrong, he barely does anything to begin with
Out to Sea - He doesn't do anything wrong, it makes sense for him to act in his own self interest because he was stuck on a deserted island with those three morons for 30 fucking days. He didn't intend to take the boat, because the tide rolled him out. He is now inevitably going to die.
Next Door - Yeah hes a bitch in this one, but he didnt deserve to get his fucking car crushed.
Lunch - He doesn't do anything wrong, Mr. Stubborn drew first blood.
Machines - This is a weird one. Is he really in the wrong for wanting to go home? I mean, it's safe to assume Miss Giggles is fucking dead if she was taken by a dinosaur. He even vows not to doubt Miss Daredevil at the end and is happy to see Miss Giggles okay
Fairies and Gnomes - even though he thinks it's silly that Mr. Nervous is scared of a garden gnome, he still "arrests" it to make him happy :)
Home Improvement - He doesn't do anything wrong, Mr. Stubborn is just a moron.
Birds - He doesn't do anything wrong, he was even nice enough to invite Mr. Nervous along for the birdwatching trip. He's totally justified in not giving a shit about Mr. Fussy because Mr. Fussy has been nothing bit horrible to him the entire show.
Parks - He does nothing wrong he just wanted a burger
Surprises - Refused to watch this one again, I just know hes a bitch
Wow, that's a lot. Anyways, as a proud Mr. Rude apologist, I conclude that he's an innocent man and doesn't deserve the shit he gets. I can get taking his drivers license though that man cannot drive for the life of him
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rxneism · 5 years
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hi, hey, hello ! here am i clocking in many hours late thanks to having to pick up a double shift today ( sad reacts only ). i go by ari, 20+ and living in the est timezone, she/her pronouns. let me introduce you to the definition of a living nightmare, my lil babey rune. to sum it up, he’s literally always down for anything, a true adrenaline junkie to the core. he lives by his horoscope, would die for his car, and has probably flirted with your muse before 10000%. i’ll be organizing his pages tonight, but below the cut is a few points on his background and some possible connections ! i’m more of a brainstroming gal myself, so i’m all for that too ! tldr; give this a good ol’ like and i’ll slip on into your ims, yeehaaaaaaw
﹄ CHITTAPHON LEECHAIYAPORNKUL, CISMALE, HE/HIM, TWENTY THREE ﹃  a new car has been dispatched in search of RUNDET “RUNE” NOPPACHURN. he is known for being a RACER for the VIPERS, for about eight months now. he has proven to be bewitching and individualistic, but also insatiable and crude, please proceed with caution.
BACKGROUND:
-- rune was born in thailand, to an upbeat, frantic and endlessly loving mother and a father rune would have called his hero as a child. they had just enough to live without pressing worries, rune spent his first years of life running around and babbling and being the cutest little bundle of light ever. once his little sister was born when he was six, though, that’s when money got a little tight.
-- they had just enough to live without pressing worries, rune spent his first years of life running around and babbling and being the cutest little bundle of light ever. once his little sister was born when he was six, though, that’s when money got a little tight.
-- he began having to use his cute face and wit to con anybody he ran into, neighbors, tourists, family friends. if rune wasn’t coming home with pockets full of petty change, then he was never satisfied.
-- money was stretched so thin and he remembers his father leaving when he was sixteen, shattering whatever stability his family hoped to have.
-- his mom, a simple artist, had to break her back with so many waitressing gigs to provide for her two children and rune had to watch her cry herself to sleep night after night. it’s safe to say he’s grown to Loathe his father with every fiber in his being.
-- the desire to just understand why his father left grew and festered to pure animosity, he has this hunger to watch his father suffer slowly haha xD
-- with that, he left home as soon as he could and has been hopping from gang to gang ever since with hopes of tracking down his father for revenge, with driving being his number one skill. lil homie can skrrt like nobody’s business and steal ur heart while doin it. 
-- keeps in contact with his family but only through letters since he is Terrified of them ever getting hurt because of him. sends them $$$$ as much as he can manage, never wants them to struggle Again
ABOUT RUNE:
-- god...rune... he’s horrible. an absolute performative narcissist, carries himself like he’s a fucking royal yet is his number one critic at the end of the day. it’s just so much easier for him to lead as a bad bitch, in his opinion, insecurities should never be shown
-- HE LOVES being so close to death aka he gets into many fights he could never win, loves flirting with enemy, driving abnormally fast, robbing corner stores, pick pocketing, gambling his life away, etc. he’ll do it all. sad truth: he only ever feels anything if his adrenaline is through the Roof
-- he’s so foul mouthed, he curses like no tomorrow and speaks whatever is on his mind. you only live once, right??? might as well say whatever the fuck you want to say, that’s his life motto
-- rune only speaks sarcasm and his biggest turn on, romantically and friendship-ly, is witty banter #confirmed
-- he’s a big slut highkey fhcakjvfbfv loves flirting, loves sex and has no problem making that known. feelings are for Losers and rune is so over romance it hurts. he hates labels and genuinely is open to everything/everyoneee
-- he lives by his hososcope, if it says to not leave the house, u bet ur ass he is staying i n. will ask u for ur sign and judge u on the spot
-- he loves lingerie, makeup, piercings and everything pretty !!! hes a high maintenance babey, loves spoiling himself and looking Great. considers his style to be v androgynous, he wears whatever the hell he wants, whenever he wants
-- he !! loves !! pop !! music !! and all music but put on some carly rae and he is Set. has a thing for making mixtapes for the very few people he cares about in his life
-- has realized in the past few years that he enjoys sketching, while he isn’t the best by any means, he finds so much pleasure in expressing himself through the same form his mother does
-- don’t touch his car. don’t do it. rune is so obnoxiously petty and will personally terrorize ur muse forever. 
CONNECTIONS GALORE:
-- one of rune’s life goals is to be hooking up with every single sign at once. he’s an idiot, he’s never happy and he keeps hookin up to fill the ~ void ~, he’s all for fwb without the friends part, rune considers that a waste of time??? stupid????
-- with that being said, give him a fwb that is absolutely, somewhat friend first and foremost and rune Hates it. he makes every attempt to stay away from your muse, but they somehow always end up in the same bed, talking like pals
-- a best friend !! someone rune would drop fucking everything for, someone who knows him inside and out, your muse is the one person rune would sacrifice himself for. he can always be found either passed out in your bathroom or up 2 no good and ur muse is ready to help clean the mess
-- partners in crime...,, pls,,, fuck up some randos together, drive thru the city screaming lyrics and high off the night,,, your muse has rune’s respect And trust. an iconic duo
-- racer rivals oof. enemies who love to rile each other up before races, maybe vandalizing each other’s rides, taunting, a pure Rivalry that rune loves to hate
-- rune can’t fight for shit. he has great hand eye coordination but that’s when it ends. pls teach him how to not get fucked up in fights he picks
-- rune doesn’t get along w most people. your muse is most people. u guys fight and fight and Fight and swear there’s nothing more to it. ya’ll just hate each other, but why exactly?? who knows at this point
-- your muse is unfortunately rune’s neighbor. u hear his sexcapades thru the door and you always march over, give him a good yell. it never works. cue the cycle repeating over n over
-- rune saw your muse from across and rune and simply needed to sketch their face. ever since then, it’s been this gray area between you two, rune can’t stop wanting to draw every detail and now he kinda wants to know about your muse too?? wild
-- a past flame that got too close to the sun, rune began to feel So much and had to end it, probably in terrible terms. he doesn’t feel bad, not at all, but maybe if u squint there’s some regret
this is literally too long and it’s just me rambling if u got this far u have my heart and soul. okay lets start anarchy bye
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tidalwave-fiction · 6 years
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Chapter Two-One:Losing My Balance
Chapter Inspiration Trey Songz Hatin Love
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David Brewster I'd just gotten done with having a rough practice, and I was currently sitting in my coaches office waiting on him to chew my ass out. If I would have known that I would be this thrown off from breaking up with Zee, I wouldn't have done it. I never realized how much she helped me. Hearing his office door close and his feet shuffling over the floor, I huffed out a breath. "David what the hell is going on with you? How do you expect to have NBA teams looking at you, when your practicing bad, and having terrible games?" I ran a hand down my face, "honestly ever since I broke things off with Zeela, nothing has been going right." 
"What did you do?" I bit down on my bottom lip, coached loved Zeela, and it wasn't because of her high IQ in basketball. Her personality just draws you in if you're given a chance to get to know her, plus she stayed on my ass. "Coach I'm getting ready to enter in a new chapter of my life, I can't have nobody holding me back." He chuckled as he shook his head. "Now you know I don't do bullshit, you thought about all of the woman that would be throwing themselves at you, and you took the cowards way out." I opened my mouth to speak, but he raised his hand stopping me from further sticking my foot into my mouth. "I don't know how much damage you've done, but you better fix it, before I bench yo ass, dismissed." Without saying anything, I stood to my feet. There was no use in trying to plead my case once coach Smith demands something, those demands better be met. Shuffling out of his office, I proceeded to the showers, I was gonna take a quick one, and see if I could catch Zeela before she left off of campus. I wanted to let her know that even though I didn't want to be with her anymore, doesn't mean she has to stop supporting me, or continue to avoid me. I've let her throw her little tantrum long enough. "What did coach want?" My homie Camron asked. "Talk about me being off lately." "Nigga I told you to go kiss and make up with Zee, you was stupid as fuck for breaking up with her anyway." I waved him off, as I stripped, and shuffled into the shower. Cutting the water on, I immediately stood under it, I wasn't going to have time to take an ice bath, so this cold shower was just going to have to do for now. Closing my eyes I thought of ways to start off this conversation that I'm going to try and have with Zeela. This shit wasn't going to be easy, she's very prideful, and if she feels like you've trampled on that pride, hell will be given out. Washing my body off, I then cut the water, and wrapped a towel around me. Sauntering over to my locker, I pulled out my clothes, and prepared to get dressed. "What you about to get into?" Cam asked me. I simply shrugged my shoulders, deciding not to tell him my plans of talking to Zeela, I didn't need the extra commentary on what he thought I should do, or say. "Lets go hit up the diner then, a nigga starving." "Aight, i'll meet you there." I told once I was done dressing, he simply hummed as his response, as we both exit out of the locker room, and out of the gym. Once outside we dapped each other up, before going our separate ways. Checking the time on my phone, I seen I had about twenty minutes before she was out of her last class of the day. I sped walked across the campus, praying I made it on time. Seeing her little Honda Civic still parked in the student parking lot. I pushed my duffel bag further up on my shoulder, as I made my way over to her car. Placing my duffel at my feet, I propped myself upon the hood of her car, and patiently waited for her. My orbs bounced all over the campus, as I took to people watching. Hearing her soft laughter on the opposite side of where I was looking. My head rolled into that direction, a frown etched itself into my features as I noticed her and three other people headed over to her car. One being some dark skinned nigga. In all of the five years I've known her, Zeela didn't have any friends outside of myself and her sister. So who the fuck was this nigga? Sliding off of her car, I met her half way, grabbing her bag from her. "Waddup mama?" I spoke as I kissed her cheek. I watched as she looked perplexed before frowning. I wasn't worried about her making a scene, if it was one thing that Zee hated besides having attention on her, was having people in her business. She kept quiet, as did the other three people who were walking with her, reaching her car, she hit the lock button on the key fob, and I placed her bag in the back. "Um Zee we'll just meet you there?" One of the unknown girls stated.
"Okay Kelly, if I'm not there in fifteen minutes call me, I can't play around I need to pass this class." Zee replied to the chick whose name I now knew. "Girl we are not letting you fail this class, especially since this is your last semester with us." "Yeah what Kels said, besides got to make sure the both of you know the material so I can cheat right." The nigga stated, earning a chuckle from Kelly, and a girlish giggle from Zee. My frown was placed back onto my face. "Bye Ike." Zee told them after a short pause in their conversation. My patience was growing thin. Once they walked off, I took the time to look Zee over, my frown immediately turning into a smirk once I seen that she'd paired my basket ball pull over with my name and number on the back, with her wide legged light blue denim jeans. And if I had to bet any money on it I knew that my jersey was underneath. "How you still repping your man, but won't come to none of his games or practices." I teased. She rolled her eyes hard, "what do you want David?" she asked in a dry tone. Deciding to not beat around the bush, i just came out with it, "i been off my game literally, i need my number one fan, slash coach by my side." I don't know what I'd said that was funny but she was dying of laughter, I'm talking hunched over, tears rolling down her eyes. My thick eyebrows furrowed upon my head, as I waited on her to gain control of her laughter. "Whew you funny." She stated once she controlled it some what, she was still chuckling. "I'm serious Zee, coach said he's gonna bench me if I don't get it together, he asked me what was wrong, and I let him know that it was because I'd made the dumb decision of breaking up with you." I told her hoping to gain some cool points. "I'm glad you’re realizing that I helped you more than you thought I did, but as Kelly said this is my last semester her before I transfer, and I have to keep my grades up, I don't need the distractions that you and basketball will bring, my future is to important to me for that." She stepped around me with a shake of her head, and before I could stop myself, I'd reached out and grabbed on to her arm lightly. "C'mon mama just one game." I damn near begged, "don't, don't become that dude, that dude that begs." With that she slipped from my grasp, and entered into her car, her head still shaking as she once again began to chortle. I stood there stuck in my spot, the Zeela I'd just talked too wasn't the Zeela I've been knowing for the past five years. As I watched her car leave the parking lot, I couldn't help but want my Zeela back. Picking up my duffel bag, I slung it on to my shoulder, stuffing my hands into my pockets, I began walking to my apartment, going over the conversation that I'd just shared with the love of my life. Everything about her seemed different, and truthfully I wasn't liking any of it, not to mention the fact that she'd used my words against me. The way she talked to me, her body language screamed that she was really hating me. I never wanted her to hate me, because I never said that I didn't love her. Pulling my phone out of my pocket I called up Cam to let him know that I'd be there to meet him in a few, and also that I needed some damn advice, if I knew loving somebody was going to be this damn hard, I wouldn't have fallen, and she shouldn't have let me fall. "Damn!"
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Christmas Cheer
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Pairing: Chril (Chris Pike x Phil Boyce)
Rating: G
Length: 4197 words
Summary: Kinda/sorta feeds into my Double Trouble universe. Chris and Phil meet in college and Phil’s finally taking Chris home to Maine to meet his family. Chris isn’t used to close families and knows he’s going to get overwhelmed, but hey! Phil’s great, so his family can’t be all bad, right?
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He wasn’t really sure what he expected when Phil asked him over to study. By now, he should be completely aware that when Phil says study, he actually means study. Especially with finals coming up. What he didn’t expect after the sweet kiss in greeting was for Phil to pull his shirt up over his head so he could intensely inspect the way Chris’ muscles moved as he manipulated Chris’ limbs. Soft, barely intelligible mumbles any time he touched a different muscle replaced any official welcome.
Being shirtless with his boyfriend should be sexier than this.
“Philip?”
“Christopher.”
“What exactly are you doing?” He jumped a little as fingertips found a ticklish spot.
Phil paused to look at him as though what he was hoping to achieve was obvious. It didn’t take much to notice the dark circles ringing his eyes or to see the near manic glint hiding behind the steely gray. “I’m studying. Diagrams only get me so far.”
“So I get to play practice dummy,” Chris deadpanned, but still allowed Phil to nudge him toward the couch to sit.
“Mmhmm…”
“Alright. Continue.” Firm hands roamed and it almost became a sort of massage. An inconsistent, randomly shifting massage with no real direction, but Phil’s hands on him are Phil’s hands on him. He had almost let himself doze off to Phil’s prodding, but heard something that sounded more like a question than nonsensical mumblings. “What was that?”
A small smile twisted Phil’s lips as he leaned back, seeming satisfied with his explorations for now. “Ma invited you down for Christmas.”
Chris blinked. That wasn’t what he expected at all. His plans for the holidays hadn’t extended any further than staying in a dorm on campus, maybe looking for an apartment so he and Phil could share a place for spring.
His silence made Phil shift, the normally confident man suddenly looking uncertain as he added, “You don’t have to if you don’t want to. I just mentioned you were probably staying here over break and she offered.”
“No! No, I’ll go. I’ve just never done the whole meet the parents thing before. Isn’t your family huge? What if I fuck it all up?”
Phil shrugged and let out a stifled yawn. “You can’t do any worse than the woman my uncle brought a few years ago. She drank an entire bottle of ma’s favorite wine, cursed us all out in French, and then promptly passed out on the couch. Probably the funniest Christmas on record since the nieces and nephews took to drawing on her face. My sisters never did figure out where those markers came from.”
The spark of mischief present in Phil’s eyes pulled a chuckle from his boyfriend. “I’m sure you were a totally innocent party in all this.”
“As I am in all things,” he quipped back as he settled his head on Chris’ chest.
“You look like a zombie. Get some sleep.” Fingers combed through soft hair as he dropped his voice to a low, soothing croon. “You can’t burn yourself out before finals even get here.”
The only response he got to that was soft noise of agreement. In no time at all, Phil was out like a light and Chris was reaching for his bag of textbooks. If he wasn’t going to be getting any, he might as well actually get some studying done.
Two days and about twelve straight hours of sleep after Phil’s last final, Chris found himself bundled up in a car that looked like it would barely make it to the next town, let alone the three-hour drive north and back. Any implications that his bucket of bolts might die on the highway were met with an offended look that should probably be reserved for insults to one’s mother. Traffic out of Boston was brutal, but the roads were clear and the sun had come out to melt away the first snowfall of the year so it would be an easy drive.
About an hour in, Chris started getting fidgety. He still wasn’t sure how he felt about meeting Phil’s whole family in one fell swoop, but he couldn’t exactly back out now. Not now that they had already crossed the border into Maine.
“How did you make it through all your classes if you can’t even sit still for a car ride?” Phil’s tone was exasperated with just a touch of fondness.
“I’m not sitting in a car twiddling my thumbs, and I’m not a matter of hours away from meeting my boyfriend’s family when I’m in class,” he retorted.
“They’ll love you almost as much as I do.”
“I hope so.” He watched the trees blur past them for a while before he piped up again, “What are your parents like?”
“They’re both very kind people. Dad probably won’t talk much at first, but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t like you. It’s if he gets overly chatty right away that you’re in trouble. Means he doesn’t trust what you’re saying and he’s trying to get you to trip up. Mom’s sarcastic, but sweet, and she’ll probably try to feed you the second you walk through the door. Don’t bother trying to say no, but insist you can make your own plate if you don’t want an entire full-course dinner for twelve stuffed down your throat.”
He nodded slowly. “And your sisters?”
“They’ll all be nice. It’s their kids you have to be worried about. Little shits, the lot of them.” Phil was hardly convincing with the wide grin plastered to his face as he talked about his nieces and nephew. “It’ll be our job to rile them up before they go home with their parents. They’ll ask you about a million questions.”
That made Chris a little uneasy. “How old are they?”
“Various ages between two and ten.”
Chris frowned a little at the thought of being around kids so small. Children didn’t happen to be in his sphere of experience, so all he could do was hope he’d have some epiphany once he had some in front of him. He glanced toward Phil when the future doctor’s fingers laced with his.
Phil gave a reassuring smile and tugged his hand up to press a light kiss to Chris’ knuckles. “You’re overthinking this. You’re not going to be the only person there, so you’re not going to be the center of attention the whole time. Not that I think you’d hate that usually, mind you.”
“Mmn… I’m going to catch some sleep before we get there.” At least if he was asleep, he couldn’t dwell on things.
~*~*~*~
He couldn’t help but feel like Phil had downplayed a few aspects of his childhood home. The green-trimmed, white cape style house sat on easily three acres of clear, open land and a copse of trees standing like pine sentinels around the edges of the property. The entire scene was coated in a couple inches of snow.
It looked like a Norman Rockwell Christmas card.
There were also almost a dozen cars parked carefully along the semicircle driveway. Chris inspected his surroundings with all the curiosity of an anthropologist exploring a previously unknown civilization while Phil pulled the car into the garage. They hopped out, Chis shuddering at the stinging bite of the icy air, and grabbed their bags before heading inside to be enveloped in warmth and the smells of dinner permeating the entire house. There was a hominess that was almost entirely foreign to Chris as he watched people stand around chatting.
“Philip!” An aging woman with gray streaking her neatly pinned auburn hair spotted them and wrapped Phil up in a tight hug that he returned with a smile and a soft, ‘hey, ma.’
She fussed over him before Chris’ presence in the background caught her eye. “And you must be Christopher! Phil has told me so much about you come here and let me look at you!”
“You can just call me Chris, ma’am, it’s good to meet you.” He held his hand out to shake and found himself yanked into a crushing hug.
“We don’t shake hands up this way, child. Especially not with family.”
Chris shot Phil a lost look, but gave up a quick hug so he could escape. Phil sighed. “Ma, I told you Chris isn’t big on hugs.”
“Oh it won’t kill him. Go on and show him the kitchen, I bet you’re both hungry after that drive and I’ll tell dad and the others you’re here. Coffee’s brewed and waiting for you, too.”
Escaping to the mostly empty kitchen was a bit of a blessing. Phil leaned over to kiss Chris’ cheek as he pulled down a couple coffee mugs and handed Chris the sugar container while he poured himself a cup. “Spoons are in the drawer by your hip.”
Clinks of silverware on ceramic as Chris stirred the coffee into his sugar were the only acknowledgement he received. Phil puttered around the kitchen with casual ease as he poured a splash of half and half and a spoonful of sugar to his own mug. It wasn’t long before they were both leaning against the counter and sipping at their drinks.
“It won’t be long until we’re discovered again, so you’ll want to prepare yourself,” Phil warned him with a gentle smile. “Sorry this is all happening so fast, I thought you’d have a few days to acclimate before everyone else showed up.”
“So this is where you’re hiding, Philly!” A tall woman flounced into the room and there was no mistaking the resemblance between them, so Chris could only assume she was one of Phil’s sisters. “I should have figured I’d find you by the coffee. And who’s this? Too attractive to be dating you.”
Chris snorted into his cup, trying to hide his smile behind the rim before Phil elbowed him. “Yeah, this is Chris. Chris, this is my oldest sister Becca.”
Becca reached out to give Chris’ hand a quick squeeze with a grin. “Good to meet you, Chris. It’s not often Philly brings guys home.”
“Because the very idea of meeting you all usually chases them away,” he grouses back.
“Mmhm… I’m sure.” She turned back to Chris. “Don’t let him poison you against us. We’re very nice once you get through the gauntlet. Has he met daddy yet?”
“No, we just got here. I figured he could use some coffee to fortify him first.” Phil leaned into Chris’ side as he spoke, smiling as an arm draped around his waist. “We’re about to head into the fray.”
“Well the kids are all out back playing until dinner’s ready, so he’ll have a bit of a break.”
Phil pressed a kiss into Chris’ shoulder and led him out into the living room. Overstuffed couches and chairs were rearranged to accommodate several foldout chairs and almost all of them had people seated in them. Warm calls of greeting met them as they entered and Chris just let himself be led around and introduced to each relative in turn. He struggled to remember names for aunts and uncles, cousins of all ages, and the other two sisters and let out a sigh when he took a seat. He nuzzled into Phil’s back a little when he settled into Chris’ lap and let the chatter wash over him while he finished up his coffee.
When his cup ran empty, Phil offered to get him a refill. The whole room seemed to wait until Phil was out of earshot before the nearest sister- Riley, Chris recalled- turned to him. “So you’re the guy Phil’s lost his head over. You be good to our Phil, or you’ll regret it, yeah?”
Chris blinked, but nodded slowly. This was what he expected, but he wasn’t expecting a whole room full of people when it happened. He offered her a small smile- the smile Phil always claimed would melt the ice caps- and leaned forward in his seat. “I don’t plan on letting him go any time soon unless he asks me to.”
She stared him down, not once breaking eye contact until she seemed to see what she wanted and nodded. “Alright, then.”
“So you wait until I’m gone to interrogate him, hm?” There was pure amusement in Phil’s voice as he leaned against the doorway, but there was also a warmth directed only at Chris. “I take it he lives up to my loving sister’s expectations?”
“For now.”
“I can hear all of you,” Chris grumbled, reaching for the mug in Phil’s hand.
“That’s nice, dear,” Phil waved him off as he handed the cup over.
Once dinner was done and over with and everyone was in various states of wakefulness, Chris helped Mrs. Boyce clean things up despite protests that he was a guest. They compromised and he dried off the dishes handed to him before handing them off to Phil to be put away. He enjoyed the quieter, one-on-one conversation, and Ruth had a mind like a steel trap. A doctor herself, she seemed to enjoy grilling him on his own studies at MIT as well as asking about how they met.
“I was attending a lecture at Boston University last February,” Chris began, shooting Phil a look, “and your son was running late. Emphasis on the running.”
“He ran right into you, didn’t he?” Ruth finished for him.
“With coffee in his hand that came to know my very white shirt. He apologized, handed me a card and said to give him a call when I got it cleaned and he’d pay for it then he took off again. I didn’t have the heart to stop him.”
“But he did call me that night and offer to let me buy him coffee to make up for it.”
“Well aren’t you two a regular romcom couple?” His mom chuckled.
“Complete with bumbling first dates because a certain someone can’t flirt worth a damn when he likes someone.”
“Philip.”
“Christopher.”
“Alright, you two. Go on upstairs and make yourselves comfortable. I got your bed ready, Phil, hopefully you can both fit on that double alright.”
Phil leaned in to kiss her cheek. “Thanks, ma. I think we’ll be fine.”
“Good night, Mrs. Boyce.”
“For the last time, call me Ruth.”
“Yes, ma’am,” he gave her a cheeky grin when she slapped his arm. “Night, Ruth.”
When they were settled comfortably in the bed upstairs, Phil’s head tucked comfortably under Chris’ chin and limbs tangled together until they were both in positions they could sleep in, Phil murmured against his chest, “Thanks for coming with me. They already seem to love you.”
“It wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be,” Chris admitted after a bit of thought. “Your family is really close. I wasn’t really sure how to react to that I’m just glad I didn’t end up passed out on the couch.”
Phil’s eyes sparkled with amusement as he tipped his head back to meet Chris’ gaze. “They can be your family, too, you know. Dad seemed to like you and so did Riley. That’s about half the battle right there. Riley hates pretty much everyone.”
Chris trailed his fingers up and down Phil’s back for a little while before speaking again, “So are they all going to be here through the whole break? Everyone who stayed over tonight, I mean.”
“Nah. The kids have school and the adults have work. Ma just wouldn’t appreciate any of them driving home after drinking. They’ll probably head home sometime after lunch tomorrow and it’ll be just us, mom, and dad with some occasional visitors until Christmas. Then after that, it’ll be a few more weeks of just the four of us. My sisters and their spouses usually go to whatever in-laws they have or visit other family for New Year’s.”
“Alright. I can do that.” He went back to stroking along Phil’s spine until he could hear the soft sounds of his boyfriend slipping off to sleep. Instead of dozing off himself, Chris spent most of the night staring up at the ceiling, contemplating a few things.
~*~*~*~
The rest of the holiday season seemed to race past them. All of the two weeks leading up to Christmas were mostly spent with the boys helping Ruth and Tom put up any remaining decorations, wrapping presents, and keeping Chris far, far away from any cooking utensils. The first time Ruth asked if he’d like to help Tom with dinner, Phil paled.
“Ma, you don’t want Chris anywhere near that stove unless you want to set the whole place on fire.”
“Oh, Phil, stop being so dramatic. He can’t be that bad of a cook.”
“Actually… Yeah, I am. My roommates don’t even let me boil noodles on their hot plate,” Chris admitted with a shrug.
“I’ll help you, ma. Chris, you sit there and drink your coffee far away from us cooking.”
Everyone folded him into their lives so neatly and quickly that Chris hardly remembered he’d only known them all a fortnight when Christmas Eve came around and everyone was once again crammed into the house. Phil was regaling his nieces and nephew with stories of Boston when one of the kids, a little girl whose name Chris couldn’t remember for the life of him, broke from the group and made her way over to him. He gave her a little smile as she studied him closely and he tried figuring out the politest way to ask a child what the hell they were staring at him for. He finally settled for a prompting, “Yes?”
Careful consideration and a steely determination that Chris was beginning to recognize as a Boyce trait settled over her features as she demanded with all the seriousness of a 7 year-old on a mission, “Are you going to marry my uncle Phil?”
Whatever he was expecting her to ask, it sure as hell wasn’t that. He choked on the sip of beer he just took and sputtered as Phil admonished her with a horrified, “Missy! Why would you ask him something like that?”
She turned a confused look toward her uncle. “Cuz mommy said that if you don’t get married soon, you’re gonna die an old maid.”
A twitch of the lips in Phil’s direction spoke volumes about how entertained by this Chris really was. Phil crouched down in front of Missy and offered her a charming smile as he spoke just loud enough for her and Chris to hear, almost like he was telling her a secret, “Is that so? Well you can tell mommy that uncle Phil hasn’t been a maid since he was 15 and she doesn’t have to worry about that, okay?”
Missy nodded excitedly and bolted off to go tell her mother this new and very important information. The loud call of, “PHILIP!” from Becca in the other room pulled a smirk from him as he leaned in to give Chris a quick kiss.
“A kiss for luck because it sounds like she’s going to kill you,” Chris mumbled against his lips.
“Only a little.”
The next morning was a bit of a surprise for Chris. He had expected maybe a present or two from Phil, but included in the pile were also presents from Phil’s parents and a nice set of knitted gloves, hat and scarf obviously made months ago by Phil’s grandmother. He’s really not usually one to get emotional, but the warmth that bloomed in his chest at the thought that went into it all had him giving over weak smiles of thanks.
Phil opened the messily wrapped gift from his boyfriend and grinned at the hand-bound copy of Pliny the Elder’s Natural History. Chris offered an affectionate half smile and explained, “I figured if you’re going to reference the thing all the time, you might as well have more than the stack of printer paper held together with binder clips and prayer.”
“Thanks, Chrissy. It’s perfect.” He handed over his own gift, much neater in its wrapping of metallic silver and green stripes.
When he unwrapped it to find a book he’d been eyeing on astronomy for months, his entire face broke into a wide grin. “Thanks, Phil…”
“Of course Philly would get his boyfriend a book,” Becca broke in with a chuckle.
“And he’d find a boyfriend who’d get him books,” Ashley rolled her eyes, but looked fond.
The men in question just smiled at each other.
Later that night, they were curled up together under the warm weight of a quilt draped across their shoulders, cups of homemade cocoa clasped in their hands. Chris couldn’t remember a single day in his life he could call this good, but he couldn’t make himself sit still. A deep pit of nervousness had opened in the depths of his stomach and it wasn’t until Phil finally lost his patience and asked what the hell was wrong with him that he finally spoke up, “I have something I’ve been wanting to talk to you about”
A sudden seriousness shadowed Phil’s usually genial features. “What is it?”
“Well… We’ve been together for almost a year now. And it’s been an amazing year even with both of us studying our asses off and barely having time to spend more than a few hours together a week where we’re not studying or reading. And then you bring me here and… Holy shit, Phil, your family is amazing.”
Phil’s brow furrowed as he listened to Chris ramble. He wasn’t entirely sure whether he was being broken up with, or if Chris suddenly decided to a 180 with his expression of emotions. Chris seemed at a loss for words for a moment and looked a little like he was going to be ill. The now empty mug was set off to the side so Chris could rest his forehead against Phil’s and let his eyes slide shut. He missed out on creeping grin spreading across Phil’s lips as he started to realize where this was going.
He pulled in a shuddering breath before trying again, “Fuck, I’m awful at this. Will you marry me?”
“Chris…” Phil’s eyes were wide, but the smile was still there as he pulled Chris in the scant few inches that remained between their lips for a lingering kiss. “Yes, you idiot!”
The ring Chris had made using some spare platinum wire from some project or another and it was wrapped around some deep blue stone Phil couldn’t identify. It fit perfectly and Phil couldn’t help but stare at it.
“I figure we’ll wait until you’re done med school before we actually get married. Give us a couple years to live together and make sure you won’t get sick of me.” Chris traced the line of the ring as he spoke.
“Never.”
~*~*~*~
The next morning, Phil left Chris to sleep in and practically flounced downstairs for breakfast, eyes bright and a besotted, dreamy smile plastered across his face. Riley was the first to notice his strangely cheery mood and paused mid-bite to watch him. Her eyes were drawn to the ring like a homing beacon.
“He proposed,” she gave a little smile as she spoke.
“He proposed,” Phil confirmed, looking every bit like he was floating on a cloud.
The rest of the kitchen exploded with excited chatter. Becca and Ashley jumped up to grab his hand while his mom pulled him into a crushing hug. Riley just returned to eating her breakfast and sharing a look with their dad who also looked thoroughly unsurprised. Phil watched him carefully, trying to figure out what he was thinking.
“He seems like he’ll make a good man,” Tom nodded a little as he turned a page in the paper. “He make that ring?”
Phil glanced down at his hand. “Yeah. He doesn’t really have a lot of money, so he used some leftover wire and I have no idea what the stone is or where he found it, but it’s perfect.”
“It’s piece of lapis I picked up when we were checking out those shops in Salem over the summer,” Chris mumbled sleepily from the stairs, Phil’s robe draped over his shoulders and his hair a mess of bedraggled curls.
“Hey you… I thought you’d sleep in a while longer.” Phil got him some coffee and gave him a quick kiss.
“Bed got cold.”
“Oh poor baby,” Phil cooed at him, tone only a little mocking.
Tom put down the paper and watched the two of them until he had Chris’ full attention. “So you want to marry my son.” It wasn’t a question, but it demanded confirmation either way.
“Yes I do.” No hesitation, no reservations, and he suddenly looked wide awake as he waited for a reaction.
All of the man’s mildly intimidating presence rose from the table to place himself in front of Chris. Phil stuck to snuggling up against his boyfriend’s- fiancé’s- chest while the other two men stared each other down. When it was obvious that Chris wasn’t about to look away first, Tom reached out to claps his shoulder with a slight squeeze.
“Welcome to the family, son.”
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An interview with Wormhole
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Thank you for your time, Could you introduce yourselves to the readers?
Noni: Thank you so much for having us! I am Sanil Kumar, but everyone calls me Noni. I play guitar in Wormhole. 
Ansh : Hello, you FILTHY readers, I'm Ansh, I've been the vocalist for Wormhole for about two years now, as well as guitar for Noisays, Codex Orhova and Perihelion.
Sanjay : I am Sanjay, I play guitar in Wormhole as well as Equipoise and Greylotus
How did Wormhole come to be?
Noni : Wormhole started sometime in 2015 between Sanjay and I, but really this band has been together for a lot longer than that. We’d known each other and been playing music together for a while but stopped for a bit in 2015. At that time Sanjay and I just write and release some music of our own. We saw how other slam bands at the time were making music in their homes and were able to cultivate a cult following through social media and Slam Worldwide and we thought if we could get a small following like that it would have been really cool if we could manage to get a couple people into our music.
So Sanjay and I had some doodles from our old band(s) that we more or less put together for an album and released it under the name Wormhole. Since it was just the two of us at that time, we needed to find a vocalist. We ended up having Duncan Bentley from Vulvodynia do most of the vocals. This must have been right after he finished recording his parts for their album Psychosadistic Design. That resulted in Genesis which was released in 2016.
Ansh: Back in the day we had a comedy slam band called Rotting Phallus that we all left except the vocalist. Later, Sanjay and Sanil used some of their Rotting Phallus tracks, wrote some new tracks, and released Genesis under the name Wormhole. Matt and I joined the band again and we started to really find our sound. New and improved, now with ugly-ol' BASIL, all has been smooth sailing!
Sanjay: Technically Wormhole was originally a ‘comedy slam band’ in 2014 called Rotting Phallus.  Noni, Ansh, Matt and I were all a part of this.  The band kind of died and we stopped being a band because we had a toxic asshole vocalist who we all hate now.  When the band died noni and I got duncan and recorded all the OG Rotting Phallus tunes under the name Wormhole.
On the start of 2020 you guys released ‘The Weakest Among Us’ the cover art reminds me of a boss fight about to happen in some Doom/Halo-esque battle, what is the story behind the cover art?
Noni: You’re kinda close haha. The cover was inspired by the Metroid Prime series. We are super inspired by those games in more ways than one. There is a cut scene before a boss battle in one of the games that we based the cover art off of. We’ve been really inspired by the soundtrack too. It sets such a cool vibe.Sanjay and I grew up playing those games, and we’ve played them over and over. The universe, atmosphere, character design, everything about those games is so cool to us. Pretty metal. If it weren’t for those games I don’t know what I would make this band about.
Ansh: Sanjay and Sanil are BIG and STUPID nerds who like SPACE and other SILLY THINGS like METROID PRIME and ANIME.
Sanjay: Metroid Prime is the main source of visual and lyrical inspiration, but I love Doom (especially Doom 3) and you can tell I think Mancubus looks brutal as fuck.
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Since the world is at a standstill for the foreseeable future and you released  ‘The Weakest Among Us’ on the top of 2020 how hard has it been to get the word out about the album since no one can tour currently?
Noni: It has been really shitty having tours cancelled and not being able to promote the album properly, but we also know that we are not the only ones in this boat so there is no sense in complaining I feel. Social media is our friend though and people still seem to be pretty responsive to the album anyway.  
It seems like going forward, bands are going to have to figure out how to do this anyway. So, if Wormhole (or any band) isn’t really working out because we can’t tour, then we have to figure something out.
Ansh: In general I've been happy with the online support but not being able to tour is beyond frustrating. As tough as it can be at times, touring is kinda like the celebration of your music and all the hard work you put into it, so not being able to get that live show release is truly devastating. Compounded with the potential fans we could have made and merch we could have sold, it's more than a bummer. But all the love and support the record has gotten online has also been one of the only things keeping me sane whilst I'm stuck in my house.
Sanjay: It’s definitely not as easy since touring is one of the main ways to reach new audiences but it’s not as hard when you have some dedicated fans who genuinely love spreading some Wormhole gospel.  Those fans are the realest MVPs in these trying times.
I always find it fascinating when the band's cover art describes what the album is going to sound like, when talking to the artist how do you project your ideas out of your head coherent enough to be understood?
Sanjay: We kind of got lucky with Lordigan (the artist of both covers) on Genesis.  We were kind of winging it and knew we just wanted a slam monster album cover.  We had some help from my bud Ryan Wolanski on getting the colors we wanted as well.  With TWAU I had a general idea of the color scheme and setting we wanted.  Lordigan was very aware of the Doom/Space Marine aesthetic so it was not hard to communicate.  Our album cover is not really a reflection of the music I would say because we kind of just pick what we want because it’s cool and we’ve seen similar things work for other bands.
Ansh: I usually just get an artist I really love and ask them to listen to the music and draw whatever comes to them, but maybe that's why I'm not allowed to do merch for Wormhole. 
Noni: We just tried to be specific and nit-picky. The most important thing for our artwork was to have a center focus, the classic slam monster, with a few other things to look at in the background/foreground. The album’s production wasn’t going to be super futuristic and modern, so the color scheme kind of reflected that. We wanted more browns to dominate the image, to give a bleak and miserable vibe. We went to Lordigan Pedro Sana for both of our albums and he was super responsive to every change we wanted to make. The best thing for them is a reference in my experience, especially if you can find something in artwork they made to use as a reference.
I see the album artwork as just as big a part of the album as any of the songs or riffs. The way I see it, both the music and the artwork and song titles all work together to create a vibe and atmosphere. They need to feed into each other. Not only that, they need to somehow stand out from the other million extreme metal records being released everywhere. It’s really important and one of the places I see newer/local bands cutting corners or not going all in, and maybe settling for something that isn’t stellar.
Crowdkill Apparel has some of the most unique merch options I've seen from car seat cover to a shower curtain, when given the opportunity what would be the weirdest merch you guys would like to release?
Noni: I would love to see the Wormhole logo on a cereal box. I imagine our cereal would have marshmallows.
Ansh: A bong??? A worm shaped bong??? Like from the first album??? Or maybe a big spikey worm dildo/butt plug??? Done tastefully OBVIOUSLY.
Sanjay: Wormhole weed called “The Dankest Among Us”.  Any weed paraphernalia honestly like rolling papers and some Wormhole glass.  We did a small run of grinders before which was cool.
With the state of the world that it is currently, touring as you would of guessed is a no go, Suicide Silence they have the right idea about having a virtual “world tour” where the show is streamed has the touring bug been bad enough to where you’ve considered this?
Noni: I think rather than trying to make “touring” work, we are going to try to put out content that is a little more practical for people to enjoy. Music analysis, lessons, playthroughs, stuff like that. Comedic or podcasty type stuff where people get to know the band members and develop some kind of a personal relationship with them despite not being able to meet with any of our fans in person. Not everyone who listens to this stuff plays an instrument or makes music, so we want to put something out that engages with that group as well.I’m sure we’ll do some full band stuff too, but not everything will just be us playing the songs. I think in this current era, and consequently the future, bands will have to do much more than just play their music to get out there. It was already kind of like that but now I think the big emphasis isn’t really on the music anymore. I think it will be kind of analogous to how gaming consoles used to be all about gaming. But now your Xbox or Playstation has to be able to have Netflix and YouTube and still regularly release and develop games over time.
Ansh: My other band Noisays was recently part of Mathcore Index Fest, the fest raised a reasonably sizeable donation for the Justice for George Floyed and Breonna Taylor Relief Fund, and it was sick to hang in a chatroom with a bunch of homies that i would be chilling with at the show. It was sick to do something good, share music and connect with friends and fans but virtual life is never going to be the same as real life to me. Whether it's teaching online, hanging out with people on video chat, or attending a virtual show, it's always just gonna be virtual and it'll never be a replacement for real life, to me at least. So please do everything you possibly can to make sure WE CAN COME PLAY FOR YOU ASAP.
Sanjay: I don’t think we can compare ourselves to Suicide Silence because our fanbases are vastly different.  I would hope we could do something like that but i definitely don’t think we are at a point where it would make sense.  Would be fun though.
Dream tour with Wormhole on the bill?
Noni: For the band obviously we just want to go out with the big boys like Obscura or The Black Dahlia Murder or Thy Art for our egos. But for my satisfaction I would want Wormhole to play with Dethklok just because Sanjay and I worship Brendon Small. Dude is a fucking genius and clearly has something figured out that neither of us do. Defeated Sanity would be on there too. If we’re talking defunct bands as well, I would want Necrophagist and/or Death in there somewhere too. But the real dream would for us to tour with Metallica and just play in Metallica and it’s also 1991.
Ansh: Warped Tour and we play right before All Time Low or some shit like that, Old Town Road guy opens right before us and does all the remixes. Miles Davis joins Limp Bizkit for the headlining set.
Sanjay: I would want to be direct support for Gojira.  That’s all really.  I think a bunch of bands (including Wormhole) have a lot to learn about the energy they project live and I would love to be a part of their show.
Anything else you would like to tell the readers before we go?
Noni: If there is some crazy guitar player or musician out there that you really admire and put on a pedestal you should understand that you are capable of literally anything that person is. That guy may have some special X factor but that is really only like 10% of it. The other 90% is the hardwork. Also thanks for reading and supporting and all that. It is really sick and cool and makes us feel good.
Ansh: Play and listen to lots of music, work stupid hard, and do whatever the fuck you want, the only people that'll say you can't do it are lazy as FUCK. Fuck'em.-ANSH OUT.
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oh shit yall send lots of questions hoo nelly answering almost all of them under the cut ,,, im gunan try and answer more technical ones first then fun ones and ones about the mod later so u dont gotta scroll all the way to the bottom for the good deets
Hi! I'm still kinda new to the blog and I was wondering what are the 'do and do-not' kind question I should do? Because im sure theres always that one ask thats just Innapropiated, like that one of Michael 'taking advantage og high Jeremy' that was just not cool.  i got this ask a lot so ill be clear with yall. im just not a big angst fan? so sending michael asks about his anxiety nonstop and about how he had a panic attack in the bathroom over and over again wasnt that fun. usually if it pertains the musical though you should be find sending an ask about it? but sometimes i get asks that are like “jeremy ur nothing and how does it feel knowing u fucked everything up” like homie how i think its feels? how u think hes gunna react to that? i made this blog to negate a lot of negativity in my own life so i can promise u im going to be answering asks mostly positive always forever. that being said tho i sometimes get asks pertaining to a few things that ive dealt with in the past and these topics make me very very uncomfortable. dont send asks about these topics please. this is the no no list
-self harm, cancer, suicide, rape, parent death, car accidents, sudden death.
What was your inspiration for this blog? hoo boy well,,, ultimately i thought of them rooming together and got emotional and made a huge list of headcanons and was like ,,, why not run an askblog for a bit ill just abandon it after three asks lets have some fun. but somehow im still here and i got sucked in by the complexity of michael and jeremy. i know that sounds kinda silly but just, as someone who is dealing with a lot of similar things, like dependency issues and abandonment issues and depression and anxiety, having these fun functioning character to explore was such a gift for me. i believe honestly thats why im still here and doing this. being able to try and portray a healthy relationship and a healthy way of coping and growing has helped me a lot this past month and given me an outlet i didnt have before. TBH THO the main reason i made this blog if imma be real with u guys id because i didnt like the treatment of a lot of these issues in the fandom. it made me very upset to see depression used as an plot device and michaels dependency issues treated as romantic so i wanted to make a blog that had little to no angst. ANYWAYS somehow im still here ,,, gvrkjvrnkjfd sorry i rambled
honestly I just wanna say first that I love his blog and your art and you're so cool and kind!! a question would be (I'm not sure if you've answered this before or not) but is there like an on going story here, or is it mostly just answering questions with the characters set in this universe? (if that makes sense I'm sorry!) thank you, you're super awesome! ❤️  djrnjg first off thank u so much aaaa,, ive kind of answered this before but its ok its been a while since then! but um i do kinda have a story but how howdy i sure am dragging my feet. the story isn a hUGE OVERARCHING EPIC OF WOE AND THIS PERSON IS UPSET AND THIS PERSON IS MAD AT THIS PERSON its just michael and jeremy getting together. i have a plan and ive talked to a few people on how i want it to happen but ive gained like ,,,, 6,000 followers since then and im kinda nervous BUT ILL DO MY BEST but also please understand that i do this for fun for myself and if i dont get to it im so so so sorry woops
i know this has been said before but i'm really really happy w how you're handling so many aspects of their characters. i.e. michael being trans, michael and jeremy's anxiety, michael's dependency issues, and other stuff i'm too tired to think of. you made the characters have even more depth than they did in the play and i'm rly grateful for the way you're dealing w my favorite boys. (also your richjake is suuuper adorable) ahhhhhh thank u so much? i talked a bit about this on my main but im really glad people are happy with my decision on this blog because im suPER SUPER NERvous anytime i post an ask dealing with these things. (ask hachi or nate i always message them like freaking out and send them my scripts and asks and wait for them to tell me its ok before i post it omg) also like i talked about before i love,,, having these fun stoner gamer boys to explore these issues with. im honestly shocked by how many people also deal with dependency issues because when i first listened to the musical i was so overwhlemed by the song michael int he bathroom because i had never heard someone basically write “dependency issue: the song” and it felt so so so good to realize i wasnt alone in this pit of despair i fall into so easily aha. but im!! glad everyone is ok with this wild ride im on right now (also thank u so much i struggle writing rich and jake but i get so emotional cause they would TOTES call each other babe)
how come you just use sketch form for most of your drawing (sketches and uses sketch for the final result)? im ,,, not really sure what this is asking but i thnk its along the lines of why do i only sketch my answers?? and i do that because dude do u see how often i post and how lONG some of them are. i made this blog for fun and i love doing comics but i hate lineart and coloring and if i tried to churn out finished pics for every post id defs have given up a few asks in,, shrugs
I want to say I love your little comics they're so funny! How long does it take you to make a comic? Are any of them based on your experiences? Ok have a nice day!  thank you! i love my little comics too! it usually takes me anywhere from an hour to five hours if im dragging my ass or talking on discord while im drawing. it can be kinda exhausting but since i took my break ive also been like, starting long comics one day and finishing them another day which, before i would do it all in one sitting then post it hahha. AS FOR EXPERIENCE the first half of the lifeguard comic was based on real life! we were stuck stoned up there for like an hour or two? but we didnt have anyone to help us but we got down eventually!! the wendys comic is also something i did because man!! i need to compliment food workers if they do a good job!! ummmmm just like jenna i also have a friend that said HAHA BYE and moved to cali and she is also lIVING IT UP and doing really well for herself and shes very independent and shes very inspiring to me! hmm i think thats it besides i used to have movie nights with my dad all the time too except we would watch my fave animated movies and sometimes lord of the rings cause my dad loved that
What kinds of things can we NOT ask ? What kinds of things do you WANT us to ask ? i covered the what not to ask in the first question so!!! um if my askbox is open and u want to respond to previous asks ive answered for the boys that would be so so so rad. sometimes im done with a certain ask and i have nothing to add but sometimes ive got more to say but am looking for an opportunity! that being said it made me really happy that i got a lot of asks about pj? shes not going to the main focus of any more asks but!!! i was nervous to introduce her and im glad u guys like her shes fun to write. but overall just general asks i can make a big ol fun story out of so!! dont worry too much about what to ask, if its something ud ask a real person and not like “lol what if ur dad died” ur gunna be fine probably
Hi! Not a question but your blog is so sweet and refreshing! I actually really appreciate that you refuse angst, that stuff tends to rub me the wrong way in fandoms... Keep taking good care of these boys ! gggg thank u!!! it means a lot to me that a lot of people are backing me up on this! i mean if u are an angst fan there are a lot of askblogs that explore that!! so its not in short supply bmc askblog fandoms got something for everyone
Which drawing program do you use?? i use paint tool sai and my tablet is a cintiq !!
this isn't really related to the faq but that bakunawa boy reference was great I LOVE THAT FIC MAN!!! the line was originally a little diff in that ask but i changed it cause ,,,, i could,,,,
an art style question. how do you keep the design of characters consistent from frame to frame? my characters they look a lil different every time I draw em (or a lot different) and it tends to disrupt the flow of my comics/animations ohh boy hoo wee props for doing animations im too scared to give that a whirl but!! it helps that i draw all the panels for an ask on one canvas! so if my next panel is going to be the same character in the same spot just in a diff pose i keep the lower layer on just at low opacity so i can use it as a ref! that helps me a lot!
Sorry if I'm nosy or rude, but are you reflecting Micheal Anxiety, Panic attacks and depence? iii think this is asking if i reflect my own issues onto them boys? and if so then yes i do. i dont place any of my own personality or anything on the boys but i do use them as a way to help me learn how to cope with my own shit and i try to deal with their issues in the healthiest way possible while also keeping in mind they are flawed individuals aaa
what are your pronouns??? and maybe your main blog??  im a cis girl so she/her is good! and my main is squigglegigs! also that being said IF YOU SEE THE USERNAME SQUIGGLEGIGS ANYWHERE JUST?? ASSUME ITS ME?? i have a twitter and an instagram and my tumblr account 
((Hello mod will Michael and Jeremy eventually someday get together. I love them.)) if all goes according to plan yes! if i get overwhelmed and stop having fun on this blog then no! sorry thems the breaks but! i do want them to get together so HOPEFULLY
going off on that confrience on pornogrefy for birds, Im geussing jeremy has played Hatoful Boyfriend. am I wrong? well it wasnt intended as that ref and i dont know anything about hatoful boyfriend but i can see jerm finding it and playing it so, sure homie! the pornography for birds thing is a my brother my brother and me reference! i love that show and them boys so give it a scope!
I'm crying bcuz Michael said he's in love with Jeremy and it's beautiful yeah that boy is DEEP IN love with his bro bro
Any advice for running an ask blog?? (Ps i love this blog keep it up) personally whats worked for me so far is doing just sketches for art. honestly ive been able to work so much more and post so much more often while also trying to work on my expressions and poses! also taking my own experiences and shaping them to fit the characters has been SO MUCH FUN. th most important thing tho is,,, dont overwork urself dude. if ur having a fun time it shows. if ur just forcing urself to churn out material and its not fun? like shit we doing this for free dont push urself? idk idk overall being looser with my art and writing the dialogue before hand has been the most helpful for me for this askblog! ive run a bunch before including @ask-maz and ive run that sporadically for ,, three or four years? its so funny cause u can see my art style juMP AROUND SO MUCH but i love that blog and i only update it like every other month or so but?? i still like doing it and no on likes those posts but it makes me smile so ANYWAYS
~ok from here on its mostly just me replying to nice messages or people asking me personal questions that dont pertain to askguyslikeus so!!~
I just wanted to say I really really love your blog and just your art in general!! Keep up the good work and hope you're having fun! thank u!!! i am having fun and im glad u enjoy it!!
What other musicals do you like? :0  i really like heathers A LOT. i also like doctor horrible i know thats not technically a musical but i just relistened to it and im emotional. i like dear evan hansen but it makes me really sad so i can only take it in moderation! ummm rent? chicago?? music man? now im just naming musicals i was in rip. being in a musical fandom is a new thing to me? i was really into heathers last year but didnt really interract with the fandom at SO THIS IS SUPER NEW?? ive never been into a musical as much as im into bmc and heathers tho
tell us a little bit about urself!! u seem v cool i am squigs or fork!! im 24 and work fulltime as a barista at starbucks! i get high on the beach with my friend gwen a lot and drink wayy to many slushies, my tv shows are brooklyn nine nine and bobs burgers right now! i table at conventions sometimes and sell my art as merch and whatnot and i cosplay as a hobby as well. im pretty boring but i draw a lot and always carry my big sketchbook with me and im pretty sure its given me back issues BUT OH WELL HAHA also i am very not cool THE TRUTH COMES OUT
Who do you most relate to from bmc and why? like ,,, a mix of michael and christine with a sprinkle of jeremy i guess ahaha i relate to michaels dependency issues and overarching positive attitude and love of music, i relate to christines bright disposition and the need to not stick to one set thing? like she loves theater cause she can be sO MANY PEOPLE and like same homie thats why i cosplay. and jeremys need to be likes while also ability to put himself out there is very relatable. i also identify strongly with his dad issues idk idk whats good
Also -- just thank you for how you handled all the panic attack and anxiety attack asks. I used to deal with anxiety attacks multiple times a day and it just was really nice that it was positive and not them having one. Thank you, sincerely. ahhhhhh ur so welcome i,,, have anxiety and it sucks and i deal with panic attacks like everyday at work so i dont really wanna come home and draw someone having one i guess? im glad its helping other people too tho!
Dude- I love your art? Actually so much? It's... I love it. The whole sketch-ish way your art style is, and the way you color, and the expressions! I'm so glad I found your work - you've given me so much inspiration. Keep doin what you're doin and I hope you have a good day! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ANytime any one compliments my expressions i die cause i legit made this blog to help with that as well ,,, like dam
im lvoe ur art style b o i :0 !!!!!!
Mod, I love you so much I love you you have my soul and my love and my eternal gratitude thank you and I love you (This is the guy who was excited about PJ on your ig live stream a while ago and I love you) !!!!!!!!! im so happy u like my content omg and that u like pj im so glad!! shes a good bean
I just wanna say... I'm crying over that post about Michael and his anxiety? cuz I know how it can feel that you're only your flaws and weaknesses, but Michael just tells that to screw off in the most wonderful way and I'm?? thank you so much for that post, I bookmarked it for future times when I can't look past my depression... honestly, that post made my day (along with every other post on this blog), thank you for being such a lovely part of this fandom ,,,, im,,,, im scared of a lot of this fandom tbh but if i can be something good that come out of it and my love of these boys and desire to show them functioning together in a healthy way can help other people its so much more than i ever thought id ever be able to do. i am blown away everyday by the support ive been given on this blog and i might be crying right now because i never thought id be able to touch other people like this and i just. im really glad yall are here with me for all this.
(To the mod: You are a beautiful person that I highly respect. I love this blog and what you set out to do. thanks for giving something that makes me smile and gives me something to look forward to everyday, keep up the good work! ❤ ) hey im still crying from the previous ask aaaaa im honestly so emotional
what are ur true feelings for wendy's??? i fucking love wendys man thats some top tier fast food right there
what fast food restaurant do you think has the best nuggets WENDYS HANDS DOWN
do you have a favorite movie? paranorman makes me very nostalgic and ive seen it like eighty times and used to watch it with my dad a lot and i love it
I would just like you to know that your Wendy's comic prompted me to pull the same thing with a bakery in the town I'm visiting and the baker got so excited and happy, so thank you for making that comic because I made that woman's day. GOOD GOOD GOOD GOOD GOOD I LOVE WHEN PEOPLE COMPLIMENT ME WHEN IM WORKING DUDE LIKE IM SO GLAD IT MADE U DO THIS!!! IM SMILING REALLY BIG!!
chocolate milk or strawberry milk? or plain? woops i hate milk im so sorry
do u love michael mell with all of ur heart, mod?  i really truly do man what a fucking good ass character
hi squigs i love you! i love your content too and i hope u have a good day pal :>  WHAT A SWEET BEAN!!! THANK YOU?? OMG
I'm just saying that recent ask you did with Michael really hit me hard because I really related to it and I started crying because it made me realize that I've been pining my self worth on everything my anxiety causes and I'm so much more than that. Thank you, so much for that I really needed it because I'm in a really bad place right now. <3 -for the mod i legit cry everytime i get asks or dms like this cause once again the idea that im helping other people is so ovwehelming i love you??? i let myself just be”depressed” for ahwile and by that i mean i just,, let my sadness consume me and i was scared of getting better cause the sadness was all i knew for so long and just. its so easy to think u are ur illness but you are so much more. soooo much more man.
I relate A Lot to Michael so the way you portray him in the blog is really good, and I think it's really awesome you refuse to like?? do terrible stuff and answer bad questions just bc people wanna see that. You run this blog really well 👌  AHHHH THis is the biggest compliment thank u so much ,,, i get real anxious bout this blog soemtiems but then yall send me sweet things like this and its worth it man
Hey mod, just know you're a really cool person. Thanks for running this blog in the first place. Keep doing the great work.  thank you!!!! for ur support!!!! 
not really a question!! i just wanted to say your posts on this blog always brighten my day and you're really an incredible artist and person, keep rockin on my dude!! *clutching my heart* the fuck this is so sweet
1 .I just wanted to say your blog is really awesome! It's very lovely. I also like how you made michael trans and like handled it? (just with how all the characters treat him and stuff its v nice). Your art is super duper! Thanks for running this awesome blog! 2. Hey! This isn't a question but I wanted to say that I appreciate michael being trans!! As a trans boy it's just rly awesome to see something like that casually thrown into an ask blog without making it a huge weird deal :D immm,,, i kinda really love the idea of michael being trans cause a lot of my trans male friends are actually pretty confident in their skin and michael is a very confident character? and u rarely see that with trans representation and its so refreshing to see it portrayed well. im trying to do that here but again if! i do anything wrong let me know!
how did you first get into art? (also i really love your blog, it's amazing!) ive been drawing as long as i remember! ive got mad adhd and wasnt diagnosed until late in ym life so i would just draw nonstop in my classes ahaha i used to read the sunday comics a lot and they really inspired me to try and make comics of my own too!! (and omg thank u) 
someone also asked me if i went to church or was religious but tumblr ate the ask but i used to go to church a lot as a kid but im currently not religious at all aaa
ok holy shit that was a lot but thanks again to everyone i legit cry a lot about how supportive u all are thank u so much aaaa
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