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runawayolives · 3 months

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So for baby daddy Nate, does reader go to school visibly pregnant? Or once she starts showing she does virtual school?

Thank you for the ask, anon!

So this is not that, but something I had in mind kind of in the same topic.

This belongs to the series Baby Daddy

Maddy took a deep breath while laying down in her backyard, running her hand over her face.

"How is college application going?"

"Nonexistent."

She turned around to face her slightly pregnant friend. "What do you mean nonexistent?"

She shrugged, replying with a dry tone. "It means I'm 17 and pregnant, and I don't want to be a college student and a mother at the same time."

"So? Your parents offered all the help to raise it, you can go to college and during the weekends be with it." Maddy tried to hide the distaste she felt towards the small thing currently existing in her friends abdomen, seeing it as the biggest impediment in both their lives.

"It isn't an it anymore it's a she."

"I don't give a fuck what it is, what I care about is that you're not going to college because of it." She turned her head around to face her friend, practically seeing smoke coming out of her ears and nose.

"Mads, she isn't the guilty one, you said it, my parents offered to raise her."

"Then why are you not going?"

"I don't want someone else raising my child, I don't want her to see her childhood as a period where I was too preoccupied studying to be her mother." This time she really looked at Maddy. She looked at her as if gazing into her eyes would connect with her soul. She wasn't just looking at her, she was trying to explain in a too deeply way her reasons that had already become a stable decision.

"She won't remember."

"She will know eventually."

"If you don't go now, you will never go."

"Lorelei Gilmore did it."

"Fuck her." Y/N broke off eye contact to laugh. She liked Maddy because her abrasiveness did just that, in high tension moments, it acted as a terminator, making it all disappear ear. "Don't laugh, I didn't say that for you to laugh."

"Why are you so mad about this, Mads?" Her friend scoffed, looking away, as if the racional answer was somehow in the clouds or the sky.

"What about me?" Y/N was too confused by the question to read her friends body language.

"I mean, you're like the number one not fan of the baby, but I guess you can be the godmother. Or you could learn how to cook and we could start an inn and raise a bratty and train-wreck kid." Maddy stood up, still not turning around to face her friend.

"What about me, Y/N?"

"Mads, I don't understand what you're asking." She finally turned around, facing her friend. Y/N could now see her face, red and with a few angry tears falling down her cheeks.

"What about me, Y/N? If you don't make it out, what does that mean about me? If this has happened to you, there's no hope for me."

"Maddy..."

"No, don't sugar coat it. I was rooting for you, I was. My mother was proud of me whenever she saw us together, she could see me actually doing something with my life. And now you're here, giving up, ruining your life for a baby you haven't planned and stuck to a guy that is set on ruining your life. If that's what you get, I don't want to know what's waiting for me." She took a deep breath and kneeled down beside her friend. "You've given up on yourself, but I won't. I won't because I refuse to believe this is all there's going to be to your life."

Y/N leaned forward to hug her friend, squishing her as if that would make all her worries evaporate. "I have not given up on you, Maddy Perez, and I'll never will."

They both stood there, for as long as they needed, crying and sometimes laughing, trying to find humor in their seemingly dooming predicament.

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suzar · 7 months

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How Maddy would react to you being upset [imagine]

- If she saw you upset she would want to know the reason for what you are feeling.

- Would be very protective over you, probably would hurt anyone who made you upset.

- She'd make sure you are comfortable, sit you down and cuddle with you until you are feeling better

- If it was her who made you upset she'd ask for forgiveness, making sure that nothing bad is between u two. she loves you very much and hates the idea of you being upset because of her.

- Would listen to you rant and she'd definetly sit down with you and shit talk the person who made you upset.

- Would let you cry on her and she'd play with your hair while you talk about your feelings to her.

writers note:

first, i'd like to say thank you for reading my sfuff. secondly, i'd love to hear what kind of things would people want to see me write. i'm open to doing anything really.

#euphoria #euphoria x female reader #euphoria x reader #maddy perez #maddy perez x fem!reader #maddy perez x reader #maddy perez x y/n #maddy perez x you #wlw #euphoria imagine #imagine #female #alexa demie

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infernalodie · 1 year

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𝐋𝐨𝐰 (𝐩𝐭.𝟐) || 𝐌𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐲 𝐏𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐳

“𝘐 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘙𝘦𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵'𝘴 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘺, 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺 𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘱𝘶𝘴𝘴𝘺'𝘴 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯' 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘦𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘱𝘦 𝘋𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘯𝘰 𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘤𝘬, 𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘰𝘨𝘴 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦“

Inspo: SZA - Low Miguel - Come Through And Chill Drake - Jaded

Pairing: Maddy Perez x Black!Fem!reader

Summary: There is always a purpose to the chaos...

Warnings: Drugs (weed), smut, Sub!Maddy Perez, Dom!reader, oral (Maddy receiving), fingering, and angst.

Words: 1841

DNI IF YOU’RE YOUNGER THAN 18!

Maddy got all info she could on you.

It might be a bit crazy that after such a short kiss, she was already trying to know so much about you. But she finally understood what all the hype was about. She’d finally been given a fragment of what could be felt with you.

A lot of the information gathered was surrounded by a lot of smoke and mirrors. She wanted to trust people’s words about you, but all she knew was that you liked to keep things on the low. If that be hookups, your habits, or what you were doing in a day. No one knew what truly went on. The only thing confirmed was your hookups from the multiple girls that came to school gossiping about it. With the select few sobbing over how you didn’t even care to let them down gently. And judging by Cassie's quiet and tense aura, that was also true.

But you were also right about Maddy being able to get your number so easily. Only having to ask Lexi, who warned her of what may happen if she followed through on meeting up with you or doing anything with you honestly.

And Maddy knew she was right and should take some time to consider what she would do. But then she was reminded of your lips. How soft they were and fitted so perfectly with hers, Your warm hands that had gripped her waist so firmly. The sound of your voice, so soft and so elicit with what you had spoken to her.

She needed it all, even if was for one night.

So, Maddy searched the busy crowd of teenagers. Moving through the smoke-filled room with the soft and sensual music that had triggered couples or horny kids to dance and grind against one another. Making Maddy the unfortunate girl, who had to move through the crowd and be subjected to people's indiscretions. Walking through that minefield of horny teens wasn’t great. Maneuvering around kids grinding with their partners or hookups for the night when she was just trying to look for you.

When she finally reached the clearing of the living room, she found you standing beyond the threshold of the sliding doors leading to the backyard. You were sharing a joint with who she guessed was one of your friends. A carefree smile on your lips with your breaths bellowing into the cool night of the incoming winter.

Pulling her phone from her pocket, she put in the nine-digit contact she had memorized before placing it to her ear. And she watched that after a few seconds, you pulled out your phone and frowned. Placing it to your ear and saying, “Hello?”

“You were right. Getting your number was easy,” Maddy stated, watching your lips widen in a large grin. “I can come out if you want.”

“Nah, that won’t be needed.” Turning around, you found Maddy standing at the door with a smile. “Find us a room. If you can’t, I’ll fuck you in the hallway.”

That was more than enough for Maddy to hang up and go rushing to find the sanctuary you would explore and devour her whole.

And it was truly something sickening that Maddy felt in herself with the urgency she experienced. Maybe it was the adrenaline of the chase. The chase brought thrill which then in return gave back the outcome she would only dream about. Yet, there was something revolting with how much she’d been interested in the prospect you delivered. But she couldn’t ignore the side of her that needed this. That needed something to fulfill her, even if it came short of intimate.

Finding the room, she barely had a second before she was pushed inside. A yelp slipped past her lips, but that was interrupted when she was swung around, your lips slamming against hers. The kiss was instant and all bars were destroyed dividing the both of you. What was once the adrenaline was simmering to a steady and bubbling feeling of lust. It clung to the tips of Maddy’s fingers as she explored every inch of your flesh. Searching for something that she could hold onto and mistake this experience for a figment of her imagination.

Your guys' tongues clash against one another and explore one another entirely. You broke the kiss to nip at Maddy’s neck. Slowly moving her back just enough until she was sat at the edge of the bed. Leaning down and kissing her softly, fingers working quickly with her denim jeans. Maddy understood entirely, quickly breaking apart to relieve herself from her shirt to taste your lips once more. Once you shimmied her jeans to the middle of her thighs, you began your descent.

"Y/n," she breathed, chest heaving out air as you moved down her body calculatingly. Lips kissing and teeth nipping at whatever chunk of space you could. Your hands slipped under her bra to softly kneed and caress her tits. The texture of your calloused hands caused Maddy’s heart to pound loudly against her ribcage.

Your lips trailed down her stomach, kissing and sucking softly at her flesh with your eyes focused on her features. Watching her face twist and contort in displays of pleasure. Shimming the rest of her pants from around her ankles, discarding them to the other side of her room, you grabbed her hips and tossed her further onto the bed. A laugh fell from her lips, making a sliver of your desire-filled gaze crack, a tiny smile appearing on your lips. But it was short when your eyes found the lace panties she wore. The black pair of panties that clothed her heat were discarded soon after to join the quickly growing pile of clothes.

Maddy sat up on her forearms, watching you softly kiss the inside of her thighs. The feeling of your tongue running stripes up her trembling legs ripped a hum from deep within her chest. “Always wanted to do this with you.” And your words were accompanied by two of your fingers pressing past her fluttering entrance. A grin formed on your lips at how easy it was to slip inside.

The confession was forgotten with Maddy moaning, head rolling back with your tongue lapping her slit. Lips comfortably wrapping around her clit where you sucked and flicked your tongue sensually. Maddy’s body was on fire with her chest rising and falling rapidly, but you looked calm. Your eyes ever so often closed with a low hum vibrating through your chest at the taste of her until you would refocus on her. Not wanting to miss out on any detail that came to the forefront.

But Maddy didn't care much about what she looked like anymore. If she was a drooling or sobbing mess, none of it matter to her. One of her hands grabbed the back of your head and pulled you closer. Needing more if even possible.

The growing knot in her stomach tightened with each flick of your tongue against her bundle of nerves and thrust inside her. Moans and choked whimpers fell from her lips with her fingers curling and grabbing a handful of your hair. Her legs beginning to twitch, warning you of the impending result of your skills.

"So beautiful," you praised quietly, thumb reaching up to rub the girl's clit. Enjoying the way her body was so responsive to your touch. Her back arched with a cry as you increased the pace. "You are so addictive, Maddy."

Hearing your praise and approval, sent butterflies tickling the inside of her stomach. Enough that she was sure it would help her fly away. And when her orgasm slammed into her, Maddy’s throat closed up as her face scrunched up. Her legs tried to clamp around your head, but you used both your hands to keep them apart. Enjoying the feeling of them shaking under your hold as Maddy moaned loudly, unbothered by the fact many others were downstairs and likely outside the door. There could be many possibilities of who might hear, yet, it didn’t come as a problem to her.

And she was stuck in a state of limbo. You helped her down from the high, but she felt the faint flashes of the aftershock. Unable to contain the shaky laugh that fell from her lips, only for it to be replaced with a moan from the curling of your fingers. Maddy doesn’t think she’ll ever experience a high like this ever again.

Soon enough, the two of you were getting dressed. Well, more so Maddy than yourself–You sat on the edge of the bed smoking a joint. Strands of your afro fall in front of your eyes, making you sweep them out of your face every few dozen seconds.

Maddy glanced over at you, finding you quietly minding your own business. And something about the moment or the isolation from others made her quietly mutter out, “Why have you never dated?” It was enough to make you look up from the joint sitting between the pads of your fingers. “And no, I am not going to try and beg you to date like Cassie. That is some little kid type shit.”

For a moment, a twitch of a grin played on your face. It was only for a moment before you pursed your lips. Shrugging as you said, “Never given it much thought, you know? Why tie myself down to someone who may just end up hurting me or I hurt them?” You scoffed, shaking your head. “Waste of my time and energy.”

Something in the way you spoke and your expression shifted made Maddy step closer. Finding the space beside you on the edge of the bed and staring at you curiously. “I think there is more to it,” she said, making you look up. “I think that you have never given it a shot because you have only known the idea of hooking up.”

“Well, aren’t you perceptive?” Sweeping a few strands of your hair out of your face, you licked your lips and shook your head. “That’s why I’m not with nobody,” you confessed, looking over your shoulder at the girl. “I don’t want to hurt nobody.”

A small smile formed on Maddy’s lips, hands softly cupping your face. “That’s the beauties of love, Y/n,” she muttered. “In every relationship, there is going to be something we do that hurts the other. It’s how the world works. But that doesn’t mean you should section yourself off to meaningless low-profile hookups. You need meaning in your life.”

Sighing, the girl let her hands run down your shoulders and arms. “And no one can help you get there except yourself.” Standing to her feet, she began her departure to the door. Stopping short and turning to you with a gentle look in her eyes. One that you weren’t used to when it came to chicks you hooked up with. “You have my number if you want to give it a shot.”

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cyarsk52-20 · 4 months

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Yeah but we moved on atp

#Euphoria #alexa demie #cassie howard #nate jacobs #maddy perez #euphoria icons #maude apatow #euphoria x reader #euphoria season 2 #euphoria hbo #euphoria imagine

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babybixon012 · 13 days

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•Intimate enemies•

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Summary: Maddy and Rafe always hated each other, and everything Rafe did Maddy hated and everything Maddy did Rafe hated. But deep down they love each other.

Warning: drugs, unprotected sex, verbal violence, "physical" violence, a funny but toxic relationship.

Maddy Pérez (Euphoria) Rafe Cameron (Outer banks)

Part 1

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When Maddy was 12 she went to the Outer Banks with her family. Maddy family was not poor they had plenty of money But they went to the island to get more money. At first Maddy hated this year that she will be separated from her friends, much less from New York.

Her parents were negotiating with the Cameron family, whom she did not know.

Maddy thought the banks were beautiful when I got there, but she was very proud. So she told her parents that I hate the beach, that I hate people and that she hated

But when Maddy family got closer to the Cameron family she met Sarah. And from then on, they became best friends. Everything was perfect everything was calm. Without Sara you would be nothing On that shitty island.

But you had a problem, a terrible problem that something in our But you had a problem, a terrible problem. Rafe Cameron....

Wafer was everything you hated. He was spoiled, it's unbearable if he thought he was the king of f***he was spoiled, it was unbearable if he thought he was the king (and he was) the first time you saw this one you thought That I was going to make friends with him like Sarah. But you hated the boy.

"Hi...I'm Maddy, I'm Sarah's friend" she said smiling.

" I don't care" he said, shrugging his shoulders and sucking on the ice cream.

"That's called bad manners, you know?" You said, getting irritated, even if you were a child, you already had a lot of stress.

"You're unbearable, you know? Get out of my way, Latina" You gape and take it as if it were an offense (and it was) and he walks away and leaves you freaking out with rage.

Since that day you hated Rafe. And everything he represented.

When you turned 13 years old, you went to celebrate at the Camero mansion, because the families are already very close.

You were very happy because all your friends that you liked were there. And the party was incredible. But that smile soon changed to a brave face. It was Rafe Cameron who was there. It's okay that the house was his. But why? He hated you and you hated him, so why was he there?

"Latina! Finally growing up" he says with a mischievous smile on his face.

"Screw you, you living dummy" Maddy says and rolls her

"you cursed!! You're screwed now, because I'm going to tell your mother" He laughs and runs to tell his mother. You despair. Already knowing that your mother would ground maddy.

He made her life a real chaos, but she also fought back a lot. There was the time she put three eggs in a bucket and whoever entered (in this case Rafe) the eggs would fall on their head.

And so it was done, the eggs fell on Rafe's head, legend has it that he is cracking the eggs to this

But anyway. You two were like cats and dogs, you fought over everything, you argued over everything, you were horrible to each other.

•Current days•

There were maddy and Sarah in the pool. You two were sunbathing.

"Hey, you know that boy I told you about?" Sarah says biting her nails. Kind of silly.

"yes....that John B, the king of the Pogues." You talk while lying down facing the sun. She didn't have any prejudice against people who were poor, but sometimes you made fun of them, because the Pogues weren't poor either Easy to get along with.

"Yes, he is! He asked me on a date" she says smiling at the sky. And at that moment she realized that her friend was in love.

"go friend, go on that date. You deserve better" maddy were referring to Topper, you were the friend, but you knew that he and Sarah didn't work out together.

"We ran out of soda. Shit, that was the last package in the freezer, I'm going to have to go buy it" Sarah says with a snort.

"Come on, and please don't take long, I want to tell you about my new Fiante" Maddy gives a mischievous smile and so does Sarah.

Sarah, I left, and you were looking at your cell phone, since you had nothing to do. Until....

"new Stayer? Who's the brave one?" He speaks in a "surprised" tone and is clearly insulting you. you huff and take a deep breath.

"You know Rafe, I went to therapy and I want to stay calm, that is, I won't pay attention to your insults" you say smiling with pure mockery and go back to your cell phone.

Clearly Rafe wasn't expecting this, but he was going to make you mad. And he was going to make it.

"Clearly I wasn't expecting all this calm." He knows you hate being called Latina by Rafe Cameron. She twist in anger and go straight for his neck.

Rafe couldn't stop laughing when you tried to choke him. You were shorter than him so it made it a little difficult.

"You're an idiot! You idiot! You weakling" she said, shouting while jumping on his neck.

Until the two of you lose your balance and fall together. For the first time Maddy could see Rafe's eyes this close, and they were beautiful. While Rafe smelled Maddy, he wanted that smell Forever.

" You're an idiot, Rafe Cameron," Maddy says, trying to get angry, but their eyes were mesmerized by Rafe's.

And the two of you were still lying on the floor, until you took the initiative to get up, but at the last second, in the second half. Rafe kisses she, kisses you with desire, kisses you with desire.

At first you didn't give in, but then you gave in to him. Rafe holds Maddy's waist. As she lets out a moa.

Until she snaps and stops kissing him desperately. "Rafe! What the fuck are we doing?" Maddy say pushing him and looking around to see if anyone saw him.

"Just enjoy your adolescence?" Rafe says, pretending to be innocent and you roll your eyes.

"For starters, you're not a teenager, you're already 18!" Rafe pretends to be shocked. "And the last thing I want is to enjoy my adolescence with she, your daddy's boy" she says, taking her things, to enter the Cameron mansion.

Rafe saw you going out in that bikini that was making him hard and crazy. And that kiss only made Rafe's day better. Rafe didn't hate she, for him to hate is a very strong word, he just didn't like maddy. He also loved making her mad, as a child.

Maddy enters the Cameron house agitatedly, and she ends up bumping into Sarah, with sodas in hand.

"what the fuck maddy, what planet are you on?" Sarah speaks and you give a slight smile... a little suspicious.

"I'm sorry Sarah, I hadn't seen you" she says, still nervous and Sarah finds her friend's behavior strange.

"Is everything okay with you?" Sarah says and Maddy rolls her

"So Sarah stop being annoying, I'm great! I'm going home, okay?" She speaks clearly trying to get away from Rafe, who was looking in their direction.

"But weren't you going to tell me about your new boyfriend? What about soft drinks?" Sarah He says looking at Maddy confused. And the more Maddy and Sarah prolonged their conversation, Rafe became closer.

I'm feeling crampy, at the party tonight I'll tell you everything! Bye friend, I love you " Maddy says practically running, and bumps into Rafe's chest, which was muscular and strong. Rafe gives a smile. And Maddy whispers Some pest. Maddy finally leaves the Cameron mansion and Sarah is still shocked by her friend's behavior.

"why the fuck did she act like that?" Sarah speaks loudly. And the rafe leans against On the counter

"I don't know, you always bring your crazy friends to our house" Rafe says, turning his back. And Sarah swears something.

Rafe didn't like Maddy, "fact" but she wouldn't leave his head. Why?

And he was looking forward to seeing you, because Sarah was having a party that night and Maddy would definitely go. So Rafe would be there.

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The party had barely started and Sarah and Rafe's house was full. She had Pogues and she had Kooks too. And Maddy was there, perfect as always. She was dancing with a random man, and oddly enough, Rafe only had eyes for you that night.

And Sofia, who was Rafe's "girlfriend", noticed that her boyfriend only looked at Maddy's ass. She just freaked out.

Sarah had gone to the bathroom area, until she heard Sofia and other Kooks girls, talking bad about Maddy. Sarah just ran to tell Maddy

"Maddy!!!" Sarah screamed trying to get closer to you and passes through the crowd. "Maddy, you don't know what Sofia and the other girls are saying against you" Sarah said trying to catch her breath.

"What the fuck are they talking about me Sarah?" Maddy says, and I frown.

"I think it's better for you to see it with your own eyes" Sarah says, half laughing, as she knows the future of this fight.

"with pleasure" Maddy says, leaving the guy she was with, and going after Sofia. And suddenly, she has a group of people following Maddy, sure to watch the fight.

Arriving there, Maddy found several girls around Sofia, laughing and gossiping about something. Maddy gives a smile and approaches Sofia. And Sofia noticed that she had several people around In other words, Maddy would beat her up

"So Sofia, what are you talking about me, you stupid little bitch" Maddy says and Sofia swallows hard. She knew she couldn't handle a fight with Maddy, because Maddy was a quarrelsome person And smash any dirty girl that gets in his way.

"Look Maddy, I don't want to argue with you, I'm not going to make a big show" Sofia says leaving, probably very scared, Sucker.

"Poor Maddy, I think she's scared of you" Sarah says teasingly and people scream. Maddy just laugh

"Afraid of a slut that catches everyone?" Everyone goes crazy when Sofia says that. Sarah knew that Maddy would reach her "crazy" state when she heard that.

"What did you call me?" Maddy says in a whisper. Maddy approaches Sofia and gets closer to her face "what did you call me, you fucking whore" Maddy shouted at her. The girl She was practically crying, Maddy was making her scared.

Until Rafe appears, and is amazed and trying to understand what is happening.

"What the fuck is going on here?" Rafe says, getting close to Maddy and Sofia. Maddy didn't even look at him, she just looked at Sofia.

"The maddy who murders me " Sofia says trying to get some kind of remorse from Rafe, but she doesn't get anything.

"I think you better calm down Maddy " Rafe says trying to calm the situation. And he also puts his hands on Maddy's shoulders, to give her support.

He didn't know why he was doing it, just that he felt like he had to do it.

"Shut up Rafe! It's my business with her" Maddy shouts, already pointing her hand in Sofia's face.

"Leave me alone Maddy" Sofia says trying to run, but gets caught by Maddy pulling her hair.

"Next time you don't answer me and turn your back on me, you'll regret it!" Maddy says, pulling her hair even more. And everyone screamed And Rafe was excited by that.

"that's enough maddy, leave the girl" Rafe says and Maddy obeys, and Sofia leaves completely humiliated. And everyone started shouting Maddy.

And that filled her ego. Until Rafe grabs Maddy's arm and takes her to the corner.

"I think we need to repeat that kiss" Rafe says, caressing Maddy's back, as she was very close to him.

"Don't you hate me Rafe Cameron?" Maddy says using that seductive tone of hers. And Rafe gets tougher about it

"and maybe I hate you, but I didn't say I hated you when it came to sex" Rafe says, getting closer to her mouth. And Maddy gets very close to his mouth too.

"so you're inviting me to have sex with you?" Maddy says with her lips very close to Rafe's.

"yes, that outfit of yours is driving me crazy, and you're driving me crazy" when Rafe says that, he immediately tries to kiss Maddy, but Maddy refuses

"I would never have sex with Rafe Cameron, I won't fall for that weakling curse" says Maddy, looking at Rafe with a look of contempt.

Rafe is filled with rage, almost grabbing her by force. But he exhales and looks furious.

"Sofia was right about you Madalena Pérez, you're a shit whore" Rafe says with a bitter tone, and oddly enough, Maddy was upset?

"Your opinion is the same as wind for me" Maddy speaks last and then leaves.

Maddy was so angry with Rafe that she ended up falling for her ex-boyfriend. JJ Maybank

"pay attention, babe" says JJ, recovering from the fall. Maddy and JJ dated for 1 year and 4 memes, but you broke up because of JJ's friends, who didn't approve of you guys. And JJ only listened to his friends and left Maddy aside, because of them.

"Screw you JJ" Maddy says, and JJ realizes that she wasn't cool.

"Did something happen, babe?" Jj says, approaching her. And Maddy looks down, it looks like she doesn't mean to say anything. "Do you want to talk somewhere else?" Maddy nods.

Part 2?

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oh-austin · 2 years

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hii! when u have the time i’d love to see alexa demie fc :) her and austin seem like really private people so i thought it’d be interesting to see in a fic

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deuxmoi Euphoria actress, Y/N L/N, spotted out in Los Angeles ahead of the shows second season premiere!

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ynfan4 she really is that bitch

austinfan7 austin is winning tbh

ynfan8 ❤️ she’s so gorgeous

ynfan10 she’s been so quiet recently, so good to see that she’s okay

ynfan13 I know, she’s been more private that usual- had me worried

austinfan15 will austin be at the premiere?

austinfan19 I don’t think so :( he was doing press just yesterday

ynfan23 y/n and austin nation are losing tonight 😭😭

austinfan27 I cant wait for the new season

ynfan30 y/n is gonna be so good I already know it

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godblesslanarey · 2 months

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godblesslanarey masterlist

euphoria

- maddy perez

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- nate jacobs

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- lexi howard

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- cassie howard

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- samantha

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celebrities

- jacob elordi

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- alexa demie

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- sydney sweeney

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- james franco

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miscellaneous

- felix catton

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- franco!harry osborn

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- daniel desario

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alexadme · 1 year

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Where’s the maddy perez fics at..?

#maddy perez #maddy perez x male reader #euphoria #alexa demie #euphoria imagine #maddy perez imagine

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sabsluvr · 2 years

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10 QUESTIONS / instagram au

fc; alexa demie! (my forever fav🫶🏼🫶🏽)

warnings?: cursing, mentions of sex?

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#jack harlow concepts #jack harlow fluff #alexa demie x reader #alexa demie #maddy perez x reader #jack harlow #instagram au #jack harlow smut #jack harlow x reader #jack harlow fanfic #nate jacobs #jack harlow imagine

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bloodycarolineforbes · 2 years

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#alexa demie #maddy and cassie #maddy perez #maddy euphoria #ephoria #alexa demie icons #alexa demie headers #maddy perez imagine #maddy perez icons #iconic #beauty #fashion #euphoria fandom #euphoria fashion

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Hi, I wanted to make a request for a Maddy x male reader story. The reader is Cassie's and Lexi's younger brother (he a year and a half younger than Lexi) and he's not a popular guy. He's really kind, sweet, sensitive and really shy, but he's never had a girlfriend and his only friends are Rue, Fezco and Lexi. His face is really similar to Cassie's, but he's tall (like 6 feet), really skinny and has a deep but soft voice. He loves music and he's a great guitarist and singer, and he plays the guitar in a grunge band.

Anyway, back on topic, he's been really in love with Maddy for a long time and he decides to confess his feelings writing a song for her. Maddy feels the same, so they kiss (by the way, it's the reader's first kiss) and then he loses his virginity with her. Maddy would be the dom here, but really careful and loving with him. It will end with the reader falling asleep cuddling to Maddy.

I can already feel the fluff potential reading this!

𝐠𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐫 || 𝐌𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐲 𝐏𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐳

“𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 ��𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘚𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘨𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘯 𝘔𝘺 𝘳𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘮 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘯𝘰 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶“

Inspo: JVKE - golden hour

Pairing: Maddy Perez x Howard!Male!reader

Summary: She was your golden hour...

Warnings: teeth rotting fluff and passionate smut. Dom!Maddy Perez, Sub!Reader, and petnames.

Words: 2689

DNI IF YOU’RE YOUNGER THAN 18!

“Do we know when he’s done signing stuff with fans?” Maddy inquired rather impatiently. She along with Cassie, Lexi, Rue, Jules, and Elliot were in the back hallway of the venue you and your band had somehow managed to secure. A rather impossible possibility having come true after taking a chunk of your savings and renting the venue out for the night. Practically pleading with your friends to attend as you hadn’t wanted your money to go to waste. “If you guys come, my money was well spent,” were your words to be exact.

Your two sisters, sporting your band’s merch, and makeup done for the vibe of the night, looked at their friend. “He’ll be done in a few, then we can go back and drink,” Cassie reassured, lips twitching into an amused smirk. “And it’s starting to sound like you just want to see him after drooling the entire time watching him sing.”

Maddy’s cheek had unintentionally flushed at the comment. Her attention was directed down to her hands where a few of the rings that you had given her were cuffed around each digit. Deciding to have worn them tonight as some sort of support to you. Her entire outfit was all of your band's merch from the baseball cap on her head down to the socks she wore. But these rings were personal, so she wanted to wear them for the last show of your mini tour.

For most of Maddy’s junior years, she had been friends with Cassie. That had then extended to Lexi and finally to you. But out of the three of you, something about you seemed far more interesting. Maybe it was the fact that you were a stuttering and quiet mess whenever you talked to her. Or the fact that she had walked in on you wrapped up in your blankets listening to music and staring up at her with the most innocent eyes she had ever seen be worn by a guy. Such a cute thing you are.

“I just want to get out of here and he promised me some food after the show,” Maddy stated half-heartedly, not all denying your sister’s previous observation. Because, in all honesty, Cassie was completely right. Maddy had indeed been drooling as she watched you perform on stage with such elegance and some sort of twist of sexy bravado. She couldn’t explain it down to a T. But what she did know was that seeing you grinning wickedly with your hair soaked from water and your shirt long discarded, left your body to be on show with each curve of each muscle being defined. It was enough to turn her brain to mush. And the fact that you shredded every ounce of anxiety she had seen when you were up there only improved the experience.

A set of footsteps could be heard down the hall, everyone turning to see you. Leather jacket on with no shirt beneath. A cigarette hung lazily out the corner of your lips as you rubbed your eyes tiredly. But the sight of you sent a warm and electrifying feeling through Maddy. She’s had feelings for you since she first heard your voice and has truly loved you since your eyes met hers without any anxiety.

“Good show tonight, Y/n,” Rue yawned. “But I will say, I am about ready to home and sleep.”

That comment caused you to laugh as Jules slapped her girlfriend's stomach. “I’m beat as well. But thank you all for coming out tonight. It means a ton.”

“Okay, what’s happening with vehicle transportation? Are we taking Rue and Jules whilst Maddy takes you and Elliot?” Lexi inquired.

But as your lips parted, Maddy cleared her throat. “Umm, how about you guys take everyone and I’ll take Y/n?” She suggested, looking to her friends, hoping they would catch the hint. It took them a minute, as they saw your body visibly tense up as your once long-forgotten nerves had returned, but Elliot was the first to speak.

“Oh, yeah, totally,” he dragged the words on with a large grin, waving them to follow. “C’mon, kiddos. It’s bedtime.”

The rest of the group grumbled curses towards the boy as Maddy and you followed slowly in tow. Maddy had noticed how your gaze frequently fell onto her, cigarette having been crushed under your air forces as you stuffed your hands in your jeans. Trying to not make it obvious that your nerves were shot.

But she noticed.

Stepping out into the rather warm night, the group bid farewell to you and Maddy before all huddling into multiple vehicles. You followed Maddy to her vehicle, catching her gaze when she looked over her shoulder. “You were really good tonight,” she praised, causing a warm flush to appear on your cheeks. An involuntary smile, meek and sweet, appeared on your lips.

Maddy couldn’t help but huff with a bashful look on her face. You may have never intended it, but you looked adorable. Whenever she saw you, the way your eyes scrunched up with a smile, the dimples in your cheeks, you looked so cute, and it frustrated her. Constantly wondering where you have been all her life and how someone could be so innocent.

Because you really were. The innocence you kept from your childhood still carried on into your teen years. Leaving you sheltered from the horrors (for you at least) that kids your age did. You never did drugs, you never drank alcohol, you had dated but they were merely innocent and never divulged into anything, and you’d never had sex. The last one Maddy wanted to expose to you and show you exactly what you were missing out on.

“I’m glad you could come,” you told her softly. “Although, I don't see why you had to buy every piece of our merch.”

She looked down at herself, smile falling slightly as she looked back up at you. “Do I not look good?”

That caused your heart to stutter as your lips parted in shock at the question. “I- What?! Y-You always look good! I was just surprised that you decided to dress up as much as you did. I mean, I’m grateful-” Your rambling was stopped when Maddy placed one of her hands over your mouth. A laugh fell from her lips as you stared down at her with saucers.

“I was only joking, Y/n,” she reassured, pulling her hand back and shrugging as she continued walking to her car. “But you look so fucking cute when you’re flustered. I almost let you keep going.”

You grumbled, hands stuffed into your pockets as the two of you got into her car. Maddy’s keys jingled as she started the vehicle and began to pull out of the parking lot. But although you were flustered and nervous, you reached into your pocket and pulled out your phone. Maddy noticed but didn’t say anything, allowing you to connect the Bluetooth.

“I- Um, I made a song I wanted you to hear,” you managed to get out, slightly stumbling over your words. Maddy glanced at you, lips widening into a soft smile.

“Am I getting the exclusive first listen ever?” She inquired, teasing you. You laughed, nodding as you went into your audio files and opened the mp3. Breathing in deeply and holding it for a second.

Just do it. Do it. Worst that happens, she kicks you out of the car while it’s moving.

Pressing play, you placed your phone down and clasped your hands together tightly to hide the faintest shake. Yet the repetitive keys of a piano did ease you, slightly. It wasn’t enough to hide the nervous look you had on your face as Maddy glanced at the stereo system and at you for a moment.

“It was just two lovers. Sittin' in the car, listening to Blonde. Fallin' for each other,” you muttered the lyrics, eyes still shut. “Pink and orange skies, feelin' super childish. No Donald Glover. Missed call from my mother. Like, "Where you at tonight?" Got no alibi. I was all alone with the love of my life. She's got glitter for skin. My radiant beam in the night. I don't need no light to see you.”

The progression of the song built up into a pause before the chorus came in. Shine. It's your golden hour. You slow down time. In your golden hour.” You held a soft smile on your lips, becoming lost in the keys and adlibs. Becoming transported into a makeshift world that held you and Maddy only. A possibility that you had dreamt of before making this song. “We were just two lovers. Feet up on the dash, drivin' nowhere fast. Burnin' through the summer. Radio on blast, make the moment last. She got solar power. Minutes feel like hours. She knew she was the baddest, can you even imagine. Fallin' like I did? For the love of my life. She's got glow on her face. A glorious look in her eyes.My angel of light.”

You hadn’t noticed, but as the song winded down, the car had come to a slow stop on the side of a random street in Highland. With your eyes closed and still lost in the song, you had not known what Maddy was doing. But when the song finally came to an end, your eyes flickered open. Looking to Maddy about to speak, but was stopped when her lips pressed against yours suddenly. It knocked the wind out of you, body tensed up in shock at such an abrupt action.

Her hands held your face, sighing softly against your lips. As shocked as you were, you soon melted into the kiss, holding her wrists gently. It was awkward for a kiss as this was your first time, but Maddy was taking her time. Slowly guiding and showing as to what to do. Good thing you were a quick learner because you were soon replicating her actions, tongue clashing against hers. She parted just a breath away, a soft chuckle falling from her lips as she looked up at your closed eyes.

“I love you to the moon and back.”

“Maddy, I-” You groaned, head rolling back onto the plush pillows supporting your head. You weren’t even sure how things had escalated at the rate they did. They had seemed sweet, you and Maddy holding hands the entire way back to your place. But as the two of you burst through the door, she was leading you up the stairs and towards your room. And now, you were lost and rather nervous.

Nervous might not be the right word, but it was somewhere in that realm. Especially with Maddy kneeling between your legs with her lips wrapped around your cock. Head slowly bobbing to a rhythm that she had set the moment she took you into her mouth. But since then, you’ve been battling your deepest desires of just letting go. Now, you would if it didn’t result in you looking like an idiot. So, you were balling handfuls of your sheets and eyes clenched shut in an attempt to fight off the knot that was tightening each lap of her tongue over your crown.

“Y/n, relax, baby,” Maddy’s quiet and soft voice comforted, making you take a daring glance up at the girl. She had one hand propped beside your head with her other hand stroking you. It may not have felt the same as being inside her mouth, but it still sent shivers down your spine.

You couldn’t help but think of how many other guys she had done this to. How much practice she had before you were now part of her body count. Or how many times she’d had sex with Nate Jacobs. Judging by how long she had dated him and hooked up with other guys, she must’ve had way more experience than you realized-

Maddy’s hand cupped your chin and shook you from your thoughts. The once comforting gaze was now stern, hardened like the grip she had on the tip of your chin. “Baby, focus.”

“I-I am,” you replied shakily, swallowing the lump in your throat. Maddy hummed, leaning down and kissing your neck. Smiling against your flesh when she felt you twitch in her grasp. Tongue peeked out from between her plump lips and licked a short stripe before laying a gentle kiss on the wet patch.

“No, you aren’t,” she finally said. “I need you to focus on me, sweetheart.” Her words were softer now, lifting from her position and finally letting go of your cock. Snickering in amusement as she heard you whine in protest. “Just lay there, puppy. I got you.”

Although you were a nervous and flustered mess, you believed her and trusted her. Allowing your eyes to take in the glory of Maddy shedding her shirt that had no bra underneath. Her pebbled nipples make your mouth salivate with the whole idea that her breast being in your hands could be enough to make you finish.

Reaching behind her, she softly grasped your cock and angled it with her dripping heat. As much as you were flustered, Maddy was double that. She had been waiting too long to do this with you. To slowly guide you through the motions and make you hers. And all the fantasies she had dreamed up never lived up to reality. Because you laid out beneath her, face flushed with those sweet little whimpers falling from her lips made her heart palpitate.

Slowly, she sank down onto your cock with a cat-like growl. Her eyes shut with her lips pulled into a large grin when hearing you moan. “So fucking good,” she moaned. “So much better than my fingers.” Hearing that caused your face to go beat red as you avoided the girl’s lustful gaze.

Holding her hands out, you hesitantly took them just as she interlocked them. Leaning forward, planting your hands above your head and just enough that her breasts were in your face as her hips rocked back onto your cock. Sending shockwaves of bliss through your body as you choked on a moan, eyes rolling back.

“There we go,” she muttered, eyes flickering shut when your lips needily wrapped around her nipple. Sucking on the bud with your other hand squeezing her neglected breast. She was in bliss. A mindless, ethereal, lewd, and salacious state that caused her mind to turn to mush. Only focused on the way your cock felt inside her and your tongue flicking over her sensitive bud. “Just focus on me, baby.”

Maddy sat against your headboard, staring down at your sleeping form that was curled in blankets. Arms curled tightly around her waist with your head resting on her stomach. Her fingers curled into your hair where she scratched at your scalp gently. A resting smile on her stomach as she felt like every little dream she had for you was slowly becoming true.

She didn’t deserve you, honestly. From all her past exes, notably Nate, she never thought true love ever existed. Whatever she thought she had with them never compared to this. The butterflies you gave her when finally bringing the passion out of you during sex. Or your warm touch to her skin, goosebumps erupting across her body. The way her heart skipped a beat when you whispered her name. It all felt real and not something forced or taken for granted.

Yet, you brought her closer and closer and made her feel like she was worthy of your time. Worthy of your love. You should’ve been suspicious of her intentions or maybe rejected her for her dating history. She would’ve understood and let herself live with the pain of not receiving your love. But here you, naked and pressed against her body in hopes of receiving her warmth. It was strange how things had turned out, but Maddy wouldn’t have changed it.

Leaning down, she placed a kiss on the crown of your head, smiling when you shifted and pulled her closer. “Love you, baby.”

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ready for those flashing lights

pairing: luke hemmings x model!gf (fc: alexa demie)

description: luke is dating a model and they attend milan fashion week together.

a/n: hello there beautiful people, hope you all are well and healthy 💚 let me know if ig stories work as well or if i should just include regular ig posts in these! if u have any face claim or storyline suggestions for the next instagram blurb please tell me 🥰🌼

GIFS ARE NOT MINE. credit for luke's gif @kaleidoscopeminds. & credit for alexa's gif @yourlilbrunette

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yourinstagram TOMORROW: milan fashion week 👠🦋💗

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calumhood Great camera quality

yourinstagram yeah @lukehemmings your phone sucks

lukehemmings Ok I'll buy a new one 🫠

y/nbutterflies We are not ready for your outfits holy shit

loverofy/n Everyone should be scared of how much you'll slay tomorrow 👑

sabrinacarpenter queeeeen 💛

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5sosupdates Luke and Y/N spotted this morning in Milan.

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sd y/n's smile 😭😭 luke's 🤘🏻 😭😭😭

lukehemmings Was lovely to meet you guys!

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hemmingscinema OMG CONGRATS!!

bestofy/s/n so happy for you!!! 💖

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dolcegabbana The power couple Luke Hemmings and Y/N Y/L/N wearing #DolceGabbana for the Milan fashion week as their second looks.

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naomiwatts Elegant

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lukehemmings 🖤

yourinstagram I love these looks 💖💖

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lukehemmings Hi Milan 🖤

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lukehemmings Ok let's calm down, shall we?

heyluke THE FASHION ICON. THE MODEL. THE LEGEND. LUKE HEMMINGS.

completelukemess the KING of fashion 🙌🏼

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5sosupdates Clips of Luke and Y/N in Dolce & Gabbana's official Fashion week video on Youtube.

y/s/npics the hottest couple of our century

y/nlookssoperfect i am in love with y/n 😞

lukehemmings You and me both

y/nlookssoperfect OMG HI LUKEEE

lucashemmo Luke I'mma steal ur wife 🥵

lukehemmings No

y/s/nfan i can't deal with him 🤣🥹

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lukehemmings This is me pretending to know everything there's to know about fashion.

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yourinstagram 🥹🥵🦋❤️‍🩹

lukehemmings 🥹🥰

annawintour A splendid suit!

iblamejordan Maybe Y/N taught you a thing or two?

lukehemmings Yep, she's a smart 🍪

iknowitwelly/n Lucas Hemmings THE Anna Wintour commented OMG

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yourinstagram THIS WEEKEND: suits, dresses, delicious food & great company. thanks for having us milan 🥂👗❤️

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lukehemmings 🙌🏼🖤

iseey/s/n imagine the genes their babies would have 🥲🥲

yourinstagram they could be kinda cute 👀

lukehemmings 👀🥰

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neon-lights-and-glitter · 11 months

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Fight The Feeling Prologue- Part 10 Mistakes.

Summary- After your over one year relationship, Jack ends up cheating on you with his co-star.

A/N- Alexa Demie plays Tatiana in this series. No, I do not think anything like this happened in real life, everything is fictional.

Jack sighed, him and Urban were sitting in his dressing room, it had been about a month since you and Jack had been staying in California while he was filming White Men Can’t Jump. Jack still hadn’t proposed to you, though he thought about it almost every day.

“I don’t know, nothing feels right. We’re both super busy the next couple months, so it’s not like I can take her on a trip or anything. I think proposing in the Bahamas would be special since that’s where we went for our first date, our anniversary, I feel like it would make sense. We just don’t have time, I don’t want it to be a quick weekend trip if I’m proposing.” Jack told Urban.

“After tour?” Urban suggested.

“I don’t want to wait that long, but I might have to unless I can figure something out.” Jack sighed again. “I just hate waiting, you know, like we’ve talked about our futures before, but I won’t be one hundred precent certain she’s going to say yes until I ask. It’s fucking stressful.” Jack said, laughing softly.

“It sounds stressful.” Urban said, laughing as he stood up. “I’ll be right back.” Urban told Jack.

Urban walked out of Jack’s trailer, seeing Alexa Demie, who was playing Jack’s love interest, standing by the door, clearly listening in on their conversation. Urban didn’t say anything to her as he walked out.

Alexa waited a moment before knocking on the door.

“Come in.” Jack called out, looking over to the door, seeing Alexa walking in. “Oh hey.” Jack smiled at her.

“Hi.” Alexa smiled, sitting down in a free chair. “What were you guys talking about?” She asked.

“Oh, nothing, it’s not a big deal.” Jack said.

“I thought I heard something about proposing when I walked by, maybe I could help?” She suggested. “I didn’t even know you had a girlfriend.”

Ever since they started filming together, Alexa thought Jack was flirting with her. Overtime this led to her developing a crush on him so finding out that he not only had a girlfriend, he had a girlfriend that he was considering proposing to, hurt her. All this time she thought she had a chance to be with Jack, and she was determined to still make it happen, even if it wasn’t an ideal situation.

“It’s something not many people do know.” Jack laughed softly.

“Who is it? Tell me everything.” Alexa smiled at him.

“Oh, we’re not really telling people.” Jack told her.

“C’mon, I won’t tell anyone. I promise.” Alexa told Jack, leaning towards him a little bit.

“Fine, only because I trust you.” Jack said. “I’m dating Y/N.”

“Wait. You’re dating Y/N? You know that everyone thinks she’s dating that male model she did that photoshoot with right?” Alexa asked. You had recently done a photoshoot with a male model that was a little more scandalous than anything you had done before. Since you have previously hinted that you had a boyfriend on social media, everyone assumed it was him.

“Yeah, I know. Why does it matter?” Jack asked and Alexa shrugged.

“I don’t know, I just couldn’t deal with people thinking that my partner is dating someone else.”

“I mean, she told me she was doing the photoshoot, she told me who it was with, she even showed me the photos before they got released. It’s not really something I’ve worried about.” Jack told Alexa.

“You must really trust her. I can’t imagine keeping my relationship so secret. There’s really only one reason I’ve heard of people keeping their partner such a secret.”

“We both trust each other. We just both enjoy the privacy.” Jack said.

“I guess that’s also a reason.” Alexa had a plan, she just had to hope it worked.

“What’s the other reason?” Jack asked.

“You don’t know? People keep their relationship a secret so they can cheat. Either of you could do it so easily. Keeping your relationship so private, always being away from each other. You don’t think it’s ever crossed her mind to cheat on you when she’s away? Or even that you’re cheating on her? Think about it, for all she knows you’re not even on set, you could be out fucking another girl behind her back.” Alexa said.

“I mean, I’ve never thought about it. I don’t think she’s out there cheating on me. I’ve also never thought about cheating on her.” Jack told Alexa.

“Not even once?” She asked. “When you’re on different sides of the country, you could have sex with whoever you wanted, and she’d never find out. Fuck, you could have multiple girlfriends and she’d never know because no one knows about you two.”

“I’ve just never had a reason. I mean, why would I cheat on the girl I love?” Jack asked and Alexa shrugged.

“People do it all the time. Especially celebrities. I could name five rappers right now who’ve cheated on their partners without a second thought.”

“I’ll admit it gets hard sometimes being apart and so private, but it’s not like I’d change anything. I’d take the challenges we have now over the public interfering with our relationship.” Jack told her.

“What are the challenges that you have with your relationship?” Alexa asked Jack.

“I guess it’s just tough not being able to go everywhere she goes or bring her everywhere with me. I would love to walk a red carpet with her or attend an event together. Or even have her here with me instead of doing her own thing because there’s people here who don’t know we are together.” Jack said and Alexa nodded.

“Do you want to propose to her before your relationship is public?”

“Why not? We’ve managed to keep everything private; I don’t see what the big deal is with keeping the engagement private too.”

“If you really love each other, why do you feel the need to keep things private? If you love each other why does it matter what other people think?” Alexa asked Jack.

“It’s complicated. It’s not a normal situation and I know that, but it’s what works for us.”

“How were you planning on proposing to Y/N?”

Jack and Alexa talked about Jack’s plans to propose to you for about twenty minutes before she had to leave to go film a scene. Alexa’s plan didn’t work out exactly the way she would have liked it to. Her goal was to get Jack to admit he had thought about cheating on you, or even admit that he’s thought you’ve cheated on him. But he didn’t. She at least got the idea into his head, while also looking like that wasn’t her goal by ending the conversation talking about your engagement.

A few days later, Jack was in his trailer alone again when Alexa knocked on the door, Jack telling her to come in.

“Hey, do you have a few minutes?” Alexa asked Jack.

“Yeah, what’s up?”

“I was just wondering if we could go over some scenes.” Alexa suggested and Jack nodded.

“Sure, which ones?” Jack asked, and Alexa sat down next to Jack, Alexa suggested a scene that they would be filming later that day. They ran their lines a couple times before Alexa ended up moving closer to Jack. Letting her fingers trace shapes on his arm, Jack looked at her hand but didn’t stop her.

“Did you see the rumors about Y/N?” Alexa asked Jack, and Jack looked at her confused.

“No? What are they?” Jack asked her.

“Apparently she was seen having lunch with some guy the other day.” Alexa said.

“Really? With who?” Jack asked.

“I don’t know, I didn’t look at the pictures and it didn’t say who it was.” Alexa lied. She did look at the pictures, and she knew very well that the guy in the pictures was Urban. You and Urban had went to lunch one day while Jack was busy on set and Urban got bored of waiting around. Sure, it sparked a couple of rumors that you and Urban were dating, but Jack knew you two went to lunch together, hell, he’s even the one who suggested it since he was tired of Urban complaining that he was bored and he knew you had no plans for lunch, but in the moment, he forgot about it.

Due to the conversation he and Alexa had previously, he couldn’t help but let his thoughts linger on the rumors. Alexa couldn’t help but notice that Jack was deep in thought, so she sighed softly.

“Hey.” She said as she moved to straddle Jack’s waist. “That just means what we did the other day isn’t so bad after all.” Alexa told Jack as his hands rested on her hips.

“I just feel bad, you know? Cheating on the girl that I’ve loved for the past year. I still love her, I feel like that makes it worse.” Jack admitted.

“Yes, but if she’s cheating on you, then there isn’t a reason to feel bad. It’s better to cheat then be cheated on.”

“Is it really though, because cheating certainly feels worse than being cheated on.”

“At least if you find out she is cheating on you, it’s not like you are fully committed to her anymore.” Alexa said.

“But I should be. I was. I never thought about cheating until it happened.” Jack admitted. The first time Jack and Alexa had sex, Jack wasn’t thinking, it was an in the moment thing where one thing led to another, and it happened. You and Jack had gotten into a fight the night before, essentially your first serious fight, and Alexa said just the right thing the next day.

“Right now, let’s just forget about her.” Alexa said, reaching down into his pocket, pulling out the engagement ring box Jack had been bringing with him to set so you didn’t find the ring when he wasn’t home, and placed it on a nearby table. Alexa leaned forward slightly, resting her hands on his chest as she pressed her lips to his. “We got 45 minutes until we need to be on set, and I can think of a lot better ways to spend that time then talking about Y/N.”

Alexa attached her lips to Jack’s jaw, slowly pressing kisses down his neck, finding his sensitive spot before pulling away.

“But, if you want to stop, all you have to do is tell me to and I will.” Alexa said, looking into Jack’s eyes. Jack hesitated for just a second before he shook his head. “Want me to keep going?” She asked and Jack nodded.

“Yes.” Jack said before sliding his hands from her waist to her back so he could pull her forward to kiss her again.

Both you and Urban could tell something was off about the way Jack had been acting the past couple days, but you both just assumed he was tired from spending long days on set and preparing for his tour at the same time.

Jack and Urban were sitting in his trailer in silence which was unusual for the two.

“Everything good?” Urban asked Jack, and he didn’t respond for a moment.

“I fucked up.” Jack told Urban. “Like, I fucked up bad.”

“What? How?” Urban asked.

“I cheated on Y/N with Alexa.” Jack admitted, leaning back on the couch, his hands covering his face as he sighed.

“What the fuck, when?”

“Uh, like 3 days ago, and again today.”

“I have to be honest with you, that is the stupidest thing you’ve ever done.” Urban told him.

“You don’t think I fucking know that?” Jack said.

“Are you going to tell Y/N?” Urban asked.

“I don’t know. I should but if I tell her she’s going to leave me.”

“You should have thought about that before you stuck your dick in another girl.” Urban muttered underneath his breath, Jack glared at him.

“If you’re just going to make stupid snarky comments, you can get out.” Jack told Urban.

“I’m just telling you the truth.” Urban told him.

“Do you think Y/N’s cheating on me?” Jack asked Urban.

“Why do you think she’s cheating when you’re the one who’s cheating?”

“Alexa told me that she is. Or I guess she didn’t really tell me, but we talked, and I guess it just made me question everything.” Jack admitted.

“We both know Y/N would never cheat on you.”

“She just knew exactly what, how, and when to say everything. Then Y/N and I got in that big stupid fight, and I don’t want to say Alexa was there when Y/N wasn’t, because Y/N has always been there for me. I don’t know how to explain why I did it and I don’t think I ever will.”

“Are you going to continue having sex with Alexa behind Y/N’s back?” Urban asked and Jack’s hesitation was the only answer Urban needed.

Jack felt horrible about what he had done, and as much as he regretted it, he didn’t think you would forgive him for what he had done. He was afraid that if he cut Alexa off, she would retaliate and tell you what he had done, so ironically, he thought his best option to keep you from finding out, was to continue to cheat on you. So, he did.

Jack continued to cheat on you for almost a month before you found out.

You were laying on the bed, Jack just got out of the shower, still wrapped in a towel. You had both just picked a restaurant to order dinner from.

“Here.” Jack said, handing you, his phone. “You can put in whatever you want, I’m going to go get dressed.” He leaned down to kiss the top of your head before walking to grab his clothes.

“Okay.” You said as he walked away. You scrolled on his phone for a few minutes, trying to decide what you wanted before you saw a text pop up.

“Meet me in my trailer during your break tomorrow.” Alexa had texted Jack. You looked at the text, confused for a moment. You didn’t think anything of it at first, the text wasn’t suspicious, but something told you to pull up the text thread, so you did. You saw several different texts that made it obvious Jack was cheating on you, more from Alexa’s side then Jack’s, but some of Jack’s responses made it obvious as well.

You were shocked to say the least. The guy you loved, and thought would never hurt you, was cheating on you. You had no idea how to react. So, you didn’t. You wanted to confront Jack, but you had no idea what to say or how to do it.

“Are you okay?” Jack asked, walking back into the bedroom. Jack was able to tell you were distracted by something, but he didn’t know what. You quickly closed the texts and opened where you were ordering food from. As Jack laid down next to you.

“Yeah. I’m fine.” You lied and Jack nodded softly, pulling you into his side.

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the esoteric meaning of “dark femininity” 🌹

💋 rose mcgowan: mula chandra

🍷 chances are, if you peruse the material, seemingly spiritual, side of tiktok, you are familiar with the concept of dark femininity. a person who embodies this concept of spirituality harnesses this phenomena to their will and is often coated in imagery of seductive reds and coal black, wields their divine rage and “shadow self”, and embodies the femme fatale aura so idolized in celebrities with a certain monstrous divinity (e.g. megan fox in “jennifer’s body”, alexa demie in her multitude of photoshoots and as her character in “euphoria” or lana del rey’s gilded glamor in her previous music videos). but what truly characterizes this seemingly physical trope that incorporates the magnetism of the metaphysical? must you have a sirened appearance, vampy looks, or a certain penchant for darkness? or do these individual features serve as an indication of the planetary and spiritual significance of the popular aesthetic/trope itself?

💋 megan fox: ashlesha chandra

🍒 i propose that it is no coincidence that the women often associated with dark femininity are primarily ruled by buddha (mercury) and ketu (the south node). for example, the insignias of the “monstrous feminine” in films, megan fox in “jennifer's body”, sissy spacek in “carrie”, rose mcgowan in “jawbreaker”, and anjelica huston in “addams family” are all influenced by the aforementioned, shadowy grahas. this reasoning lies in the hermetic views of the spiritual plane. in these films, mirroring the contemporary happenings within this world, the environment and majority of characters are entrapped in a mental prison of concealing one’s truth. whether this truth lies in murder or familial secrets, it may not be concealed for long and the characters must break from their envelopment in disillusion. what separates the main characters who are brought forth into the light of truth and those who remain imprisoned in false contentment, is the summit of knowledge. the summit of knowledge requires an understanding of all the grahas, but buddha and ketu are the primary manifestational lessons within this trope. buddha encapsulates one’s accumulation of overall physical knowledge. whereas, ketu encapsulates the journey of growing one’s knowledge of self through the past, ancestral ties, and the overall hidden secrets that buddha wishes to remain cloaked within the fantasies of the mind.

💋 sissy spacek: mula surya

☄️ this culmination of scholastics is the principle of dark femininity. the dark feminine ultimately tests one’s understanding of both buddha and ketu, as she separates the wheat from chafe. this form of femininity is often deemed dark, as it is exactly what these two grahas personify. dark femininity is not the perfect, angelic realm often associated with modern femininity, but the concept itself calls individuals back to the ancient views of spiritualism and self. perhaps the imagery of women surrounded by the blood of kuja/ketu and violent images of death in these films are alarming or disturbing to some. but these forms of self expression are truth incarnate. they may lack the pseudo appeal of modern day depictions of angels and golden gleamed gates of heaven, but that is their exact purpose. these individuals who are associated with dark femininity are intended to provoke thought and analysis. they are supposed to call forth your opinions and challenge your perceptions of society. for example, “jennifer's body” was originally poorly received with complaints and disappointed individuals who imagined the film to err on the side of pornography due to fox’s sex symbol representation in media. now, the film is recognized as a staple of 2000s imagery and an important take on the overall male-centered gazes of hollywood and a reclamation of one’s past, self, and sexuality.

💋 aaliyah: magha chandra

🌹 this “dark", however necessary, manifestation of femininity activates any remnants or loose elements of one’s perceiver's uncontrolled & animalistic nature and uses it against them effortlessly and often unconsciously, to tempt, trick, and absorb masculine energy, in order to ensure that the unbefitting remain ignorant to the underlying premise of both the film and one’s self. however, in this process of thinking, one is subject to demonizing and scorning women and the femininity/yin principle rather than penetrating and understanding her "dark" side. the blood-soaked scenes of women once idolized by the masculine individual observing in these films may invoke fear or perhaps starlement. this is intentional, as fear is infinitsesimely more powerful than sexual enjoyment (according to tantra).

💋 katharina isabelle: mula chandra

🥀 within the occult law, these feelings of abnormality or fear in cinema are used to drain and entrap the observer’s knowledge. by entrancing one’s onlooker, the individual is able to harness the onlooker’s power/aura. this reasoning is due to one’s yoni being capable of endlessly reproducing and mimicking previous impressions (as buddha has mimicked in previous mythological stories referenced in this blog). it is said that the goddess kali resides in the middle of the yoni. kali is representative of frightening qualities that coincide with freedom from the bondage of time or death. she proposes and evokes what may make those unknowing uncomfortable. this goddess rulership is pertinent to understanding the demonicism of dark femininity.

💋 alexa demie: jyeshta surya

🦂 women have long been taught their value is measured by their sexual attractiveness, their unconditional support of men, and their unselfish maternal support of their children. told to be ‘good girls’, to listen to authority, and that their sexuality is something to give to others rather than for themselves. this version of the feminine, often referred to as the “light feminine”, embodies an open heart, compassionate, a caring mother, devoted wife and committed friend. however, removed from the depth of her life-force energy, she lives a one-sided and disempowered life, unable to bring fruition to her true self in this world. when only this form of femininity is developed, one often tends to have poor boundaries. having spent so many years taking care of other’s needs they often don’t know where their families or career end and they begin.

💋 lana del rey: ashlesha chandra

🕷 the contrast of this westernized form of femininity is the “dark feminine”, who frequents the halls of power, is free from the aforementioned trope’s need to shine brightly. the dark feminine has been repeatedly shamed and wronged by our society, she is the whore archetype, relegated to the unconscious, the shadow, something to be considered as evil. she is an intense and fiery emanation of mercurial and ketuvian energy. an expression of the deepest regions of the human psyche, she illuminates our desired nature and holds the power the light feminine is withholding from itself. arising from the earth, from the mother, from matter, she holds the key to the awakening of sexual energy, of the primal life force.

💋 salma hayek: revati chandra

🕸 when one aligns themself with kali, they are guided to disillusionment and reclamation of self. they have become attune to their previous history of misunderstandings, alienation and diminishment. in this fully awakened state, one represents emancipation from limitations, freedom and autonomy. the individual is relieved from their previous patterns of betrayal and consciously empowered. this awakening is symbolic of the lunar shedding of one’s blood during their menstrual cycle. the intuitive graha that is chandra (the moon) influences the shedding of blood (the domain of kuja, the associative, manifestational graha to ketu). in previous, mythological encounters and astrological observances, the coalescence of ketu and chandra have been deemed to be turbulent. this reasoning is likely due to lord ganesha (the deity associated with ketu) once cursed chandra for the deity’s pride and vanity. the curse stated that anyone who observes the moon on the ganesh chaturthi (a date often occurring during the solar return of magha nakshatra) will be falsely accused. the curse was eventually uplifted due ganesha’s forgiveness.

💋 anjelica huston: jyeshta surya and magha chandra

🃏 this story is ultimately why women are oftened subjected to the category of either the “whore” or “virgin”. whether one is celebrating their accolades, knowledgeable of their worth, or enamored with the beautification of self, society is quick to label them as “superficial” or accuse one of achieving their goals through illegitimate means (regardless of the validity of their statements). coating oneself in the knowledge of the shadows, realms, or accumulating other’s aura serves as protection against this occurrence. hence, the mystery surrounding popular mercurial natives, such as rihanna, alexa demie, or angelina jolie, and ketuvian natives, such as rose mcgowan or anjelica huston.

♠️ their signature appearances are an overall ode to their planetary dominances. their vampiric hair utilizes the color of black to both propel the energies of others, symbolic of the blackened skin of kali, serving as a biological hamsa (more on the spiritual importance of black hair in my previous exploration of hair types). their signature siren eyes are physiologically indicative of their hyperexpansion within and sly personality, as both ketu and buddha’s yonis are exemplified by coy and energetic animals (such as the rat, cat, and horse). whereas, the frequent association with reds in the aestheticized version of dark femininity are symbolic of the flames of kuja, one’s cycle, and the red shoe flower that is offered to kali to annihilate one’s demons. will you adorn yourself in this imagery of energetic protection?

i apologize for my absence, as most of you know, i am a full time athlete and am pursuing three undergraduate degrees currently. my goal is for my posts on here to never feel as a chore and, therefore, i usually post sporadically and in a rather discombobulated manner. my next post will either be on the beauty of chitra or a style/makeup/hair analysis of euphoria outfits from a vedic perspective <3 hope you all are enjoying this lovely summer and pursuing your scholastic endeavors (academically or spiritually)

xoxo, angel 💋

"what are we made of but hunger and rage?" - anne carson (magha chandra)

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