sorry for being cringe on main but i was thinking on the drive down any time now hes gonna say its love YOU NEVER CALLED IT WHAT IT WAS!!! till we were dead and gone and buried (check the pulse and come back swearing its the same AFTER THREE MONTHS IN THE GRAVE!) and then you wondered where it went to when i reached for you but all i felt was shame and you held my lifeless frame AND I KNOW ITS LONG GONE! AND THERE WAS NOTHING ELSE I COULD DO! and i forget about you long enough to forget why i needed to cuz there we are again in the middle of the night dancing around the kitchen in the refrigerator light down the stairs i was there remember it all too well and there we are again when NOBODY HAD TO KNOW! YOU KEPT ME LIKE A SECRET BUT I KEPT YOU LIKE AN OATH! SACRED PRAYER AND WE'D SWEAR TO REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WELL! well maybe we got lost in translation MAYBE I ASKED FOR TOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but maybe this thing was a masterpiece until you tore it all up running scared i was there i remember it all too well AND YOU CALL ME UP AGAIN JUST TO BREAK ME LIKE A PROMISE!!!! SO CASUALLY CRUEL IN THE NAME OF BEING HONEST im a crumpled up piece of paper lying there because i remember it all they say alls well that ends well BUT IM IN A NEW HELL EVERYTIME!!! YOU DOUBLE CROSS MY MIND!!! YOU SAY IF WE HAD BEEN CLOSER IN AGE MAYBE IT WOULD HAVE BEEN FINE!!! and that made me want to die!!! the idea you had of me, who was she? a never needy ever-loving jewel, whos shine reflects on you? not weeping in a bathroom some actress asking me what happened (YOU! thats what happened, YOU) you who charmed my dad with self effacing jokes but then he wathced me watch the front door all night willing you to come and he said its supposed to be fun turning 21. time wont fly its like im paralyzed by it id like to be my old self again but im still trying to find it. and i was never good at telling jokes but the punchline goes ILL GET OLDER BUT YOUR LOVERS STAY MY AGE! FROM WHEN YOUR BROOKLYN BROKE MY SKIN AND BONES IM A SOLDIER WHOS RETURNING HALF!! HER!!! WEIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND DID THE TWIN FLAME BRUISE PAINT YOU BLUE!???!!! JUST BETWEEN US DID THE LOVE AFFAIR MAIM YOU TOO???!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just between us did the love affair maim you too? just between us, do you remember it all too well?

rip mr. nicholas grimalldi

it was an honor to have amelia and oliver breathe in the same room as him 😔 emi was in the womb but she still got to meet him technically 😔 i will not write a whole eulogy i swear

ill miss him a lot but i’ll be fine. nonetheless, im going on a mourning period aka im not posting story posts for most of this week. IN MEMORIAM of nicholas 😔

MAYBE WE GOT LOST IN TRANSLATION MAYBE I ASKED FOR TOO MUCH MAYBE THIS THING WAS A MASTERPIECE TIL YOU TORE IT ALL UP

YOU CALL ME UP AGAIN JUST TO BREAK ME LIKE A PROMISE SO CASUALLY CRUEL IN THE NAME OF BEING HONEST

literally she hasnt written a better song than all too well

MAYBE WE GOT LOST IN TRANSLATION MAYBE I ASKED FOR TOO MUCH BUT MAYBE THIS THING WAS A MASTERPIECE TIL YA TORE IT ALL UP RUNNING SCARED I WAS THERE I REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WEEEEEEEEELL AND YOU CALLED ME UP AGAIN JUST TO BREAK ME LIKE A PROMISE!!!! SO CASUALLY CRUEL IN THE NAME OF BEING HONEST!!! IM A CRUMPLED UP PIECE OF PAPER LYIN HERE CAUSE I REMEMBER IT AAAALL AAAALL AAALL too well...

I WALKED THROUGH THE DOOR WITH YOU THE AIR WAS COLD BUT SOMETHING BOUT IT FELT LIKE HOME SOMEHOW AND I LEFT MY SCARF THERE AT YOUR SISTERS HOUSE AND YOUVE STILL GOT IN IN YOUR DRAWER EVEN NOW OH YOUR SWEET DISPOSITION AND MY WIDE EYED GAZE WE’RE SINGING IN THE CAR GETTING LOST UPSTATE AUTUMN LEAVES FALLING DOWN LIKE PIECES INTO PLACE AND I CAN PICTURE IT AFTER ALL THESE DAYS AND I KNOW ITS LONG GONE AND THAT MAGICS NOT HERE NO MORE AND IT MIGHT BE OKAY BUT IM NOT FINE AT ALL CAUSE THERE WE ARE AGAIN ON THAT LITTLE TOWN STREET YOU ALMOST RAN THE RED CAUSE YOU WERE LOOKIN OVER AT ME WIND IN MY HAIR I WAS THERE I REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WELL PHOTO ALBUM ON THE COUNTER YOUR CHEEKS WERE TURNING RED YOU USED TO BE A LITTLE KID WITH GLASSES IN A TWIN SIZED BED AND YOUR MOTHERS TELLING STORIES BOUT YOU ON THE T BALL TEAM YOU TELL ME BOUT YOUR PAST THINKIN YOUR FUTURE WAS ME AND I KNOW ITS LONG GONE AND THERE WAS NOTHING ELSE I COULD DO AND I FORGET ABOUT IT LONG ENOUGH TO FORGET WHY I NEEDED TO CAUSE THERE WE ARE AGAIN IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT WE’RE DANCING ROUND THE KITCHEN IN THE REFRIGERATOR LIGHT DOWN THE STAIRS I WAS THERE I REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WELL YEAH AND MAYBE WE GOT LOST IN TRANSLATION MAYBE I ASKED FOR TOO MUCH BUT MAYBE THIS THING WAS A MASTERPIECE TIL YOU TORE IT ALL UP RUNNING SCARED I WAS THERE I REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WELL AND YOU CALL ME UP AGAIN JUST TO BREAK ME LIKE A PROMISE SO CASUALLY CRUEL IN THE NAME OF BEING HONEST IM A CRUMBLED UP PIECE OF PAPER LYING HERE CAUSE I REMEMBER IT ALL ALL ALL TOO WELL TIME WONT FLY ITS LIKE IM PARALYZED BY IT ID LIKE TO BE MY OLD SELF AGAIN BUT IM STILL TRYING TO FIND IT AFTER PLAID SHIRT DAYS AND NIGHTS WHEN YOU MADE ME YOUR OWN NOW YOU MAIL BACK MY THINGS AND I WALK HOME ALONE BUT YOU LEEP MY OLD SCARF FROM THAT VERY FIRST WEEK CAUSE IT REMINDS YOU OF INNOCENCE AND IT SMELLS LIKE ME YOU CANT GET RID OF IT CAUSE YOU REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WELL CAUSE THERE WE ARE AGAIN WHEN I LOVED YOU SO BACK BEFORE YOU LOST THE ONE REAL THING UVE EVER KNOWN IT WAS RARE I WAS THERE I REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WELL WIND IN MY HAIR I WAS THERE I REMEMBER IT ALL DOWN THE STAIRS YOU WERE THERE YOU REMEMBER IT ALL IT WAS RARE I WAS THERE I REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WELL

time wont fly its like im paralyzed by it id like to be my old self again but im still trying to find it after plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own now you mail back my things and i walk home alone but you keep my old scarf from that very first week cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me you cant get rid of it cause you remember it all too well

TIME WONT FLY ITS LIKE IM PARALYZED BY IT ID LIKE TO BE MY OLD SELF AGAIN BUT IM STILL TRYING TO FIND IT AFTER PLAID SHIRT DAYS AND NIGHTS WHEN YOU MADE ME YOUR OWN NOW YOU MAIL BACK MY THINGS AND I WALK HOME ALONE

who else feelin like time wont fly its like im paralyzed by it id like to be my old self again but im still trying to find it🤣🤣🤣

the red album helped me through a bad breakup (i had been with the person for 3yrs) and lemme tell you it really hits different after heartbreak. its been a while now so even hearing the songs now isnt the same as that first month. its like id never Really heard them before then even though i have. "time wont fly its like im paralyzed by it, id like to be my old self again but im still trying to find it" is such a perfect explanation of how it feels

you SEE i like the red album so much and i’ve never had my heart broken by anyone, imagine the level of love i will reach when i’m finally able to understand how she feels...waiting...

YOU CALL ME UP AGAIN JUST TO BREAK ME LIEK A PROMISE SO CASUALLY CRUEL IN THR NAME OF BEING HONEST IM A CRUMPLED UP PIECE KF PAPER LYING HERE CAUSE I REMEMBER IT ALL ALL ALLLLLLL TOO WELL TIME WONT FLY ITS LIKE IM PARALYZED BY IT ID LIEK TO BE MY OLD SELF AGAIN BUT IM STILL TRYING TO FIND IT AFTER PLAID SHIRT DAYS ABD NIGHTS WHEN YOU MADE ME YOUR OWN NOW YOU MAIL BACK MY THINGS AND I WALK HOME ALONE BUT YOU KEEP MY OLD SCARF FROM THE VERY FIRST WEEK CAUSE IT REMINDS YOU OF INNOCENCE AND IT SMELL

AND IT SMELLS LIKE MEEEEEE YOU CAN'T GET RID OF IT CAUSE YOU REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WELL CAUSE HERE WE ARE AGAIN WHEN I LOVED YOU SO BACK BEFORE YOU LOST THE ONE REAL THING YOU'VE EVER KNOWN IT WAS RARE I WAS THERE I REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WELL WIND IN MY HAIR YOU WERE THERE YOU REMEMBER IT ALL DOWN THE STAIRS YOU WERE THERE YOU REMEMBER IT ALLLLLL

it was rare, I was there, I remember it all....too well ❤️

i still think that ‘time wont fly its like im paralyzed by it id like to be my old self again but im still trying to find it’ is one of taylors bets lyrics…. so raw

TIME WONT FLY ITS LIKE IM PARALYZED BY IT ID LIKE TO BE MY OLD SELF AGAIN BUT IM STILL TRYING TO FIND IT

Me: time won’t fly it’s like I’m paralyzed by it, I’d like to be my old self but I’m still trying to find it

Also me: has not really paid attention to myself since I met my ex boyfriend which was 12 years ago which would make me 13 and doesn’t really have any idea of “what makes me happy or unhappy or what I like” or who “my old self” even is lol

Also me: Omg I was 13. Omg Taylor already predicted this would happen.

Also me: TIME WONT FLY ITS LIKE IM PARALYZED BY IT ID LIKE TO BE MY OLD SELF AGAIN BUT IM STILL TRYINT TO FIND IT OKAY?! JUST LET ME HAVE THIS JEEEEZ 😤

TIME WONT FLY ITS LIKE IM PARALYZED BY IT ID LIKE TO BE MY OLD SELF AGAIN BUT IM STILL TRYING TO FIND IT AFTER PLAID SHIRT DAYS AND NIGHTS WHEN YOU MADE ME YOUR OWN NOW YOU MAIL BACK MY THINGS AND I WALK HOME ALONE BUT YOU KEEP MY OLD SCARF FROM THAT VERY FIRST WEEK BECAUSE IT REMINDS YOU OF INNOCENCE AND IT SMELLS LIKE ME YOU CANT GET RID OF IT BECAUSE YOU REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WELL

All Too Well! ( your blog is ❤️)

What is my favorite lyric from All Too Well, you ask? It’s probably have to be,

“I walked through the door with you, the air was cold. But something bout it felt like home somehow and I left my scarf there at your sister’s houseAnd you still got it in your drawer even nowOh, your sweet disposition and my wide-eyed gaze. We’re singing in the car, getting lost upstate. The Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place, And I can picture it after all these days. And I know it’s long gone, and that magic’s not here no more, and I might be okay,but I’m not fine at all. Cause there we are again on that little town street. You almost ran the red cause you were looking over me. Wind in my hair, I was there, I remember it all too well.Photo album on the counter, your cheeks were turning red. You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin-size bed. And your mother’s telling stories about you on a tee ball teamYou tell me ‘bout your past, thinking your future was me. And I know it’s long gone. And there was nothing else I could do. And I forget about you long enough to forget why I needed to. Cause there we are again in the middle of the night. We dance around the kitchen in the refrigerator light. Down the stairs, I was there, I remember it all too well, yeah. MAYBE WE GOT LOST IN TRANSLATION MAYBE I ASKED FOR TOO MUCH AND MAYBE THIS THING WAS A MASTERPIECE TIL YOU TORE IT ALL UP RUNNING SCARED I WAS THERE I REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WELLLL… HEY YOU CALL ME UP AGAIN JUST TO BREAK! ME! LIKE! A! PROMISE! SO CASUALLY CRUEL IN THE NAME OF BEING HONEST IM A CRUMPLED UP PIECE OF PAPER LYING HERE CAUSE I REMEMBER IT ALL ALL ALL TOO WELL. TIME WONT FLY ITS LIKE IM PARALYZED BY IT ID LIKE TO BE MY OLD SELF AGAIN BUT IM STILL TRING TO FIND IT AFTER PLAID SHIRT DAYS AND NIGHTS WHEN YOU MADE ME YOUR OWN NOW YOU MAIL BACK MY THINGS AND I WALK HOME ALONE BUT YOU KEEP MY OLD SCARF!! FROM THAT VERY FIRST WEEK!! CAUSE IT REMINDS YOU OF INNOCENCE! AND IT SMELLS LIKE ME!!!! YOU CANT GET RID OF IT CAUSE YOU REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WELL YEAH CAUSE THERE WE ARE AGAIN WHEN I LOVED YOU SO!! BACK BEFORE YOU LOST THE ONE REAL THING YOUVE EVER KNOWN!!!!!!! IT WAS RARE I WAS THERE I REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WELL WIND IN MY HAIR YOU WERE THERE YOU REMEMBER IT ALL DOWN THE STAIRS YOU WERE THERE YOU REMEMBER IT ALL! IT WAS RARE I WAS THERE I REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WELL.”

lmao send me a taylor song and i’ll tell you my favorite lyric!!!