about to finish Spider Man 2 (the game) and i love this univerce. they understand the need for a comunity so deeply, and it does not feel like an empty promise, because their treatment of Miles's comunity puts Pete's lack of it, and his almost unsucsessful attempt at it with puting Harry into the mix, into the full focus

Miles actually manages to 'redeam' his enemy!! like Pete never did!! i have been begging for this since the uneccesery death of Phin!!

like, Pete's point of view is: if i secrefice enough of myself i'll manage to save the world, and Miles's attitude is: if i relay and gain strengh from the support of my comunity ill manage to save the world. and it shows!!! Miles is there to represent what Peter isn't!!

Peter was there to make sure Miles do the same mistakes as him, and now that he sees that Miles did learn, from Pete, from his mom and eveyone else, he feels inaducite, to the point where he agreed that he just needs to become better and to secrefice even more of himself to keep up.

but Peter, you are not less because someone else is there for you, you are MORE because of it. and im obsessed they actually deliverd to us on this, to the point where i am not even done with the game but i m incredibly happy with it

Heyoooo! May I please request Mirio with a fem! Crush that falls a lot and somehow is like,,, almost always okay? And one day she kinda just falls on the ground in front of him and spits out that cheesy "looks like I just fell for you" pickup line while sporting a bloody nose+smile???? Thank you sososososo much in advance!!!!

He's so confused.

And slightly worried

How??can anyone fall this much??

are you good Y/N??

You're fairly used to falling all the time, it's not a super big deal, you dont like hown scraped up you get though.

But fear not dear s/o!

Ya sunshine boy has those good reflexes™️

Catches you 99% of the time, and the odd chance he ain't quick enough he's got band aids on hand!

They have tiny suns on em and ding dang that fall hurt but now your knees and elbows look heckin rad!

Yes please throw him a pickup line when you fall

Cuz 1: he doesnt get flustered super easily but HECK cheesy pickup lines? Mirio is a blushy boi.

And 2: seeing you make a jokey joke calms his worries cuz aaaaa you just fell honeyareyouokay?!

Maaaaay sometimes use you falling as an excuse to carry you around.

Yeah he does it a lot so long as you dont mind

He loves holding you ;u;

"Y/N sweetheart are you okay?? Do you need any bandaids?? Can you walk??"

He tries not to make you feel like he's coddling you or anything but dangit y/n you're the love of his life pls be careful, he worries about you.

CUZ HE LOVES YOUUUU

1-55 :)

All right, anon. Hang on to your butt because you (literally) asked for this!1.Kissed a girl?On more than one occasion.2. Kissed a boy?ALSO on more than one occasion!3. Had sex in public?Once. It was in a bathroom and not the most luxuriant thing.4, What’s your religion?I was raised Roman Catholic but I’m agnostic at this point5. What does your URL mean?Idiot Nation is the Green Day fandom and…Sensation just fit well. It’s not very creative. Debating changing it to another Green Day URL but I just don’t know WHAT.6. Reason you joined tumblr?I originally joined tumblr on my main back in 2012 to support my art but it never got entirely far7. Do you have any nicknames?Yes! Straylight (or Stray) is the one I go by most commonly.8. Do you like bubble bath?Hell YES! Can’t wait until I have a functional tub again so I can enjoy that.9. Kissed in the rain?I have.10. Dyed your hair?Yep! Black a number of years ago. Haven’t dyed it again though. That’s largely because of my job.11. Soup or Salad?Depends on the weather.12. Vegetable or meat?Meat! Every damn day13. Go out drinking?I used to a LOT. It’s still fun every so often but definitely not an every weekend thing anymore. I’m old.14. Smoke cigarettes?I used to but I happily quit15. Smoke Weed?Regularly. 16. Do any hard drugs?Did ecstasy a handful of times but haven’t in years. i’ll stick to devil lettuce, thanks :B17. Have you had sex today?Nope18. Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?Yes. Almost ever night.19. The relationship between you and the last person you texted?Last person I sent a text to was technically @mrwrightcool and she’s a total sweetheart.20. Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?Yes. And I love that because my eyes are my fave thing about myself21. Skipped doing homework to play a video game?YEP.22. Tried to commit suicide?Yes. It’s one of the reasons I’m so vocal about people reaching out when they go to that place.23. The last time you felt broken?This morning. Not sleeping and life stress really sucks sometimes.24.  Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt?Definitely. I’ve had to do it at work more than once for job sake.25. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?Yes! I have a boyfriend. We’ve been together almost six years.26. Do you have long hair or short hair?Shorter. Not super short though.27. First thing you notice to a guy/girl? Body posture for both.28. Do you sing in the shower?Hell yes!29. Do you dance in the car?Uh. YES!30. Where were you yesterday?Home. I put lights up on the house for the holiday and played a bunch of guitar!31. Ever used a bow and arrow? Yep! Just a recreational one. Used to own one!32. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?End of October by a good friend of mine.33. Do you think musicals are cheesy?NOPE! I love musicals.34. Is Christmas stressful?A bit but over all I enjoy it35. Favorite type of fruit pie?Apple!36. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?NHL hockey player, veterinarian, jokey, ornithologist.37. Do you believe in ghosts?YES. And I’m fairly certain the house I live in currently is haunted.38. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?Yes. But not recently. 39. Take a vitamin daily?I don’t. But I should.40. Wear slippers?In the winter? YES. I have goofy Iron Man ones.41. Wear a bath robe?Only if I have to go down stairs after showering.42. What do you wear to bed?Old overly large shirts and either a pair of shorts or long PJ pants depending on weather.43. Do you want to get married?I do someday but I’m not necessarily in a rush.44.Can you curl your tongue?YEP! Relationship preference:45. How many relationships have you had? 7-8?46. How can I win your heart?Show me I can trust you. Which usually starts with being nice…and then feeding me.47. What makes a great relationship?Trust, honesty, and stay LOYAL. No joke. And it is COMPLETELY okay to fight. It happens. work through it48. Shy or Open?A bit reserved at first but I open up pretty quick.49.  Uh…..there’s no 49??? did anyone else notice that?50. Religious or non religious?Non.51. Caring OR non restrictive of you?I’d rather be a bit restricted because someone cares.52. Straight edge OR non straight edge?Non Straight Edge53. Piercings or no piercings?Piercings.54. Tattoos OR no Tattoos?I don’t have any myself (yet) but I love tattoos.55. Quiet stay at home type or party type?I like to party!Holy hell, anon. Hopey you enjoyed that!

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Pairing: Tony Stark and Steve Rodgers Summary: Tony’s feeling desperate, stranded on Titan in the aftermath of Thanos. He tries to find comfort. Authors note: so IW killed me so I decided to write this. Hope you enjoy. (Or don’t because it’s bloody sad.) Warnings: swearing, angst.

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“Record message for Steven Rodgers,” a mumbled voice sounded, heavy and laced with exhaustion. He felt himself let out a breath, shoulders still tense, breath coming in short gasps. Then he begun to speak.

“Hey Cap. Can I still call you that? Steven doesn’t quite feel right, but disrespectful you know- actually scrap that, I’m gonna call you what I want, with it being the end of the world and all. I don’t really know how I feel right now to be honest. God this is gross, so gross for me to even consider leaving this message but again, and I’ll probably keep saying it as I’m actually starting to believe it, the world is ending.

I never really liked the world that much, Cap. What’s it done for me anyways? Put aside the daddy issues and my ever long line of fuck ups, it’s not given me much. Sure I’m rich, but with what? An industry that I’ve had to clear the name of a thousand times over and millions of people who hate me. I can imagine you rollin your eyes now Steve. Muttering back at me how dramatic I am. What did you ever expect baby? I’m a Stark, and I’m going down like one too.”

The man paused for a minute, the jokey sound of his tone causing a deceiving crack in his facade. He knew the receiver of the message would see straight through his attempt at jokes, but the man continued in his way, simply because if he didn’t make jokes he would cry. He didn’t want to cry anymore.

“The kids dead Steve.” He released a shudder of breath, giving away his emotions that sat inside his stomach. “God, it was- it was one of the worst things I’ve ever seen. I can’t stop thinking. I know you always mocked me for that, over thinking, but I can’t get the image out of my mind. All I can see is ash. I can feel it on my fingertips, cap, is this how you felt in the war? Watching the country turn to dust. I never liked funerals much. I just, I can’t imagine burying him,” a choked sob caught in the mans smooth throat, before he swallowed it furiously, continuing.

“It’s pretty empty up here. Just me and this other woman. Don’t get jealous on me Steve, she is definitely not my type. She’s been staring at the ground for a solid hour by now, so we’ve just been sitting in silence. She’s probably quite nice. Her sisters dead. Like most people are. I can’t comfort her though. Because if I comfort her it’ll make this all a reality. I can’t deal with the reality right now, not really.

“The wizards dead too. He was an asshole. Turned out not to be too bad though,” he scratched his neck, awkward, “you would’ve liked him. Because he was a doctor and all, you know? You were always one for those types. Never really my thing, the whole medical side of things. Never been one for sob stories really, but the wizard wasn’t too bad. He probably would’ve grown on me, but I guess now he’ll never get the chance to.

“You probably haven’t seen Pepper. She’s gonna kick my ass for getting on that ship. What was I meant to Steve? Let the guy come and destroy everyone?” His voice begins to rise in panic, getting louder with anger, “and what was it for? I laid down that kids life, I laid it down because I thought I could play hero Steve. He’s dead! He’s not going home, he’s not going to grow up, he’s not going to be a kid. I robbed him of everything Steve, I killed him, I killed Peter and I feel like the worst person in the world! I’m no hero Cap, I’m just a murderer in a superhero suit.”

The man wipes his eyes furiously, the woman who sat several feet away from him finally raising her head, acknowledging him before dropping her head once more. He sniffed, almost haughtily, angry at himself for crying before he calmed himself down, continuing with the call.

“I wish you were here. I wish we never fell out. I wish so much I had fought harder for you. Don’t get me wrong Steve, you were a dick, god you were such a dick. I hated you so much in that moment. Hated that you chose him over me. Hated that I had to crawl back to the compound, knowing you wasn’t coming back. So yeah I’m sorry Rodgers, I really am, but also fuck you.”

The man groans in his throat, before chuckling brokenly.

“I would have married your ass Rodgers. You would have loved it. Could’ve asked me for anything and I’d have given it to you Steve, I’d give you everything you ever wanted. And you threw it straight back at me. I tried, tried to show you that I could be good, but you fought me to be better than good. I couldn’t do it sweetheart. I couldn’t be better for you and I hate myself for it.

“Which is why I’m here without you. Because god knows you would have followed my ass up here, always the team leader, my super soldier huh? Always had to be the hero Spangles, always had to save me. That’s the weird thing I guess. I just don’t feel like your dead. You probably are, which if so, please come haunt me so I don’t fall in to some pit of misery. But I’ve always had a weird sense with you. Rhodey used to call it my Steve Sense, the asshole. God I miss him too. Anyway, I just don’t feel like you are. I would feel it in my bones if you were dead just like I know when you used to watch me in meetings or stare at me weirdly when I slept.”

The man laughed genuinely at that, opening up bit by bit.

“You were such a dork. I expected so much better from you, at least some hardcore flirting but what did get huh? Your cheesy pick up lines and awkward compliments. Remember that time you called me hot Steve? You nearly disappeared up your own ass as the others laughed at you. I loved those days. When we weren’t avengers and I could pretend I was your everyday billionaire, attempting to woo you at every chance I could. Although, you were totally attracted to the suit.”

The man pauses again, throat tightening once more as he takes in his surroundings, remembering where he was. He pressed the phone a little tighter to his ear, almost to make the next words more private.

“I don’t know what’s going to happen next Steve. I don’t know how to come back from this. I barely survived New York for fuck sake, how am I gonna get through this? You’ve got to be alive for me Steve, you’ve got to okay? You’ve got to get through this because if you’ve died and never hear these words I- I,” his voice dropped to a whisper, “I’ll never come back from this.

“I love you so much Steve. I really fucking do. And that’s the only thing I really know right now. Everyone’s dead. And the only thing that’s keeping me sane is you. To be honest I’m hoping you won’t get this message because if I do get through this and you’re are alive, you’re never going to let me hear the end of this are you?”

His voice dropped even lower than before, a mere whisper dancing in the air.

“If I could go back, to before iron man, before the avengers and have that choice. Have the choice to just live normally. I wouldn’t Steve. I would do all of this. I would let Thanos run me through a thousand times over, if it meant I could even call myself your friend. And if that means I’ve officially gone mad, then there’s no one else I would rather be crazy for.”

He paused once more, taking a deep inhale before continuing.

“Stay safe, my love. I’ll see you soon, okay?”

With that, Tony Stark sent the message before dropping his head on his knees and closing his eyes.