Suki Panesar + shouting it from the rooftops

STACEY: So yesterday you tell Eve that you've got feelings for her and now you're standing here with a suitcase. What, did you want her to go with you again?

SUKI: Just tell me where she is, Stacey.

STACEY: She has met someone who isn't ashamed of who she is. Someone she can hold hands with in public, kiss in a room full of people. She doesn't have to hide away. Something that you can't and never will be able to give her.

My page for @sheikahzine; about Impaz's duty to her village, empty of people and full of memories.

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Alright, I need to talk about this specific shot for a second

(thank you @canonbumbleby for the gif!)

I just, love it so much. Not just the kiss itself, but its whole execution.

I love how Yang's smiling too at first, before the nervousness takes over.

I love how, even if impercettably, Blake's the first one to lean in and encourage Yang to do the same.

I love how Yang then looks at Blake's lips, then back up to her eyes, all nervous because she knows where this is going.

I love how Blake looks in her eyes the whole time and sees what's going on with Yang, still waiting patiently for her to be comfortable and make her move.

I love how when Yang does lean a little bit further, even if still a bit unsure, Blake's smile gets wider.

I love how it confirmed Yang's intentions and only then Blake moves to meet her halfway.

I just love it all so much.

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4/19 Some tulips :)

Y'ALL

I was invited to come see my old school's annual musical and I had absolutely 0 idea what it was or anything about it but of course I went right? and

it

was

Newsies

I'm losing my mind rn omggggg what are the odds??

Sorry to retype the exact same thoughts about Luna My Little Pony for the hundreth time but I'm not normal here.

I'm finishing off the last season and seeing another episode where Celestia and Luna fight in the exact same way is making me think about it even more.

Luna associated with the moon is seen as scary because she brings night time on and is seen in nightmares, and is also so so autistic coded to me vs Celestia who is revered for raising the sun and the safer daytime. Their conflicts always boil down to Celestia trivializing Luna's emotions, hobbies or job and then Luna retaliating because both to her sister and to the public, she isn't viewed the Same. And their fights are always wrapped up with them agreeing they were both wrong but I just literally cannot buy that, Luna strikes such a specific nerve with me so I'm biased but the way the story skips over the kinda tangle of emotional pain going on with her makes me feel dizzy.

Nightmare Moon emerges as a hyper destructive version of Luna's negative emotions. One big meltdown after years of subtle mistreatment. The story frames Nightmare Moon as a malevolent corrupting force that feeds off Luna's emotions, but to me I see that as a way for Celestia to keep the image of her quiet baby sister intact. My younger sister isn't capable of these emotions, sure we had bad days, but she's nothing like this, she has no reason to be so displeased. Again feels neurodivergent feels like masking and being Well behaved vs slipping. Nightmare Moon then is an aspect of Luna that Celestia is trying to ignore, and her method for that is locking her in the moon for hundreds of years, isolated for the greater good, for the safety of everyone and lamenting the loss of her dear sweet sister who's been replaced by a Monster. One that becomes a scary forewarning for children everywhere.

Even when Luna comes back, Nightmare Moon is still used for scary stories and halloween party games. No one let's her forget this, the root of her breakdown isn't addressed and it can never be addressed because now she's forever associated with a monstrous version of her own pain forever. They're not her feelings that's been taken away from her, her emotions are defined by how detrimental they are to others and more importantly her sister. They're always waiting for the moment she turns back into her, most of her episodes are about her turning back into her. The fact Luna's duty is to stay up all night patrolling the nightmares of ponies because she's scared Nightmare Moon will take over her again if she Rests or lets herself forget that happened. This actual legitimate guilt and self harm spiral she locks herself in, the fact some of these nightmares Have to involve seeing even more distorted versions of her, the ways Other ponies see her? Thinking that even if they like her, as Luna, even if they stop seeing Nightmare Moon, Nightmare Moon is also You. How much can you compartmentalize. How can you figure out if you're Good or not when this is how you live. And everyday you wake up and you see your sister and you hold your tongue. When you fight with her over things like her thinking your hobbies are boring, that you're lucky to not have any Real work to do, No reason to be tired. All these ideas of the most surface level qualities of you that she doesn't like. And the only option is to concede?

That's crazy. That's crazy crazy crazy.

A lot of wacky stuff happens in the later months of this game...I know the story! Of course!! I played it ages ago though, and so being a player of it - it almost strikes me as brand new (To be fair, I played p3p right before p3r was released, but I didn't end up getting very far)

A LOT gets thrown out and this isn't even close to being the end either. The characters still don't really have an idea of what's going to happen and it's already NOVEMBER.. the whole game takes place within a year's time and we're almost there and we still don't know anything. oh boy

New stills from Q20 of iQIYI and YYDS’s My Stand-In (2024), dir. Pepzi Banchorn Vorasataree & Khom Kongkiat Khomsiri

i finally got the job at my dream place which is a hospital and today i finished the week-long training course. sorry if i haven't been online that much or at all this week i've been pretty busy with things about this new job but we're doing it fam we're almost there 💪🏻

indie horror tier list but i designed it specifically to reflect my actual opinions piss off everyone

i just have to say on this Loki Finale day that one of my favorite things about Season 2 has been seeing your reblogs, tag ramblings, and fresh gif sets almost every day. your gifs are GORGEOUS and your takes are always 10000% spot on. thanks for being here and for being such a wonderful and positive content creator !! you’ve made this season experience that much better 💙

Oh my god thank you!?? What a message to log in to after a long day and while still reeling from the finale lol, I'm stunned and a bit heartbroken still (though not as much as expected!) so hope you're coping well too 💖

That means the world because the Loki series and Mobius especially ofc have become such a bright surprise in life and truly the most incredible fandom experience I've ever been part of so being able to contribute and share in it brings nothing but happiness. Same right back at you as well, always love seeing what you have to say about each ep and look forward to your blog on my dash in general 🥰

the more books i read, the more i feel like all these people and beings and thoughts i love (and loathe) get to start populating another world in my mind, in which i can observe and participate through them and my own lens on them, without being under all the pressure i feel in my own world and the places i am supposed to have in it and things to live up to. i love reading. it’s like living without the risk. without having to be perceived.

Tim Disney exploring my virtual paintings at the AR House gallery show last November. (I never posted these because it didn’t feel real !)