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crocodilenjoyer · 3 months

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he's our little brother. take care of him.

anne carson - antigone / alec benjamin - if we have each other / dan pearce - single dad laughing: the best of year one / kodaline - brother

#dean winchester voice we're gonna fix you up. that's my job right? to look after my pain in the ass little brother.#[guy who's not over marineford voice] yeah i'm sooo over marineford #tried to read the manga for reference. got sad about ace and luffy again. thus the cycle continues #asl brothers #ace #luffy #sabo #riko.txt #one piece #op spoilers #kinda???? it's been out for over a decade. everyone talks about it #btw you have NO IDEA how much it took for me to not include the spn gif i made for this. or the shinazugawa bros scene. you know the one.#anyway. hahaha. heehee. hohohoho. i'm an older brother. i have a younger sister. and. i get it.#she was having a bad time a few months back and i remember telling her i'd do anything for her. i don't think i've ever meant anything more #so. yeah. i get it.

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imminent-danger-came · 10 months

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Macaque: "I know your latest discovery has thrown you for a loop, between that and Azure and the Lady Bone Demon trying to get inside your head..."

Macaque: "You know what! Just play the game—that'll teach you everything you need to know, for once."

(4x10 The Jade Emperor)

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Yeah Macaque. Just Azure and the Lady Bone Demon trying to get inside MK's head. Those are the only two people, there's no one else. Just Azure and LBD.

#it's sooo funny to me that he just glosses over the things he's done/said to MK #You maybe feeling guilty that you used this kid in your Wukong revenge schemes there Macaque #Like okay. Look at me #look at me #What Azure did to MK in s4 is what Macaque did to MK in s1 #'That's what you were pretending to be right? To be my friend—to care about me? When really you were just using me to get what you wanted!'#'To turn me against my own mentor. Well—put your hand in the monkey cage and expect to get bit son!''#LIKE. IS THAT NOT 1x09. IS THAT NOT.#SO. MK breakdown in s5 #Waiting for him to throw shit back at EVERYONE #Everyone is in danger no one is safe (expect the main gang they're probably okay. probably- ACTUALLY WAIT NO THEY'RE NOT)#(''They will destroy you harbinger of chaos'' AWWWW BEANS. MK'S ABANDONMENT ISSUES STRIKES AGAIN)#(Yeah sorry we're just fucked next season. sad.)#(no safety net just pain)#lmk #lmk parallels #lego monkie kid #monkie kid #lmk MK #lmk Macaque

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themarsbar · 3 months

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#isn't it sooo fun when your body decides to warn you about your impending period #by making you want to crawl into a deep dark hole and cease to exist #especially when it's paired with the alexithymia-flavored kind of autism #where it takes you 2-3 business days to process that yeah you're feeling like absolute shit #and in the meantime you're left contemplating if you're actually fine and you're just the weakest whiniest mf on this planet #it's not even like this is news to me but i swear to god i better not still be feeling like this for omar's concert #bc if a fucking period gets to ruin the one (1) thing i've truly been looking forward to in well over a year #i'm getting a fucking hysterectomy as soon as i come back from sweden #i never even wanted a uterus in the first place #sorry for the rant #i'm sad and pissed

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corfisers · 5 months

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i really need to finish this one day

#one of my fave ideas but i keep getting stuck or starting over. third time's the charm hopefully #anyways. posting it as an excuse to rant because i'm losing my mind over this rn for no reason #incoherent but i just need to Talk or my brain won't shut up #you ever think about how fucked up it is that aoi feels guilty over what happened. i do. i think about her a lot #he can't even look at me. we aren't even blood related but he still had to go to jail because of me. i still love him #in reality none of it is her fault. it shouldn't be about doumeki in the first place. baby girl you were 15 when it happened.#you can say that yashiro is cruel in his dismissiveness (on the surface) of doumeki's trauma but you can see where he's coming from #you got a glimpse of what your sister was going through? of what i went through? and now you're sooo guilty over it? and who does it help?#doumeki's so focused on his own feelings that he ignored aoi when they were living together. “saves” her by pure chance #proceeds to focus on his guilt and ignore her again. if yashiro didn't get involved she'd be sitting in the rain for god knows how long #yet she still loves and to some degree idolizes him #yashiro and aoi both saying that doumeki isn't the type of person to be a yakuza too. doumeki's good doumeki's better than that #and then ch 24 happens. where yashiro says that he's going to throw up and doumeki's response is “i probably won't stop even if you do”#“guess i am like my father after all” and yashiro still goes “you're not. you're pure and im the problem”#(touches doumeki's face. rare gentle gesture. he's gentle afterwards too before leaving. man.)#he's not cruel enough to repeat what he said in the earlier conversation and he doesn't actually believe it anyway #but i wish yashiro was cruel there. it shouldn't have been about doumeki and his feelings. again.#something about yashiro throwing a knife at another person and it flying back at him huh #for all the talk about how doumeki supposedly romanticizes yashiro it really is the other way around. always has been #which is a whole other conversation but yeah. everything about aoi and yashiro in relation to doumeki makes me so fucking sad #but this is also what i mean when i say that aoi doesn't haunt the narrative per se but still has this weird presence?#she's in the parallels. she's in the brief but important mentions. she's in the “your sister was lucky she had you”.#wips tag

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hwanswerland · 2 years

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Seonghwa // Sector 1 Stages

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raeflora · 22 days

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blair waldorf outfits 6x10 new york, I love you xoxo

outfit 6

#every blair waldorf outfit #blair waldorf outfits #blair waldorf looks #blair waldorf #gossip girl #dailygossipgirl #dailygg #ggedit #gossip girl fashion #blair waldorf fashion #leighton meester #leightonmeesteredit #blairwaldorfedit #gossipgirledit #chuck x blair #chair #mine: screencaps #last blair outfit omg 🥹🥹#I'm a firm believer that she was pregnant with baby number 2 here (also eric daman said it was something they talked about sooo 😌😌)#this dress is really pretty and very adult blair #I wish we saw her wedding ring more clearly though what do u all think it looks like?#her and chuck still being like the only ppl in the room... yeah there are my married parents!!#although from the filming footage there might've been a cut kiss here which is so sad but they definitely still kissed we just didn't see it #I can't believe this is the last blair look (or is it 👀) it's insane to me in the best way that I've actually done this ahhh 🥺🥺#thank u all SO much for ur support on this series I'll say more in chuck's tags but yeah it's so crazy

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mean-vampyre · 8 months

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Time machine to jump 48 hours into the future

#hired? bought? idk the vet service to put my dog to sleep at home and all the other shit #but it's for monday since oh weekends it's harder to get them (do pets only die on working days?)#and we are worried she is not going to be strong enough until monday #and lowkey my brother is kinda panic because we don't want her suffer and if she dies now then what #and I'm highkey silently panicking because if she dies is on me to call and arrange everything to happen asap #but i don't know if the guy from the service website will pick up his phone today or tomorro after so called working hours #so yeah can it be monday already and everything go according to plan so I can be only worried about being sad and not about the logistics #of death??????#i just want this to be over so I can be sad and she can be at peace #it's been sooo crazy idk know anymore I just want a fucking break #thursday my biggest concern was what should I have for lunch and look at me now #my dog is dying and I can't breath for the next 48hours

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professorllayton · 6 months

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terrible pic sawwwrryyy but OMGGGG THEY CAME AND THEY'RE SOOOOOO BEAUTIFUUUUULLLLLL

#they look SOOOOOOOOO GOOOODDDDDD IM SO HASAAPPYYY AAAAHHHHHH #i definitely wanna make charms now omggg #blabs #the stickers also came and i will say im a widdol sad abt them :'( i used the same files and they were all cmyk like the instructions said #to use but they came out soo dim and desaturated compared to the charms #and the charm colors look sooo perfect they look just like i drew them #so :“( widdol sad idk how id fix that if i purchase more stickers in the future but yeah

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autoneurotic · 2 years

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i know i’ve talked about my horrifyingly vivid nightmares on here before (and definitely in therapy!) but like. how on earth do you stop them. i’m not anxious in my waking life, the anti anxiety/sleep medication i take just gives me different kinds of vivid nightmares. what’s a guy to do

#my therapist was just like. yeah! dreams are nuts we don’t really know what’s up with them #like ok! why WHY why are mine LIKE THIS. usually it’s tight #but i’m dreaming only about like. my family and it’s god fucking awful #had one the other night i was in a. space station w my dad and mama and i checked my phone #and we all had missed calls from my sister and a voicemail that was like well! the world is ending and i’m still here! love you all!#and then um like the moon burst like a balloon (honestly looked like jean jacket in nope)#and that fucked with gravity and sucked our ship round and round closer to the sun #ones where my mom isn’t my mom she’s some scary awful dream mom #sometimes she leaves me behind or won’t let me come home #or sometimes she’s being sooo mean to my sister and it makes me so sad #and none of it is REAL!#we all love each other we’re all on good terms i miss the hell out of my sister n mom who are in different states #but AHHHHH it fucks with me #i had one last night that my partner died #which is a real life fear of mine. i don’t know what i would do if anything happened to him #n in my dream i was talking to someone about and saw an old couple walk by holding hands #and my loss and heartbreak felt SO REAL..like that should be US old and in love!#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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sammygender · 2 years

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entrapta from she-ra as rep is like. i owe my life to you. you’re a realistic character who is, for the majority of the time, not othered, and i can see myself in you. is- is that another war crime you’ve comitted without being held remotely responsible in a way that suggests you can’t be held responsible which just ends up deeply infantilising you? ohhh my god what the literal fuck

#sometimes shes so nuanced and like. legitimately some of the best rep ive seen #which is pretty fucking sad!#mainly bc i dont have to sit through constant mean spirited jokes at her expense about how Stupid she is like ninety percent of the time #(like twenty percent instead but thats still preferable!)#(really says something)#like yeah there are jokes at her expense quite a lot but they arent... idk mean? the tinyfood being a fun quirk #social experiments!!#'YOU'RE ASKING ME ABOUT MY THEORIES?'#idk like its funny cause its true #and im like. yeah me too #i got it its the angle of relatability #like sooo much fucking autistic rep is like. hahahaha look heres a character heavily autistic coded. you are meant to relate to the OTHER #characters #this character is designed to help YOU #a NORMAL PERSON #figure out how these STRANGE HUMAN BEINGS work #but entrapta most of the time is like... idk i dont feel purposefully othered she's just as much of a Character You Can Relate To!#as everyone else #which is really really nice #but... then there's the way she's never afforded as much depth #ping pongs between the horde and the rebellion with zero regard for her friends lives and this is NEVER addressed #which just feels weird and infantilising if im honest #she gets dragged around on a leash and treated horribly by all the fucking princesses #who are then expected to be LIKEABLE despite the fact that we see them multiple times exclude people cause theyre not like them #i mean its fucking realistic i know nt bitches like mermista irl #but it falls into the all-too-common trap of Traumatising Autistic Characters For Neurotypical Benefit #the leash is a big thing for some + i get that alot but the way shes never held to a moral standard #is the worst for me #nothing is ever given to explain this!! she never has to!! (i mean maybe a little but)#idk i just hate that so much

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fagrights · 2 years

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hearing more things about my bff like .. how were we even 'friends' youll do all these things with other people but when i ask or we have plans its like pulling teeth. you always and everyone else in your family want to act like im this horrible person or something but im always the one trying.

#it is just sooo so complicated and. idk #my mom said she was over there today and my bffs mom was on my mom about us going out with my other aunt #last week and not inviting her and my moms like.. you literally never want to do anything with me ever.#so why are you offended i didnt invite you. as if they didnt just go on a trip and not have 'any room' for us #you know sometimes people are better from far away #or you just ignore all of their faults and suddenly they hit you in the face in one go #so i am still very sad but. they also pulled the whole oooh grandma is getting worse? should we look into hospice places..#which they ALWAYS go to as if were not going to end up right here taking care of her by ourselves at the end like grandpa #im always upset abuot that and how the rest of the family act about that but my mom says im not allowed to be upset about it and need to #just let it go cause the resentment isnt goood for me #yeah it would be nice but they expect me to take care of THEM eventually fuck you fuck you i hate it here #and i knOW my mom so theres no way out of this even though i cant do it again i cant #everything lately is eating me up inside and she knows it and i know it but ... but

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totopopopo · 2 years

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I’m having complicated emotions about the passage of time. Well, Goodnight!

#it’s almost the 1 year anniversary of Ulysses’ death. that’s gonna be really hard. also almost the 4 year anniversary of the day I got my #second tattoo which was also the day I heard from [] after months of not being able to talk to him so that’s interesting bc. I haven’t heard #from him directly in almost 3 years (!) and THAT’S weird as fuck. and sad. I have so much to tell him. and I miss him and I’m sad abt.#how unbelievably long it’s been.#BUT I’m also. excited bc In a little over a month Nona is coming out and. I’m sooo excited to read it I am planning on literally taking off #work (for only a day though I was joking earlier when I said the whole week)#and also I’m equally excited and terrified to move into my apartment. MY apartment. woahgh #so yeah some. really good and really bad things #I’m mourning the loss of the living and the dead and I’m looking forward to reading a book #ANYWAYS. goodnight for REAL.

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yutadori · 2 years

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it's been about a year since i last saw my ex friend, who i had known for EIGHT years... and it's still so crazy to me that our friendship is over. i Really truly believed we were going to be friends for much much longer, and i wonder if she thought the same as i did or was i just really naive

ive also done a Lot of reflecting on our friendship over the past year...... the last time we saw each other she did something awful that i couldnt keep quiet about and i sort of sifted through the memories of the past years to see if she had done anything that was similar to that and it was seriously so astonishing to remember instances where she was very blatantly rude to me, but i Never bothered to confront her about it, or i simply justified / rationalized her behavior until it just made sense to me. i completely stripped away any negativity or awfulness from her actions because i was a. scared to confront her and i didnt want to believe that she had any ill intent towards me. i didnt want to / couldnt handle believing the possibility that a friend would say something to hurt me. and even worse, i was afraid to face the possibility that if i were to bring this problem up to her, she would simply not care

and it sucks because that's what happened when i decided to talk about how she made me v uncomfortable on the last day that i saw her... we had a phone call about it and she was mostly dismissive and it was clear that she didnt care about my feelings, it was all about her pride and ego 😐 and this was the first time id ever brought up an issue to her in our eight years of friendship, so it makes me wonder what would have happened if i just kept that to myself like i did with every problem before it. would we have gone into 10? 12? years of friendship before things ended because she refused to acknowledge how she negatively impacted my feelings with her words / actions??

so while it sucks that i lost a friend of... almost a whole Decade, i guess im glad that it happened when it did, rather than happening five years later or something 0: and im glad that instead of ignoring the problem like ive done in the past, i decided to talk to her about it... even if it ended like This, it was truly for the best and i think it's. good that i saw my feelings as important enough to not be ignored 😵‍💫

#its insane that its been a YEAR since i last saw her....#some time after i saw her mom in the parking lot of a market near my house and i was just like holy shit #she saw me but i hadnt seen her since pre covid so she didnt recognize me because of how different my hair is #but i do wonder how our convo would have gone if she did recognize me #but yeah... its just sooo weird whenever i think about it #im just so ?!?!? that i justified so many of her actions that hurt me . i always found a reason to excuse or explain her behavior #its a bit sad looking back at those moments now because its like... oh #i didnt value myself / my feelings enough where i decided it was okay to speak up #i felt like in speaking up / i / would be the one messing things up #by disturbing the peace in our friendship #which . if the friendship is solid + if the other person cares about me #then that wouldnt be the case #if the other person truly cares about you then they wouldnt feel so defensive or dismissive if you bring up a problem #i cant believe i supressed so much of my hurt ! of my feelings !#like holy crap #i think thats one of the most surprising aspects of this all #i thought that i was somewhat okay at spotting unfairness and speaking up for myself #but i let that all go on for so long...#looking back at it is just . so crazy . so so crazy #its so interesting how much my perspective has changed now that ive stepped out of the friendship and that im no longer emotionally attache #to it like.... whoa...#sun texts #also talking to my friends about it was so ?!?!#there was a moment post our phone call where i was like wait a minute . AM i overreacting????#and my friends were all like . no you literally are not . wtf #and i know my friends would tell me the truth even if it wasnt in my favor #so it was . very nice to be able to talk about it and to not keep my feelings to myself #im feeling too chatty and rambly right now i had way too much caffiene 😐

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astrxealis · 1 year

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hi. more rambles. shhjebghebsjgh ^_______^

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#⋯ ꒰ა gbf ໒꒱ *·˚#HAHA... oh man #okay i see what the captain is doing here!! man........... 'there is another helmsman' that's. that's it. this makes me so ;;;;;#this reminds me of xiv w enw not that they are forgotten but smth happens there too ?? but then theres the whole of xiv w d forget thing #this sucks bcs the rest have forgotten. only djeeta remembers. this makes me sooo sad #i lov the white knight and alliah lots #being the only one who carries the memory hurts <- thats how i feel abt my emotions w this part of the story #OH MY GOD........#the implications of all this ghbjhdgeb #okay now this reminds me of royal a bit LMAO <- me looking for traces of other fave medias #oh ?? whats going to happen ?? what choice did danchou make #huh... how did that even happen #how the FUCK did that happen #oh. oh !!!!! oh. awhh this makes my heart full #oh this is great hell yeah !!! <33 i'll probably stop for now then

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misterradio · 2 years

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clown moment

#(changed my icon.)#original nonsense #personal #guys i have bad news i think this dvd case is lying to me. i dont think i can play the dvd rom games. SAD #feel like a kid who didnt get a prize from the cereal box except i am a whole adult.#im learning sooo much about file extensions poking thru this disc though <3 #hmm yeah there are only video files on here thas it........ WOMP WOMP #all i can do is look at the Games And Activites menu whistfully.

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deanwinchesterf · 9 months

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feeling quiiite overwhelmed and lost atm but at least im hitting PBs @ the gym

#i should probably see a therapist #im struggling a lot tbh #my body image is absolutely terrible #like i feel sooo unattractive and disgusting #like im trying to be okay with that #but idk i was a stereotypically attractive woman for most of my life #and now im just frumpy and sad #i just miss being pretty a lot #i had to film an introduction video for one of my school classes today #i put on a nice dress shirt and hoop earrings but still felt like crying when looking at it #idk im struggling a lot a lot a lot #sometimes i wish i could just shave off my body hair and grow my hair out and paint on a full face again #i wont because it goes against my morals.#but i miss that. feeling good about myself #looking in the mirror or at a photo or whatever and being pretty. yeah

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