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barnesandrogersfanfics · 4 years

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Home - Part 8

"Well i have to admit i did not see my night ending like this" i giggled looking up at Bucky (yes! I actually giggled!!) "not that I'm complaining... at all!" I added as we lay side by side on the sofa, Bucky's arms wrapped around me, legs entwined, a pile of discarded clothes on the floor and i couldn't be happier.

"Me either doll, but I'm so glad this is how our night ended" he smiled placing a kiss on the end of my nose.

"No regrets?" I asked nervously as my hand stroked over his chest.

"None whats so ever. Do you?...Regret it?"

"Not at all Buck" i leant in and pressed a kiss to his lips.

"God i wish we could stay like this all night" Bucky said trailing his hand up and down my back.

"But you should get back to the girls, let Steve go home" i chuckled.

"Yeah" he nodded before pulling me tight against him and kissing me "i really don't wanna leave you naked and alone"

"I don't want you to go either but i know you need to" after one more kiss i reluctantly sat up and grabbed my hoodie from the floor and pulled it on, it was a bit cold now i wasnt surrounded by Bucky's body heat.

"Do you want a coffee before you go?... tea?" I offered getting up from the sofa.

"Id love a coffee please doll" he smiled reaching for his clothes.

"Its so nice here, your place actually feels like a home" i heard him say a few minutes later from the living room while i finished making his coffee and my tea.

"Thanks, its actually feeling like home now I've changed things to how i like"

"I feel more at home here than at my own house how messed up is that?"

"Your always welcome here Buck, you and the girls" i smiled at him as i walked back in with the drinks. Bucky was dressed again in jeans and t-shirt, lacing up his boots when i came back in.

"You'll regret saying that when you cant get rid of us" he chuckled.

"Try me" i shrugged sitting back down on the sofa next to him, he dived at me laying me down covering my body with his as he buried his face in my neck pressing kisses to that spot that drove me wild.

"Come home with me.... we can continue this at my place" he mumbled.

"Its late Buck"

"Come on doll, please?"

"How about you and the girls come for a sleep over tomorrow?"

"Really?" He asked leaning back just enough that he could see my face.

"Sure, they can have the spare rooms and you....."

"Can share with you" he wiggled his eyebrows.

"I was gonna say you can have the sofa but okay..." i squealed when he attacked my sides tickling me as he laughed.

"Oh you think your funny huh?"

"Hilarious..... okay, okay i give up I'm sorry Buck! Please stop" i laughed trying to grab his hands to stop the attack.

"So i can share with you?"

"Of course".

After Bucky had finished his coffee he headed home to his girls. I set the alarm and headed straight to bed feeling like i was on cloud nine after what had happened with Bucky.... I was asleep before my head hit the pillow.

When i woke up the next morning i had a message from Bucky, he couldn't have had much sleep because he was texting me at 5:30am and he didn't leave mine til nearing 2am!

Bucky: Morning beautiful, hope you slept well. Rosie had me up at 5am! i need sleep!! Xx

Y/N: Morning Buck, i slept great thanks for asking ;) you have no one to blame but yourself for your lack of sleep lol xx

Bucky: um really? Because i seem to remember you were there too. Worth every minute of lost sleep though doll ❤️xx

Y/N: Your damn right it was!

So you guys still coming for a sleep over? Xx

Bucky: Yes! I told the girls this morning and their so excited.... so am i by the way xx

Y/N: You just wanna get in my bed Mr Barnes! Lol xx

Bucky: True! Lol xx

Y/N: I'll go to the store for supplies xx

Bucky: Need me to bring anything? Xx

Y/N: Just you and those girls xx

Bucky: That i can do. What time? Xx

Y/N: Well i should be back from the store around 12, so whenever your ready xx

Bucky: Don't judge me if I'm there dead on 12, i miss you already xx

Y/N: Awww i miss you too. Right im gonna go shower and get to the store, i will see you guys soon xx

Bucky: Okay doll, see you soon xx

About an hour later i was dressed in denim shorts and a cropped blue sweater, and i had even had time to paint my nails!

I was currently on my way to the store, singing along loudly (and very off key) to the radio. Once inside i grabbed everything i would need along with a little surprise for everyone and was currently looking at the frozen pizza's. I couldn't shake the feeling that someone was watching me.... following me around the store. But every time i looked there was no one suspicious around. Grabbing a few different pizzas i added them to the cart and carried on to the ice cream.

"Mint choc chip was always your favorite" a too familiar voice said from behind me instantly making me tense.

I slowly turned and came face to face with a smug looking Jack!!

"What are you doing here??.... you can't be this close Jack"

"Rightttt your restraining order" he nodded shaking his head with a smile "you really thought that'd stop me taking back whats mine?"

"Im not yours Jack!!!" I said through gritted teeth "Please just leave me alone!!" I turned away and headed to the registers to pay, i needed to get away from him.

"Not gonna happen princess, you promised to love me til death do us part remember?" He called after me clearly amused by the situation.

"Come near me again Jack and i'll call the police" i turned to tell him while trying my best not to show how scared i was being this close to him. As i was paying for my groceries i looked up to see Jack leaving the store, he turned and looked over with a smile.

"I'll see you around Y/N" he smirked before finally leaving the store.

When i got home it was just after 12 and i was relieved to see Bucky's car in the drive already. He was sitting on the hood of his car watching the girls running around the yard playing. He turned and smiled with a wave as i pulled into the drive behind his car, by the time i was getting out the car Bucky was sliding off the hood and making his way to me. When he was close enough i fell into arms holding him around his waist.

"Im so glad your here Bucky" i mumbled against his chest as his hands caressed my back.

"You okay?"

"Not really, just had a run in with Jack at the store"

"What??!" He asked pulling back to look at me "what happened?"

"I was just getting ice cream and he appeared behind me. I told him he needed to stay away.... he laughed about the restraining order, said it wouldn't stop him from getting back what was his"

"He wont be saying that when i get his ass arrested! My buddy Sam is a cop, i'll put in a call"

"Thank you, his not gonna stop without a fight Buck. He said i promised to love him til death do us part..... what if he..."

"Don't. Don't even finish that sentence doll. I will not let that man hurt you i promise" he leaned down and kissed me.

"Im scared Buck, i know what his like..."

"You'll be fine baby, i'll make sure of it"

It was quiet as Bucky just held me close "you believe me don't you?"

"Of course Buck, i know i'll be okay with you around".

"Y/N's home!!!" Allie suddenly yelled loudly and before i knew what was going on all three girls were running towards me happily. I knelt down just in time to catch them, Allie and Brooke reaching me first followed by little Rosie.

"Hey girls, you ready for our sleepover?"

"YEAH!!!!"

"Good! Well come on lets get inside, maybe we can make a fort again?"

"Can we?? that would be so cool!" Brooke said with the biggest smile.

"Sure we can, and daddy can help this time"

"Come on Y/N lets go!" Allie grabbed my hand pulling me towards the house.

"I gotta get the groceries first"

"You take the girls in and i'll grab the groceries" Bucky smiled giving me a quick kiss as he passed me on the way to my car.

"Ewwww dad you can't kiss Y/N!" Allie said with her hands on her hips as i scooped up Rosie.

"Why not?" Bucky chuckled at her

"Because she's our Y/N!" She squinted her eyes at her dad before taking my hand and pulling me towards the house again.

"You've got some competition Buck" i called over to him laughing.

All thoughts of Jack already taking a back seat as i focused on the girls and Bucky, i wouldn't let him ruin our night.

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slytherin-slitherout · 7 years

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My 2016

Prepare for a long’un children. Some of these things I haven't even told my closest friends so if you guys see this...I couldn't think of a way to talk about it.

So we’re going to skim right over me going to TAFE and then not going and not finishing because don't need to relive that. I am going to relive some of the worse things, however.

But good things first!

I got a dog - CeeCee - and a cat - Auron - both of who I’ll post a picture of at some point. They are all over my Instagram @caryspendragon if anyone wants to see!

My family came back to me at the end of 2015 so we’ve all been together which, while tense and stressful at times, is a relief and a lifesaver.

I’m currently halfway through a course in film and tv makeup and special effects that I am both loving (practicals) and failing miserably (assignments). My college has lots of contacts and hopefully I’ll get a bit of work on a filmset this year! I’m jealous enough when my trainers go around in their film crew shirts from previous and upcoming films (not small ones either, I’m talking Johnny Depp and Tom Hiddleston).

Now my two worst experiences.

Early in 2016, I was sexually assaulted. I mean, I don't know if it counts as sexual assault, I called a hotline and all they told me was that I was lucky, but while it was a small thing, its still effecting me. I was at a club and I met a guy. He was cute, talked to me, danced with me, we made out a bit. By the time it was 5am I really didn't feel like going back to my house, and he asked me back to his. I didn't want to do anything and I made that clear, but I tried to be safe by asking his friend his opinion. He said he was engaged and seemed like the sensible and sober one, after all. He said I could trust this guy and that if all I wanted to do was sleep, then thats all that would happen. I believed him. So I went back to their place, me and the guy I was with went to bed, and the friend went to his own room. Or so I thought. I was just falling asleep when the friend came into the room in just his boxers, kneeled by me, and started kissing over my body. I was in shock, and looking towards the guy I was with, he didn't seem bothered in the slightest. My heart was going a hundred beats a minute and I asked the friend to go away, which thankfully, he did. I know I was lucky and that it could have been much worse, but I couldn't sleep for days afterwards and I’m still so nervous around new people, especially guys, these days.

So. Theres number 1.

Number 2.

I was stressed at school. Beyond stressed. Crying, having panic attacks, not eating, and I didn't know what to do. Nobody seemed to be able to see anything was wrong and I was just....so tired. I have some pills for anxiety and I took 13 of them in one go. God, my family was even in the same room and nobody noticed. I came out and said I’d done it because I didn’t want to end up fitting or something and nobody knowing what had happened. Now, let it be known that I’m not suicidal and I did look up my meds to make sure nothing horrific would happen. I was not looking to die, I just wanted someone to notice something was wrong. Anyway, mum took me to the emergency room. Things were okay at first, I was pretty normal, maybe a but out of it. Then things got worse. It started with shivers in the emergency room but once I was moved up to a general ward for the rest of the night...I don't remember a lot, if I’m honest. But apparently I was shaking constantly, screaming for them to give me something to make it stop, yelling about how they were hurting me. I fell asleep at one point because the next time I woke up I wasn't shaking and a guy wanted to talk to me. Psychologist. So we did that and then a nurse came, told me to get dressed, and that a doctor would see me in the psych ward. I was put in the locked reception kind of area and no further information was given to me. There were a few other people there who were nice enough, other patients, and a girl explained things to me. I’d been woken up at 4am to be put in a place with bad couches and a cold outdoor area, told to sit and wait for a doctor, only to be told by this girl that the doctor didn't come until 9-10am. I was confused to say the least. She was nice though - we got chalk to draw on the chalkboards outside. We played hangman. There was a guy there too. He yelled and kicked things around but was never anything but polite to us. As soon as we stepped outside, he said he’d quieten down and that he was sorry. He was frustrated at the staff on duty. He’d ask them politely about things and they’d ignore him completely. It was sad and no wonder he got so upset. He only got worse when day came. I’d gotten some sleep by then, the girl getting me a blanket and showing me how to make a bed with the outside seats. I slept a bit inside too when it got too cold. I did see a doctor, eventually. General conversation about what happened and then I was dismissed. I laid down to try and sleep some more. An older guy was there by now. He and the other guy got into a fight and had to be separated by officers multiple times, right where I was sitting. The older guy said he’d spent his life in jail for something and was trying to get the other guy to calm down, that we’d all see a doctor eventually. The girl told me she’d been stuck in this area for two days once without seeing anyone. It was weird, I found myself more scared of the officers then the patients. I asked them a question three times and they just ignored me, talked about crazies and shitheads like I wasnt even there. Anyway, around ten or eleven I saw my dad outside the door. He came in, asked what was going on with me, and they just let me go. No ifs or buts, nothing about the doctor. So...that was that.

Thats my personal bad experiences, I guess. I have more bad things - like how we hardly have any money. Ive been trying to find a job for two years and nothing. We had to use one of my brothers Christmas money for groceries today. Theres just a lot of things but I think Ive written enough for now.

#tw: assault #tw:sexual assault #tw: overdose #my posts #general trigger warnings okay

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