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IM SO UPSET THIS PART WASNT IN THE ANIME??? What was the point of removing that?? why??? trigger keeps taking out parts that make them so found family....
#mari.txt#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#dunmeshi#Besides this im REALLY looking forward to the next episodes... you anime-only fans are in for a wild ride 😈😈#GUHHHH NOOO IM ACTUALLY REALLY DISTRAUGHT THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVE MOMENTS😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#studio trigger is so perfect for the anime but pleeeeassee stop removing cute parts...#i know its small but things like this make the series charming.....#in the past i praised the anime for being so close to the manga but whyyyy did u have to remove this part!!!! AUAUUGHHHHH#MY HEART HURTS#chilchuck#chilchuck tims#chilchuck dunmeshi#dunmeshi chilchuck#he and izutsumi are my faves :>#literally same w the misc monster tales. that BETTER get something#those are the best they have some of my fave moments in the entire series
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Random thought, but I kinda want to see Cael break down or snap. Or just fumble with human emotions he has no control over.
Cael is very obviously non-human and extremely apathetic in nature. He is more likely to lament over a wasted piece of canvas over human life. It's what makes him so....unnerving. An eerie persona. Someone who you would never believe to have the capability of crying out in pain, yelling in anger, or let his tears fall.
It's why a part of me is so curious to see what sort of faces he could make. Unfortunately, it's difficult even for the MC to affect his mood. We rarely ever see him express jealousy during his POV Expedition storyline.
Which is also why his rare, small acts of self-desire and love for the MC move me. Like how'd he let her go back to Godheim after imprisoning her because he couldn't bear to see her lose her vitality and glow.
I wish we also got a more in-depth showcase of his feelings during the MC's time at Godheim. She clearly had gone through many painful deaths over and over again and I REALLY would like to know what sort of pain he suffered in that seemingly cold heart of his, or if he suffered at all.
I just really, really want to see any semblance of uncontrollable human emotion. It doesn't even necessarily have to be negative emotions, I'd also like to know if he'd unconsciously make a sincere smile if there comes a day the MC expresses her love for him, or if he'd cry tears of joy and sob like a proud father if he ever got the chance to raise a child of his own.
I'd also like to see a decent confession/realization scene. Cael doesn't quite understand his feelings towards the MC. For him, he has currently identified it as an uncontrollable desire to care for her and left it at that. It'd be genuinely liberating to see him agonize over himself when he realizes that his feelings towards the MC are in fact, pure and genuine love. And that there's no escaping it (I doubt we're getting that though).
I might sound cruel, but I honestly want to see what he's like when he's desperate the most. Would he cry in shock and despair, or would he just silently stay still and rational?
So dear writers, I beg of you to help me fulfill this selfish desire of mine. I'll do it myself if I get the chance though.
If you read to the end of my ramble, congratulations and thank you! I really needed to get this off my chest.
#lovebrush chronicles#for all time#should i get Cael's Eden SSR?#can veterans tell me if its worth it pls?#this man's a menace to my sanity#he's also literally the best part of Lars' route lmfao#rereading his POV really hurt my heart#WHY IS IT ALWAYS THE LONG HAIRED ONES HUH?!?!#😭
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIHYUN 🥳
— NOVEMBER 22ND, 1993 🧡
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#mx7net#monstaxedits#kiwitracks#usersrin#ayatracks#mx#monsta x#kihyun#yoo kihyun#!melstuff#!bday#flashing tw#happy bday to one of THE most talented ppl i know of#and one of the sweetest kindest funniest ppl as well <3#i love him so so sooooo much and i hope he has the best bday ever <333#can't stop looking at the last gif bc his smile makes me smile so much it hurts 😭
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Zack is so fun as a character bc when it comes to his relationships, whether the nature is romantic or platonic it still works. The chemistry is so fire, the feelings of love and care are sincere. Zack loves the people in his life, the people loves him back. Whether they're similar to him in personality or complete opposites — it still hits off. Zack and Aerith? The OG, first love forreal. Zack and Cloud? The loyalty, the dedication. Zack and Cissnei? Genuine appreciation and trust. Zack and Sephiroth? Treated each other like actual people. Zack and Tseng? The extra mile, the exception. You genuinely can't lose when it comes to shipping with this guy
#Except for the fact that he's dead. And left the living ones with indescribable amount of guilt and mourning.#Anyways!#Zack Fair#Take a guess who has been diving deep into ship tags w Zack! That's right me!!#So fascinating that his relationship w Tseng is so complicated#Zack is one of the few real friends Tseng cares abt outside the turks#And Tseng simultaneously screwed him over and later on tried to unscrew that screw up#And tbh Zack is arguably the only one who treated Sephiroth like. A normal person 💀#Genesis and Angeal did NOT treat Sephiroth that well even if they cared abt him (*doubting Genesis here*)#And like it's similar to Aerith too. Zack treats her as a person and reassures her it's okay to be weird or different#Zakkura doomed yaoi#And then Cissnei... Like she was pretty warm to him in their early interactions#But it actually took her quite some time to ACTUALLY actually trust him yanno?#And despite no longer having any sort of official obligation towards one another#Zack tries to avoid hurting Cissnei and Cissnei defies orders to help him#Zack's best skill isn't combat it's his ability to befriend others 😭 like if you've played the OG ff7#You'd be boggled seeing CC 😭 lile bro wdym you're close friends with Sephiroth and Tseng?? Zack Fair the man you are
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My whole experience with Nimona as a movie was like:
#nimona#nimona film#nimona movie#NO BUT💀💀💀💀#I RELATE TO NIMONA'S CHARACTERS ON SO MANY LEVELS (especially Ambrosius)#I FEEL LIKE NIMONA WITH HER HEARTBREAKING “I WANNA LET 'EM” LINE#I FEEL LIKE BALLISTER WHO HAS TO CONFORM TO BE ACCEPTED#I FEEL LIKE AMBROSIUS WHO HAS TO UPHOLD THESE HIGH EXPECTATIONS AS A GOLDEN CHILD#I FEEL LIKE DIEGO (i think Ballister is hot)#AND DUDE AHHHHH NAHHHHHHH😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#MY EX REMINDS ME OF BALLISTER SO MUCH#IT DOESN'T HELP THAT I RELATE TO AMBROSIUS#I CAN'T GET OVER HER EVEN THOUGH I WAS THE ONE WHO HURT HER IN THE FIRST PLACE#IDK MAN😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#my dad???? i think my dad would relate to Bal too#he wasnt accepted at a job once bc his nationality is stereotyped as being lazy and barbaric#even tho hes a professional#now hes the best at his work but yeah#he had to work hard for it meanwhile his white colleagues could just exist and get a job for it#so yeah#nimona hits HARD#right in my feelings#what a great movie
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Spent a day sketching Matt ♥️
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#it was SO much fun u guys#i had so much fun#im usually a lot slower so it rly flowed#daredevil#matt murdock#my art#not that he has a perfect pokerface (he chips easily)#and his eyes are SO expressive - meaning the subglasses is a total necessity for emotional facade purposes also#but he tries his best to stay composed in civilian form#pictured one clenched jaw fake polite smile and simmering w anger on there ahaha#he has so much anger..#and the worst copingmechanisms#isolation and pushing everyone away (before he can be abandoned and hurt again- or worse get them hurt)#ugh. him ♥️😭#biggest shiny bambi eyes hidden behind the sunglasses👏😔#cw: blood#tw: blood#unhinged feral vigilante lawyer man i love him
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Got tagged by besties @night-triumphantt and @sysba who I’ll be sending my therapy bill to for making me take this quiz for blorbos but maybe it’s also partly my fault bc I can’t resist taking quizzes esp if they’re about ocs
Tagging @lawrencebarkley @sosolenoo @heaventides
What kind of love are you?
valen - love that heals
your love is healing. it burns you with every bit of your soul, but you choose to heal, nevertheless. you are so, so so strong and i hope you know that. i send you peace. i send you calm. i hope things will become better for you in time, just as you have made others better in time as well.
gideon, yazan, hyacinth - love that lasts
love unconditional, love unfailing. you love no matter what happens because you believe in the best – of you, and them. it will hurt and it will fail you, but this love tastes so sweet – you can never believe that it bitters sometimes. the way you choose to love unconditionally is incredible.
karima - love that protects
you love so fiercely, with every fibre of your being. maybe you were wounded by love in the past ; such that you choose to love and love and love so wonderfully that the next person who comes into your life never doubts that they are loved by you.
shaheen - love that strengthens
you make sure that people know that they are loved, and you give them strength when they need it the most. this is an ability that is rare; the love that you hold speaks wonders of yourself. i hope you're doing alright. isn't it exhausting always being the bigger person?
angie - love that calms
this is sweet. i hope you know that you make others feel at ease around you. you're a gem, a blessing, a treasure – and you should know it. it's comfortable loving you. it's a privilege to be around you and to be let into your world.
Also I just wanna point these out because- I was so attacked, triggered even, hurt also
how dare you put these very specific quotes in a quiz a I was meant to take for yazan and gideon
#love that heals STOP#and why is it the saddest 😭😭😭#i mean for him I know why 😭💀#and it makes so much sense it hurts#i don’t wanna talk about it. valen + his take on love and the healing is something I can never talk about#I’m simply not strong enough for this it’ll make me cry#but also silas getting the same 💀💀💀 FHSKAKDJ I’m sorry it’s funny but it shouldn’t be#that’s why they’re 🤝 fjdkskdjfh#the worst thing that happened to yazan is losing his bestie for a couple of years and you can tell fkskdkfjw#not all the emo boys getting love that lasts fjdkskfj#men that are in love with their best friends what’s going on with u lmaooo#karima’s accuracy offends me#shaheen is also spot on and Angie is so wholesome it’s 🥹 I love that#i love how all the blorbos literally have the same ones and then daemon and karima kinda complement each other aaghhhhoiuubu#ross where is galael?? my girlboy I’m never destined to see them in any of these :(#i wanna know whic type of love they are and all that fjdkskdj#tag game#uquiz#my ocs#oc: valen isilien#oc: yazan hadidi#oc: karima#oc: Angie#oc: gideon turbereth#oc: hyacinth urrun
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this video makes me want to sob and throw up and scream and cry and collapse onto the floor
#actually like sobbing through it this is going to kill me genuinely#god ive not cried these kind of tears in a while LOL#i cry a lot but not whete it makes my chest hurt like this#everyone should watch Get Back. best docu ever made actually :)#but no theres smth about getting a beatles song in the year 2023#like its not smth i ever imagined but now that it exists its like wow. its truly over. its a fucking solid conclusion and it hurts so badly#im going to rip up my pillow the emotional pain this is bringing me is actually heart wrenching#my one brother one time was like the Beatles are so mid and overrated and i wanted to leap up and strangle him across the table#THEYRE LIFE CHANGING OKAY 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#idk its just so much my childhood :/#and this song is ripping my heart out </3#and hearing them talk about this being the last beatles track ever. like yeah i KNOW but god fuck ouch#the way they talk about george and john im going to bang my head into a wall#mayne i shoulf rewatch get back and have a mental breakdown#i told my friend about that docu when it came out and hes like wow that sounds incredibly boring#how dare you how fucking dare you. 8 hours of content????? fucking...great#but no seriously to listen to this song released now and it sounds exactly like their original work. im gonna throw up i feel so ill#never recovering from this actually 😊#catie.rambling.txt#Youtube
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Hey, so here’s a thought.
In the end of DD S2, Karen told Frank he’s dead to her if he kills Schoonover, and then he did, and they didn’t talk until he came to her looking for help with Micro. Because she doesn’t like him killing people, even if they’re bad guys.
In her apartment, she agrees to help him after he nods that his “business” is finished. He gets a hug, and Karen is ready to be friends again.
At the river, she gives him info about Micro against her better judgement, because she doesn’t want to get the guy killed, but at least Frank promises that Micro has nothing to fear from him if he’s not dirty and not dangerous.
When they meet by the bridge again, Karen might be suspecting his involvement in Wolf’s death, but at least he tells her how he saved Madani and — when she specifically asks — he soothes her concerns, tells her Micro is alive.
When she gets all emotional is when she realises Frank is preparing for war again, he is going to kill again. It kind of mirrors the moment at Schoonover’s cabin — Karen knows what he’s gonna do and asks him not to. But this time, Frank asks what the alternative is, tries to explain his rationale, his fears, how this shit needs to be stopped in general, and the bad guys need to be punished, and he needs to be 100% sure this shit never spreads to Karen.
So what if that smooch and the ‘Please’ is not only about Karen not touching anything Kandahar-related, but — not turning her back on him when the killing starts again?
#and she doesn't#she doesn't turn her back on him#it Hurts and she Disagrees#but she's not gonna shut him out like that again#I think this might be one of those Moments#that lead Karen to accepting Frank the way he is#'Please' stay safe + 'Please' let me do what I do best#all rolled in one#Frank wields his 'Please' like a weapon#from the very beginning#😭#kastle#beng's shiny meta
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I didnt know the tags woulr be so much i shouldve just wrote a long vent 😭😭😭 rip
#lol. there are still times where my brain goes omg what if you’re really a narc#and then i go out of my way to make sure my friends are as comfortable as possible and thati meet all their needs and i apologize every few#minutes for something silly or for maybe hurting them unintentionally and then i remember of#every fallout w people in my life where i was always taking responsibility for my actions n for my role to what led to the fallouts no#matter how toxic the person was and i remember all the times i geniunely apologized to my siblings for my mistakes (without them pointing#out i did smth wrong) and i remember all the tomes someone told me i hurt them and i owned up to it and apologized and then i go#oh ywa. maybe not ?#bonus: all the times i helped someone out in secret to bring some ease in their life without ever telling them or bragging eith it or#using it against them or reminding them that i did x y z for them#and then all the times where my guilt ate me up at nights and i cried and the times where i brought out the best of people because my love#is Nuturing. yea#AND I GUESS THE FACT THAT MY EX BEST FRIEND TOLD ME IM A NARC AND I STRAIGHT UP WENT OMG YEA! PROBABLY! BECAUSE I WOULDVE BELIEVED HER#ANYTHING 😭😭😭😭 BECAUSE INWAS SO SURE SHE KNEW ME BETTER THAN I KNEW MYSELF! 😭😭😭#BECAUSE I HAD LOST MYSELF COMPLETELY IN THE FRIENDSHIP 😭😭😭😭 NOT VERY NARC OF ME 😭😭😭😭😭😭#but yea. i guess abandonment issues apathy and lack of communication skills (which leads to passive aggressivness) will make you look like a#narc i get where she came from! but still. if i ever see someone diagnose other people i will simply tell them to shut up#especially based on sentences taken out of context. not very sexy#and also very stupid.#rationally seen i shouldve kicked out the thought that im probably not one when my therapist told me theres no chance i am but. when you get#treated like a freaking mondter from the people you’ve trusted deeply. it does something to you >.>#also when my therapist said that she has No rights to make Any diagnosis or statements about other people because whatever i tell her its#going to tell her more about me than them. i shouldve just dtopped believing it honestly. like freaking sideeye to those therapists thst#told my ex friends im a narc. and a big fat kiss to my therapist for being such a beautiful empathstic underztanding patient beautiful and#kind person#alhamdulillah ^-^#kicked out the thought thst i am one *#and also a big fat sorry for being hsving no empathy. my communication skills are getting brtter and im working on my abandonment issues#(sfter being abandoned by my closest friends and family hello this is so sexy of me) and im soooo much more st peace w myself n i like and#care aboyt myself ^-^ even just writing a list of positive things ahout me is smth i wouldve never done two years ago#(also my family took me back alhamdulillah eheh)
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Having to let people help me is gonna be my villain origin story
#asking for help with things I cant do is one thing like I may be a little stubborn but im tryin to be good about that#but letting people do things for me that i could do for myself just to give them peace of mind is gonna kill me#like!!!!#i know my coworker is concerned when i try to put a 30lb rotor in the centrifuge#but i always do it one handed thats the best way to grab it 😭#i promise i can do this without using my injured shoulder 😭#i snuck by her to go take it out on my own tho lol#anyway my shoulder is still hurt.
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feeling nostalgic for the small sparks of happiness during my otherwise depression-heavy and bullying-laden and self hating teen years tonight aughh
#kinda wishing i could go back in time and try to prevent it all from becoming such a blur from mental illness#wanna fully experience 2007-2011 without all the trauma and The Forgetting 😭#also maybe more fully experience my first genuine friendships between 2011-2017 without the looming mental illness#and the accompanying fragility and volatility. like damn if it wasn't for all of my shortcomings and my weirdness#i would probably still be friends with more people from that time...#but i drove most of them away by being horribly mentally ill and self depreciating and being a total ass to them because of it#no one taught me better at the time and i was a frightened and hurting animal#still feel horrible for being so hurtful to people who loved me in the process but it is what it is i cannot change the past#i know they TRIED their best to make me feel better and help me grow and be a better person but i was not Receiving it in my brain#mental illness took so much from me orz
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If look back is getting a movie fr, I swear I’m gonna start bawling rn
#even if you don’t like csm or refuse to give it a go (fujimoto’s one shots are always top tier)#then I’d HIGHLY recommend them for a lot of reasons because oh my god#they’re usually slice of life and even a little wacky but have so much love and emotion put into them#look back made me cry so hard uhhhh#a one shot about two girls becoming best friends over their shared love of drawing#it’s so sweet yet extremely painful#the ending hurts so bad uhhh#fujimoto was cooking#sm artists could relate to both girls especially the MC#being the ‘art kid’ at school and all lmfao#and the struggle with being labeled as that and so much more#if this is getting a short film then please I need a goodbye eri movie as well 😭😭😭!!!#that shit hurt EQUALLY#fujimoto loves to hurt his audience…….#rambling#the layered themes of acceptance growth and understanding….#he’s so good with writing these
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crowley is an artist
he paints, he crafts, he makes
SHE LOVES TO MAKE
BECAUSE OF COURSE, THEY LOVE TO MAKE STUFF
he loves to paint constellations, to map it, out all from memory, he loves how painting keeps him busy (adhd crowley my beloved<3 )
he maps it out from memory and he paints it with the right color, bc, as beautiful the pictures NASA hsd taken
oh my gosh 🥺🥺🥺 honey I LOVE THIS SO MUCH I CAN'T EVEN EXPRESS THE EXACT AMOUNT, JUST. SO MUCH LOVE OKAY 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
Crowley painting his stars from memory omg 😭 like tell me you want me dead without telling me you want me dead 😭
nononono this is, this is beautiful, this is SO PURE, this is!!!!!!!!! so fucking wholesome!!! after all, we know Crowley has a very vivid imagination, and what better use to put that to, other than creating things! creation is pretty much ingrained into him, it's what he's been doing since the beginning 💕💕💕
imagine him getting into all sorts of crafts! painting! sculpting! whittling! gosh, even knitting! all the projects strewn around his apartment, some barely started, some he'll never finish, others he just couldn't put down until they were done!!
imagine how he must have learned in the first place
imagine Crowley in 2500 BC asking little Jemima to teach him how to make a pot
FJDGDJDKKS excuse me while I go cry for a minute
#stucky just stucky#personal#CREATIVE CROWLEY MAKES MY HEART HAPPY OKAY#AND CROWLEY INTERACTING WITH PEOPLE ACROSS HISTORY MAKES MY HEART HURT IN THE BEST WAY#all the people who must have adored him and he never even knew 😭#the ones who called him a friend and remembered him fondly until their dying day 😭#do you think jemima or elspeth ever forgot about him??? fjshkahdksjdkdkls
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god damnit life is so close to fully ruining against me! For me but they will not WIN but like how can I possibly have so many negative memories associated with one band and still listen to them on purpose.
#.#there’s the Bad Ex of course and that concert we attended during which I was being deceived about their identity the entire time. was Cool#but I wanna see them live again to override that memory honestly#now tell me why the other night I worked coat check and spent much of my time there just stressing over this failed attempt#to do conflict resolution with like one of my best friends trying like hell to be strong in having any sense of self preservation#literally just trying to have. normal clearly communicated boundaries followed#and not far into this convo it’s made pretty clear that we are like not on the same page at all and she is just. not aknowledging#the fact that she hurt me and why#and then the dj starts spinning black me out as we’re closing up 😭#which me and this friend had done in karaoke like probably multiple times auuuughhhh pain#genuinely wonder if we met like a few years sooner could I have saved her. could she have saved me. could she get what she wanted without#this shit#idk#I am incapable of not idolizing people even when they give me every reason not to apparently#but it’s not even about idolizing or saving or anything I just admired her so much and I care about her so much and I feel so stupid now#can’t fucking pick up on the same between the lines unspoken shit that everybody else can apparently
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