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HAYLEY WILLIAMS in THAT'S WHAT YOU GET by PARAMORE (2008)
#paramore#that's what you get#hayley williams#paramore gifs#hayley williams gifs#mygifs#absolutely life changing
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where were you when you found out that tove lo is pronounced "too-vah loo"
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"join us. JOIN US!" the way you guys are advertising your possession session makes me absolutely not wanna join you but thanks for the offer
#evil dead#just watched it for the first time#absolutely life changing#ash williams#this movie was so silly
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I'd do anything to listen to the line "I accidentally spoke his first name aloud, trying to make it fit in with the lyrics of Ana Ng. Worked like a charm" again for the first time.
#absolutely life changing#car seat headrest#csh#cute thing#ana ng#id also kill to listen to ana ng again for the first time
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Kissing the forehead of whoever invented blush cushions.
#absolutely life changing#downside is that i always have to order them at a premium because they're only made in asia 🥲
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I had a moment last night where I went ‘omg I’m actually on meds’. bc I was considering it for so long and invalidated myself with my anxiety says ‘it’s not that bad’ for SO long, but meds changed so much for me it’s wild.
like today, I was nauseous anxious but what I experienced today would be considered mild compared to how I felt before meds, but today was one of the worst days on meds. I was anxious bc I had a social outing n was late for both that and work which wasn’t nice
but I’m now feeling nauseous anxious and I’m not sure why. I have a package coming tomorrow which is the only thing I can think of. idk. it’s not nice tho
#if you’ve gone thru talk therapy n r still considering meds fucken do it#absolutely life changing#they made me feel rlly tired tho#that’s the only thing but I’m happy to swap that out#feeling tired n napping a lot vs being anxious#lol#bit of a mental health rant#idk I’m just super grateful that I got over my stigma n started meds
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Time Travel is my favourite trope and I think we need more fics where both Obi-Wan AND Qui-Gon time travel together because no matter when they get sent it's chaos. They're saving the galaxy and being physic flash-bangs to everyone around them.
like before Bandomeer?
The entire council is baffled to watch as Qui-Gon 'never taking a padawan again' Jinn has suddenly cut off his post-Xanatos depression tour to return to the temple and beeline to the creche with a frantic energy. His wild eyes immediately single out a fluffy, red-haired initiate.
"You." he exhales with a pointed finger, slightly ominous as he towers over the child. Said child starts vibrating with delight. "Me." he agrees, launching himself at the man. Qui-Gon drops to his knees with a thud that cannot be healthy. Obi-Wan's attempts to clamber into Qui-Gon's robes and maybe onto his shoulders is thwarted by the fact that Qui-Gon's massive hands are cupping Obi-Wan's tiny squishy cheeks. He stares at the initiate for a few minutes with an intensity that is starting to worry people.
Finally, "You're so small." Qui-Gon sounds like he might cry.
'What the fuck?' Plo Koon projects at Mace.
"I'm 9! That tends to be the case!" the child chirps back.
"You're nine." Oh. Ah. Qui-Gon's eyes are distinctively misty. He squishes the boy in a hug so hard he squeaks. Mace makes a series of gestures that imply the need for a head-scan. Depa obligingly drifts off towards the halls. Qui-Gon scoops the child up onto his hip and claims him as his padawan on the spot. The assorted council members and creche-masters burst into noise. Mace tells Depa to bring some space ibuprofen as well.
after Naboo?
Anakin is a little apprehensive of his place in both the order and Obi-Wan's life, but then one day Obi-Wan wakes up and is suddenly a lot less sad in the force?? In fact, if Anakin didn't know better he'd say he was almost giddy, but he's watched Obi-Wan try to pretend his world hasn't fallen apart for the past few months so it can't be that, right? And um, Miss Bant? He knows grief is a funny thing that affects people differently but he's pretty sure 'massive mood swing' and 'having full conversations with invisible people' is not...great? and you said to tell you if Obi-Wan got really weird in any way.
Anyway after a lot of medical exams, intense consultation with the archives, and a couple exorcisms, Anakin ends up being raised by his 'real' master and his ghost master. He is far more well adjusted emotionally and far less well adjusted for what counts as normal people behavior(not talking to thin air). When questioned on this, all he ever says is that he's talking to Qui-Gon. Isn't he...dead? Well, yes. Wait, he's a ghost? Ghosts are real? ...Well this ghost is real.
This starts a great number of existential crises among non-force sensitives and incredibly heated theological arguments amongst the Jedi. Whenever Obi-Wan is questioned on this, all he ever says is some variation of "the force got to know him for 5 seconds and kicked him back out." Mace backs him up on this even though that reasoning is technically blasphemous. Qui-Gon is having the time of his un-life. He's ascended to his final form, his sheer existence is a heresy, this is truly all he has ever aspired towards.
the Clone Wars?
The minute they get dropped back Qui-Gon immediately goes and haunts the shit out of Dooku. They have a signed terms of surrender and promise of info on the Sith Lord within the year. Only half of it is because Qui-Gon's giving Dooku complexes that are only perceptible to shrimp, the other half is because they now have a ghost spy that is not bound by the laws of physics nor spacetime.
Obi-Wan only nominally pays attention to this as he immediately goes and implements his 19 step seduction plan with Cody (he had to focus on something on Tatooine to pass the time). It fails. Spectacularly. Publicly. Ah right. Tatooine was not exactly the height of his sanity. Everyone in the GAR and temple is now riveted by High General and Councilor Obi-Wan Kenobi's attempts to go on a date with his Commander, who bats him away him like a particularly annoying stray and seems one bouquet of cactus away from committing mutiny. Anakin is worrying if it means his master knows about his secret marriage and this is some sort of really weird power play. (It is, but not in the way he thinks)
The next time Dooku goes after Obi-Wan, Qui-Gon spends a good few months appearing tear-stained at the edge of Dooku's perception and only communicating in terrible wails and discordant mutterings of 'padawan. my padawan. my little one.' 24/7.
"Wait, you're annoying Dooku into surrendering?"
"Oh no Anakin, we're crushing his psyche like a bug. :)"
#everyone feel free to use these i crave more time travel fics#the sheer power qui gon would have as a fully communicating force ghost before and during the clone wars is astounding#qui gon with baby obi wan is like inconsolable sobs cause he never saw him this small and then his life was so sad and he couldnt even hug#him on tatooine but now look at his boy!!! so small and huggable!!!!#they absolutely weaponise baby obi against others his wet cat eyes are 1000% stronger now#they drop him in dookus lap like look grandpadawan:)#if you hold the grandpadawan maybe your sith behaviour will calm down :/#anyway them together is like they throw enough bullshit into the air to blind everyone while they speedrun important changes in the back#after naboo is like everyone offering obi wan condolences and obi responding yeah im going to need them the fucker wont stay down#star wars#obi wan kenobi#qui gon jinn#qui gon and obi wan#fic ideas#time travel shenanigans#codywan#anakin skywalker#disaster lineage#count dooku
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Thinking about them still and always
So I was trying to do a meme redraw and halfway through realised that I mixed two memes up into one so now this is the result lmao. But either way I was thinking of these:
#every time I draw Doc his design changes a little bit haha pain#docm77#jimmy solidarity#shak's doc&Jimmy thoughts#I dont want to keep labelling Jimmy “son” as if he's not man enough but. For the time being he is very son#I need Doc in his life just to provide him with a safe quiet place where he can begin some kind of healing. you know#Not all Jimmy teasing and stuff is bad absolutely not. But Doc wouldn't find comedy in almost any of it and call it off lol#and good for him#tubby art
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The Haunting of Hill House by Shirley Jackson: English covers
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#the haunting of hill house#shirley jackson#book covers#books#literature#I love most of these but#I am absolutely in love with the first cover with eleanor#unfortunately I own a penguin modern classics edition which is the most boring one ever#anyways this book that changed my life
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Sub Bucky and a breeding kink 💀 dead unlived it's one of my favourite things 😌
This is pretty high up there on my list of dream fantasies 🥵 these are two of my biggest weaknesses, don't even look at me rn
One of life's greatest joys is cuddling with the other person's head resting on your chest so you can play with their hair and rub their shoulders. I love that shit, having someone else's body weight on you is so comforting.
I imagine that's something Bucky would really enjoy too. It's so soft and sweet and tender and getting to feel cared for would really appeal to him.
But that's up until his hands work their way under your top, up over your bare skin so he's able to cup your breasts and bury his face between them while he's getting his hair played with. Life's pleasures don't get much simpler than that.
After a few moments he shifts slightly, tugging the neckline of your shirt out of the way to give himself space to kiss and nip your skin. All of a sudden he's desperate and it's beautiful to watch.
"Please." He whispers between frantic kisses, flicking his tongue over the stiff peak of your nipple before engulfing it with his warm, eager mouth.
"Please, what?" You tease, tugging on his hair just a little for emphasis.
He groans, frustrated by his own lack of coherence, pulling his mouth from your nipple. "Please let me put a baby in you."
That's not what you were expecting but fuck, he makes it sound pretty appealing.
"Bucky-" You begin but he cuts you off, giving your other nipple the same attention as he gave the first. God, that's distracting.
"You'd make. Such. A pretty. Mommy." He whispers, kissing his way down your body until he reaches the bottom seam of your top. From there, he pulls it off, letting it fall to the floor before removing the rest of your clothes.
"You'd look so pretty with a little baby bump." His huge hand rests on your bare tummy, imaging how your body would change.
"I want it, Buck." You mean it too. It doesn't sound like such a bad idea when he's taking his clothes off.
"I know you want it." He groans, rubbing the tip of his dick against your soaked core. "Y-you're so wet."
He presses his hips forward, sliding inside you and you can't explain it but you swear it feels different this time.
"Don't even think about pulling out." You cup his face in your hands, keeping his eyes on you and you almost worry he's going to fuck himself senseless into you. "I want you to make me a mommy. You're going to give me every single drop of cum and when it starts to drip out of me, you're going to fuck it back in."
His head falls onto your shoulder, sobbing a pathetic moan against your already hot skin. The pace of his thrusts matches his need, his hips slamming into yours and when he finally gives in, he cums inside you with your legs clamped around his waist, making sure he couldn't pull out even if he wanted to.
#asks answered <3#becca writes spice#anon#sub!bucky#subby bucky#this is one of those fantasies that's nice in my head#I think I'd like to be at that point in my life but it's absolutely not where I'm at rn#maybe some day tho#I started writing a new series yesterday#making a lil moodboard#excited to post the concept#can't decide if I want each chapter to feel like a continuation of the one before#or if I want the chapters to be more detached from each other with time passing in between#might actually space it out over a weekend?#I took my lil granny out for lunch today and she's just the cutest#she usually comes up to ours for Sunday lunch but my parents were out this weekend#so I made her dinner last night and took it down to her and I asked if she wanted to go out for Sunday lunch for a change#she made me book the table right there in front of her so she'd be able to look forward to it 🥺#I sat with her for over an hour yesterday evening and she smiled nearly the whole time#she's too cute I swear
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this isn't a horny post but. has buck even... seen a hard penis before that was not his own? like yeah yeah porn but. that's not really the same is it. not when you're not even looking. not when you don't even know that you want to look. like for all intents and purposes buck is completely virginal here and that's. ummm. that's a lot.
#like. oh. oh he's such a baby. he really is a BABY gay like sweet boy. you know nothing#you are about to get your entire perception of life and your body and your inner being absolutely fucking rearranged#especially the perception of his life like. for 30+ years he has lived in one world and it only took one kiss. one handful of seconds to no#just *change* that world but transport him to a completely different one.#everything is going to be different. from the way he approaches his politics (because it means something different when you're actually#fighting for your OWN rights) and the way he approaches his body like. and that's the real kicker for me is like#buck knows his body. he knows what he likes and this that and the other#but he doesn't actually KNOW his body because he doesn't know ALL the ways that it can feel#and all the ways that it can make HIM feel#he has not yet tasted the way his body can electrify him and render him undone and it's like#it truly is like he's becoming another person#and i know that's cheesy to say but this really is like being born again.#oh my god. i'm actively falling asleep. i don't know if this makes sense. you guys get the picture
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watching episode 4 again, and i just realized Ed is probably stoned as shit when buttons turns into a bird, which somehow makes both this scene and the idea of him trying to explain it to the crew later like 10x funnier to me
#that thing where something absolutely life changing happens to you while you're high#but you will never be able to satisfactorily explain it to anyone ever#ofmd s2 spoilers#ofmd#our flag means death#our flag means death season 2
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orv dump 5(?)
#do NOTTT look closely at the last one absolutely hate the rendering and how yjh turned out there#so sorry to her she's just here to fill out the space cjwhqkdkd I'll edit this img and change it when I get to render it better...#but for now... The version I don't like HELP#rizdoodads#orviz#orv#Commentary time#first img oooh sorry it's taking so long rizashdaff nation HELP#I've finally rendered Han sooyoung in there after 1 billion years. Still haven't rendered the sword... Baby steps kuno! Jhwke#2nd img ARGGHH I think I'll redraw some parts of it but overall... I'm iffy on it KWHEKF we'll see if this survives as it is!#3rd img. Redraw of my previous uriel. Thought abt fake clip-on bangs and honestly I thought it'd be cute! And it was#4th img oooh this was for yhk week freeday but my stupid ass made it like this one long img and it was midterms week#<- could not finish but the idea is yhk domestic marriage life#5th img based off of that beautifully written transfem yjh fic emmm IN REDRAWING THIS I PROMMYYY I DONT LIKE IT PLEASSEEE DONT LOOK AT IT#Anyway that's all 👍
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today i finished scripting a first draft of the final episode of starship iris. this means i now have a rough draft of the whole final season.
...i was gonna say something about needing to process my emotions by lying down on my floor for a while but it's night now and probably what i should do is process my emotions by sleeping.
#i started writing this show in 2015#a year which no longer quite seems real to me#to be clear this thing still needs to be revised#maybe quite a bit#but i can see a way forward and that is exciting even if it kind of breaks my brain that at some point in the future#i will no longer be working on starship iris#i had at least two mental breakdowns making this show but it also absolutely for sure changed my life & i'll always be grateful for that <3
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Secret Life Episode 1 Secrets and Alliances
Mounders- Pearl, Mumbo, BDubs
Pearl- Get three people to give you their hearts
Mumbo- Make a pun at every opportunity in a five minute conversation, minimum of 3 successful puns
BDubs- Build a house that is inconvenient to look at and live in
(BDubs has expressed to the Heart Foundation his wavering loyalty, Pearl and Mumbo are very committed)
Gem and the Scotts- Gem, Impulse, and Scott
Gem- Convince someone to take a leap of faith and make sure they take no damage
Impulse- Make cherry wood your entire personality
Scott- Build obnoxiously close to/attached to someone
Heart Foundation- Skizz, Tango
Skizz- Stay within ten blocks of Gem for 10 minutes
Tango- Get Scar to talk about Star Wars for over 60 seconds
Roommates by Force- Cleo, Etho
Cleo- Build directly on top of someone else’s house
Etho- Steal four players beds and put them on a shrine.
(This was incredibly last minute and after Cleo decided she hated the name Tango and Skizz came up with. Probably not a real alliance)
Unaligned- Scar, Martyn, Lizzie, Joel, BigB, Grian, Jimmy
Scar- Call everyone anything but their username for thirty minutes (failed). Give someone a nickname and get two people to use it as well.
Martyn- Build a copy of someone else’s house
Lizzie- Write a poem about a player and read it to them.
Joel- Promote the Life Series Merch at an inconvenient time four times
BigB- Dig a 3x3 hole all the way down. Make it your base if you want.
Grian- Make three made jokes no one laughs at
Jimmy- Break five crafting tables while they are being used
Unofficial/Auxilary Alliances-
Pumpkin Sisters- Lizzie and Gem
Vow of Protection- Pearl to Lizzie
Pupper Duo- Cleo and Pearl
Scott’s Forbidden Duo- Jimmy and Scar
You owe me one- BigB and Skizz, Cleo and Tango
Literally Married- Lizzie and Joel
Martyn, Bdubs, and Joel bonded in the mines, but made no alliance
#these are absolutely going to change#when Bdubs inevitably betrays Mumbo and Pearl I will get more angst#life series#secret life smp#grian#smallishbeans#smajor1995#bigbst4tz2#ethoslab#bdoubleo100#pearlescentmoon#inthelittlewood#goodtimeswithscar#impulsesv#tangotek#zombiecleo#solidaritygaming#skizzleman#geminitay#mumbo jumbo#ldshadowlady
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OKAY who wants to hear about why i think nimona challenges amatonormativity? you do! 🫵
one of the main ways this is accomplished is through ballister and ambrosius’s relationship. it’s arguable that it doesn’t necessarily fit the traditional model of romance - not only are they a queer interracial couple, and not only is their relationship ambiguous in the book, but there are certain instances, especially in the movie, that subvert traditional ideas of romance and friendship.
one instance that really stands out to me is when the director asks ambrosius what’s on his mind and he goes on his imagined rant about how arm-chopping isn’t a love language - you know the one. when he mentions ballister, he refers to him as “the man i love, my best friend.” and not just one or the other, but both! the man i love, and my best friend. he places equal emphasis on both the romantic and platonic aspects of the relationship, valuing ballister in both a romantic context and a platonic context without treating either one as more important than the other.
and even moments such as the first “i love you” and the kiss manage to subvert tradition. both of these things are generally seen as a pretty big deal, especially in fiction - if the characters are kissing or saying “i love you,” it’s usually a moment in which everything changes. a line is drawn, dividing the story into after and now. sometimes it’s dramatic and climactic, with fireworks and a swell of music, but even when it isn’t it’s still seen as a turning point of sorts. now it’s official, now it’s real. but this isn’t the case in nimona. both moments are certainly significant - they do a good job of showcasing the character development and where ballister and ambrosius are on their respective journeys, and are certainly important in terms of representation - but neither one follows the path that most fictional romance does.
another way in which nimona challenges amatonormativity would be the emphasis on friendship! in the tavern scene (in the movie) when ambrosius suggests killing nimona, ballister disagrees and says “she’s my friend.” ambrosius replies with “aren’t i more than that?”, implying he’s more important than a friend - thus upholding amatonormative ideas. ballister becomes angry at that and leaves - challenging this idea and prioritizing his platonic relationship with nimona over his romantic one with ambrosius, as nimona is the one he wants to defend.
additionally, a big part of this scene is the way ballister deliberately rejects institute values while ambrosius unintentionally upholds them. and because the story challenges homophobia and transphobia (and other forms of bigotry) through the lens of the institute, it would make sense for it to challenge amatonormativity too! it’s something that’s become incredibly normalized, to the point that lots of people don’t even know it exists, and this is reminiscent of the institute brainwashing, especially when it comes to ambrosius - he’s been manipulated his whole life and probably genuinely doesn’t understand the level to which he’s internalized institute beliefs.
ballister prioritizes nimona many times, actually. when he tells ambrosius she’s “smart, kind, and quite sophisticated,” when he’s overjoyed to see her again at the end, when he refuses to kill her and saves her instead. over and over, he proves how much he cares about her, even when this involves directly going against what ambrosius wants - which, of course, is really what the institute wants. a core tenant of amatonormativity is the false notion that romantic relationships are more important or valuable than other types of relationships, but ballister actively goes against this!
to conclude, as a story that at its core is about identity and challenging societal beliefs, nimona defies expectations and traditional ideas of what it should or shouldn’t be. it’s possible that amatonormativity wasn’t what the creators had in mind, but the story still manages to challenge it with grace and elegance. just like its main character, nimona refuses to conform to what others want it to be.
#nimona#nimona movie#ballister blackheart#ballister boldheart#ambrosius goldenloin#ballister x ambrosius#ambrosius x ballister#nimona netflix#nd stevenson#nimona spoilers#i could go on tbh but i think this is a digestible amount#often when i’m writing a meta i’ll walk around in circles talking into my phone recording my thoughts out loud#and then i’ll play it back and put the most coherent stuff into a list which eventually becomes paragraphs#and the combined recordings for this one are about half an hour in total lol#i’m just. absolutely in love with the whole story. both the book and the movie mean so incredibly much to me#changed my life shaped me as a person etc etc :’)#OH i almost forgot. this analysis is dedicated to the person who sent me aphobic anon hate about it before it even existed lol#i know i said i wouldn’t post anything if people couldn’t be normal but idc actually. seethe with rage! <3#my words#meta
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