#TIME WONT FLY ITS LIKE IM PARALYZED BY IT
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no bc in my head, all too well by taylor swift started playing
#the dragon prince#rayllum#tdp season 4#tdp s4 spoilers#TIME WONT FLY ITS LIKE IM PARALYZED BY IT#LIKE TO BE MY OLD SELF AGAIN & STILL TRYNA FINDNIT#AFTER PLAID SHIRT (RED SCARF) DAYS AND NIGHTS WHERE U MADE ME UR OWN
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Time Wont Fly (Its Like Im Paralyzed By It)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/50585632
by robindad
Tony Stark thought he knew everything about Peter Parker. He thought he knew all his favorite movies, songs, and how he liked his sandwiches cut. However, he didn’t know everything. Some things the kid was good at hiding from him.
OR
Skip Westcott shows up one night on patrol and Tony learns a piece of Peter’s past.
Words: 5105, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Iron Man (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: Rape/Non-Con
Categories: Gen
Characters: Peter Parker, Tony Stark, Skip Westcott, Original Male Character(s), (minor) - Character, Pepper Potts
Relationships: Peter Parker & Tony Stark, Happy Hogan & Peter Parker
Additional Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Hurt Peter Parker, Peter Parker Angst, Peter Parker Whump, Peter Parker Has Panic Attacks, Peter Parker has PTSD, Tony Stark Acting as Peter Parker's Parental Figure, Protective Tony Stark, BAMF Tony Stark, Tony Stark Has A Heart, Skip Westcott Being a Jerk, Warning: Skip Westcott, BAMF Happy Hogan, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, Past Rape/Non-con, Attempted Rape/Non-Con, Sexual Assault, BAMF Pepper Potts, Protective Pepper Potts
read it on AO3 at https://archiveofourown.org/works/50585632
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TIME WONT FLY ITS LIKE IM PARALYZED BY IT?????? I'D LIKE TO BE OLD SELF AGAIN BUT IM STILL TRYNA FIND IT!!!!!
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TIME WONT FLY BY 
ITS LIKE IM PARALYZED BY IT
I’D LIKE TO BE MY OLD SELF AGAIN
BUT IM STILL TRYING TO FIND IT
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I don't know if i'd consider myself a swifty but one song that does make me think of them is the 10 minute version of "all too well" i do listen to a lot of taytay tho, i was listening to her since she was country love me some paper rings and im only me when im with you don't get me started on stay stay stay
But All too well. im going to get into it
"Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place
And I can picture it after all these days"
The days they spend at UA together when he's sitting in the jailcell thinking about Bakugo and all his friends
"And I know it's long gone and that magic's not here no more
And I might be okay but I'm not fine at all"
After everything's been said and done the war is over and everyone's recovered Bakugo is the one reaching out to Aoyama who probably did a little jail time for his crime he's gotten out and he's able to be with everyone again
"You told me 'bout your past thinking your future was me"
Aoyama remembering his time with Bakugo AGAIN
"And I know it's long gone and there was nothing else I could do
And I forget about you long enough to forget why I needed to"
Aoyama trying to apologize for "wasting" Bakugo's time knowing full well they couldn't be what either of them want them to be and he still doesn't believe it after all this time even though they are in a time of peace
"'Cause there we are again in the middle of the night
We're dancing 'round the kitchen in the refrigerator light
Down the stairs, I was there I remember it all too well, yeah"
i have to kinda think a little bit but maybe them reconnecting living together and remembering dorm life actually being in the relationship they wanted to be in
"And maybe we got lost in translation Maybe I asked for too much But maybe this thing was a masterpiece 'til you tore it all up"
Bakugo having an argument with Aoyama about how he loved and still loves him even though he hurt him in such a way with what he did but he can't bring himself to be completely angry cause it isn't his fault he was put into that kind of position
"And you call me up again just to break me like a promise
So casually cruel in the name of being honest"
Bakugo's perspective of Aoyama telling everyone what he did
"I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here 'Cause I remember it all, all, all Too well"
Me lol but really so them.
"Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it I'd like to be my old self again But I'm still trying to find it After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone "
Aoyama wanting the old days back AGAIn but this time he is alone living by himself after he got out of jail he doesn't tell anyone he doesn't contact anyone he just is alone and in all honestly probably not living in a house and if he is it's a small apartment
"But you keep my old scarf from that very first week
'Cause it reminds you of innocence And it smells like me
You can't get rid of it 'Cause you remember it all too well, yeah"
Bakugo keeping Aoyama's cape and sleeping with it he probably will tell him about it when they reconnect and refuse to give it to him until he's retaken a hero's whatever if the government will allow him to be a hero again
"And you were tossing me the car keys, "Fuck the patriarchy"
Key chain on the ground, we were always skipping town"
Bakugo recalling all the stuff they got into as 1-years cause im gonna add in little things you know stuff kids do they shouldn't be doing "I wont say anything if you wont" doesn't have to be sexual but you know
"And I was thinking on the drive down, any time now
He's gonna say it's love, you never called it what it was"
THIS ONE IS SO THEM LOVE IS STRONG WORD WE JUST SAY ITS A STRONG WORD
"Check the pulse and come back swearing it's the same After three months in the grave And then you wondered where it went to as I reached for you But all I felt was shame and you held my lifeless frame"
Bakugo spilling his feeling about everything and about how he practically died in the war and never thought he'd see Aoyama again he didn't even try to contact him when he got out of jail and it really hurt his feelings Bakugo is balling his tears possibly on the floor for this man
"And I know it's long gone and There was nothing else I could do
And I forget about you long enough To forget why I needed to"
Aoyama saying how the feelings they had are probably gone because Bakugo coudln't possibly love him anymore after everything they've been through why in the world would he even want to hold on to something like this?
"And there we are again when nobody had to know
You kept me like a secret, but I kept you like an oath Sacred prayer and we'd swear To remember it all too well, yeah"
Bakugo staying strong until the day he gets to live the life he wanted with Aoyama cause he is not giving up on Aoyama that isn't winning, winning is happy ever after so he made sure he got through whatever rehabilitation he needs cause ya boy probably got heart problems after what happen to him
"They say all's well that ends well, but I'm in a new Hell
Every time you double-cross my mind"
Could be either of them thinking of eachother but i can see it more Bakugo
"You said if we had been closer in age maybe it would have been fine And that made me want to die"
Aoyama thinking maybe if he was born with a quirk or if Bakugo was quirkless and his friend in the school he went to maybe that would have made things better but Quirkless Bakugo gets in the way of Bakugo's dream and being Quirkless would make Bakugo want to die
"The idea you had of me, who was she? A never-needy, ever-lovely jewel whose shine reflects on you"
The person Bakugo saw as Aoyama but he was putting on a front
"Not weeping in a party bathroom Some actress asking me what happened, you That's what happened, you"
What happened to Aoyama? why is he so sad? Bakugo he is upset with himself because of how he hurt Bakugo
"But then he watched me watch the front door all night, willing you to come And he said, "It's supposed to be fun turning twenty-one" "
Bakugo waiting to hear anything about Aoyama's return and Deku or Kirishima saying something like that when they are older cause Aoyama is potential gonna do time for im being generous 5 years im sorry but bro could have had many people taken out and more then hurt by what he did
"Just between us, did the love affair maim you, too?"
Bakugo asking Aoyama if what he did, did it hurt him too? did it hurt him to live hurting Bakugo hurting them both?
omg that's so cool, I love that your songs are very niche!! love that we're getting into all too well today, I love this song with my whole heart
can't imagine Aoyama in jail but I hope he does his time too!!
I don't think we need to connect every verse but it's so magic how a lot of it suits them, like the "maybe this thing was a masterpiece etc" verse is so painful, because they could have had the best relationship but it was broken apart so suddenly :(
Imagine Aoyama calling Bakugo after he left, he doesn't say anything but you can hear both of their breathing, they both cry over the phone, Aoyama hangs up without saying a word
"Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me" OKAY BUT WHAT IF BAKUGO KEEPS A BOTTLE OF AOYAMAS FAVORITE PERFUME, SOMETIMES HE SPRAYS IT IN HIS ROOM JUST TO FEEL LIKE HE'S THERE AGAIN
THE WAY THEY BOTH NEVER CALLED IT WHAT IT WASKJFDKJDFK a big step for them would be saying I love you in the future and it's justsdihdfjodfj
"You kept me like a secret, but I kept you like an oath" THIS ONEKJDFJKDFKJ it's so particular, cause I imagine Bakugo never really telling anybody about it (besides Kiri who already knows), nobody really understands why he's so devasted when Aoyama left, but he kept what they had with him, securing it till the day they could be together again
"Just between us, did the love affair maim you, too?"
AND IT DID, THEY BOTH NEVER LOVED ANYBODY AGAIN LIKE THEY LOVED EACH OTHER IM GONNA GO INSANE
i loved your analysis of the song, this makes me feel so feral, I love connecting lyrics to my ships
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sorry for being cringe on main but i was thinking on the drive down any time now hes gonna say its love YOU NEVER CALLED IT WHAT IT WAS!!! till we were dead and gone and buried (check the pulse and come back swearing its the same AFTER THREE MONTHS IN THE GRAVE!) and then you wondered where it went to when i reached for you but all i felt was shame and you held my lifeless frame AND I KNOW ITS LONG GONE! AND THERE WAS NOTHING ELSE I COULD DO! and i forget about you long enough to forget why i needed to cuz there we are again in the middle of the night dancing around the kitchen in the refrigerator light down the stairs i was there remember it all too well and there we are again when NOBODY HAD TO KNOW! YOU KEPT ME LIKE A SECRET BUT I KEPT YOU LIKE AN OATH! SACRED PRAYER AND WE'D SWEAR TO REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WELL! well maybe we got lost in translation MAYBE I ASKED FOR TOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but maybe this thing was a masterpiece until you tore it all up running scared i was there i remember it all too well AND YOU CALL ME UP AGAIN JUST TO BREAK ME LIKE A PROMISE!!!! SO CASUALLY CRUEL IN THE NAME OF BEING HONEST im a crumpled up piece of paper lying there because i remember it all they say alls well that ends well BUT IM IN A NEW HELL EVERYTIME!!! YOU DOUBLE CROSS MY MIND!!! YOU SAY IF WE HAD BEEN CLOSER IN AGE MAYBE IT WOULD HAVE BEEN FINE!!! and that made me want to die!!! the idea you had of me, who was she? a never needy ever-loving jewel, whos shine reflects on you? not weeping in a bathroom some actress asking me what happened (YOU! thats what happened, YOU) you who charmed my dad with self effacing jokes but then he wathced me watch the front door all night willing you to come and he said its supposed to be fun turning 21. time wont fly its like im paralyzed by it id like to be my old self again but im still trying to find it. and i was never good at telling jokes but the punchline goes ILL GET OLDER BUT YOUR LOVERS STAY MY AGE! FROM WHEN YOUR BROOKLYN BROKE MY SKIN AND BONES IM A SOLDIER WHOS RETURNING HALF!! HER!!! WEIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND DID THE TWIN FLAME BRUISE PAINT YOU BLUE!???!!! JUST BETWEEN US DID THE LOVE AFFAIR MAIM YOU TOO???!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just between us did the love affair maim you too? just between us, do you remember it all too well?
#double sorry for NOT JUSTa lyric post but a t*yl*r sw*ft lyric post....#also there a few lines in this song i really hate. 'and i might be okay but im not fine at all' <- i know what shes getting at but like....#and the crumpled of piece of paper thing. i understand the metaphor its just. i cant its so silly why did u choose that lmao#i do like the like. general theme of the song tho <- but that is a LONG POST to be made NEVER
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literally she hasnt written a better song than all too well
#star song#YOU CALL ME UP AGAIN JUST TO BREAK ME LIKE A PROMISE SO CASUALLY CRUEL IN THE NAME OF BEING HONEST#ETC ETC#TIME WONT FLY ITS LIKE IM PARALYZED BY IT#ID LIKE TO BE MY OLD SELF AGAIN BUT IM STILL TRYNA FIND IT
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rip mr. nicholas grimalldi
it was an honor to have amelia and oliver breathe in the same room as him 😔 emi was in the womb but she still got to meet him technically 😔 i will not write a whole eulogy i swear
ill miss him a lot but i’ll be fine. nonetheless, im going on a mourning period aka im not posting story posts for most of this week. IN MEMORIAM of nicholas 😔
#nick edit? nick edit. first and last part dlkfjdkslf#i wrote this on sunday at 2 am. i also did this edit at 2 am. i was clearly NOT having a good time#u guys. i have no words. i cry over a sim. KLSDJFKLDSFJLKSDFJ im crying over a sim as im wrting this. who am i#like seriously!? OVER A SIM?! IOCANTTTTTTTTTTTTT#the talentry of writing such a character !!!!! legendary ms. grimalldi ofc !!!#time wont fly by its like im...paralyzed by it. id like to BY MY OLD SELF AGAIN BUT IMSTILL TRYING TO FIND IT !!!#IVE FOUND TIME CAN HEAL MOST ANYTHING...............#siri play if this were a movie . LAST NIGHT I HEARD MY OWN HEART BEATING SOUNDED LIKE FOOTSTEPS ON MY STEPS.#six moNTHS GONE AND IM STILL REACHING EVEN THOUGH I KNOW YOURE NOT HTERE. I WAS PLAYING BACK A THOUSAND MEMORIES BABEY#thinKING ABOUT EVEYRTHIGN WEVE BEEN TRHOUGH. MAYBE IVE BEEN GOING BACK TOO MUCH LATELY#WHEN TIME STOOD STILL. AND I HAD YOU#COME BACK COME BACK COME BACK TGO MEEE LIKE YOU WOULD YOU WOULD IIF THIS WAS A MOVIE#...........................................but if this was a movie you'd be here by nOWWW#WHAT DIED DIDNT STAY DEAD WHAT DIED DIED STAY DEAD YOUR'E ALIVEE YOURE ALIVEE IN MY HEADDDDD#WHAT DIED DITN DTAY DEAD WAHT DIED DIDNT STAY DEAD YOURE ALIVE STILL ALIVE#if i dIDDNT KNOW BETTER ID THINK U WRE STILL AROUND....i know better but i still feel u all around...........i know betterr.....#but yOURE STILL AROUNDDDDDDDD#me in the caption: im fine! me in the tags: no im not#everyone be nice to alyssa#periodt#also ill be fine. in like 4 days maybe#no one wants to know my initial reaction when i was first told. i cried for like 30 mins#and now im back at square 0. feelin like when tris d worded in divergent rn#or when finnick d worded. bye#i swear ill be fine. I SWEAR!!! also maybe it wont be a week long. maybe on friday a lil actual story post since i have it done#or thursday? idk. dont ask me i am currently nick only thoughts head empty#ACTUALLY
one of my fav edits i just like how i did the lightning hehe
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currently listening to all too well
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MAYBE WE GOT LOST IN TRANSLATION MAYBE I ASKED FOR TOO MUCH MAYBE THIS THING WAS A MASTERPIECE TIL YOU TORE IT ALL UP
YOU CALL ME UP AGAIN JUST TO BREAK ME LIKE A PROMISE SO CASUALLY CRUEL IN THE NAME OF BEING HONEST
#TIME WONT FLY ITS LIKE IM PARALYZED BY IT ID LIKE TO BE MY OLD SEF AGAIN BUT IM STILL TRYNA FIND IT
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Cornelia Street & All Too Well are two of my top top top favorite Taylor Swift songs (I'm avoiding the actual act of ranking them 😬, but if I did they'd probably be the top two 🙈, but we arent doing that today). Is it a coincidence that they are similar in aesthetics? Maybe, maybe not
#i love that they are both built on reminiscing on the details#small details that seem insignificant but are so important to the relationship#i also love how the topic is completely opposite while holding those similarities#all too well is heartbreak while remembering the details#cornelia street is remembering the little details that lead to a lasting relationship#i also love how she sings 'thats the kind of heartbreak time could never mend'#in cornelia street#and 'time wont fly its like im paralyzed by it'#in all too well#LOVE#taylor swift
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MAYBE WE GOT LOST IN TRANSLATION MAYBE I ASKED FOR TOO MUCH BUT MAYBE THIS THING WAS A MASTERPIECE TIL YA TORE IT ALL UP RUNNING SCARED I WAS THERE I REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WEEEEEEEEELL AND YOU CALLED ME UP AGAIN JUST TO BREAK ME LIKE A PROMISE!!!! SO CASUALLY CRUEL IN THE NAME OF BEING HONEST!!! IM A CRUMPLED UP PIECE OF PAPER LYIN HERE CAUSE I REMEMBER IT AAAALL AAAALL AAALL too well...
#time wont fly its like im... paralyzed by it#id like to be my old self again!!!! but im still tryna find it!!!#AFTER PLAID SHIRT DAYS AND NIGHTS WHEN YOU MADE ME YOUR OWN#now you mail back my things and i... walk home aloen#but you keep my old scarf?? from that very first week!!!#cuz it reminds! you! of innocence!#AND IT SMELLS LIKE ME
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……it’s supposed to be fun turning 21 time wont fly its like im paralyzed by it i’d like to be my old self again but i’m still trying to find it……… it’s like i can feel time moving how can a person know everything at 18 and nothing at 22? and will you still want me when i’m nothing new?…….. “there’s this thing they say about celebrities, that they’re frozen at the age they got famous and that’s kinda what happened to me i had a lot of growing up to do at 29”…….. did you hear about the girl who got frozen? time went on for everybody else she won’t know it she’s still 23 inside her fantasy
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